lingering for a hundred years

In a room inside a hospital, a young man is wiping the face of a person lying on a hospital bed.

"Mom, isn't it better today?" Chen Xi whispered, raised her mother's hand again, and wiped it carefully.

The doctor once said that some vegetative people can still hear the sound of the outside world.If you can talk to the patient more, maybe the condition will be better.

So, all the time, Chen Xi tried hard to talk to his mother.

After wiping his mother's body, he tidied up the things in the bedside cabinet, and neatly displayed the messy things.

The hand touched a cold vase, and when I looked up, I could no longer see the original flowers, only the dead branches remained.

It used to be white, but now there is only a withered yellow.

He picked up the vase, pulled out the dead branches, and threw them into the trash can.

Unintentionally, a burst of irritability floated up in his heart. He tried to calm himself down, picked up the remote control on the cabinet, and pressed it on the TV opposite the bed.

Immediately, the screen and the sound of the conversation came from the screen.

Chen Xi doesn't like an environment that is too quiet. He doesn't know when it started, he is afraid of silence.In the past, he could enjoy himself in an empty home, reading books and reviewing silently, or listening to music.But now he couldn't do it. When he returned to the home where no one could be seen, he was scared and would rather stay in the hospital and chat with his mother.

Watching the TV absently, suddenly, he remembered a sentence: "Loneliness is not born with you, but begins at the moment you fall in love with someone."

He was shocked by the words in his heart, what kind of messed things were he thinking about?He tried his best to shake his head a few times, focusing on the TV screen.

"Welcome to watch, Yueyu superstar. Today we will continue to introduce the list of songs that have not been accepted in the previous episode. First, let's talk about the songs that are within five..." The host on the TV introduced enthusiastically, Then there was a burst of music and singing.

However, even the melodious and melodious singing voice could not move Chen Xi's heart. From the first time I heard Han Zigao's voice on the CD, I was destined not to fall in love with other music.

The true mood conveyed by the singing shocked the hearts of the people who listened to the song.

Chen Xi unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth, thinking of that song that he hadn't heard for a long time, thinking in his heart, maybe when he gets home tonight, he can take it out and listen to it again...

"Our champion this week is still the song that ranked No.1 a week ago. It is sung and arranged by the popular and powerful actor and singer Han Zigao. It is adapted from the poem of Xu Zhimo's "Farewell to Cambridge". The song is " Listen to Me", let's enjoy it together."

Chen Xi's heart beat violently, and before he had time to react, the melodious music had already poured in, penetrated through his ears, and penetrated into his soul.

You left gently, just as you came gently.I can't gently wave my hand, to be a cloud in the western sky.

The golden willow by the river is the bride of the setting sun, just like your back, rippling in my heart.

The sand lying on the beach longs to be embraced by the sea and pursue that freedom.However, if you are also a grain of sand.I am willing to lie on the sand, silent, silent forever.

The farthest distance in the world is the birds in the sky and the fish in the sea.

Knowing that the fish are in the endless seabed, but willing to fly into the water, never stop seeing.

Willing to be submerged by the raging sea, even if you still can't see your back.

Silence is Sha's confession, and heat is Asuka's love.

Maybe love songs are like stars in the sky, each capital is dazzling.And my song may not be as beautiful as others, but this is what I want to say to you most.

The TV had already switched to another program, but Chen Xi hadn't recovered yet.

The clear guitar sound is entwined with the song, pushing and pulling, chasing each other, like a waltz-like song, constantly spinning in my heart, round and round.

He heard it, heard the unique confession that belonged to that person, the words that person thought about himself.He wants to ask, is he worth it?Is it worth his willingness to give up everything?

Now he really wants to ask that fool himself, obviously he doesn't have to, but that person is just so persistent.

Chen Xi rubbed his forehead and smiled, with mixed feelings in his heart, even if he hadn't seen each other for three months, that person still approached his heart in his own way, hitting his heart.

what to do?At this moment, at this second, he really wants to see that delicate face, really wants, really wants.

There was a knock on the door, and when I looked back, an old man in a suit appeared in front of me.

"Master Xi, we haven't seen each other for a long time." Steward He greeted him politely, showing an amiable smile.He took a few steps forward, stopped in front of Chen Xi, and stood straight in front of him.

Chen Xi stood up immediately, with a hint of surprise in his eyes, nodded his head, smiled slightly, and said, "Yes, I haven't seen you for a long time, come, please sit here." Although I don't know why the other party appeared at this time Here, Chen Xi still responded politely.

"No need, I'm here today, as long as I want to ask Master Xi for something." Steward He said seriously, with a tone of request and plea.

"If I can help, I will do my best." Chen Xi replied straightforwardly. When he was at Han Zigao's house, Butler He also took good care of him, making him feel like he had an extra family member.If you can help him, why not?

Seeing the other party's straightforward tone, Steward He couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief in his heart, and he said slowly: "This matter is about the young master."

Chen Xi was stunned for a moment, and said calmly, "Did something happen to Zigao?" The smile that had been hanging on his face had gradually disappeared, replaced by a slight frown.

Although there was no ups and downs in his tone, he remained calm.However, seeing such an expression, it means that Young Master Zigao still has a certain place in the heart of the boy in front of him, right?

Steward He thought to himself, with a hint of a smile in his tone, and comforted him: "Nothing happened, young master. I just came here today to tell you a story for you to listen to. I hope you can go somewhere after listening."

After finishing speaking, Butler He quietly waited for the other party's answer.

"Butler He, you're welcome, I promise you such a simple matter." Chen Xi readily agreed with the corners of his lips curled up. Facing an elderly man who was already old, it was inevitable to reveal a soft corner of his heart.

"Then please come with me now, can we drive to that place while talking in the car?" Butler He said, and Chen Xiyou nodded again and readily agreed.

At night, the car runs on Malushan, crosses the long bridge, and the scenery from the window is as beautiful as a picture.Thousands of lights, buildings of different heights, like the stars of fireflies, reflect each other with the stars in the sky, forming a moving visual effect picture.

Steward He looked at the beautiful scenery, and his thoughts drifted away.He said slowly: "This kind of scenery is still as beautiful, just like the night when the young master was just born."

Chen Xi naturally knew who the young master He was talking about was, and he also vaguely guessed in his heart that the topic would definitely revolve around that person.So, he didn't make a sound, just listened to the story with a calm face.

This is a story belonging to Han Zigao's past.

"The wife and the master have been married for many years and have no children. It was not until the fifth year after marriage that the young master was born. In the eyes of everyone, the arrival of this baby brought endless excitement and vitality to the deserted home." Thinking of the young master when he was a child Butler He's eyes were peaceful, showing a smile full of memories.

He raised his eyes to look at Chen Xi, and continued to speak slowly: "The young master has been doted on by thousands of people since he was a child, and he is very cute and lively. When he was five years old, he began to change and became silent. Ordinary kid.

At that time, the wife and the others were very worried, thinking that the young master was sick, so they invited a doctor.Originally thought that the young master was suffering from autism, but when the test results came out, he realized that the young master had a genius with an IQ of [-].

This news brings both joy and worry, because they are fortunate to have such an angel gifted by God to them.However, at the same time, I was worried that the young master was destined not to have an ordinary life.

And the fact is that the development is like this... Even the tutor hired by the family is amazed at the young master's ability to understand and the knowledge he possesses.However, with extraordinary talents and different eyes of appreciation, the master and the others are afraid that they will not be able to adapt to sending the young master to a normal school.

And when he was eight years old, an academic assessment had confirmed that the young master's knowledge was beyond the level of middle school students, especially ancient prose, and even university professors could not be seen in the dust.However, the young master became less and less talkative. He started to draw pictures. At the beginning, the pictures were a hazy figure from the back, which gradually became a person's appearance, which was clearly visible.Finally, the face of the person in the painting is fully presented. "

Speaking of this, Steward He took a deep look at Chen Xi, and then said slowly: "The young master has been drawing that person all the time, and every time he finished, he would stare at the person in the painting with a complicated expression... My master and I both asked who is the person in the painting?

He replied that it was the man in the dream.

Until the year when he was ten years old, once the young master’s cousin came to the house as a guest. During a play, he threw one of the young master’s paintings into the river. After the young master found out, he ran to the river and jumped into it. in the river.

It was raining torrentially at that time, and everyone braved the rain to look for the young master, but they couldn't find it, which made people worried.It wasn't until later that a tiny body appeared in front of the door, drenched all over, that everyone was relieved.At that time, the young master kept holding on to the painting, even though the painting had been soaked by water and couldn't see its original appearance. "

Butler He paused for a moment, and with a trace of helplessness in his smile, he said slowly: "The young master was so stupid at the time. And the old master ended up getting very angry with the young master because of him, and rewarded him with a hot slap.

At that time, as soon as the master made a move, he regretted it. After all, he was his only beloved son.

However, before the master had time to comfort the young master, the person concerned said that he was not his son at all.

Originally, everyone thought it was a temper tantrum.

Unexpectedly, the young master said seriously that he had memories of his previous life, and the person in the painting was the most important person in his life, his lover in his previous life.Everyone thought the young master was talking nonsense and didn't take it to heart.

Until the young master was 11 years old, the master accidentally learned that the young master had been hiring private detectives to find the people in the painting.

Everyone felt that the situation was serious. After all, how could the person in the dream appear in real life?However, the young master's words and deeds are not like ordinary children. Gradually, the master and the others began to believe that the past and present lives that the young master said are the same.But even if it was true, the past life was so far away after all, how could he be sure that he would meet that person?What if you can't meet him for the rest of your life?However, the young master is still determined to go his own way, no matter how much everyone worries about him, he is still looking for that person, and he still likes to look at the person in the painting in a daze when he is free.

Until the young master was 14 years old, he suddenly said that he wanted to be a star.Everyone was amazed, with the young master's knowledge, it's not enough to be anything, why did he enter the big dye tank of the entertainment circle?The young master is like a stream of clear spring water. If you enter that colorful world, you will definitely be polluted.

Everyone was against it, but the young master didn't change his decision at all.At that time, he only said that no matter where the person in the painting was in the world, he hoped to tell that person about himself.He believed that as long as that person also recovered his memory, he would desperately look for him. "

Steward He stopped again, looked at Chen Xi with far-reaching eyes, and said, "Later, the young master really became a star."

Just like the stars in the sky, they are dazzling, even the sun and the moon are dimmed. In just three years, they have created a myth in the entertainment industry.

"Zigao is really a man of his word." Chen Xi couldn't help saying.Although the story is a bit bizarre, it can even be said to be untrue, no one may believe it after hearing it.However, for some reason, there was a voice deep in Chen Xi's heart telling him that this was an absolutely true thing.Moreover, the person in the painting is very likely to be himself.

Memories of previous lives?He thought of the phantoms that had appeared in his dreams before. Although he couldn't see the faces of those imaginary people clearly, his intuition told him that that person, the person in the dream, might be Han Zigao.

The car stopped, and as soon as he got out of the car, he saw a familiar place. Chen Xi couldn't help being stunned for a moment. It turned out that the place Steward He mentioned was Han Zigao's home.

Seeing his stunned expression, Steward He thought that maybe Chen Xi still didn't want to meet the young master for the time being, so he said, "Master Xi, don't worry, the young master didn't call back tonight, so he probably won't come back to spend the night."

As soon as Chen Xi heard it, he knew that Steward He had misunderstood him, but he also felt that there was no need to explain, so he only smiled softly, and followed the other party into the door of this house again.

On the second floor, Butler He gave him a key and told him that there was a house at the end of the corridor, hoping that he could go in and have a look.

He took the key in his hand and came to the door of that room.

I don't know why he felt a little inexplicably nervous, his palms were sweating, and he was trembling slightly, and the key couldn't even align with the door.

He felt that if he opened this house now, it would not only be as simple as opening a door, but more things might be opened.

Perhaps, the questions and answers in his heart have been opened for this reason.

With a click, he gently pushed open the concealed door and slowly opened the door.

The room was pitch black and nothing could be seen.He reached for the button of the light, snapped it, and suddenly, enough light illuminated the entire room, and everything was unobstructed.

Chen Xi's eyes slowly opened wide, getting bigger and bigger, and he let out a soft breath, a little unable to believe the picture he saw in front of him.

Every corner of the house is a drawing board, and there are portraits of people everywhere.Each painting is different and contains a variety of expressions and poses.

Some are wearing military uniforms and riding black horses, hazy backs under the setting sun.Some are leisurely scenes of two men resting under a tree. The man closed his eyes and slept on the boy's lap, and the boy showed a gentle look, as if there were only the two of them in the world.There are men's pensive cheeks, sharp eyes, and high nose bridges, like a statue, extremely noble.Others are the scene of a man reading aloud with a book, elegant and gentle in white clothes.Some are men holding a sharp sword on the battlefield, charging bravely, leading the army to kill the enemy... All these scenes are so familiar, just like the experience they have experienced, and the person in the painting is himself.

Chen Xi was very sure that although there was a little similarity and difference in temperament, his facial features were exactly the same, as if he was looking in a mirror.

Although, when the butler told him those stories, he thought that the person in the painting might be himself, because Han Zigao cared so much about himself, he was not blind, and at this moment, he naturally understood how the other party felt about him.

However, seeing it with my own eyes is still shocking.

Like an electric current passing through the whole body, every inch is paralyzed and unable to move.

However, the phantoms in his mind flooded towards him like a tide, and every scene attacked his nerves, devoured his thoughts, and flooded his head.The fast clips played non-stop, but there was no confusion, just sorting out some past but unforgettable memories for him.

He recalled the scene of his first encounter with that stunning young man.

I met by chance on the way, with a peerless face, which makes people fall in love at first sight, and I try to do everything possible to get this beautiful person.

At that time, I rode a black horse and landed in front of the boy, stretched out my palm, and whispered seductively: "Will you follow me and share the glory and wealth?"

What was the boy's expression at that time?It seemed that he wanted to refuse but didn't dare to look, he was silent and even a little afraid of him.However, he was also a smart kid who knew that he could not refuse, so he accepted it, and even proposed that if he followed him, he would be given a chance to join the army.

Such a beautiful doll aroused his interest.

I remember that I tricked him into bed that night. The boy was trembling all over, but he didn't dare to make a sound. He lay under him with red eyes.As a result, I showed mercy for the first time and let him go.At that moment, he saw a look of gratitude in the boy's eyes.

However, the next night, he shattered the boy's heart. No matter how the people under him screamed, cried and begged for mercy, he never let go of this weak body.

To the young man, he may be a gentle and cruel existence, so on such a nightmarish night, he kissed the young man affectionately.

Afterwards, during the day, he taught young people to read, ride horses and archery, and debate on military art, and taught them all he had learned in his life without reservation.Originally, I didn't have much hope for the boy, but I just couldn't bear to see that pleading look.But he didn't expect the youth's intelligence and hard work.Almost every night, I was asked for by myself. The body suffered from torment, but there was a hard heart, and he was learning every day. I don’t know when, when I noticed, the boy had become dazzling.

At that time, he was also vaguely aware of how much the boy cared about him.But, are there any women and men in the world who don't bow down to him?Therefore, I never thought about cherishing this precious feeling at all.

Once, at a banquet, a guest fell in love with this beautiful boy and hinted that he would give him a beautiful night.In ancient diplomacy, doting on concubines and beauties was a kind of transaction.He didn't want to offend the distinguished guest in front of him for the time being.Although I felt a little bit of reluctance in my heart at that time, it was clearly my own thing, but I wanted to share it with others.However, I deliberately ignored the real thoughts in my heart and asked the young man to serve that distinguished guest.

At that time, the boy showed an expression that he would never forget for the rest of his life. He didn't cry and beg him to say he didn't want to, but just looked at him quietly, with a pale face, without blinking.And what about myself?But it was a selfish and cruel man who deliberately ignored his expression and let the guest take him away.

In fact, at that time, I also had a little bit of luck, thinking that the boy would try to escape and would not obediently obey.Unexpectedly, the next day, as soon as I opened the door, I saw the young man lying on the bed with his whole body naked, every inch of his skin was exposed.

At that moment, I was so angry that I almost wanted to kill the boy immediately, and said insulting and low-level words, comparing him to something lower than a ****.Anger overwhelmed his reason, punch after punch, kick after kick on the thin body.

Seeing the boy's reluctance and the opponent's resistance to him, his anger rose even more straightly, and he turned into a ferocious beast to fight the boy.

After that time, he never touched the boy again. He let the boy fend for himself in the barracks, and he still embraced him left and right, leading a romantic and free life.It's just that, occasionally, he would think of that sweet smile that made his heart beat.

Why let a person affect his mood?He doesn't understand, and doesn't need to understand.There is no grass anywhere in the world, why let a lowly commoner occupy one's heart, isn't this a ridiculous thing?

It wasn't until one time that a young man had an affair with a beautiful woman, and when it reached his ears, his anger suddenly arose, and he realized that he had never forgotten that boy.

An inch of lovesickness, an inch of gray.He missed the boy's every move, every frown and smile, that stunning person only belonged to him and no one could take it away.

In order to make the young man change his mind, he abandoned his pride, knelt at the young man's feet, and begged for forgiveness.The young man is kind, and he has no ability to resist when he meets himself and a veteran in love.Those white hands helped him up, and he hugged him fiercely in his arms, but he didn't show any resistance, instead he showed a shy expression, and his face was dyed with a bright blush.

There is a saying that is good, the country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change.I am born with a romantic and affectionate nature, and I will never "guard myself like a jade" for anyone

Once, when he won a battle, he got a beautiful woman who was as beautiful as a flower. Although she was the wife of the leader of the enemy army, she could not take it for her own use, otherwise it would be regarded as an act of insulting the enemy.However, his lustful nature has no sense at all, and he brought people to his own bed.

However, that woman was a fierce woman, holding a dagger to her neck, she would rather die than surrender. □□ is something that people enjoy. If it comes by force, what fun is there?Thinking of this, he planned to let the woman in front of him go.

However, the sky is not as good as the number of people, the boy suddenly opened the door and rushed into the room with an expression of disbelief.For a moment, the three of them were relatively silent.In order to ease the atmosphere, he ordered someone to take the woman away. Seeing the boy's frown and livid face, he tried to say some comforting words and find some excuses for himself.

However, before he could say anything, the boy said coldly: "Shameless".

Those two words instantly ignited his anger.

Since the kid in front of him seems to have forgotten who is his sky and who is his land, then I should educate him well to remind him of his duty.

He ordered the boy to be whipped mercilessly. In the rain, his thin body was tied to a tree. The whip marks on his body and the blood oozing out were washed down by the rain and fell into the soil under his feet.

Even though he was in a terrible state of distress, the boy didn't beg for mercy because of the pain, he just bit his lip and accepted the punishment silently.Finally he was exhausted and passed out.

Seeing that strong and weak figure, he instantly felt endless regrets.Why are you so impulsive?Actually hurt him like this?If he doesn't care about himself, why would he scold himself?It is because I care about myself and I don't want to share myself with others that I swear.

I can't stand others touching the boy, changing places, switching roles, can the boy bear his cheating?can't you?If I could, I'm afraid I would be generous with the young man, because the young man is not jealous or cares, which proves that he has no place in his heart.

Since I have occupied the mind and body of the young man, why should I be angry with him?And seeing the scarred body, I also feel distressed.

With regret and distress in his heart, he carefully picked up the boy's body, and when the other party slowly opened his eyes and saw him, he softly said sorry.

This time the boy forgave himself again, forgiving himself for his absurd and unfaithful behavior.

Time flew by again, and in the blink of an eye, the boy turned into a beautiful young man. Compared with the previous watery and charming, the brows are more mature.

He leads the army to fight, is extremely intelligent, and is his good military partner, charming lover in bed, confidant with a tacit understanding, and a friend who treats each other with sincerity.

In fact, I know that even if a young man becomes a general with his extraordinary ability, his strength is unquestionable.However, secretly, how many people looked down on him, and how many people said unbearable words.However, at the same time, I also know how much the young man takes himself seriously, giving his all and dedicating himself physically and mentally.

It is a lie to say that you are not moved, and it is a lie to say that you are not proud.

How lucky is he to have such a person?I really can't bear to let the boy leave me.But so what?The boy has become a young man, and he has passed the coming-of-age ceremony. According to the rules at that time, this age is no longer suitable for him to be his male pet in the mansion.What's more, that kid is a powerful person, wouldn't it be a pity to trap him and break his flying wings?If I keep him and make him die, I will really feel sorry for that kid.

Enduring the reluctance in my heart, I drove people out of the mansion.

However, the kid was crying, begging, lying on the ground, grabbing the hem of his clothes, refusing to leave for life or death.

The pain and pleading one after another softened my always cold heart.With a helpless sigh, he told the truth in his mind.

However, after analyzing all the pros and cons, the kid still said firmly that he was willing to stay by his side.

This kind of perseverance, such a person, is actually his own.Once again, I thank God for letting them meet, get acquainted, and fall in love.

After that, they spent a lot of time together, some happy, some sad, some thrilling, some poetic, and all the days were accompanied by such a person.

I remember one time, after drinking a lot of wine, I put my arms around the slender waist and asked in a low voice in the man's ear, "Aman, if one day, this king ascends the throne, would you be willing?" become queen?"

At that time, the young man looked unbelievable, frowned and said that he was drunk, until he asked him to answer seriously anyway, the boy said half-jokingly: "There was a female emperor Wu Zetian in the past, and today there is a male queen. What's the matter?" Can't it?"

Hearing the satisfactory answer, he couldn't help but kissed the person he liked.

However, he is really a bastard, a complete bastard.That kid went through all kinds of dangers for himself, and narrowly escaped death.When I ascended to the position, I made a slip of the tongue. I didn't canonize him as the male queen, but chose the married wife.

At that time, because he sneaked into the enemy's line, his whereabouts were unknown. The news pointed out that the boy threw himself into the river while being chased by the enemy.When the boy's life and death were unknown, he ascended the throne of the emperor himself.In frustration and success, I chose Jiangshan.Although someone was sent to look for the boy, but in the long depression, he gradually realized that the boy might not be able to appear in front of his eyes again.

One day, he unexpectedly appeared in front of his eyes, dressed like a beggar, and he knew how much that kid had suffered in order to return to his side.Moreover, he obviously built half of his own country for himself.

Regardless of how dirty he was, he carried him into the bedroom, ordered the imperial physician to treat him, and ordered someone to help him bathe and change clothes.That time, the kid was very ill and had a high fever, but he called his name softly.

On the other hand, I took care of that kid non-stop, wanting him to see my figure the first time he woke up.At that time, the result came true. The boy gently stroked his facial features, his eyes showed a look that seemed to be unable to believe that there was still a chance to see the person in front of him.

At that time, I hugged the other person in my arms distressedly, and poured out the pain of lovesickness to each other.

In the days after his recovery, the kid didn't complain a bit.In fact, I know it, I know his loss, but I choose not to see it.How can an emperor marry a man to be a queen?The ministers must be committed to opposing it.

As expected, later on, when I wanted to fulfill my promise and re-establish him after being abolished, all the ministers opposed it with all their strength, and even wanted that kid to leave my side.

At that time the court was in chaos, even so, he was reluctant to let that boy leave him for half a step.I have already tried to almost lose that kid, do I want to lose it again?No, I decided not to let this happen.

However, I didn't think about that boy's feelings. For the sake of the country, the boy voluntarily left me, asked for his life to leave his hometown and go to the battlefield.Of course, at that time, he didn't allow it, but that kid made himself agree.

After that figure left, he ordered people to bring him back again and again.However, that kid didn't waver at all, and he was still getting married and had children on the way.

When I heard the news, Long Yan was furious, and ordered him to return to the court immediately, and those who disobeyed would be killed without mercy.

Finally, he brought the person back to his side as he wished, but even so, he was still very angry.

The kid betrayed himself.And the officials will not let him stay by their side.what to do?What can I do to keep people by my side forever?Anger and selfishness once again devoured my reason, in order to punish that kid, to give that kid a reason to stay by my side, and to prevent all the officials from objecting...

Yes, as long as he is a eunuch, he has a reason to stay in the palace, stay in his dragon bed, and stay by his side.For that kid, I made a cruel decree.

At that time, the kid scolded him for being selfish and resisted him, but he ordered someone to send him to prison.

As a matter of fact, I really couldn't bear that kid not by my side and another person beside him.That damned woman really wanted to kill her, but she touched someone who belonged to her.

However, when the anger dropped, he realized how terrible he was.As the common people say, accompanying a king is like accompanying a tiger.

Even if that kid betrayed him, why didn't he hug him from left to right, with three thousand beauties in the harem?And that kid only married one woman, which is not a heinous thing.

If someone else gave him a green hat, of course he would execute him mercilessly.However, that kid was none other than Han Zigao.The man I personally named, I would call his former name Aman affectionately when there is no one else, when the two of us get along.

Thinking of this, all the anger dissipated, and he hurried to save the person himself. Fortunately, at the critical moment, he kicked open the door and kicked away the man who castrated Ah Man with a knife.Otherwise, if the castration is really completed, no matter how much Ah Man likes him, he will never look back for the rest of his life, right?

At that time, Ah Man's brave and wise heroic demeanor on the battlefield was completely intact. He was so frightened that he could not move, and fell limp in his arms, being held tightly by him.

Ah Man cried and begged for his forgiveness, saying that he would never dare to defy him again.Hugging himself with trembling hands, he curled up in his arms like a small animal.Hmm... That time, I was really scared.

However, anyone can be afraid, right?Turning a man into a man and a woman, no one can accept it?

Anyway, after that, they were inseparable again.

At that time, I didn't question Ah Man again, but the other party took the initiative to explain to me.It turned out that at that time, he had already made up his mind to leave him and would not see him again, so he married a wife and had children according to his parents' wishes, even though he had no feelings for that woman.However, when I thought about never seeing myself again, it didn't matter.

How can you not be moved when you hear such words?For the sake of the country, for the bastard like him, Ah Man is willing to leave the person he cares about the most.

"Aman, I swear that from now on, you will be alone." At that time, I made the most sincere oath, and it was also the most sincere words spoken by the two of them after they met.However, after many times of betrayal, Ah Man didn't believe in himself at all, and consciously thought that it was impossible for a man with a heart like himself to "guard his body like a jade" for him, so he laughed it off.

The matter, Ah Man didn't know, since that time, he never touched the three thousand beauties in the harem again, even later, sometimes the two quarreled and were kicked out of bed by Ah Man, although he said, He went to find another woman, but in the end he went to sleep in the study.

Ah Man has paid too much for himself, what does it matter if he "sacrifices" a little?What's more, it's my own willingness.There is no one who can replace Ah Man in his heart, and he is not interested in touching other people, and Ah Man is enough for him.

Until I was sick in bed, I also kept this promise.

In the last time of my life, I didn't let anyone stay by my side, except Ah Man.

And that time was also the last time I "hurt" Ah Man.I really can't bear to die