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When he went there for the first time, Chi Tan still used his immature acting skills to show his tweaks.But in fact, Chen Caihe and Fu Quming have already revealed in the few chats on weekdays that he wanted him to take care of this partial student in his class, so he didn't have much to say about Chi Tan's arrival. Accidentally, I just occasionally feel that it was because I was too harsh when I said him the first time and hurt the self-esteem of this top student that made him give up the subject of history... Hey, the current students, they always talk about it. It seems that they are learning for others, so they have the right to choose whether they like this teacher or not, and then take this subject repeatedly, but in fact they are betting on their own future, and it really has nothing to do with the teacher... …

Although he thought so in his heart, Mr. Fu naturally had to be worried, and he couldn't put a block in the heart of this student who didn't like him that much.Speaking of dislikes, Fu Quming is not such a sensitive person, but Chi Tan is really strange. When Fu Quming was in their class, he saw Fu Quming by chance several times. Many people in the class were looking at him, but they didn't He has the same stalking eyes as him, which makes Fu Quming, who accidentally saw the news on TV that a class teacher was stabbed several times in the office by a student, feels a little nervous... Thinking of this, the tone of his speech to Chi Tan I couldn't help being softer, "Let's not talk about these questions, why don't you sort out all your monthly exam history papers first? Let's start with the papers."

Looking at Fu Quming's face with a stiff smile, Chi Tan felt strange in his heart. It's not that he hasn't seen him smile from the heart, so he can't understand his forced, hypocritical and submissive smile.Don't laugh if you don't want to laugh, why force yourself... Of course, Chi Tan could only hold back these words, he agreed casually, and then went back to the classroom to sort out his test papers.

The first step has been taken, and the second, third, and fourth times are naturally a matter of course.Because Fu Quming is usually busy, they usually can only talk about the topic during the evening self-study of the second quarter. After a week, the two of them are getting more and more familiar, and the conversation will not be as official as the first day. Be polite, and occasionally make a few jokes that have nothing to do with study, and because Chi Tan has spent more and more time in the office, he has noticed some little things about Fu Quming that others may not know.

For example, Fu Quming hates the smell of cigarettes.The office is quite closed, and next to the desk of the history teacher is the physics teacher. One of the physics teachers is very fond of smoking. He usually goes out to smoke when he has nothing to do, but most of the time, he is correcting the test papers or grading homework with one hand. , I have already smoked several cigarettes in my mouth.Due to the face of adults, although I don't know if other teachers care as much as Fu Quming, Fu Quming is also the youngest and most junior teacher in this office, so it is not easy to talk about the physics teacher, so there is Sometimes when Chi Tan came to look for him, he would see Fu Quming standing outside. In the night, he was leaning on the railing like this, looking thinner and thinner due to the busy day after day.He didn't play with his mobile phone, he just leaned over and watched. Later, Chi Tan stood there alone and secretly watched from his perspective. What he saw was class 18, which was next to their class 17, and the class where Fu Quming was the head teacher.Some imperceptible jealousy arose in Chi Tan's heart for no reason.Although he himself has a class teacher, and may have watched them silently with such gentle eyes at the door of another office, this is not the same at all.

Every time Chi Tan met Fu Quming outside, he knew in his heart that the teacher inside was swallowing again, but Fu Quming would not tell him that he didn't want to stay inside anymore, after all, teachers and students , other than the office, where else can he go, so every time he sees Chi Tan, he will gesture for him to follow him in, and then continue to talk about the topic, but will quietly when the smoke occasionally drifts over. Fanning the air around his nose with his hand, others can't detect it, but how could Chi Tan, who is watching him in front of him every time, not know, so occasionally Fu Quming would raise his head in embarrassment and put a finger on his lips. Before, give him a "shh, don't tell anyone" gesture.Chi Tan just wants to laugh every time, because it feels so cute.But I held back because it felt weird.Well, because he has also read the inexplicable remarks in some novels about thinking that a boy is cute and you are finished.

Another example is Fu Quming's cup, Chi Tan feels awkward every time he looks at it, because that cup is too old, it is a glass that has even been stained with yellow tea stains that cannot be washed off, every time Chi Tan looks at him Even when drinking water from that cup, I can’t help but think, is Mr. Fu poor?Or does this cup have any special meaning to him?Are they all like this and don't want to change them?

Regarding the small details in Fu Quming's office, Chi Tan was most impressed by these two points.

The smell of smoke is because he also hates the smell of smoke.Because his father likes to smoke very much, Chi Tan felt that the smell of smoke was disgusting during those years he stayed by his side, so he would not touch it himself, so in junior high school, in high school, occasionally there was someone in their dormitory When puffing and puffing and asking him if he wanted it, he would always refuse, and occasionally he would just slam the door and go out to breathe, and then he would hear some people's ridicule coming through the thin door of the dormitory, "I learned from others." He doesn’t know how to smoke, he doesn’t want to give it to me, don’t ask him next time, he is a good boy, he won’t do the things we do!” Then you will hear the boy who just got rejected and seems to have hurt his self-esteem Let me add a sentence, "Oh, really, she's so good-looking that she's even a bit of a bitch."... This is why Chi Tan pays special attention to the casual sentence of "writing a diary is a bit bitch" at his deskmate. At that time, the word "mother" had already imprinted on him a psychological brand that made him sick.If he doesn't climb the wall, smoke and drink with the boys, will he go to the girls and flip the flower rope together?childish.

This is also one of the reasons why Chi Tan became less and less willing to open up and make friends later on.He feels that it is best to keep some distance between people, and he will be afraid if they get a little closer.If you are too enthusiastic, you are afraid of being heated; if you are too indifferent, you are afraid of being cold, and if you are hot and cold, you are afraid of catching a cold.

Chi Tan wrapped himself in a cocoon prematurely, and even put a label on the outside of it as "Don't be an old man", but in fact, it was just a fragile, soft, curled up silkworm baby, meat dumpling.

But it seemed that he could come out, shake his body, and see the world. It started when Fu Quming inexplicably plucked a string in his brain.