Rebirth: Back to the Origin

For a while, he more or less saw some signs. As soon as Lu's mother conveyed Lu Chen's words that night, Lu's father was almost sure that these days, not only was Lu's mother worried, but he was also suffering. He felt that he should stop this matter, but emotionally speaking, he really didn't want to see two children who he grew up with sad.

The two of them must be more difficult than themselves. One side is the lover, the other is the parents, and what's more, there are social censures. They have already shouldered too much. He sees it in his eyes and hurts in his heart.From the daily interactions and expressions of the two of them, he could see that this kind of relationship was not a whim at all. Without the company and life day and night, how could there be such a tacit understanding.

In fact, since the first time he thought of this symptom a few years ago, he had secretly read some convenient materials and books, and also looked for cases on the Internet. He was terrified when he saw it, and he only hoped that his guess was groundless. Talk, until he came to City B this time, after confirming it for several days, Father Lu didn't close his eyes at night. He made countless assumptions in his heart, and finally made a decision, so there was also the conversation between father and son tonight.

Seeing such a son, Lu's father felt even more distressed, and he was more determined that he had done nothing wrong. This child has been strong and independent since he was a child, and even at a young age he was extremely sensitive. It was more tormented than himself, and it was more difficult to walk. He patted his son on the back regularly like when he was a child. Father Lu smiled: "When I grow up, I have learned to act like a baby."

"Thank you, Dad."

Before Lu's father had time to speak, Lu's mother came over. Seeing the posture of the father and son, she immediately said, "Okay, I don't need to hug my mother, do I?"

Hearing this, Father Lu immediately said: "Go, go, my son is kissing me, what are you doing here?"

"No! I want my son to hug me too."

While talking, Mother Lu went over, holding her son's arms around her just like the father and son.

Lu Chen smiled and had no choice but to hug both of them tightly.Shao Yu led Erbao over, and Erbao curled his lips when he saw his parents hugging each other, "Shame!" After speaking, he looked at them again, turned to Shao Yu and said, "Brother Shao Yu, let's hug."

Shao Yu picked up Er Bao with a smile, and kissed his beeping little face: "Let's hug and kiss~"

Er Bao was immediately proud: "Kiss!"

☆, understanding

Sunlight came in through the thick curtains. Shao Yu squinted his eyes and turned over, but he didn't touch the person next to him. He opened his eyes and was stunned for a few seconds before he realized that he was no longer in City B and went home for the New Year up.

After being dazed for a while, Shao Yu turned over to get up and tidy himself up. When he left the bedroom, Mother Xu was collecting clothes on the balcony. Hearing the movement, she turned around and glanced at her son, and said with a smile, "Hurry up and heat up the meal. Quilt."

Shao Yu touched the back of his head, went to the kitchen to put breakfast in the microwave, then leaned against the door frame and said, "It's comfortable when I get home, I overslept accidentally."

"You~" Xu's mother came over holding clothes, quilts, sheets, etc. Shao Yu hurried over to pick them up in her hands, went back and put them on the sofa, Xu's mother said comfortingly: "I really grew up, it feels like a blink of an eye, From a small meat dumpling who can't speak a word, it has grown to this height."

Shao Yu helped his mother tidy up her clothes, and said with a smile, "There's no reason not to grow up."

With a 'ding' sound from the microwave oven, Shao Yu got up to bring out the porridge, leaving the kitchen with fried sticks in his mouth.

Xu's mother looked at him and said, "That's not the case. You used to be small, you didn't talk, you didn't like to go out to play, and you didn't have many friends. Mom was afraid that you wouldn't grow up well. Now that you're like this, it's too late for mom to be happy."

Shao Yu sat down to take a sip of porridge, his tongue was scalded immediately, and he stretched out his hand fan like a puppy. Seeing that, Xu's mother laughed straight: "It's not in shape."

"Mom, I'm not supported by you now, you should be happy."

"I'm not happy, I'm very happy, but mom still has to admit, you are so good, maybe mom just made a little effort, the biggest contributors are Xiaochen and your godmother."

Shao Yu smiled and said, "It's different."

Mother Xu put away the sorted codes of the sorted clothes, and patted her son's hand: "In the afternoon, I will clean the glass at home with my mother, and go to your godmother's house in the evening."

"understood."

Suddenly remembered something, Mother Xu said: "Speaking of your godmother, we went shopping a few days ago, and she complained to me. Your Uncle Lu has been obsessed with watching movies since he came back from City B. It's okay at the end of the year." Just sit at home and use the... tablet that Xiaochen bought for him, right? Use that to watch movies, and take your godmother with you."

Shao Yu helped his mother put things away, and when he heard this, he smiled and said, "It's good to watch a movie."

"Yeah, I told your godmother the same way, but what do you think your godmother told me?"

"what?"

"You Uncle Lu, at first you watched some old movies, such as "Red Sorghum" and "Raise the Red Lantern" and so on, and then you watched "Farewell My Concubine" and "Lan Yu" or something. I asked you to do it a few days ago Mom accompanied him to watch "Brokeback Mountain", which made your godmother anxious to death, worrying about your Uncle Lu's problem."

Shao Yu's heart moved: "And then?"

"Then, didn't we come back from shopping that day, so we went to your godmother's house for dinner, and your godmother complained about this, you Uncle Lu, it's interesting, and we turned it over and over and said, 'Isn't it nice?' What do you do?" Mom held back for a long time, guess what happened?"

"What?"

"'It looks good!' Hahahaha, I died from laughing."

Shao Yu also smiled: "Godmother and Uncle Lu are very interesting every day."

Xu's mother nodded in agreement: "Is that how they live? Both of them have been educated, and their thinking is deep together. Even if they quarrel occasionally, it's a good way to adjust their lives."

"What about you, mom?"

"What about me?" Xu's mother gave her son a sideways look: "I also live a life, it's nice to be alone, now that you're older, when I retire in a few years, I'll go around, and my mother will spend her whole life going After passing through City B, I will have to go to many places in the future, and I will also go abroad to see it, how chic it is."

Shao Yu pursed his lips and nodded, "Your comfort is the most important thing."

Xu's mother glanced at her son sideways, and said, "My mother also gave you this sentence. Your own comfort is the most important thing. Don't worry about it every day. You are mother's son and the master of your own life. You must Your own life should be good, you know?"

I don't know what to think, Shao Yu looked at his mother again, and met her earnest eyes, he nodded solemnly, and Xu's mother smiled.

As the New Year approached, there were a lot fewer small stalls on the street, but food was still indispensable. Shao Yu wrapped himself in a down jacket and ran to a barbecue stall, pointing at it casually. After the boss put the things on the grill, he directed at the roasted sweet potatoes next to him The owner of the stall shouted: "Two roasted sweet potatoes, the bigger ones, the more rotten ones."

"Okay, fifteen in total."

Shao Yu took out the money from his pocket to pay, and hurried over with the grilled skewers: "Two pig's trotters, one catty of small yellow croaker."

After buying good things, Shao Yu drove home happily.

Due to urban planning, the original residential area was designated for demolition. The Lu family and the Xu family simply moved to the school district. A door was added to the living room, so that the two rooms are connected together, one for myself and the other for my grandparents, making the house look bigger.

Today, Lu Chen took Lu's father and Lu's mother to the village to pick up his grandparents, Xu's mother went to a colleague party, Shao Yu and Erbao were left at home, and the big and small foodies just settled for their own meals.

Er Bao happily ate the roasted sweet potatoes, and said, "Brother Shao Yu, save me another string of tenderloin."

"I'll give you everything! Don't tell your brother, he thinks it's unhygienic."

"Don't worry, but you have to buy it for me in the future!"

Shao Yu nodded immediately: "That's for sure! I know which one of ours has delicious food!"

Erbao laughed immediately, and the two of them ate happily.

Suddenly there was the sound of opening the door, Shao Yu froze for a moment, before he had time to react, he was caught by Lu Chen who pushed the door and entered, and Erbao smiled and shouted: "Brother!"

Lu Chen looked at the mess on the ground and the big and small ones, and said with a smile: "I said, what are you two doing upstairs, you're eating junk food, right?"

Shao Yu smiled flatteringly, got up and stepped forward: "Are you back? Where are grandma and grandpa?"

"Down there, Erbao, grandpa brought you a lot of wild jujubes. Go quickly, or dad will hide them all."

"Wild jujube!" Erbao immediately got up and ran downstairs after hearing this.

Only these two big ones were left, Shao Yu hehehe for a long time, Lu Chen took a few steps to cover his lips, put his tongue in and tugged, and then licked his upper lip, Shao Yu blinked, Lu Chen Chen said, "It all smells like squid."

"Can you be a little flirtatious!"

"Can you eat less?"

Shao Yu curled his lips: "Every time you insult me ​​like this, I will lose interest in hugging."

Lu Chen stepped forward and pressed him on the sofa, gnawed on his throat, and suddenly said with a smile: "Stand up, aren't you interested?"

"roll!"

Shao Yu turned over and ran into the bathroom and closed the door. Lu Chen smiled and followed him in: "Can you do it alone?"

"Don't mess around, my mother will be back in a while."

"Don't go in, touch it."

"land......"

Several people in the high school dormitory held a party a few years ago, and Lu Chen and Shao Yu came as scheduled. The boss immediately smiled when he saw them: "It's late, I thought you two wouldn't come, huh?"

Lu Chen finally hung up the coats of the two of them, and smiled: "How can it be, it's hard to get together once."

"That's the reason, come, come, Shao Yu sit down."

Shao Yu greeted everyone with a smile, especially noticed the lady next to the second child, and winked at the second child, the second child raised his head triumphantly: "Get married next year~"

"Look at how arrogant you are, you bastard." The boss threw a peanut over: "I count you so excited!"

The second child chuckled: "This is called skill!"

"Lu Chen, you boy can't do it. You are tall, handsome and rich! You don't even have a girlfriend, and you are already 25!" The third child yelled from the side.

Lu Chen smiled: "Come on, third child, you are not a bachelor."

"Bah, bah, I'm accumulating strength! Do you understand?"

"Save a ball, you!" The boss yelled at another peanut.

I haven't seen a group of people in six or seven years, but it's amazing that there is no sense of unfamiliarity, as if everything happened yesterday, and in the blink of an eye, it seems like a lifetime away.The eldest is now a civil servant in the Land Bureau of the county town next to City C. The second child has gone to the bank, and his fiancée is a colleague. City, one in City S, they really went their separate ways.

After a few sips of wine, the boss said: "Speaking of which, I wanted to contact Jiang Ji, after all, we are all roommates for three years, but after asking, he seems to be in City B and hasn't been back for several years No, his grandma passed away the year before last, and he didn't come back, really..."

Shao Yu pursed his lips, and when he heard the name Jiang Ji again, he suddenly thought of Zhou Ming, and then Fang Qi. In a blink of an eye, many things had happened, but the traces gradually faded away.

Lu Chen smiled: "Everyone has his own destiny, drink a drink..."

A group of people ate dinner and moved to KTV. They didn't leave until the evening. They stood at the door to say goodbye to each other. They made an appointment to meet again next year and then they all left.

On the way back, Shao Yu squinted at Lu Chen in the co-pilot, and Lu Chen glanced at him sideways: "What are you thinking?"

"I didn't think about anything, I just felt that so many years had passed at once."

"Baiyuncanggou, I counted the past 30 years of sleepless sleep, but fortunately, I was able to seize the opportunity when I woke up. I finally lived up to the 30 years."

After listening to Lu Chen's words, Shao Yu suddenly laughed uncontrollably. Lu Chen turned on the turn signal and looked at the smiling person beside him on the co-pilot: "What's so silly?"

Shao Yu closed his mouth and smiled sullenly for a while, and then said with a smile: "I just remembered when you said that, Xiao Chen, you must be sixty. Grandpa Lu?"

"..."

"Hahahahahaha!"

Lu Chen himself was also amused, and raised his hand to stroke his head: "Little fool."

☆, settled

After the regular meeting, Lu Chen walked in front with his mobile phone, and the assistant followed behind and handed over his mobile phone: "Call, boss."

Take it over to connect, and it really was Shao Yu, with a smile on the corner of Lu Chen's mouth: "What's the matter?" The sun shines on Lu Chen's face through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the man's slashed profile makes the assistant a little dazzled . A single man in his 30s is really full of hormones.

"I'm not going back at noon, I just finished the meeting."

I don't know what was said on the other side, Lu Chen smiled: "Then come here, don't you have class this afternoon?"

"Okay, okay~ Be careful."

After hanging up the phone, Lu Chen twirled the phone in his hand, smiled to his assistant, "You don't need to prepare takeout for me at noon, you can eat by yourself, and tell Brother Dai in the afternoon to come back later. "

"I know the boss."

Shao Yu greeted the teachers in the office, and left with a smile. When he arrived at the garage, he found that the keys had been left in the drawer. Shao Yu stood there thinking for a few seconds, and then simply left the parking lot and went to the school gate to take a taxi. Cars are available.

After rushing to the restaurant to take the meal he had ordered at the beginning, Shao Yu turned around and walked into the nearby cafe, bought a hazelnut cake, and then stood at the corner of the street to stop the car contentedly.

During the lunch break, a lot of people in the company left, and the rest lay on the table to rest. Lu Chen felt a little irritable for some reason, stood up and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking down at the busy traffic on the road from a distance, he frowned. Frowning, he felt that he had forgotten something very important, but he couldn't remember it.

The phone was spinning in his hand, Lu Chen called Shao Yu, "Du——"

No one picked up.

Clenching the phone tightly in his hand, Lu Chen closed his eyes and continued to call Shao Yu, but there was still no one answering the long beep.

Lu Chen picked up his coat and went out. The newly promoted young people in the company just came back after lunch. A young man said, "I saw it with my own eyes! Three cars collided together, it's too bad!"

"Really, it's on the street in front. When I came, the police had already arrived!" A girl also said.

Their voices were not low, Lu Chen stood there blankly, the young people saw the boss as soon as they turned the corner, and immediately greeted him, but Lu Chen didn't seem to hear anything, and suddenly ran into the elevator a few steps, he remembered, He's 35, and this isn't his first 35...

Lu Chen's throat was dry, as if a big hand was tightly grasping his heart, he didn't dare to think deeply, wishing he could receive a call from the little fool right now, but no, there was no movement on the phone.

He couldn't help but recall that he used to look for him so frantically, but he couldn't find him anywhere, nowhere.

Lu Chen was sitting in the car, there was a fog in front of his eyes, but he had to go forward.

Central hospital.

The ambulance roared past. Lu Chen felt that there were people and crying everywhere. He walked forward in a trance, and a cart next to him passed by. The people on it were bloody and bloody. Lu Chen must have heard the people around him say : "Car accident! It's too miserable."

Desperately followed, Lu Chen pushed away the people who were trying to block him, he wanted to see, who was on the cart, but he didn't see clearly, he wanted to see, but someone always stopped him , why stop him...

"Sir! Calm down, it's the operating room! Please wait outside!"

"..."

"Sir! Please wait outside!"

Lu Chen was stopped outside the operating room. His clothes were disheveled, his appearance was disheveled, and his eyes were red. He was staring straight at the door of the operating room. Someone patted him. He turned around in a daze, and said to an old man, "Mr. , do you know my son? Are you his friend?"

I don't know, I don't know the old man in front of me, let alone his son, Lu Chen subconsciously shook his head, the old man burst into tears: "Sin, God!"

Lu Chen took a few steps back, but there was still no movement on the phone, he slowly exited the waiting area of ​​the operating room, that person was not Shao Yu...

Holding the phone tightly, he tried to call Shao Yu again, but still no one answered.

Great fear overwhelmed him, he stood in place, not knowing where to go?what to do?He thought, the whole life he lived all his life was just for Shao Yu, to make him live better and be happier. Now he has all of them. If he loses Shao Yu again, then there will be no meaning. Living by himself is also... .....

"Xiao Chen?"

Lu Chen turned around, and at the end of the corridor, Shao Yu stood there with disheveled hair and dangling arms, surprised.After wiping his face, Lu Chen looked over again, Shao Yu was still there.

He's still there, he's fine.

Lu Chen suddenly ran up, rushed over a few steps and hugged Shao Yu in his arms.

Shao Yu was inconvenient with one hand, but he could clearly feel the trembling from Lu Chen's body and the trembling of being lost and regained. Now he didn't care about the eyes of others, so he could only touch his back over and over again, saying: "I'm fine, I'm fine. nothing~"

When Lu Chen calmed down, he lay next to Shao Yu's ear and said, "Why don't you call!"

"My mobile phone is useless, and I was about to lend you a mobile phone to call you, but when I saw you standing there stupidly, I thought I had read it wrong."

"I......"

"I know, I know, look, I'm fine."

Finally letting go of him, Lu Chen looked at his hanging arm and frowned: "What's going on!"

Shao Yu took a deep breath: "I forgot my keys in the office today, so I took a taxi to your place. On the way there, a car from south to north rear-ended a taxi waiting for a red light. The car I was in I was crossing the road and got hurt, so the driver turned the steering wheel hard to the north, but fortunately there was no car in the next lane!" Thinking about it now, Shao Yu was still afraid for a while.

"My arm was broken, and the driver's head was injured. We were sent to the hospital for a simple bandage. By the way, the traffic police made a record, and I came out to tell you."

After listening to Shao Yu's words, Lu Chen's face was gloomy, but he was finally relieved.

Shao Yu touched his hand: "Don't worry."

The phone rang suddenly, Lu Chen froze for a moment, then picked it up to connect, and Dai Jun's voice came: "Where is this person? Just let brother wait for you!"

Lu Chen came back to his senses, took Shao Yu to the elevator, and talked to Dai Jun: "I'm sorry, Brother Dai, there is something wrong with Shao Yu here, and I can't go to the company this afternoon. Let's go to the company tomorrow. You apologize."

"What happened? I heard from Assistant He that Shao Yu might have had a car accident? What's going on?"

"It's a bump, it's really not a big deal, don't worry."

"Alright then, let's talk about it tomorrow."

"Okay, I'm hanging up, brother."

Hanging up the phone, the two of them walked towards the parking lot without saying a word. Shao Yu looked up at him. After so many years, Shao Yu knew better than anyone else what Lu Chen's expression was like and what he was thinking. He could only be Hold his hand tightly and tell him he's fine.

Sitting in the car, Lu Chen put his hands on the steering wheel, but he didn't start it for a long time. The veins in his hands popped out, and he suddenly slammed the steering wheel hard.Shao Yu patted him: "Okay, it's all right."

"I'm so stupid! I should have thought of it! I..." Lu Chen closed his eyes and held Shao Yu's hand tightly: "I should have thought of this day, but I ignored it. ...if anything happens to you, I..."

"It didn't happen, it wasn't your fault, Xiao Chen."

Lu Chen is still blaming himself. His mind is full of Shao Yu lying there pale in his previous life. Now he absolutely cannot bear another loss. He hates himself, why would he ignore this matter, why would he forget such an important thing Things, if something really happened to Shao Yu, he didn't know what meaning he had.

Shao Yu naturally knew what Lu Chen was thinking, he grabbed Lu Chen's hand: "Do you have to take this kind of accident that may happen at any time on yourself?" Shao Yu grabbed Lu Chen's hand: "Then what about the future? ? You won’t know anything about the future, so we’ll just live?”

"But today! I obviously can avoid it, I..."

"Look at me, I'm fine, I'm still in front of you, from now on, your illusory dream can no longer interfere with your life, we are just ordinary people, accidents cannot be avoided, let alone You shouldn’t be upset about something that has already happened, the most important thing is to look forward, and to live well is the most important thing.”

"Shaoyu..."

Shao Yu grabbed Lu Chen's ears and pressed his head into his arms, comforting him: "What should happen will happen, I can't stop going out just because of you, but as long as I go out, it might happen Everything we can't think of is beyond your control, don't be so uncomfortable, you are uncomfortable, and I am also uncomfortable."

Lu Chen hugged Shao Yu's waist and said nothing for a long time. Shao Yu pulled his hair and said, "Let's go home."

"...it is good."

Although he opened his mouth, Lu Chen still didn't dare to be sloppy about Shao Yu's affairs. It was only a matter of resettling inside and out. Shao Yu knew his temper and cooperated with him. This matter was considered Right past.

After a good night's toss, Shao Yu spread out on the bed: "Can you stop putting the little tiger under it every time, it's so difficult to wash, and you can't send it to the laundry, you are really enough, Lu Chen, let's play by yourself in the future. "

Lu Chen poked his head out from the bathroom: "Who told you to always put it in the bedroom, didn't I tell you to put it on the sofa in the living room?"

"How big is that! Don't tell me, it's these two sentences every time, anyway, you don't pay attention, shit, my waist."

"Be careful next time. Is your back hurting?" Lu Chen came over and sat next to Shao Yu, and pressed his waist: "Is it better?"

"I'm over 30! I don't want to practice gymnastics on the bed with you!"

Shao Yu turned over and lay down helplessly, squinting at the culprit: "Do you have any humanity?"

"Didn't you say you can do whatever you want with me." Lu Chen lay down next to Shao Yu and touched his fingers. The knuckles were clearly defined, and even the calluses on his index fingers became cute.

Without looking at him, Shao Yu sighed: "Is Er Bao going to take the college entrance examination in June, I have to go back some time."

"En." Lu Chen responded, paused, and said, "I'll go back too, so my mother keeps nagging."

"You still know that mom misses you! You went on a business trip abroad this Chinese New Year, but mom was pissed off!" Shao Yu touched Lu Chen's face, leaned over to kiss him again, and said with a smile, "Don't frown, Like an old man."

"I'm almost an old man..." Lu Chen raised his eyes to look at Shao Yu, and said again: "There have been a lot of things in the past six months, and I will go back this time to make amends to my mother. Where is Aunt Xu, have you come back?"

Shao Yu spread his shoulders: "No, I just received a postcard from someone yesterday, and I'm in Lijiang."

"It's good. After Erbao finishes his college entrance examination, let him come to City B, and let my parents go outside with Aunt Xu."

Shao Yu laughed loudly: "Come on, Erbao won't follow you, you are stricter than his teacher."

"I did it for his own good. I can't pamper him all the time, especially you. Every time you run around with him, everything goes smoothly, so he is always clinging to you now." Lu Chen rolled over and pressed against Shao Yu. Kiss him on the face: "Even if Er Bao is allowed to come, he cannot be allowed to live here."

"You deserve it." Shao Yu patted his face: "You have wrinkles, Xiao Chen."

Lu Chen frowned: "It's normal, or you are just greedy for my young body, and you will dislike me when you are old."

This made Shao Yu laugh out loud: "Come on, am I still a fresh meat when you get old?"

"You look much better than Xiao Xianrou."

Shao Yu pursed his lips and smiled: "You are getting better and better at speaking well."

Lu Chen sighed, grabbed Shao Yu's hand, and said suddenly: "It seems like a reincarnation has passed, you have always been by my side, and you have never changed."

Shao Yu drew his hand from the peak of his eyebrows: "It hasn't changed in the first place, I will always be by your side."

Lu Chen bit Shao Yu's finger and murmured, "You made me perfect, Shao Yu."

"Then we are really a couple, I made you perfect, you saved me, we are born to be a couple." Shao Yu met Lu Chen's eyes, the two eyes met, Lu Chen stepped forward and kissed Shao Yu's lips, Let go of him, and said with a smile: "We are born to be a couple."

The clouds and mist in the floating world are just for the eyes, not for the prosperity and easy for the heart.

Lu Chen took the small ring in his hand and turned it around gently. The sun was shining on it, and two letters were outlined in cursive English on the inside of the ring, as if the strokes were intertwined and would never be separated.There was a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth, he was a human being in two lifetimes, and he returned to the original point. In fact, he just wanted to hold him in his hand and hold him in his heart.

The children in school uniform left in twos and threes. Shao Yu leaned against the door frame and received a call from Lu Chen in a timely manner. He answered it with a smile. what to eat?"

He pursed his lips: "Whatever."

"How about a cake in the shape of a little tiger?"

A smile overflowed from the corner of his mouth: "Is it the ugly one?"

"The silly kind."

The author has something to say: a sentence I like very much, I slightly changed it and put it at the end.

It's officially over~

☆、Digression

It's finally over! ! ! ! !

This is the first time I have written this story completely, no matter whether anyone reads it or not, I am moved anyway...

I am stumbling, and there are a lot of typos. I will fix it when I have time at the end of the year_(:з」∠)_

The story about Shao Yu and Lu Chen is over, there may be a side story in the future (not necessarily ㄒoㄒ)......

The story of Fang Qi and Zhou Ming is also pre-set, and it will be opened at the end of the year when there is time (this will definitely be written #打打)

The outlines of these two stories are all in my mind. I have been thinking about it for several years, and I finally started to write. The writing is not good, so I can only write to this level#脸红

Anyway, today is going to be a big meal! ! !

It's over (^o^)/