lingering for a hundred years

There was a crisp applause outside the door, Han Zigao stopped his hands, turned his head to look, and a tall figure with a smile came into his eyes.

"What a beautiful song, like teardrops, falling down one by one, beautiful but sad." Chen Xi said the feelings in his heart truthfully, compared to the song he heard on the CD a few days ago. It is moving, like grabbing the listener's heart, making it hard to breathe.If it is accompanied by singing, it will definitely be more touching, just like the sound of nature.

Hearing this, Han Zigao smiled sweetly, this person's praise will always make him jump for joy, nothing can compare to this person's words.It's a pity that even if his feelings are burning like a fire for this person, this person doesn't know it at all.

Like water and fire, one is hot and the other is cold.

He lowered his head slightly, his eyes dimmed.Then, the sound of that person's leaving footsteps came to his ears, and he slowly raised his head, looking at the empty door, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.He was very afraid that he would not be able to bear it and tell Chen Xi all the past.Now that Chen Xi doesn't have any memory, even if he tells everything, Chen Xi won't believe such a bizarre "story".

It is even possible to run away from him because of this.He didn't dare, and he didn't want to try.An uneasy factor can also make him frightened.Because Chen Xi is so important to him, chasing Chen Xi seems to be an instinct, a natural instinct.

He continued to fiddle with the guitar and replaced it with a relaxing song, trying to wake up his messy heart.He has to tidy up his heart so that no one can see his flaws.No matter whether Chen Xi can recover his memory or not, he will stay by Chen Xi's side, this is the one thing he understands best.

When his thoughts drifted away, a sweet and greasy fragrance came from his nose, pulling his thoughts back.He looked up and saw Chen Xi holding a bowl of things on the table with both hands.

Han Zigao was very curious, walked over to have a look, and saw a bowl of red bean paste.At that moment, he had a bad premonition in his heart.

"Zigao, try it and see if it tastes good? I made this bowl of red bean paste myself." Chen Xi wiped his nose and said with a smile.He tried to make supper for Han Zigao before, and saw that this kid liked it very much.This time, try something new.

"Where did you buy your red beans?" Han Zigao tried his best to calm down, he didn't want to lose his temper with Chen Xi.

"Didn't you give me a bag today as a souvenir? I use it to make red bean paste, and I drink it myself. It tastes good." Chen Xi picked up the bowl and tried to push it in front of Han Zigao.

Han Zigao looked down at the bowl of fragrant red bean paste, and felt like crying.

"You put it down first, I want to concentrate on making the song well. You go out first." He said coldly, turned his face away from the other party, walked back to his original seat and sat down without looking at Chen Xi.

Chen Xi felt that the other party seemed to be in a bad mood suddenly, so he had no choice but to leave.He thought to himself, doesn't it mean that a woman turning her face is like turning a book?How can even boys do this?Moreover, there is a little unreasonable trouble.

With a stomach full of questions, he walked back to his room in despair.

Seeing the other party leave, Han Zigao still couldn't calm down.He was very angry, very angry with Chen Xi, and also very angry with himself.Although he felt that his anger was a bit inexplicable, but he was angry.Why can't they have a tacit understanding?Why couldn't Chen Xi guess his own mind like before?

Why?Why?

He walked to the desk, picked up the brush, and waved the ink on the rice paper.The words that flowed like flowing water jumped onto the paper all of a sudden, and that stroke carried a majestic momentum.

On the paper, there are two words "Acacia".

At this time, there was a knock on the door, Han Zigao looked up and asked, "Butler He, what's the matter?"

Steward He glanced at the two big characters on the rice paper, and read softly: "Red beans are born in the southern country, this thing is the most lovesick."

Hearing this, Han Zigao was taken aback for a moment, and then said, "I don't know what you're talking about."

Butler He laughed and said, "Young Master, don't blame him, he just didn't notice it." After speaking, he left slowly.

Han Zigao looked at the leaving figure, a little lost in thought.

Chen Xi returned to his room, feeling very puzzled.Thinking about where he offended that kid.He walked to the cabinet next to his bed, pulled out the drawer, and a CD lay quietly inside.He picked it up and opened the back, and there was a song title written on the back, called "Blooming Blooming Humblely."

This song once infected his heart, even if he thinks about it now, the melody and lyrics are still lingering in his ears for a long time.

He asked his classmates in the school before, and he heard that this song became the sales champion as soon as it was released.The most talked about is that the composition and lyrics are all arranged by Han Zigao, even though he has never acted in a kissing scene in dramas and is still single until now.However, every time his love song will touch countless people.

At that time, he felt strange, why didn't Han Zigao act in the kissing scene?Although, for celebrities, scandals are fatal.However, there will always be one or two, right?However, Han Zigao did not.

When he thought of this, he remembered the melody played by Han Zigao just now. It was mellow and tender, but it made people feel a kind of "soul-broken and dream-bound" feeling of nostalgia.

That sincere feeling is not like fantasy at all, but real, just like Han Zigao experienced it himself.Could it be that he once had an unforgettable lover?

When he thought of this, his heart felt uncomfortable.For some reason, he was very jealous, and also envious of the person Han Zigao admired.

Chen Xi looked at the CD in his hand and pondered for a long time, then put it back where it was. He thought to himself, maybe it wasn't the red bean paste he made that "offended" Han Zigao just now, but he accidentally said something unpleasant?Perhaps, Han Zigao was remembering someone he didn't know at that time, but someone Han Zigao would never forget for a long time.

After thinking about it, Chen Xi felt that he should apologize. He said an apology to Han Zigao. Although he didn't know the reason, it was right to admit his mistake.

However, in the next few days, Han Zigao locked himself in the room, and saw no one except Butler He delivering the meals.Chen Xi thought to himself, he has really seen what it means to have the temper of "Eldest Young Master".

A white room, like ice and snow, silent and cold.

Han Zigao squatted on the ground, holding his bent leg with both hands, and many previous images floated in his mind.

At that time, in the distant past, in that past, before Chen Xi became emperor, the two of them were often inseparable. Those days of marching and fighting were the happiest days of his life.

They fought against the enemy together and bloodbathed the battlefield.They fought side by side, attacking and defending.They are under the sunset mountain, looking at the earth, the sky, and the flowers and plants.

How far away those years are now.

When Chen Xi became emperor, there was a quarrel between them, and he took the initiative to ask to send troops to fight to repel the barbarians.For three whole months, they did not meet.When he returned to the palace to meet him, Chen Xi hugged him tightly regardless of the presence of civil and military officials, and remained silent for a long time.

After that, he felt a little wet on his shoulders, and knew that the king was crying for him.Although he didn't even say a word of apology, he just felt that person's apology, guilt, longing, and sadness...

The two of them are like this, they clearly value each other.However, when we are together, it will be tortured, but when we are separated, it is painful.

The torment burned them both to ashes.

There is a saying in China: "When two people are in love, how can it be day and night." It shows that distance will not separate the feelings of two people.However, he felt that this sentence was very wrong.The distance of time can change many things, including looking at feelings that seem firm but are very fragile.

When he remembered that Chen Xi didn't even know the meaning of the red beans he gave him, he felt very sad.Why doesn't the other party remember anything?

How can that person forget?How could that person forget what was once given to him?At that time, they hadn't seen each other for three months. After returning to the palace, that person gave him a pack of red beans. At that time, he knew what that person meant.

His Majesty, his man, is always a romantic and cunning man.

On the bed, that person said countless sweet words to him, but the bed was also the place where the most tears were shed.

The one who hugged him tenderly, kissed his eyes, his nose, his cheek... the person.

He felt both sweet and bitter, because these gentle arms did not belong to him.That man had held other women, even men, with those hands.

As the emperor, there are three thousand beauties.That person will never be devoted to him.

That person will never have a "soft spot" for him.

Thinking of this, Han Zigao smiled helplessly.In the past, no matter how that person treated him, he also forgave that person.No matter what happened now, he should forgive Chen Xi.After all, this is a man who is more important than his life.

Han Zigao stood up from the ground, walked to the door, twisted the handle, and the door slowly opened.At this time, a person who raised his hand and wanted to knock on the door stood in front of him.

Han Zigao's eyes met with the other's, and they both froze for a moment, and after a while, they all said in unison, "I'm sorry."

As soon as the three simple words were uttered, each other was stunned again.

The two looked at each other with smiles, thinking about each other.

Chen Xi thought to himself, this eldest young master seems to have a better temper than expected.But Han Zigao felt very happy in his heart.There is nothing between them. If there is less "tacit understanding", they still have something.

In the vast sea of ​​people, looking for the other half is meaningful, irreplaceable, and another self in the world.

If he is a body, it is incomplete.Then Chen Xi is his half body, and the two must be combined to complete life.

"What are you thinking? So happy?" Chen Xi laughed seeing Han Zigao's extremely happy expression.

"Nothing." Han Zigao's heart skipped a beat, he lowered his head, not daring to see him.

"To apologize, I boiled sugar water. Let's drink it." Chen Xi naturally took the other's hand and walked downstairs.

There was a warm breath coming from the hand, Han Zigao glanced at the touching hands of the two, and ripples appeared in his heart one after another.

"Could it be red bean paste again?" He pretended not to care and asked nonchalantly.

"It's not red bean paste." The corner of Chen Xi's mouth lifted into a smile, showing a trace of evil, like a cynical look.This kind of smile is very similar to the one in his previous life, it feels like two figures are overlapping in front of his eyes.

"What's that?" Han Zigao hated his wicked smile, it reminded him of Chen Xi's attitude when he flirted with women in the past.Of course, to tease him, she will also use this kind of smiling face to make him feel that he is no different from that group of women.

"Mung bean paste, clears away heat and detoxifies, relieves internal heat." Chen Xi said calmly, but he was secretly laughing.

Hearing this, Han Zigao's face turned green, he gritted his teeth and said, "Okay, you mean I'm very angry, I have a bad temper, and I want to reduce my anger?"

"I didn't say that." Chen Xi put on a serious look, but he let go of his hand unknowingly.

Han Zigao's eyes darkened, and he said with a smile, "I want to punish you." After speaking, he stretched out his hand to scratch Chen Xi's itch.

As soon as Chen Xi saw the opponent's claws stretching out, he quickly avoided it.The two were playing in hiding, but unexpectedly, Han Zigao stumbled from the stairs and fell backwards. At the very moment, Chen Xi quickly grabbed each other with one hand and pulled him to the ground. in arms.

The two fell to the ground, each other's heartbeats were out of rhythm, and there was only the sound of messy breathing.

Chen Xi had cold sweat on his forehead, he found that he was really frightened, his heart almost stopped just now, but now it kept beating like a drum.

What should he do if something happens to the person in his arms?As soon as this thought came to his mind, he was taken aback by himself.For the first time, he found himself dreading the loss of someone other than his mother.

"Xi? What's the matter with you?" Han Zigao raised his eyes and saw Chen Xi's pale face. He was obviously taken aback.Originally, he was secretly happy to be hugged by Chen Xi, but now everything disappeared.

He looked at Chen Xi anxiously, with a hint of worry in his voice.

Chen Xi paused for a moment, gathered his mind, stood up, and pulled him up.

"Zigao, let's not play in this kind of place next time, okay?" Chen Xi said quietly.

Looking at the other party's concerned eyes, Han Zigao nodded and said with a smile, "Well... don't worry, I'm fine. Let's go."

Han Zigao pulled him up and walked downstairs.Chen Xi's shoulders stiffened.Then, he walked on silently.

After breakfast, the two of them went for a walk in the garden. The sun shone on the colorful plants and the ground, and the warm light made people feel very comfortable.

The two walked slowly side by side while chatting, and it was like an oil painting in the eyes of others.

Han Zigao occasionally sneaked a peek at Chen Xi, but he was afraid that the other party would find out, so he would quickly look away from time to time.

He felt that the mood was very complicated and indescribable. The appearance of the person in front of him was exactly the same as the person in his memory, as if he had never left him, and even disappeared from his memory.However, Chen Xi's unfamiliar and polite attitude reminded him that the person in front of him was not his former lover, but a stranger with the same soul.

Perhaps, he is a person living in memory!Except for that irreplaceable memory, he has nothing and can't grasp anything.

Thinking of this, Han Zigao couldn't help sighing softly, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.Although it was an inaudible sigh, it reached Chen Xi's ears and conveyed it to his heart.

That sigh was like a drop of water, slipping quietly across my heart.

Chen Xi always felt that Han Zigao had something on his mind, and he had something on his mind since the first time they met.He couldn't figure out what the other person was thinking, but his intuition told him directly that Han Zigao's thoughts had something to do with him.Why do you feel this way?Too strange.

"Zigao...do you have something on your mind?" Chen Xi couldn't help asking, with a hint of concern in his eyes.

When Han Zigao raised his eyes, his heart trembled a little. Chen Xi's gentle expression was the greatest nostalgia in his lifetime.

He thought to himself distressedly, Chen Xi shouldn't be so gentle to him, otherwise, it would be hard for him to let go.You know, he knew very well in his heart that even if the soul was the same person, Chen Xi might not necessarily fall in love with him again.Although I have countless nostalgia for him.However, Chen Xi cannot be forced.Love is what you want and what you want.

However, Han Zigao also understood in his heart that there is no reason to speak of in the emotional world.

Han Zigao stared at Chen Xi for a long time, his gaze was inexplicably burning, which made Chen Xi feel a little uncomfortable, wondering why the other party always looked at him like this?

When the wind blew, it lifted Han Zigao's long black hair, and the fluttering strands of hair surrounded the two of them like spider webs.

The long hair was like a waterfall, falling on Chen Xi's arm, a little itchy and a little cool.

"West... I..." I love you.

Han Zigao really wanted to say those three words desperately, but he still swallowed them abruptly.Obviously it is just three words, but it is more difficult than reading a long article.

At this time, the melodious music sounded from his pocket, and Han Zigao woke up suddenly, and took out his phone in a panic.

He said a few words in a low voice, his brows became tighter and tighter, and finally he said helplessly, "Let me think about it", and ended the conversation.

Seeing Han Zigao's displeased expression, Chen Xi asked cautiously, "What happened?"

Han Zigao glanced at him, bowed his head and remained silent for a long time. Seeing the other party's expression, Chen Xi felt embarrassed to press on, and was about to give up, but unexpectedly the other party said, "The company wants me to go back to filming." Han Zigao pursed his lips and said, unwillingly , Reluctant look.Before, the company clearly said that he would be given a few days off, why did they suddenly announce it?The filming of the drama that was supposed to start in a few days, unexpectedly started filming tomorrow.

Hearing this, Chen Xi smiled and said, "This is your job, isn't it?"

"But, I want to stay with you." Han Zigao blurted out without thinking, and the two of them froze as soon as the words came out.

Is this too ambiguous?

Han Zigao's face flushed slightly, he really wanted to slap himself a few times, but he actually said all the feelings in his heart, how stupid.

Chen Xi pondered for a while. He has lived here for some time, so he also learned about Han Zigao's background from other people through unintentional conversations.

Han Zigao had no friends since he was a child, and he seemed to be a gifted child, so his childhood had no color.Moreover, because of work, parents are away from home for many years, and sometimes it is not uncommon for them to not see each other for three years.

Thinking of this, Chen Xi felt sorry for Han Zigao. His parents were like strangers, and it was difficult to meet each other.And there are no friends of the same age to play with, life is only work and sleeping and eating on time, is it too depressing?No wonder he wants to be friends with himself and doesn't want to leave himself half a step.

Chen Xi came to a conclusion secretly in his heart, and he said, "I won't go away, besides, the young master is still my creditor, how dare I run away? Wouldn't you be able to see me when you come home from work?"

Han Zigao wanted to say something to explain or cover up, but seeing that the other party didn't take that sentence to heart, he silently closed his mouth.

I was relieved, but also a little disappointed.

"What's more, your songs and filming are so good, of course you have to make better works." Chen Xi added, half of what he said was true, and half of it was false.He really thought Han Zigao's song was very nice.But he has never watched a scene filmed by Han Zigao, not even once.

"Are you serious?" Han Zigao's eyebrows and eyes were filled with joy, thinking that it was really surprising that Chen Xi praised him.Although, he had heard Chen Xi praise him in his previous life.However, that meaning is completely different from this.At that time, they were already lovers, and also the relationship between subordinates and superiors. Of course, singing praises was indispensable in marching and fighting.However, now they are nothing, and they have been recognized by each other.

"Hmm..." Chen Xi nodded, thinking that Han Zigao, as an idol, should have heard a lot of compliments, and it's unbelievable that he is still so happy.

However, he didn't know that Han Zigao originally wanted to find a chance to quit the entertainment circle so that they could spend more time together, but now because of his words, Han Zigao gave up this idea.

"In this case, then I promise them to go back to filming. However, you can't go out to take part-time jobs when I'm not around, which will affect your studies. If you really feel sorry, you can help Butler He and the others more. Get busy." Han Zigao said with a sweet smile.

Chen Xi was stunned for a moment, thinking to himself that Han Zigao had guessed his mind?He smiled helplessly and nodded in agreement.

Maybe there are really some things in the world that don't need to be said, and the other party can guess.