magnificent soul

Some people say that a lover is like a piece of clothing, you should not choose the most expensive or the best material.Instead, choose what works best for you.

And men and women are on the road of love, searching and searching, they all have their own right to choose.

However, there is a kind of person who has no right to choose, at least in Du Yusheng's heart.

And that kind of person, with the only exception, is someone like him.

Du Yusheng is distressed recently, not because of an awkward fight with Yiyupo, but because of one thing.It happens to almost everyone during any teenage years.

What do you mean by that?

That's where love comes.

To be precise, someone fell in love with him, fell in love with Du Yusheng.

A month ago, he saved a girl in the middle of the night, and was slapped by the other girl.

Unexpectedly, in the hospital the next day, he happened to meet that girl, Li Liuli.

At first, Li Liuli hated him.

However, her mother also lives in the hospital, and she also chats with Du Yusheng when she is free. Everyone is very close, so Li Liuli hears her mother always praising Du Yusheng in the conversation every day.

After a long time, when she passed the hospital every day, she would see a boy with a bright smile sitting under a tree, talking and laughing happily with others. It seemed that everyone liked this boy very much.

However, it was what happened that day that made her really change her attitude towards Du Yusheng.

"Liuli, lend me some money, and I will pay you back as soon as possible. Otherwise, I will be beaten to death by my brother!"

That day's hooligan boy, Li Liuli's boyfriend, ran to the hospital to find her and asked her to borrow money.

He grabbed Li Liuli's hand with great strength, which made her want to open it.

She hesitated for a moment, then sighed and said, "I didn't advise you before, that I can't deliver the goods for your elder brother. Well, something happened now, it's tens of thousands of yuan, how do you want me to help you pay it back! I No money."

Faced with the other party's begging, Li Liuli had no choice but to calm down.

Because some things are really powerless, it doesn't mean that you can help if you can help.

"Are you so cruel? Big brother will find someone to cut off my hands and feet! Do you want to see me dead? Or disabled? I love you very much! Don't you love me very much?"

His face was contorted, and his tone was clearly menacing.

Although those eyes were looking at her, they didn't seem to be looking at her.

At that moment, Li Liuli felt that this person was very strange, not someone she knew, not someone she loved.

"Ah Qiang, tell me, have you been with me these few years because of money?"

Li Liuli asked softly, her fingers trembling a little.A long time ago, she had this feeling in her heart, but she didn't want to believe it.

She always believed that the other party would change back to the previous him, the one who loved her.

"What are you talking about? What's mine isn't yours, isn't what's yours mine?"

Ah Qiang explained nervously, but secretly thought that this woman was really troublesome.

They had been standing in the corridor of the hospital, and several people coming and going couldn't help but look at them more.

"What are you looking at? Go, go!"

Ah Qiang spoke viciously at those passers-by.

"You better go! If my mother sees it, it will be terrible!" Li Liuli urged the other party, pushing hard.

Her mother didn't like to associate with him in the first place, and it would be unimaginable to see the current situation again.

"No, I'm going to get the money today!" Ah Qiang grabbed her by the shoulder and gritted his teeth.

"Ah! It hurts!"

Li Liuli's complexion changed, she felt that her shoulder was about to break, the pain made her sweat profusely.

"Hey! Dude, you can't be so rough with girls!" A clear voice sounded.

"I taught my woman what to do with you..." Ah Qiang scolded at the beginning, and then saw a familiar face when he turned around.

Colorful hair, big watery eyes and delicate baby face, ugly or not, pretty or not, it can only be said that the taste is low-level, making it hard to forget.

Moreover, Ah Qiang did not easily forget the scene of being beaten up by this person more than a month ago.

"Why are you again?" he whispered.

Why this man, he just likes to meddle in other people's business! ! ! !

"Yes! It's me again!"

Du Yusheng showed a big smile, as dazzling as today's father-in-law Sun.

He stepped forward and said again, "Hey! Are you still not letting go of this young lady?"

Today's Du Yusheng didn't have the upper body problems of a hero, and what he said were normal people's words, which made everyone present stunned for a while.

It turned out that he was normal?

Li Liuli thought to herself.

She quietly looked at the boy in front of her. She didn't see clearly in the dark last time, but now that she saw him, she felt that he was not bad looking.

However, that hair is very tasteless.

"you!"

Ah Qiang was about to yell, when he saw Du Yusheng raised his fist, wrenching his joints, and chattering.

Suddenly, he remembered the feeling of the fist hitting his body.

However, if he can't get the money today, I'm afraid there will be a more powerful fist waiting for him.

Thinking of this, he has nothing to worry about.

"Liuli, you don't have any money, so just help me once, as long as you are a "Miss" a few times, you can pay off any amount!" Ah Qiang grabbed the other party tightly, as if he was about to crush the other party's bones .

The tone is both a request and a threat.

The big black eyes were slowly stained with mist, Li Liuli bit her lips and said, "What are you talking about? You want me to do that kind of work?"

How painful is it to be pushed out by a boy you love?

Li Liuli's head was empty at the moment, and her face was pale.

In fact, loving someone to the point of asking her for money and not giving up her dignity is a great test for love, let alone making such a request?

"Damn! You bastard! Don't you want money? Take it!"

Du Yusheng raised his voice in dissatisfaction, he raised his hand and threw a card, and threw it in the air, which was successfully caught by A Qiang.

"The password of the credit card is 667667, you can withdraw the money yourself!" Du Yusheng said lightly, not bothering to look at this person's ugly face.

When Ah Qiang heard this, he looked at the card in his hand hesitantly.

"Don't worry, I didn't lie to you. Before I change my mind, why don't you leave?" Du Yu smiled.

He raised a middle finger to signal to the other party.

Ah Qiang let go of Li Liuli's hand, and left without looking back.

Li Liuli stood there at a loss, looking at the leaving figure, her heart seemed to have lost half of her heart.

After a long time, she turned her head and saw that Du Yusheng hadn't left yet.

She pulled her clothes uneasily, and asked for a long time, "Is that card real?"

"Um."

Du Yusheng answered without hesitation.

He smiled slightly, and added: "Anyway, I don't need it, don't take it to heart."

This is a fact, his greatest luck is that he was born in a relatively wealthy family, and he never had to worry about money.Moreover, I often stay in the hospital, and the pocket money sent by my parents will not be used much.

"But, that money..." Li Liuli said softly, hesitating.

It is difficult for her to pay back such a large amount.

"It's okay, it's okay, last time I hit him, it's fine as medical expenses. It's you, please persuade him! Don't ask for money a few more times, or the gold and silver mountains will be empty, and you won't be able to help him then .”

Du Yu said loudly, he reached out and scratched his hair, he rarely talked so much with girls of the same age, and he didn't know how to get along.

Li Liuli nodded, she felt that the silhouette of the other party under the sunlight was extraordinarily delicate, and for some reason, it made people's hearts skip a beat.

Since then, she has paid attention to this boy consciously or unconsciously, always looking for him in a corner of the hospital.

Sometimes the so-called feeling is such a thing, when the time is right, you will naturally like it, there is no reason at all.

Li Liuli visited her mother every day, and when cooking soup, she always made an extra portion and gave it to the figure who often sat under the tree.

At first it was because the other party gave her such a large sum of money, but later it was no longer the reason.

"Yeah, delicious! Compared to hospital food, this is much more delicious!"

Du Yu laughed.He put the finished Wan back into the other party's hand and thanked him politely.

He eats so well and sleeps so well every day, he is about to become fat.

Du Yusheng patted his stomach and thought to himself.

"It's fine if you like it. Otherwise, I will make it for you in the future."

Li Liuli blushed and whispered.All along, she wanted to say this to Du Yusheng, and today she finally had the courage to say it.

"In the future?" Du Duyu's voice sounded strange, and he tilted his head to ask.

"...Just, just a lifetime!" Li Liuli's face was like a boiled shrimp, as soon as she finished speaking, she ran away in embarrassment.

Click!

A thread in Du Yusheng's head was broken!

What does this mean, is it...

Under the summer sun, under the tree was a troubled teenager.

At night, Du Yusheng rolled around on the bed, looking at the ceiling in the dark, without feeling sleepy at all.He got up and whispered to a corner of the room: "Broken, are you there?"

The faint voice was very clear in the silence.

After a long time, there was an inaudible answer.

"Um."

"Come here, sit here." Du Yusheng patted his bed and said softly.

After a while, a black mass moved in the darkness, and then came to Du Yusheng.

Du Yusheng turned on the light in front of the bed.

All of a sudden, bright light illuminated the jet-black figure, and Yiyupo, who was wearing a black hat, still couldn't see his face, only showing a little smooth chin.

Also, the slightly exposed throat nucleus under the chin.

Du Yusheng was a little inexplicably nervous. Under the light, the tough lines of the other party had an indescribable flavor.

"Are you not angry anymore?"

A low voice broke the brief silence.

"Huh? Why am I still angry?"

Du Yusheng couldn't understand the other party's words at first, but then he suddenly realized.

No wonder the tatters seem to be invisible these days, and even if they are, they are hundreds of times more silent than usual.

He raised the corners of his mouth, and teased with a smile: "Broken, do you think I'm so stingy?"

"……no."

The deep voice sounded again, revealing a trace of joy that should not be detected.

For some reason, even if he couldn't see the other person's face at this time, Du Yusheng felt as if he saw the other person smiling.

"Broken, I really want to see your face!"

Du Yusheng blurted out unconsciously.After speaking, he subconsciously covered his mouth.

It seems like a child who did something wrong and said something wrong, because he was rejected by the other party when he made a request several times before, so he subconsciously knew that this was a topic that the other party didn't like.

In the darkness, there were a pair of eyes staring at Du Yusheng.

"...If you want to see it, you can."

The deep voice struck Du Yusheng's heart word by word. He was a little puzzled, why it seemed like he hadn't heard the other party for a long time?

The pitch-black figure moved, ready to pull down the hat covering his face.

Suddenly, Du Yu yelled: "Stop, I still don't want to watch it."

The other party did not make a sound, but waited silently for Du Yusheng to explain.After getting along for a while, I know the reason after a word breaks down, and I don't need to speak.

"I'm not ready yet."

Du Yusheng said helplessly, he also knew that this reason was bad, but it was his heartfelt voice.

"Just wait until you want to see it." The deep voice said lightly, with a hint of a smile.

"Well, it's done."

Du Yu laughed, raising his hand as a gesture of pulling the hook.

The pitch-black figure paused, and stretched out his hand.

Sometimes, satisfying a child is tantamount to creating happiness for yourself.That's what I thought in my heart at the time.

"I have something to ask you." After rambling for a long time, Du Yusheng finally spoke.

Yiyupo continued to remain silent, waiting for the other party to speak again.

"Liuli, she looks like..." Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu Tu, unlike Du Yusheng's usual style.

"like you."

He continued in a word.Moreover, I added in my heart that it was not "as if", but "really".

"Do you feel the same way?" Du Yusheng cried with a sad face, wanting to cry without tears.

"What is there to worry about? If you like it, date it. If you don't like it, make it clear."

It is rare to say the most words in one sentence.This is also his emotional style when he was still a human being. When he met someone who was almost pleasing to the eye, he would associate with him, or he would refuse, simple and clear.

"It's not that simple, refuse! What if it hurts the other party?" Du Yu said flatly.

"Dating." The deep voice replied without thinking.

"Don't like it, still dating? This is disrespectful to the other party!"

Du Yu raised his voice, he frowned angrily, picked up the pillow and threw it at Yiyupo.

The big pillow immediately passed through the dark figure and rolled to the ground.

Du Yusheng looked at the weapon that failed to attack, and was speechless.

"What do you want?" Yi Yu Po looked at the pillow on the ground and said impatiently.

"I just don't know!"

Du Yusheng pulled back his gaze, raised his voice and said loudly.Fortunately, he lives alone in the ward, otherwise, he must have complained.

"Keep down, it will wake up the neighbor." Yiyupo frowned and reminded softly.

Du Yusheng immediately fell silent, he lowered his head like a poor puppy.

The air suddenly seemed to condense, and the atmosphere made people very uncomfortable.

The two of them got along with each other because Du Yusheng liked to talk, but now even Du Yusheng didn't say a word, let alone a word.

For a long time, I thought that the other party would not speak again tonight, but I heard Du Yusheng say.

"If only I were an ordinary person. Unfortunately, I'm not..."

That clear and clear voice carried a hint of distress, and there was helplessness in it.

Yi Yu Po didn't quite understand what the kid was talking about, so he chose to remain silent again.

"If I like someone, I'm hurting her." Du Yusheng said softly.This is the realization of what he has always believed in.

"It's so serious, date if you like it, break up if it doesn't suit you."

I can't understand why the other party takes these things so seriously.The so-called love, isn't it in the form of separation and reunion that accounts for the most?

"Broken, what is your mission?"

Du Yusheng said suddenly and seriously, those big watery eyes in the darkness were staring straight at him with a bright light.

"Take your sex..." In the middle of the sentence, he roughly guessed what the other party was worried about.

"Next spring, my birthday... What a short year, 360 five days, I can't bring happiness to any girl in such a short period of time."

Du Yu said in a low voice, putting away his smiling face, the sadness stained on his delicate face at this moment made people feel distressed.

One word broke the silence, this time it was a complete "silence".

He could say nothing that anyone is entitled to the pursuit of happiness.

Such high-sounding words are too superficial.

In particular, as the god of death, he has seen many examples of life and death.

The half that left may be happier, and the other half that survives is definitely in pain. If you can't get rid of the sadness, you will only wither in the end.

Like a flower, withered, withered, corrupted, lifeless.

What is it about one young man more than others?

It is youth and enthusiasm.

That youth is built on a long time, and then the enthusiasm can burn.

Without a long time, the so-called longing will also become less.

"It is impossible for me to love someone, so I have never loved anyone."

Du Yusheng spit out the secrets in his heart all the time.

He's always been nice to everyone, on the surface.In fact, he built a wall invisible to separate him from anyone.

He can't be friends with anyone.

Because after his death, those people will be very sad, and I am even more reluctant to part with this world.

How about not being willing?When he was born, he had a heart problem, and the doctor announced that he would not survive.Later, he ran into Yiyupo, a god of death.

What else does he have to look forward to?

It's not that he doesn't believe that there are no miracles in the world, it's just that miracles become miracles because they are not only rare examples, but also have impossibility factors.

He asked himself that he was not so lucky to encounter such a "miracle".

"Yusheng, why don't you give it a try?"

The deep voice was full of doubts.According to his memory, this boy should not be afraid of anything.

"Why do you make yourself and others suffer when you know the result?"

Du Yu said softly, and he looked up out of the window.

It was a bright moon, and the bright moonlight shone in his room.

Yiyupo suddenly felt that maybe he didn't know this child very well, and he always thought that Du Yusheng was not afraid of anything.

However, it turns out that he also has a "timid" side.

People! Sometimes the evaluation of another person is based on the image of one's own fantasy.

I thought, that person would do such a thing, so that person is this kind of person.

Completely forgetting that one cannot fully know another human being.