Rebirth: Back to the Origin

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Just when he didn't know what to do, a beautiful older sister came by and said, "Can you buy calcium tablets for your mother, brother?"

Lu Chen nodded embarrassedly: "I don't know which one is better."

The sister smiled slightly: "Your mother doesn't have a specific brand?"

"No, she has a slight calcium deficiency, and she drinks milk and takes vitamin D tablets,"

"Then you can take this kind, I also eat this kind, let your mother eat one a day."

Thanks to my kind sister, Lu Chen took the calcium tablets and bought some fresh oranges and bananas. He paid the bill and walked to the downtown square with a full harvest. Shao Yu was there to help his guitar teacher recruit student.

I heard Shao Yu's voice from a distance, humming Mayday, the voice was light and elegant, and there was a trace of lazy style, Lu Chen was standing outside the crowd with his things, looking at Shao Yu who was humming with his eyes closed. Yu smiled wryly.This guy is so sexy.

Shao Yu sat on the back seat of the bicycle, holding the things Lu Chen bought in his arms, and muttered while eating. When Lu Chen arrived at the city hospital, he parked the car in the leeward direction and asked Shao Yu to wait. He watched Lu Chen run into the hospital, eating pistachios to himself.

When Lu Chen came out, Shao Yu had already put half a bag of fruit shells in the bag in his hand. The little fool put on his hat and gloves with his neck curled up, and refused to stop eating just like that.

Lu Chen's heart softened, he stepped forward to press his head and kissed his mouth deeply, and immediately pedaled his car and walked home.

Shao Yu laughed, put his gloved hand into Lu Chen's coat pocket, and hung behind Lu Chen like a koala: "Xiao Chen, you are too treacherous. I wear a hat, so others can't see clearly." Am I a boy or a girl?"

Lu Chen was amused: "It's reasonable for me to seize the opportunity."

"Bah bah bah!"

Aunt Xu came back in a hurry at night, dinner was already served at Lu's house, mother Lu sat in the middle with her big belly, and father Lu turned into a 24-hour filial husband, serving before and after, so as not to make his wife feel tired.

Aunt Xu joked with a smile: "If Axian gives birth to a girl, some old Lu will worry about it."

"Hahaha, I want to give birth to a girl, so that they can make good for their old Lu family!"

Father Lu smiled and didn't answer.

Lu Chen took out the two cards that were issued at the hospital today, and handed them to Mother Lu and Aunt Xu respectively, and said with a smile, "I went to the city with Shao Yu today, just in time for the publicity in the hospital, and I issued two cards, which can be used for free The examination is for women only."

Aunt Xu took it differently: "Yo! Is there such a good thing?"

"Yeah, a bunch of aunts are robbing there, and people don't want to give it to me because I'm a big guy."

"Hahaha, good job brat!" Lu's mother smiled and took the card: "It's just Wenping, you rest tomorrow, let's go, I will have a prenatal checkup, and you will have a physical checkup, so don't waste it."

Lu Chen also answered: "That's right, Aunt Xu, you can go with my mother. Pregnant women should go out for a walk appropriately, which is good for their health."

Mother Lu touched her son's head with a smile.

Aunt Xu hesitated for a moment, and Shao Yu said, "Mom, you can go ahead, I was looking at the car, Xiao Chen went in to snatch this card, don't waste it."

Hearing what her son said, Mother Xu nodded with a smile: "Go! It just so happens that you should have a physical examination."

Lu Chen turned his head, and the two exchanged glances tacitly.

Finally, the two mothers were persuaded.

This year’s New Year’s Eve was spent at Lu’s house as usual. Lu Chen’s status as a chef is very stable. He stayed in the kitchen all afternoon and made six dishes, one soup and one dessert. Mother Lu became the family’s protected animal, so she could only sit and talk with Aunt Xu. Make dumplings.The task of pasting Spring Festival couplets with Lu's father was given to Shao Yu, and the two of them ran a few more times to post up all the empty houses in Lu's and Xu's houses before returning.

There was a little cartoon snake praying for blessings posted at home. As soon as Lu's father came, he went straight to his wife and went to make dumplings with the two mothers. Shao Yu stayed in the living room for a while, slipped into the kitchen, and while the adults were not paying attention, the two exchanged words. a kiss.

"I'll eat a piece of tenderloin~"

"It's specially prepared for you here, don't eat what's on the plate."

Shao Yu cheerfully held the bowl, leaned over to show cuteness: "Congratulations~ Congratulations, congratulations~ Congratulations~"

Lu Chen laughed: "My boyfriend is a little fool, what can I congratulate!"

"But..." Shao Yu moved closer: "But your little fool really loves you~"

Lu Chen looked back at the living room, then quickly bit the little fool's mouth, sucked it slightly before letting go, Shao Yu blushed, but his eyes were bright, and said in a hoarse voice: "Where is this year's gift? Do you save?"

"Save it." Lu Chen leaned close to Shao Yu's ear in a low voice: "When the time comes, I'll get back even the principal with interest, and I won't let it go."

Shao Yu's ears were hot, his heart was pounding, and he looked directly into Lu Chen's eyes: "Looking forward to you~"

Really being driven crazy by this little fool, Lu Chen closed his eyes and calmed down for a while, straightened up to look at the boiling pigeon soup, the aroma overflowed, diluting the unknown and charming atmosphere in the kitchen.

Shao Yu smiled like a kitten who had stolen fish, holding his cat food bowl and eating with relish, making Lu Chen's teeth itch from anger.

"Finally, I won the round!"

"Ah!"

The little fool is still enjoying this kind of verbal teasing, completely unaware that he has already bought himself, how can a cub who knows nothing about the world compare with an old fox in his 30s?

Lu Chen secretly glanced at his little fool, he has to watch it carefully~

☆, Yang Hui

Because of the handing in of the subject volunteer form, even though there is still half a semester before the second year of high school, the atmosphere in the class has changed a lot. The most obvious thing is that the science teachers no longer care so much about the liberal arts volunteers. Similarly, Shao Yu didn't think too much about these problems left over from the system for a long time. Anyway, he was grateful to be able to move the mountain of physics away.

Lu Chen has become busy again recently, frequently contacting Dai Jun, participating in the design of Feiyang's most important project, coupled with his own research on in-vehicle artificial intelligence, he is so busy that he doesn't even bother to sleep.

Shao Yu was very distressed by this, and directly contracted Lu Chen's three meals a day, wishing to feed him as much as he could.

The boys at the school are all the rage in League of Legends recently. During lunch breaks after class, they gather together to discuss which hero is stronger and which hero is weaker, or QWER or other skills. I and Lu Chen are just two clear streams, and I don't even know how to play League of Legends...

That guy Fang Qi has also become obsessed with this recently. He doesn't sleep at night and goes to the Internet cafe. Last time Lu Chen asked him to play basketball on the weekend, he answered the phone in the middle of the call and ran away. When it's over, it's gone, there's nothing I can do about it.

On Saturday morning, Lu Chen also went to the small Internet cafe outside the school, but he went to work, and Shao Yu followed, boringly opened the League of Legends interface and tried to play a man-machine. After matching to play, the teammates who cheated did not want to, and finally got angry by teammates. Fortunately, Shao Yu never cared too much about other people’s personal attacks. After watching it for a while, it was over. After playing, he closed the interface and nothing happened. It's the same, but just turn it on again.

Lying on the side watching Lu Chen's chattering program, his eyes darkened.

Lu Chen stroked his hair casually: "Go to the small bookstore next door and stay for a while, it's a dirty place, I have to wait a while."

Shao Yu was also bored, got up and left, and received a text message from Yang Hui just as he left the house.

Speaking of Yang Hui, even though he had promised Lu Chen to have less contact with him, it was true that Shao Yu had few friends, so he occasionally chatted with Yang Hui on social media or sent each other text messages, and they did not lose contact.Yang Hui also asked him out several times, playing basketball and eating skewers, but he turned him down because of other things. This time Yang Hui asked him to go to the studio again.

After hesitating for a while, Shao Yu agreed. Fortunately, there happened to be a bus going to the studio, so he passed by directly.

This is the first time for Shao Yu to come to the studio. The art training class is very large, with four floors, and each floor has more than 20 classrooms. There are about a dozen students in each classroom. They all disappeared.

Shao Yu searched for the text message and went to the studio at the corner of the third floor to look for Yang Hui, but there was no one there. Shao Yu sent a text message to Yang Hui. Yang Hui said that he had something to go to the office suddenly and asked him to wait in the studio. Shao Yu pretended. I wandered into someone's studio with my mobile phone. The studio is quite clean. There are only a few drawing boards scattered here and there, some of which are covered with white cloth. There are some excellent paintings on the walls. Various things and plaster are scattered around , It is estimated that they used it for painting.

Going around a relatively large easel, I glanced at it, and there was a large area of ​​unknown yellow flowers on it, and there was a boy in white clothes in the middle, the blue sky and the sea of ​​flowers joined together in the distance, the boy in the painting was hazy, Shao Although Yu's appreciation ability is not high, he can roughly feel that the painter's use of color is amazing. He was moved when he saw a painting for the first time.

There was an easel beside the window, Shao Yu walked there curiously, but Yang Hui just came back.

"Shao Yu!"

Shao Yu stopped and turned around, said with a smile: "There are also people like you who asked others to come over but ran away by themselves."

"It's all accidental, it won't happen next time." Yang Hui said it easily, and handed two bottles of Coke to Shao Yu.Shao Yu took it and leaned against the window casually, the spring sun was warm and warm, and his whole body was relaxed.

"Did you paint that easel over there? It's so beautiful."

Yang Hui turned his head to take a look, and shook his head with a smile: "It was drawn by our most talented person. He is good at oil paint, and his paintings have won awards. He is the signature of this place."

"That's right! But their paintings are really good, and I'm distracted by what I'm looking at."

Yang Hui smiled, walked up to Shao Yu, and jokingly said, "It's really hard for you to make an appointment. It's so hard to meet each other. It's not easy."

Shao Yu was a little guilty, took a sip of Coca-Cola to cover it up, and quickly changed the subject: "There are different subjects, what did you choose?"

"We art students, what we choose is different." Yang Hui sighed and said suddenly, "Is it because of Lu Chen that you don't meet me?"

Shao Yu was startled, and said with a dry smile, "No, I, I just have something to do, what does it have to do with Xiao Chen."

"Just asking casually." Yang Hui raked his hair: "It feels like he doesn't like me very much."

Shao Yuxin said that the two of you had already faced each other last time, do you still need to feel it... But he didn't show it on the face, and said with a smile: "He is more facial paralyzed, like everyone else."

"How did you get to play together? It feels like you are not in the same world." Yang Hui said suddenly.

"Ah?" Shao Yu was asked Yimeng: "We are young, besides, why are we not in the same world, he is relatively low-key, he doesn't talk much, and he is very good in private."

Yang Hui smiled, suddenly turned to face Shao Yu, and said in a low voice, "From the same world? Is he too?"

"..." Shao Yu was stunned, and it took a long time before he said, "What is it?" There was already displeasure in the words, and the smile on his face became shallow.

Yang Hui approached a little closer: "Gay."

"..."

Shao Yu closed his smile, took a step back to distance himself from Yang Hui, his eyes were obviously not friendly: "I don't understand. I'm going back."

Yang Hui stepped forward and grabbed Shao Yu's arm: "Don't pretend to be Shao Yu, I can tell that you are! I know."

Shao Yu frowned, met Yang Hui's eyes and said indifferently: "So what? It has nothing to do with you."

"No, me too."

Shao Yu was suffocated, but his breath changed obviously. At first he didn't know what Yang Hui was going to do, but it was true that he and Xiao Chen were at odds. If he exposed Xiao Chen's affairs or used such things to It is not impossible for the article to happen, but now he has spoken out about himself, at least proving that he has no intention of doing evil, Shao Yu is a little relieved, but still remains vigilant: "What do you want, Yang Hui?" ?”

"Can you call me Ahui?"

Shao Yu frowned, sighed and said, "Yang Hui, you treat me as a friend by telling me this kind of thing. Don't worry, I won't have any other thoughts, and I won't tell others."

But Yang Hui smiled: "Friend? No...Shao Yu, don't you feel that a person, as a different from others, is different? Is this feeling uncomfortable? Since we are all, why don't we interact with each other? What about comfort? You are also very afraid of others knowing, aren’t you afraid? Are you not afraid that others will treat you as a pervert? Are you not worried? You..."

"what do you want to say in the end?"

"Let's be together, Shao Yu, no one is more suitable than us! I will treat you well, really, I..."

Shao Yu looked at Yang Hui's chattering mouth in front of him, and suddenly understood that the real purpose of Yang Hui's overtures was probably here. Shao Yu took a step back, and Yang Hui suddenly stopped talking, and looked at Shao Yu in surprise. Yu, seems to be saying why you have to back off, why not promise yourself.

Shao Yu understood everything, and thinking of Lu Chen's opinion of Yang Hui, he suddenly felt that he was really stupid.

"Yang Hui, I respect you, but what you said is impossible. I'm leaving."

After finishing speaking, Shao Yu walked out the door, but Yang Hui suddenly stepped forward to hold him back, and said eagerly: "Why? Don't you want to have someone with you to resist misunderstandings and accusations from the outside world? We are all in this world The heterogeneous, we are very suitable!"

Shao Yu shook his head: "We are not different!"

Yang Hui was stunned, seemingly puzzled.

Shao Yu suddenly thought of Lu Chen's words, he said: "We are not aliens, we have our own feelings just like everyone else, it is no different if we like someone we like, feelings are our own business." Shao Yu felt that he I am really lucky that I can meet Lu Chen and stand with him, be aboveboard, others have other people's lives, live my own life, no one should interfere in other people's lives, but try to live my own well.

Yang Hui frowned, he didn't understand why Shao Yu said that, like the same sex, isn't it different from others, isn't it against the world, why Shao Yu doesn't struggle or even fear...

But he wanted to get Shao Yu, which he had been thinking about for several years. Yang Hui suddenly went back to get his sketchbook, and he showed Shao Yu page by page, and there were all kinds of Shao Yu on it. Every one of the sketches is lifelike, and even the details such as the slight frown between the eyebrows are carefully drawn out, which shows the artist's intentions.

"Shaoyu, you see, I have liked you since a long time ago, I am sincere, yes, you are right, we are not different, I agree, I agree with what you said, I really, really like you , I want to be with you, I will treat you well, we can fall in love with ordinary people, live the life we ​​want, I have thought about it, there are many such things in big cities, we can go to the same school , to leave City C, or not to leave, we..."

To be honest, Shao Yu was a little touched, but that was all. Same-sex love was not easy. He could feel Yang Hui's liking for him, and believed that he might really think about everything and be with him, but , There is no way, the feelings may be selfish, the touch for Yang Hui meets the affection for Lu Chen, then this touch becomes vulnerable.

Shao Yu interrupted Yang Hui, and he thanked him solemnly: "Yang Hui, I really appreciate you, thank you for liking me, but I can't."

Yang Hui's eyes were red, and he growled, "Why! Why not!"

"I'm gay, and I don't care what other people think of me, but I still have family and concerns, and I don't like you...Maybe I'm exaggerating, but I really am. Thinking about it, I want to leave my feelings to the person I like, I'm sorry."

Yang Hui was stunned, and the atmosphere was somewhat silent.

Shao Yu was also not very embarrassed, thinking that he should have listened to Lu Chen if he knew it earlier: "Then I will leave Yang Hui first." Shao Yu hurriedly walked towards the door.

"Shao Yu, don't be so naive, do you think homosexuals can still find true love?" Yang Hui's voice was a little low: "You can't help it if you don't believe it. The fact is that homosexuals have no love, only desire."

Shao Yu stood at the door, digested Yang Hui's words, and suddenly smiled: "Then I am willing to wait, I believe in love, and I believe in homosexual love, if not, what are you doing to me?"

Yang Hui was startled suddenly, but Shao Yu had already left. He looked at his sketchbook and suddenly felt a little sad. He didn't know why he was sad, but looking at Shao Yu's leaving back, his heart was like being hit by a heavy hammer Just like hitting, this person has been living in his own imagination, cowardly and laughing, forbearing and fanatical, but he is not at all like him now... Yang Hui slowly squatted down and hugged his chest tightly. Sketchbook, yes, how could the Shao Yu in my heart say such things, but if it wasn’t Shao Yu’s words, what is the person in my heart...

The studio door was suddenly pushed open, Yang Hui looked up, and his classmate was standing at the door, looking at him in surprise.

Yang Hui stood up and said with a smile, "What's the matter?"

The person who came came back to his senses and smiled: "Come back and get the painting, what's wrong with you, are you uncomfortable?"

"No, looking for inspiration."

The man nodded and didn't say much. He went straight to roll up the painting on the easel, put it in a painting tube and carried it on his back, and then went to close the window: "It may rain at night, so you put away your painting too." Bar."

Yang Hui had sorted out his mood at this moment, put away the sketchbook, and casually replied, "Are you going back to the dormitory at night? Or go to the Internet cafe?"

The man paused and said, "I'm going to No. 10 Middle School to find friends. If you don't come at 30:[-] at night, you can lock the door."

Hearing the No. [-] Middle School, Yang Hui was distracted for a while, and when he came back to his senses, his roommate had already left. Looking at the messy easels in the empty studio, Yang Hui suddenly felt sad.

The author has something to say: This is the last chapter about Yang Hui, it is finally finished, and there will be no extra plots about Yang Hui in the future, thank you for being able to read this article! ! !

☆, put down

Shao Yu left the studio in a hurry, and felt a little unbelievable when he walked to the street. Is homosexuality a Chinese cabbage?What the hell are you doing?Thinking of this, he called Lu Chen, who answered in seconds: "What's wrong?"

Hearing Lu Chen's voice, Shao Yu felt a lot more at ease. Although Lu Chen was a bit selfish, domineering and selfish, he liked him and everything about him, especially after Yang Hui's confession. Suddenly wanting to see Lu Chen, he couldn't wait to stop the taxi, Shao Yu smiled and said to Lu Chen on the other side of the phone: "I want to eat skewers tonight."

"Understood, then I'll finish it as soon as possible, where are you?"

"I...I went out for a stroll, and now I'm going back by car."

"Where did you go?" There was obvious displeasure in the voice, and Shao Yu was amused: "I've taken care of a lot, I'm going to find Fang Qi."

"Fang Qi? Who are you coaxing? Can he put down the game?" Lu Chen frowned: "Be honest and be lenient."

Shao Yu giggled: "Go back and tell you, you are busy, I hung up." Yu Bi immediately hung up the phone, Lu Chen listened to the beeping sound on the phone, put it away helplessly and put it in his pocket, thinking After a while, I have to ask anyway.

Shao Yu put the freshly served chicken wings and squid skewers on Lu Chen's plate in a fawning manner, and said with a smile: "I didn't go anywhere, I went...to Yang Hui's studio, and then came back gone."

Hearing Yang Hui's name, Lu Chen felt physically disgusted, and said displeasedly, "Shao Yu, what did you promise me!"

Feeling guilty, Shao Yu handed over the Coke again, and said in a low voice, "I really promise this time, I won't have more contact with him in the future, really!"

Lu Chen glanced at Shao Yu suspiciously. He actually knew that he had interfered with Shao Yu's personal relationship, but as long as he thought of him and Yang Hui being alone, he would be upset. Obviously, Yang Hui now has no Opportunity to do something, but he just doesn't want Shao Yu to be friends with Yang Hui.

Seeing that Lu Chen didn't speak, Shao Yu knew he was angry, and then thought about Yang Hui's performance in the afternoon, so he lowered his voice and asked, "Xiao Chen, do you have any special reason not to let me associate with him? With... Is that dream related?"

Lu Chen was taken aback, took a sip of Coke, and said calmly: "If you don't like it, you just don't like it. There are so many reasons."

"But your hostility towards him is inexplicable."

"..." Lu Chen frowned: "Shao Yu, indeed, in the dream I was an enemy with him, and I even wanted him to die. But now, although everything is different, I still hope that you can leave him A little farther away, it's just for me."

Shao Yu reached out to hold Lu Chen's hand, and nodded: "I believe in you, Xiao Chen, and I will keep him at a respectful distance."

Lu Chen finally smiled and said, "Let's eat."

It really started to rain at night, Lu Chen and Shao Yu ran back to school in the rain, the rainy day was gloomy, Shao Yu was shaking his school uniform while talking to Lu Chen, there was no one in the dormitory on weekends, everyone could stay outside and never come back , especially in the boys' dormitory, the corridor was pitch black, Shao Yu stomped his feet, and when the voice control lights came on, he saw a person sitting at the door of his dormitory.

Shao Yu bluffed and said, "Who is it?"

The man also saw these two, got up and stomped his feet awkwardly, and said, "I'm here to find Jiang Ji."

Seeing someone coming, Lu Chen frowned suddenly, and said uncertainly, "Zhou Ming?"

The man hesitated, looked at Lu Chen again, and then said, "I am, are you?"

Shao Yu also looked at Lu Chen in surprise, his searching gaze was self-evident, Lu Chen froze for a moment, stepped forward to open the dormitory door and said, "Come in and wait."

Zhou Ming followed the two into the dormitory, sat on Jiang Ji's bed, looked at Lu Chen curiously, and said after a while, "Did Jiang Ji tell you about me?" There was a hint of expectation in his voice.

Lu Chen suffocated, Shao Yu had already rushed to the bed, and at this moment he also looked at Lu Chen curiously.

"...No, I have seen your award-winning painting, it is very beautiful."

Zhou Ming was obviously disappointed by Lu Chen's answer. He smiled and said, "That's right, it's really a predestined relationship. Are you Jiang Ji's new roommates? I haven't met them before."

Shao Yu smiled and said nothing, and Lu Chen simply nodded.

The atmosphere was a little silent.

Zhou Ming waited for a long time until after seven o'clock in the evening. Several other roommates came one after another, but Jiang Ji still didn't come back. The second child and the others obviously knew Zhou Ming very well. He even greeted him in the dormitory, but Zhou Ming I couldn't wait any longer, so I put down the paint tube on my back and left.

The second child and the third child hooked up and went to the cafeteria to eat, and the fourth child went to take a shower. In a blink of an eye, only Lu Chen and Shao Yu were left in the dormitory.

Shao Yu has been observing Zhou Ming silently for a long time, and when he left, he stared at the door in a daze, not realizing that Lu Chen had turned over and ran to his bed.

Lu Chen pinched Shao Yu's face, and said with a smile, "What do you think, little fool?"

Shao Yu met Lu Chen's eyes and suddenly said, "Did you see him in your dream? Who is he?"

Lu Chen fell silent for a rare moment, lay down on Shao Yu's pillow, and said in a low voice, "I've seen him before, and it's because I've seen him that I'm surprised."

"What's strange?"

Lu Chen turned his head and met Shao Yu's eyes: "His name is Zhou Ming. As far as I remember, he is Fang Qi's boyfriend."

A short sentence exploded in Shao Yu's mind like a thunderbolt. He really wanted to ask, is homosexuality a Chinese cabbage?Why do people around me appear again and again, and they are all my friends, so homosexuality has a magnetic field to attract each other?

Shao Yu's surprise was expected by Lu Chen. He stretched out his hand to silence the little fool's hair, and said, "You know Fang Qi. In fact, the reason why I hit it off with him is that I like his character very much. He There is something that I don't have in my personality. In my memory, he is a very calm person, and there are no strange taboos or explanations. He dropped out of school and went to S city together with Zhou Ming, that is, in the second year of high school. "

"drop out?"

"Well, I don't know when they got together, but their affair was reported to the school. The No. [-] Middle School and the No. [-] Middle School both knew about it. Zhou Ming suffered a lot, and Fang Qi broke with his family. Yes, I took Zhou Ming to City S, and I haven't seen them since then."

Shao Yu had some indigestion. He was lying side by side with Lu Chen on the narrow bed. He suddenly wanted to know everything in Lu Chen's memory. Originally, he thought it was just a dream of Lu Chen, but now according to various signs, this dream is not It's not simple, he is affecting Lu Chen's life, and also affecting his own. If the things in Lu Chen's dream gradually become reality, then what role will he play in his dream?Is it just a person who can't ask for it?Why can't I ask for it?Why did the self and Lu Chen in my dream miss more than 20 years?Shaoyu really wants to know at this moment.

"Xiao Chen, let's go for a run on the playground."

Lu Chen looked sideways at Shao Yu and nodded in agreement.

It’s almost summer, and the rainy air is slightly damp. There are a few scattered people on the playground, and there are still people playing basketball on the opposite basketball court. A couple of secretive young couples walk on the road at night with their heads bowed. Lu Chen felt that his heart was really old. Seeing such a scene, he felt a little moved.

The long sleeves of the school uniform covered the hands of the two of them, and Lu Chen said in a low voice: "I know what you want to ask, where do you start? The first time I met you, it was actually no different from now, you Living in my house, I took you out for a stroll, and I just felt that you were a little dull, a little silly, not talkative, stupid, with many shortcomings, but you were cute, soft like a freshly baked bun... ..."

Shao Yu smiled and did not interrupt Lu Chen.

"...We were assigned to different classes in junior high school. You went to class [-], and I was in class [-]. At first you would come to our class to look for me. Without talking, you just stood at the door and looked in. I saw it. You will go out. When I don’t go out, you stop and leave, and then slowly you don’t come. So I went to find you, and saw that you had a good time with your classmates. I just felt that it was completed. Aunt Xu told me I am quite happy with the task.”

"During the sports meeting in the second year of junior high school, you were bullied by the sports committee member of your class and reported you for 800 meters. I was very angry and went to your head teacher, but what was I at that time? The teacher just waved his hand and said that you reported it yourself Yes, I have nothing to do, I can only stand and watch you run, you are not good at sports, you run very hard, your face is blushing, the more I look at it, the more angry I feel, I am sorry for Aunt Xu and you, please don’t You didn’t listen when you ran away, you know how stubborn you are, you were obviously out of breath, you just gritted your teeth and ran to the finish line, and finally vomited until you were in the dark, and stayed at home for three days..."

"...So weak." Shao Yu complained with a smile.

"No, it's too weak. The last place has become the laughing stock of others. One day after school, I heard someone talking about you. I was very angry, so I went up to argue with them. In the end, we all got into a fight. I ran over to help, both of us were beaten badly, when I went home I kept scolding you, you just listened quietly, you were very good, and finally said: 'Xiao Chen, I don't want to see others bullying you because of me You.' Heh, I was angry and moved at the time, thinking that brother might be like this, look at me stupid."

"Later, you were very close to a person in your class, and you spent much more time with him than with me. When I was teaching you to do your homework, I saw the little note you passed, and I was very angry, so I went to ask Why do you pass notes in class and don’t study hard? If you don’t talk, you don’t say anything. I’m so angry that I don’t want to talk to you anymore. I don’t know if it’s because you don’t like studying or because you pass notes to others. Later, we leave school Didn't go together either..."

"But sometimes I see you playing so well in physical education class, and you laugh and fight in front of him, and play your temper, and I feel uncomfortable. I was a little dazed at the time, and sometimes I dreamed of you. I asked the girls in the class, and they said I was just jealous because my good friend was snatched away, but I didn’t think it was right, I gave you my plaster tiger to please you, but you still have the same expression, just indifferent Yes, laughing too, I became even more angry, just getting angry like this, I have a wet dream..."

Shao Yu grabbed Lu Chen's hand.Lu Chen looked at the sky and continued:

"I went straight to the key class in high school, and you went to class [-]. With that person, our relationship has evolved into that kind of good friend who is better than ordinary friends. I am not reconciled, but I have tried many methods No, I will secretly follow you, or peek at your homework, peek at you practicing guitar on the rooftop... I just dare not tell you, I like you."

"You must have been terrified."

"I was very scared, thought a lot about the consequences, and was very cowardly."

"and after?"

Lu Chen raised his head, the sky was gloomy.

"Later you went to the art test, I went to deliver things to Aunt Xu, I went into your room, and saw your diary... It turns out that you have been together for a long time, so long that I am still worrying about my timid self Accumulated courage, until I suddenly realized that I seemed to have lost you."

Shao Yu's fingers trembled, and he clenched it tightly: "Is that person Yang Hui?"

Lu Chen didn't speak, and acquiesced, Shao Yu pursed his lips, not knowing what to say, both of them were silent, after a while, Lu Chen continued:

"At that time, another incident happened, which was about Fang Qi. We didn't know each other well at that time. He always had his own way of doing things. When he was a sophomore in high school, he applied for a day school and rented a house near the school. Their affairs were reported. After that, Fang Qi made all the preparations in just three days, and took Zhou Ming away. In fact, the relationship between the two people is only clear to the person concerned. , I understand, but it's a bit late."

Lu Chen smiled wryly: "During the college entrance examination, I asked about your aspirations, and I secretly applied for the same city as you. As your child, I care about your life and feelings. You are also happy to have a friend like me. Our relationship was close and distant, and I knew I was a vile voyeur."

A girl's laughter came from the playground, slightly breaking the silence between the two of them. Shao Yu whispered: "What happened later? Why did you go back to your childhood? What happened?"

Lu Chen's throat tightened, even though the two had known each other for so many years, it still hurts to think about it.

"Aunt Xu is gone."

Shao Yu paused, and Lu Chen also stopped.

"You and he went back to City C, and I came back with him. After Aunt Xu was gone, your relationship also had conflicts. That person, his relationship is very utilitarian and obsessive. He is high-spirited and wants to start a career. He is hiding your affairs, he dare not show it to others, and even has plans to marry a woman."

"The most unbearable thing for me is that you still don't want to be separated from him, you can't let him go, you say he is your last relative, you know Shao Yu, you gave him all your feelings, but he Just follow his desire to conquer from beginning to end."

"As for why I came back, I actually don't know..."

"My mother, why..."

There was fine rain in the sky, and the students ran to the dormitory in groups of three and four. Lu Chen turned his head and looked deeply at Shao Yu: "Breast cancer, in your junior year."

"So the last time you went to the city hospital to apply for a VIP card, it was intentional. You have been trying to avoid this from happening to me...I...but I don't know anything."

The raindrops fell on Shao Yu's face, making him look like he was crying. Lu Chen suddenly took his hand and said:

"Actually, I was also thinking at the beginning, why did I come back, or why