Su Bai

dry eyes feel like crying

不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里

hey i really miss you

too much emotion but no suitable facial expression

Where should I start with what I want to say the most?

你 是否 也 像 我 一样 想 你

if there was not you

I won't be sad without the past

But if there is, I still want to love you

if there was not you

what a pity where i am

反正 一切 来不 及

Anyway, I don't have myself

hey i really miss you

不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里

hey i really miss you

Now it's raining outside the window again

dry eyes feel like crying

不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里

hey i really miss you

too much emotion but no suitable facial expression

Where should I start when I want to say the most

你 是否 也 像 我 一样 想 你

if there was not you

I won't be sad without the past

But if there is, I still want to love you

if there was not you

what a pity where i am

反正 一切 来不 及

Anyway, I don't have myself

hey i really miss you

不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里

Do you miss you like I do?"

She didn't let them cut the song, and she didn't open her eyes until the last melody disappeared. Su Lin's heart would slow down, but it beat hard every time.

"Why do you always sing this song?"

"It's not me, it's Su Lin." She instinctively wanted to tell the truth to Bai Biyun. Although ordinary people would not believe it, she always wanted to convey her feelings to her.

"Here it goes again, aren't you just Su Lin! Geminis can't split their personalities every minute!" Bai Biyun looked disdainful, trying to overwhelm their singing "The Sky Is High and the Earth Is Thick".

"It's true, I'm a fairy." Without waiting for Bai Biyun to continue mocking, she said, "But I know that Su Lin really misses someone."

It's rare that Bai Biyun didn't laugh anymore, but became serious instead: "Who?"

"Yin Yuan."

"Your former classmate?"

"Su Lin knew her in the second year of junior high school, and spent most of the three years of high school with her."

"It seems you like her very much."

She didn't notice the loss and sadness of this sentence, and continued to explain: "It's Su Lin, not me."

"Forget it, I don't want to talk to idiots." Bai Biyun went over and snatched a microphone, and then shouted, "If you want to stay but can't, you're the loneliest."Su Lin listened very attentively. In fact, she didn't know what loneliness was, or she didn't know whether she knew it, but after all, she realized after experiencing it later. Loneliness turned out to be loneliness with great pain.She used to read about loneliness in books, some people wandered around the world with their swords, and some people lived in seclusion outside the world of mortals. She thought that those people were proud people, so they put aside a lot, so they could achieve success and fame.But she doesn't understand loneliness, it seems to be a kind of disease, lonely people can't understand it, it is a feeling of joy, anger, sorrow and joy all at the same time, all emotions and six desires are painful, and proud people probably can't suffer from it.She also has friends in heaven and girlfriends in the mortal world, but she feels that she is proud enough and lonely.However, on a certain day of a certain year and a certain month, she experienced loneliness in the fairy world outside the world of mortals.

It's just that she is still a happy mortal in front of her eyes.

It's just that she is still looking forward to the day when she recovers her immortal power and returns to the heaven.

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☆, winter vacation

The winter vacation in the north was early and long. When Junlin heard the guide say that it would be moved from January to March, he clearly felt Su Lin's surprise. Of course, Bai Biyun who was sitting next to him was even more exaggerated. Pinch off.

Cao Huan was the first to leave. She was wearing a green down jacket handpicked by her mother. The fur on her shoulders stood up, covering most of her already small face. She probably didn't sleep well last night. Struggle out your head from the pile of hair, and shout to Su Lin: "Remember to miss me during the winter vacation!"

"Don't worry, I will never miss you." Su Lin was drinking sesame paste, and his teeth were black when he grinned.

"No conscience." Cao Huan cursed with a smile and left.Five minutes later, he came back out of breath, "I forgot to take my phone."

Su Lin directly took a bag from her hand: "We're going out to buy food for the train, and I'll take you there." She walked over and patted Bai Biyun, who was struggling with acne in front of the mirror, "Go away, idiot."

"You broke my pimple, idiot! It's still immature..." Bai Biyun turned her head angrily, then glared at Su Lin, put on a down jacket, tied a scarf, put on earbags and a mask, and tried hard I squeezed into my snow boots, and followed out angrily.

……

"Don't buy so much dry food, you won't want to eat it in the car, buy more with water..." Su Lin stood beside Bai Biyun, talking like an old woman.But when her mouth was dry and Bai Biyun still didn't answer her nth sentence, she finally grabbed Bai Biyun's shopping cart, "Are you still angry?"

"..." Bai Biyun didn't speak, but pulled the shopping cart forward vigorously.

"I just thought I could send her off by the way, after all, we won't see each other for the next two months..."

"You don't need to explain to me, I'm not angry." Bai Biyun said so, but her hand almost crushed the bread in front of her.

"I will miss you too."

This time I had more experience, so I bought a sleeper berth.She went back with Ouyang, one was the upper berth and the other was the lower berth.Ouyang usually doesn't like to talk, and most of the time in the car is lying on the upper berth, and occasionally Su Lin calls her to come down to eat and talk together.

"Cao Huan is very good to you." Ouyang said such a sentence suddenly while eating raisins.

"Hmm." Su Lin didn't pay much attention, and responded casually, and continued to unscrew her suction jelly.

"But you like Bai Biyun." There is a kind of person in the world who usually doesn't say a word, but actually stays at a high place to gain insights.Ouyang is the kind of person with such abilities.While she was saying astonishing words, she took the jelly in Su Lin's hand and unscrewed it for her.

"I like all of them. I like you too. Thank you." Su Lin took the suction jelly and sucked it up with satisfaction, and responded with a playful smile.

"No, that's different." Ouyang was eating an apple, but she barely made a sound. She has always been able to eat anything quietly, and even sneezing is a very slight sound.

Su Lin finally solved the problem of sucking and sucking, smacking her lips and smiling bitterly: "Actually, it's all the same." Whether I like her or not, whether I like her or not, I don't need to pursue these, because they are meaningless in the first place. There will be no result, in fact, it is all the same.

"Tell me about "Tomb Raider Notes" again." Ouyang changed the topic too bluntly, but Su Lin put away his sadness, put on a nympho, and started talking about Zhang Qiling.

……

"My aunt hasn't come yet." Su Lin saw Ouyang's father waiting at the station from afar.

"Then I'll tell my dad to stay with you for a while." Ouyang was dragging a huge suitcase, and he had no strength to speak.

"Okay, thank you." Originally, she wanted to refuse, but Su Lin's memory was running back and forth. Although she was not very emotional by nature, she was afraid of being alone. Jun Lin knew that she wanted Ouyang to accompany her.

They stood at the gate outside the station and waited for a while, when Su Lin's cell phone rang, she answered and knew that her aunt had arrived at the parking lot next to her, she thanked Ouyang and her father and went there.

"Be careful." Ouyang said loudly from behind, Su Lin turned her head and waved her hands, nodded and smiled, all the young girls said "I will miss you" when they were separated, only Ouyang told her like an old woman in a deep mountain and old forest, "Be careful ".

"Are you back?" When the mother saw Su Lin, the bright light dimmed again, but she still smiled and pulled her into the room.

"Su Qi hasn't come back yet?"

"He doesn't have a holiday for a few days, and your holidays are early in the north." The mother put the luggage back for her, and then went to the kitchen, "I asked your father to buy a chicken today. It will be stewed soon, you Pack up and come over to have some soup."

"Mmm, good." Su Lin closed the bedroom door, and lay down on the bed with the big characters spread out. The curtains were drawn, and the sun shone in. Yesterday she was still in the freezing and snowy place.She lay down for a while before she got up, straightened the bed, and looked around the room. It was the same as when she first came here, familiar and strange, but now it is more familiar and less strange.She pulled the bedside table, and there was a thick stack of letters and notes inside. She took out a random one, and she felt Su Lin's memory moving, maybe recalling something.

Su Qi hadn't come back yet, but Yin Yuan's school was on holiday early, and she took the train all day back home. That night, she came to Su Lin's house and knocked on the door. When she knocked on the door, she called "A Lin". He changed his words again, took Su Lin's hand and walked out, calling her "Susu".

"Susu, let's go eat barbecue. I haven't eaten for a long time. I want to eat grilled squid." Yin Yuanxi smiled, but Jun Lin still felt the bitterness all over her body, as if tonight's mother is still gentle and his father is still silent, but she Still feel out of place with that family atmosphere.No one doesn't want to see her, but she doesn't want to see herself. Later, she was afraid when she was on vacation, and as soon as she came home, she felt like a thief, shamelessly stealing the best things from the people here.

"I'm here for Yueyue, I don't want to eat those, so let's go with you."

"Ah?! It's boring for me to eat alone, so let's go eat Shaxian snacks, my steamed dumplings..."

They went to the Shaxian snacks at the gate of the school. Everyone was the same. No matter how much delicious food they encountered later, they would always miss the shops at the gate of the school.The high school students haven’t had their holidays yet, so there aren’t many people inside. Apart from them, there are two other girls already inside. The shorter girl is asking her aunt if she has any wonton powder. I ordered a large bowl of boiled wontons, and after I finished speaking, I smiled and said to the girl next to me, "Do you still like this?" It was obviously a question, but it must be justified.

"Auntie, I want two steamed dumplings. Susu, what do you eat?" Yin Yuan tugged at Su Lin's sleeve.

"Noodles."

"Two servings of steamed dumplings and a bowl of mixed noodles, that's good, but the steamed dumplings are sold out, and these have not been put on for a long time, so we have to wait a little longer." Auntie smiled and changed the money.

"It's all right. Thank you, Auntie."

"Are you sure?" Yin Yuan couldn't help asking after sitting down.

"Well, I tasted it last time and thought it was delicious."

"That's it..." Yin Yuan broke the disposable chopsticks with a smile, but after breaking it, Jun Lin remembered that the Su Lin in his memory didn't eat mixed noodles and didn't like to try new things , I always eat the same food with the same taste, and I will not get tired of it. If I get tired, I will change to a similar one, but I will never eat something that I don’t like at first glance.In fact, Yin Yuan just asked her what to eat just now. It was also tentative. The result that she had expected, she was still unwilling to believe that she had to go to the root of the problem. It’s like many soap operas have guessed the ending after watching the beginning, but people still enjoy watching the drama. , not because they care about how ups and downs the plot is and how beautiful the process is, people just want to follow the characters in the play, feel the ending for the first time, and prove right or wrong.Jun Lin felt sorry for Yin Yuan who had broken several pairs of chopsticks in front of her, but she didn't hand her the chopsticks she had broken. Su Lin was the one who could give her the chopsticks. She wasn't, and there was no need to pretend.At the beginning, she always felt that she should play Su Lin well, let everyone recognize her, and not make anyone sad, but then she understood that no matter how superb her acting skills are, and no matter how much she resembles Su Lin, she will always be It's not her, the more exquisite the imitation, the more it will make those who are familiar with her sad.She's not Su Lin, and she can't help it.

"Thank you, auntie." Yin Yuan, who was opposite, finally broke a pair of chopsticks, and her steamed dumplings were also served.She spooned a lot of hot sauce on one plate, and took the other to let the aunt get a lot of peanut butter.He ate the spicy one first, tears came out, he smiled and asked Su Lin if he wanted to eat it, and then waved his hand "No, you are here Yueyue, you can't eat spicy food", laughing and crying at the same time.When Su Lin's mixed noodles came, she ate the last spicy dumpling, wiped her mouth with a paper towel, and started eating the peanut butter portion.

It wasn't a long way for them to go home, but they walked very slowly. They finally reached the door of Su Lin's house. Yin Yuan said "goodbye" and walked to her own house. Su Lin asked in a low voice: "Susu, tell me how long it will take for Ah Lin to come back, can you tell me, I promise not to tell anyone, I can swear..."

"There are still two and a half years." Jun Lin said seriously, "I didn't think it would be good to tell you, I was afraid you would always look forward to that day, but maybe Su Lin wants you to know that I can't make random decisions for her."

"Thank you." Yin Yuan looked up with a smile, and the bitterness finally weakened a little, "Then, goodbye, good night."

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☆, Chen Chen

A few days ago, Cheng Jun called Su Lin and said that it was a high school reunion. She said "Okay, got it" and hung up the phone without talking to Cheng Jun again.The young people really couldn't bear to part with each other, but within half a year, they began to gather.Jun Lin began to search for Su Lin's memory again. Cheng Jun was her deskmate in the second and third year of high school. She was a very cute girl with baby fat, but her natural baby voice seemed unpleasant, but she was really kind to Su Lin. Maybe you can't like this kind of person, but you have to cherish her, because she is really unparalleled to you.

On the day of the party, Cheng Jun rode a small electric donkey to pick up Su Lin, and when they met, he handed Su Lin a big bag of food, saying it was a special product, and she helped Su Lin put it in the basement: "I bought two copies of each, you and Each of your younger brothers will have a portion." But before Su Qi came back, Jun Lin and Yin Yuan ate all the food.

"Chen Chen called me yesterday." There was a lot of wind on the road, half of Su Lin's head was wrapped in a scarf, but she still heard Cheng Jun's words clearly.Chen Chen was the boy Su Lin liked in high school, but before Su Lin had time to confess his love, he was with Fang Ru, the class flower, and they broke up in October.

"You guys have a connection?"

"He asked me if you would go to the party." Cheng Jun seemed unable to hear Su Lin's words, and continued to say, "Do you think he likes you?!"

"It's only after we broke up that I found out that I'm good."

"I think he's pretty good, but he's not good enough for you!" Cheng Jun still couldn't hear him, but Su Lin didn't take too long to answer. She felt like she was commenting on Weibo, and she obviously wouldn't be seen by the blogger. But he still enjoys pointing out Jiangshan.

"For once you have taste."

"However, Fang Ru is also here today, I don't know if it will be awkward for them to meet!"

"It's fun when you're embarrassed."

"Oh my god, it's really cold, you won't freeze to death at the same table, won't you, don't say a word."

"I've been talking, but you can't hear..." After Su Lin yelled to no avail, he could only poke Cheng Jun's uncovered head with his finger to prove that he was still alive.

……

"Xiao Su is here! Come in quickly, Cheng Jun, go pick up Ling Ling again, she is in the cultural square." Yu Mingli, the squad leader, stood at the door and greeted them with a smile when she saw them coming.

"Tell her to take a taxi here by herself. It's very cold for Xiaojun to pick me up and walk so far." Su Lin pulled out Cheng Jun's car keys and dragged her into the hotel. Yu Mingli liked to target Cheng Jun when she was in high school. Like those girls, Su Lin didn't like her at first because she spoke in a baby voice, but at the same table, she could get along with each other except for the first sight, so she inevitably found out that Cheng Jun was good. The doll sound sounds much cuter too.

"It's okay. Then you go find a seat." Yu Mingli has always been very polite to Su Lin. The reason is that Su Lin doesn't know and doesn't want to ask. What she has to do is to cherish everyone who is sincerely good to her. , As for those insignificant passers-by, people will not offend me and I will not offend others.

"Cheng Jun." I met many classmates along the way, all of them greeted Su Lin and ignored Cheng Jun. Only at this moment, Chen Chen stood under the huge crystal lamp and greeted Cheng Jun with a smile.

"Hello." Cheng Jun replied with a smile, but Fang Ru, who was at the table next to him, had already flew over with countless eyes.Su Lin felt very boring looking at it. The person who let go of himself still wants to hang on to it. This kind of possessiveness is really terrible and shameful.

"How about the north?"

"Oh, it's okay." Su Lin found that he was asking himself, only to realize that Cheng Jun beside him had disappeared.

"you've changed."

"Yes." Su Lin nodded and admitted, although she didn't know whether it was a casual greeting or a definite recognition, but she was King's Landing, and she had indeed changed.Chen Chen was a little stunned, and then laughed again. Shouldn't there be a standard answer like "Really? Maybe" to this question?

"Sit here?" Chen Chen politely opened the chair for her.

"No, I'll go find Cheng Jun." Jun Lin refused on Su Lin's behalf. Although he once loved deeply, the most beautiful things have disappeared with time. You don't have to worry about whether you still like him now, but at that time that person was already gone. different.She heard Fang Ru's shouting outside the bathroom, rushed in and saw Cheng Jun squatting on the ground with her head in her hands and buried in her knees. She used to tell Su Lin, "I want to become an ostrich in my next life. Buried in the sand", Su Lin teased her, "That's a coward's behavior, and you shouldn't run away from everything you encounter", but Cheng Jun's eyes are bright, she said, "If you can't become a hero who saves the world, you can't care for others." People who are in the rise and fall of the country, just run away, even if they look cowardly, at least they know what they want and what life they want to live. You can’t say that a person’s dream is worthless just because his ideal is not lofty.”

"What are you doing!" Su Lin gritted her teeth and said every word. There was something fierce in her eyes, and Fang Ru couldn't help shivering.

"I just want her to stay away from Chen Chen..." Fang Ru became brave after she opened her mouth. She raised her head and said confidently, "She is also worthy of talking to Chen Chen..." She has not yet After finishing speaking, Su Lin slapped her loudly on the face. After slapping Su Lin, she regretted it, not because she hurt anyone, but because she found her palm hurt.

"Why did you hit me?" Fang Ru roared angrily.

"Why do you scold Xiaojun, I will beat you." Su Lin was too lazy to continue arguing with her, rubbed his hands together, pulled Cheng Jun up, and walked to the private room.

After entering the private room, she found that only Chen Chen's table was vacant. She led Cheng Jun over to sit down. Chen Chen handed Cheng Jun a tissue and asked Su Lin, "Where did you go just now?"

"I'm going to see your girlfriend." Su Lin finished speaking angrily, Fang Ru came in with her hair down, her ponytail was pulled down to cover the hot red face, "I hit her."

"..." Chen Chen was stunned. Su Lin used to be quite arrogant, but he never had conflicts with other people, and he didn't bother to touch hands and feet. The person in front of him seemed to be wearing Su Lin's skin. It's another base that I don't know at all.

"So surprised. Didn't you tell me that I've changed?" Su Lin didn't care, and took the meat bag in front of him and handed it to Cheng Jun.

Chen Chen lowered his head to drink the soup in the bowl, and after a long time, he smiled and said, "Actually, it hasn't changed." Maybe you have changed, maybe you haven't, but the fact that I like you has never changed.

"Hehe." Su Lin smiled perfunctorily. She understood the meaning of the words, but she couldn't respond. The best time for her to love him and her was already missed. In the scene, she is not a perfectionist, but the minimum obsessive-compulsive disorder does not allow her to continue to like him and respond to him, so she thought about it seriously, then looked up at him and said, "I don't like you anymore."

Chen Chen was stunned again. The person in front of her seemed to be prying into everyone's heart, including Su Lin's. She easily said the things that Su Lin couldn't open after tossing and turning, without even a trace. affection.

"But if you insist on continuing to like me, I don't care. I'm just worried that you still have illusions. Many things are futile if you miss them. I'm afraid that your efforts will be wasted."

"Thank you." Chen Chen knew that the person in front of him was not Su Lin at all, but what she said and did was probably the best for Su Lin.

Su Qi went home, and then went back to grandma's house to celebrate the New Year. Countless fireworks were set off, red envelopes were received, and various relatives visited and paid New Year's greetings. The winter vacation was almost over.On New Year's Eve, she received New Year's greetings from her roommates, but Bai Biyun was the only one who made a phone call at twelve o'clock and was hung up on. When she called back the next day, she blamed her for disturbing her sweet dreams.

On February 28, she and Ouyang met, and the two of them pulled a huge suitcase and rushed to the train, finally heading north.

The author has something to say: Su Lin is going back to school again~ Thank you for reading

☆, get married

Cao Huan has been in a relationship these days. The boy is her high school classmate. At first she asked him to come down from the men’s dormitory to give him something. He didn’t come down. She went again and finally came down. Handed him the knitted scarf and the box containing the long-folded roses and left.When I got home, I tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, and sent a text message in the middle of the night asking, "Do you like me a little bit", but the other party didn't even sleep, and replied quickly, he said, "Yes, more than a little bit".She was so happy that she almost opened the window and yelled outside, but she just sat up quietly from the bed, turned on the lamp, did a few math problems, and finally calmed down, she replied a text message "I know you don't want to talk In love", after typing these words and pressing the "send" button, she suddenly breathed a sigh of relief and lay down on the bed to sleep peacefully.As a result, two weeks later, she was still not used to seeing him smile decently, and there was a beautiful woman by his side. She smiled wryly, wishing for a heavy rain, so that she could run wildly in the rain, and then fell ill. field.Unfortunately, God was fine for the next month without shedding a single tear.The same is true for her, she can only work hard on the questions, all the sadness, all the pain, all flow into the deepest part of the heart through the blood vessels along with the tears.

At the time of graduation, the boy and his friend passed by their small group, and her friend called out to take a photo, so she blushed and stood beside him to take a photo.After the photo was developed, she couldn't help laughing at herself when she saw it. In the photo, even if it was a hair, she seemed to be trying to get close to the boy beside her who was looking at her girlfriend dotingly.Her best three years in high school, one year of secret love, two years of open love, after all, she still didn't let go.

After college, that boy started to contact her and asked her to hang out together. She didn't know her heart now, but she also decided to try to like it again. At least she also wanted to be happy and sad for the one who worked so hard back then. be responsible for yourself.At that time, I should have longed for the way she is walking with him now. Instead of letting myself envy others, it is better to let myself be jealous of myself.

They just made an appointment to hang out together occasionally, and finally one day, the boy asked her, "Be my girlfriend." She was standing beside him at that time, and saw the wind blowing his clothes up, and the hem of the clothes rattled.Is this the original mood?She was about to cry, she felt so sorry for herself at that time, at that time she loved her to death, but she didn't hear this sentence, now she hears this sentence, but she has no feeling.But she nodded and said "yes" softly.Alright, I'll be your girlfriend, so let's do it, let's realize my youthful dream.

But one day, Cao Huan found that he couldn't hold on any longer. The love he left over from the past had been exhausted. Even if he asked the person he liked, he would still think of him habitually, but really, really didn't like him anymore.She began to avoid, did not reply text messages, did not answer the phone, and finally after a week of stalemate, the boy sent a message saying "We don't seem to be in love", she gritted her teeth, said "I'm sorry" to her former self, and then replied " Let's break up, I don't like you anymore", the other party didn't reply with a word until early in the morning, just like when he asked her if she wanted to be his girlfriend, it was the simplest word - yes.At that time, she said "yes" and started a relationship, but now, he said "yes" and ended a relationship.

In class before, Cao Huan told her about the past between him and the boy. Su Lin joked that if Cao Huan confessed his love, he would promise her something. Cao Huan took out his mobile phone and typed a sentence, "If it doesn't work, you can drink with me , if you do, write me a poem."Su Lin smiled and said yes.It turned out that the boy asked, and this matter has been put on hold. Now she broke up. The next day, Su Lin stood by the window, with his back to the light, and his eyebrows and eyes were lively when he spoke: "What is it now, I am drinking with you Or write poetry?"

"Writing poetry while drinking wine?" Cao Huan didn't seem to be broken in love at all, leaning on the back of the chair, laughing and teasing.

"Reject." Su Lin sat on the windowsill and shook his head decisively.

"I'm a critically ill patient who just lost love!" Cao Huan lowered his head and swiped his phone, and suddenly yelled, "Ah, ah, brother Song has gained more bloggers!" She has liked Xu Song since the first day of junior high school, and it has been more than seven years now Su Lin asked her how she fell in love with it. She said that she liked a boy at the beginning. He always sang his songs, so she went to listen to them. When she copied down all the lyrics, she sang softly and vowed to like him That boy lived his whole life, but it didn't take long before he didn't like that boy, but he liked Xu Song for so long.It's like you may not like someone anymore, but you will always be haunted by those accumulated habits.

"Okay, you have no conscience. Go, go out and sing!" Cao Huan sighed pretendingly sad, and pulled Su Lin out.

The girls' dormitory will always start to be agitated in the dead of night, and they lightly part their lips in the dark, sharing the secrets buried in their hearts.

This evening they talked about marriage again.Junlin knew what Su Lin was thinking, not getting married and not having children, and living at a friend's house.

"Is Su Su still not getting married? It's okay to be alone at first, but after a long time, she will be lonely." It was Rabbit who spoke. She also started watching Korean dramas recently, and half of the dormitory followed Su Lin to watch Japanese comics, and half followed Bai Biyun Watching Korean dramas, the dormitory is full of Japanese and Korean languages ​​every day.

"Not getting married." Su Lin raised his right hand in the dark, and gradually he could see the vague shape, "But I may not be alone, I may find a partner."

"Boys all want to be in a perfect state of starting a family..."

"It doesn't have to be a boy." Su Lin felt that she must have smiled. When she said this, she could already clearly see her right hand in the dark.

"WTF?!" More than one person exclaimed in shock.

"I just think it's casual. If I have the opportunity to meet the right person, I don't need to care about those." Su Lin put his left hand in the air again, and slowly recognized its shape, "But after I'm 30, my life plan is only I am on my own, and I am not going to accommodate another person. It is not appropriate to show up."

"I'm sure I can't. If I don't get married, my mother will kill me." When Cao Huan said this, he laughed too.

"Me too." The elder sister agreed.

"I want to get married by myself. I think my life needs that ceremony, and I also need a man as a husband." Rabbit opened a pack of pure milk and drank it while talking. She has not slept well recently and always wakes up at night drink milk.

"I used to think it was the same, but as I get older, I don't look forward to it anymore, and when I lose hope, it fades away. Whatever." Su Lin could see her left hand clearly, and she felt that her soul was a little heavy. Also participating in this evening talk.

"Where's Ouyang?"

"I will definitely get married." Ouyang is Su Lin's upper bunk, and she is from the same place as her. They are also twins and have an older sister.

"Everyone is married, Susu, you are alone... No, Xiaobai is not married, right Xiaobai?" The rabbit seemed to be more sober after drinking the milk, and she seemed to have picked up the glasses next to the pillow and put them on , It turned out that everyone opened their eyes in the dark.

"As long as my dad doesn't force me to die, I won't get married." Bai Biyun's voice became very clear at night, and she wondered if it would be the silver bell-like voice written in the book.

"That's a good relationship, you can make a pair." Rabbit probably felt uncomfortable wearing glasses, so he took them off again, turned over and joked with us with a smile.

"It's fine with me, but she wants to change men every day. I'm afraid that if I can't bear it, I will kill every boyfriend of hers." When Su Lin said this, he put both hands back under the quilt, and he himself He knew he was joking, but the corners of his mouth couldn't curl up.

"That's good. If I change a boyfriend, you can help me kill the previous one, so as to save the emotional drama and troublesome death." Bai Biyun smiled, but it wasn't like a silver bell, it was more like a beating The sound of glass.

"It's time to send me to the police station. When you arrive, you can have a good time with your new boyfriend... Tsk, I won't take the job of a poisonous woman like you." Su Lin also felt it was funny, and the corners of his mouth seemed to curl up. one time.

"Go to sleep. Fighting and killing, I will have nightmares later." Cao Huan came to finish, and everyone laughed and fell asleep.

"Let's go to City H in the future." Su Lin said this after everyone was quiet, and fell asleep. I don't know if he heard Bai Biyun's inaudible "hmm".

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☆, May Day

Su Lin often looks disabled at the ninth level of living ability, so she is very lucky to have Cao Huan by her side.Cao Huan is not the gentle kind in the book, she will not bow her head and smile, nor will she grow lotuses every step of the way.She will give little by little, her existence is a kind of powerful tenderness to Su Lin itself.

"Have a cold?" Cao Xu heard Su Lin sniffling when he woke up early in the morning.

"Maybe. I cried emotionally while reading a novel last night, and then my nose kept running. I woke up in the morning with a stuffy nose... It's so uncomfortable, I have to open my mouth to breathe..."

"I'll go downstairs later and get you some hot water to drink. It's not too hot today, so wear some more... Have you figured out where to go after two days on May [-]st?" Cao Huan loosely tied her hair into a ponytail. behind.

"I don't know yet... idiot! Wake up, where are we going on May [-]st?" Su Lin spoke in a low voice because of his blocked nose. His voice was originally rough, but now he sounded more like an old man.

"Hmm... May Day?" Bai Biyun turned towards Su Lin with her eyes closed, speaking lazily.

"Sister Huanxuan and elder sister all go home, Rabbit goes to aunt's house, sister Ouyang comes to play, and then there are two of us left... I refuse to live the same life as last time on November!" During the good time of the first day, the two of them slept in the dormitory for six and a half days. Except for taking out food and going to the toilet, they stayed in bed.The only thing that moved for a long time was because of Bai Biyun's facial allergies, so she went to the hospital. As a result, the two Lu Chis didn't go back to school until nearly nine o'clock in the evening.

"It was an accident last time, otherwise let's go to Yanbian. Didn't you always clamor to go to Changbai Mountain to pick up your husband..."

"Is it okay? I'm going to pick up Poker Oil Bottle! Although I haven't arrived yet, I can feel his breath... Ahhh, I think it's the place where he stayed hahahahahahaha Ha ha……"

"Stupid, let's check the tickets before class." Bai Biyun went out to wash up with a basin.

"I'll check it online first! La la la la la la la..." Su Lin writhed on the bed, and finally Ouyang, who was on the upper bunk, couldn't sleep anymore. Take a look.

"Go wash up first, the water is ready for you, you are still so energetic when you have a cold." Cao Huan put the water glass on the stool at Su Lin's head, "Be careful of burning."

"Oke Oke! Thank you for slowing down! I'm telling you