this life

Never thought that Wang Shaochong would have such an unforgettable emotional experience.Beneath his usually carefree appearance, there is a delicate heart.Maybe, Wang Shaochong was able to take a fancy to me at first because I was somewhat similar to Zhou Shujin.No wonder the last time I went to Wang Shaochong's house, Wang's mother was taken aback when she first saw me, maybe she also thought I looked like me.I'm just a substitute for Zhou Shujin, to make up for the guilt and regret in Wang Shaochong's heart.How pitiful, and how sad.Should I be happy?At least on the day I have to leave, I can have a reason to wake myself up, or that day is now.Should I be sad?The man I fell in love with was only my face.I can't bear to leave him, I'll just be a fool.In this way, we are all happy.Since that day, I haven't mentioned this matter again, nor have I asked about Wang Shaochong's past.We just live in a fixed pattern, just like chopsticks need two, batteries need positive and negative, and life needs two people.Wang Shaochong is still caring for me, but I tell myself every day, don't put any more emotion in it, don't be stupid, you are Wang Jian, not Zhou Shujin.Wang Shaochong should be able to feel my lukewarmness more or less.But he didn't say anything, he was still very good to me, and would tell me that he loved me every time he had sex.Yes, love me.And I was just silent, enjoying the pleasure of sex, without emotion.I thought that only if I didn't get emotionally involved, I would be able to retreat on the day of parting, but why do I feel that the sky is so gloomy and life is so powerless?Forcing myself to retain reason, but it can't resist the spread of love.

The easing atmosphere of the next month finally allowed people to breathe normally again.I selectively forgot about Zhou Shujin.Years ago, there were fewer and fewer people handling public business.In a busy year, this is the time to relax for a few days.Recently, Wang Shaochong and I are surprisingly harmonious.Maybe it's like this during the easing period of quarrels. They are cautious with each other and dare not make the slightest mistake.This morning, there was still no one, and the gloomy weather made people a little drowsy.At this time, Liu Wen came over and asked me to collect the account opening materials, saying that a client wanted to open a foreign currency account.It's been a long time since a customer had such a demand, and I was trying to send him away. When I came to the counter, I saw the customer on the opposite side stunned.It was Fu Xiao, my first love.He is back home.When Fu Xiao saw me, he also had a look of disbelief.But soon he recovered his calm, sat in front of me and said politely: "Wang Jian, long time no see. I didn't expect you to work in a bank now."

Me: "Oh, ah! Hello senior, it's been a long time. When did you return to your country?"

Fu: "Oh, I came back last year. I have never had a chance to contact you. How are you doing now?"

Me: "Very good. You came here today..."

Fu: "I opened a company with my friend, and now I need an account. Your bank is the closest bank to our office. So I want to open the account here, so that it will be convenient in the future."

Me: "Oh, that's it. All right, then show me the information." I mechanically flipped through the information that Fu Xiao handed over, not daring to look him in the eye.The accountant next to Fu Xiao kept asking questions, and I couldn't remember whether I answered her questions or not.I only heard her say: "You have met the legal person, can he leave now?" Before I could answer, Fu Xiao said: "It's okay, I'm not in a hurry, take your time." She glanced at him and pulled the corner of her mouth to express her gratitude.Copying, filling in forms, stamping, going through the process and reviewing, it took more than an hour to open the account smoothly.In fact, it didn't take so long before, and it usually took four to ten minutes to get it done, but today I always miss things and waste a lot of time.After sorting out the materials and handing them over to the accountant, we will bid farewell to the client in official words.The accountant picked up his things and went out. Fu Xiao turned around and asked me, "Are you free tonight? Have a meal together?" Before I could answer, I saw Wang Shaochong walking towards me.It turned out that it was lunch break time.Usually, I can have lunch with Wang Shaochong, but because I missed the meal time today because of business, he should have finished eating at this time and saw that I never showed up, so I came up to see what's going on.Wang Shaochong came straight over and asked like a customer who didn't see me: "Why don't you go down to eat, the food I ordered for you is cold."

Me: "Ah, I just finished my work, I'll be there right away." While talking, my hands became busy.Fu Xiao saw Wang Shaochong showing an unpredictable smile.Wang Shaochong looked at Fu Xiao's eyes full of hostility and disdain.

Fu: "I don't think you're free today, so let's make an appointment another day. I'll go first." I wanted to refuse, but before I could say it, Fu Xiao had already left.I just watched Fu Xiao silently.Looking at this person's back, I was in a trance for a moment.Wang Shaochong has been staring at me viciously for a long time.I was startled when I saw him.

Wang: "Have you seen enough, or you can catch up."

Me: "Don't be sour. He is my senior."

Wang: "Really, just a senior? I think he treats you more than just a junior."

Me: "It's also my ex." I didn't mean to hide anything, and talked lightly about my relationship with him.Wang Shaochong's eyes were burning, and he was going to roast me in minutes.

Wang: "My good guy, I've lost my love, I've been chasing you to this point."

Me: "I have nothing to do with him, he is just an ordinary customer to me, that's all." Picking up the account opening information, I turned and walked into the room.Wang Shaochong said, "It's better to be like this." He went downstairs to change shifts.

In the evening, Wang Shaochong still refused to let go of this topic, asking me about Fu Xiao and me while eating.I succinctly stated the time, place, characters, events, and ending.Seeing my calmness, Wang Shaochong finally ordered: "Don't see him in the future."

Me: "He is a customer of our bank. He comes to the bank to do business. Why don't I see him?"

Wang: "You are the only one dealing with the public. Can't he find someone else to handle the business?"

Me: "I'm the only one who runs foreign exchange business."

Wang: "Then I will apply for a transfer with Liu Wen. You teach me foreign exchange, and I will handle it for him."

Me: "Don't make trouble, ah. I have passed with him. I am with you now. The person I like is you. You have a little confidence in me, okay?" Maybe the word like is too magical up.Wang Shaochong smoothed his hair in an instant, and said, "Okay then." He stopped eating.