cause and effect

Five years ago, when the uncle's child got married, Zhang Gangfeng went to City C with his parents, and Nie Yao and her parents also went there.

The cousin's family originally lived in the same community as his family. The two had a very good relationship since they played together since childhood, and they had many mutual friends.When he was in his second year of high school, his cousin's grandmother was sick and needed someone to take care of him, so the family moved to City C.The cousin's wedding brought these friends who hadn't seen each other for many years together, and everyone had a good time.Someone suggested going out for a stroll. He said that there was a small lake on the border of City C. The scenery there was particularly beautiful, and everyone was a little tempted.The couple planned to drive there after the wedding, but Nie Yao heard that they were going out, so she followed suit.

The uncle has been doing business with Nie Yao's father, and they have a good relationship. It is reasonable for their family to attend the wedding.Zhang Gangfeng didn't want to refute his uncle's face, so he could only patiently accompany Nie Yao who was clingy to him.The scenery by the lake is very good, and a gust of wind blows from time to time brings cool air, which makes people very comfortable in this hot summer.Zhang Gangfeng couldn't help relaxing. Maybe it was because of the hot weather that he was a little thirsty. Just as he got up to get water from the car, Nie Yao just handed him a bottle of water. He didn't think much about drinking it in one go.At that time, Nie Yao looked at him with anxiety in anticipation, and he didn't notice anything wrong at that time.From the beginning to the end, he never thought that Nie Yao would give him medicine. After a while, his body became hot. He thought that something was wrong with him because the weather was too hot, so he hurried to the lake to soak in the water to dissipate heat.

The accident happened suddenly at this time, and for some reason, a thick fog suddenly appeared.The visibility was so low that he felt he couldn't reach the lake no matter how he walked, and the heat in his body made him a little confused until he bumped into someone.The man's smooth skin made him feel very comfortable. In the dimness, he heard a man crying out in pain to tell him to stop. At that time, he still had a little sense, but the warm tunnel made him lose all sense, and he was completely driven by instinct. drive.He doesn't remember what happened later, when he woke up he was in a hotel in City C, and the person guarding his bed was his long-time friend Chen Guang.Chen Guang told him about the tragic situation of the two of them, and in a moment of impatience, he only brought Zhang Gangfeng back and the other person was forgotten by him. Chen Guang regretted it.When they rushed there, there were only a pile of rags lying there quietly.Because of this, he turned against his friend, and he was also dazed. From that day on, whenever he fell asleep, he could hear the cry of that person.In order to make up for the guilt in his heart, he searched for that person for half a year but did not get any news.

Zhang Gangfeng's abnormal behavior was quickly noticed by his parents, and his father ordered him to come back immediately when he knew he was looking for a man.At that time, he was a little confused and only wanted to find someone to take his due responsibility. That person put him in prison or the two of them were together. Only in this way would he not feel so guilty that he would lose his mind.How could he just give up after searching for so long, he hasn't had time to go to a village very close to C, maybe he can find that person there.

The day before he was going to go to that village, Zhang's father came with a few people.They dragged him back to City A, and Zhang's father beat him up in anger and mercilessly to his uncle who sent him abroad.He stayed there for three years while seeing a psychiatrist and studying for graduate school, living a painful and fulfilling life.Thinking about it now, my whole body hurts. At that time, Song Changsheng already had a child and I don’t know what kind of mood he gave birth to Song Song. Thinking of this, I wish I could commit suicide. Zhang Gangfeng said to Song Changsheng over and over again in a hoarse voice. I'm sorry.

Song Changsheng sat there blankly like a puppet, and Lu Chuyan felt very uncomfortable watching the two of them.If he didn't say it now, Song Changsheng would find out about it that day, and the consequences would be even more disastrous.After a long time, Song Changsheng suddenly patted Zhang Gangfeng on the back and said in a low voice: "Director Zhang, I want to calm down, can you leave for a while first?" Zhang Gangfeng buried his head on his shoulder and said yes in a hoarse voice. .

Zhang Gangfeng left that afternoon. Before leaving, he bought a bunch of food, food and everything, and bought Song Changsheng a mobile phone with low radiation.Lu Chuyan looked at the pile of things and clicked his tongue. Did he move the store back? It seems that there is no need to buy new year's goods.

After Zhang Gangfeng left, Song Changsheng lay in a daze on the bed, and the scenes of the two getting along came to mind.A man loves him, he knows this, and he loves a man too, otherwise he wouldn't just ask him to leave for a while when he knew that he was that person. In fact, he has not hated that person very much these past few years.After all, it has been a long time, so long that Song Song went to kindergarten.Although the man was hateful, he gave him the most precious gift. He couldn't imagine what it would be like to be alone without Song Song. Although his uncle was by his side, he also had his career and his own. his happiness.Because he didn't want to drag his uncle down, when Song Song was one year old, he took the child to the factory and worked there for more than two years. During the period, there were bitters and sweets, and he didn't feel truly happy until he met Zhang Gangfeng.When he heard his uncle say that Zhang Gangfeng was that person, he was actually very happy.Even if the fact that he was with Zhang Gangfeng was always a thorn in his heart, now that the thorn was gone, he was relieved.But he still can't accept it, he needs a person to digest this matter quietly, Song Changsheng rubbed his belly, and now another little guy ran into his stomach, he smiled wryly, thinking that he must have owed that person a lot of money in his previous life, and gave him free care Don't tell the child, you have to give birth to a child without regret.

When Lu Chuyun and the others came back, the car parked outside the door was gone, and he and Shao Dong felt a little bit in their hearts.Song Song also found out, nestled on Shao Dong's shoulder and asked: "Where is Uncle's car?" Shao Dong touched his head and said: "Let's ask your father", Song Song slipped down from Shao Dong's arms and ran and shouted : "Dad, where's Uncle Dad?" Lu Chuyan came out of Song Changsheng's room and said softly: "Shh, Dad fell asleep, Uncle has something to leave." Song Song blinked and asked: "When will he come back?" Lu Chuyan He said vaguely: "In a few days, you come here to see that he bought you a lot of delicious and fun things." Song Song cheered and followed behind Lu Chuyan, Shao Dong and Lu Chuyun looked at each other and followed behind them .

It was dark when Song Changsheng woke up, he was a little hungry, and he was going to the kitchen to find something to eat, but he happened to meet Lu Chuyun who was cooking, and Song Song followed him, holding a small bowl and eating with his mouth moving .There were already a lot of dishes on the dinner table, Song Changsheng coughed and said: "Dad, I've cooked enough, don't cook, I can't eat too much."Lu Chuyun was stunned and his eyes turned red. He turned around and said to Song Changsheng with a smile, "I won't make this dish after frying. You can ask your uncle and them to come over for dinner." Song Changsheng scratched his head and turned around and ran away.Song Song raised his head and his cheeks bulged and moved: "Yeah, Baba called you Babaya for God's sake." Lu Chuyun patted Song Song's head and said kindly: "Because grandpa is his father", Song Song oh I didn't know if I understood it.

Why did it come out, why did it come out Song Changsheng thought angrily, he always thought it would take a long time for him to call out daddy.But after experiencing today's stimulation, he understands how to cherish the people in front of him. The past can't be changed. In the same way the boulder was removed.He felt that he had matured, and his mind was broadened. Let Zhang Gangfeng struggle with it for a few days, and treat him as punishment. Song Changsheng thought badly.