[Quick New] Choice

He paused, turned around, and met his eyes.

There is one point of mist in the eyes, two points of drunkenness, and the rest is clear.

He grabbed Kaito, but didn't speak.Kaito didn't understand what he meant, so he could only respond in silence.

Kaito stood there for a long while, and with a little effort, he took Shinichi's hand off.

He stood up and said, "Since you're awake, it's great. Xiaolan will come up in a while, just wait a moment, I'll go down and have a look."

His tone was alienated, as if the two were just ordinary friends who knew each other.

That alienation hurt Shinichi deeply, perhaps because the alcohol amplified his emotions.He clenched his fists and said hoarsely, "Do you have to treat me like this?"

Kaito's figure froze for a moment, and then he turned around with a mocking smile on his face, "Xinichi, what are you talking about? My attitude? Isn't this what you asked for?"

"In front of outsiders, we are still the same as before, we are each other's best brothers. But behind others, we don't need any contact unless necessary."

He took a deep breath to resist the tingling in his heart when he said this, "I said, I will do what you ask of me. Now, I have done it."

Shinichi propped himself up and sat up, staring at Kaito intently.Because of too much force, the joints of his hands were pale.

"It's you..." Kaidou smiled inexplicably, and he tilted his head, "You care so much about my attitude towards you, and you also care about my private life, and you were like that just now downstairs Relying so much on my posture..."

He paused, his tone was casual, but his eyes could not hide the expectation, "Xinyi, what are you thinking about?"

Shinichi pursed his lips, unable to speak.

Kaito spoke again, as if trying to lure Shinichi into hell with him, he asked, "Are you..."

"no!"

Before he could say a word, Shinichi interrupted him mercilessly, and Kaito froze in place.

Shinichi turned his head away not to look at him, he paused every word, not sure whether to tell Kaito or himself.

He said coldly, "No matter what you want to ask, it's not!"

Kaito stood quietly for a while, the expectation in his eyes gradually disappeared, leaving only a desolation.Holding the corner of his mouth without any emotion, his eyes were full of coldness.

He said softly: "It's not... that's fine..."

Well, I hope you're not, too.

The atmosphere in the room was uncomfortably oppressive, Kaito chuckled and said, "Since this is the case, you'd better control your own pace in the future, there should be a boundary between us."

Shinichi suddenly raised his head to look at him with an expression of disbelief.

what did he say?

Are there boundaries between them?

Is he trying to say he crossed the line?

"Yes." Kaito's voice was cold, piercing Shinichi's heart like a sharp blade, "You crossed the line."

Shinichi shook uncontrollably.

Perhaps his face was too ugly, Kaito couldn't bear to continue to say hurtful words to him.

He sighed softly, and his voice became calmer, "Drink less alcohol in the future."

He seemed a little helpless, but Xinyi's two drunks left him with unpleasant memories, and he was really a little scared.

He advised: "Small drinks are enjoyable, drinking too much will hurt your health. If he can't drink so much, don't drink so much. If you get drunk, let it go for nothing..." He paused, and continued: "Let those who care about you worry. "

"Worried?" Xinyi sneered, "Are you worried?"

Have a quick fight.

Xindao: "No way, I know, so what does it matter to you how much I drink?"

Kaito was at a loss for words, on the one hand he understood what Shinichi said was reasonable, on the other hand he was angry because of his indifference.

He turned around and wanted to leave, leaving only one sentence: "You can do it yourself."

Before he reached the door, he was stopped by Shinichi again.

"Kaito." Xinyi looked at his decisive back, his heart ached. He endured the discomfort and said, "You said that you will do whatever I ask you to do. You are so obedient, I want you to stay away from me." Stay away from me, then I want you to stop liking me, why don't you listen?"

"If you really don't like me anymore, you won't alienate me like this, but will be the same as before. It is because you like me and because you can't let go, that's why you alienate and use distance to force yourself to forget. The person who really let go is won't care."

"Am i right?"

He looked at Kaito's back, and he waited for Kaito's answer.Only his affirmative answer can make him feel better.

He knew it was selfish to think so, but what did it matter?He wants what Kaito likes, he only wants what he likes.

Kaito stood there for a long time, until his legs were sore, he opened his mouth.

"Yes, you are right."

Shinichi's face was filled with joy in an instant, but before that joy could spread, he was blocked by Kaito's next words.

Kaito never looked back, so he couldn't see the change in his expression, he just stood there and said calmly: "But you're wrong about one thing."

He looked ahead, his eyes were not focused, and his voice was ethereal, and he said, "I listened."

Shinichi froze.

Kaito said: "I will do everything you ask me to do. I am working hard, although I have not succeeded yet, but..."

He took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "Give me some time, as long as you give me some more time, I will definitely be able to let go."

He said the cruelest words, but he couldn't see how pale the face of the person behind him was, as if he would lose all his strength and fall to the ground in the next moment.

After Kaito finished speaking, he left. This time, no one stopped him.

As soon as Kaito went out, he saw Ran, she was walking this way with a tray.

Kuaido paused for a moment with his hand closing the door. He calmed down and said with a smile: "Xiaolan, you came just in time. Shinichi just woke up, and I'm about to call you. Go in and take care of him."

He deliberately did not control the volume, and the door was not closed tightly, so Shinichi inside could definitely hear his words.In any case, he gave him a chance to adjust his emotions.

When she heard that Shinichi woke up, Xiaolan was overjoyed. She thanked Kaito, and after seeing Kaito go downstairs, she entered the house by herself.

Sure enough, Shinichi woke up, and was sitting on the bed staring in the direction of the door in a daze.

At first, Xiaolan didn't notice anything strange about him, but when she walked to the bedside, she found that his eyes were dull, and his body was filled with a sense of depression and injury.

The pace of progress faltered slightly, Xiaolan put the tray on the head of the bed, caressed Xinyi's hand, and asked with concern: "Xinyi, what's wrong with you, is there something uncomfortable?"

The slender fingers came in, and Xinyi looked down at the tender white hand that was tightly intertwined with his fingers, but his consciousness seemed to fly away.

Xiaolan asked a few more worried words before he pulled out a pale smile, "I'm fine, maybe it's because I've had too much alcohol and I feel uncomfortable, I'll be fine after a night of sleep."

His voice was very soft, as if all the strength in his body had been sucked away.Xiaolan didn't doubt him, she really thought he was sick from drinking too much.

Xinyi was not in the mood to deal with Xiaolan at this time, he said that he was sleepy, and he hoped that she would leave as soon as possible, and just let him stay alone.

He knew that this kind of thinking was wrong, but if there was someone he didn't want to see at this time, it must be Xiaolan.

He let go of his liking for her, and cruelly hurt the person he loves the most time and time again.He knew that this kind of thinking was wrong, because he was the one who betrayed each other first between the two of them, he was the one who was sorry for Xiaolan, and he was also the one who was at fault.

He chose responsibility between responsibility and love, so he will bear all the consequences of this choice-good and bad, and he can't blame others.

But when he was the saddest, he really didn't want Xiaolan to accompany him.Because as soon as he sees her, he will remember how he rejected Kaito because of her, and hid his liking.

It is precisely because of his liking and rejection that he and Kaito have come to where they are today - they like each other, but hurt each other.

But Xiaolan didn't know all this. She was just a girl who saw that her boyfriend was not feeling well and wanted to take care of him. How could she rest assured that he was alone? She comforted: "I know you are not feeling well. You made porridge. You eat some porridge, and then take a pill, so that you can sleep more comfortably."

Xinyi frowned slightly, and resisted from the bottom of his heart: "I don't want to eat."

Xiaolan was still persuading him, "Just eat a little, or I'm afraid your stomach won't be able to bear it."

Xinyi frowned, anger welled up in his heart, and at that moment he almost wanted to knock over the bowl in her hand, and then yelled at her, "I said I don't want to eat, can't you hear me? I just want to be alone Wait, why do you have to bother me!"

But he remembered that the person in front of him had done nothing wrong, he closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and said in a low voice, "Okay, I'll eat."

He obediently ate the whole bowl of porridge, and Xiaolan was relieved. She watched Xinyi take the medicine again, and finally felt relieved.

She could tell that Shinichi was already tired and would not bother him any more.After helping him to lie down, she covered him with the quilt, and she carefully tidied up the tray to prevent the sound from disturbing him.

Then she backed out.

The lights in the room were extinguished, and the door was closed. In the darkness, Shinichi suddenly opened his eyes. He looked at the pitch-black ceiling, and there was no sleepiness in his eyes.

After Xiaolan went out, she explained Xinyi's situation to everyone, so as not to worry everyone.In fact, when Kuaidou came down, everyone had already asked him, and now it was just listening to Xiaolan repeat it again.

It was getting late, and everyone was about to leave. Before returning to the room, Xiaolan went to find Yuanzi and Jingji, and wanted to change rooms with Jingji so that she could take care of Shinichi tonight.

Sonoko naturally had no objections, and she was not at ease just because Kyogoku had an injury on his leg.

The matter of changing rooms was settled like this, and Xiaolan went to Xinyi's room after everyone left.The room was pitch black, and at some point, Shinichi had really fallen asleep.

Xiaolan simply washed up and slept on another bed in the room.

She was worried that Xinyi would feel uncomfortable at night, so she didn't dare to sleep too much this time. In the first half of the night, nothing happened, but in the second half of the night, Xinyi suddenly called out, Xiaolan was awakened by his cry, and she quickly got off the bed bed.

The moonlight came in through the window, and through the moonlight, she saw that Xinyi was sweating profusely, shouting something in panic.

She guessed that he was having a nightmare and hesitated to wake him up.

At this moment, she heard the content of his shouting.

He was yelling in panic: "Don't go, please, don't leave me..."

Xiaolan held his hand, and Xinyi grabbed her with her backhand, the force was a little painful, but Xiaolan didn't mind, but softly comforted her: "Don't be afraid, I won't leave, I'm right here. "

She repeated it many times, and she didn't know if it was because her comforting gradually worked, or because Shinichi's nightmare had passed and he gradually calmed down.

Xiaolan breathed a sigh of relief, wiped the sweat off his forehead, gently withdrew her hand, and prepared to go back to sleep.

But as soon as she got up, she heard the person behind her whispering a person's name.

She turned around abruptly, looking at Shinichi in disbelief.

But the person on the bed didn't notice anything.