cause and effect

When Song Changsheng opened his eyes, it was already dark, and his body seemed to be run over by a car, and there was no pain anywhere, especially the place of shame, which seemed to be torn apart.Song Changsheng lay on the ground with a pale face for a while and slowly closed his eyes. If he knew who that person was, he would definitely not let it go.Song Changsheng rubbed his face fiercely, got up and picked up the clothes not far away. The short sleeves were torn and could no longer be worn. The shorts were a little wrinkled, so they could barely be worn. He looked at the torn underwear and held the shorts. Blue veins popped out of his hands.Song Changsheng took two steps and felt that something had flowed from his back to the base of his leg. He reached out and touched the white sticky substance.Song Changsheng stared blankly at the things in his hands and couldn't help retching. When he almost vomited up all the contents in his stomach, he limped to the lake.

The water in the lake is very cold. Song Changsheng didn't seem to notice it. He poured handfuls of water on his body. He rubbed the bluish and red marks on his body vigorously, and didn't stop until his body turned red.Song Changsheng hesitated for a while and slowly stretched his hand between his legs, closed his eyes, and stretched his hand into that unspeakable place. The severe pain made him tremble slowly.Song Changsheng managed to clean up the contents of his body, and fell to the ground weakly. He covered his face with his hands and shouted with all his strength: "Fuck, don't let me know who you are, or I will kill you even if you die together!" kill you".Song Changsheng felt a little better after shouting. He stood up and put on his shorts. He found his mobile phone not far away.He settled down and called home, and the phone was connected quickly. The old man's voice came from the other end: "Who is it?" Song Changsheng clenched his fists and said calmly, "Grandpa, it's me." The old man said "Why don't you come back so late? Hurry up and the food will be cold." Song Changsheng clenched his fists hard and his nails sank deep into his flesh. He said, "Grandpa, I'm playing with my classmates in the county now. Tonight I won’t go back, grandpa, don’t wait for me.” The old man said: “Okay, you have fun, go quickly and don’t let others wait for you.” Song Changsheng said: “Well, grandpa, I’ll go first, grandpa, I’ll hang up It's over", the old man said: "Go, go quickly".After hanging up the phone, Song Changsheng threw the phone aside, lay on the ground for a while until it was dark, and then slowly walked towards the village topless.

The only doctor in the village lived at the east end of the village. No one knew where he came from, only that he suddenly appeared in the village one day more than 20 years ago and never left.The doctor's name is Lu Chuyan, and he is relatively withdrawn. After he got a foothold in the village, he was asked to build a few houses for him at the east end of the village, which is also the place closest to the lake.Song Changsheng has been in poor health since he was a child, and he often went to Lu Chuyan to see a doctor.Song Changsheng called him uncle, and Lu Chuyan asked him to call him uncle. At that time, he called him because he was young and didn't understand anything.Grandpa Song has no objection to this. Song Changsheng has always been called Uncle Lu Chuyan. He knew that he was adopted since he was a child. At that time, he wondered if he was really Lu Chuyan's nephew. Are they related to Lu Chuyan?Otherwise, how could he be so kind to himself? Song Changsheng wanted to ask Lu Chuyan many times, are you really my uncle and why my parents gave me away, but when he thought of Grandpa Song and Grandma Song, he dismissed the thought.

Lu Chuyan is indifferent, but he is very handsome. There are often little girls who run to him in the name of seeing a doctor. He often looks so cold and indifferent. Slowly, those little girls don't go to him very often. But Song Changsheng was an exception. Lu Chuyan especially mentioned gentleness to him, and he was proud of it.Song Changsheng stopped suddenly as he was walking. He finally understood why he felt familiar with the big belly he saw in the lake. Lu Chuyan was eighty percent like that man.Song Changsheng broke out in a cold sweat, and limped quickly towards Lu Chuyan's house.

At this time, most people in the village were eating, and the pitch-black lake was quiet. Even so, Song Changsheng was still afraid that his appearance would be seen, and he was completely relieved until he walked into Lu Chuyan's yard.Song Changsheng violently pushed open the door of Lu Chuyan's room, Lu Chuyan was startled by his appearance, put down the book in his hand, walked quickly to his side and asked worriedly: "How did this happen?" Song Changsheng grabbed his arm Staring at him closely, he asked tremblingly, "Uncle, what is our relationship?"Lu Chuyan sighed and pulled him to the side of the bed, let him lie on the bed, and went to another room to get a first-aid kit.Lu Chuyan looked at the bruise marks on his body and sighed and asked: "Is there a serious injury there? Uncle will give you some medicine in a while, who is that person?" Song Changsheng lowered his head and said softly: "No You know, the fog was so thick that I couldn't see his appearance clearly."Lu Chuyan pressed heavily on the bruises on his body and asked in disbelief: "Can't you see who he is?" Song Changsheng hissed and said in a deep voice: "Uncle, be gentle, you can't see clearly if I know who he is I must kill him."The doctor pulled down his trousers involuntarily, and Song Changsheng grabbed the trousers tightly and asked nervously, "Uncle, what are you doing?"Lu Chuyan ignored him and straightly took off his trousers to the heel of his legs. With trembling fingers, he pointed to the drop-shaped little red dot on Song Changsheng's left groin and asked in a hoarse voice, "When did you get this?" Song Changsheng followed his fingertips Seeing it in surprise, he gave a gasp: "Why is this red? It was always white before." Lu Chuyan asked seriously: "When did the white one come out?" Song Changsheng thought for a while and said uncertainly: "Probably It was around 4 or 5 years old."Lu Chuyan stared at him closely and said in a stern tone: "Son, tell me the truth, how did this come about?" Song Changsheng gave him a strange look and said, "What's wrong with uncle, I remember talking to a bad boy It happened after a fight." The doctor sighed and asked, "Did you all bleed back then? Do you know who he is?" Song Changsheng shook his head and said, "I don't know, I don't have much impression."Lu Chuyan was silent for a while and covered Song Changsheng with a quilt, went to the courtyard and locked the courtyard door, and went back to the house to lock the door again.He washed his hands and pulled up the quilt to apply medicine to Song Changsheng's place. Song Changsheng lay on the pillow with a flushed face. He wanted to wave Lu Chuyan's hand away several times, but he didn't. He knew that Lu Chuyan was doing it for his own good.After taking the medicine, Lu Chuyan gave him a few more anti-inflammatory medicines for him to drink. After finishing these, Lu Chuyan sat down beside him, and Song Changsheng couldn't help becoming nervous.