Disgusted

Saori lived in Aozora's apartment almost as a matter of course.The reason for saying this is that the two of them neither asked nor discussed about this matter, as if a flower would bloom naturally when the time came.Saori said that her luggage was in the trunk of the car, and Qingkong responded, and moved downstairs with her to the residence. One large and one small pair of lead-gray aluminum alloy suitcases were solid and heavy, and Saori dragged the little one up the stairs. He let it bump against the stairwell without any distress, making a knocking sound.

The luggage was pushed to the center of the living room, but Qingkong stopped hesitantly, as if he couldn’t speak, but he said plainly: “Can you stay in the guest room? The bedding and pillows are all ready.” After thinking for a while, he said, “Maybe you want to stay in the room. The master bedroom is fine, I'll move to the guest room."

Saori was stunned as if seeing some incomprehensible creature, silently looking at Qingkong's face, and felt pain after a while.Is this what Aozora meant when he said that there was only half left?Saori smiled wryly, taking time to calm down what was shaking inside her.Sure enough, knowing intellectually and actually shedding blood and accepting the flesh and blood in reality are two different things.Seeing the sad expression on Qing Kong's face, Saori lowered her eyes and pushed the suitcase to the guest room.

"Sorry." Qingkong followed to the guest room, leaning against the door, following the figure of Saori.

The room was still the same as it was two months ago. The small dressing table was covered with dust. The pillows and blankets on the bed were folded by myself last time, and only a white cloth was spread on top to block the dust.Saori carefully removed the cloth, fluffed up the pillow, looked around and decided to leave the clothes in the suitcase and clean them tomorrow.

Qing Kong stood quietly by the door and watched.The faucet in the kitchen next door was not turned on tightly, and there was an empty ticking sound, as if urging something.She pursed her lips tightly, and the words "just give me some more time" rolled and climbed in her throat several times, and finally swallowed it back.Why bother?Promises made because they were uncertain.Obviously, it should be just orbits that intersect by chance, keeping each other warm. Before you know it, you can't tell the beginning, and you can't talk about who started it.Sinking in, but still struggling, afraid of getting hurt and hurting the other party.

"Do you still have the quilt?" Saori stood in front of Qing Kong, the same as two months ago, her eyes were calm and unwavering. "It's late, I want to rest."

Qingkong nodded, but didn't move for a long time. After a while, he went back to the room to bring a duvet, and then went to the bathroom to wash.

Shazhi spread out the quilt on the bed, and when Qingkong came out, she went into the bathroom, and then went back to the room, but saw Qingkong nestled in the quilt she had made, with the corners of the quilt under her body, only her messy hair was exposed.

Saori's face turned completely cold, and even when she was extremely angry, a smile appeared on her face.Who exactly did he fall in love with?She couldn't help asking herself, she spent so much effort to live and die, but in the end she didn't know anything about the person in front of her. It was like stepping on a tightrope across a canyon in the fog. I couldn't see the so-called scenery, and even the balance pole I held firmly in my hand seemed to turn into a snake and run away at any time.

She pursed her lips tightly, walked to the edge of the bed, grabbed the corner of the quilt with both hands and threw it off forcefully.With a scream, a snow-white body underneath was revealed.With only her panties off, Qingkong's side-lying body was turned into a supine one, revealing a pair of small and round breasts. She stretched out her hands to cover them a little embarrassedly, and looked at Saori with aggrieved and complaining frowns.

"Cool..." Qingkong said, tremblingly turning over the quilt, curled up like a shrimp.

Saori slapped her hands off the quilt, leaned forward, suppressed the slender body underneath, clasped Qing Kong's wrists with one hand and fixed them on top of her head, and with the other hand grabbed the hair at the back of her head with a little strength, staring at her. Her eyes, speechless.

"That..." Aozora squinted his eyes to feel the tension in his scalp, and forced his head to look at the dressing table. "It's cold, let me warm your bed first."

Saori grabbed her hair and slowly turned her head back, still watching her silently.Look at her thick and long eyebrows, with dark green eyes, and a perfectly shaped high nose.Watching and watching, the originally stiff facial expression gradually relaxed, and the hands that grabbed Qingkong's hair loosened their strength, and slowly turned to her face, bit by bit, as if ironing and flattening the wrinkles on the silk Carefully caressing the forehead, eyebrows, fingertips along the face, chin, to the collarbone. "What should I do with you?" He whispered for a long time.How to do it?She is sure about marriage, work, and money. If she really can't solve it, it's fine to just give up. But what about feelings?How can one get a person's heart, and what can be done to retain a soul that is invisible, tasteless and weightless?Suddenly Saori understands why the affectionate Gu talks about it, wishing that she also has such ability, regardless of whether it is true or not, she wants this person's body and soul from inside to outside to belong to her alone, and cannot be shared.

"It turns out that your ears turn red when you're angry." Qingkong stared at Saori's small ears without distraction, and tilted his head slightly to hold it, his tongue curling around the earlobe, as if he couldn't help it.

"Well..." Saori moaned, and turned her head to get rid of her entanglement, but her body softened after all.

Qingkong took the opportunity to break free from her hand, threw the quilt over the two of them indiscriminately, stretched out his hands, and hugged Saori tightly in his arms.After a while, he poked under the gauze sweater again, and slowly stroked her back like soothing a wounded and angry beast.

"Sorry." Aozora said, kissing Saori's hair.Saori nestled quietly in her arms like a sleepy cat, not speaking.

"In the past, I experienced some things... quite bad situations, which made me lose a part." Qingkong said hesitantly, like facing Pandora's box, afraid of not knowing how to open the exit.For a while, she just breathed slowly, feeling the weight of the gauze woven on her body as her lungs expanded and relaxed. "Or you can think of that incident as a war, um...experienced deafening gunshots, blood spattered in front of the face, and people died-such a cruel and dignified scene, I am afraid that the people present were more or less Injury, physical, personality or soul within the body...a big hole was smashed by a forceful blow, and the background behind can be seen through that hole. It cannot be healed, and it will still collapse in the future... something like that harm."

"...I see." Saori pressed her neck against her neck and spoke quietly after a moment of silence. "You should still be angry, when you do something inexplicable. But it doesn't matter, you can keep your "own" room, if it is indispensable to you."

For a moment, Qingkong felt that his heart shrank hard and small like a rock in a mountain, constricted to the point of pain, and then swelled, something hot and thick flowed out, wrapping the whole heart, and the person who had been frozen for a long time suddenly met Warm like that, with pain in the numbness.For a while, she could only hug the person in her arms tightly, her teeth were gritting, her body was stiff, and a lot of sweat oozed from her neck, armpits, and back. He patted his cheek with great strength.