Lazy rabbits only eat grass

"Oh, classmate Xiaogan? Come in!" My mother was very enthusiastic.

Su Zhan began to flatter: "Auntie, it smells so good! Your craftsmanship is so good, just smelling it makes my mouth water."

"Oh, your mouth is so sweet. Come and sit, and the meal will be cooked in no time." After greeting my mother, she went to the kitchen with a smile. After Su Zhan came in, she glanced around and came to sit beside me.

Jiang Yi asked: "Xiaogan, your classmate is so handsome, what's his name?"

"Su Zhan." I introduced to Su Zhan again: "This is Uncle Jiang, my mother's classmate."

Su Zhan was very polite: "Hello, Uncle Jiang."

Jiang Yidao: "Student Su is so handsome, there must be many girls who like you."

"Fortunately."

"Have you got a girlfriend?"

I'm sweating, why is my mother such a gossip classmate!

"No." Su Zhan answered honestly.

"In this way, Yaoyao has someone in my family, so I won't introduce it to you. A colleague in my unit has a very beautiful daughter. I will introduce it to you another day."

"Thank you, Uncle Jiang, but..." Su Zhan paused, and said without changing his face: "I have someone I like."

"Oh! Which girl is so lucky?"

Su Zhan smiled, didn't speak, turned his head and gave me a meaningful look.I just wanted to dig a hole and get in, so I quickly looked away, looking at the ceiling, the carpet, and the window...

"Yaoyao, don't be shy, come here quickly, develop a relationship with Xiaogan, and when you reach the age, you will take care of things! Student Su, you have such a good relationship with Xiaogan. When the time comes, Xiaogan and our Yaoyao You will be the best man at the wedding."

Jiang Yi’s words pass from my external auditory canal, through the tympanic membrane, ossicular chain, round window membrane, endolymph, vibrating basement membrane hair cells, auditory nerve fibers, and finally to the auditory center...

There are only four words in my mind: I am dead!

My neck was stiff, my eyeballs couldn't turn anymore, my palms were sweating, and I didn't dare to turn my head to see Su Zhan's expression.

"Married?" The thorny eyes around me finally moved away, but I didn't feel relaxed at all, but a feeling that the mountains and rains are about to come and the wind is overwhelming.

Jiang Yidao: "That's right, Xiaogan didn't tell you. My family Yaoyao has a baby relationship with Xiaogan since childhood. My family Yaoyao likes Xiaogan. At first I was worried that Xiaogan didn't like Yaoyao. Ask, it turns out that they are consensual, hey, this is really great!"

Su Zhan still chatted with Jiang Yi as if nothing had happened: "I am in the same class as Xiaogan, and we are often together, and I know him well. Xiaogan is very kind-hearted, very enthusiastic, respects the old and loves the young. He doesn't care at all. Like other boys, he smokes, drinks, fights, and looks like a punk. And, the most important thing is..." Speaking of this, Su Zhan stopped on purpose, Su Zhan, if you want to scold someone, you can scold him more directly Well, as for this...

Su Zhan continued: "He doesn't fall in love early, studies hard, and has excellent grades. The teachers all praise him."

Jiang Yi was very satisfied: "Well, let me just say, Xiaogan is a good man, that is, Xiaogan, so I can trust Yaoyao to him."

From the beginning to the end, Su Zhan kept smiling and chatting with Uncle Jiang, without even looking at me.But every time he said a word, my heart would lift a little more into my throat, and the brighter his smile was, the more terrified my heart would be.

"You have such a good relationship with Xiaogan. You must come when Xiaogan gets married. You must be the best man."

"Of course, how could I not come to Xiaogan's wedding!"

My God, can you stop chatting and change the subject?

While eating, I accidentally spilled my drink and wet Su Zhan's pants.As a last resort, I had to take him to my room and find him a pair of pants to change.

As soon as he entered, the door was slammed shut by him, and then I was easily pressed against the door by him like a sandbag.

He grabbed my ear, I screamed in pain, he ignored it, looked down at me fiercely: "If I don't come today, I don't even know that there is a big green grassland above my head, huh?"

I explained: "Su Zhan, this is just baby kiss..."

"Okay, what does Uncle Jiang mean when he said that you and his daughter are in love?" Su Zhan began to interrogate.

"I didn't say anything, they misunderstood...I have nothing to do with Jiang Yao."

"Nothing? Then why did Uncle Jiang say that you are in love with each other?" Su Zhan clung to this question relentlessly. My brain hurts, but I still have to explain to him patiently: "It's because he misunderstood. I will explain clearly, we have nothing at all, and we haven’t seen each other very much. Because my mother and Uncle Jiang are classmates, and the relationship is relatively good. I have made a baby kiss before, and I was still wearing diapers when I made the baby kiss of!"

"I can't do baby kissing, tell me, who do you belong to now?"

He suddenly increased the strength in his hands, and my ears hurt sharply: "It hurts, hurts..."

"Say, who are you from?" He asked again, and he couldn't give up until the Yellow River.

"You... your... hurts..." Under his threat of violence, I still compromised.

He finally let go of my ear and I rubbed it, it hurt like hell, it must be red.

Su Zhan stood where he was, crossed his arms, touched his chin and thought for a while, "I don't care about this, Xiaogan, you now! Immediately! Immediately! Go and break the relationship."

"What? Now? This won't work!"

"If you can't break it, I don't mind breaking it for you." As he said that, he went to open the door. It didn't seem like he was joking at all. I was anxious and rushed up to hold him back: "Why are you like this? I'm with you I explained it. If you don’t believe it, forget it. Are you threatening me? I will explain this matter clearly, but now we are a big family and everyone is happy. I suddenly said such an embarrassing thing, which made everyone unhappy ?”

"Then you want to delay, until when? On the day you get married, you go to the priest and talk about it?"

Su Zhan's tone was very harsh, and I was really trying to control my emotions and not get angry: "You... can you explain something?"

"Where am I being unreasonable? I just asked you to break the relationship. Since you have nothing to do, then break it clean! What's the matter with procrastination? It's just breaking the relationship, isn't it so difficult? And , don’t forget, I’m your justifiable boyfriend!” He suddenly yelled at me, it’s unreasonable, I explained everything to him, and I also said that I would explain the relationship clearly, he obviously didn’t trust me or even don't understand me.

"Or, do you want to step on two boats? Let me tell you, don't even think about it!"

Su Zhan's words stunned me for a few seconds. It turns out that in his heart, I am a person who knows how to use two boats!Originally, I was just angry, but now, it has turned into disappointment, and my heart is completely cold.

"Go!" I pointed to the door.

Su Zhan's eyes were red, and his hands were shaking with anger: "You let me go? You let me go?" Su Zhan pointed to the downstairs, then pointed to himself, and said in a strange way: "You leave them and let me go? "

I didn't look at him, and said coldly: "Yes, you go, my family doesn't welcome you!"

He looked at me silently for a few seconds: "Okay, I'll go!"

A black shadow flashed past me, and then I heard the sound of hurried footsteps rushing downstairs, and then the sound of the door being opened and closed again.

After a while, I went out of the room, went downstairs, went back to my seat, ate... as if nothing had happened.

My mother asked: "Why did your classmate leave?"

I chewed the rice in my mouth, but I couldn't taste anything, and I said, "Oh, he...is in a hurry, so...he's leaving first."

Everyone withdrew their gazes dubiously. I looked at a table of my favorite delicacies and suddenly lost my appetite.

After everyone had dinner that night, Uncle Jiang and the others also left, and my mother and sister slept.I lay in bed, turned off the light, and couldn't sleep.Flipping through our chat records with the mobile phone, looking at it, the eye sockets became blurred, covered with a quilt, and cried all night.

A few days later, I received the admission letter from S University. My mother was so happy that she closed the shop early and made a big dinner.Dad came back that day, as well as Chu Chu and Xia Yin, and our family got together, which was very lively and warm.But there is always something missing.

During that summer vacation, Su Zhan never contacted me. I tried to call him, but there was always a sweet voice "Sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off".

Later, I inadvertently learned in the group of classmates that Su Zhan was admitted to University A.

S University and A University, two countries, are separated by millions of kilometers, not even on the same continent.The little hope left in my heart also instantly turned to ashes.

The farce between me and Jiang Yao about the baby kiss did not continue. I heard Uncle Jiang said that there was a handsome boy chasing her, and then she gradually fell in love, and the two got together.For this, Uncle Jiang even came to the door to apologize, of course I was relieved.

University life is very rich, but I feel empty in my heart. When the professor is giving a lecture, I always unconsciously look at the seat next to me.

I always feel that as long as I am tired from doing my homework, when I turn my head, I will see Su Zhan sleeping on the table next to me with earphones in his ears. On the table is the breakfast he bought for me.Occasionally, when he gets up and laughs at my IQ, he will take my pen and explain the calculation to me when he sees that I can't figure out the answer.

The sun was shining brightly and the classroom was very warm. We were very close, and his breath sprayed on my face, itching.

"Xiao Gan, you are the only single person in our dormitory now, and you are already in college, why are you still so shy?"

"Yeah, those girls that my brothers introduced to you, who do you like?"

I smiled at them: "I just want to study hard now, let's talk about it after falling in love."

"Go, isn't college just about falling in love, how boring it is if you don't fall in love."

Finally, a classmate couldn't help but asked me: "You can't even look down on such a beautiful girl. Are you gay?"

"How could that be?" I denied with a smile, but my heart was terrified.

I'm not gay. Before that, I also liked girls with good faces and good figures. I also responded to watching island country love action movies.

I'm not gay, and I've thought about dating, dating, and getting married to a normal girl.

But who knows, before meeting the right girl, I met him first, held hands with him before dating a girl, fell in love with him before falling in love with a girl...

who knows...

Su Zhan.

Across the huge Pacific Ocean, I completely cut off contact with him.

A few days ago, I saw a high school classmate who was abroad posting photos of a class reunion in the circle of friends, and I saw him.Also, the girl in his arms is...his girlfriend...

She is a foreign girl with fair skin, delicate outline, slapped face, so beautiful!What a match for him!

That's what I thought in my heart, but I still feel uncomfortable.That kind of discomfort is not instantaneous, but like a blunt knife cutting flesh, it will not hurt all at once, but slowly and last for a long time, but the pain of the wound cannot be seen.

The university has exchange students, and our school exchanges with University A.

As soon as I hear A big, I will think of that person, and my brain will suddenly feel a lack of oxygen.But think about it rationally, how is it possible? There are so many students in University A, how could it be him?

Facts show that some events, although the probability is small, are still possible.

The exchange student between University A and us is indeed Su Zhan.

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