camouflaged white lotus

In the middle of the night, the phone woke me up. Looking at the name on the screen, I really wanted to yell, I called you and you didn’t answer, and you called me in the middle of the night, did you tell me to get up and pee?Personal scum!

"Why?" With anger, I don't care whether the benefactor is the benefactor or not, and I will break up with the scum when I go back.

"Did you call me because you missed me?" Hearing Zou Ming's voice on the phone, my heart trembled a little, and my anger was inexplicably reduced a lot. I wondered if I had Stockholm Syndrome?The more abused, the more comfortable?

"I didn't call you." I vehemently denied it. I had already done something embarrassing, but I couldn't be more embarrassing.

"I was in a meeting during the day, so I didn't receive your call. I wanted to call you back in the afternoon, but I ran into some company matters, and I am so busy at night." Zou Ming actually explained his itinerary to me, and I read it again The screen in front of my eyes was indeed Zou Ming's phone number, so I heard Zou Ming say again, "Why don't you talk?"

"Nothing to say." I hummed.

"Well, it's too late! Then go to bed!" Hearing Zou Ming's words, I felt a little upset again. Dare to call me to harass me!As soon as I was about to go back, I heard Zou Ming say again, "I've been busy for two days and nights, go visit your class on Friday and wait for me."

电话挂断，也没等我回一句：谁稀罕你来呀！

—Excerpt from "From May to August"

Lying on the bed and typing on the keyboard, listening to the sounds in the bathroom, Bai Jian suddenly felt that he had forgotten something very important, but what exactly was it?Can not remember.

The pictures of Zhao Jiajun coming out of the shower every time are alluring. Bai Jian always feels that Zhao Jiajun is putting on airs. In the days when they lived together, Bai Jian always wanted to discover Zhao Jiajun's mundane side. For example, Zhao Jiajun had to use the toilet after shitting. Paper, Zhao Jiajun is also good at farting, but he couldn't dig out more, so Bai Jian thought, this is tutoring!

"What are you writing? A new novel?" Zhao Jiajun asked while wiping his hair.

Bai Jian hurriedly closed the notebook, Zhao Jiajun is so stingy, if he knows that he and Xu Gaoxiang's fan fiction, he will not cut himself into a toothpick!

"Business secrets." Bai Jian snorted, took the towel handed over by Zhao Jiajun naturally, wiped Zhao Jiajun's hair, wiped it twice, thought something was wrong, then threw the towel to Zhao Jiajun, "I'm not yours now Birds!"

"So you didn't even brush your hair?" Zhao Jiajun asked with a smile, "You are obviously 30 years old, why are you so childish?"

"I'm not a few years younger than you, so don't always act like a big brother." Bai Jian rolled her eyes and picked up the script, "Didn't you say to help me with the play? You keep procrastinating."

"I'm not the one who shit and took a bath and almost fell asleep in the bathtub, right?" Zhao Jiajun grabbed the script in Bai Jian's hand, sat on the chair and raised Erlang's legs, talking to Bai Jian with his jaw raised, "Little ancestor, play the role." Bar!"

Acting is easy to say, but not easy to do. Bai Jian scratched her chin and began to cry loudly.

This is the scene where the third man sees the beheading of the first man in the execution ground. The cowardice, humbleness, forbearance and unwillingness of the third man need to be shown by Bai Jian, but this kind of expression is restrained and deep, and it is not as silly as grinning. Crying is not the same.

"Stop." Zhao Jiajun hurriedly called to stop. Bai Jian stood upright and listened to the hadith, but she seemed to be asking for advice. Zhao Jiajun sighed and put the script on the table, "You wrote the script yourself. Do you think the third man can cry like you?" Just like that?"

Bai Jian shook her head, "No."

"Since you can't, why are you crying so much?" Zhao Jiajun asked again.

"Because I really don't know how to cry." Bai Jian sighed. Looking at his short star career of less than a year, he has acted in several dramas, the highest being the second male lead. Moreover, in the TV series produced by Home Entertainment, acting skills are not important at all, they will hype it.

Zhao Jiajun sighed, he suddenly had an impulse, he felt that it was wrong to let Bai Jian act, this smart bastard, all his acting skills in this life have been used to lie to himself, "Okay! Let's change it Way, let me hypnotize you!"

"You know how to hypnotize?" Bai Jian was surprised, she looked at Zhao Jiajun suspiciously with a bit of contempt, "You know how to hypnotize this advanced skill?"

"Of course, I know a lot." Zhao Jiajun pointed to the bed, "Lie down."

Bai Jian lay down obediently, with her hands folded on her stomach, her eyes drooping, Zhao Jiajun walked to Bai Jian's bed, covered him with a quilt and lay down as well, then said softly, "Close your eyes. "

Seeing Bai Jian closing his eyes obediently, Zhao Jiajun spoke slowly, his words were low but not gentle, with some forbearance and sadness, "You are just a teacher in the town, you work at sunrise and rest at sunset, as a You are an abandoned son of the family, but you enjoy yourself. Although you are unwilling in your heart, you understand your identity and you want to be happy. The change of things caught you by surprise. After many years, you returned to the family, the once prosperous family It is already sparsely populated, you still remember the children playing in the yard, you still remember the busyness of the business at home, you still remember the majestic father who sat in the main seat, and now he is gone."

When Zhao Jiajun said this, he looked at Bai Jian from the side, and saw that Bai Jian was also looking at him. His eyes were quiet, but there seemed to be an undercurrent. Zhao Jiajun's voice floated again, calling the name of the third male in the script, "Xuhui ~~You are back~~"

Bai Jian looked at Zhao Jiajun quietly, listening to him slowly tell about Xu Hui, one by one, hearing him call her name, but it was not Bai Jian but Xu Hui, Bai Jian knew that hypnosis was not true, but the place in her heart But it was extremely uncomfortable, the feeling of desolation from when she was writing the script flooded her heart again, Bai Jian seemed to see a figure from the back, this figure was wearing a gray and black cotton robe, he stood slightly bowed in the crowd, and in the distance It was his elder brother who was about to be beheaded. He wanted to take a step forward, but his feet were as heavy as a thousand catties.

At night, with only an ambiguous bedside lamp, Zhao Jiajun talked for a long time, until his mouth was dry, and Bai Jian beside him had already fallen asleep, holding his arm tightly, Zhao Jiajun looked at Bai Jian tenderly, and slid his fingers over him cheek.

On the second day of filming, before going on stage, Bai Jian grabbed Zhao Jiajun's hand, "Call me again."

"Xuhui, let's go see your brother for the last time!" Zhao Jiajun said.

Bai Jian pursed her lower lips, and looked at Xu Gaoxiang. Xu Gaoxiang was on the beheading platform, and Bai Jian stepped forward.

The camera revolved around Bai Jian, Bai Jian's face was pale, and tears were rolling in his eyes, but they didn't fall. He grabbed the clothes beside him with one hand, and his nails gradually turned white.Then, as the plot progressed, there was an exclamation in the distance, and the knife and ax swung down. Bai Jian immediately turned around, his eyes were empty, he swallowed hard, took another deep breath, and took a step forward. The steps were small, but still made him stagger. He heard more and more noises behind him, and his body trembled more and more, but the empty eyes were replaced by determination. What did he think of?Looking into his eyes, Zhao Jiajun asked himself.

With a CUT, Bai Jian fell softly on the ground, Zhao Jiajun sighed, and patted the director on the shoulder, "Okay, the hardest scene is over, I'll fly back tomorrow morning."

"I really feel sorry for loving him so much." The director teased.

"That's the little bastard!" Zhao Jiajun said, standing up and walking towards Bai Jian.

白简觉得自己很累，他摸摸脸，泪水已经落下，面前是一双脚，抬起脸是赵家俊，赵家俊说，“旭辉，不是你的错。”