I can only accompany you here

After Yuesheng returned home, he opened a photo album, which contained a photo of him and Kong Lou, which should be called Memoirs of Sexual Love.

He took a candle and lit it, then stood the candle next to the toilet, then sat on the ground, and began to burn the photos one by one.

He met the empty building on the first day of entering the university. The warm sunlight shone on his body, and he could clearly see the color of his skin. His skin was not particularly white, but a healthy wheat color.The contours of the facial features are very clear, and what impresses him most is his tall nose.

He has always liked handsome guys, and he knows that he has always been attracted to them. He didn't know that homosexuality exists in the world until he was in the second year of junior high school. Boys can be with boys, and girls can be with girls.He has always wondered why he has always liked to stare at little boys since elementary school. He is a fellow from the bottom of his heart.

He wanted to strike up a conversation, but he was a little embarrassed.He hesitated on the spot for a long time, watching helplessly as he was taken away by other freshmen.

"Well, anyway, in a campus, you can always meet them. It's really the best." He was a little annoyed, but he didn't complain too much.After all, everyone has a heart for beauty, and everyone who sees a handsome guy wants to strike up a conversation, get to know each other, maybe one day the handsome guy will come and say to you, "Hey, let's play friends!"

It is estimated that this is the normal reaction of every gay and girl to see a handsome guy.He himself is no exception.

He was very lucky and got to know Kong Lou after an incident happened later.

I have a young boy who is a class older than him, and Kong Lou wants to form a band. He happens to be the bass player in it, and there is still a lack of a keyboard player.

His surname is Chen, and his name is Chen Hao. Chen Hao has always known that Yuesheng loves to play the piano. He has been learning since elementary school. He knows both electronic organ and piano, and he is gay.Kong Lou is also his friend, and he is also a crook.

Looking at these two people, the empty building should be the upper one, and the Yuesheng should be the lower one.He reckoned to put the two together as a pair, so that the fat and water would not flow into the fields of outsiders, and the good cabbage would not be raped by pigs.

He brought Yuesheng here. This is the first time that Konglou and Yuesheng have officially known each other. Konglou has a deep impression on this kid. He has been staring at him since the beginning of school. He looks soft and cute, like a Little rabbit, I want to hug and pinch in my arms.

The two exchanged contact information, Konglou asked Yuesheng to fill out a form, and then took him to the practice room to have a look.

The two walked on the wide tree-lined path, with Konglou walking in front and Yuesheng walking behind, with their heads buried very low.

He was a little nervous. He has no first love so far, but he is actually looking forward to it, um, he is also looking forward to the empty building.

The empty building stopped, Yuesheng didn't see it, and bumped into his back all of a sudden, "Hiss." He yelled in pain.

Kong Lou was a little funny, turned around, and rubbed his little nose for him, well, it was as good as imagined, and it felt good.

Yuesheng was completely stunned at this moment, I was fucked by a handsome guy.

"No, it's okay!" Yue Sheng stepped back in embarrassment.Then turned his head and continued to walk forward, "Let's go, haha!"

Kong Lou looked at this silly boy, and couldn't help laughing out "puchi", "Hey, silly boy, it's right here, what's the point of going on?"

Yue Sheng blushed like an apple, then lowered his head.He didn't look at the empty building either, and walked back quickly, approaching the practice room.Kong Lou followed him, laughing incessantly, this kid is so cute.

After all, Yuesheng has never been in a relationship. Although he is the same, he just got to know him a little bit. He hasn't gotten into the circle very much. He is just like a simple boy who blushes when touched and is very sensitive.

He was so ashamed now, it was a big embarrassment now.He mourned silently in his heart, hoping that Konglou would not have a bad impression of him.

The practice room was very big and empty, Yuesheng and Konglou went in and walked around casually, and thought it was pretty good, so they didn't say anything.

The two got along a bit awkwardly, Yuesheng planned to go back first, his piano hadn't been delivered yet, and there was nothing to do staying here, so he said to him, "I'm leaving first, I have time to contact."

Kong Lou said politely, "I'll take you back to the dormitory."

Yuesheng replied, "Aren't you busy?" He was very reluctant to part with it, but he didn't want to show it out of face.

Konglou didn't speak, and said as he walked, "Let's go, it's okay."

Yuesheng was walking with him on the way to the dormitory, he wanted to find something to chat with Konglou, to ease the atmosphere, otherwise he must feel that he is a very boring person, um, the impression must be preserved in order to further develop.

So he began to pretend to be very casual, and started chatting with Konglou, "What songs do you usually like to listen to?"

Kong Lou watched the children come to talk to him, and the smile on his face deepened, "Let's just play music."

Yuesheng nodded seriously, thinking in his heart, it was actually pure music.God, that stuff makes him fall asleep.In psychology classes in high school, the teacher played pure music for them on the grounds of relieving stress.And tell them to close their eyes, isn't that obviously making people sleep?Sure enough, he fell asleep and had a big embarrassment.

Then he continued, "Very good, the pure music is very nice."

When Kong Lou talked about pure music, what he thought was that children are learning piano, so they must like to listen to this kind of thing!In this way, the two have a common interest.Maybe the child will be very excited, treat him as a bosom friend, and tell him two ditties.

Both of them came to the dormitory with their own little calculations, talking and laughing.

Yuesheng was about to say goodbye, turned around, but Konglou smiled and pulled him to take a selfie.Teased him a bit, took the phone and left contentedly.

He looked at the photo in his hand, and his smile at that time was so pure and dazzling.Heh, Yuesheng, you fucking deserve it.Pick up the photo, put it on the candle, and watch the flame turn the smiles of him and Konglou into ashes bit by bit.

Then Yuesheng touched his trouser bag and took out a pack of cigarettes.He took one, lit the cigarette with the fire of the candle.After taking two puffs, the smoke filled the toilet.He had to admit that it was quite comfortable to smoke a cigarette when he was disappointed, the smoke filled his lungs, as if his empty heart was filled with blood at once.No wonder so many people smoke so much when they are upset.

He didn't know what to do next, he came back, saw someone, but he didn't know what to do, how to continue this kind of life without seeing the light, he got AIDS, he would die sooner or later, five years, or ten years , his life came to an end.It's like a balloon flying into the sky, unable to withstand the pressure of the atmosphere, it bursts with a "bang", leaving nothing.

It is estimated that next time, he will not even be qualified to see the empty building again.If it was said that they broke up because of a misunderstanding, now he would rather let the misunderstanding continue.At least, he won't be hurt again, and he won't live long, so let's say goodbye to everyone.

At least, they won't be sad when they leave.