not peaceful

26.

After Song Liao hung up the phone, I continued to drive home.There was a car chasing me on the road and honking its horn. At first I thought I was blocking someone's house, but I didn't expect the car behind me to follow me all the time, with harsh horn sounds from time to time.There are quite a lot of neurosis these days. I turned a corner and drove into a small road, and the car followed me.There was a battery car in front blocking the exit, and I couldn't get out. I had to stop the car, and the car stopped too.

Through the rearview mirror, I saw someone get out of the car and walk here, and then the man knocked on my car door and said, "Ji Xian."

It was Qiu Lan. I frowned and lowered the car window to the lowest level. Seeing him bent over and staring at me, the corner of his mouth twitched, and he said, "It seems that you didn't know it was me. I thought you knew. Anyway, you have also been in my car. "

I nodded, took my mobile phone and typed to him: the cars all look the same, and I can't remember the license plate.

In fact, I was a little angry, but I didn't get angry after all. I felt that this was quite unreasonable.

He looked at it and asked, "Is your throat broken?"

I typed yes and said can you get the car back out?

Qiu Lan's smile widened, and he said, "Of course. I wanted to have a drink with you, but now that it's all right, I'll drive away immediately."

Another person got out of that car, and when I got to the side of Qiu Lan, I raised the car window, and on the way up the car window, I accidentally caught a glimpse of that person, and couldn't help being startled.

That person was Ji Qian's deskmate, he obviously didn't see me, he was talking to Qiu Lan, his voice was very low, and he seemed to be submissive.

When I was in high school, I heard that Qiu Lan's parents were divorced. He had a younger brother, and each parent brought one. The two brothers rarely met.It would be too strange if Ji Qian's tablemate was his younger brother.Ji Qian said that his deskmate likes his brother.

I saw Qiu Lan talking to him, and they walked back together.After that, he drove away quickly, and sent me a WeChat message saying sorry, and hoped that I would recover soon.

I waited 10 minutes before driving away, and the 10 minutes didn't go well.WeChat did not reply to him.

I went to the hospital at noon and rushed home before dark.Time dragged on for too long, so I couldn't avoid being questioned by my dad.

I made an excuse and typed it to him: the queue at the hospital was too long, and there were too many people at noon.

Dad snorted twice, and said, "When are you sick, can't you go to see it? When people are sick, it doesn't matter when. If you see it early, you will feel that there will be fewer people taking a lunch break."

I nodded.Feeling unable to speak and nodding too many times, my neck was a little sore, I stretched myself, and nestled back into the room.

I was about to send a message to Ji Qian to ask if his tablemate's surname was Qiu, but I stopped quickly, after all, it's none of my business, I don't need to know too much.However, my hands were too idle, so I turned my head to find Hu Eryu and asked him what happened to Song.

I haven't contacted me for half a month, and he didn't reply to me last time. I thought that now, nine times out of ten, he would also ignore me. I didn't expect Hu Eryu to reply soon, saying it was nothing.

I sent: She called me today and asked me if you had anything to say to me, and I said no.

Writing and rewriting over there is always inputting.I turned on the computer, pulled over the chair and sat down. I found that the wallpaper next to me was not sticking firmly. I pulled the wallpaper and took a look. From the gap between the wallpaper and the wall, I took out a piece of yellowed rice paper. Nothing was written on it. Probably everything was written.

This room used to be owned by Ji Qian, and Ji Qian wrote very well with a brush. He didn't like to write on cloth with water, and usually dipped the brush in water.Dad said it wasn't that he was reluctant to part with the little rice paper, but he didn't listen. Occasionally, he used ink to write Spring Festival couplets. I guess this rice paper was used by him when he practiced calligraphy.

In the chat interface with Hu Eryu, I saw that he was still typing, so I couldn’t help but take a photo of the rice paper and send it to Ji Qian. He told me where he found it, and asked if he hid it.

After doing some calculations, I guess it's time for get out of class to end, if it's really not possible, I can still ask when Ji Qian comes back.I put the piece of rice paper in the book, turned on the computer and played a few games, Hu Eryu finally got back to me, he said: She likes others.

I asked: Who does she like?Does this have anything to do with what you want to tell me?

Hu Eryu said: Promise her not to tell, she doesn't believe me.

I was in the dark, and thought they were all too weird.It seems that there is something that only I don’t know, so I had to post: Then what’s going on with you these days, why are you ignoring me.

Hu Eryu said: I don't like you.

I returned the goodbye expression, and Hu Eryu said again: Just kidding.

Then we chatted a few words in a casual manner, he was busy with what he said first, and I put down my phone to concentrate on playing games and wait for Ji Qian to come back.

27.

Ji Qian's attitude towards me is a little unpredictable, I'm sure he will read my WeChat, but he doesn't reply to me often.Sometimes I have to question him face to face, or he tells me face to face.I reckon he was just too worried about good morning, good night, and being careful on the road.This time he sent me "school is over". I played the last game. It was supposed to be a game every 8 or 1 minutes, but our side and the enemy's strength were equal. It just went from 0:1, to 1:3, and then later. 4:[-], back and forth, endlessly, made me very irritable.

When Ji Qian came back, I was still glued to playing games.When he opened the door and came in, I pulled on the earphones and turned on the stereo, fearing that I wouldn't be able to hear him.

A few friends in the team called me on the microphone and said: "There is a big deduction of 1, wait for a wave to rush over and end."

I immediately deducted 1. I thought I cooperated very well with my teammates, but I didn't expect that the nanny on the opposite side also opened up. A wave of heads were confiscated, and points were robbed again.Seeing that the score was about to be pulled back, I was a little bored by the time.

When I slowed down, I was surprised why I was bored.

In the past, it would only be interesting to encounter such a situation when playing games, but just now I almost had the urge to uninstall the game, because I couldn't get along with Ji Qian.

Fortunately, at the end of this round, we narrowly won, and there is no need to fight the tug-of-war. I talked to them and pressed exit.

At this time, I looked at Ji Qian, pulled a chair and sat next to him, and pointed to the slit wallpaper over there. I took out the rice paper and looked at it again while waiting for the game to start. There were clear water stains on it, even There are traces of a row of characters, although none of them can be seen clearly.

This feeling is very strange.When reading, someone will always use a diary with a lock, a love letter with an envelope, and find that his brother stuffed rice paper into the wall, which is similar to them.When I was a student, I expressed my disdain for this behavior in order to show my maturity. When I look at it as a member of society, I feel that it is only strange.

I couldn't stop laughing when I was cold, I was really happy, how can I put it, it made me happier than him letting me play chess.Whatever it says on it, is it about me or not.

Ji Qian was stunned, stared at me for a long time, and finally said: "Brother."

I was so happy that I choked myself, nodded and coughed.Ji Qian patted my back lightly, at this time the two chairs were close together, I bent over and coughed, Ji Qian bent over to protect me, the two of us curled up like shrimps.

I took a breath and looked up to meet his eyes.The hand on my back has already shyly stretched out from the hem of the clothes, and I still look at him funny.It seems that I am happy with what he does.

Ji Qian said: "It's all about you on the paper. Ji Xian, brother, I miss you and like you. It's all about you."

The thumb of that hand pressed against my waist, I bounced up reflexively, and was pushed down again.

I endured the trembling and took my mobile phone to type to him: It's a pity that there are water stains left on it.

Ji Qian's eyes darkened, and he said, "It's a pity."

Hands went up my tailbone, my whole back was numb, I almost went hard on the spot.The door was wide open again, for fear that my father and mother would run into each other.So I tugged back and forth in the torment of whether it was hard or not, watching every move at the door, but I was reluctant to spend any energy to push him away.

Ji Qian stopped at the right time, I was still immersed in the commotion just now, before I had time to think, I had the urge to have sex with him.

28.

I managed to suppress the reaction, but as soon as I met Ji Qian's eyes, the reaction came up again.At this time, I couldn't help it just by looking at him, so I stood up in an evasive manner, pulled the chair and sat back at the computer desk, and opened the game again casually.

As soon as I went online, a few friends immediately formed a group with me, but I refused. I typed and said that we would play another game before dinner, and that we could just play with the wild team, and there was no need to form a team.He didn't have the nerve to look back to see if Ji Qian was still there or if he had gone out, so he put on his headphones and turned up the game volume to the maximum range that his ears could bear, the sound was so loud that it hurt the eardrums.

However, the throbbing in my heart finally calmed down.

I clicked on the quick game, and when I was in the queue, the screen jumped, and the rhythm of the background music strengthened. I frowned uncomfortably, and a pair of hands stretched out to pull out the earphones.

Ji Qian said, "It's not good to wear headphones."

I was so excited that I arched my back, and heard him say: "Stand straight back."

This time, I don't know what happened, my back didn't go back straight, and I bent back when it collapsed.I kept my gaze firmly on the screen, ignored Ji Qian, and chose an output-type hero with a gun.Unexpectedly, the aim is not good, and I have been unable to aim.

This map is a single-game system. First grab the point and then escort. We are the defensive side, and the point is quickly robbed.He died several times during the period, but he didn't even get a single head.Then there was the car chase. All the teammates of the field team hid in the back. I couldn't push the car by myself, and basically lost without struggling.

At the end of the game, there were ten deaths and three heads.

When I turned off the computer, my mother was already calling for dinner.I stretched and saw Ji Qian push back the chair, so I waited for him at the door, but he gave me a cold glance and went out without waiting for me.

Washing hands before meals, I followed him into the bathroom, he gave way after washing, and I followed him to wash.As a result, he was pushed into the sink and flushed as expected.

Ji Qian suppressed his voice and said, "You can't wash it clean."

I didn't want to resist at first, but he exerted a lot of force. In the end, my hands were grabbed and tied to my chest. Our hands were covered with water, dripping down, and our clothes and pants were immediately wet. chunks.

Especially the pants, the wet place is very embarrassing.

Ji Qian suddenly asked me: "Brother, do you want to?"

I looked at him pretending to be harmless, pretending not to know what he was referring to, and struggled uneasily with my bound hands, trying to wipe them off with a towel.

Of course Ji Qian didn't let go, the water trickled down again, sticking to his body was very uncomfortable.I even felt my panties soaked.

Ji Qian asked: "Do you want to play games, or do you want to..."

The following words are not spoken, but the subtext is very obvious.

I opened my mouth and made a "thinking" mouth shape.

"Which one do you want?" Ji Qian insisted.

It was very uncomfortable between the legs, and the cold cloth was against that part.I didn't dare to move anymore, so I had to move my legs, but unfortunately I still couldn't relieve the discomfort.

I compromised and said silently, "I miss you."

As soon as Ji Qian let go, I took a towel and wiped it. Fortunately, today I was wearing black trousers because of work, and the school pants Ji Qian was wearing were also black.The towels didn't dry, but it wasn't obvious.

When Mom called our names for the third time, Ji Qian went out first, and I tossed and tossed for another 2 minutes before going out.Fortunately, Dad was fascinated by watching TV. Mom yelled no less than ten times, and I ate half a bowl. Dad finally came late.So Mom's focus of nagging fell on Dad.

Ji Qian is not talkative in front of people, and I am speechless, and my father and mother feel bored even after arguing for a while, and the half time after a meal is very quiet.

The desire was unbelievably strong that night. I thought about Ji Qian asking me if I wanted to, and relieved myself twice, but I still felt that it was not enough and wanted to go deeper.want to be with him.

So a ridiculous thing happened, I went to the hotel to open a room on the weekend.

When I got to the room, my face was burning all the way, and I walked very fast, but Ji Qian was not in a hurry.Now my voice is better and I can speak short words, so I said, "Quick."

Ji Qian teased and said, "Brother, can't you wait?"

When he called my brother, I subconsciously looked around, feeling indescribably flustered and excited.

When we got to the room, I sat on the bed foolishly. Seeing that he was slow to move, I habitually fumbled for the phone. Once I found it, I clicked on the news and started watching.So much so that I watched it for a long time, and as soon as I put it down, Ji Qian put the phone far away. He looked at me deeply, and came to kiss me while pulling my collar.

He said, "Brother, you are not paying attention."

I hummed vaguely, wrapped my hands around his neck, and was pushed by him to lie on my back on the bed.The tongue was held and brought into his mouth, and the dominance was entirely his.

The heat on his face couldn't fade away, but he let go a lot.

I learned to look at Ji Qian in the process, looking straight into his eyes.When we met honestly, Ji Qian rubbed against the base of my leg, and I couldn't bear to stick closer to him. He pushed forward, and I couldn't stop making noises. He suddenly buried his head Go down and bite a little on my chest.

I shouted harder.

Ji Qian was taken aback, and said, "Brother, you yelled."

I hummed again and looked at him with my eyes open.He rubbed my other point lightly.

Without a condom, Ji Qian patiently stretched me with lubricant and pushed me in. My legs were spread out and hung in the air, and it didn't take long before I became numb and started to cry out tired.Changed to the backward position, the top was deeper, and the cock was wrapped in the sheet. I took the time to reach out to comfort it, and the pleasure gradually accumulated to the cock.

Before Ji Qian ejaculated, the hands dragging my waist kept lingering. As soon as I finished ejaculating, I felt the obvious urge to urinate, and when he finished ejaculating, I went to the bathroom with trembling legs.

It may be that the □□ hasn’t passed yet, and I can’t urinate.The cum flowing from the buttocks was wet down the legs, I didn't dare to look at it, I was so ashamed that I couldn't add it.When Ji Qian walked towards me, I obviously felt the need to pee. As soon as he came over, he pressed against me, and his penis pressed against the entrance again, with one leg hooked on me, sticking to the penis.

He licked the tip of my ear and I peed.

If I was so ashamed just now, this time I am so ashamed to live on in the world, I really want to dig a hole to hide.

He licked my neck as he muttered, and it wasn't long before I was pushed against the glass bathroom door and started doing it again.My belly was against the glass, I said I would catch a cold, Ji Qian covered it with one hand, but the two points on his chest were still rubbing against the glass.It's a different kind of torture.

29.

During the final sex in the bathroom, Ji Qian lowered his face and looked at me carefully, as if he wanted to have a panoramic view of my sex.As soon as I frowned, he reached out to smooth my eyebrows. As soon as I bit my lip, he came up to kiss me, and after the kiss, he looked at me from a distance.Those eyes seemed to be full of stars.

After I finished, I fell on Ji Qian's body, and he adjusted the water temperature to bathe me.I leaned halfway in his arms, he wiped the shower gel on me, and carefully dug out the remaining penis in his buttocks with his fingers.

I struggled to support his shoulders to stand up, and put my hands on his neck, letting him move.

Ji Qian asked: "Are you tired?"

I shook my head and just said, "My legs are numb."

My throat, which was a little better, felt bad again.These three words seemed to be uttered by breathing fire, but fortunately they did not lose their voice, so Ji Qian couldn't find out.

I coughed a few times in the sound of the water, then hugged Ji Qian's waist, and touched it vigorously. The meat on his body in the past week has finally paid off. Once, but the body really couldn't hold it anymore.

I put the foam on my body on Ji Qian's body, and found that there were not many foams, and I couldn't wipe it off. I hugged him tightly, and when we separated, his body was also covered with foam like mine.

I said with difficulty: "Together."

After talking about rubbing for Ji Qian, after taking a shower, the body under us reacted again, and after we relieved each other, we hugged each other on the bed for a while, and Ji Qian went to school for self-study first.

In the blink of an eye, in May, their senior year of high school was almost three models. Not only were the weekends cut off, but the day classes from Monday to Friday also arranged three additional evening self-study sessions.Going back at this time can catch up with the last section.

Before Ji Qian left, he insisted that I put on my clothes, so I put them on and lay lazily on the bed. He said, "Brother, take a rest here, don't fall asleep, go home and sleep."

I nodded and watched him go out.Lying on the bed and turning around a little bit, I felt sore all over my body. I was about to get up, but I went limp in an instant, and I didn't want to move. I squinted my eyes and stared at the ceiling in a daze, and I accidentally fell asleep.

When my mother called and woke me up, I checked the time and it was already 10:30.

Mom asked, "Ji Xian, where are you?"

I was in a daze, and at this moment I had lost my voice, and after a long time of effort, I could only say my word.

Mom said: "What am I? Feeling guilty? Tell you not to go out to play, your voice is not good, why go out to play, your female colleague, your father just asked, saying that you have not been out of them for a long time, so you should be home by now , where have you been now?"

I was stunned, not knowing who the female colleague they were talking about was, hung up the phone, and sent a text message to my mother, "I have a bad throat, I was delayed buying some medicine on the way, and I will go home immediately", and when I returned to the main interface, I saw Song Lele WeChat also asked me where I was, go home soon.

After all, my father entrusted me with this job. It is not surprising that my father has the contact information of my colleague. What is strange is why my father contacted Song Liao alone.

I replied back to thank you, and I was not in a hurry to ask questions.I took my phone and wallet and went out to check out.

It was almost eleven o'clock when I entered the house, and my mother left a lamp for me. I saw that the light in Ji Qian's room was dark, and I guessed that I should go to bed when I came back from class at ten o'clock. When I go up, I usually go to bed early, and I won’t be able to come back, so it’s tomorrow’s business to blame me.

After washing up, I turned on the light in the room, opened the door lightly, saw Ji Qian sitting by the bed, and asked me softly, "Did you sleep there?"

I nodded.

Ji Qian said: "Brother, don't nod, say yes."

I couldn't say it, so I saw him stand up, and kissed the corner of my lips as if regretting it, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

I took the mobile phone and typed, and said: I'm sorry, my throat is fine, and it will be fine after a few more days, but you told me not to get sleepy, I am still sleepy, let you wait for me, I have to get up early tomorrow, go to bed quickly.

thirty.

I woke up with a sore throat in the middle of the night, I drank water and went to sleep, and when I woke up the next day, I was mostly healed. I could speak fluently, but I was still a little hoarse.After going to the bathroom, I intended to sleep for a while, but seeing that Ji Qian was about to wake up, I didn't plan to go to sleep, and went to wash up directly.

The toothbrush was halfway through, and I immediately washed away the foam in my mouth, pretending to be normal and calling him.

I said, "Ji Qian."

He looked over in an instant, and I continued, "One, two, three, four, five, six, seven."

Ji Qian's hand holding the cup trembled, I thought he was shaking because he found out that my voice had recovered and was excited, but after a while I saw that he was actually smiling.He couldn't hold the cup because he was laughing.

Then he finished laughing and said, "Brother, call me again."

I called Ji Qian again as I said, and added "brother" if I thought it was not enough.

Ji Qian's eyes sank, and he didn't say anything else. I squeezed the toothpaste again, washed my face, and waited on the side after finishing it. When Ji Qian was done, he took a deep breath on my neck, and pressed his lips against my neck. come up.

Much better than that foam-mouthed kiss.Now I just glance at him and know what he's thinking, whether I want to kiss or hug, and occasionally I will take the initiative, but once I take the initiative, he can't hold it back, it's so sticky.

I didn't expect that I was the one who was sticky this time. Seeing that Ji Qian was about to leave, I felt a lot of reluctance in an instant.He went out earlier than me in the morning, and came back later than me in the evening. I didn't find any reason to stay in the living room and watch TV, and I couldn't even see each other all day long.

I accompanied Ji to the garage, and he pushed his bicycle out and said, "Brother, I'm leaving."

Feeling depressed, I stood where I was, and Ji Qian also stood, as if waiting for me to say yes, so I stood there for a while, and I asked: "What do you have for breakfast?"

Ji Qian paused and said, "Fried dough sticks."

I walked forward and sat in the back seat of the car, the front of the car tilted up due to weightlessness, Ji Qian was afraid that I would fall, so he hurriedly supported me.I put my leg down irregularly, and shook it casually, fearing that Ji Qian couldn't hold it up anymore, so he got into the car.

I just put my arms around his waist and said, "Let's eat at the one at the gate of the community, together."

The feeling of loss finally eased a lot, and a sliver of unshakable firmness emerged, and I was determined to accompany him for such a short period of time every day in the future.

As a result, Ji Qian said: "Eating fried dough sticks every day will make you tired." He added: "I hope you have a good rest."

The unshakable determination just fell apart.

Before leaving, Ji Qian asked softly, "Brother, do you like me?"

I almost choked, took a sip of soy milk, and looked up at him. He was standing there straight in his school uniform. I couldn't say anything, but I thought it looked weird.Ji Qian, who can look so good in Chinese school uniforms, asked me if I liked him.

It wasn't until I realized that he knew why I said I wanted to be with him.What I said was to go out with you, I didn't say I liked you.So when he did it for the first time, he begged me to say that he liked him.

I smiled at him and replied, "I really like it."

Ji Qian over there also smiled, waved at me, got on the bike and left.I didn't want to give up, I went back to the breakfast shop and bought some to take home, and I simply cleaned up and went to work.

In the past, I was hiding from Song Liao to avoid Qiu Lan, but after Song Liao called me to ask me about Hu Eryu, she turned to avoiding me.

We ran into each other a few times at work, but Song Liao didn't even say hello to me and walked away quickly.I had to send a WeChat message to ask Hu Eryu what he was hiding from me, I couldn't know.Hu Eryu told me not to ask.

I just asked.He was typing on the other end for a while, and suddenly seemed to want to open it, and called me.I was at work, and no one paid attention to my WeChat. When he called, everyone looked over. I was so embarrassed that I hung up the phone.

Send him a message: Let's eat together during lunch break.

However, before the lunch break, Song Liao came over suddenly. In fact, I just wanted to ask why Dad called her when he couldn't find me, but she looked embarrassed, clearly telling me not to speak.My phone vibrated and I read the message.

It was sent by Hu Eryu, and he said: No need to meet and talk, I'll tell you straight, she likes you and doesn't want you to know.She thought I had said it earlier, no matter how I explained it, she ignored me.

I put my phone away calmly, and said to Song Liao: "When are you free? Ask them to make an appointment to go out for a drink. We haven't talked much during this time, we are going to be unfamiliar."

Song Liao was taken aback for a moment, heaved a sigh of relief without warning, and said, "Okay, weekend? Goddess, please take your time talking, don't talk so much at once, your throat is still not clear."

I thanked you and said, "You told me to go home early that day, so I hurried back, thinking that it was a coincidence that Dad called you and helped me hide it, otherwise I would be exposed."

Song Liao hurriedly said, "By the way."

Seeing that the timing was almost the same, I let it go and said, "I don't know how it could be such a coincidence."

She seemed to notice my doubts, hesitated for a while, and said: "Actually, one day I went to dance in the square, it was not very close to your house, so I wanted to ask you to come out. But I went that day, man God, you happened to be absent, and my uncle and aunt received me, saying that you had gone out with your friends. At that time, my uncle thought we were interesting, and when he found out that you and I were classmates in high school, and now we are colleagues, he left my phone number.”

31

I had lunch with Song Liao that day, and she came over to pick up the car as usual when she got off work.Hu Eryu said that she likes me, I feel quite surprised, but my heart is very calm, after all Ji Qian can like me, it is not difficult for other people to like me.But guilt is indispensable, I always thought that they had feelings, but they just quarreled recently.And Hu Eryu does seem to like her.

To this day, as long as I recall that I didn't respond to Ji Qian's love, that kind of distressed emotion will come up little by little, to the point of empathy.I dare not even think about Hu Eryu's mood now.

There is another thing I dare not think about. If my father and mother really think that Song and I are interesting, they will not stop asking me, especially my mother, who is anxious to ask me to find a girlfriend several times.But this sentence seems to have not been heard for a long time.

Maybe they already know, and every time I think of stopping here, I feel sick.

I even have memories of when my mother was pregnant with Ji Qian, and my mother said: "You are going to be an older brother soon."

Dad was smiling gently, and I was lying next to Mom. She stroked my hair slowly with one hand, and touched my belly with the other, smiling just like Dad.After she gave birth to Ji Qian, she almost wanted to quit her job to take care of the two of us. Dad had to do business at that time, and it was hard work to do business alone. She hated both Dad and us.

There is a scene I remember deeply. My mother bought me a paintbrush and said it was a reward for my good performance in kindergarten.She suddenly knelt down and asked me: "If my mother goes out to work, would you take care of my younger brother?"

I said, "Yes."

Mom cried without warning, and said, "I'm sorry, I couldn't give you a good life, and I couldn't take good care of you."

At that time, I had already learned some basic skills. My mother usually got up very early, cooked meals and dishes, and I could eat them by myself. Not to mention taking care of Ji Qian, I always tried my best to lighten my mother's burden.

After the material conditions improved, I was very clear about how much my father and mother paid.Afterwards, for us, they chose to be office workers again. According to Dad, they had enough money and it was time to take care of the family.

They went to bed very early that day, and the lights in the living room were turned off before seven o'clock. Recently, whenever this happened, Ji Qian would sleep with me when he came back.

Unsurprisingly, I suffered from insomnia, I turned around, and Ji Qian, who was drowsy from sleep, also turned around, wrapped his arms around me, and muttered.

I couldn't hear clearly, so I turned my face to look at him in the dark.As soon as I moved, his hands became tighter, and his lips were pressed against my ears.

This time he heard it clearly, and he said, "Mine."

She's like a child when she's asleep, and she could be like that when she's awake.I complained about it, but I finally felt at ease and felt sleepy.

When I woke up, Ji Qian had already left, probably went back to his room, it was rare for their school to have a day off this weekend, and it was because they didn't have a day off on Labor Day last time.After all, the college entrance examination is only one month away.

At that time, I promised to be with Ji Qian, thinking of coaxing him, and I will move out when he goes to university.In the four years of university, a lot can be changed. I don't want him to change his attitude towards me, but I just hope he can understand some truths.But I can't even persuade myself of these principles, and even now they have completely overthrown them.

I didn't get up until nearly nine o'clock, and my mother cooked porridge, so I had a good meal when I came out.I was silent at this moment, sitting in the kitchen drinking the bowl of porridge, I couldn't eat the leftover salted duck eggs, so I excused: "Save some stomach for lunch."

Of course, my mother got angry and said: "Just hang on when you have nothing to do, stay on for a long time, don't go out during the day, go out at night, and come back late, do you think this is okay? The menstrual cycle has been disrupted, it's nothing to be young now, wait for you At the age of your father and I, all kinds of problems have come."

I was almost embarrassed to say that I would go out tonight, so I speeded up when I was halfway through the drink, thinking about bringing it up later.Mom stopped talking, just sat across from me and looked at me. Later, Ji Qian also came, went over to scoop up a bowl of porridge, and naturally sat next to me.

Seeing this, Mom frowned and said, "What's the matter with you two? One wakes up later than the other?"

I guessed that Ji Qian woke up so late on purpose to have dinner with me, and said something for him, "It's finally a holiday, and I've been tired for so long, it's normal to sleep more."

After finishing speaking, he secretly reached out and squeezed Ji Qian's thigh, slowing down the speed of eating porridge.

Ji Qian said: "Brother is from here."

I smiled, Mom looked at us for a long time, then turned and left.I couldn't finish eating later, so I evened out some porridge for Ji Qian, and asked casually, "Do you think Mom knows?"

Ji Qian paused, pursed his lips and looked at me.

I sighed, took the last mouthful of porridge comfortingly, and fed him.When he was carrying an empty bowl to wash, he suddenly said, "Brother."

I turned around and saw him clenching his hands into fists as if in a panic, and asked, "If I say I don't care about Mom and Dad, but only care about you, would you think I'm a pervert?"

I just looked at him and heard him say, "I know you care about them, and because you care, I'm disturbed."

"And I only care about you," he said.

It seems that I have guessed it a long time ago, but I am not very surprised, my heart is surprisingly calm.I know that Ji Qian has always been special, different, an exception.always knew.

What do you want to express?I saw his fists loosen and clenched again, his lips were pursed white, and he smiled helplessly, and said, "It's okay, Ji Qian."

32

The last time I made an appointment with Song Liao, I said that I would go to KTV to sing at night.I mentioned it during lunch, but my mother didn't have any objection, as if she forgot to get angry because of this incident in the morning.

Dad said: "Get together with friends more, don't be bored all day long." Having said that, he slowed down a bit, and looked up at Ji Qian, "You do too. I've never seen you go out before."

Ji Qian lowered his face and remained silent without speaking.But mother was upset and said: "Why didn't you go out? Didn't he often go out with that little boyfriend? You didn't let him break up."

At this time, Ji Qian turned his face and glanced at me, I thought I probably had no expression on my face, but when Ji Qian turned back, I clearly felt some inexplicable ups and downs in his mood.

I can't do it to make me act as if nothing happened. The warm-up words came to my lips, but in the end I choked up, just because his eyes seemed to be accusing me of not caring.

I sighed recklessly, and said at the right time: "Study is more important."

The topic really turned to studies. In order to stay in the local area, Ji Qian's grades deliberately dropped to a fixed score range. The scores are ordinary ones, and the scores in local schools are no worse than those in other places.He doesn't go to the study often anymore. In fact, I know that it doesn't matter whether he goes to the study or not.Even if he was in the study before, his mind was not necessarily on study.

Dad and Mom complained. For them, it is a blessing to study well, but it is not the most important thing.Otherwise, I would have been beaten to death for playing truant.So they didn't blame Ji Qianlin for the drop in his college entrance examination results, they just regretted it.

We all know Ji Qian's temperament, saying it doesn't work.And this is what I care about, but he doesn't listen to anything.

I think he is good, he can get into a good university, and he is good in everything. I don't want him because I am not good.

After dinner, I went into Ji Qian’s room, and for the first time, I saw him playing with the computer. His computer is considered an old computer, and it was left when I was studying. The screen is very thick. Dad replaced the computer, but the performance is not good. Very good.It is estimated that there are some years, or the interface of XP.

As soon as Ji Qian saw me, he turned off the screen.A pair of brows were tightly frowned, and the beautiful eyebrows and eyes were deformed.

Looking at him this way, he looks more like his mother.When my mother was young, she looked like a foreigner, with three-dimensional facial features, with a kind of exotic style. This kind of three-dimensionality has a profound feeling in Ji Qian.

No wonder my heart beats so fast when he stares at me.

Without thinking about it, I reached out to press the screen switch, Ji Qian moved his eyes uncomfortably, but he didn't stop me.That's the official website of the game I'm playing, and the game installation reminder on the download interface says the required configuration.Of course, this classic machine can't be downloaded.

I was struggling with this, so I smiled and said, "Why don't you tell me if you want to play, you can play with my set, you can do it anytime."

Ji Qian immediately said no need with a cold face, I sat on the bed and raised my face to meet his eyes.Those eyes were indeed deep, and my heart was beating really fast.

He seemed to have just realized that his tone of voice was not particularly good just now, so he also sat next to me, stretched out his right hand and clasped it.