It's not that I want to bend

I sat quietly on the chair in the tent by myself, closed my eyes and recalled the words that Ying Er said when he left for the last time, my heart was full of guilt and pity for Su Yue.

Suddenly, a familiar fragrance penetrated into my nasal cavity, stimulated my senses, soothed my soul, and almost made my eyes wet with uncontrollable tears.It's been a long time. Now that I smell this fragrance again, it feels like a world away.

A pair of soft and smooth hands encircled my neck from behind, and then, a warm and delicate touch rubbed against my cheeks, making me feel a numbness from my bones.I couldn't help but curl the corners of my lips and let out a contented sigh.

I knew that it was Su Yue who came back from the bath and was rubbing her face against my cheek coquettishly.This kind of warm feeling makes me so intoxicated.I slowly opened my eyes, slowly raised my right hand, patted the back of her hand twice, and gently pulled her to sit on my lap.

I hugged Su Yue with great pity, put my head lightly on her forehead, greedily breathed in her breath, and gazed affectionately at the window of her beautiful soul, without saying a word, as if To burn her into my heart like this.

Su Yue curled the corners of her beautiful lips, was silent for a while, looked at me full of doting and said, "What's wrong?"

I didn't wait for her to continue, so I sealed her lips first.This time, I didn't stop at nothing, my whole body was full of violence, but unconsciously carried a gentle pampering.

I domineeringly invaded her lips, opened her teeth, and greedily sucked her taste.She is still as sweet as ever, straight into my heart, and I can't help but want to taste a little more, a little more, a little more.My tongue is greedily pursuing its playmate, and it seems that they are telling each other the missing of parting.

There seemed to be a flame burning in my heart, scorching my soul, scorching my skin, burning my reason, leading my hands to walk around Su Yue's body.Our breathing couldn't help but become heavy.

This kiss contained too much love and longing, so that it exceeded the maximum range it could bear and became out of control.

While kissing Su Yue passionately, I gently picked her up and approached the bed in the tent. While walking, I knocked down many chairs, but we didn't pay attention to them. When we finally stumbled By the time we arrived at our destination, our clothes were already in a mess.

I gently put Su Yue on the bed, and then I bullied her, unwilling to be separated from her for a moment, I just wanted to get closer, a little bit, a little bit, until there was no more love between us. void.I am like a child greedy for the taste of candy, immersed in the sweet world, but never satisfied, crazily tasting the taste that makes me obsessed, and I don’t want to leave.

After a long time, I slowly let go of Su Yue's lips, which had been imprisoned all this time, and lay on her side, looking at the peerless face of the person in front of me very lovingly, a faint smile appeared on her face. Mi Fenhong's, Mi Fennen's lips have already become tender and charming. Although they are already emotional, it is not difficult to see the deep tiredness in the corners of the brows and eyes, and I can't help feeling a deep pity in my heart.

Su Yue opened her misty eyes and looked at me suspiciously, as if asking why she stopped suddenly.I leaned over and kissed the center of her brow, and raised my hand to gently untie her skirt, as if I was unwrapping the wrapping paper of a very beloved gift, the action was so cautious.

Su Yue gently pressed my hand, under my puzzled eyes, she lowered her eyes a little unnaturally, turned her head to the side, stopped looking at me, and said softly: "Qing, you go Put... put out the lights."

With a gentle smile on the corner of my mouth, I gently turned off her little head so that she could continue to look at me.I shook my head slightly, and said to her affectionately: "I don't want it, I just want to take a good look at you like this."

Su Yue seemed to hesitate for a while, but finally couldn't bear to refuse my request, she slowly closed her eyes, and slowly let go of the hand that was blocking my next move.

I continued to gently untie her clothes. When her beautiful body was completely presented in front of me, although I had already made mental preparations, I still couldn't restrain my eyes full of shock.

I saw that Su Yue's original flawless body was already covered with bruises, and there was no trace of the original crystal clear appearance anymore.Her legs were slightly tightened inward, as if she was trying her best to hide something, but the red, swollen and scabbed appearance between her legs could be easily hidden like that.The plump and plump body before has become emaciated now.Su Yue, what have you done to yourself?Didn't we once agree that we should cherish our own bodies for the sake of each other?Now that you are like this, where is our promise?

I was so shocked by the scene in front of me that I couldn't regain my senses for a long time, so that I completely forgot the next action, and just stared blankly at her bruised body in front of me.

The slightly cold air stimulated the skin on the outside of her chest, making her shiver uncontrollably.But she bit her lip, still closed her eyes tightly, and slept there stiffly, unwilling to move an inch.

My eyes were gradually blurred by tears, and I tremblingly stretched out my hand to touch her thigh that had already changed beyond recognition.As soon as my fingers touched the slightly cold skin on her thigh, her body instinctively flicked a little, and then she regained her composure.It's just that the trembling all over my body became more and more intense with my touch.

A crystal tear slowly slipped from the corner of her beautiful eyes, and quickly sank into her hair.She still closed her eyes obstinately, unwilling to look at my expression in front of her, and said with a choked voice: "It must be ugly, right? I also despise this body! You must not like it anymore, right?" .”

I tore off the clothes on my body and got close to her body, using the warm body temperature to warm her slightly cold body and gradually cooling down heart.I am so desperate to let her know that I love her with all my passion and unwavering love.Because of her not cherishing herself, the slightest bit of anger that arose in me has long been thrown to the bottom of the valley by the surging pity.

I gently covered her body, gently kissed away her tears, and let my hot tears drip on her face and hair, as if I wanted to use my enthusiasm to wash away everything she had. Suspicion burned out.

I slowly covered her ears, and with a choked voice, I called softly: "Fool!"

Hearing this, Su Yue slowly raised her hand, and hugged my back tightly, letting the tears flow down from her eyes, wantonly venting the emotions that had been suppressed in her heart these days.

I buried my head in her hair, hugged her body tenderly, listened to her cry, and wept silently with her.After a long time, I stroked her back and said dotingly: "Fool, no matter what you look like, as long as you are still you, you will be the one I have always loved deeply."

Su Yue stepped up her embrace, yearning for the warmth of my body, and whispered in my ear: "It's good that you are back by my side again."

I silently curled the corners of my lips, and said reproachfully: "Yes, I'm back! If you find out that you don't care about yourself so much, I might really despise you! We said that at the beginning Yes, you should cherish your own just like you cherish the other party!"

For a long time, there was no sound from my ears. Just when I thought she would not answer any more, Su Yue spoke softly and said calmly: "If you are gone, why should I cherish myself?" .”

Hearing this, I froze all over, then tightened my arms, and said very seriously: "Promise me, no matter what happens to you in the future, you will love yourself, I... even if I am really gone, my soul will always be by your side." looking at you."

"Yeah." Su Yue replied softly, no matter how I listened, I felt unreliable.

I sighed silently, and looked up at Su Yue's eyes, wanting to just look into her heart and see what she was thinking.But I never thought that the moment our eyes met, I was lost in those bright eyes.

I lowered my head and kissed her beautiful forehead, eyebrows, eyes, bridge of nose, lips, chin, neck... I was like an extremely devout believer, looking up at her body, which is extremely sacred in my eyes, and kissing her every part In a corner, I caressed every bruise of her very lovingly, and left my brand on it.

The temperature in the room began to rise gradually, our breathing became heavy, and thin beads of sweat overflowed all over our bodies, as if we were venting our inner passion and our strong love for each other.

When I was about to take the most critical step, I accidentally touched the wound on her leg. She couldn't help but trembled, but she tried to stay where she was, trying not to show any strangeness.What a fool!Obviously very tired, obviously in pain, but still pretending not to care, do you think I will be happy if this is the case?

I stopped all movements, rested my head on Su Yue's neck, suppressed the original impulse from my body, and let my reason slowly return to my body.

"What's wrong?" Su Yue asked softly in my ear.

I calmed down my breath, turned around slowly, gently hugged her into my arms, and said coquettishly: "I'm tired, I just want to sleep with you quietly like this today, OK?"

"Okay." Su Yue looked at me obsessively, with a strange brilliance in her eyes, gradually curled the corners of her lips, and said dotingly to me.After finishing speaking, I found the most comfortable position, curled up in my arms, and closed my eyes with satisfaction.

This night, we all slept very soundly, nothing else, just because the person who accompanied me to sleep by my side was you.