not peaceful

When I actually saw my mother in person, she didn't try to be as deliberate as she was on the phone. Her eyes showed concern, and she looked at me motionless, but she just couldn't say anything.

And Dad is really old, his health is not good, and his energy and spirit seem to have been emptied.

I looked around, but I didn't see Ji Qian. My mother seemed to know what I was wondering about. She said, "Ji Qian bought you pork ribs with sauce and vinegar. Your favorite food."

I oh, and sat on the sofa and took out my phone and watched the news by myself.

The furnishings at home have not changed much, but my room was occupied by Ji Qian, but Ji Qian's room was empty. It took me half an hour to play before I heard the doorbell. Mom was busy in the kitchen, Dad had bad legs, and I I had no choice but to bite the bullet and open the door.

Ji Qian held the ribs in his hand and looked at me with a calm expression.

He said, "Brother."

I nodded, just like an ordinary brother, took the ribs in his hand and went to the kitchen. When his hand rubbed against mine, I trembled unconsciously and smiled awkwardly at him .

It looks like everything is fine.

I sat back on the sofa again, Ji Qian's eyes followed me, I motioned for him to sit next to me, Dad looked at us, I couldn't help being shocked by his look, but Ji Qian sat down naturally.

I asked, "How have you been these years?"

He said, "Okay." No emotion could be heard.

Mom said he wasn't in good shape, but I couldn't tell much about it. When he saw me, he glowed brightly.

I asked again: "How is your study? I'm in the third year of high school. Mom told me to take care of you, but I didn't dare to take care of you. You just know it yourself. After all, you are smart, not like me."

Dad seemed relieved, and turned his attention back to the TV.

I pretended to be at ease, but in fact I was going crazy, Ji Qian frowned and said, "It's okay." Then he added, "Brother, I miss you, not only me, but also my parents miss you."

I was a little nervous at the moment, Ji Qian found out and went to the kitchen to help mom.

His words "it's not just me" made me secretly guess that he was covering up something. Seeing that I was worried, my father said instead: "Your brother has grown up, and he is no longer a child at heart. He was just playing around at the beginning. Ji Xian , your mother and I just want you to come back and settle down, everything is fine at home, and you don’t need to go to such a remote place anymore, after all, our south is better, are you right?”

I looked at his old face and couldn't complain, and I couldn't express how I felt about the various things in his words.

If the words are cold, you may have a stomachache if you drink it, but it's not a big deal. If you drink it, you can drink it, but I just can't drink it.

He wanted to tell me that Ji Qian liked me back then because he was still young and ignorant, so let me let it go.

I smiled wryly, shook my head, and didn't say if I was right, or whether I would let it go or not.

I am soft-hearted towards Ji Qian, he is my younger brother, I don't need them to guide me.

The dining table was changed from a small round table to a square one, and Mom and Dad sat opposite Ji Qian and me.

The pork ribs in sauce and vinegar were placed right in front of me, and the rest of the dishes were from my third year of high school. They were similar to supplementary dishes like angelica chicken soup. Halfway through the meal, everyone was silent.

I took out my mobile phone and chatted with some colleagues. My mother saw me and asked me, "Is it your girlfriend?"

The eyes of the other two people also looked over, I put away the phone and said, "No."

Everyone seemed to be silenced to the end. I took a few mouthfuls of food, thought for a while, and said, "I had a girlfriend in college, and we broke up after graduation. I'm only in my early twenties now, so there's no rush."

Dad immediately interjected, "It's urgent if you say it's not urgent. Anyway, you're back, so it's time to talk about a local take care of you."

I hummed and didn't say that I didn't actually resign.

Ji Qian's reaction was also normal, he asked: "Brother, do you want to go on a blind date?"

Mom was immediately happy, "My eldest son needs a blind date? With a good appearance, he doesn't need to go to the vegetable market to pick a girl. I said, girls nowadays are superficial, just look at their faces. "

Dad followed suit, and so did Ji Qian, who couldn't stop laughing, looking relaxed.

After dinner, it was dark.

I was embarrassed to go back to my room to sleep, so I stayed in the living room with my sleepiness, while Ji Qian did his homework in the study.

Mom probably realized my discomfort at this time, and came over to me and asked me: "I tidied up your brother's room for you to sleep in? After you left, your brother said that your room has good Feng Shui and you want to move there. I think Feng Shui is like that. , I'm going to clean up, do you think it's okay?"

I couldn't help but say yes, Ji Qian came out, saw his mother go to his former room, asked after seeing the situation, and when mother came back, Ji Qian suddenly became angry and said: "Mom, do you not believe me? "

Dad heard the movement and followed, and I was too embarrassed to stay out of it. There was dust in the room, and it seemed that no one had lived there for a long time, and the door lock was rusted. Maybe it was locked before.

Looking at it like this for a while, I can't clean it up.

Ji Qian word Zhuji, "Do you still suspect that I have any other feelings for brother! I told you how old I was then, and now that I am an adult, I know that brother is brother. I have no other ideas. You let brother Sleep with me."

Mom stood there, Dad walked to her, and I was at the door of the room, and it took me a long time to say: "Ji Qian is right, it's quite late, and tomorrow I will clean up by myself, Mom, you can go to rest .”

"That's it first." Dad comforted.

Mom trembled uncontrollably, and finally returned to calm, and went out with Dad.

Ji Qian looked at me, his eyes were gloomy, I managed to stabilize my mind, and said: "You go to do your homework, I'll go to bed first, remember don't be too late, you can copy if you can't finish it, brother used to As far as this virtue is concerned, it doesn’t really affect much.”

Ji Qian nodded.

The depression just now was gone in an instant, and I washed it off and went to bed without thinking too much.

After all, this home is no better than before, as long as you pick up a little firewood, the firewood will ignite spontaneously, and everyone will have a hard time, and only when I leave can they truly feel comfortable.

Is it just that Ji Qian really has no idea about me?

He was calm and calm at the dinner table, and he was not excited when he saw me, but he suddenly caught fire just now, and his whole body was full of hostility, just like when he said he liked me, and he looked at me like this gas.