I can only accompany you here

After cleaning up the leftovers after the meal, a lethargy began.As the name suggests, rest after meals.

He slept until nine o'clock in the evening, and the alarm clock he set woke him up.

He got up in a daze, rubbed his hair, yawned, and walked to the window.

In the darkness with no lights turned on, he looked down at the city, and the night life of feasting and feasting had just begun with the fall of night, and the streets were full of people walking to and fro.

I can't help laughing at myself, how can I start feeling sad at such a young age.Is it because you don't know when you're going to die?His heart tightened, and his hands were clenched into fists. It was a bad feeling not to be able to hold his own life. It felt like he didn't belong to this world and would leave at any time.

When he was diagnosed with AIDS, he couldn't take it anymore. He was in a daze all day long and fell asleep at home.When I wake up, I sit in front of the mirror and start laughing at myself. When I am tired from laughing, I cry, cry hysterically, and then point my fingers and ask myself whether I am going to die today.

I am actually afraid of death.Yes, I am terribly afraid.Now, he only has to wait to die.Waiting for the day when all the immune systems are destroyed, I am like this, in pain on the hospital bed, and then I leave this world.

Then one day, he heard a story on the radio, about recalling his youth, about Bei Piao, and about two people.

He couldn't help but think of the place he used to be, who he was, he thought, would he be there, waiting for him to come back, waiting for him, a lost kitten, to find his way home and come back to him , and then said to him, "Where did you go to play, let's go home."

It was a little funny for me to fly back home from abroad overnight, since he was alone anyway.He rented a house, which is now his home, and after settling everything, he ran to the bar.

Finally, I saw him again.

Time did not engrave many imprints on his face, but made him more mature.

When I met Kong Lou, I was very nervous and my palms were sweaty.Pretend to be indifferent and deceive someone.He told him he had AIDS and wanted to see how he reacted.

Sure enough, although he told himself to mourn, he still asked himself to go to him. What a stingy man!

Thinking of this, he smiled happily.Then he walked to the desk and sat down to turn on the computer.He started to browse the forum, and took on the task of translation.

Yuesheng is a freelancer. Although he has savings, he doesn't think it's too much money.In the circle, he is a well-known translator.He will use the time when he is not in a relationship to translate something and earn some extra money.

Randomly picked up a few things that I was interested in, and started to prepare.Make a cup of hot tea and get into work.

In the quiet room, there is only the sound of typing on the keyboard.

Yue Sheng rubbed his sore eyes, picked up the cup that was placed aside, and drank the tea in the cup in one gulp.

Then he took out his phone and swiped open the screen with his hand, it showed that someone had sent a message.

Lou: Go to bed early, good night.

Yuesheng smiled, and also wrote "Good night" and sent it back.

He found that time is really an invisible knife, peeling off layer by layer what he likes the most and what he hates the most. No matter how much he hated him when we were separated before, he can now say goodnight to him calmly.

Really, a little funny.

After finishing the order he took today, he washed up and prepared to rest.

Walking past the balcony, his eyes focused on the electronic organ that was placed aside and covered with a cover.I couldn't help but walked over, took off the dusty cover, and frivolously flicked the black and white keys with my hands.Yue Sheng couldn't help but sighed a long time, "Old man, I brought you back this time."

In the bar, with dim lights, men and women are showing off their dancing postures to their heart's content.

"The following is the appearance of everyone's favorite Hulk combination."

The excited voice of the host ignited everyone's restless emotions.

Off the court, cheers and whistles rang together.A group with an entire crew wearing green masks took to the stage.

"1, 2, 3 readygo, baby, get restless"

With the powerful voice of the boys, the drums sounded, igniting the fire of primitive desires of men and women, and began to writhe with the music.

"There are too many right and wrong in love,

Come to the occasion where the eyebrows are dancing,

Mixing his impulses with her loneliness reckless. "

The boy's adolescent voice was low and hoarse, with a hint of irresistible desire, mixed with the fragrance of bar smoke and wine, which controlled the whole atmosphere very well.

Yuesheng was one of the members of the band at the time, and he played the keyboard.He likes this kind of atmosphere, likes desire, likes this kind of primitive explosion.

……

It was a crazy time!

He sighed a little, couldn't help but took off the dust cover covering the electronic organ, turned it on, and was just about to play a song when he suddenly remembered that it was already midnight.So, shaking his head, he unplugged the power and sat on the chair helplessly.

In the night sky, the stars light up the night, and the summer night is unavoidably hot and dry. Knowing that cicadas and cicadas were disturbing me a little, I went back to my room and closed the door, trying to shut off the annoying sound.Lying on the bed, I couldn't help complaining, and fell asleep amidst my own mumbling voice.