most young and lonely

After so many years, Yi Can never imagined that she would see him again—A Bing.

It was the winter vacation of my sophomore year, and the Chinese New Year was only a few days away, and some shops were already closed.Yi Can was quite free at home, so he was fully armed and went out to the bookstore he often went to.

That bookstore has been open for many years. It has two floors. The first floor is for popular books, and the second floor is for study books. Yican High School often goes there to buy exercise sets.Going in again now, there is a warm long-lost feeling.The bookstore is still decorated with wood, but it has changed, and it must have been newly installed not long ago.The boss also knew Yi Can, and he greeted cheerfully: Oh, you're here!Long time no see, let's go to college!

Yi Chan nodded with a smile, and walked quietly into the bookstore.The furnishings inside have not changed much. There are children reading books by the bookshelves, some standing, squatting, with no distractions and concentration, some frowning, some smiling, and they have completely devoted themselves to the novel.

Yi Can couldn't help smiling, once upon a time, I was also one of them.Walking past them lightly, just as he was about to reach out to the bookshelf, his eyes were attracted by a strange yet familiar figure from behind.

is it him?The back view that she had seen countless times was not far away!

At that moment, Yi Chan suddenly had the urge to cry.For three years, they haven't heard from each other for nearly three years, and they haven't even met each other.

She looked at him quietly, her hair became shorter, her clothes became more mature, her figure didn't change much, but the feeling of alienation from before was gone.

Is he really him?Will he still remember me?

Yi Can tried to calm down his excitement, then walked up to him and patted him on the shoulder.The boy turned his head slowly, and he did not disappoint Yi Chan, he was really Ah Bing!

Ah Bing looked at the girl with shoulder-length hair and mischievous eyes in surprise, and suddenly realized, "You are Yi Can! My God, you have changed so much!"

Yi Chan blushed slightly, shook her head, and said with a smile, "Of course, the female college has changed!"

Suddenly meeting such Yi Chan, Ah Bing was a little shy.

After all, three years ago, Yi Can was just a little girl who didn't understand anything in his eyes. He really liked her frankness, straightforwardness, livelyness and simplicity, and she didn't think too much about her occasionally.Now that Yi Can has become such a generous and beautiful girl, he is somewhat unaccustomed to it.

When old classmates meet, it is indispensable to catch up on the old days.

Yi Can invited Ah Bing to a nearby coffee shop for a chat.Compared with his sophomore year in high school, Ah Bing feels much more stable, without the sense of mystery and alienation he had back then, which made Yi Chan feel much closer.

After a few polite words, Yi Can couldn't help but ask, "Why did you change schools suddenly when you were a sophomore in high school?"

Ah Bing looked at the slightly excited Yi Can, hesitated for a moment, and said that because of his parents' work, he always changed schools.He never thought that anyone would care about his departure.

It may also be because of the total change of school that gave Ah Bing that sense of loneliness and alienation.

Yi Can thought in his heart: There are many things you didn't expect!Not only did I care, I was going crazy!But Yi Can nodded calmly on the surface, "Oh, so that's how it is."

At this time, Yi Can suddenly felt that something was wrong there, only to find that Ah Bing's shiny earrings had disappeared.She asked in a teasing tone: "Where's your shiny earrings? Why are they missing?"

"Haha, do you still remember this? It's something from childhood, and it's not suitable to wear now!" Ah Bing touched his left ear.

Without the shining earrings, it seems that Ah Bing is no longer the former Ah Bing.

Yi Chan felt an inexplicable sadness, but he didn't know the reason for this sadness.

She continued to chat with Ah Bing about her current life.Ah Bing was admitted to a school in the north. He was also a sophomore. He usually has a lot of classes and exams. He is very busy every day...

Unknowingly, more than an hour passed, and Yi Can suddenly remembered that he wanted to go home, so he left each other's contact information, and said goodbye to Ah Bing in a hurry.

Back home, Yi Can still couldn't believe the encounter just now. It wasn't until he looked at the name in the phone's address book several times that he was convinced that he really saw him again.The joyful mood finally faded, and the inexplicable sadness came out again.

What exactly is going on?When meeting him again, shouldn't he be so excited that he can't wait to confess his love directly?However, Yi Can doesn't seem to want to confess, she no longer has the kind of admiration she had for Ah Bing back then.

Three years in youth—A Bing has changed a lot, and Yi Chan has also changed.

Just like Yin Li in "Yi Tian Shou Long Ji", what she loved was the stubborn and ruthless Zhang Wuji when she was a child, but later she met the mature and gentle Zhang Wuji, but no matter what she didn't love her anymore.

Perhaps, what Yi Chan fell in love with at the beginning was Ah Bing's cool sense of mystery, and even that kind of alienation that was hard to get close to. Now that Ah Bing has become kinder, he no longer has that feeling.

After eating, Yi Can, who had never seriously thought about these issues, began to recall the feeling at that time in detail.

His shining earrings, slender hands, mischievous eyes, and the English book in his arms.Yi Can recalled that Ah Bing, a sophomore in high school, was wearing that dark sweater, looking at her not far away, with sly eyes.The figure is getting farther and farther away, so far away that it can no longer be seen.In the quiet night, Yi Chan heard his own sigh.

How can you not be like you?But, this is the real Ah Bing!

Yi Can has mixed feelings in his heart, he doesn't know whether it's resentment or helplessness.But what can I do?Who can stop and wait for her?

Life is always moving forward, and people are always moving forward.When you were young and ignorant, what you fell in love with might just be the feeling in your heart, and it didn't even have anything to do with the person who gave you this feeling.

A liking that has never been approached is not a real liking, but just projecting the feelings in my heart onto a person.Sometimes Yi Can feels regretful, regretting that he didn't have the courage to approach Ah Bing and try to understand the real Ah Bing.But then again, life is imperfect. How can things always be so perfect?

Yican's cherished love for three years was buried in the flowing night along with helplessness, sighs, and tears.

Afterwards, the two had occasional contact, but Yi Chan could never go back to the shyness and admiration of the past.

Even though they were so affectionate at the beginning, they can only be ordinary friends now.

But she is still grateful for Ah Bing's appearance, just for the throbbing when she was young.