Roommate split personality how to do?
Chapter 1 Heard about Yu Xiaoyu's logic, but still felt speechless.
There is no flaw in what he says and does, but he can't fool the eyes of the two researchers.
"Miss Wu, as you can see, the problem of the nightmare has actually been solved." Cheng Yan knew that Wu Xiaojing still had something to hide, and if she wanted her to speak out, they had to retreat, "If you don't want to dream about Meng Min again, As long as you go back, take off the string of wind chimes hanging by the window."
Wu Xiaojing rolled her eyes, stared at the fake wind chime, and repeated dumbly: "Take it off...?"
Li Dongxing interjected: "Miss Wu, are those wind chimes belonging to Miss Meng?"
Wu Xiaojing lowered her head, stared at her fingertips and said, "Yes."
Li Dongxing asked softly, "Don't you want to take it off?"
Cheng Yan turned his head to look at him and raised his eyebrows.
Can you see this?
Wu Xiaojing's reaction showed that Li Dongxing's thinking was completely correct.
"En." Her shoulders rose and fell, and she breathed out slowly, "The wind chimes belong to Amin, she likes to travel, and she bought those wind chimes from a minority tribe settlement in Yunnan last year, she said they were handmade Production, the sound is especially beautiful, and it can also help sleep. I... I was struggling with the project before, and I didn't sleep well. Amin knew about this and lent me the wind chime. I didn't take it seriously until She left... I took out the string of wind chimes and hung them in the company lounge. Thinking about it this way, the culprit who forced them to have nightmares turned out to be myself. Oh, that's pretty good."
Li Dongxing heard something strange, and opened his eyes slightly: "Miss Meng, are you trying to punish yourself?"
Wu Xiaojing straightened up, and said softly in an almost relieved tone: "Punishment? Maybe it's like this. They—and me, why shouldn't we have nightmares? If Amin wants to come to us, it should be. "
Cheng Yan understood at that moment.
To some extent, he wrongly blamed Wu Xiaojing.Wu Xiaojing didn't believe that he and Li Dongxing could help her solve the problem, but she probably didn't intend to rely on superstition either.Her colleagues wanted to post gossip formations in the office and hold rituals for Meng Min, but she rejected them all.She used science as a cover, not only as a means of appeasement, but more like not letting them stop Meng Min from going to them.Just like the string of wind chimes, even though Wu Xiaojing couldn't have known that it would cause them to collectively have nightmares, intentionally or unintentionally, she did hang the wind chimes in the company after Meng Min's death.The rest room is shared, even if there are no such dreams, as long as you lie on the sofa bed and look up, everyone will think of Meng Min.
It turned out that this was not for commemoration, but for punishment.
Li Dongxing directly came to a conclusion: "You feel sorry for Ms. Meng."
Cheng Yan originally thought it was impossible for Wu Xiaojing to admit it, after all, she had always avoided the important and ignored the trivial.Then he realized that he should trust Li Dongxing's judgment.If Li Dongxing hadn't fully grasped the timing, he wouldn't have said that.
Wu Xiaojing nodded seriously.This was probably the first time, Cheng Yan could tell from the look in her eyes that she chose to confess.
"Every one of us is sorry for Amin." She said firmly, her lips trembling, and she even looked a little fierce, "They don't like her. Of course, she doesn't like them either. Most people don’t fit in. She once told me that she thinks 90.00% of the people in our company are stupid. They only know how to follow the boss’s ass in a mediocre way, pointing to where to go, and picking up some leftovers that have been gnawed If you eat food, you happily take it back to raise your children, just like ants that only know how to eat and reproduce."
Cheng Yan raised his eyebrows. If Wu Xiaojing hadn't been too serious, he would have thought it was a joke.What's more terrible is that there is a part of his heart that retains the cynicism of his teenage years, and he quite agrees with Meng Min's thoughts.
"Then she admires you quite a bit?" Wu Xiaojing is good enough to have the blue eyes of someone with such high-sighted eyes.
"Probably." Wu Xiaojing didn't get too excited, "We knew each other when we were in college. Amin and I were pretty close, but she didn't open up to me very often. Even if she didn't treat me like an ant, she still had me in her heart. She may still feel that we are not the same people. I introduced Amin to this company. She originally wanted to open a studio by herself, but she didn’t have enough money and experience. Our company was just short of people, so I sent her Pulled in. At that time, I thought, a stable job might allow her to calm down and get more involved in real life."
Cheng Yan shrugged: "This is not easy."
For some people, they enjoy being alone, and they are not happy to be in the fireworks of the world.
Wu Xiaojing raised her neck, as if she was also very tired. "Yes, it was not easy. When I thought about it later, my idea might have been wrong. Everyone can only see the world from their own perspective. How can a chick know the great ambition? What Amin wants is different from ours. I repeated To persuade her to have a good relationship with her colleagues and integrate into the group, she agreed on the surface, but she was actually reluctant. She tried very hard not to offend anyone. But things still didn't go well, no matter what Amin said What did she say? Many people don’t like Amin as soon as they see her. "Look at that girl, her eyes are stuck on the top of her head. Does she still see us?" "The new Meng Min is not easy to get along with at first glance, I dare not talk to her. Every time I open my mouth, her eyes seem to call me an idiot.' My colleagues always say this behind their backs I can't blame them either. Birds of a feather flock together and people form groups. People will always exclude people who don't fit in, especially if that person is better than all of us. When people see Amin, they will have a sense of crisis. Amin In their eyes, it is a poisonous snake, even if it does not tell the truth, it is like a great threat. In order to defend themselves, they choose to attack and treat Amin with double indifference and hostility."
Cheng Yan frowned while listening: "What about Meng Min? What does she think?"
Wu Xiaojing sighed.She started looking at the wind chimes again.
"Amin didn't say anything, and for a while I thought she didn't care about these things." She whispered, "But then one time, she quarreled with the direct leader of our department. We were in a meeting at the time, and I went with her. The leader talked about the work plan for the next year and asked our department to make a game that adapts to the market. He gave us an instruction and asked us to refer to the most popular drama mobile games at the moment and make an approximate framework. Ah Min got angry at the time. She pulled up her chair and stood up. In front of colleagues in other departments, she said that the leader was "short-sighted" and "neither respects fellow creators nor the market, and just wants to fool players." After she shouted, she went out I was shocked, so I had to stay to appease the leader, saying that she didn't want to attack the leader, she just loved her job too much, and she wanted to really make some achievements. The leader was obviously very angry, but in front of other employees, He also wanted to show some generosity and tolerance. He asked me to go back and tell the supervisor that this project can be carried out according to Meng Min's ideas, but it is also a last stand for our department. Get out of the department together. I panicked after hearing this, and went out to persuade Amin, telling her to give in to the leader. I didn't expect Amin to say that she could bear it for so long because of me, and she didn't want to be shy this time Turtle. She accepted the military order without hesitation. At that time, our supervisor was on a business trip. He flew back to the company after hearing about it, had a big fight with Amin, and told her that either she resigned voluntarily or he resigned himself. Amin stood up stubbornly, and told her supervisor that even the big boss didn't let her go, so she had to stay, and if she wanted to leave, the supervisor would go. Half of the people in our department went to another company. The rest, except me, are old, weak, sick and disabled who no one wants to change jobs. But even so, they hate Amin very much. They think it is Amin Min made them suffer, complaining all day long, as if his job would be lost."
Cheng Yan: "But in the end the game was made, and it was great."
Wu Xiaojing smiled slightly, showing a bit of pride: "It was Amin's idea. It turned out that she had wanted to make this game for a long time. She almost wrote the whole plan by herself. What the rest of us can do is impossible. Much, you know, if you've worked with someone like Armin, you'll get it too. You can't keep up with a genius, and when you want to respond to her last idea, she's already I jumped to the next step alone. Sorry, I forgot, Mr. Cheng, you probably belong to the same kind of people as Amin."
Cheng Yan was noncommittal, but Li Dongxing on the side laughed silently.
"In short, Amin has finished this plan." Wu Xiaojing said, her eyes suddenly froze.Her throat rolled slightly, as if she was swallowing some words she was about to say with a little shrinking.But after all, she made up her mind, bit her lower lip with her teeth, and continued speaking. "The colleagues in the department felt very happy at the beginning. This is a wonderful proposal that even the most blind mediocre people know will be a big hit. Once we submit it, not only will we not lose our jobs, but we will definitely be rewarded. However, after the joy, they Suddenly realized something."
Since the story does not have a good ending, there will always be a turning point.
Cheng Yan: "What's the matter?"
Wu Xiaojing's pale face turned a little heavy, not because of shyness, but because of deep shame that even Cheng Yan could recognize.
She raised her hand again, covered her eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "The supervisor has resigned, and our department needs a new supervisor. In a private company like ours that always talks about performance, as long as the proposal is submitted, the department will Amin's."
Cheng Yan's heart skipped a beat, remembering that the current department head is Wu Xiaojing.
"Everyone is reluctant. At this moment, everyone forgets that this genius project is all done by Amin alone. It is she who has brought collective glory and infinite hope to our department." She no longer said 'They', "No one thinks that Amin is suitable to be a leader. She is too extreme and self-centered, and if she is not careful, she will let others pay for her actions. That day, Brother Liu and the others came to me—the rest of the department Everyone has arrived, except A Min. They gave me a new project proposal. This case retains most of the content written by A Min, except that the name of the main company has changed.”
Cheng Yan knew the answer: "It's you."
Wu Xiaojing put down her hand, and her speech speed increased, her voice became dry and straightforward. "Yes, it's me. They said that the head of the department couldn't be Meng Min, it should be me. I'm more leadership and likable, and it's a better choice for them. They forced me to advance the project submit."
"Then you agreed." Two words came to Cheng Yan's mind, traitor.
"I agreed." Wu Xiaojing had no expression on her face, and suddenly appeared extremely cold, "Why didn't I agree? Amin is a genius, but I have more leadership skills, don't I? I deserve it. Besides, I was the one who put Amin was introduced to the company, and she didn't want to stay here at all... Now she wants to grab what belongs to me. Why, why can she overwhelm my efforts with her talent?"
Cheng Yan looked at her, unable to tell whether he felt sympathy or disgust: "You never asked Meng Min if she really wanted to argue with you about this thing?"
Wu Xiaojing was in a trance for a moment, and the aura that had just emerged quickly withered away, like a tent blown down by the wind.
"It's useless...it's too late to say anything. I was obsessed, I hurt Amin...it's all my fault..." She said blankly, her eyes were red, "Amin will know this soon She packed up her things and left the company without saying a word to me. She went to Qinghai for a trip alone, and she originally said that she would have annual leave in the second half of the year, so we went together... Then something happened to her. "
She choked up, and Li Dongxing brought over more tissues, but she shook her head and refused.
"The news of Amin's accident spread to the company. I could see that everyone in the department was very scared. Later, I don't know who started to spread the news. Amin...she committed suicide. The reason for suicide is clear to each of us. Yes, I can’t think of a second possibility.” Wu Xiaojing paused, a layer of hopeless gray appeared on her face, “We forced her to death...it was me...I did it myself...I’m sorry for her, she must hate her. kill me..."
Her hands clasped her shoulders trembling uncontrollably, scratching the folds of the ironed suit.
Cheng Yan walked up to her, took out his mobile phone, and held it out in front of her.
"Have you ever played the game planned by Meng Min?" He opened the screenshot of the game.
Wu Xiaojing shook her head blankly, not knowing what he wanted her to see.
Cheng Yan clicked on the screenshots of the game one by one, and said, "I think you are too busy being a supervisor, and you may not have thought about every detail that Meng Min wrote. This game has a hidden ending. It can be unlocked with a very difficult condition. You can see for yourself.”
He handed the phone directly to Wu Xiaojing.
By the end of the game, the little girl as the protagonist has discovered the secret of her friend. They are actually in different dimensions of this universe, and they only have a chance to meet briefly once in a lifetime.On the screen, the girl stands in a strangely shaped ruins, reaching out to hold the other hand faintly protruding from the sunlight in front of her.
"In the end, she discovered that friendship is the only existence that can cross dimensions." Below the pattern, it is written as the end of the narration.
Cheng Yan: "I think Meng Min wouldn't hate you if she could write such a sentence back then."
A drop of water fell on the screen, blurring the tightly clasped hands.
Holding Cheng Yan's cell phone, Wu Xiaojing vaguely called "Amin", and finally broke down in tears.
☆, strange dream (twelve)
After seeing off Wu Xiaojing who was out of breath from crying, Cheng Yan felt exhausted and returned, sitting on a chair and pressing his temples.
"You're really gentle to her." From the corner of the eye, Cheng Yan murmured when he caught sight of Li Dongxing, who was sending someone downstairs, entering the room.
Seeing Wu Xiaojing crying so hard just now, Li Dongxing said a lot of comforting words, and even told her that his police friend had specially investigated the cause of Meng Min's death, and could not find any evidence that it was not an accident. It should not be a suicide, so Wu Xiaojing was relieved. some.I don't know if his words played a role, Wu Xiaojing gradually believed that Meng Min didn't commit suicide, and finally got better, and didn't flood the biology building laboratory.
Cheng Yan watched coldly from the sidelines, and couldn't stop muttering in his heart, who told him that most of the suicides were impulsive, and not finding the suicide note was not enough to prove it.Now, in order to comfort the girl, he doesn't hesitate to put it another way, and he has to look at his junior with admiration again.
Besides, no matter how guilty Wu Xiaojing showed, she committed the shameful act of stabbing her friend in the back.Regarding the pain she felt because of the torture of her conscience, Cheng Yan believed that she deserved it and did not deserve sympathy.
However, Li Dongxing is not as stern and selfless as Cheng Yan.He not only comforted Wu Xiaojing, but also left her an appointment phone number of the mental health center, and asked her to come over for a few professional consultations if she was free, so as to heal her inner trauma.
"Brother, do you think that Miss Wu deserved it?" Hearing that sentence, he suddenly understood Cheng Yan's complaint, and smiled embarrassedly, "I don't want to excuse her either. It's just that she knew very well what she did. I made a mistake, and I've already regretted it."
Cheng Yan snorted, and fingered the string of wind chimes that had been removed and placed on the table: "Is it because of that flower?"
In his eyes, this is nothing more than hypocrisy at best.
Li Dongxing shook his head, slightly surprised: "So brother, you didn't notice it when you were playing the game yesterday?"
Cheng Yan thought for a while, but didn't feel that he missed anything, wrinkled his nose and asked, "What did you find?"
Li Dongxing turned his computer on the table to show Cheng Yan: "After the game is cleared, there will be a staff list. I checked and found this."
It was probably a screenshot of a game screen found on the Internet, with white letters on a pink background, and at the top of the list, it said "Special Project: Meng Min".
Cheng Yan was surprised this time.
"I don't know if it was Miss Wu or everyone in their department made the decision together. After Miss Meng's death, it was written like this in the officially released game." Li Dongxing sighed, "I think they have said as much as possible. To tell you the truth, it's a kind of punishment to pay Miss Meng justice, plus they were terrified by the nightmare. As for Miss Wu, I think she also needs help. Highly unstable, if she is not evacuated in time, she might..."
Cheng Yan puffed up his cheeks, let out a long breath, let out all the dissatisfaction in his chest, and said, "That's right, your approach is more appropriate."
Compared with his dark and extreme appearance from time to time, Li Dongxing's gentle heart is indeed more suitable for a doctor.Xu Mowen really missed this point.
Li Dongxing stared fixedly at Cheng Yan's arm resting on the table, and suddenly whispered, "Brother, do you still feel pain?"
Cheng Yan was taken aback: "What?"
Li Dongxing stretched out his hand, and lightly touched Cheng Yan's forearm with his fingertips.
"Hiss—" After a sharp pain, Cheng Yan took a breath, quickly undid the cuff buttons, and rolled them up together with the sweater.
There were several purple-red scratches on the forearm, and the skin was broken in several places, both on the left and right sides.
It was only then that he remembered that Wu Xiaojing grabbed him while breaking down and roaring at him when she woke up from her nightmare.
Li Dongxing found hydrogen peroxide to disinfect Cheng Yan.
"Brother, don't... uh, you'd better be more cautious." He held Cheng Yan's wrist, and held a cotton swab in the other hand, gently daubing the wound, "It was the same last time, my personality ran out to beat the wound." At the doctor’s meeting, you already saw that something was wrong with me, didn’t you? But you still... still rushed to stop me without any fear. Those of us who are mentally ill are actually like..."
Cheng Yan frowned unwillingly: "Don't always say that you are sick."
Li Dongxing looked up at him helplessly, and said, "Okay, I won't say it. But, it's still too dangerous."
Cheng Yan withdrew his arm, casually put down the sleeves of his shirt and sweater to cover the wound on his forearm, and said, "This wound is nothing, a cat scratches it worse than this."
Li Dongxing squatted motionless, looking at him relentlessly.
"Okay, okay." Cheng Yan surrendered, "I will be careful. Don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who has no brains and dies. It's just that sometimes I really can't see it... For example, Wu Xiaojing, she is usually weak. Weak, you have a sense of proportion in everything you do, who knew you would have such a sudden reaction? It's really lucky to have you."
If Li Dongxing hadn't persuaded Wu Xiaojing out of her hysterical state with a few words, Cheng Yan would really have no confidence in getting her to speak properly.After all, he really underestimated the difficulty of this matter, and only regarded it as a scientific problem to solve, and when he found the most likely answer, he got carried away, thinking that the matter had been solved after straightening out the cause and effect.He thought he had figured out Wu Xiaojing's details at the first meeting, but he forgot that people are not rats, and they can't be marked clearly by how many catties and how long they were born.
The human heart is the most complicated thing in the world. He may understand the brain, but he doesn't understand the human heart at all.
Thanks to Li Dongxing being much more careful than him.
After being praised by Cheng Yan, it was difficult for Li Dongxing to keep his face sullen, and he said bluntly, "I still have to thank senior brother, otherwise, who would want to get the wind chimes related to nightmares? It is impossible for Ms. Wu to tell the truth and face the problems in her heart. It's a pity...Meng Miss will never have a chance to really untie her heart with her."
His tone was very sad for Meng Min.
"Maybe each of us is an ant, we just climb high and low, our minds are so big, who can really see the world in someone's eyes." Cheng Yan said as he rattled the wind chimes, "Others exclude Meng Min, and Wu Xiaojing may not understand Meng Min. Does Meng Min really understand Wu Xiaojing again? This incident tells us two things. First, you can take what Xue Zhan and his like say as air, no matter how much you try to empathize There is no way to make cross-species people fully understand and tolerate you. There is reproductive isolation in biology, and maybe there is also mental isolation. Well, spiritual isolation. Secondly, no matter how good the relationship is, there is no way to have a tacit understanding in everything. People are you Your friends are not your neurons, human beings can evolve to this point because of language, if you have something to say, don’t regret it when you don’t have a chance.”
Like a signal that the matter was over, he finally rang the wind chime after speaking, and it made a crisp sound.
Li Dongxing's heart shook, he collected himself, and persuaded himself not to think too much, the senior brother probably expressed his feelings, not seeing through his little secret.
When Cheng Yan said these words, he was speaking casually, and his main purpose was to appease Li Dongxing.After all, seeing Xue Zhan's dejected little expression that day was so heart-wrenching.He finished the chicken soup with nonsense, rubbed his forehead, stood up with the cup in his hand, and wanted to make some more tea.
Li Dongxing grabbed him: "I can't drink any more."
Cheng Yan had no choice but to pour a glass of boiled water, glanced sideways at Li Dongxing, and felt that his junior brother's motherhood level was close to that of Zheng Heping's.
Li Dongxing lived up to expectations, and after cleaning up the laboratory, he began to urge Cheng Yan to go back to eat and sleep early.He even vigilantly confirmed that there were no more games installed on Cheng Yan's phone. After Cheng Yan repeatedly swore that he really didn't have any tendency to indulge in mobile games, and if he didn't believe him, he could turn in the phone, he drove Cheng Yan in with confidence. In the bedroom, he also took away a stack of literature next to the pillow.
After watching the lights in Cheng Yan's room turned off, Li Dongxing also returned to his room.
As usual, he took out his diary, let the personalities out, and let them speak freely.
Zheng Heping was the first to come out.
He held the pen for a while, and wrote a line of words on the paper, writing more slowly than ever.
What he wrote was: "Are you really not telling Teacher Cheng?"
The pen stopped and changed the font.
Lili: "Are you really not going to tell Uncle Cheng?"
After 10 minutes, Li Dongxing felt that the pen had stopped moving. When he took a closer look, the two lines of words appeared alternately on the notebook, covering four full pages.
Li Dongxing: "..."
All of them are going to rebel, right?
Xiao Wei suddenly appeared at this time and gave him a fatal blow.
The eight-year-old held the pen in his left hand, and persistently wrote stroke by stroke: "Brother Yan, Xiaowei wants it. I'm happy."
Li Dongxing couldn't laugh or cry after watching the Fu forehead.He picked up the pen and almost wanted to say to Xiaowei, do you know what "want" is?You regard Cheng Yan as your elder brother, but you don't know that I think... I think...
He shook his head and didn't dare to think about it anymore, his face blushed, he felt that his brain was full of dross and he was torturing a minor, and the pen in his hand couldn't write a single word.
After a few minutes, he cleared his mind, wrote a crisp "no" on the paper, and closed the book with a "snap".
Li Dongxing was lying on the bed, in front of him was the desk lamp that Cheng Yan had given him.
The lampshade is silver, as is the side of the brother's glasses.The light is cold, which is suitable for reading, but you can still feel the heat when you get close, um, just like the eyes of a senior.
Li Dongxing hugged the quilt and stared at the lamp, unconsciously began to giggle.
It took him a while to react, he patted his cheek, turned over heavily, and pressed most of his hot face on the pillow.
Maybe he should have put the lamp away.
He thought of Cheng Yan's theory.People's dreams will be activated by some external factors.Does that mean that every day when he lies in bed, he always feels the residual heat from the lamp that is just a few feet away, so he has such a dream?
Li Dongxing stretched his arms halfway, laughed at himself for being stupid, and gently patted the spotless lampshade, turned off the lamp, and lay back under the quilt again.
He was reluctant.
He was not willing to hide the gift that his senior brother gave him, and he was also reluctant...not to dream about his senior brother.
After all, only when he is dreaming can he have the freedom not to be disturbed for a moment.
When darkness fell, Li Dongxing closed his eyes, secretly praying that he could still meet the person he loves this night.
The author has something to say: the chapter on Weird Dreams is over.
☆、Where is brother going ([-])
Fast forward to the end of the year, and the temperature drops slowly. If you don’t pay attention when you go out in the morning, you may step on the thin ice on the road at any time.The winter in Jiangcheng is still very humid, the chill is like water soaking into the bones, coupled with the gusts of evil wind, the temperature above zero is unbearable.
Cheng Yan had spent the past five years on the west coast of the United States, and was used to the warm winter with bright sunshine, but this time he was not used to it. He wore too little clothes when the winter first entered, and forgot that there was no heating everywhere in Jiangcheng University, and he was always in the same place. A single piece of clothing dangled around, and as a result, he caught a glorious cold within a few days of cooling down.He was dizzy from a cold, and Li Dongxing didn't allow him to go to the laboratory, and took care of all the big and small experiments, forcing him to rest at home.
The sun didn't come out for several days in a row, the sky was gray like a pot on the top of the head, holding back the precious rain and snow, it seemed really boring.Cheng Yan had been bedridden for only two days, but he felt that his mind was filled with dark clouds in the sky, and his body smelled musty. He made up his mind not to be a patient anymore, and on the third day, he put on the thickest cashmere coat and went out. Door.
Who knew that if he didn't show up these few days, the little red building would be turned upside down.
In the office, Mu Mu is holding a blue and black cake skirt and gesturing at another person. She herself is wearing a peach-pink skirt with gold trim, which is exaggerated enough, but it is not the scariest in the room.
Cheng Yan stood at the door, looking at the tall, thin figure in front of him, wearing a dark red woolen cloak, at first he thought there was a visitor.
Until Mu Mu called "Cheng Yan", the guy turned around, blinked his big eyes with false eyelashes, and smiled sweetly at Cheng Yan.
Cheng Yan's eyes darkened and he felt dizzy.
If it weren't for the facial features that haven't changed much, he wouldn't be able to recognize Li Dongxing even if he was killed.
"What did you do?" With a face that was more gloomy than the sky outside, he walked up to Mu Mu, picked up a long golden curly hair that was on Li Dongxing's chair, weighed it in his hand, and felt disgusted. The emotion is beyond words.
Mu Mu snatched the wig and yelled: "Old antique earthlings, don't talk nonsense if you don't understand, this is a loo outfit."
Cheng Yan raised his eyes coldly: "I'm not interested in this, I don't care what you like to wear, but you just dress him like a doll?"
He glanced at Li Dongxing who was standing aside, and frowned deeply.
The meaning of this sentence is too strong to blame, Mu Mu was stunned for a few seconds, and his face was a little helpless.She and Cheng Yan had always been fighting, but Cheng Yan had never spoken to her in such an upbeat tone.
"Cheng Yan, tell me, what happened to me?" Mu Mu also got angry, "You are indiscriminate, did you take gunpowder?"
Cheng Yan still wanted to speak, but Li Dongxing grabbed him.
There was a trace of panic in the young man's eyes, and he pinched the tassel on the cloak with the other hand, and whispered, "I like it."
Cheng Yan recognized it immediately, and frowned, "Lili?"
Pear nodded apprehensively.
Cheng Yan took a breath and tried to make himself look more pleasant: "You want to dress like this?"
Lili lowered her head and said in a soft voice: "Yes. I think Miss Mu Mu's clothes are very beautiful, so she said that she can also choose some small skirts for me, and take me to the Christmas tea party in a few days. "
When Cheng Yan heard this, he picked up the tone he hadn't fully relaxed just now, ignored Li Li, and said to Mu Mu, "Are you serious? You want him to dress like this and go out with you?"
Mu Mu followed with a sneer, squeezed the skirt in his hand, stuffed it into Lili's hand in front of Cheng Yan, and said, "Yes, why can't Lili go to the Lo Niang tea party?"
Cheng Yan was furious: "It's a shame."
Mu Mu rolled his eyes: "It's unreasonable."
Cheng Yan felt that the manic depression that he had been holding back for the past few days had been ignited, he stared at Lili for a while without saying a word, then took her hand and walked out.
Lili was dragged and staggered when she didn't notice for a while, she turned her head and looked at Mu Mu anxiously, but she didn't dare to disobey Cheng Yan, so she had to follow in small steps, and was dragged outside the big office.
There is a large piece of glass embedded in the wall opposite the stairway, which is almost as tall as a person. It is clear and bright, and can reflect people's shadows, similar to the effect of a full-length mirror.
Cheng Yan forced Lili to stand in front of the glass, and said in a deep voice, "Look for yourself."
Lili flinched uncomfortably, lowered her head subconsciously: "Look... what are you looking at?"
Cheng Yan pressed the back of her neck violently, forcing her to look up.If it wasn't for Li Dongxing being taller than him, he might lift her chin up.
"Look at what you look like." His voice was frighteningly cold, "This is Li Dongxing's body and Li Dongxing's face. In the eyes of everyone, Li Dongxing is a normal young man in his 20s, not a 13-year-old girl. Even if you think you are someone else, don't you really be?"
There was a delicate and clean face reflected on the glass, with a confused and disturbed expression, black eyes were wet and he didn't know where to look, but it was definitely a man's face.
Lili seemed to be frightened, and took a small step back.
"I, I'm not..." She raised her hand to cover her face, and tightly grabbed the edge of the cloak, as if afraid that Cheng Yan would take it away from her, "That's not me..."
Cheng Yan pressed on step by step: "Yes, that's not you. So what right do you have to let him bear others' criticism for you?"
Lili's face turned pale, her thin lips trembled and pursed, she looked like she was about to cry: "I..."
"Cheng Yan, why are you crazy here?" Mu Mu chased after him, unable to stand any longer, took Lili's hand and let her stand behind him, "Listen to what you are saying What if the shit doesn’t make sense?”
Cheng Yan's eyes were red, and he was unmoved at all: "The tenant still knows not to mess around with the decoration and damage the house, so you just let her go out to embarrass herself?"
Mu Mu seemed to find it unbelievable, and looked at Cheng Yan like a ghost: "Shame? Whose person? Cheng Yan, do you think that if Lili dresses like this, if someone else in this building sees it, it will make you lose face?" Shameless, right? It’s really an old-fashioned idea from who knows when, not to mention that Lili is an independent personality. As a girl, she has the right to decide what she likes and how to dress. Even if it’s a winter trip, if he wants to wear a skirt, you Why stop it?"
Cheng Yan stared back, and said without thinking, "She's not Dongxing, she's not an independent person at all."
As soon as he said this, he heard a soft "poof" from the side, and Lili's cloak fell to the ground, but she didn't pick it up, and ran back to the office without raising her head.
"I really didn't expect, Cheng Yan, that you are so cold-blooded... you look like a feudal patriarch." Mu Mu took a breath, squatted down to pick up the cloak, and looked at Cheng Yan in disappointment before following into the room. , "You said that Lili can't make decisions about Dongxing's body, so who are you and what qualifications do you have to dictate to her? Dongxing is your younger brother, but not your property. You selfish ghost, do you understand respect? other people?"
After she finished speaking, she turned and left.
Cheng Yan stood where he was, pressed the wall with one hand, and slowly pressed his forehead against the glass.
The coolness made him wake up a little bit, and the anger that spewed out was finally mostly extinguished. He remembered how Lili was hit hard just now, and a little regret floated in his heart.
Yes, who is he, why should he care so much?
Cheng Yan smiled silently, and covered the glass in front of his eyes with a breath of white breath.
Before he knew it, he crossed the line again.
Cheng Yan blew a gust of cold wind at the stairs, and entered the office anyway, intending to admit his mistake.
As soon as he entered the room, he saw Li Dongxing sitting on the sofa. He had changed into his usual sweater and was holding a tissue in his hand. Most of the mascara had been removed, and the remaining part was stuck to his eye sockets. The anxious expression was actually a little more charming than when she was wearing women's clothing just now.
"Senior brother, I don't know..." He stood up and wanted to explain, "Lili didn't talk to me.
"Miss Wu, as you can see, the problem of the nightmare has actually been solved." Cheng Yan knew that Wu Xiaojing still had something to hide, and if she wanted her to speak out, they had to retreat, "If you don't want to dream about Meng Min again, As long as you go back, take off the string of wind chimes hanging by the window."
Wu Xiaojing rolled her eyes, stared at the fake wind chime, and repeated dumbly: "Take it off...?"
Li Dongxing interjected: "Miss Wu, are those wind chimes belonging to Miss Meng?"
Wu Xiaojing lowered her head, stared at her fingertips and said, "Yes."
Li Dongxing asked softly, "Don't you want to take it off?"
Cheng Yan turned his head to look at him and raised his eyebrows.
Can you see this?
Wu Xiaojing's reaction showed that Li Dongxing's thinking was completely correct.
"En." Her shoulders rose and fell, and she breathed out slowly, "The wind chimes belong to Amin, she likes to travel, and she bought those wind chimes from a minority tribe settlement in Yunnan last year, she said they were handmade Production, the sound is especially beautiful, and it can also help sleep. I... I was struggling with the project before, and I didn't sleep well. Amin knew about this and lent me the wind chime. I didn't take it seriously until She left... I took out the string of wind chimes and hung them in the company lounge. Thinking about it this way, the culprit who forced them to have nightmares turned out to be myself. Oh, that's pretty good."
Li Dongxing heard something strange, and opened his eyes slightly: "Miss Meng, are you trying to punish yourself?"
Wu Xiaojing straightened up, and said softly in an almost relieved tone: "Punishment? Maybe it's like this. They—and me, why shouldn't we have nightmares? If Amin wants to come to us, it should be. "
Cheng Yan understood at that moment.
To some extent, he wrongly blamed Wu Xiaojing.Wu Xiaojing didn't believe that he and Li Dongxing could help her solve the problem, but she probably didn't intend to rely on superstition either.Her colleagues wanted to post gossip formations in the office and hold rituals for Meng Min, but she rejected them all.She used science as a cover, not only as a means of appeasement, but more like not letting them stop Meng Min from going to them.Just like the string of wind chimes, even though Wu Xiaojing couldn't have known that it would cause them to collectively have nightmares, intentionally or unintentionally, she did hang the wind chimes in the company after Meng Min's death.The rest room is shared, even if there are no such dreams, as long as you lie on the sofa bed and look up, everyone will think of Meng Min.
It turned out that this was not for commemoration, but for punishment.
Li Dongxing directly came to a conclusion: "You feel sorry for Ms. Meng."
Cheng Yan originally thought it was impossible for Wu Xiaojing to admit it, after all, she had always avoided the important and ignored the trivial.Then he realized that he should trust Li Dongxing's judgment.If Li Dongxing hadn't fully grasped the timing, he wouldn't have said that.
Wu Xiaojing nodded seriously.This was probably the first time, Cheng Yan could tell from the look in her eyes that she chose to confess.
"Every one of us is sorry for Amin." She said firmly, her lips trembling, and she even looked a little fierce, "They don't like her. Of course, she doesn't like them either. Most people don’t fit in. She once told me that she thinks 90.00% of the people in our company are stupid. They only know how to follow the boss’s ass in a mediocre way, pointing to where to go, and picking up some leftovers that have been gnawed If you eat food, you happily take it back to raise your children, just like ants that only know how to eat and reproduce."
Cheng Yan raised his eyebrows. If Wu Xiaojing hadn't been too serious, he would have thought it was a joke.What's more terrible is that there is a part of his heart that retains the cynicism of his teenage years, and he quite agrees with Meng Min's thoughts.
"Then she admires you quite a bit?" Wu Xiaojing is good enough to have the blue eyes of someone with such high-sighted eyes.
"Probably." Wu Xiaojing didn't get too excited, "We knew each other when we were in college. Amin and I were pretty close, but she didn't open up to me very often. Even if she didn't treat me like an ant, she still had me in her heart. She may still feel that we are not the same people. I introduced Amin to this company. She originally wanted to open a studio by herself, but she didn’t have enough money and experience. Our company was just short of people, so I sent her Pulled in. At that time, I thought, a stable job might allow her to calm down and get more involved in real life."
Cheng Yan shrugged: "This is not easy."
For some people, they enjoy being alone, and they are not happy to be in the fireworks of the world.
Wu Xiaojing raised her neck, as if she was also very tired. "Yes, it was not easy. When I thought about it later, my idea might have been wrong. Everyone can only see the world from their own perspective. How can a chick know the great ambition? What Amin wants is different from ours. I repeated To persuade her to have a good relationship with her colleagues and integrate into the group, she agreed on the surface, but she was actually reluctant. She tried very hard not to offend anyone. But things still didn't go well, no matter what Amin said What did she say? Many people don’t like Amin as soon as they see her. "Look at that girl, her eyes are stuck on the top of her head. Does she still see us?" "The new Meng Min is not easy to get along with at first glance, I dare not talk to her. Every time I open my mouth, her eyes seem to call me an idiot.' My colleagues always say this behind their backs I can't blame them either. Birds of a feather flock together and people form groups. People will always exclude people who don't fit in, especially if that person is better than all of us. When people see Amin, they will have a sense of crisis. Amin In their eyes, it is a poisonous snake, even if it does not tell the truth, it is like a great threat. In order to defend themselves, they choose to attack and treat Amin with double indifference and hostility."
Cheng Yan frowned while listening: "What about Meng Min? What does she think?"
Wu Xiaojing sighed.She started looking at the wind chimes again.
"Amin didn't say anything, and for a while I thought she didn't care about these things." She whispered, "But then one time, she quarreled with the direct leader of our department. We were in a meeting at the time, and I went with her. The leader talked about the work plan for the next year and asked our department to make a game that adapts to the market. He gave us an instruction and asked us to refer to the most popular drama mobile games at the moment and make an approximate framework. Ah Min got angry at the time. She pulled up her chair and stood up. In front of colleagues in other departments, she said that the leader was "short-sighted" and "neither respects fellow creators nor the market, and just wants to fool players." After she shouted, she went out I was shocked, so I had to stay to appease the leader, saying that she didn't want to attack the leader, she just loved her job too much, and she wanted to really make some achievements. The leader was obviously very angry, but in front of other employees, He also wanted to show some generosity and tolerance. He asked me to go back and tell the supervisor that this project can be carried out according to Meng Min's ideas, but it is also a last stand for our department. Get out of the department together. I panicked after hearing this, and went out to persuade Amin, telling her to give in to the leader. I didn't expect Amin to say that she could bear it for so long because of me, and she didn't want to be shy this time Turtle. She accepted the military order without hesitation. At that time, our supervisor was on a business trip. He flew back to the company after hearing about it, had a big fight with Amin, and told her that either she resigned voluntarily or he resigned himself. Amin stood up stubbornly, and told her supervisor that even the big boss didn't let her go, so she had to stay, and if she wanted to leave, the supervisor would go. Half of the people in our department went to another company. The rest, except me, are old, weak, sick and disabled who no one wants to change jobs. But even so, they hate Amin very much. They think it is Amin Min made them suffer, complaining all day long, as if his job would be lost."
Cheng Yan: "But in the end the game was made, and it was great."
Wu Xiaojing smiled slightly, showing a bit of pride: "It was Amin's idea. It turned out that she had wanted to make this game for a long time. She almost wrote the whole plan by herself. What the rest of us can do is impossible. Much, you know, if you've worked with someone like Armin, you'll get it too. You can't keep up with a genius, and when you want to respond to her last idea, she's already I jumped to the next step alone. Sorry, I forgot, Mr. Cheng, you probably belong to the same kind of people as Amin."
Cheng Yan was noncommittal, but Li Dongxing on the side laughed silently.
"In short, Amin has finished this plan." Wu Xiaojing said, her eyes suddenly froze.Her throat rolled slightly, as if she was swallowing some words she was about to say with a little shrinking.But after all, she made up her mind, bit her lower lip with her teeth, and continued speaking. "The colleagues in the department felt very happy at the beginning. This is a wonderful proposal that even the most blind mediocre people know will be a big hit. Once we submit it, not only will we not lose our jobs, but we will definitely be rewarded. However, after the joy, they Suddenly realized something."
Since the story does not have a good ending, there will always be a turning point.
Cheng Yan: "What's the matter?"
Wu Xiaojing's pale face turned a little heavy, not because of shyness, but because of deep shame that even Cheng Yan could recognize.
She raised her hand again, covered her eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "The supervisor has resigned, and our department needs a new supervisor. In a private company like ours that always talks about performance, as long as the proposal is submitted, the department will Amin's."
Cheng Yan's heart skipped a beat, remembering that the current department head is Wu Xiaojing.
"Everyone is reluctant. At this moment, everyone forgets that this genius project is all done by Amin alone. It is she who has brought collective glory and infinite hope to our department." She no longer said 'They', "No one thinks that Amin is suitable to be a leader. She is too extreme and self-centered, and if she is not careful, she will let others pay for her actions. That day, Brother Liu and the others came to me—the rest of the department Everyone has arrived, except A Min. They gave me a new project proposal. This case retains most of the content written by A Min, except that the name of the main company has changed.”
Cheng Yan knew the answer: "It's you."
Wu Xiaojing put down her hand, and her speech speed increased, her voice became dry and straightforward. "Yes, it's me. They said that the head of the department couldn't be Meng Min, it should be me. I'm more leadership and likable, and it's a better choice for them. They forced me to advance the project submit."
"Then you agreed." Two words came to Cheng Yan's mind, traitor.
"I agreed." Wu Xiaojing had no expression on her face, and suddenly appeared extremely cold, "Why didn't I agree? Amin is a genius, but I have more leadership skills, don't I? I deserve it. Besides, I was the one who put Amin was introduced to the company, and she didn't want to stay here at all... Now she wants to grab what belongs to me. Why, why can she overwhelm my efforts with her talent?"
Cheng Yan looked at her, unable to tell whether he felt sympathy or disgust: "You never asked Meng Min if she really wanted to argue with you about this thing?"
Wu Xiaojing was in a trance for a moment, and the aura that had just emerged quickly withered away, like a tent blown down by the wind.
"It's useless...it's too late to say anything. I was obsessed, I hurt Amin...it's all my fault..." She said blankly, her eyes were red, "Amin will know this soon She packed up her things and left the company without saying a word to me. She went to Qinghai for a trip alone, and she originally said that she would have annual leave in the second half of the year, so we went together... Then something happened to her. "
She choked up, and Li Dongxing brought over more tissues, but she shook her head and refused.
"The news of Amin's accident spread to the company. I could see that everyone in the department was very scared. Later, I don't know who started to spread the news. Amin...she committed suicide. The reason for suicide is clear to each of us. Yes, I can’t think of a second possibility.” Wu Xiaojing paused, a layer of hopeless gray appeared on her face, “We forced her to death...it was me...I did it myself...I’m sorry for her, she must hate her. kill me..."
Her hands clasped her shoulders trembling uncontrollably, scratching the folds of the ironed suit.
Cheng Yan walked up to her, took out his mobile phone, and held it out in front of her.
"Have you ever played the game planned by Meng Min?" He opened the screenshot of the game.
Wu Xiaojing shook her head blankly, not knowing what he wanted her to see.
Cheng Yan clicked on the screenshots of the game one by one, and said, "I think you are too busy being a supervisor, and you may not have thought about every detail that Meng Min wrote. This game has a hidden ending. It can be unlocked with a very difficult condition. You can see for yourself.”
He handed the phone directly to Wu Xiaojing.
By the end of the game, the little girl as the protagonist has discovered the secret of her friend. They are actually in different dimensions of this universe, and they only have a chance to meet briefly once in a lifetime.On the screen, the girl stands in a strangely shaped ruins, reaching out to hold the other hand faintly protruding from the sunlight in front of her.
"In the end, she discovered that friendship is the only existence that can cross dimensions." Below the pattern, it is written as the end of the narration.
Cheng Yan: "I think Meng Min wouldn't hate you if she could write such a sentence back then."
A drop of water fell on the screen, blurring the tightly clasped hands.
Holding Cheng Yan's cell phone, Wu Xiaojing vaguely called "Amin", and finally broke down in tears.
☆, strange dream (twelve)
After seeing off Wu Xiaojing who was out of breath from crying, Cheng Yan felt exhausted and returned, sitting on a chair and pressing his temples.
"You're really gentle to her." From the corner of the eye, Cheng Yan murmured when he caught sight of Li Dongxing, who was sending someone downstairs, entering the room.
Seeing Wu Xiaojing crying so hard just now, Li Dongxing said a lot of comforting words, and even told her that his police friend had specially investigated the cause of Meng Min's death, and could not find any evidence that it was not an accident. It should not be a suicide, so Wu Xiaojing was relieved. some.I don't know if his words played a role, Wu Xiaojing gradually believed that Meng Min didn't commit suicide, and finally got better, and didn't flood the biology building laboratory.
Cheng Yan watched coldly from the sidelines, and couldn't stop muttering in his heart, who told him that most of the suicides were impulsive, and not finding the suicide note was not enough to prove it.Now, in order to comfort the girl, he doesn't hesitate to put it another way, and he has to look at his junior with admiration again.
Besides, no matter how guilty Wu Xiaojing showed, she committed the shameful act of stabbing her friend in the back.Regarding the pain she felt because of the torture of her conscience, Cheng Yan believed that she deserved it and did not deserve sympathy.
However, Li Dongxing is not as stern and selfless as Cheng Yan.He not only comforted Wu Xiaojing, but also left her an appointment phone number of the mental health center, and asked her to come over for a few professional consultations if she was free, so as to heal her inner trauma.
"Brother, do you think that Miss Wu deserved it?" Hearing that sentence, he suddenly understood Cheng Yan's complaint, and smiled embarrassedly, "I don't want to excuse her either. It's just that she knew very well what she did. I made a mistake, and I've already regretted it."
Cheng Yan snorted, and fingered the string of wind chimes that had been removed and placed on the table: "Is it because of that flower?"
In his eyes, this is nothing more than hypocrisy at best.
Li Dongxing shook his head, slightly surprised: "So brother, you didn't notice it when you were playing the game yesterday?"
Cheng Yan thought for a while, but didn't feel that he missed anything, wrinkled his nose and asked, "What did you find?"
Li Dongxing turned his computer on the table to show Cheng Yan: "After the game is cleared, there will be a staff list. I checked and found this."
It was probably a screenshot of a game screen found on the Internet, with white letters on a pink background, and at the top of the list, it said "Special Project: Meng Min".
Cheng Yan was surprised this time.
"I don't know if it was Miss Wu or everyone in their department made the decision together. After Miss Meng's death, it was written like this in the officially released game." Li Dongxing sighed, "I think they have said as much as possible. To tell you the truth, it's a kind of punishment to pay Miss Meng justice, plus they were terrified by the nightmare. As for Miss Wu, I think she also needs help. Highly unstable, if she is not evacuated in time, she might..."
Cheng Yan puffed up his cheeks, let out a long breath, let out all the dissatisfaction in his chest, and said, "That's right, your approach is more appropriate."
Compared with his dark and extreme appearance from time to time, Li Dongxing's gentle heart is indeed more suitable for a doctor.Xu Mowen really missed this point.
Li Dongxing stared fixedly at Cheng Yan's arm resting on the table, and suddenly whispered, "Brother, do you still feel pain?"
Cheng Yan was taken aback: "What?"
Li Dongxing stretched out his hand, and lightly touched Cheng Yan's forearm with his fingertips.
"Hiss—" After a sharp pain, Cheng Yan took a breath, quickly undid the cuff buttons, and rolled them up together with the sweater.
There were several purple-red scratches on the forearm, and the skin was broken in several places, both on the left and right sides.
It was only then that he remembered that Wu Xiaojing grabbed him while breaking down and roaring at him when she woke up from her nightmare.
Li Dongxing found hydrogen peroxide to disinfect Cheng Yan.
"Brother, don't... uh, you'd better be more cautious." He held Cheng Yan's wrist, and held a cotton swab in the other hand, gently daubing the wound, "It was the same last time, my personality ran out to beat the wound." At the doctor’s meeting, you already saw that something was wrong with me, didn’t you? But you still... still rushed to stop me without any fear. Those of us who are mentally ill are actually like..."
Cheng Yan frowned unwillingly: "Don't always say that you are sick."
Li Dongxing looked up at him helplessly, and said, "Okay, I won't say it. But, it's still too dangerous."
Cheng Yan withdrew his arm, casually put down the sleeves of his shirt and sweater to cover the wound on his forearm, and said, "This wound is nothing, a cat scratches it worse than this."
Li Dongxing squatted motionless, looking at him relentlessly.
"Okay, okay." Cheng Yan surrendered, "I will be careful. Don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who has no brains and dies. It's just that sometimes I really can't see it... For example, Wu Xiaojing, she is usually weak. Weak, you have a sense of proportion in everything you do, who knew you would have such a sudden reaction? It's really lucky to have you."
If Li Dongxing hadn't persuaded Wu Xiaojing out of her hysterical state with a few words, Cheng Yan would really have no confidence in getting her to speak properly.After all, he really underestimated the difficulty of this matter, and only regarded it as a scientific problem to solve, and when he found the most likely answer, he got carried away, thinking that the matter had been solved after straightening out the cause and effect.He thought he had figured out Wu Xiaojing's details at the first meeting, but he forgot that people are not rats, and they can't be marked clearly by how many catties and how long they were born.
The human heart is the most complicated thing in the world. He may understand the brain, but he doesn't understand the human heart at all.
Thanks to Li Dongxing being much more careful than him.
After being praised by Cheng Yan, it was difficult for Li Dongxing to keep his face sullen, and he said bluntly, "I still have to thank senior brother, otherwise, who would want to get the wind chimes related to nightmares? It is impossible for Ms. Wu to tell the truth and face the problems in her heart. It's a pity...Meng Miss will never have a chance to really untie her heart with her."
His tone was very sad for Meng Min.
"Maybe each of us is an ant, we just climb high and low, our minds are so big, who can really see the world in someone's eyes." Cheng Yan said as he rattled the wind chimes, "Others exclude Meng Min, and Wu Xiaojing may not understand Meng Min. Does Meng Min really understand Wu Xiaojing again? This incident tells us two things. First, you can take what Xue Zhan and his like say as air, no matter how much you try to empathize There is no way to make cross-species people fully understand and tolerate you. There is reproductive isolation in biology, and maybe there is also mental isolation. Well, spiritual isolation. Secondly, no matter how good the relationship is, there is no way to have a tacit understanding in everything. People are you Your friends are not your neurons, human beings can evolve to this point because of language, if you have something to say, don’t regret it when you don’t have a chance.”
Like a signal that the matter was over, he finally rang the wind chime after speaking, and it made a crisp sound.
Li Dongxing's heart shook, he collected himself, and persuaded himself not to think too much, the senior brother probably expressed his feelings, not seeing through his little secret.
When Cheng Yan said these words, he was speaking casually, and his main purpose was to appease Li Dongxing.After all, seeing Xue Zhan's dejected little expression that day was so heart-wrenching.He finished the chicken soup with nonsense, rubbed his forehead, stood up with the cup in his hand, and wanted to make some more tea.
Li Dongxing grabbed him: "I can't drink any more."
Cheng Yan had no choice but to pour a glass of boiled water, glanced sideways at Li Dongxing, and felt that his junior brother's motherhood level was close to that of Zheng Heping's.
Li Dongxing lived up to expectations, and after cleaning up the laboratory, he began to urge Cheng Yan to go back to eat and sleep early.He even vigilantly confirmed that there were no more games installed on Cheng Yan's phone. After Cheng Yan repeatedly swore that he really didn't have any tendency to indulge in mobile games, and if he didn't believe him, he could turn in the phone, he drove Cheng Yan in with confidence. In the bedroom, he also took away a stack of literature next to the pillow.
After watching the lights in Cheng Yan's room turned off, Li Dongxing also returned to his room.
As usual, he took out his diary, let the personalities out, and let them speak freely.
Zheng Heping was the first to come out.
He held the pen for a while, and wrote a line of words on the paper, writing more slowly than ever.
What he wrote was: "Are you really not telling Teacher Cheng?"
The pen stopped and changed the font.
Lili: "Are you really not going to tell Uncle Cheng?"
After 10 minutes, Li Dongxing felt that the pen had stopped moving. When he took a closer look, the two lines of words appeared alternately on the notebook, covering four full pages.
Li Dongxing: "..."
All of them are going to rebel, right?
Xiao Wei suddenly appeared at this time and gave him a fatal blow.
The eight-year-old held the pen in his left hand, and persistently wrote stroke by stroke: "Brother Yan, Xiaowei wants it. I'm happy."
Li Dongxing couldn't laugh or cry after watching the Fu forehead.He picked up the pen and almost wanted to say to Xiaowei, do you know what "want" is?You regard Cheng Yan as your elder brother, but you don't know that I think... I think...
He shook his head and didn't dare to think about it anymore, his face blushed, he felt that his brain was full of dross and he was torturing a minor, and the pen in his hand couldn't write a single word.
After a few minutes, he cleared his mind, wrote a crisp "no" on the paper, and closed the book with a "snap".
Li Dongxing was lying on the bed, in front of him was the desk lamp that Cheng Yan had given him.
The lampshade is silver, as is the side of the brother's glasses.The light is cold, which is suitable for reading, but you can still feel the heat when you get close, um, just like the eyes of a senior.
Li Dongxing hugged the quilt and stared at the lamp, unconsciously began to giggle.
It took him a while to react, he patted his cheek, turned over heavily, and pressed most of his hot face on the pillow.
Maybe he should have put the lamp away.
He thought of Cheng Yan's theory.People's dreams will be activated by some external factors.Does that mean that every day when he lies in bed, he always feels the residual heat from the lamp that is just a few feet away, so he has such a dream?
Li Dongxing stretched his arms halfway, laughed at himself for being stupid, and gently patted the spotless lampshade, turned off the lamp, and lay back under the quilt again.
He was reluctant.
He was not willing to hide the gift that his senior brother gave him, and he was also reluctant...not to dream about his senior brother.
After all, only when he is dreaming can he have the freedom not to be disturbed for a moment.
When darkness fell, Li Dongxing closed his eyes, secretly praying that he could still meet the person he loves this night.
The author has something to say: the chapter on Weird Dreams is over.
☆、Where is brother going ([-])
Fast forward to the end of the year, and the temperature drops slowly. If you don’t pay attention when you go out in the morning, you may step on the thin ice on the road at any time.The winter in Jiangcheng is still very humid, the chill is like water soaking into the bones, coupled with the gusts of evil wind, the temperature above zero is unbearable.
Cheng Yan had spent the past five years on the west coast of the United States, and was used to the warm winter with bright sunshine, but this time he was not used to it. He wore too little clothes when the winter first entered, and forgot that there was no heating everywhere in Jiangcheng University, and he was always in the same place. A single piece of clothing dangled around, and as a result, he caught a glorious cold within a few days of cooling down.He was dizzy from a cold, and Li Dongxing didn't allow him to go to the laboratory, and took care of all the big and small experiments, forcing him to rest at home.
The sun didn't come out for several days in a row, the sky was gray like a pot on the top of the head, holding back the precious rain and snow, it seemed really boring.Cheng Yan had been bedridden for only two days, but he felt that his mind was filled with dark clouds in the sky, and his body smelled musty. He made up his mind not to be a patient anymore, and on the third day, he put on the thickest cashmere coat and went out. Door.
Who knew that if he didn't show up these few days, the little red building would be turned upside down.
In the office, Mu Mu is holding a blue and black cake skirt and gesturing at another person. She herself is wearing a peach-pink skirt with gold trim, which is exaggerated enough, but it is not the scariest in the room.
Cheng Yan stood at the door, looking at the tall, thin figure in front of him, wearing a dark red woolen cloak, at first he thought there was a visitor.
Until Mu Mu called "Cheng Yan", the guy turned around, blinked his big eyes with false eyelashes, and smiled sweetly at Cheng Yan.
Cheng Yan's eyes darkened and he felt dizzy.
If it weren't for the facial features that haven't changed much, he wouldn't be able to recognize Li Dongxing even if he was killed.
"What did you do?" With a face that was more gloomy than the sky outside, he walked up to Mu Mu, picked up a long golden curly hair that was on Li Dongxing's chair, weighed it in his hand, and felt disgusted. The emotion is beyond words.
Mu Mu snatched the wig and yelled: "Old antique earthlings, don't talk nonsense if you don't understand, this is a loo outfit."
Cheng Yan raised his eyes coldly: "I'm not interested in this, I don't care what you like to wear, but you just dress him like a doll?"
He glanced at Li Dongxing who was standing aside, and frowned deeply.
The meaning of this sentence is too strong to blame, Mu Mu was stunned for a few seconds, and his face was a little helpless.She and Cheng Yan had always been fighting, but Cheng Yan had never spoken to her in such an upbeat tone.
"Cheng Yan, tell me, what happened to me?" Mu Mu also got angry, "You are indiscriminate, did you take gunpowder?"
Cheng Yan still wanted to speak, but Li Dongxing grabbed him.
There was a trace of panic in the young man's eyes, and he pinched the tassel on the cloak with the other hand, and whispered, "I like it."
Cheng Yan recognized it immediately, and frowned, "Lili?"
Pear nodded apprehensively.
Cheng Yan took a breath and tried to make himself look more pleasant: "You want to dress like this?"
Lili lowered her head and said in a soft voice: "Yes. I think Miss Mu Mu's clothes are very beautiful, so she said that she can also choose some small skirts for me, and take me to the Christmas tea party in a few days. "
When Cheng Yan heard this, he picked up the tone he hadn't fully relaxed just now, ignored Li Li, and said to Mu Mu, "Are you serious? You want him to dress like this and go out with you?"
Mu Mu followed with a sneer, squeezed the skirt in his hand, stuffed it into Lili's hand in front of Cheng Yan, and said, "Yes, why can't Lili go to the Lo Niang tea party?"
Cheng Yan was furious: "It's a shame."
Mu Mu rolled his eyes: "It's unreasonable."
Cheng Yan felt that the manic depression that he had been holding back for the past few days had been ignited, he stared at Lili for a while without saying a word, then took her hand and walked out.
Lili was dragged and staggered when she didn't notice for a while, she turned her head and looked at Mu Mu anxiously, but she didn't dare to disobey Cheng Yan, so she had to follow in small steps, and was dragged outside the big office.
There is a large piece of glass embedded in the wall opposite the stairway, which is almost as tall as a person. It is clear and bright, and can reflect people's shadows, similar to the effect of a full-length mirror.
Cheng Yan forced Lili to stand in front of the glass, and said in a deep voice, "Look for yourself."
Lili flinched uncomfortably, lowered her head subconsciously: "Look... what are you looking at?"
Cheng Yan pressed the back of her neck violently, forcing her to look up.If it wasn't for Li Dongxing being taller than him, he might lift her chin up.
"Look at what you look like." His voice was frighteningly cold, "This is Li Dongxing's body and Li Dongxing's face. In the eyes of everyone, Li Dongxing is a normal young man in his 20s, not a 13-year-old girl. Even if you think you are someone else, don't you really be?"
There was a delicate and clean face reflected on the glass, with a confused and disturbed expression, black eyes were wet and he didn't know where to look, but it was definitely a man's face.
Lili seemed to be frightened, and took a small step back.
"I, I'm not..." She raised her hand to cover her face, and tightly grabbed the edge of the cloak, as if afraid that Cheng Yan would take it away from her, "That's not me..."
Cheng Yan pressed on step by step: "Yes, that's not you. So what right do you have to let him bear others' criticism for you?"
Lili's face turned pale, her thin lips trembled and pursed, she looked like she was about to cry: "I..."
"Cheng Yan, why are you crazy here?" Mu Mu chased after him, unable to stand any longer, took Lili's hand and let her stand behind him, "Listen to what you are saying What if the shit doesn’t make sense?”
Cheng Yan's eyes were red, and he was unmoved at all: "The tenant still knows not to mess around with the decoration and damage the house, so you just let her go out to embarrass herself?"
Mu Mu seemed to find it unbelievable, and looked at Cheng Yan like a ghost: "Shame? Whose person? Cheng Yan, do you think that if Lili dresses like this, if someone else in this building sees it, it will make you lose face?" Shameless, right? It’s really an old-fashioned idea from who knows when, not to mention that Lili is an independent personality. As a girl, she has the right to decide what she likes and how to dress. Even if it’s a winter trip, if he wants to wear a skirt, you Why stop it?"
Cheng Yan stared back, and said without thinking, "She's not Dongxing, she's not an independent person at all."
As soon as he said this, he heard a soft "poof" from the side, and Lili's cloak fell to the ground, but she didn't pick it up, and ran back to the office without raising her head.
"I really didn't expect, Cheng Yan, that you are so cold-blooded... you look like a feudal patriarch." Mu Mu took a breath, squatted down to pick up the cloak, and looked at Cheng Yan in disappointment before following into the room. , "You said that Lili can't make decisions about Dongxing's body, so who are you and what qualifications do you have to dictate to her? Dongxing is your younger brother, but not your property. You selfish ghost, do you understand respect? other people?"
After she finished speaking, she turned and left.
Cheng Yan stood where he was, pressed the wall with one hand, and slowly pressed his forehead against the glass.
The coolness made him wake up a little bit, and the anger that spewed out was finally mostly extinguished. He remembered how Lili was hit hard just now, and a little regret floated in his heart.
Yes, who is he, why should he care so much?
Cheng Yan smiled silently, and covered the glass in front of his eyes with a breath of white breath.
Before he knew it, he crossed the line again.
Cheng Yan blew a gust of cold wind at the stairs, and entered the office anyway, intending to admit his mistake.
As soon as he entered the room, he saw Li Dongxing sitting on the sofa. He had changed into his usual sweater and was holding a tissue in his hand. Most of the mascara had been removed, and the remaining part was stuck to his eye sockets. The anxious expression was actually a little more charming than when she was wearing women's clothing just now.
"Senior brother, I don't know..." He stood up and wanted to explain, "Lili didn't talk to me.
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