camouflaged white lotus

Who can explain love to me?I give him fifty cents.

I posted this kind of circle of friends, and my old friend commented, "Damn you, you don't understand love."

Love, in fact, I understand, because I have read so many novels, so many movies, so many beautiful, I do not believe that those stories are fabricated, because my novels also have my shadow.

Today, I am not in the mood to write a story, because last night Zou Ming did it and I ran away, and threw me on the bed, like a useless hamburger bag. I looked at the morning sun, and suddenly I felt a little pretentious. Is it worth it to get to where I am now for writing?

I lay in bed until twelve noon, and sent a message to Zou Ming: Do you want to break up with me?

There was no reply to the message. For a long time, there was a sour feeling in my heart. It was not deep or light, but it spread widely.

Until midnight, Zou Ming replied to me: Do you want to break up with me?

I should have answered 'no' but at this point I wavered.

—Excerpt from "From May to August"

Silence spread between Bai Jian and Zhao Jiajun. They took a taxi, got on the plane, and when they got off the plane, Bai Jian said, "Goodbye."

Zhao Jiajun looked at him coldly, grabbed Bai Jian's arm, and dragged him to the parking lot without saying a word, Bai Jian struggled, muttered honestly, and asked Zhao Jiajun what he wanted to do, but Zhao Jiajun still didn't speak, just stuffed Bai Jian into the car inside.

The car started and the destination was Zhao Jiajun's house.

In two days it will be the New Year's Eve, and the atmosphere of the New Year's Eve on the street is strong, Bai Jian's face is pressed against the window glass, "Just put me at the subway station, if you have anything to say to me, just tell me now !"

"Where are you going for the New Year?" Zhao Jiajun asked.

"Go to my cousin's house!" Bai Jian said nonsense, in fact, Bai Jian had nowhere to go, his parents died young, and when he was young, he went to Zhang Lulu's house to celebrate the New Year, but later he got used to being alone.

"Zhang Lulu, right? I asked her, and she said you won't go."

Bai Jian was taken aback by what Zhao Jiajun said, and he asked in surprise, "How do you know that Zhang Lulu is my cousin?"

"Do you really think I'm a fool?" Zhao Jiajun muttered angrily, "Go home with me first, I have something to talk to you about."

"I won't go to your house." Bai Jian objected. There are no good people in his house, so who knows how to deal with him?

"Do you have a choice?" Zhao Jiajun glanced at Bai Jian coldly, "I'm very upset now, don't mess with me again."

"Are you still upset? Last night, you were clearly in a good mood!" Bai Jian muttered.

"Do you really think I'm happy?" Zhao Jiajun asked, but Bai Jian didn't answer this sentence, because he felt that no matter how he answered it, it would be very ambiguous and hypocritical.

There was no one else in Zhao Jiajun's house except the auntie helper. After explaining a few words to the auntie helper, Zhao Jiajun took Bai Jian into the kitchen. The soup that had been simmering in the pot all morning was ready to drink. Zhao Jiajun brought Bai Jian a bowl , "Drink!"

Although it smelled delicious, Bai Jian was still full of doubts, "You are not going to poison me to death, are you?"

Zhao Jiajun ignored him, filled a bowl for himself, sat across from Bai Jian and drank it. Bai Jian felt that it was boring, so she also drank it in big gulps.

Naturally, she couldn't feel full after drinking soup, and after eating two bowls of rice, Bai Jian asked Zhao Jiajun, "What do you want to tell me?"

"Stay at my house for the New Year." Zhao Jiajun's voice was not loud. If there was no one in the kitchen, even if there was a little ambient noise, Bai Jian would not have heard Zhao Jiajun's words. He stared at Zhao Jiajun, really wanting to read from his expression See even a little bit of strangeness.

"What do you mean?"

"It's not interesting, you have no place to go anyway." Perhaps the most difficult sentence has been finished, but Zhao Jiajun didn't care, he hummed and poured himself another bowl of soup.

"Who said I have nowhere to go?" Bai Jian snorted coldly, her stomach was full and her spirits began to swell.

"Where are you going?"

"Xu Gaoxiang asked me to go to Mount Wutai!" Bai Jian called out.

"Oh? What a coincidence! He also asked me out, so we can go together." Zhao Jiajun replied, and then took out his mobile phone from his pocket, "I'll make a call first, and we'll talk later."

Bai Jian watched Zhao Jiajun go out in a hurry, he thought, Xu Gaoxiang and Zhao Jiajun didn't deal with each other?Why do you still make an appointment to travel?I really don't understand.

Zhao Jiajun called Ke Roujun when he entered the study, "Within 2 minutes, find out where Xu Gaoxiang went during the Chinese New Year?"

"Only 2 minutes? Mr. Zhao, this is a bit~" Before Ke Roujun finished speaking, the phone was hung up. Ke Roujun looked at the calendar, and the Chinese New Year is almost here. Can't Zhao Jiajun calm down?

Slandering one's boss is something that a subordinate can do, but more subordinates accept their fate while slandering, such as Ke Roujun.

In two and a half minutes, I sent a text message to Zhao Jiajun: Xu Gaoxiang booked a flight to Wutai Mountain in the early morning of February 2, which seemed to be a vacation.

Zhao Jiajun replied, "Understood", and went to the kitchen full of information.

At this moment, Bai Jian was already limp on the chair and rubbed her belly, she just felt a little uncomfortable after eating too much, when she saw Zhao Jiajun coming, she gave him a blank look, "I called a taxi, it will be there in a while."

Zhao Jiajun really has nothing to do with Bai Jian, isn't it enough to show his attitude by keeping him at home for the New Year?Do you have to say it directly, 'I, Zhao Jiajun, is in love with you, Bai Jian!' 'Is it okay to be ridiculed by Bai Jian again?Zhao Jiajun is in a dilemma at this time.

Just when Zhao Jiajun was struggling, Bai Jian's cell phone rang. He glanced at the screen and jumped off the chair, "Are you all right? Then I'm leaving."

"Bai Jian, I owe you a year." Zhao Jiajun grabbed Bai Jian's arm, but looked at Bai Jian with affectionate eyes. Bai Jian remembered that they had been together for more than a year, and indeed experienced a year, but that In [-], Zhao Jiajun dumped him to meet his little first love.

"Actually, you don't owe me anything." Bai Jian said softly, "How important is your first love! What was I at that time!"

"Can you stay?" Zhao Jiajun asked again.

"Why did you stay? Just to let you pay me back for another year? Do you think I care?" Bai Jian's attitude changed 180 degrees, and she suddenly became a little anxious, "You didn't owe me that Chinese New Year." Bai Jian After saying this, he shook off Zhao Jiajun's arm. Zhao Jiajun frowned and watched Bai Jian go out, so he chased her out.

"Bai Jian, wait a minute." Zhao Jiajun grabbed Bai Jian in the living room, "I want to say~huh~I want to say, I like you, although we started abnormally and ended weirdly, but I found that we I like you, can you understand?"

Ordinary people, when the person he likes confesses to him, most of them will cry with joy, or kiss gently, but Bai Jian is not an ordinary person, he kicked Zhao Jiajun's calf, then slapped Zhao Jiajun on the back of the head, and then With a low curse, "Stupid! Die!" Then he strode out of Zhao Jiajun's house.

Zhao Jiajun covered the back of his head, stood up with his hands on the wall, his brows were slightly frowned, and he let out a sigh in response to the sourness in his heart.