Medical pulse
Chapter 10
, why can't you kowtow to grandma. "
Shao Hang froze in place: "You mean grandma... doesn't mind at all, and also... agrees?"
"That's right." Chen Kaixiang affirmed, "Actually, since I was a child...the most affectionate family member is my grandma. My parents are really not that close to me, and they have never cared about me. So grandma agrees. Saying that you have obtained the consent of my family, I will not take the initiative to let you go. However, if one day you feel that you cannot withstand the pressure of your family and want to return to a normal life, I will not stop you Yes, but before that I will be with you and face everything together, you have to remember this, Hang Hang."
"...En." After a long silence, Shao Hang finally showed a smile, and took the initiative to grab Chen Kaixiang's hand, "I like you very much, you are very important to me."
Chen Kaixiang blinked, and realized that he had heard the slightly blunt sentence correctly—a rare love word from Shao Hang's mouth.The uneasiness in his heart seemed to be lifted suddenly, Chen Kaixiang opened his arms around his lover, and the two hugged each other tightly in the winter woods. At this moment, there was no need to use any words, and there was no way to use any words to describe the warmth in his heart.
After returning home, Chen Kaixiang turned off the phone for Shao Hang on his own initiative, and made up his mind not to go back so early, dragging Shao Hang around the village.
In the twelfth lunar month, there is no busy farming in the village, because the Chinese New Year is approaching, and every household is busy preparing new year's goods, which is not a special feeling.
The village is not like the city, because life has become more and more convenient, and many traditions have faded away.In the village, people still have to prepare their own New Year’s goods, such as jujube steamed buns, roasted meat, croquettes, etc., and there must be more abundance.As for other things specially prepared for the New Year, such as window grilles, Shao Hang was also pleasantly surprised to find that there are still some old people in the village who keep this craft.
Just two or three days later, when Chen Kaixiang was dragging Shao Hang to the village to tell stories about his childhood, his cell phone rang.In fact, these days, Chen Kaixiang's phone calls have been constant. Shao Hang probably knows that Shao Jiang called a few calls. It seems that Shao Jiang is very angry. It's good to put the phone aside or simply press it down.As for the other ones, Shao Hang had no way of guessing. He didn't know who was contacting Chen Kaixiang.Every time Chen Kaixiang would hang up the phone before he could say a few words.
It was the same this time, when I picked up the phone, I said hello, and then fell silent for a long time.Shao Hang looked at Chen Kaixiang suspiciously, and when he thought it was an automated call calling bills, Chen Kaixiang suddenly spoke.
"There is no need to justify this matter, it is the truth."
"I don't think personal relationship issues have anything to do with my professional ethics. I thought I just need to be able to do a good operation and see a doctor?"
"Heh... If you think so, there's nothing you can do. I don't think I have made any mistakes in my work, right? If so, it's considered a breach of contract by you, remember to pay me liquidated damages."
Seeing that Chen Kaixiang didn't care at all, Shao Hang took down the phone again, blinked, and blinked again.The meaning of the phone call just now seemed to be that Chen Kaixiang was fired, but Chen Kaixiang's completely indifferent appearance made people even more strange, as if he was not the one who was fired.
"What's wrong? Keep staring at me?"
"The phone call just now..." Shao Hang asked hesitantly.
"That phone call just now..." Chen Kaixiang thought for a while, and replied with a smile: "Shao Hang is more popular."
"Ah?" Shao Hang looked at Chen Kaixiang strangely, always feeling that Chen Kaixiang was smiling strangely.
"Hey, after hearing about your experience, Uncle Wang and the others complained for you." Chen Kaixiang shook his head, "Uncle Wang's neighbor, Uncle Zhao, was in a high position before Tui, you must have heard of it? Uncle Zhao's son The status in the health department is not low, but it is much stronger than Chen Dong's relationship. Later, I found out that Chen Dong actually went to your hospital for a tour, so he was transferred to the administration, and then went directly to the health bureau. When it comes to such a matter, it will be planted on your head. This kind of thing is that they do some small tricks below, and as soon as Uncle Zhao asks to investigate, many things will come to light."
"Ah?" Shao Hang always felt that he was listening to a novel, and it was something inexplicable, "So... I'm fine now?"
"Not yet, but I guess it won't be long before your medical qualifications come back." Chen Kaixiang replied with a smile.
"But what does this have to do with your phone call just now?" Having experienced so many things, Shao Hang actually looked down on that medical qualification. Diverting his attention, "What did you just say about work...personal feelings..."
Chen Kaixiang couldn't be fooled by this matter and could only sigh: "Chen Dong has been suspended for inspection now, and it is estimated that there is no hope of entering the Health Bureau."
Shao Hang still stared at Chen Kaixiang.
"It's blocking his way of making money, and he's always hated. He has nothing to do with you now. After all, you've been fired from your job, and you don't have a new job for the time being, and your family's network is not in City B. So I decided to make up your mind. It's on top of me."
"What did he do?" Shao Hang looked at Chen Kaixiang anxiously.
"Run to the hospital, just gossiping or something." Chen Kaixiang smiled sarcastically, "The leader of the hospital is like something in a hurry, as if he wants to comment on something he doesn't know, and he is anxious to solve it for fear of affecting the image of the hospital. .”
"You were fired?"
"Almost." Chen Kaixiang shrugged indifferently, and seeing Shao Hang's tangled expression, he quickly explained, "Actually, I signed an employment system with the hospital, and it was nothing more than leaving early, and they had to pay one Liquidated damages. In fact, it's not bad to be fired now, but my parents will probably die of anger."
"Ah?" Shao Hang felt that the relationship jumped too fast.
"Hanghang, I think that after these things, I hope you will think about how to go in the future." Chen Kaixiang suddenly became serious, "It's not that going to the hospital is bad, but I hope you think about where it is better. Okay, make a good decision. The things you encountered before should be regarded as a lesson, and now you can learn from those lessons and think about how to go in the future. Just this opportunity, even if you want to leave City B Yes, and I happen to be with you."
"Why do you say that your parents will also know?" Shao Hang didn't have time to care about his own future, but instead asked the previous sentence.
"There is no way, they have a deep relationship with City B, and to be honest, I have the academic qualifications to find this job. On the other hand, I have more or less connections with my family. I guess it won't be long before they find this job." You will know. At that time, the two of us will have to flee."
Chen Kaixiang joked consciously and humorously, but Shao Hang was a little nervous.
At this time, Shao Jiang's roar suddenly came from a distance: "Chen Kaixiang, I'm not finished with you!"
Shao Hang felt as if he had an auditory hallucination, and turned his head involuntarily, and suddenly felt that he might be hallucinating——Shao Jiang came from a distance in a menacing manner, and his anger seemed to be materialized, and Shao Hang panicked again Looking back at Chen Kaixiang, he couldn't help taking a step back.
☆, 86
Shao Jiang really didn't spare any sympathy, rushed up and punched Chen Kaixiang in the face, and Chen Kaixiang was not a fuel-efficient lamp, so he caught Shao Jiang's fist with a backhand and twisted it behind Shao Jiang.Shao Jiang was naturally struggling, so the two of them wrestled into a ball like this, it was really inseparable, and after a while, they almost rolled to the ground regardless of their appearance, Shao Hang could only fight between the two in a hurry.
"Brother, what are you doing, what can't you talk about! How old are you and still fight!" Shao Hang supported Shao Jiang, but fortunately Shao Jiang saved some sense and showed mercy to his younger brother, otherwise Shao Hang would definitely not be able to pull him back I live in Shaojiang.
"Shao Hang, why are you still helping this guy talk?" Shao Jiang hated iron and steel, "Chen Kaixiang, I really misjudged you. I think you left City B because you were my playmate when I was young. I only entrusted Shao Hang to you, and that's how you take care of him? I don't care how you want to play, but you can't play with my brother! Do you still have a conscience?"
"Brother, don't be like this, that's not the case..." Shao Hang felt powerless, and tried to persuade Shao Jiang softly, but Chen Kaixiang added fuel to the fire.
"How do you know that I'm playing with Hanghang?" Chen Kaixiang tidied up the messy collar he had wrestled with Shao Jiang, with a sarcasm on his face: "Shao Jiang, I don't want to know what kind of habits you have picked up when you come back. , but don’t think that everyone else is as good as you.”
"Chen Kaixiang, don't you fucking beat me up today and write my name upside down!"
"A barbarian who can only do things and has no brains at all." Chen Kaixiang turned his head to look at Shao Jiang, and it took a long time before he could squeeze out a smile that was half-hearted.Shao Hang sighed, it would be strange not to fight like this...
Half an hour later, the two of them finally vented all the messy grievances in their hearts, and at least they were able to sit down and talk with a clear head.Because it was too cold outside, he moved the position back to grandma's house. It was only at this time that Shao Hang realized that Shao Jiang drove here by himself, and the car stopped at the gate of grandma's house.
"Brother, did you come here by yourself?" Shao Hang still felt a little unbelievable, he still remembered clearly how difficult the road was, and the driver was an old driver who had been driving for so long. Shao Hang couldn't figure out how Shao Jiang could drive the car over by himself and arrive so early.
"Otherwise, what else can we do?" Shao Jiang glared at his younger brother angrily, "Do you think you are doing well? How dare I take the risk to let others know? I didn't even tell my parents, I just said it to relax !"
Shao Hang felt sad when Shao Jiang gave him such a stare, and he also felt heartbroken: "Then how did you get here? This road is not easy to walk."
"How else can I drive it? Let's just drive it like that." Shao Jiang sighed helplessly and softened his tone when he saw his younger brother's guilty look. .I drive very slowly, it's okay."
Hearing what Shao Jiang said, Chen Kaixiang couldn't help but glance at Shao Jiang, and his dark face seemed to relax.
After entering the house, he found a place to sit down. Shao Jiang was angry, but he was too angry after so many days. After another fight, he looked at Chen Kaixiang calmly this time.
"What's going on, you two." Shao Jiang frowned and said to Chen Kaixiang, "To be honest, I'm really going to die of anger. I really didn't expect Shao Hang to... get involved with you." Shao Jiang The corners of his lips were curled up mockingly, "You'd better tell me from the beginning, if I find out that you are planning to sleep with my brother, Chen Kaixiang, I will never end with you."
"Don't say it so harshly." Chen Kaixiang glanced at Shaojiang, and then slowly began to speak.Chen Kaixiang spoke in detail, from the initial palpitations, to the thousands of days and nights of companionship, until a year ago when the two were formally together and walking together was the most difficult for two people. that time.
Following Chen Kaixiang's narration, Shao Hang also slowly fell into deep thought.He has already forgotten some small things, and now hearing Chen Kaixiang talk about these things that the two of them have experienced together from his point of view, it feels funny and sad.
It turns out that it has been so long... ah.
"I didn't expect you to have my brother's idea so early." Shao Jiang's face was obviously a little ugly. He really didn't expect that Chen Kaixiang already had such intentions when he was still in City B.As for himself, he sent his younger brother to the door almost for nothing.But on the other hand, thinking of Chen Kaixiang's perseverance and perseverance towards his younger brother for so long, I am really touched.In today's society, everyone's life is fast-paced, marriages and divorces are common, and the seven-year itch is not a rare term. Even if there is no response like Chen Kaixiang, it is something that never leaves until Shao Hang turns around. If it didn't happen to his younger brother, Shao Jiang might really be moved.
"It's really early." Chen Kaixiang nodded, "So I really put my heart into being with Hanghang, not just on a whim, as long as Hanghang is still willing to be with me, I can't be separated from him "While talking about Chen Kaixiang, he still did not forget to express his position. Frankness is sometimes impeccable in a certain sense. Shao Jiang could only look at Chen Kaixiang sullenly, unable to say a word.
"What about you, Hanghang?" Shao Jiang felt that he was completely worrying for nothing, and these two had their own opinions more than the other, "You - it's because of him that you get together with men. Don't you want to think about the future What? You can actually marry a woman and have children, and your parents will be very happy. If you are with him, you may have no children for a lifetime, and you will never see your parents again. You should know this Mom and Dad will definitely be angry if they know it."
When Shao Jiang talked about the child, Shao Hang's eyes flickered, obviously he was also very attracted to the child, but he immediately extinguished it.
"Actually...brother." Shao Hang looked up at Shao Jiang as if he had made up his mind and said, "I don't like girls in the first place, and it is impossible for me to marry and have children. Being with Chen Kaixiang is the best choice. He likes me, and I like him very much, even if we are separated from him now, I can't live the kind of life you said."
This sentence not only made Shao Jiang's eyes widen, but even Chen Kaixiang looked over in surprise.
Of course Chen Kaixiang knows that Shao Hang is not a natural homosexual, and it can even be said that no one likes it. Otherwise, Chen Kaixiang would not have persisted by Shao Hang's side for so long. Enduring Shao Hang being with others, I was still watching silently every day.What Shao Hang said to Shao Jiang just now was definitely a lie, but... it was Shao Hang's maintenance of their relationship.
"What...? Could it be that you... are really not interested in women?" Shao Jiang didn't know what to say, there was only a long silence, and a helpless smile, "You two...you two have thought about How do you explain to the family? Have you thought about how to live in the future? Even if the family can accept you, the two of you always together will make others doubt, how can you hide this? What's more, the family..."
"I'm sorry, brother." Shao Hang could only bow his head. He hadn't thought about these things, or it wasn't because he didn't think about it, but because he had no solution, he was afraid to think about it, and even refused to think about it.
"I have some ideas, but I still need to discuss them with Hang Hang." Chen Kaixiang answered in a very orderly manner, "First, let's see what Hang Hang wants to do in the future. I will definitely stay with Hang Hang. There is always a way. Actually For me, most of the problems were not problems, but one problem was a bit tricky."
"What's the problem?" Shao Jiang looked at Chen Kaixiang strangely.
"Your family's problem." Chen Kaixiang laughed lowly, "Just one of you will come all the way to beat people up. I really don't know how my aunt and uncle will settle it when they find out."
"Don't say it so easily, as if you know how to deal with your parents."
"I don't care about my family's opinion. The people I care about the most have already agreed to my choice. It doesn't matter to me even if my parents are angry." Chen Kaixiang said frankly, "But Hanghang is different. Home is fine, but Hang Hang shouldn’t leave home like this.”
"I can also..." Hearing Chen Kaixiang's words, Shao Hang turned his head to say something in a panic, but was stopped by Chen Kaixiang's gesture.
"You're different from me." Chen Kaixiang looked into Shao Hang's eyes seriously, Shao Hang was taken aback for a moment, and couldn't say the next sentence.
Shao Jiang looked at Shao Hang, then at Chen Kaixiang, and finally he could only sigh helplessly: "Forget it... I know, I will try my best to persuade my father and mother for you. Although... if they know that you are likely to Don't think about going back for a few years."
"En." Shao Hang bowed his head a little disappointed, although he said he didn't care, but he was still troubled when he thought about not being able to return home for several years.
"Then I'll leave it to you, brother." Chen Kaixiang smiled sincerely.
"Forget it, I really don't want to be your brother." Shao Jiang was still brooding, "To be honest, if it wasn't for Hang Hang, I... I would hardly beat you to death!"
"I know." Chen Kaixiang lowered his head and smiled, "Although you are not so conscientious sometimes, Shao Jiang, you are a good brother, thank you."
Shao Jianghu stared at Chen Kaixiang, this sounded like a father giving his daughter to the groom in the church, Shao Jiang really felt awkward.
"By the way, I guess my parents will know about this soon, and I will definitely go to your house to make trouble. Hanghang and I won't go back to confront each other. It happens to be free, and I plan to take him on a trip. Let’s relax and think about what to do next.”
"Ah?" Shao Hang looked at Chen Kaixiang in surprise, and it took Shao Jiang five seconds to react: "Fuck! Chen Kaixiang, your sister! You troublemaker, I should beat you up!"
☆, 87
Regardless of whether Shao Hang scolded Chen Kaixiang a thousand times or ten thousand times, it made no difference to Chen Kaixiang. It was painless, and he took Shao Hang directly to the village people to take the bus, and then transferred to the train all the way. City X, the capital of the province.The village where grandma lives is at the junction of the two provinces, so the time it takes to go to X City is not much different from the time it takes to go home.
After arriving in City X, Chen Kaixiang discussed the next itinerary with Shao Hang.
"It's rare to have such a long vacation. Let's talk about where you want to go? Let's go to the places we want to go the most, and don't come back in a hurry."
Chen Kaixiang spoke freely, and showed a big smile to Shao Hang: "And just take advantage of the trip to change your mood, and then think carefully about what to do next."
"I don't have anything in particular that I want to play." Shao Hang was a little dazed, as if the leisurely plan of going on a trip had never appeared in his mind, and he was a little uncomfortable being asked suddenly.
"Well, then let me arrange it." Chen Kaixiang didn't mind doing it for him. He looked up the strategy on the computer and quickly finalized his vacation itinerary. , it’s meaningless to go. Why don’t you go to Tibet.”
"Didn't you go to Tibet when you were a volunteer?" Shao Hang stared at Chen Kaixiang with wide eyes.
"At that time, I was a volunteer, and I traveled to poor places, and I didn't visit much. This time, let's have a good time, see the snow-capped mountains, and feel the spirit of the Tibetan people. How about it?"
Shao Hang hesitated for a while, then nodded in agreement.
"Okay, just do as you say."
After confirming the plan to go to Tibet, Chen Kaixiang went to buy a train ticket.This is the off-season for tourism, train tickets are very easy to buy, and the two of them got on the train that night.
First took the train to Xining, then transferred to the Qinghai-Tibet Line train from Xining, and took the train all the way to Lhasa.
It takes a total of 25 hours to travel from Xining to Lhasa. Because of the altitude and climate, the window is either barren Gobi, mountains or grasslands. You can’t see the end at a glance, which can only be described as magnificent.The mood also seemed to be broadened.
Chen Kaixiang bought a hard sleeper, one middle berth and one lower berth. Shao Hang slept in the lower berth. During the day, the two of them would nestle together in the lower berth to enjoy the scenery along the way. Occasionally, Chen Kaixiang would discuss professional matters with Shao Hang. Things are not said at all.
In the same cubicle, sleeping on the lower bunk opposite was a girl who looked like a college student, with two lovely dimples when she smiled.Claiming to be a senior student, I used the last free time of my senior year to visit Lhasa.The mother and daughter sleep in the other middle berth. I don't know what they are doing. The little girl is only two or three years old, lively and active. The young people couldn't help but share some ham and eggs with her.
There was only one person living in the upper bunk, a dark-skinned boy who brought a mountain bike and stuffed it under the lower bunk. He claimed that he was taking a year off from school to tour China by bike, and he was very open and talkative.
Along the way, a group of people chatted and laughed, they were very happy, and the smiles on Shao Hang's face became more and more. When the car stopped in Lhasa, Shao Hang still felt that the train journey was too fast.
Chen Kaixiang saw that Shao Hang's mood gradually became brighter, and his heart slowly relaxed.
The two of them came out to play this time, there was no clear goal, and there was no time limit, so it was very leisurely.So when I arrived in Lhasa, I found a hotel and settled down first, and then wandered around Lhasa leisurely.Sometimes I just stay in the hotel all day if I don’t want to move, and sometimes I choose some scenic spots that are a little far away to see when I am in good spirits. It took six or seven days to get around Lhasa.
Of course, you have to go to the Potala Palace in Lhasa.
There are Tibetan tour guides in the Potala Palace. Almost all Tibetans believe in Buddhism, and they believe in Tibetan Buddhism. These tour guides talk about their beliefs very piously, eloquently, and every sentence is filled with real worship and enthusiasm.
"Why? Looking at them so enviously?" Chen Kaixiang put his arms around Shao Hang's shoulders, "Want to learn from them to become monks? I won't allow it."
"I'm quite a monk, so I don't want such an impious monk or Buddha." Shao Hang laughed out loud, "I just feel very envious of them, they all believe in this thing, and they are so firm, it's really great to have a belief , at least not confused."
"What? Are you confused?"
Chen Kaixiang pulled Shao Hang in front of him, stroked Shao Hang's bangs, and stared at Shao Hang: "What are you confused about?"
"I don't know if what I have been doing is meaningful anymore." In such a place where he can relax physically and mentally, facing the person he trusts most in the world, Shao Hang unconsciously buried the words in his heart. Said it out, "At first, I thought it was very simple, just study medicine, do what I can do, see the doctor well, and try to cure every patient. But it seems that the reality is more complicated than I imagined. It seems that I always put Things screwed up."
Shao Hang lowered his eyes a little uncomfortable, and his voice sounded a little sad.
"Besides, I'm also worried that everything is not as simple as I imagined. It's like I used to think that as long as I don't want to, it's okay if I don't get married for the rest of my life. Then I decided to be with you, and I felt that it was just two people. Things, but it seems like these ideas are too simple, and I feel that one day, like now, it will screw everything up."
"How could it be?" Chen Kaixiang gently wrapped Shao Hang in his arms, "It's not your fault, it's other people who overcomplicated things, I don't think Shao Hang screwed up everything. Think about it Look at what you told me when you were about to study medicine? What is the purpose of your study? It is their loss that they drive you away, and it does not mean that you are not good. Think about those people you have cured, Do you still remember that year when I went to Tibet with this International Red Cross volunteer, you also came and rescued the child on the way? Not to mention, there is also Uncle Wang, who has been handicapped for decades, with your help It's much better now than before, and...Although I won't say it, I know in my heart that if it wasn't for you, grandma wouldn't have lived so long, and her last days would not be so comfortable. In fact, you have already done I have learned a lot, why should I deny myself because of others?"
"But grandma left in the end." Shao Hang replied with his eyes closed.
"People are born, old, sick, and die. This is life. We are doctors, but even doctors have patients who cannot be saved, and that is life. Sometimes people can't fight for their lives no matter what." Chen Kaixiang gently comforted Shao Hang , "I actually like a concept taught by the Tibetans. When a person dies, he is reincarnated immediately. We need to end this old journey just to start a new one. We should be happy. Grandma liked you very much when she was alive. I am also very grateful for everything you have done, you don’t need to blame yourself Shao Hang, you don’t need to blame yourself, grandma’s last days are going well, being happy is enough.”
Shao Hang didn't answer, but still closed his eyes and raised his head, but there were still clear tears running down the corners of his eyes.
Chen Kaixiang didn't say any more comforting words, but gently kissed Shao Hang's forehead, comforting his lover who rarely showed weakness.
Tourists coming and going looked at the two boys in surprise, whispered and walked away with surprised eyes, but Chen Kaixiang didn't care about these eyes, but hugged Shao Hang even tighter.
Shao Hang's rare weakness made Chen Kaixiang feel closer to Shao Hang, and his heart ached again.
"It's passed."
Chen Kaixiang could only comfort Shao Hang with such pale words, and then gently kissed Shao Hang's lips.
Coming down from the Potala Palace, as if he had thought about this matter clearly, Shao Hang felt more relaxed, and finally began to enjoy the journey.
It's almost time to visit Lhasa, the two of them are going to leave Lhasa and go to Nyingchi to have a look.
It is amazing that most of the tourists traveling in Tibet at this time are foreigners and students.There are many students of various "poor travel methods" living in the hotel. The students are usually very enthusiastic, chatting in the hotel, sharing their travel experience or spoils of war.Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang heard in the hotel that several students hitchhiked from the Sichuan-Yunnan and Yunnan-Tibet national highways.
"It's just a road trip. In fact, there are many students in country M doing this." Seeing Shao Hang's surprised face, Chen Kaixiang couldn't help laughing, and explained to Shao Hang, "In country M, especially those who are in school Girls, some of them like to have some boyfriends like truck drivers, so they can travel all the way in a truck during the holidays. It is the kind of truck that is brought in every bedroom and bathroom. The truck is the same as your own home. People, will feel very refreshed."
"There will be someone to carry it?"
"Yes, pretend to be pitiful." The students said with a smile, "If you are arrogant, no one will be willing to carry it. You will say that you are a student. You have no money. Please take a way. If you are lucky, you will There is a kind driver who provides lunch."
"Yes, yes, and girls take advantage of it, so they are more likable."
The students talked in a hurry, and then laughed together.
Shao Hang still found it miraculous.
Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang's extremely curious look, and thought it was interesting, he whispered into Shao Hang's ear and asked: "You are so curious, why don't we try it tomorrow?"
Shao Hang glared at Chen Kaixiang.
"How long have you been working? Even if you pretend to be a student, no one will believe you?"
The old god Chen Kaixiang smiled: "Don't worry about this, there is always a way to make students angry."
Blinking his eyes while doing so made Shao Hang dumbfounded.
☆, 84
Chen Kaixiang's mobility is really superb.
Early the next morning, when Shao Hang got up, he was very surprised to find a few more things in their luggage.
There is a baseball cap with big English on it, and a wide T-shirt with some strange words written in bold English characters on it, similar to the sports shorts worn when playing basketball.Shao Hang felt sad, he seemed to have never dressed so strangely in school...
Well, when he was still in school, he probably didn't wear such loose and loose stuff even in the hottest summer... maybe.
Chen Kaixiang didn't seem to mind the mess, and threw a black one to Shao Hang.
"Don't act like a ghost, you've just left the campus for less than a year, right?" Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang with a funny face, while he passed the damn cultural shirt on his body without any obstacles, and even put on a jacket.
Now Shao Hang felt that he had seen hell, and he didn't really see Chen Kaixiang wearing such a casual attire. He probably didn't see Chen Kaixiang in Country M when he was wearing it.What I saw after that was always... Chen Kaixiang wearing an elite shirt, and at the very least, sportswear.Such a casual street boy's attire... It's really a bit amazing.
Seems to be many years younger all of a sudden?
Chen Kaixiang looked at himself in the mirror, but still felt dissatisfied, so he conjured up a pair of sunglasses out of nowhere. These sunglasses were not the ones Chen Kaixiang usually wears, but a large dark mirror. Shao Hang was speechless. Can't help asking: "Where did you get the sunglasses?"
"I bought it at a street stall last night." Chen Kaixiang turned his head and smiled at Shao Hang. The ridiculous black mirror completely covered his eyes, so naturally he couldn't see Chen Kaixiang's eyes. Boys are better than girls. It's not easy for children to tell their age, but such a cover does make people feel younger.
"How about it?"
"I can't see it at all." Shao Hang could only marvel, and then, in the exclamation, Chen Kaixiang wrapped him in the big shorts of the cultural shirt that he would never wear under normal circumstances.
"Hey, Kai Xiang, this is so strange." Shao Hang protested loudly, this body was so windy that it was really awkward for him to wear it, pulling it left and right, it felt as if he was naked.
"How could it be?" Chen Kaixiang put the hat on Shao Hang's head in a good mood, "Hang Hang is dressed up like this, he looks like a high school student!" Going down, Chen Kaixiang was already pulling people out in a good mood.
Chen Kaixiang really took Shao Hang and ran to the highway to find a car to stop him.
In fact, Shao Hang just thought it was new before, just talking about it, but when he was really carried to the road by Chen Kaixiang, the whole person was cowardly, and he kept shrinking back, feeling that it was okay to be ashamed.
"Don't run away, come here." Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang's shyness, thought it was fun, and specially pulled him over.Shao Hang's whole face was flushed with embarrassment, but now he thanked Chen Kaixiang for preparing these outfits. With such a big duckbill cap, which can cover more than half of his face, now Shao Hang can't wait to get into it. in his own hat.
"Let's rent a car, or buy a bus ticket, isn't that good?"
"It doesn't matter, it's for the fun of traveling anyway." Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang's red face and smiled happily. One, two, three, a large truck stopped next to the two of them.
"Hey, boys, do you want a ride?"
"Yes, big brother, can we have a date?" Chen Kaixiang showed a smile without admitting it.
"Where are you going?"
"Anywhere is fine, where is your car going?"
"Go to Yunnan." The driver lit a cigarette, "Delivery to Yunnan!"
"Can that take us for a while?"
"Success, let's get in the car!" The driver opened the door very cheerfully, Chen Kaixiang smiled gratefully, and pulled Shao Hang into the car.There was also a younger man in the car, who looked like a thin monkey, leaning against the co-pilot and squinting his eyes to sleep.Hearing the movement, he opened his eyes, looked at Chen Kaixiang and Shao Hang with red eyes, nodded, and fell asleep again.
"Are you students?" The driver was in good spirits, driving while smoking a cigarette, "There are a lot of students on this road."
"Yes, we are here to travel in China, we can go wherever we want." Chen Kaixiang was very good at talking, and he laughed and broke away from the driver.
"Why don't you little brother talk?"
"what
Shao Hang froze in place: "You mean grandma... doesn't mind at all, and also... agrees?"
"That's right." Chen Kaixiang affirmed, "Actually, since I was a child...the most affectionate family member is my grandma. My parents are really not that close to me, and they have never cared about me. So grandma agrees. Saying that you have obtained the consent of my family, I will not take the initiative to let you go. However, if one day you feel that you cannot withstand the pressure of your family and want to return to a normal life, I will not stop you Yes, but before that I will be with you and face everything together, you have to remember this, Hang Hang."
"...En." After a long silence, Shao Hang finally showed a smile, and took the initiative to grab Chen Kaixiang's hand, "I like you very much, you are very important to me."
Chen Kaixiang blinked, and realized that he had heard the slightly blunt sentence correctly—a rare love word from Shao Hang's mouth.The uneasiness in his heart seemed to be lifted suddenly, Chen Kaixiang opened his arms around his lover, and the two hugged each other tightly in the winter woods. At this moment, there was no need to use any words, and there was no way to use any words to describe the warmth in his heart.
After returning home, Chen Kaixiang turned off the phone for Shao Hang on his own initiative, and made up his mind not to go back so early, dragging Shao Hang around the village.
In the twelfth lunar month, there is no busy farming in the village, because the Chinese New Year is approaching, and every household is busy preparing new year's goods, which is not a special feeling.
The village is not like the city, because life has become more and more convenient, and many traditions have faded away.In the village, people still have to prepare their own New Year’s goods, such as jujube steamed buns, roasted meat, croquettes, etc., and there must be more abundance.As for other things specially prepared for the New Year, such as window grilles, Shao Hang was also pleasantly surprised to find that there are still some old people in the village who keep this craft.
Just two or three days later, when Chen Kaixiang was dragging Shao Hang to the village to tell stories about his childhood, his cell phone rang.In fact, these days, Chen Kaixiang's phone calls have been constant. Shao Hang probably knows that Shao Jiang called a few calls. It seems that Shao Jiang is very angry. It's good to put the phone aside or simply press it down.As for the other ones, Shao Hang had no way of guessing. He didn't know who was contacting Chen Kaixiang.Every time Chen Kaixiang would hang up the phone before he could say a few words.
It was the same this time, when I picked up the phone, I said hello, and then fell silent for a long time.Shao Hang looked at Chen Kaixiang suspiciously, and when he thought it was an automated call calling bills, Chen Kaixiang suddenly spoke.
"There is no need to justify this matter, it is the truth."
"I don't think personal relationship issues have anything to do with my professional ethics. I thought I just need to be able to do a good operation and see a doctor?"
"Heh... If you think so, there's nothing you can do. I don't think I have made any mistakes in my work, right? If so, it's considered a breach of contract by you, remember to pay me liquidated damages."
Seeing that Chen Kaixiang didn't care at all, Shao Hang took down the phone again, blinked, and blinked again.The meaning of the phone call just now seemed to be that Chen Kaixiang was fired, but Chen Kaixiang's completely indifferent appearance made people even more strange, as if he was not the one who was fired.
"What's wrong? Keep staring at me?"
"The phone call just now..." Shao Hang asked hesitantly.
"That phone call just now..." Chen Kaixiang thought for a while, and replied with a smile: "Shao Hang is more popular."
"Ah?" Shao Hang looked at Chen Kaixiang strangely, always feeling that Chen Kaixiang was smiling strangely.
"Hey, after hearing about your experience, Uncle Wang and the others complained for you." Chen Kaixiang shook his head, "Uncle Wang's neighbor, Uncle Zhao, was in a high position before Tui, you must have heard of it? Uncle Zhao's son The status in the health department is not low, but it is much stronger than Chen Dong's relationship. Later, I found out that Chen Dong actually went to your hospital for a tour, so he was transferred to the administration, and then went directly to the health bureau. When it comes to such a matter, it will be planted on your head. This kind of thing is that they do some small tricks below, and as soon as Uncle Zhao asks to investigate, many things will come to light."
"Ah?" Shao Hang always felt that he was listening to a novel, and it was something inexplicable, "So... I'm fine now?"
"Not yet, but I guess it won't be long before your medical qualifications come back." Chen Kaixiang replied with a smile.
"But what does this have to do with your phone call just now?" Having experienced so many things, Shao Hang actually looked down on that medical qualification. Diverting his attention, "What did you just say about work...personal feelings..."
Chen Kaixiang couldn't be fooled by this matter and could only sigh: "Chen Dong has been suspended for inspection now, and it is estimated that there is no hope of entering the Health Bureau."
Shao Hang still stared at Chen Kaixiang.
"It's blocking his way of making money, and he's always hated. He has nothing to do with you now. After all, you've been fired from your job, and you don't have a new job for the time being, and your family's network is not in City B. So I decided to make up your mind. It's on top of me."
"What did he do?" Shao Hang looked at Chen Kaixiang anxiously.
"Run to the hospital, just gossiping or something." Chen Kaixiang smiled sarcastically, "The leader of the hospital is like something in a hurry, as if he wants to comment on something he doesn't know, and he is anxious to solve it for fear of affecting the image of the hospital. .”
"You were fired?"
"Almost." Chen Kaixiang shrugged indifferently, and seeing Shao Hang's tangled expression, he quickly explained, "Actually, I signed an employment system with the hospital, and it was nothing more than leaving early, and they had to pay one Liquidated damages. In fact, it's not bad to be fired now, but my parents will probably die of anger."
"Ah?" Shao Hang felt that the relationship jumped too fast.
"Hanghang, I think that after these things, I hope you will think about how to go in the future." Chen Kaixiang suddenly became serious, "It's not that going to the hospital is bad, but I hope you think about where it is better. Okay, make a good decision. The things you encountered before should be regarded as a lesson, and now you can learn from those lessons and think about how to go in the future. Just this opportunity, even if you want to leave City B Yes, and I happen to be with you."
"Why do you say that your parents will also know?" Shao Hang didn't have time to care about his own future, but instead asked the previous sentence.
"There is no way, they have a deep relationship with City B, and to be honest, I have the academic qualifications to find this job. On the other hand, I have more or less connections with my family. I guess it won't be long before they find this job." You will know. At that time, the two of us will have to flee."
Chen Kaixiang joked consciously and humorously, but Shao Hang was a little nervous.
At this time, Shao Jiang's roar suddenly came from a distance: "Chen Kaixiang, I'm not finished with you!"
Shao Hang felt as if he had an auditory hallucination, and turned his head involuntarily, and suddenly felt that he might be hallucinating——Shao Jiang came from a distance in a menacing manner, and his anger seemed to be materialized, and Shao Hang panicked again Looking back at Chen Kaixiang, he couldn't help taking a step back.
☆, 86
Shao Jiang really didn't spare any sympathy, rushed up and punched Chen Kaixiang in the face, and Chen Kaixiang was not a fuel-efficient lamp, so he caught Shao Jiang's fist with a backhand and twisted it behind Shao Jiang.Shao Jiang was naturally struggling, so the two of them wrestled into a ball like this, it was really inseparable, and after a while, they almost rolled to the ground regardless of their appearance, Shao Hang could only fight between the two in a hurry.
"Brother, what are you doing, what can't you talk about! How old are you and still fight!" Shao Hang supported Shao Jiang, but fortunately Shao Jiang saved some sense and showed mercy to his younger brother, otherwise Shao Hang would definitely not be able to pull him back I live in Shaojiang.
"Shao Hang, why are you still helping this guy talk?" Shao Jiang hated iron and steel, "Chen Kaixiang, I really misjudged you. I think you left City B because you were my playmate when I was young. I only entrusted Shao Hang to you, and that's how you take care of him? I don't care how you want to play, but you can't play with my brother! Do you still have a conscience?"
"Brother, don't be like this, that's not the case..." Shao Hang felt powerless, and tried to persuade Shao Jiang softly, but Chen Kaixiang added fuel to the fire.
"How do you know that I'm playing with Hanghang?" Chen Kaixiang tidied up the messy collar he had wrestled with Shao Jiang, with a sarcasm on his face: "Shao Jiang, I don't want to know what kind of habits you have picked up when you come back. , but don’t think that everyone else is as good as you.”
"Chen Kaixiang, don't you fucking beat me up today and write my name upside down!"
"A barbarian who can only do things and has no brains at all." Chen Kaixiang turned his head to look at Shao Jiang, and it took a long time before he could squeeze out a smile that was half-hearted.Shao Hang sighed, it would be strange not to fight like this...
Half an hour later, the two of them finally vented all the messy grievances in their hearts, and at least they were able to sit down and talk with a clear head.Because it was too cold outside, he moved the position back to grandma's house. It was only at this time that Shao Hang realized that Shao Jiang drove here by himself, and the car stopped at the gate of grandma's house.
"Brother, did you come here by yourself?" Shao Hang still felt a little unbelievable, he still remembered clearly how difficult the road was, and the driver was an old driver who had been driving for so long. Shao Hang couldn't figure out how Shao Jiang could drive the car over by himself and arrive so early.
"Otherwise, what else can we do?" Shao Jiang glared at his younger brother angrily, "Do you think you are doing well? How dare I take the risk to let others know? I didn't even tell my parents, I just said it to relax !"
Shao Hang felt sad when Shao Jiang gave him such a stare, and he also felt heartbroken: "Then how did you get here? This road is not easy to walk."
"How else can I drive it? Let's just drive it like that." Shao Jiang sighed helplessly and softened his tone when he saw his younger brother's guilty look. .I drive very slowly, it's okay."
Hearing what Shao Jiang said, Chen Kaixiang couldn't help but glance at Shao Jiang, and his dark face seemed to relax.
After entering the house, he found a place to sit down. Shao Jiang was angry, but he was too angry after so many days. After another fight, he looked at Chen Kaixiang calmly this time.
"What's going on, you two." Shao Jiang frowned and said to Chen Kaixiang, "To be honest, I'm really going to die of anger. I really didn't expect Shao Hang to... get involved with you." Shao Jiang The corners of his lips were curled up mockingly, "You'd better tell me from the beginning, if I find out that you are planning to sleep with my brother, Chen Kaixiang, I will never end with you."
"Don't say it so harshly." Chen Kaixiang glanced at Shaojiang, and then slowly began to speak.Chen Kaixiang spoke in detail, from the initial palpitations, to the thousands of days and nights of companionship, until a year ago when the two were formally together and walking together was the most difficult for two people. that time.
Following Chen Kaixiang's narration, Shao Hang also slowly fell into deep thought.He has already forgotten some small things, and now hearing Chen Kaixiang talk about these things that the two of them have experienced together from his point of view, it feels funny and sad.
It turns out that it has been so long... ah.
"I didn't expect you to have my brother's idea so early." Shao Jiang's face was obviously a little ugly. He really didn't expect that Chen Kaixiang already had such intentions when he was still in City B.As for himself, he sent his younger brother to the door almost for nothing.But on the other hand, thinking of Chen Kaixiang's perseverance and perseverance towards his younger brother for so long, I am really touched.In today's society, everyone's life is fast-paced, marriages and divorces are common, and the seven-year itch is not a rare term. Even if there is no response like Chen Kaixiang, it is something that never leaves until Shao Hang turns around. If it didn't happen to his younger brother, Shao Jiang might really be moved.
"It's really early." Chen Kaixiang nodded, "So I really put my heart into being with Hanghang, not just on a whim, as long as Hanghang is still willing to be with me, I can't be separated from him "While talking about Chen Kaixiang, he still did not forget to express his position. Frankness is sometimes impeccable in a certain sense. Shao Jiang could only look at Chen Kaixiang sullenly, unable to say a word.
"What about you, Hanghang?" Shao Jiang felt that he was completely worrying for nothing, and these two had their own opinions more than the other, "You - it's because of him that you get together with men. Don't you want to think about the future What? You can actually marry a woman and have children, and your parents will be very happy. If you are with him, you may have no children for a lifetime, and you will never see your parents again. You should know this Mom and Dad will definitely be angry if they know it."
When Shao Jiang talked about the child, Shao Hang's eyes flickered, obviously he was also very attracted to the child, but he immediately extinguished it.
"Actually...brother." Shao Hang looked up at Shao Jiang as if he had made up his mind and said, "I don't like girls in the first place, and it is impossible for me to marry and have children. Being with Chen Kaixiang is the best choice. He likes me, and I like him very much, even if we are separated from him now, I can't live the kind of life you said."
This sentence not only made Shao Jiang's eyes widen, but even Chen Kaixiang looked over in surprise.
Of course Chen Kaixiang knows that Shao Hang is not a natural homosexual, and it can even be said that no one likes it. Otherwise, Chen Kaixiang would not have persisted by Shao Hang's side for so long. Enduring Shao Hang being with others, I was still watching silently every day.What Shao Hang said to Shao Jiang just now was definitely a lie, but... it was Shao Hang's maintenance of their relationship.
"What...? Could it be that you... are really not interested in women?" Shao Jiang didn't know what to say, there was only a long silence, and a helpless smile, "You two...you two have thought about How do you explain to the family? Have you thought about how to live in the future? Even if the family can accept you, the two of you always together will make others doubt, how can you hide this? What's more, the family..."
"I'm sorry, brother." Shao Hang could only bow his head. He hadn't thought about these things, or it wasn't because he didn't think about it, but because he had no solution, he was afraid to think about it, and even refused to think about it.
"I have some ideas, but I still need to discuss them with Hang Hang." Chen Kaixiang answered in a very orderly manner, "First, let's see what Hang Hang wants to do in the future. I will definitely stay with Hang Hang. There is always a way. Actually For me, most of the problems were not problems, but one problem was a bit tricky."
"What's the problem?" Shao Jiang looked at Chen Kaixiang strangely.
"Your family's problem." Chen Kaixiang laughed lowly, "Just one of you will come all the way to beat people up. I really don't know how my aunt and uncle will settle it when they find out."
"Don't say it so easily, as if you know how to deal with your parents."
"I don't care about my family's opinion. The people I care about the most have already agreed to my choice. It doesn't matter to me even if my parents are angry." Chen Kaixiang said frankly, "But Hanghang is different. Home is fine, but Hang Hang shouldn’t leave home like this.”
"I can also..." Hearing Chen Kaixiang's words, Shao Hang turned his head to say something in a panic, but was stopped by Chen Kaixiang's gesture.
"You're different from me." Chen Kaixiang looked into Shao Hang's eyes seriously, Shao Hang was taken aback for a moment, and couldn't say the next sentence.
Shao Jiang looked at Shao Hang, then at Chen Kaixiang, and finally he could only sigh helplessly: "Forget it... I know, I will try my best to persuade my father and mother for you. Although... if they know that you are likely to Don't think about going back for a few years."
"En." Shao Hang bowed his head a little disappointed, although he said he didn't care, but he was still troubled when he thought about not being able to return home for several years.
"Then I'll leave it to you, brother." Chen Kaixiang smiled sincerely.
"Forget it, I really don't want to be your brother." Shao Jiang was still brooding, "To be honest, if it wasn't for Hang Hang, I... I would hardly beat you to death!"
"I know." Chen Kaixiang lowered his head and smiled, "Although you are not so conscientious sometimes, Shao Jiang, you are a good brother, thank you."
Shao Jianghu stared at Chen Kaixiang, this sounded like a father giving his daughter to the groom in the church, Shao Jiang really felt awkward.
"By the way, I guess my parents will know about this soon, and I will definitely go to your house to make trouble. Hanghang and I won't go back to confront each other. It happens to be free, and I plan to take him on a trip. Let’s relax and think about what to do next.”
"Ah?" Shao Hang looked at Chen Kaixiang in surprise, and it took Shao Jiang five seconds to react: "Fuck! Chen Kaixiang, your sister! You troublemaker, I should beat you up!"
☆, 87
Regardless of whether Shao Hang scolded Chen Kaixiang a thousand times or ten thousand times, it made no difference to Chen Kaixiang. It was painless, and he took Shao Hang directly to the village people to take the bus, and then transferred to the train all the way. City X, the capital of the province.The village where grandma lives is at the junction of the two provinces, so the time it takes to go to X City is not much different from the time it takes to go home.
After arriving in City X, Chen Kaixiang discussed the next itinerary with Shao Hang.
"It's rare to have such a long vacation. Let's talk about where you want to go? Let's go to the places we want to go the most, and don't come back in a hurry."
Chen Kaixiang spoke freely, and showed a big smile to Shao Hang: "And just take advantage of the trip to change your mood, and then think carefully about what to do next."
"I don't have anything in particular that I want to play." Shao Hang was a little dazed, as if the leisurely plan of going on a trip had never appeared in his mind, and he was a little uncomfortable being asked suddenly.
"Well, then let me arrange it." Chen Kaixiang didn't mind doing it for him. He looked up the strategy on the computer and quickly finalized his vacation itinerary. , it’s meaningless to go. Why don’t you go to Tibet.”
"Didn't you go to Tibet when you were a volunteer?" Shao Hang stared at Chen Kaixiang with wide eyes.
"At that time, I was a volunteer, and I traveled to poor places, and I didn't visit much. This time, let's have a good time, see the snow-capped mountains, and feel the spirit of the Tibetan people. How about it?"
Shao Hang hesitated for a while, then nodded in agreement.
"Okay, just do as you say."
After confirming the plan to go to Tibet, Chen Kaixiang went to buy a train ticket.This is the off-season for tourism, train tickets are very easy to buy, and the two of them got on the train that night.
First took the train to Xining, then transferred to the Qinghai-Tibet Line train from Xining, and took the train all the way to Lhasa.
It takes a total of 25 hours to travel from Xining to Lhasa. Because of the altitude and climate, the window is either barren Gobi, mountains or grasslands. You can’t see the end at a glance, which can only be described as magnificent.The mood also seemed to be broadened.
Chen Kaixiang bought a hard sleeper, one middle berth and one lower berth. Shao Hang slept in the lower berth. During the day, the two of them would nestle together in the lower berth to enjoy the scenery along the way. Occasionally, Chen Kaixiang would discuss professional matters with Shao Hang. Things are not said at all.
In the same cubicle, sleeping on the lower bunk opposite was a girl who looked like a college student, with two lovely dimples when she smiled.Claiming to be a senior student, I used the last free time of my senior year to visit Lhasa.The mother and daughter sleep in the other middle berth. I don't know what they are doing. The little girl is only two or three years old, lively and active. The young people couldn't help but share some ham and eggs with her.
There was only one person living in the upper bunk, a dark-skinned boy who brought a mountain bike and stuffed it under the lower bunk. He claimed that he was taking a year off from school to tour China by bike, and he was very open and talkative.
Along the way, a group of people chatted and laughed, they were very happy, and the smiles on Shao Hang's face became more and more. When the car stopped in Lhasa, Shao Hang still felt that the train journey was too fast.
Chen Kaixiang saw that Shao Hang's mood gradually became brighter, and his heart slowly relaxed.
The two of them came out to play this time, there was no clear goal, and there was no time limit, so it was very leisurely.So when I arrived in Lhasa, I found a hotel and settled down first, and then wandered around Lhasa leisurely.Sometimes I just stay in the hotel all day if I don’t want to move, and sometimes I choose some scenic spots that are a little far away to see when I am in good spirits. It took six or seven days to get around Lhasa.
Of course, you have to go to the Potala Palace in Lhasa.
There are Tibetan tour guides in the Potala Palace. Almost all Tibetans believe in Buddhism, and they believe in Tibetan Buddhism. These tour guides talk about their beliefs very piously, eloquently, and every sentence is filled with real worship and enthusiasm.
"Why? Looking at them so enviously?" Chen Kaixiang put his arms around Shao Hang's shoulders, "Want to learn from them to become monks? I won't allow it."
"I'm quite a monk, so I don't want such an impious monk or Buddha." Shao Hang laughed out loud, "I just feel very envious of them, they all believe in this thing, and they are so firm, it's really great to have a belief , at least not confused."
"What? Are you confused?"
Chen Kaixiang pulled Shao Hang in front of him, stroked Shao Hang's bangs, and stared at Shao Hang: "What are you confused about?"
"I don't know if what I have been doing is meaningful anymore." In such a place where he can relax physically and mentally, facing the person he trusts most in the world, Shao Hang unconsciously buried the words in his heart. Said it out, "At first, I thought it was very simple, just study medicine, do what I can do, see the doctor well, and try to cure every patient. But it seems that the reality is more complicated than I imagined. It seems that I always put Things screwed up."
Shao Hang lowered his eyes a little uncomfortable, and his voice sounded a little sad.
"Besides, I'm also worried that everything is not as simple as I imagined. It's like I used to think that as long as I don't want to, it's okay if I don't get married for the rest of my life. Then I decided to be with you, and I felt that it was just two people. Things, but it seems like these ideas are too simple, and I feel that one day, like now, it will screw everything up."
"How could it be?" Chen Kaixiang gently wrapped Shao Hang in his arms, "It's not your fault, it's other people who overcomplicated things, I don't think Shao Hang screwed up everything. Think about it Look at what you told me when you were about to study medicine? What is the purpose of your study? It is their loss that they drive you away, and it does not mean that you are not good. Think about those people you have cured, Do you still remember that year when I went to Tibet with this International Red Cross volunteer, you also came and rescued the child on the way? Not to mention, there is also Uncle Wang, who has been handicapped for decades, with your help It's much better now than before, and...Although I won't say it, I know in my heart that if it wasn't for you, grandma wouldn't have lived so long, and her last days would not be so comfortable. In fact, you have already done I have learned a lot, why should I deny myself because of others?"
"But grandma left in the end." Shao Hang replied with his eyes closed.
"People are born, old, sick, and die. This is life. We are doctors, but even doctors have patients who cannot be saved, and that is life. Sometimes people can't fight for their lives no matter what." Chen Kaixiang gently comforted Shao Hang , "I actually like a concept taught by the Tibetans. When a person dies, he is reincarnated immediately. We need to end this old journey just to start a new one. We should be happy. Grandma liked you very much when she was alive. I am also very grateful for everything you have done, you don’t need to blame yourself Shao Hang, you don’t need to blame yourself, grandma’s last days are going well, being happy is enough.”
Shao Hang didn't answer, but still closed his eyes and raised his head, but there were still clear tears running down the corners of his eyes.
Chen Kaixiang didn't say any more comforting words, but gently kissed Shao Hang's forehead, comforting his lover who rarely showed weakness.
Tourists coming and going looked at the two boys in surprise, whispered and walked away with surprised eyes, but Chen Kaixiang didn't care about these eyes, but hugged Shao Hang even tighter.
Shao Hang's rare weakness made Chen Kaixiang feel closer to Shao Hang, and his heart ached again.
"It's passed."
Chen Kaixiang could only comfort Shao Hang with such pale words, and then gently kissed Shao Hang's lips.
Coming down from the Potala Palace, as if he had thought about this matter clearly, Shao Hang felt more relaxed, and finally began to enjoy the journey.
It's almost time to visit Lhasa, the two of them are going to leave Lhasa and go to Nyingchi to have a look.
It is amazing that most of the tourists traveling in Tibet at this time are foreigners and students.There are many students of various "poor travel methods" living in the hotel. The students are usually very enthusiastic, chatting in the hotel, sharing their travel experience or spoils of war.Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang heard in the hotel that several students hitchhiked from the Sichuan-Yunnan and Yunnan-Tibet national highways.
"It's just a road trip. In fact, there are many students in country M doing this." Seeing Shao Hang's surprised face, Chen Kaixiang couldn't help laughing, and explained to Shao Hang, "In country M, especially those who are in school Girls, some of them like to have some boyfriends like truck drivers, so they can travel all the way in a truck during the holidays. It is the kind of truck that is brought in every bedroom and bathroom. The truck is the same as your own home. People, will feel very refreshed."
"There will be someone to carry it?"
"Yes, pretend to be pitiful." The students said with a smile, "If you are arrogant, no one will be willing to carry it. You will say that you are a student. You have no money. Please take a way. If you are lucky, you will There is a kind driver who provides lunch."
"Yes, yes, and girls take advantage of it, so they are more likable."
The students talked in a hurry, and then laughed together.
Shao Hang still found it miraculous.
Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang's extremely curious look, and thought it was interesting, he whispered into Shao Hang's ear and asked: "You are so curious, why don't we try it tomorrow?"
Shao Hang glared at Chen Kaixiang.
"How long have you been working? Even if you pretend to be a student, no one will believe you?"
The old god Chen Kaixiang smiled: "Don't worry about this, there is always a way to make students angry."
Blinking his eyes while doing so made Shao Hang dumbfounded.
☆, 84
Chen Kaixiang's mobility is really superb.
Early the next morning, when Shao Hang got up, he was very surprised to find a few more things in their luggage.
There is a baseball cap with big English on it, and a wide T-shirt with some strange words written in bold English characters on it, similar to the sports shorts worn when playing basketball.Shao Hang felt sad, he seemed to have never dressed so strangely in school...
Well, when he was still in school, he probably didn't wear such loose and loose stuff even in the hottest summer... maybe.
Chen Kaixiang didn't seem to mind the mess, and threw a black one to Shao Hang.
"Don't act like a ghost, you've just left the campus for less than a year, right?" Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang with a funny face, while he passed the damn cultural shirt on his body without any obstacles, and even put on a jacket.
Now Shao Hang felt that he had seen hell, and he didn't really see Chen Kaixiang wearing such a casual attire. He probably didn't see Chen Kaixiang in Country M when he was wearing it.What I saw after that was always... Chen Kaixiang wearing an elite shirt, and at the very least, sportswear.Such a casual street boy's attire... It's really a bit amazing.
Seems to be many years younger all of a sudden?
Chen Kaixiang looked at himself in the mirror, but still felt dissatisfied, so he conjured up a pair of sunglasses out of nowhere. These sunglasses were not the ones Chen Kaixiang usually wears, but a large dark mirror. Shao Hang was speechless. Can't help asking: "Where did you get the sunglasses?"
"I bought it at a street stall last night." Chen Kaixiang turned his head and smiled at Shao Hang. The ridiculous black mirror completely covered his eyes, so naturally he couldn't see Chen Kaixiang's eyes. Boys are better than girls. It's not easy for children to tell their age, but such a cover does make people feel younger.
"How about it?"
"I can't see it at all." Shao Hang could only marvel, and then, in the exclamation, Chen Kaixiang wrapped him in the big shorts of the cultural shirt that he would never wear under normal circumstances.
"Hey, Kai Xiang, this is so strange." Shao Hang protested loudly, this body was so windy that it was really awkward for him to wear it, pulling it left and right, it felt as if he was naked.
"How could it be?" Chen Kaixiang put the hat on Shao Hang's head in a good mood, "Hang Hang is dressed up like this, he looks like a high school student!" Going down, Chen Kaixiang was already pulling people out in a good mood.
Chen Kaixiang really took Shao Hang and ran to the highway to find a car to stop him.
In fact, Shao Hang just thought it was new before, just talking about it, but when he was really carried to the road by Chen Kaixiang, the whole person was cowardly, and he kept shrinking back, feeling that it was okay to be ashamed.
"Don't run away, come here." Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang's shyness, thought it was fun, and specially pulled him over.Shao Hang's whole face was flushed with embarrassment, but now he thanked Chen Kaixiang for preparing these outfits. With such a big duckbill cap, which can cover more than half of his face, now Shao Hang can't wait to get into it. in his own hat.
"Let's rent a car, or buy a bus ticket, isn't that good?"
"It doesn't matter, it's for the fun of traveling anyway." Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang's red face and smiled happily. One, two, three, a large truck stopped next to the two of them.
"Hey, boys, do you want a ride?"
"Yes, big brother, can we have a date?" Chen Kaixiang showed a smile without admitting it.
"Where are you going?"
"Anywhere is fine, where is your car going?"
"Go to Yunnan." The driver lit a cigarette, "Delivery to Yunnan!"
"Can that take us for a while?"
"Success, let's get in the car!" The driver opened the door very cheerfully, Chen Kaixiang smiled gratefully, and pulled Shao Hang into the car.There was also a younger man in the car, who looked like a thin monkey, leaning against the co-pilot and squinting his eyes to sleep.Hearing the movement, he opened his eyes, looked at Chen Kaixiang and Shao Hang with red eyes, nodded, and fell asleep again.
"Are you students?" The driver was in good spirits, driving while smoking a cigarette, "There are a lot of students on this road."
"Yes, we are here to travel in China, we can go wherever we want." Chen Kaixiang was very good at talking, and he laughed and broke away from the driver.
"Why don't you little brother talk?"
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