It's not that I want to bend

That day, after that gorgeous kiss, we went to visit my father.My father's face obviously improved a lot, he was no longer so lifeless, and I can finally let go of the heart that has been hanging.My father must have seen something from me, and became more and more kind to that fool.Sure enough, my father returned to that wise father again, as long as there is a little clue, we can see the clue of the matter.This, what should I do about this, it's really embarrassing!I obviously covered up my expression very well, but my father still saw the clues, and I don't know how much he saw?Dad shouldn't laugh at us!

That fool knew it was there, he looked stupid, and didn't know how to take the opportunity to please his father and make up for his previous mistakes.Doesn't he know how rare such an opportunity is?What an annoyance!I couldn't help but glared at him a few times, but he just stood there with a smirk at me.Oh, forget it, he was a fool, and the one I fell in love with was just such a fool.

I didn't expect that he would have such patience, and he would always accompany me and gossip with my family members, without feeling bored at all.Although he didn't say anything, he just looked at me tenderly and dotingly, listened to our gossip carefully, and showed some warm and satisfied smiles from time to time.But it is these smiles that dazzle my eyes and shine directly into my heart, making my heart so warm and bright.

It is such simple happiness and warmth, how many men in the world can give it?I don't need to look at the admiring eyes of my family members, I also know that my fool is really good!He has always been the fool I love, how could I not know how good he is!

The warm time always passes quickly, we soon returned to the palace together and walked to my yard, oh no, it should be "our yard" now.This morning, on impulse, I made such a decision.Although I have already planned to face such a "turtle-tempered" person, I will take the initiative, but it is too late to regret it. From today on, we will share the same bed every day. Don't be nervous and flustered, that's a lie to children.

My heart was beating fast, and my face was probably flushed, but fortunately, with the cover of the night, that fool couldn't see it.Otherwise, he will be proud, and when I think of his strange proud appearance, I don't want him to get his wish.Heh, I didn't expect that a calm person like me would be impulsive, and would be so nervous because of a trivial matter.It seems that this fool really has a great influence on me.

My originally nervous and flustered mood completely disappeared when I saw that fool in front of me was hesitant and more entangled than me.I, a woman, have taken the initiative so much, you, a big man, have nothing to worry about!Where did your courage go when you kissed me so domineeringly this morning!

I couldn't help feeling an inexplicable anger in my heart, and I just wanted to see if this idiot would just find an excuse to get away.So I even chose an excuse for him, I opened my mouth softly, and asked him if there was anything he didn't finish, to see if he would follow my words, say "yes", and then slip away.Fortunately, this idiot didn't do this, otherwise I really don't know what kind of behavior I would do now that I am so strange.Immediately, my heart was filled with contradictory emotions of wanting him to slip and wanting him not to slip, which made me more and more confused about myself.

After we washed up, I took a deep breath and waited for him to change his clothes pretending to be calm.Don't other ordinary couples do this, Su Yue, you can do it too!

God knows how fast my heart beats.When my hand touched his underwear, I felt my fingers trembling, but I still had to pretend to be calm.All the surrounding sounds disappeared, and I could only hear my own violent heartbeat in my ears. It seemed that somewhere, there was another sound echoing it.I see, Su Yue, you must be crazy!They're so useless, they've slept together before, now they're just taking off their clothes, why are they so nervous?

Fortunately, he stopped my next move, and I couldn't help but let out a long breath.Seeing him making excuses and telling me to go to bed first, I didn't say much. After all, I also need to adjust my extremely nervous mood.

I lay quietly on the bed, listening to the sound of that idiot drinking tea cup after cup in this silent night, the nervousness dissipated slowly like this.After all, there's a fool out there who's more nervous than me, so why should I be afraid.

Is that tea so delicious?When the fool had had a little too much to drink, I couldn't help but call him and tell him it was time to go to bed.Seeing that idiot walking over with such a face of death, I was both annoyed and funny.Am I that scary?Am I not your wife but a scourge?

When he saw that there were two quilts, I couldn't help being speechless with the excited look on his face.Can you not sleep with me under the quilt, are you really that happy?Can you make that relieved excited expression less obvious?That way, at least I can comfort myself that you are not that unwilling, and I can't help being very depressed.Are you that afraid to sleep with me?But I can clearly feel that you like me too!Shouldn't it be a happy and looking forward to being able to sleep with the person you like every day?Have you not……

Well, I admit, it was my intention to put two quilts.I am not ready yet, and I will still be a little apprehensive and flustered about the further development between us.I want to give us a step to ease this embarrassment, so that we can progress step by step.But, if you think about it, I'm actually willing too.But I didn't expect that such a move would cause such embarrassment to myself. Although you didn't mean it, you still inevitably feel lost and frustrated.

I can't help looking into your eyes seriously, wanting to see through your eyes to see your true inner thoughts.See if you really have me in your heart, and what kind of position is I in?But, I can't see clearly, your eyes are still clear as before, and you can't see anything.For the first time, I began to hate this clarity, the clearer it is, the more impeccable my heart is.How eager I want to know, in your heart, who is more important, me or that "her".

Unexpectedly, I felt a sense of grievance inexplicably, and turned around, unwilling to see you, for fear that I would be tormented by the unreasonable jealousy in my heart, not myself.Look, it turns out that I will also become unreasonable.Tonight, it was so cold, it went straight into my heart.

In the middle of the night, I seemed to fall into a warm embrace. The temperature there made me so eager and nostalgic.The morning sun gave me a big surprise, that fool, he actually hugged me to sleep last night.No wonder I felt a burst of warmth last night. It turned out that it was his embrace.I don't know how he combined the two quilts into one last night, but it didn't wake me up. Will his arms be sore after being pillowed all night?I couldn't help being overwhelmed with a blissful joy.

I found that I was becoming less and less myself. The indifferent Su Yue had already left me, and what was left was an irritable, irritated, irrational, jealous, vexatious person. It is very easy to be affected by this fool in front of him and another fool.Oh, it turns out that I have become a fool too, so that's good, two fools are just a good pair.

Looking at the satisfied sleeping face of this idiot, I couldn't help but feel teased. When I saw the expression of this idiot change from hateful teeth to a flattering expression, I couldn't help kissing him, this idiot, it's still the same I like it!Everything else is not important anymore, the person in his arms is me, and the person who affects his emotions is also me, so this is enough.

I really didn't expect that this idiot would not object to my appointment to go to Qingluan with him.It was completely useless to make the original plan that I would give up as long as he shied away, and I went to the banquet with him logically.This is a real confrontation? !I can't help but look forward to it.Fortunately, I have made preparations. Although I don't like these delicate makeups, I prefer light and elegant, but since we are going to fight, I have to fight with my best posture!I have my pride!How can the person I love give up to others!

He had already promised himself that he would use a dignified, noble and generous image to overwhelm those crazy bees and butterflies outside him.However, when he saw his straight gaze staring at Qingluan, he still couldn't help but want to pull that gaze back.snort!Sure enough, there is passion!

I couldn't help feeling sour in my heart, and I used words to run on that idiot, who knew that this idiot would kill him and refuse to admit it.Well, I've learned a lot. When I was about to be unable to restrain my anger, my heart softened inexplicably when I saw that idiot's pitiful expression begging for mercy.I sighed in my heart, forget it, let him go this time, so I took a piece of pastry and stuffed it to him, telling him to quickly put away this expression.If others saw this, a prince would actually show such an expression to the concubine, and he didn't know what kind of rumors would flow out tomorrow.Alas, there is really nothing to do with this fool.

When I saw that idiot applauding non-stop for a brothel girl's performance, the cheers were so ear-piercing.It seems that there are quite a lot of "crazy bees, waves and butterflies"!Originally, I was going to be too lazy to bother him, let him just keep applauding like that, forget about making a fool of himself, anyway, he has made enough mistakes.However, he couldn't bear to be laughed at by outsiders, so he reminded him.Unexpectedly, he turned out to be a good player who opened his eyes and told nonsense. Thanks to him, he could come up with such a childish excuse to slap mosquitoes.This fool is really unpredictable!

I didn't expect that there would be a day when I would fall in love with the intimacy of feeding each other between lovers, and I would never tire of it.Although it is disrespectful to perform such behavior in public, it is not the behavior that a dignified and elegant young lady of aristocratic family should have.But I can't stand that fool's earnest gaze and the great attraction of that charming and warm to me.I blushed and acquiesced to his actions.I found it really hard to say "no" to this fool.Forget it, anyway, I have already become not myself, as long as he is by my side, what else should I care about?Dignified and noble, as light as water?Those cold images don't matter, I just want to sink in his warm eyes.

Qingluan appeared in front of our desk just like that, it was the first time I saw her so close.Without a veil, she is indeed even more beautiful, she is so magnificent and soft to the bone.I think, if I were a man, I would definitely choose her who is "soft and charming" instead of me who is "cold and proud".After all, such a beautiful and interesting stunner is rare in the world!In addition, she still has a temptation to "get what she wants" from that fool.Don't men often say that wives are worse than concubines, and concubines are worse than stealing? Look, Qingluan has taken up all the desires of these men.

Although this is really a sense of crisis, but I will not back down.I have my pride, this fool, I, Su Yue, am going to make it!Since you have already missed it, from now on, you can only miss it forever.I met Qingluan's provocative gaze with great fighting spirit, and I accepted this challenge!My man, I will take care of it, this man, you are hopeless, I will not give it up!

I thought that he, who has always been a "turtle", would not show anything this time, and would stay away from the center of the storm, and habitually pretend to be stupid.Uncharacteristically, he not only rejected Qingluan, but also said to everyone present so forcefully and bluntly: "This king's love has never been given to anyone else except the princess."

This, is this showing your heart to me?He loves me?He loves me? !He has never loved anyone else, but only me? !Facing his sincere gaze, I could feel that what he said was true.The feeling of happiness came too suddenly and violently, which made my head go crazy, and I couldn't adapt to it in a short time, and I still couldn't believe it.It turns out that the fool I love is really special, he just loves the "cold and proud" me.The sweet and greasy feeling that filled my heart instantly overwhelmed me, so that there was nothing else in my eyes, only that fool who was so warm in the crowd.

Originally, I already knew that there was no one else in that fool's heart, so I wasn't going to argue with Qingluan.Seeing that Qingluan's talent is indeed excellent, I also sincerely admire it.I have already looked down on those false names, so I don't want to compare them.However, there are some boring people who insist on stepping on the highs and the lows, and drag me into the water.

I don't want to disappoint my friends, and more importantly, I don't want that fool to think that I'm a vain name, leaving the slightest bad image in his heart. I want that fool to know that his wife is also a Very good person.I want him to be proud of me, to smile smugly because of me, like my father did.I readily accepted the appointment.

Unexpectedly, when I was playing ecstasy, that person would join in with the sound of the flute.I was afraid that the fool would misunderstand me, so I planned to explain it, and I didn't want others to destroy the relationship between us.But who knows!That idiot is really stupid!Or did he never know why he was jealous? !He even said that we played very well!Is he an idiot? !Forget it, I'm too lazy to talk to him, don't get mad at yourself, no one knows yet.

In the face of that person's entanglement, this fool actually didn't realize it, and endured that person's slander with a smile on his face.My husband, how can people slander at will, no matter who that person is, I am very angry, I can't help interrupting their conversation, and dragged this fool away quickly.

When I was so angry, that fool salivated and leaned over, I knew he was going to comfort me.This warm fool!He couldn't even say comforting words, but after listening to his words, I became even more angry.How can anyone admit that he is the "Kyoto's No. [-] Harm"? He still admits it so naturally.Although he knew this was the truth, but he just didn't want to hear that he was slandering himself like others, and he wanted to get angry in his heart.He doesn't know that now he is so kind and warm as a fool, making me so nostalgic.It suddenly occurred to me that if no one can discover his goodness and only I know it, then does that mean that no one will snatch him from me?But, I just want everyone to know how good he is!I don't want everyone to misunderstand him because of my selfish thoughts!I'm such a jerk.

That idiot always had a magic about him that would take me from utterly angry to terribly moved every time.When he jokingly said: "Then from now on, the heroine of 'removing harm for the people', what are you going to do with me?" My heart skipped a beat, and I took this sentence for no reason.If I were really to deal with you, what would I do? "Then punish you, stay by my side for the rest of your life, and never leave." I thought about it, and said so, very seriously.That moment of emotion was something we didn't expect, but luckily it was interrupted by someone, otherwise it would have been... really embarrassing in the car.

When it was time to go to bed at night, I picked out a slightly thin nightgown like a ghost, but I didn't expect that you really showed the obsessed and lustful appearance of a playboy as I imagined.Look, you are still very talented in being a dude, so you don't teach it.Originally, I really hated other people showing such an expression to me, but when I saw you showing this expression, I was filled with pride and joy from the bottom of my heart.It turns out that I am also tempting to you.This realization made me inexplicably happy.

When it comes to beauty, you have always been loud and quiet, you only know how to scare people with that appearance, but you have always adhered to etiquette and never offended.He is even more "gentleman" than those who call themselves "gentlemen".I deliberately asked you why, but you were so nervous that you couldn't even speak clearly, your voice was trembling, like a stutter.Look, I'm right!You don't even know that you are so cute like this.

I was lying on the bed, just looking at you quietly, looking at your bright eyes, as if the whole world became quiet in an instant, only the sound of your breathing was left, which was so warm and powerful.You gently stepped forward, kissed my eyes, said good night, then returned to your original position, closed your eyes and fell asleep.But I am still like that, looking at you quietly, as if I can never see enough.

I really want to know how I ended up in your arms during those few nights, since there was such a distance in the beginning.This fool actually pretended to be asleep and waited so long just to put me into his arms.If it weren't for the smug smile on the corner of his mouth, I really believed that this was an unconscious move on his part.Doesn't he know that no one who is really asleep can laugh so hard at him, and the purpose of doing things is so clear!What a fool!Look, I finally caught you!But I still can't bear to expose you, I just want to cling to you so pamperingly, after all, this embrace is also so attractive to me.

On the day I went to see my mother, my mother was very kind to me. I know that half of it is guilt, and the other half is to make up for me for you.But she doesn't know that I have already forgiven you, because I love you, I can ignore the harm you have done to me.Am I very spineless?

When I heard you say that you may be terminally ill, I felt that the world was dark, and I lost the courage to live in an instant. I was so afraid that the news would be confirmed!I'm afraid to feel that kind of loneliness again, which breaks me down even more than my own terminal illness!It turns out that I don't know when, you have already occupied such an important position in my heart, even higher than my life.

I would never have thought that after Han Qing left, my mother...she...she would show me those things and say those things to me.In my heart, she has always been a model of aristocratic women, so noble and dignified, so elegant and calm.It turned out that the so-called asking for pulse by the way was just a deliberate attempt.Empress, it depends on whether I am pregnant with an heir.But, even though we are in the same room, we don't have that, so how can I open my mouth.

Seeing that I seemed to have something to hide, the queen mother showed an inscrutable smile, and ordered the servant to bring a box to me, and then told the servants to leave.As soon as I opened it, my ears turned red with embarrassment.These!These turned out to be erotic pictures? !Fortunately, none of the servants retreated, otherwise, how could I meet people in the future!

My mother told me with great earnestness that women should take the initiative, how important children are, and some of her thoughts, which I was completely ignorant of, and I only listened to it a little bit through gritted teeth.Is this really the queen mother? !Wasn't it the old bustard in the brothel pretending to be? !The queen mother is too powerful!Do men really like these?What she wants me to deal with is his own son!Is it really good for Israel to serve people like this?After a while, I was so ashamed and angry, my face was burning, and the temperature never dropped.

After finally getting through that fool to pick me up, before leaving, the queen mother even stuffed me with a bunch of her so-called "treasures".I can't wait to find a hole in the ground and get into it!That idiot actually asked what my mother said to me, how could I say it!He is your mother, don't you know?Or, did you do it on purpose, colluding long ago? !But this possibility is very small, after all, such a queen mother is simply too shocking, and it is not something ordinary people can believe.The more you ask me, the more cold I will act, because only in this way can I cover up the embarrassment and anger in my heart.How could I let you see the clues!

When we were about to go to bed after bathing, I retreated from the servants early. Later, I will do as the queen mother said. Although it is the most superficial, it must not be seen by the servants. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to be the mistress!

I kept cheering myself up in the clean room, Su Yue, you can do it!Isn't it just a piece of clothing!What kind of big wind and big waves have you never seen before, and you will be stumped by a piece of clothing?But, this dress is too bad, it's more embarrassing than not wearing it at all!Empress, are you sure this is really okay? !I took a few deep breaths, the mother is doing it for my own good, no matter what, I’m going to fight it out, at worst I don’t look at it myself, let’s just pretend that I’m wearing the original one.

I walked out of the clean room pretending to be calm and calm, and came in front of this fool.God knows how fragile the calmness I pretended to be at this moment is, as long as a small blow, it will be shattered.My heart was trembling with shame. Fortunately, the etiquette I had learned for more than ten years was not in vain. At least I can maintain this calm appearance.If the mother of etiquette knows that I have used the etiquette she taught on this, I wonder if she will jump out of the coffin and kill me!Mammy, don't blame me!

The fool really couldn't take it anymore, and stuttered again.Even he himself didn't realize that whenever he was nervous, he would stutter.Looking at his fiery eyes, a faint sense of pride actually rose in my heart, which almost overwhelmed the shyness.The fool, still trying to maintain his composure, ruined the dress.How could it be possible for him to succeed, this is the Queen Mother's "treasure"!I reminded him lightly: "Don't be afraid, the queen mother gave me ten pieces of these clothes, and if she said they were not enough, she would send some more." He lost his temper.Alas, if he saw the hill-like "treasure" in the queen mother's storeroom, he didn't know how he would feel!Anyway, I'm out of temper.

We lay flat on the bed together, my heart was beating non-stop, and I was very nervous.My mood is extremely complicated, both looking forward to and not wanting to really happen like this.That fool must be contradicting himself like this.Seeing that he hadn't moved for a long time, I sighed in my heart, gave up struggling, and said softly, "Go to sleep."

This fool still took me into that warm embrace, this warmth is what I want.fair enough!After all, if he really did that, Israel serving others is not what I want.I might be even more lost.Fortunately, this fool is still the warm person who can sit still and respect our pure feelings.I couldn't help feeling a little bit disappointed, but also inexplicably happy.I'm really getting weird!

In the next few days, watching this fool being tossed by the queen, I couldn't help feeling very happy. Every night, I changed the "treasures" that the queen gave me to stimulate him, wanting to See how much this fool can stand.He really didn't disappoint me, he never crossed the line.I clearly saw that he endured such pain, but I still didn't touch me, and I couldn't help feeling a sense of loss and frustration.I am really conflicted!

I can't imagine that this fool still has such skills, and can make such a beautiful snowman, which still looks like the two of us.They just stand in the wind and snow, tenacious and tenacious, just like our feelings, which are so pure and transparent.You ask me if I like it, how can I not like it, fool, as long as it is made by you, I like it.

At the New Year's Eve banquet that day, I knew that you were just watching the performances of those artists and didn't have any other ideas, but I couldn't help but pinch you.What to do, I just don't want to see you show that expression to others!I am really spoiled by you!I really can't imagine what will happen to me if one day you leave me.It's really unacceptable to think about it.

I didn't expect that we would meet bad people. God knows how worried I was about you, and I didn't think about myself at all.You stood in front of me so bravely and firmly, and protected me with your trembling shoulders, which warmed my heart so much.I knew that the fool I loved was a hero, and only mine.When that fool wanted to let go of my hand and go up to look at that villain alone, I was so reluctant, didn't he know how dangerous it was?Please, don't let go of my hand, even if you want to die, please take me with you.How can I live alone without you.

In the end, I still couldn't hold him back, he let go of my hand and walked towards the villain, who turned out to be Qingluan.This made me inexplicably flustered.I seem to have seen him leave me and fall into Qingluan's arms.How can this be!How could I hand you over to her!

When I think of you taking her out of the palace at the risk of danger, I feel inexplicably angry.Although you said that you are nothing, you only love me, but the strange sourness in your heart still can't stop coming out.It's so sour!At the same time, I am also very scared, I am afraid that you actually have her in your heart, and one day you will leave me and go to be with her.Is that why you don't touch me?I can't stop my wild thoughts at all, although I know there are many things that are not like that.What to do, I feel like I will be tormented by this sourness and go crazy!

I don't want to talk to you, I'm afraid that if I open my mouth, I will cry uncontrollably, I'm so afraid of losing you.You and I just sat there like that, you kept talking, but I couldn't hear a word.My head is full of those crazy things.

I called Liuying and brought all the drunken flower wine.I drank one cup after another, and you poured it for me one cup after another. I quickly drank all the drunken flower wine.But, what to do, it is still not enough, I am not drunk yet, I am still tortured to death by that inexplicable emotion.I felt like I was dying, I was so tortured that I couldn't even breathe.

I looked at you right in front of me, and suddenly felt an inexplicable courage.I don't want to wait any longer!I don't want to wait anymore!I want you now!I want you to really belong to me, I want to be your real woman, not just a title!I'm afraid of losing you, I don't want to wait until the day to regret, I want to seize every day and every moment we are together.

I pulled you to the bed, pushed you hard, then stuck to you, and kissed your lips.I don't want to think about how you will see me, I just want to have you at this moment!I stopped suppressing myself, I let go of all my passion, and my destructive love for you.I am so persistent, so decisive, such humble begging, I love you so much, how I hope you can be like me.

Gradually, you began to cooperate with me abnormally. When my clothes were torn by you, you still had time to be in a daze!What a dork!I don't know, is a moment of spring night worth a thousand pieces of gold?I couldn't help biting your lips punitively, but I couldn't bear to use too much force.

We can't help it slowly, I feel that you have a tendency to turn over, how can I let you do what you want.If you run away at this time, then I really don't have to live.Although this posture is very inappropriate, it's really not allowed. I can't let you slip away. After all, you have a lot of criminal records.This time, please forgive my waywardness, I want to possess you in such a posture, so that you can truly become my Su Yue's man!

When we are really together, I feel that the pain is about to tear me apart, but there is also a strange kind of satisfaction, finally, I belong to you.You are so gentle, so considerate, wronged yourself and waited for my adaptation.How lucky I am to have you!Finally, we can be together forever, go to the misty clouds together, from now on, you are me, I am you, we will never be separated again...