I can only accompany you here

After returning home, Li Chengzhou was going to work, and he couldn't hide the smile on his face when he left.

Yuesheng was a bit bored when he got home, so he made a cup of coffee and took a book from the bookcase to read.

Sometimes he still has palpitations, and suddenly thinks of AIDS, and then takes out his mobile phone and searches for the keywords "AIDS" on Baidu.Then he read the posts made by people who are afraid of AIDS, carefully read the explanations given by Baidu Encyclopedia, and then he had the fear of death, which was like a black hole, which could swallow him all at once.

Therefore, no matter how leisurely the day is, sitting there alone, he seems to be able to feel the passing of life.Now, he is actually very afraid of staying at home alone with nothing to do.

Some forced themselves to get rid of distracting thoughts and began to read the contents of the book carefully.This is a collection of essays. At that time, I saw that the cover was beautiful, so I simply bought it and read the life of this author with the mentality of increasing my literary literacy.It has to be said that he is not such a person who enjoys life so much. After turning a few pages of the book, he didn't want to read it when he finished his coffee.

So I walked out of the house, unknowingly, walked to the alley where the bar where the empty building was working was located, walked deeper, and saw the bar.

The door of the bar was dazzled by the sun, but it was firmly closed.He sat on the steps in front of the door, lit a cigarette, and smoked one puff after another.

This is deep in the alley, and there are very few people who come here.So it gave him a sentimental vibe.

They performed as a band in a bar for the first time, and he was a little nervous. Kong Lou stood beside him and said to him, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Those words poured into his heart like a hot spring.He is not nervous anymore.Yes, he is there.Worshiping him almost blindly, like a fool.

Kong Lou is the lead singer of the band, his voice has a kind of magic, so you can't stop.He is actually a very vocal person, so he likes the sound of the empty building very much.

They later became a couple, and he especially liked Konglou to call him "Baby".That taste is like a butterfly resting on the tip of my heart, very itchy but very enjoyable.

In fact, he was quite surprised that he could still be contacted after the breakup. He thought he would never communicate with him, or scold him angrily.But, neither.He can also sit quietly and talk, or the two of them say goodnight as friends.

He read an article before, and he remembers a passage in it very clearly: "I am surprised that I can still sit here with him through his birthday and quietly say to him: 'Happy birthday.' I thought I would die of old age." No contact with each other, but he can still stay on my QQ as a friend, and suddenly realize that the people he promised to live forever are no longer there."

He finished smoking and stood up a little tiredly.My legs were sore and numb from sitting for a long time, and the sun was rising above my head, as if it was already noon.He thought about where to go for lunch.

So he walked out of this alley, and the streets were full of people and traffic, which seemed a little unreal, which made him feel that time and space were out of order.He stabilized his somewhat unnatural mood, found a small shop at random and sat down.Although the shop is small, it has a good atmosphere. He ordered a few side dishes at random and settled for lunch.

I was groggy all morning, and I hardly did anything.He was tired, and he kind of wanted to find a job.

Once a person is free, he finds that he is living like a pig and loses the value of life, which is actually a very painful thing.

He thought about it, and there was actually a lot of money in the bank.He is not a person who is very good at spending money, and he has hardly used his previous savings.

Just open a store, an idea popped into his head.He wants to open a dessert shop or milk tea shop.He has always envied the kind of life where he can have his own small shop, work at sunrise and rest at sunset, and meet many friends.

He went to the supermarket and bought a lot of vegetables and snacks before returning home.

Since Konglou met Yuesheng that day, he has never seen him again, as if that person did not exist, and disappeared in a flash.

Sometimes he would suddenly think he had a dream, dreaming that he was back.Yes, he's back, but he's not what he used to be, and they're never going back.

He has been a little depressed these days.Going out all day drunk and coming home.The house was empty and there was no one there.

He wondered what he had bought that bar for.To commemorate the dead youth?

In fact, the original breakup was ultimately because of his cowardice.

He leaned on the wall, endured the dizziness after being drunk and stood up, and then fell down unconsciously after all.

Yuesheng went to the hospital as soon as he received a call. This person is really good enough, he even got drunk to the hospital.

Pushing open the door of the ward, an unpleasant smell of disinfectant came to my face.The man lay quietly on the bed, sighed and walked over.

I found a stool and sat down, quietly watching his infusion.Unexpectedly, for so long, he has been stubbornly refusing to change his mobile phone number, and he has been stubbornly keeping his number in the most important place.

What are you talking about?Why do two people torture each other like this?

Kong Lou's face was a little pale, he watched the infusion drops fall one by one, and then flowed into his blood vessels along the slender tube.

After a while, a woman walked in.He and she looked at each other.Both of them were silent for a while, Yuesheng stood up, and only said to her, "Take good care of him."

Then he glanced at the empty building and walked out the door.The woman looked at his back, was silent for a while, and said, "Aren't you going to stay?"

Yuesheng stopped, but did not look back, "I am no longer worthy, he needs you." Then, he walked out of the ward.

Then tears came out one by one like broken pearls. He wiped away the unshed tears from his eyes and walked out of the hospital.

Outside the hospital, all kinds of barbecue stalls filled the street, and the smell of cooking oil and smoke rushed into the nostrils, the sound of punching, noise, and all kinds of sounds mixed together.Although it's past twelve o'clock in the middle of the night and it's a new day, the real nightlife has just begun.

He just walked on the street dawdlingly, and dawdled back home.After taking a shower, I didn't want to move, lying on the big soft bed, wanting to just fall into a dream.

At this time, there was an annoying knock on the door, one after another, entering the ears like a magic sound.He forced his tired body to sit up, his hair was still wet after taking a shower, and although he had only lay down for a while, he still had a headache.

Yuesheng relieved his headache for a while, and then went to open the door.Li Chengzhou stood outside, and when he came back for a while, he ran to knock on Yuesheng's door.I wanted to find an excuse to go to Yuesheng's house, but Yuesheng was not at home.

He suddenly felt a sense of crisis in his heart, thinking that Yuesheng might be dating another man.He kept watching, and waited until Yuesheng came home. It took a long time before he knocked on the door, even now, it was already midnight.

Yuesheng looked at Li Chengzhou with his head aching, "What are you doing?"

Li Chengzhou's complexion was very bad, as if he had taken the wrong medicine.Seeing the child like this, he became even angrier. He went to bed without drying his hair after taking a bath. Is it purely for guilt?

Without saying a word, he directly dragged Yuesheng into the door.Only then did Yuesheng realize, "Hey! Why are you so nervous at night, why did you come to my house?"

Li Chengzhou saw the hair dryer under the table, picked it up, and said, "Sit down."

Then, regardless of Yuesheng's willingness or not, he pressed him on the sofa and connected the hair dryer to the power supply.Then stood behind him, blowing his wet hair with hot air, and at the same time pulling his hair with his hands.

Yuesheng was a little strange, this man would not come to his house at night, just to blow his hair.He hadn't forgotten what this man thought of him.

After Li Chengzhou finished blowing his hair, no matter how much he had to say, he didn't want to say any more. The two of them hadn't really established a relationship yet, maybe they weren't even friends, so he said something to him, "Go to sleep, good night!"

Then, enduring the thought of kissing his little face, she walked out of Yuesheng's house, not forgetting to close the door gently.

Yue Sheng had mixed feelings in his heart, he really didn't know what to say to this man, he felt that he had to find a time to tell him what he thought, lest the misunderstanding go further.

He stood up, turned off the light, and then returned to the big bed. After tossing and turning for a long time, he suppressed the boredom in his heart and fell into a deep sleep.