Roommate split personality how to do?

, yet brighter than anyone he had ever seen.

A person who has lived a happy life since childhood may have a lot of surplus love to share with others.And a boy who lacked love since he was a child, because of that flaw, has been blinded all the time, tasted warmth and coldness, but never resented his fate, and is still trying to be a good person who loves life, how difficult is it?

Maybe Cheng Yan would never be able to admit to Li Dongxing that Li Dongxing actually gave him much more than what he gave Li Dongxing.

He had no choice but to pat his junior brother on the back, dug out an orange from his pocket, and said, "Your uncle stuffed me with one too. Do you want to eat it?"

Not to mention, it's pretty sweet.

The two walked out of the tube building, went to the street, and passed by a small shop with its door tightly closed.

Li Dongxing stopped suddenly and said, "The previous owner of the shop here was named Zheng."

Cheng Yan came to his senses and asked, "Zheng Heping?"

Li Dongxing nodded and shook his head again, smiled lightly, and said, "I don't know what Uncle Zheng's name is. He is quite nice, and sometimes he would take the initiative to stuff me with something to eat when he saw that I was hungry. And he is very good at speaking. One time, my aunt insisted on saying that the salt he sold was short by two catties. He said that my aunt was greedy for petty gains, and the two had a fierce fight. In the end, it was my aunt who gave up and went home so angry that she didn't have a good meal for three or four days. When I was young, I thought he was the most powerful person in the world."

Cheng Yan thought of the mother-in-law Zheng Heping, and smiled inwardly, and wanted to ask Li Dongxing if he still thought Zheng Heping was amazing.After thinking about it, for Li Dongxing at that time, the aunt was the old enemy, and the enemy of the enemy was not the unrivaled hero in a child's heart.

It's no wonder that Li Dongxing split Zheng Heping and let him protect other smaller and more fragile personalities as an elder.

"Besides Uncle Zheng, there was another person who was very kind to me at that time." Li Dongxing picked up an old candy wrapper on the window sill of the canteen, and looked back at the direction on the other side of the street. They will play with me, accompany me to and from school, teach me how to write, and don't let other children bully me. Every time A Lin talks about her elder brother, I will think of him and remember that I also had a brother before."

Cheng Yan was aroused with curiosity, and asked, "Where is he now?"

Li Dongxing was slightly stunned, with a little sadness on his face: "Not here anymore."

Cheng Yan didn't know how to understand the meaning of "not here". Did he mean the same as Fu Song, or just moved?Seeing Li Dongxing's expression, he didn't have the heart to continue asking, a thought crossed his mind, Xiao Wei relied on him so much, was it because he regarded him as the neighbor's big brother?

This thought inexplicably made him a little unhappy, and he blurted out: "That's okay, if you are short of a brother, isn't there something ready-made?"

Li Dongxing turned around, looked at him, and suddenly stretched out his hand.

Cheng Yan almost thought that Li Dongxing was going to touch his cheek, but he didn't move away for a moment, until Li Dongxing's hand fell down, brushing off a little dust that had just been stuck to his collar.

"Senior brother, it's senior brother." Li Dongxing finished speaking in a low voice with his eyes downcast, then turned his head again, not letting Cheng Yan see his expression.

Cheng Yan's overcoat was worn on him, which made him slimmer, and it set off his broad shoulders and narrow waist, which made him lose some of his youthful student air.

Before the lingering lingering of the sentence just now, Cheng Yan glanced at Li Dongxing, and for some reason, a sentence popped up in his mind.

A junior is a junior, not Xiaowei, not Lili, not Zheng Heping.

He is Li Dongxing.

☆. Eye of God ([-])

When the school was about to start, the campus gradually became lively again.A new batch of medical equipment has been brought into the Mental Health Center, and they are all placed in the empty consultation room on the third floor of the Little Red Building.There were some sundries piled up there, but Cheng Yan and Li Dongxing who were closest took the initiative to clean them up.

The few books that were cleared out looked like the textbooks Cheng Yan used in middle school, and besides that, there was a stack of bound draft paper.When Li Dongxing dug out these old papers from the belly of the table, Cheng Yan's expression changed instantly, and he went forward to snatch those old papers into his hands, holding them tightly.

Li Dongxing saw that it was written in Cheng Yan's handwriting, and there was a date on the top, so he asked half-jokingly, "Brother also kept a diary before?"

Cheng Yan twitched the corner of his mouth, pretending to be relaxed and said, "It's all forced."

He walked out the door with the stack of diaries in his hands, passed by the trash can outside the house, and made a gesture to throw it away. After hanging for a few seconds, he retracted his arms, went back to the office, and dug out the schoolbag that he didn't use much, and threw it all in.

When he came home, he took the schoolbag by hand, and when he looked up and saw Li Dongxing leaning against the door, he naturally took the schoolbag into his hand.

Cheng Yan looked at his younger brother suspiciously: "Huh?"

Li Dongxing: "I just heard my brother complain about shoulder pain."

Cheng Yan thought for a while, he lifted a few tables when he was cleaning out the empty room, and he hadn't exercised for a while, his shoulders were indeed pressed hard enough.He seemed to casually say that he is old and weak, his arms and legs are useless, but he didn't expect Li Dongxing to listen to it again.

He didn't know if it was just an illusion recently, but he always felt that Li Dongxing's attitude had changed again.At the beginning, I was timid when I was hiding something, but later when the matter was revealed, I also let go, and gradually recovered a little bit of my nature.Cheng Yan already knew that his junior brother is gentle, considerate and caring, but these days Li Dongxing has become even worse.When he was at home, Li Dongxing took care of all the housework such as sweeping the floor and cleaning the table, plus Zheng He came out from time to time to cook a meal.Cheng Yan originally thought that it might be because his junior brother felt uncomfortable owing him rent, so he didn't stop Li Dongxing from being active until the evening of the day before yesterday, after he took a shower and read a book, and only half an hour later, he realized that he had just replaced him. Clothes were washed.

Li Dongxing stood with his sleeves rolled up on the balcony to dry Cheng Yan's clothes. He was wearing the apron that Zheng Heping wore when he was cooking, and his waist was slender. Looking from his back, he almost looked like a virtuous little daughter-in-law.

Cheng Yan finally couldn't sit still.

This will not be like when we first met, he wanted to draw a line with Li Dongxing, and he was unwilling to accept the other party's favor for no reason.At this point, Cheng Yan had already given up, raised his hand in surrender, and became a prisoner of the sugar-coated shell.And once he crossed the spiritual hurdle, he didn't care much about the physical distance.Even Mu Mu started to laugh at him and Li Dongxing. Once the three of them made an appointment to eat shabu-shabu together. After a meal, Li Dongxing kept helping Cheng Yan with vegetables. Halfway through the meal, Mu Mu sighed and said, Li Dongxing treats Cheng Yan better than most people treat their girlfriends. Cheng Big Bad Wolf is very lucky, but he really envies her for being alone.

Mu Mu's conversation with Cheng Yan has always been open and unobstructed. Cheng Yan only thought she was joking and hurt him, and didn't take it to heart at all.After seeing the scene on the balcony, he belatedly felt a little awkward.

Seeing that Li Dongxing carried his schoolbag for him again, and opened the door to wait for him, Cheng Yan thought about it for a long time, and finally said, "Hey, Dongxing, why don't you be so nice to me in the future?"

Hearing Cheng Yan's words, Li Dongxing's face froze suddenly, he paused, and asked in a low voice, "Brother, are you... are you angry?"

Cheng Yan felt that he was nervous, and felt that he was meddling. How could there be people in this world who would despise others for being too kind to them?This seems to be like getting cheap and selling good, which is really unreasonable.He analyzed it, and felt that it might be because he squeezed Li Dongxing too much on weekdays and took up his junior brother's free time, so that Li Dongxing had to focus all his attention on him, and there was nowhere else to go for his gentleness. .

So he tried his best to put on a magnanimous attitude that a senior brother should have, and said to Li Dongxing in the most caring tone: "Otherwise, I will give you more vacation next semester."

Li Dongxing seemed to be genuinely frightened.

"Brother...are you annoying me?" He looked at Cheng Yan, frowning slightly, "You don't want to see me often anymore?"

Cheng Yan quickly explained: "No, how come, I think it's not good to keep you too busy, you see, you don't even have time to find a girlfriend."

Li Dongxing looked at him and said, "Brother doesn't have a girlfriend either."

Cheng Yan didn't expect the topic to turn to himself, and said a little embarrassedly: "Uh, I don't have this ambition."

Li Dongxing was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously said, "Brother, do you like men?"

Cheng Yan's eyelids twitched, and he denied it without thinking: "How is it possible? What kind of brain circuit is your kid, you learned from Mu Mu, and you are making fun of your senior brother?"

He just wanted to say that he only cares about work for the time being.

Li Dongxing turned his head, and an inexplicable sense of loss flashed across his face, as if he had received a major blow, he said "Oh", and then said in a low voice: "If senior brother doesn't want me to follow, I will remember living."

In a daze, Cheng Yan seemed to see a stray dog ​​driven out of the house by its owner.

He wondered if he had spoken too seriously, and was about to make amends, when Li Dongxing frowned, raised his hand and pressed his head.

"What's wrong?" Cheng Yan hurriedly asked.

"It's okay." Li Dongxing shook his head, "A little headache."

Mingming's face turned pale, and Cheng Yan couldn't help complaining about his carelessness. Judging from the sweat on the tip of Li Dongxing's nose, he must have endured it for a long time.

He pressed Li Dongxing's shoulder and asked, "Sick? Or tired?"

Li Dongxing supported his forehead and said, "Maybe I went to Teacher Han to try out a new instrument in the morning, and I felt a little uncomfortable."

Cheng Yan was taken aback: "A new instrument? Why do you need an instrument when Han Zheng consults you?"

Li Dongxing explained: "It's the batch of transcranial magnetic stimulation newly purchased by the center. Teacher Han said that it might be helpful to try it in consultation."

Transcranial magnetic stimulation is an experimental device that directly applies weak magnetic field stimulation to the human brain to change the pattern of brain activity.Cheng Yan had heard about using this device to treat depression and other mental illnesses, but he didn't know what Han Zheng did to Li Dongxing.

Theoretically, the magnetic field is not harmful to the human body, but the tolerance of the human body to external stimuli varies from person to person. If there is a side effect of headache, it is not always a good thing.

Cheng Yan was slightly dissatisfied: "I'll go and talk to Han Zheng, you have side effects, don't mess around in the future."

Li Dongxing held his wrist and said, "Mr. Han is also working hard, brother, I'm really much better these days."

He spoke so earnestly for Han Zheng, Cheng Yan couldn't intervene anymore, so he just tugged the strap of the schoolbag on Li Dongxing's shoulder and said, "Here's the schoolbag, you can take a good rest when you get back, and don't work any more."

Li Dongxing pulled the strap of his schoolbag and refused to put it on.

Cheng Yan was speechless, and said mockingly, "Is that why you like this broken schoolbag so much?"

Probably because his head hurt so badly that he felt dizzy, Li Dongxing actually pouted, pulled back the strap of his bag almost stubbornly, and said, "It was agreed last time, I will help my brother with his backpack."

Cheng Yan was puzzled, when did we agree?Thinking about it hard, it seems that once in the office, someone said that he would help him carry his schoolbag in the future.But wasn't it Xiaowei who was talking to him at that time?Since when did Li Dongxing remember what Xiao Wei said?

He was startled, seeing that Li Dongxing was still suffering, so he endured without asking further questions, and went home with his junior brother first.

In the next few days, Cheng Yan watched carefully to make sure that Li Dongxing did not suffer from the headache again, so he let out a sigh of relief.At the same time, he also discovered that what Li Dongxing said about the improvement of his condition did not seem to be false.

In the past, almost every day, Li Dongxing's other personalities would pop up at least once, most of the time it was Zheng Heping or Lili, occasionally Xiaowei, or Adong.With these personalities, Cheng Yan always felt that there were more than two people living in the family.And these days he suddenly realized that he hadn't seen anyone else for a while.

This change should be a good thing.He searched a lot of literature the next day. Although he did not find a precedent for the successful treatment of dissociative identity disorder with transcranial magnetic stimulation, he found a lot of methodological literature that Han Zheng had published in large and small journals over the years.From a theoretical point of view, this method does have the possibility of being feasible; taking a step back, at least there will be no side effects.

In order to make sure that he, a layman, did not misunderstand the meaning of the article, Cheng Yan went to ask Mu Mu for advice.When Mu Mu saw the title of the article, he laughed at him for targeting Han Zheng again. After answering the question, he also laughed at Cheng Yanyi, saying that he could rest assured that no matter how much his junior brother trusted Teacher Han, he would not run away with him. He doesn't need to be so jealous all the time.

Cheng Yan was quite disdainful about this, why did he drink vinegar?Is it because of Han Zheng's good looks?

He just doesn't like this guy very much.

Cheng Yan also tried to find a reason why he didn't like Han Zheng.There is nothing to criticize about Han Zheng. All the teachers and students in the center like him very much. Even Cheng Yan, who always treats him with indifference and feels ill at first glance, he always greets him with a smile.

Cheng Yan thought about it, maybe it was because this person seemed too righteous.

There are no good people in this world.Cheng Yan had two at least around him.However, Xu Mowen is upright, but he is slightly indifferent to others; Li Dongxing is gentle and kind, but because of that flaw, he is cautiously alienated from outsiders.

Who is really the same without blemish?

Only dummies.

He told Mu Mu that Mu Mu scolded himself as a cynical bastard, and he had to prove that everyone was like him, with a little ailment to be happy.

Cheng Yan didn't take it seriously, he wasn't interested in proving Han Zheng's faults, he was just a selfish bastard, as long as Han Zheng didn't mess with him and the people he cared about, even if he committed murder and arson, he didn't necessarily care.

It's just that if he doesn't like a person, he has the right to keep him at a respectful distance and be on guard by the way.

Of course, if Han Zheng could really help Li Dongxing, his discomfort at this point would definitely become insignificant, and he might even look at him with admiration from now on.

As Li Dongxing got better day by day, other personalities showed some reactions.

One day in the kitchen, Cheng Yan bumped into Zheng Heping. Zheng Heping brought out the cooked food, and was rarely silent. After Cheng Yan finished his meal and thanked him as usual, he cleaned up the dishes and wiped his eyes. , muttering: "In the future, I will teach you more about winter travel."

Lili was fine, the girl didn't have so many worries, she only complained a few words to Li Dongxing, saying that she didn't have a chance to wear the new dress she bought last time, and then she watched TV dramas as if nothing had happened, and suddenly said sadly while watching: : "Time is running out, when will we see the end of this show?"

Only Xiao Wei had the biggest reaction.

That night, Cheng Yan had already fallen asleep, and he vaguely felt the bed tremble. When he turned his head, he saw that there was another person on his bed.

The man in winter was lying outside the quilt, with his hands and feet curled up, his head buried behind Cheng Yan's back.

Cheng Yan knew at a glance that it was Xiao Wei, and Xiao Wei liked to come out in the middle of the night the most, so he habitually left the door open.He turned over, first pulled up the quilt and covered Xiao Wei, lest Li Dongxing catch a cold the next day, then patted Xiao Wei's head, and asked him what's wrong.

Xiao Wei said in a low voice that he was afraid.

Cheng Yan: "Are you afraid of the dark?" He planned to get up and turn on the light.

Xiaowei shook his head, hugged him softly, and said with a sob: "Xiaowei is afraid that I will never see Brother Yan again."

Cheng Yan was stunned.

He was so preoccupied with celebrating Li Dongxing's improvement that he forgot what it meant to other personalities.

If Li Dongxing's multiple personality symptoms will really be cured, will he never see Zheng Heping and Lili, especially this little boy who will curl up in his arms and rely on him wholeheartedly?

In the darkness, Cheng Yan's heart seemed to have been lightly hammered, and his arms around Xiao Wei's shoulders became tighter.

"No Xiaowei, brother Yan is always here, you can see him whenever you want." He whispered softly.

"Liar. Brother Yan will leave me behind. It's dark everywhere, only Xiao Wei is alone." Xiao Wei grabbed the collar of Cheng Yan's pajamas and almost pulled the button off, muttering softly, "... Will Xiao Wei die?"

Cheng Yan felt even more uncomfortable.He slowly combed Xiaowei's soft hair on the back of his head with his fingers, pulled him into his arms, and said, "No, don't be afraid, Xiaowei is just sick, and when he recovers, he will be able to grow up and take good care of him." Brother Yan, I won’t feel uncomfortable anymore.”

The boy believed every word he said, and gradually calmed down, breathing calmly and no longer trembling.

Holding the person in his arms, Cheng Yan almost forgot that it was the body of his junior brother, and that Li Dongxing might remember everything he said and everything he did tonight.He gently rubbed the boy's heart with his chin, he didn't move for a long time, then got out of bed, put on his coat and went to the living room.

He stayed up all night that night.

☆, God's Eye ([-])

Li Dongxing woke up before five o'clock.

He soon realized that he was in Cheng Yan's room, and after thinking about it for a while, he remembered how Xiao Wei sneaked into Cheng Yan's bed last night.

When Xiaowei came out, he still couldn't control his body, but his consciousness was no longer the same as before, and he was forced to fall into an unconscious sleep at the moment of switching.He vaguely knew what he did and what he said, as if his soul had gone out of his body.For example, now, he still remembers how he hugged Cheng Yan, and how Cheng Yan touched the back of his head to comfort him.

Senior brother is always very gentle to Xiaowei, sometimes he even seems to be a different person, as if in front of that innocent and well-behaved boy, he can be less scruples, put down the airs he usually holds, and step over the always barricade The invisible line between oneself and others.

Sometimes Li Dongxing would be uncontrollably jealous of Xiao Wei.He is not Xiaowei, he can't do what Xiao failed to do, and he can't get what Xiao failed to get from his senior brother.

His chest was sore and swollen, he turned his head and closed his eyes, feeling that the tip of his nose was full of the smell of Cheng Yan, he couldn't help but kiss that pillow.After the kiss, it was like getting an electric shock again, she quickly retracted her head, pulled up the hem of the undershirt, and wiped the non-existent saliva marks on the pillow.Reluctantly putting the pillow back in its original place, he tiptoed up again, straightened the sheet and folded the quilt, until there was no trace of being occupied by others, and then walked out of Cheng Yan's room.

Just as he thought, Cheng Yan really sat on a chair in the living room all night.That armchair was newly bought during the Chinese New Year, and it was placed by the window. Cheng Yan quite liked sitting there reading a book and basking in the sun.Li Dongxing walked over with light steps, looking at Cheng Yan neither far nor near.He feels guilty.If it wasn't for Xiao Weifei to go to Cheng Yan in the middle of the night, the owner of the room wouldn't have nowhere to sleep and had to come out and sit.

Cheng Yan had his eyes closed at the moment.The glasses are still on the bridge of the nose, and they slide down a little bit, and it seems that every eyelash can be seen clearly from above the metal frame.He was wearing an overcoat, and the old shirt used as pajamas was baggy, showing a large part of his neck and a small collarbone.He seemed to feel a little cold, one hand was still clutching the front of his coat, his shoulders shrank slightly, and the other hand was holding a book, but now his fingers loosened a little, and half of the book slipped to the ground.

Li Dong walked a little closer, picked up the book first, and hesitated whether to wake up Cheng Yan.They didn't have any plans in the morning, if Cheng Yan went back to his room now, he could sleep for another two hours.But when he raised his head, he couldn't move.

Cheng Yan who fell asleep was not the same as usual.

Li Dongxing secretly analyzed that senior brother belongs to the kind of person who is extremely defensive, he will never relax for a moment, and he will never show any weakness to others.Cheng Yan has a high emotional intelligence, and he pretends to be very good-tempered in front of unfamiliar people. Teachers like Fan Mingfan are full of praise for him.But if you get closer, you will find that he doesn't like to be close to people, and would rather live a reclusive life, just like a cave-dwelling hedgehog. If others want to get closer, they will trigger his alarm, be sneered at or impatient His bad temper forced him to give up.Like Mu Mu who always complains that Cheng Yan likes to pretend, he has to work hard to put on that face, he is so petty that people can't touch his sincerity, he deserves to have no friends.

That's all because they didn't look carefully.

Li Dongxing felt sorry for Cheng Yan in his heart.

If they took a second look at this moment, they would find that when the senior brother was not frowning coldly on purpose, his brows and eyes were very gentle.And it's not like Cheng Yan doesn't feel lonely.Without the stronger shell, Cheng Yan is just an ordinary person who suffers from headaches, illnesses, irritability and sadness.

At this moment, he was so close to Cheng Yan, so close that as long as he stretched out his hand, he could hug that thin body firmly into his arms.

Li Dongxing felt that more and more emotions in his heart were swelling up, ready to explode, and about to burst.Love is a thing, if you don't find it, it will quietly brew and dormant there; but once it has shown its horns, it will be unstoppable, rushing to every part of the heart, like wanting to drink anytime, anywhere. Flash floods breaking through embankments.

He overestimated his endurance.He originally thought that what he was best at was forbearance.When his aunt beat him, how many times did he want to stand up and scold that woman back?But he knew it wasn't going to work, he couldn't let the monster inside him get the better of him, he couldn't let the hatred and anger consume him, he couldn't turn into a monstrous monster.Over the years, he has used this tenacious willpower to force himself to be a good person who tolerates everything.But why is it harder to hold back love than to hold back hatred?

He wanted to reach out and hug the person in front of him, as Li Dongxing's, not Xiaowei's.He wants to use all the strength in his body to feel the shape of that person's muscles and bones with both hands, and even crush the other person in his arms so that they can become one.

As soon as this idea came out, Li Dongxing was frightened by himself.He took a small step back, a little flustered, and glanced at his hands.

Why?Why is love more terrifying than hate, and it will make him want to possess and hurt the person he loves?

It was as if he had become that monster again.

Han Zheng said that every personality of his is actually a projection of his own heart.Does this mean that at any time, he might do what that violent personality did to force Cheng Yan to accept himself?

Maybe the senior brother can subdue him.But what if instead of violence, he uses another method of coercion?

For example, Xiao Wei.Cheng Yan never refuses Xiao Wei's approach.If Cheng Yan thought that the refusal would cause irreparable harm to Xiao Wei or Li Dongxing, wouldn't he be reluctant to accept his brother's protection and indulgence?

Li Dongxing felt that he was already doing this intentionally or unintentionally.

He is using his other personalities to test Cheng Yan's bottom line time and time again, to make his senior brother get used to his closeness, or even fully accept his most secret desires.

It turned out that he was so despicable.

It's time to stop.He doesn't want to be a disgusting person, let alone hurt the person who cares about him the most in this world.

When Cheng Yan opened his eyes, he saw Li Dongxing kneeling beside him with his head bowed.

Confused, he thought it was Xiao Wei, raised his hand and rubbed the back of the guy's neck, unexpectedly found that his hand was covered with cold sweat.

"What's the matter?" Cheng Yan hurriedly raised his body, and saw the NPC in winter wearing short-sleeved trousers and kneeling on the ground barefoot, frowning deeply, "Go back to bed, okay? Brother Yan will accompany you."

"Senior brother, it's me." Li Dongxing turned his head to avoid Cheng Yan's hand, and got up silently.

Cheng Yan withdrew his hand embarrassingly, and complained that he was blind, but he didn't recognize his junior brother back.He also stood up, beat his sore waist, and said, "Oh, let's have breakfast together, and go to school later."

Li Dongxing put the book back on the table, turned his back to Cheng Yan, and said, "Brother, I think I will move out after a while."

Cheng Yan was stunned, and asked slowly for a while, "What's the matter?"

Li Dongxing: "I'm getting better soon, there's no need for senior brother to take care of me so much."

Cheng Yan was silent.He remembered that one of the reasons why Li Dongxing was persuaded to live here was because he said he was curious about multiple personalities.At that time, he didn't expect that there would be a Han Zheng with great ability, who could really cure this almost incurable disease.

If Li Dongxing really recovered from his illness, why would he have to force people to stay under his nose every day?

Cheng Yan glanced at Li Dongxing, feeling so depressed.In this situation, it was as if I had pulled the grown-up baby's wings with my own hands and wanted to break up with him.He didn't know who he was angry with, and he still pretended to be nonchalant, while going to serve Li Dong hot porridge, while telling him not to think about it, but to do all the work that should be done, and wait for the moving thing to be settled.

In the morning, Li Dongxing went to look for Han Zheng again. Cheng Yan was full of depression and didn't want to stay in the office alone, so he went downstairs for a stroll.He ran into Mr. Tian Zhu on the first floor, and Mr. Tian Zhu just said that he wanted to talk to him about something, so his stroll turned into two people circling around the small red building.

Turning to the third round, Cheng Yan couldn't take it anymore, and asked Mr. Tian Zhu what was the matter.

Tian Zhujun said hesitantly: "Xiaoyu, uh, she told me two days ago that she likes me a little bit."

Cheng Yan was a little amused, and patted Mr. Tian Zhu on the shoulder, and said, "Congratulations?"

Tian Zhujun smiled, feeling rather worried for some reason, poked his neck, and asked Cheng Yan: "Teacher Cheng, is it really possible?"

"Is it okay for what?" Cheng Yan found it extremely funny, "Are you going to ask your teacher for approval when you are in a relationship? If you really need someone to approve, you should ask your grandma."

Mr. Tian Zhu clasped his hands like a little old man, shook his head and said, "Oh, it's not because of this. Grandma likes small fish, and she half-joked a while ago, when will I be able to be more promising? When it comes to my grade, it's time to start a family and start a business, and she still wants to live long enough to see me give her a great-grandson."

As he spoke, his face turned a little red, and he smiled a little silly.

Cheng Yan chuckled, the old lady was in a hurry, Tian Zhujun was only twenty, and Yu Xiaoyu was still a minor, even if the two really matched each other, she would really have to be in good spirits if she wanted them to give her a great-grandson Wait another ten years.

But Mr. Tian Zhu obviously has some troubles, according to his observation, this silly boy likes Yu Xiaoyu, even if he doesn't really think about that place, it's not like Luohua is intentionally ruthless, thinking about how to reject other girls.

"So, what are you worrying about?" He asked Mr. Tian Zhu.

Mr. Tian Zhu sighed, the tip of his nose wrinkled into a group of fine lines, hesitantly said: "Xiaoyu is still ill, does it mean that she doesn't know what liking is?"

Cheng Yan stared: "Your words are too wrong, don't you discriminate against patients?"

Tian Zhujun waved his hands again and again: "No, Teacher Cheng, I don't suspect that Xiaoyu's mind is not clear. I, I just can't help thinking, Xiaoyu is sick, and I have been persuading her to receive treatment. She seems to be She is quite dependent on me... Could it be that she has mistaken this kind of dependence and liking? Well, what is it, Senior Dongxing told me... By the way, empathy! Just because I treat her Well, she trusts me a lot, she confided her heart to me at first, and then transferred her attachment to grandma to me, creating this illusion of liking."

He spoke clearly, as if he had been exposed to too much in the mental health center, and he was an amateur psychoanalyst.

Cheng Yan was a little speechless, straightened his face, and said, "Student Tian Zhujun, I think you can have some confidence in yourself."

While squatting down to rescue a wild cat stuck in the bushes, Mr. Tian Zhu said: "I know, I am easy to feel inferior. I have also thought about it, I have no long body, and my character is still cowardly. What can she see in me?" He said, standing on the edge of the flower bed and turning around, his height has grown by ten centimeters, and his imposing manner has become more powerful, "After thinking about it, I shouldn't doubt myself so much, I'm worthless , at least sincerely treat Xiaoyu well. If Xiaoyu really likes me, I will definitely not let her down. But if I don’t let her down, first of all, I can’t take advantage of others.”

Cheng Yan frowned, thinking that this kid was being a bit circuitous, and his character was really good.

"Then you plan to reject her?" It's a pity.

"I told Xiaoyu that she is still young, at least when she goes to college, then I will ask her personally if she still likes me." Mr. Tian Zhu frowned and then quickly relaxed, "After a while After more than a year, her illness will be greatly relieved? If she is empathizing with me for a while, then she should wake up."

Cheng Yan glanced at him: "You, this year's time is not small, if she moves on at that time, wouldn't it be a pity?"

Tian Zhujun nodded honestly: "It's a pity." He turned his head, looked at a pool not far away, and muttered in a low voice, "I really like Xiaoyu. Sometimes I think, if she is a An ordinary girl who is not sick at all, how good would that be? I definitely don't have so many worries, at most I don't think puppy love should delay her studies."

Cheng Yan just wanted to tell him that there are so many good things in this world, if Yu Xiaoyu hadn't suffered from hysteria, she might not have gone to steal flowers downstairs from his dormitory at all.

Before the words came out of his mouth, he suddenly thought of another thing.

Once he stayed in the laboratory with Li Dongxing, he was so busy that he was dizzy, and was about to get up to make a cup of green tea, but when he touched the cup, he found that the tea leaves in it had just been changed, and the water was still warm.He raised his head slightly, and at a glance he saw the junior who was arranging the experimental equipment standing two meters away from him.

Li Dongxing was concentrating on his work at first, but he didn't know if he had eyes behind his back, so he turned around at the right time, met Cheng Yan's gaze, and smiled slightly.

Holding the cup, Cheng Yan felt sure for no reason.

It wasn't a violent heartbeat, but he was very relieved, as if the warmth flowed through his limbs, and the warm tea soaked his lungs. At that moment, his whole body was exhausted. He thought of the four vulgar characters of "Time is quiet" .

He is naturally cold-hearted, and when others treat him well, he either turns a blind eye or rejects him thousands of miles away, but that one person has come so close without knowing it, not only is he used to the ubiquitous Well, even both started craving it.

This scene appeared in front of his eyes again, he couldn't help shaking his head, thinking, by the way, it would be great if the junior brother didn't have that problem?

If he didn't have that problem, he might be able to...just be able to...

What can you do?

Cheng Yan felt that he had been hit on the head with a mallet, and he became sober.

Mr. Tian Zhu hoped that Yu Xiaoyu was not ill, because they could be together smoothly, what was he thinking?If Li Dongxing hadn't been ill, would it be possible to have a peaceful life with him?

As soon as he concentrated, he shouted loudly in his heart, Cheng Yan, Cheng Yan, you are so whimsical, your brain is flooded, and you plan to fly to the sky?

Just because his junior brother is gentle, considerate and dependent on him, he is so bold that he has the heart to guard against himself?

Cheng Yan had never claimed to be a gentleman, but he was still shocked by how shameless he was.

Last night he already realized that something was not quite right.

After comforting Xiao Wei, he went to the living room to blow the air, and the sadness that was just aroused by Xiao Wei's uneasiness was blown away, and the rest was full of joy and a little bit of guilt.

He shamefully lied to Xiao Wei.Human consciousness is still an unsolved mystery. The child and Li Dongxing have parallel personalities at present. If Li Dongxing recovers innocently and the other personalities are absorbed one by one, then this eight-year-old child named Xiaowei will naturally cease to exist. .

Does this mean death to Little Future?

Cheng Yan was not sure.

As a researcher, he shouldn't have said something he wasn't sure about.

But at that moment, compared with his sympathy for Xiaowei, and his reluctance to part with him, his heart was completely occupied by the possibility of his junior and junior being cured.He hoped that Li Dongxing would get better, even if he needed to talk to persuade Xiaowei to give up his independent consciousness and take the initiative to integrate with Li Dongxing, he would do it without hesitation.

Cheng Yan also thought about it, if he took extra care of his junior, was it because he felt sorry for Xiao Wei, or because Zheng Heping was too good at cooking.But it wasn't until that moment that he realized clearly in his heart that no matter how much he kept saying that he respected other personalities, he always understood that there was only one person he cared about most.

The only person he hopes to stay by his side is Li Dongxing.

As soon as Mr. Tian Zhu reminded him, the coffin of this idea came to a conclusion so quickly that he didn't even have a chance to hide his ears.

Cheng Yan closed his eyes and thought helplessly, this is really going to end for him.

☆, God's Eye ([-])

Mr. Tian Zhu