Medical pulse
Chapter 10
Tried it up: "It just happened to be okay this weekend."
On the weekend, Chen Kaixiang drove Shao Hang to Moyuan, a suburb of City B.
I just bought a new car at the beginning of the year. In fact, Chen Kaixiang's salary is still reluctant to buy a car, but no matter what, the Chen family's parents still feel sorry for their son who is wandering alone, so they can't help but give some subsidies.Although Chen Kaixiang refused in every possible way, but when he returned home during the Chinese New Year and saw a brand new car there as an early "birthday gift", he still couldn't say anything to refuse, and drove back to City B.
But Chen Kaixiang lives in a house not far from the hospital, and it is in the city center, with complete infrastructure, and there is really no chance to drive out for a stroll. This new car is just lying in the garage, and it is worth it. up.
Moyuan is considered part of the municipal planning, a large newly developed park, and some residential buildings and other buildings will be built around it in the future, but the surrounding area is still empty, which makes this garden have a real sense of entering nature. Feeling like.Shao Hang admired the blooming winter jasmine and the budding peonies, his heart suddenly widened, and the breath of spring seemed to penetrate through the skin and into the blood.
Chen Kaixiang took a camera and saw the beautiful scenery behind, and occasionally took a few photos. Of course, out of selfishness, most of the photos had someone in them.
"The feeling here is really good. If there is a chance in the future, I will definitely find a country and buy a house to live in. This kind of life close to nature is really much better than the city." Shao Hang said sincerely to Chen Kaixiang : "This is the most perfect life, in the midst of nature, alone, quietly and leisurely."
"Okay, after I retire, I'll find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers to buy a house, and then I'll live in it with you." Chen Kaixiang said cheerfully, "But in this case, you have to start saving money to buy a house."
Shao Hang obviously didn't expect Chen Kaixiang to say that, and looked at Chen Kaixiang a little at a loss, but Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang relaxedly.
"At that time, I will cook for you or something, otherwise, if I leave you alone, wouldn't you starve to death?"
Shao Hang smiled, and suddenly seemed to see an acquaintance from a distance, Shao Hang immediately changed the topic.
"Brother Kaixiang, do you think that is Jialing's younger brother? Lin Jiaxiang?"
"It seems to be him." Chen Kaixiang looked over, the park was remote and there were few people, and the place where Lin Jiaxiang was standing was even more hidden, with a few stones around, the two of them could barely see half of their bodies from this position.Chen Kaixiang was also wondering why Lin Jiaxiang came to such a remote place alone, when suddenly the figure in the distance moved, tilted slightly, and then revealed another figure—Su Qin.Although it was blocked by a stone, Chen Kaixiang clearly saw two people kissing at the moment they swung past.
Chen Kaixiang looked back at Shao Hang, and sure enough, he saw Shao Hang's expression as if he was frightened.
The author has something to say: Recently I was reading a very interesting book called "Facing Your Inner Fear"
There are many pathological personalities analyzed.
Then I discovered that Shao Hang really had a split personality==+
Strong self-territorial awareness, unwilling to be changed by others, unwilling to communicate with others, always hope to be independent alone, and unwilling to believe in love ==
Looking at brother Kaixiang silently, how does it feel to be fooled every time you make a vow of eternal love? XD
It means that the highlight of this volume is coming soon...
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Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang's surprised eyes, and pulled Shao Hang away in the opposite direction.Shao Hang didn't slow down until he was far away, looked at Chen Kaixiang in surprise, and stammered and asked, "Brother Kaixiang, was that Lin Jiaxiang just now, right? And Su Qin?"
"That's right, it's the two of them." Chen Kaixiang said in a natural tone: "Come on, walk this way."
"What are the two of them doing?" Shao Hang was terrified by the situation: "There they are...that's..."
"It's just a kiss."
Shao Hang almost jumped up again from the fright of Chen Kaixiang's plain tone. He calmed down, forced himself to calm down, and then asked, "Could it be that the two of them are... lovers?" Shao Hang struggled to find a word Seeing Chen Kaixiang nodding, Shao Hang was even more surprised: "Lin Jiaxiang and Su Qin are lovers? How could the two of them—"
"It's nothing strange, the two of them have never concealed this matter." Chen Kaixiang replied indifferently: "What? Why can't the two of them be lovers?"
"Both Lin Jiaxiang and Su Qin... are decent people." Shao Hang struggled to find the right words in his mind: "Especially, they are both very promising people, how can they be like this... and they are still In the park..." Shao Hang frowned even tighter.Chen Kaixiang smoothed Shao Hang's brows, and said: "Don't wrinkle, there will be marks if you wrinkle too much." Chen Kaixiang said: "Shao Hang, you won't discriminate against homosexuals for so long, right?"
"No, it's not discrimination..."
"It's not discrimination. What is that? Look at your expression now, as if it's unacceptable for the two of them to be lovers. Lin Jiaxiang and Su Qin liked each other, and then they got together and fell in love. What's the matter?" Is it abnormal? From what you mean, it seems that just because the two of them are together, they are not serious people. "
"That's not what I mean, but when two people are together, someone always wants to be subdued. They are both masculine men, but they want to act like women... who would be happy?"
"If you say that, those feminists will protest. You are discriminating against women." Chen Kaixiang joked in a good mood. Looking at Shao Hang's tangled face, he knew that he still couldn't get around that corner, so he changed Asked in a different way: "Besides, now that you know that Lin Jiaxiang and Su Qin are together, because of this, you won't want to talk to them the next time you see them, will you treat them as if you don't know each other?"
"Certainly not, they are friends no matter what, how could they break off like this?"
"Then what are you worried about? The two of them together have no influence on you, and Shao Hang, you don't really dislike homosexuality. Why do you always worry about these issues?"
"That's wrong, how can you... show it so openly?" Shao Hang said with difficulty: "In any case, the society does not support homosexuality, how can it be in such a public place, and don't feel at all... ...what's wrong?"
Chen Kaixiang made a helpless expression, and then coaxed like a child: "You have never really experienced it. If you love it, of course you don't feel that you need to be sneaky. Naturally, you also hope that the people around you Acknowledgment and even blessing." Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang's still confused expression, and shook his head helplessly, and the moment he turned his head, Chen Kaixiang suddenly realized a problem:
——Shao Hang really looked like he had no emotion at all. Thinking of Shao Hang's celibacy before, Chen Kaixiang suddenly felt at a loss.
On the way home, Lin Jialing called.
"Hello, Shao Hang? Where are you? Why don't you answer the phone?"
"I didn't answer it, I didn't get a call from the display here." Shao Hang himself was puzzled: "What's wrong?"
"Ms. Xu is crazy looking for you, and all the calls come to me." Lin Jialing said: "He said that you are out of service when calling you, and no one answers the phone at the place where you live, so let me call you. Hurry up and call Teacher Xu, I won't talk nonsense with you, I'm in the hospital now."
"Okay." Shao Hang agreed and hung up the phone.He looked at his mobile phone strangely, and couldn't figure out why the call couldn't be answered, but he decided to call Mr. Xu first and ask what was the matter. .
"Hello? Shao Hang? What's wrong with your phone, can't get through for a long time?"
"Probably the signal is not good. I just went around the suburbs." Shao Hang replied: "Mr. Xu, what's the matter? I just heard Jia Ling say that you are in a hurry."
"Shao Hang, let me ask you, did you do anything during your internship?"
"No." Shao Hang replied inexplicably, "I didn't do anything, I didn't even see the patient, let alone prescribe a prescription, but I wrote the case several times. What's wrong?"
"You come to my place now. The hospital refuses to sign you to work here. Think carefully about what you did during your internship, and I will help you find out."
Shao Hang was taken aback, and quickly agreed, and hung up the phone, still thinking about why the job that was almost settled suddenly changed in his mind.Before, Mr. Xu was smacking his chest to guarantee that it would be fine to go to the hospital. What is going on?
"What's the matter?" Chen Kaixiang saw that Shao Hang hung up the phone, and quickly asked, "What does your teacher want from you?"
"Except for some problems in the work contract, the hospital doesn't seem to want me anymore. The teacher asked me to go to his place first, and he will inquire about it. It seems that there is something wrong with my internship, but I didn't do anything during the internship." Shao Hang said confusedly: "When I was just doing my internship, I had nothing to do and I wondered if I could see two patients. Later, the teacher specially greeted me and asked me not to see patients, but to feel my pulse when it was my turn. , do what you should do when it’s not your turn, and don’t prescribe it. So what can happen?”
"Don't worry, you go over and see the situation first. It doesn't have to be that serious, maybe there is a small mistake in the middle. Besides, if you can't go to that one, you can go to another one. It's okay." Chen Kaixiang comforted, turning the steering wheel, Drive to the place where Teacher Xu lives.
When we arrived at Mr. Xu's house, Chen Kaixiang didn't follow, Shao Hang ran up by himself.
Knock on the door, it was Teacher Xu's wife who opened the door.Seeing Shao Hang nodding, he took Shao Hang to the study and let Shao Hang go in by himself.Shao Hang knocked on the door and went in, seeing that Mr. Xu was on the phone.
"Why? This kid is talented and works hard. He will definitely be promising in the future. I haven't seen such a good kid in so many years. Why don't you let him in? Zhang Yuan, you have to give an explanation, logically It’s wrong to say that if there is no major problem, it’s not right to stop him from entering, you have to explain to me.”
I don't know what was said on the other side of the phone, but Teacher Xu's face turned cold.
"Who is talking nonsense! How can I not know about my own students? I don't know about the rich second generation. I only know that this kid's family is not in city B at all, and he doesn't even have any relatives in city B. Don't be fooled I, am I, Xu Jin, so easy to fool! Are you planning to push someone in to push this kid up? Let me tell you, it’s against your conscience to run a hospital like this! Wait, you want this hospital like this It will be ruined sooner or later!" Teacher Xu yelled into the microphone, and trembled angrily after the yelling.Later, something was said on the phone, and Teacher Xu hung up the phone without saying a word.
"Teacher." Shao Hang walked over quickly, and Teacher Xu was still trembling with anger. Shao Hang picked up the water glass on the table, felt that there was still hot tea in the glass, and rushed to deliver it.Teacher Xu took two sips, and then he calmed down.Looking up and seeing Shao Hang, he stared again.
"What are you doing, you can't even make a phone call!"
"I went to the suburbs with someone else today, maybe the signal on that side is not good." Shao Hang quickly apologized: "Teacher, what happened? Why did the hospital side suddenly change their minds?"
"The hospital said that you had problems during your internship and refused to accept you." Teacher Xu looked at Shao Hang: "I called just now, and they said that you disobeyed discipline during your internship and bypassed the doctor without a medical license. He is proud of his talents when he treats patients under such circumstances. The worst thing is that just now Zhang Yuan was still saying that you are a rich second generation or an official second generation. What's going on?"
Shao Hang looked at Mr. Xu in surprise, and he was also baffled.
"I really don't know. I haven't prescribed a prescription, nor have I presented a treatment plan to others. What I did most during my internship was endorsement. I don't know what's going on..."
At this moment, there was a knock on the study door, and a man in his 30s walked in.This is the doctor Shao Hang practiced with, who used to be Teacher Xu's student.Shao Hang greeted quickly: "Brother Chen."
Chen Jie nodded and greeted Teacher Xu: "Teacher, I just heard that the department doesn't want Shao Hang."
"Chen Jie, you came at the right time." Teacher Xu's anger burst out again: "Tell me what's going on, why did you suddenly want it?"
"I came here for this." Chen Jie sat on the chair and pushed his glasses: "This is because Shao Hang is too young and doesn't know how to measure it." Teacher Xu calmed down, and even Shao Hang looked at it in surprise. With Chen Jie.Chen Jie continued: "During the internship, Shao Hang had the experience of consulting with Teacher Xu. Some patients would inevitably go to ask for their pulse. I can understand Shao Hang's kind heart. If someone asks him, he will touch it. To be honest, although Those patients still registered someone's number to see someone and prescribe prescriptions, but in the eyes of others, it is inevitable that Shao Hang is a bit arrogant, and there are many people who feel uncomfortable. Teacher Xu, you also know about those in the department. Some people can't feel the pulse at all. A few months ago, a patient had an argument with Director Li, but the pulse that Director Li felt was different from that of Shao Hang. You know Director Li's temper, and he was very angry. "
Teacher Xu snorted in dissatisfaction: "That old bastard Li Cuilan has no skills, so he will cut down and climb up."
"Besides, the girl who is going to come in this year is the daughter of someone from the Health Bureau, so she must be given priority." Chen Jie quickly said, "It doesn't matter if she doesn't come in, but she will definitely be suppressed all the time if she comes in. Why don't you go to another place and stay comfortably." After Chen Jie finished speaking, Teacher Xu's anger finally subsided, but he still couldn't hold back his face, and nodded indiscriminately: "Yes, Shao Hang, you submit your resume to Forget it, I also have classmates on that side, and it’s no worse than this side.”
The author has something to say: There was a power outage last night and it lasted until this morning
This is the amount updated last night XD
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Teacher Xu finished venting his dissatisfaction, and waved the two of them away.When Chen Jie and Shao Hang came out, Mrs. Xu still left two people for dinner, but they naturally refused and said goodbye to the old lady together.Halfway down the stairs, Chen Jie suddenly turned his head, looked at Shao Hang from bottom to top, and suddenly spoke.
"There are some things that I can't tell the teacher, but I think I have to tell you." Chen Jie looked at Shao Hang with no expression on his face: "What you did during the internship was really not very beautiful. I know you You are very talented, and the teacher praised you more than once, but you have to know that you are just a student who has only been in contact with Chinese medicine for less than five years, Shao Hang. No matter how hard you study, you are still just a beginner. In any case, he is more experienced and stronger than you."
"It's not necessarily..." Shao Hang muttered.
"Confidence is not a bad thing, but you are wrong. After all, you are just a student who doesn't understand anything. No matter what, you should have the simplest respect. When you encounter different opinions, as an intern, you should respect yourself." You should focus on the diagnosis of other doctors and respect them. Even after work, you should listen to the words of the superior doctor." Chen Jie said: "Think about this carefully, although you will not come to our place, you still have to go to other This is the minimum rule. Also, you are just an intern, so if you arrive late and leave early, don’t think that following an expert for a few days will make you an expert.”
Shao Hang's face turned red for a while and turned pale for a while, he bit his lip and refused to speak.
"I won't say these things to other people. No matter what you say, you are still my junior brother. I have suffered a loss here this time, and it can be regarded as a long memory. It's fine if you don't come here. Director Li is not such an easy-going person, so save yourself If you suffer from it later, go to the new hospital to know yourself." After Chen Jie finished speaking, he continued to walk down.Shao Hang stood there for a long time before going down. He still felt uncomfortable, but he began to think about what Chen Jie said to him just now.
Chen Kaixiang was still waiting in the car, Shao Hang got into Chen Kaixiang's car with a heavy heart, Chen Kaixiang glanced at him and drove home without asking any questions.Shao Hang was so dull until he got home, Chen Kaixiang sighed, made a cup of hot tea and stuffed it for Shao Hang, and let Shao Hang sit on the sofa.
"Tell me, what happened? Is there really a problem with work?"
"Well," Shao Hang nodded: "I can't go to the hospital of traditional Chinese medicine. The teacher asked me to submit my resume to Zhongyan."
"What's going on? Didn't you say before that you will definitely be able to go to the Chinese Medicine Hospital?" Chen Kaixiang frowned: "I made such a decision suddenly, anyway, there must be a reason for it? Do you know the reason?"
"Almost." Shao Hang took a sip of his tea, and told Chen Kaixiang what happened today, but he didn't say anything about Chen Jie.I don't know why, but Shao Hang always felt that Chen Jie's words made him feel a little bit indescribable. It seemed that he was not right when he said something right, but it seemed that he was teaching a lesson when he said something wrong.After Chen Kaixiang finished listening, he was silent for a while, and sighed: "There is nothing wrong with changing another place. Since your teacher said that he would apply for Zhongyan for you, then try hard to get Zhongyan."
"En." Shao Hang responded sullenly, after thinking for a while, he said, "Brother Kaixiang, do you think this is my fault?"
Chen Kaixiang paused and looked at Shao Hang.He opened and closed his mouth there, but he didn't know what to say to Shao Hang.In the end, Chen Kaixiang could only shake his head dryly under Shao Hang's eyes: "I can't say, some things are not necessarily right or wrong, there is no such clear dividing line. This is society, not a simple computer judgment , true is true or false is false. Shao Hang, you have to know that people are not machines, and they will never be able to distinguish everything as clearly as machines. It is not up to you to decide whether the doctor is good or not. Yes, whether you are right or he is right, there is no proof. But the problem is that he has been there for a long time and has more seniority than you. When the two of you compete, he will naturally win. This is the rule of this society. You can’t Say that because of your one-sided remarks, his medical skills are not high enough, let his colleagues and his leaders fire him, and appoint you, a student they don't know at all, do you understand?"
Shao Hang stared at Chen Kaixiang with a pair of big eyes. Chen Kaixiang's heart was cut one after another by a knife, but he had to continue talking.
"Actually, didn't I also encounter this kind of situation when I first came back? Even if I don't want to admit it, people are always animals full of emotions. You can be as simple as a machine-what's wrong, modify the parameters, debug, and then work again Yes. People have to pay attention to face and communication. With these as the basis, there will no longer be complete fairness. This is a very normal thing. Can you understand Shao Hang?" Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang distressedly: "If Yes, I really don’t want you to leave the campus and enter the society. Because what this society can bring you is often harm, but I have no right to make choices for you. So from now on, Shao Hang, you have to learn to follow Get along with others, consider other people's feelings, pretend to be blind, dumb, or even an idiot when appropriate, layman, understand?"
"I don't understand, Brother Kaixiang." Shao Hang said stubbornly: "If it is indeed wrong, should I just watch them continue their mistakes?"
"This is what I want to say. Although you have to learn to be tactful and learn the rules of this society, don't forget your conscience and your medical ethics. You did nothing wrong in this matter. You are worthy of your own medical ethics. It’s great. But when necessary, when it’s harmless, you should learn to be patient. Even in a situation like what you said, you can’t let him lose face in front of the patient.”
"Is that what you did, Brother Kaixiang?" Shao Hang stared at Chen Kaixiang: "At that time you were so... disdainful and angry, and then you have become like this now? Pretend to be crazy and foolish, and you don't want to go Do you care about the patient's life or death?"
"Shao Hang, it's not what you think! Of course the patient's life and death must be taken care of, but in most cases, there is no need to conflict with the superior doctor. You can relax your attitude, and then slowly integrate into their circle, and solve it from the inside You must know that subtle influence is much better than criticism." Chen Kaixiang pulled Shao Hang back: "Sometimes you really need to make a choice, saving lives and healing the wounded, the original intention is good, the problem is when you can't change the status quo at all, or even when your survival is threatened. What should we do? Don’t be so excited, Shao Hang! Sometimes it’s like this, like a straight steel plate, often it’s impossible to achieve the goal, but it’s just the opposite. Didn’t you also say that rigidity is easy to break!”
"But those rights, those things, shouldn't be kept in the hospital!" Shao Hang jumped up and shouted: "Brother Kaixiang, you also know what the consequences of abusing antibiotics are, don't you! Even if they had nothing to do at the time Daya, it’s all about curing diseases, but what kind of harm will it bring to the patients in the future! No matter how much money you make, or how you want power, but no matter what, you should not hit the patient’s head, the patient is the most innocent ! Could it be that you can pretend to be completely ignorant just because the impact is not so obvious? This is unfair to the patient! This is the most... despised way!"
"Shao Hang, calm down. You don't want to do this, but have you ever thought that you may not even be qualified to see a doctor! You abide by your medical ethics, you only care about the patients but no one accepts it, Do you understand? You don't even have a chance to put your ideals into practice. What ideals are you talking about? Do you know what this situation is like now? This is a majority situation, and if you talk and no one else If it's important, how do you let others change it? Don't be naive!"
Shao Hang stood there in a daze, staring at Chen Kaixiang angrily, and Chen Kaixiang also looked at Shao Hang sullenly.
At this moment, Shao Hang's phone rang, Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang were still looking at each other, and the phone kept calling.In the end, Chen Kaixiang looked away first, coughed lightly, and said in a more relaxed tone: "Let's put this question aside for now. You can first see who is looking for you, whether it is your teacher."
Shao Hang also bent down to get the mobile phone on the coffee table, first glanced at the caller ID, and frowned first.Then the answer key was pressed.
"Hello? Jialing? What happened?"
There was a long cry from the other side of the phone, like a scream, but not so loud, followed by Lin Jialing's hoarse voice: "Master...Senior brother...I want to tell you something, I really suffer It's gone."
Shao Hang frowned: "What happened, Jialing? Where are you now?"
"A... small park opposite the first courtyard." Lin Jialing said intermittently.
Shao Hang was really frightened, he felt that Lin Jialing seemed to be crying.He really couldn't think of what happened to that girl who was usually chattering and was extremely happy every day, so he quickly said, "Wait, I'll go find you right away, don't leave, okay?" On the other side, Lin Jialing hummed twice, and Shao Hang quickly hung up the phone.Chen Kaixiang also heard something was wrong from Shao Hang's words on the phone, and quickly asked, "What's wrong with Lin Jialing?"
"I don't know what's wrong with her, she seems to be crying on the phone. I have to go find her." Shao Hang said while going to put on his coat.Chen Kaixiang also quickly put on his coat: "Where is she? I'll take you there."
"A small park opposite the first courtyard."
The author has something to say: I am late again TOT
Let me report to everyone, it can be regarded as a disguised request for leave.
Qiuqiu has been really busy recently. There are two exams on Saturday and Sunday, and then there will be a week of internship next week, and a whole week of exams next week.Qiuqiu's review was indeed very difficult, and now everyone probably knows that there are two pitfalls at hand in the daily update.
Yali is really big, although Qiuqiu also knows that the road is chosen by herself, and she should be responsible for herself.
But there are probably some careful friends who saw that one night when the readers commented back to 2 o'clock in the morning, right?
On the second day after that update, Time MM came to lose her temper with Qiuqiu and told her not to let Qiuqiu go to bed so late.I was very touched, and I really felt that I wasted too much energy, and I couldn't keep up with the tempo TOT
In fact, you probably know that many of the new book reviews discuss the plot of the first volume. Many things have been mentioned repeatedly by readers before, but they are still brought up again and again.Qiuqiu couldn't help it every time, and still wanted to answer these book reviews seriously, but now her energy is really limited, and she can't hold on to that kind of exhaustion anymore.
So in the last two weeks, please allow Qiuqiu to ignore the previous comments a little bit. When updating every day, I will only review the comments of the previous chapter. Is it okay to reply after the summer vacation?
Of course, this doesn't mean that Qiuqiu doesn't care about it at all. In fact, Qiuqiu cherishes every comment and every touch.Qiuqiu remembers every girl who left a comment, is very grateful to every cute girl who left a message, and is very touched that someone buys V immediately after every update.I was so moved that every time I felt ashamed, I felt that my writing was not good enough, not good enough, not enough, not enough.
Therefore, Qiuqiu promises that he is only suspending the reply to some of the comments now, and will make up for it one day.Really.
Everyone throws one =3=
In addition, I wish Qiuqiu exams go well QAQ
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Opposite the No. [-] courtyard was originally a mess of old-style residential buildings. Later, the urban planning moved all the residents on that side, and made urban greening and changed it into a small park.This also provides convenience for patients in the first hospital. Some patients who are not very serious and live in the first hospital always like to sit here in the afternoon.This small park seems to have become a convalescent center for a hospital, but the downside is that there is usually no one here when it gets dark.
When Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang drove to the first courtyard, it was already dark, and they found Lin Jialing curled up on the bench easily in the empty small park.Shao Hang walked two steps faster and patted Lin Jialing on the shoulder.
"Jia Ling, what happened? Why are you here?"
Lin Jialing raised her head, she didn't even have any expression on her face, she just looked at others blankly.Chen Kaixiang was intimidated by Lin Jialing's appearance, "What happened, why is he hiding here alone at night? Are you not afraid of accidents?"
Lin Jialing sniffled, looked at Shao Hang, then at Chen Kaixiang.There was still no expression on his face, he opened his mouth and before he could make a sound, tears fell down first.
Shao Hang sighed, and patted Lin Jialing's shoulder vigorously.
"Brother, Brother Kaixiang." Lin Jialing greeted, bit her lips and hesitated for a long time before continuing: "You guys are really here..."
"What else can we do if we don't come? You are crying like this. Tell me, what wronged you? I remember you said a while ago that you are now an intern in the first hospital. Did you suffer wronged in the hospital?" Chen Kaixiang Also comforting, Lin Jialing wiped away the tears on her face, her eyes were red.After a pause, I slowly said: "Well, I have been doing an internship here for the past two days. I have been transferred to various departments, and I was transferred to the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology last week. I will stay in the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology this week."
Seeing that Lin Jialing was willing to speak, Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang looked at the girl quietly and listened to her quietly.
"In the past two days, a mother came over and said that she suddenly didn't want a baby. She had been pregnant for more than five months, and her belly was so big, but she suddenly didn't want a baby and planned to induce labor. Okay, let us interns go in today." Speaking of this, Lin Jialing paused, took a deep breath and said, "The child who was induced is very healthy, huddled into a small ball, and has already taken shape. If it wasn’t for his mother not wanting him, he would be a healthy little boy in a few months.” Lin Jialing spoke incoherently, tears streaming down slowly: “That child was taken by someone. For the murderer, kill him first, and then lure him out. I... this is murder. A doctor is supposed to save lives and heal the wounded. What right does he have to decide the life and death of others? There is an elderly nurse next to me to comfort me The situation here is much better. After all, it is a big hospital. In some hospitals in small towns, the babies may not be killed before the abortion is induced. Sometimes the induced babies are alive, and they are just waiting there. He died. I don't understand, how can this be..."
Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang looked at each other, and Chen Kaixiang sighed.
"Jialing, you didn't kill that child, his mother didn't want him anymore." Chen Kaixiang said, "It's not your fault."
"A life that was healthy a few hours ago just died because of the medicine injected from the outside. What is this not murder? Even if we didn't do it, we are indirect murder, just like watching the people next to us kill people Go ahead, is this right?" Lin Jialing looked at Chen Kaixiang, "A life, as long as it has its own form and is alive, it already has human rights, right? Even if it is his mother, does it have rights? Did you choose his life and death? And do we have the right to be that mother's accomplices!" Lin Jialing screamed in panic, the stillbirth seemed to have given her a great shock, so that Lin Jialing had completely lost her sense of proportion .But Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang were speechless by Lin Jialing's words, and they looked at each other, not knowing what to say.
"Jialing, you're so excited. There are some things that can't be helped, and the birth of that child may not be a good thing for him. Maybe the family really has financial problems or something, maybe he will have to suffer when he is born, so It's not bad for him to go away." Chen Kaixiang tried to comfort Lin Jialing from another aspect, but Lin Jialing couldn't listen at all.
"Even if life is difficult, life and death should be in his hands. Even suicide should be decided by him. Life is short, who doesn't have hardship! Brother Kaixiang, as a doctor, can you say anyway? If the patient is rescued, he will be paralyzed, high paraplegia, and will not be able to create value for the society, and will increase the burden on his family, and then he will not be rescued? Or even give him a knife to send him a ride?"
Chen Kaixiang was speechless, and Shao Hang was sitting beside Lin Jialing, not knowing what to say.Under such circumstances, the three young people didn't know what to say, and the depressive atmosphere reverberated.
"Actually, in country M, medical students made an oath when they graduated, refusing to perform abortions for others." Chen Kaixiang said suddenly after an unknown amount of time.The endless words made the atmosphere even more dull, and the three of them lowered their heads. In the end, Lin Jialing forced a little smile: "Then tell me, should I go to study in country M?"
Chen Kaixiang and Shao Hang looked at Lin Jialing, speechless.
Lin Jialing was dull for one night, but was alive and kicking again the next day.Shao Hang also couldn't tell whether this girl was naturally optimistic or she was whitewashing peace, but because only the three of them knew about what happened that night, Lin Jiaxiang, Su Qin, and Su Jin didn't know much about it, and Shao Hang couldn't follow Lin Jialing again. Lin Jialing mentioned that matter again.
On the other hand, Shao Hang had to spend a large part of his thesis preparation time because the work he got fell through.Although the tutor on the Zhongyan side wrote a letter of introduction very generously, he even patted his chest to ensure that there would be no problem.However, after the experience of this failed job, Shao Hang finally got a little memory, and felt that relying on others alone was not enough.So I made a lot of preparations. In fact, when the mid-term research failed, I wouldn’t even have a follow-up job——The tutor is willing to help once or twice
On the weekend, Chen Kaixiang drove Shao Hang to Moyuan, a suburb of City B.
I just bought a new car at the beginning of the year. In fact, Chen Kaixiang's salary is still reluctant to buy a car, but no matter what, the Chen family's parents still feel sorry for their son who is wandering alone, so they can't help but give some subsidies.Although Chen Kaixiang refused in every possible way, but when he returned home during the Chinese New Year and saw a brand new car there as an early "birthday gift", he still couldn't say anything to refuse, and drove back to City B.
But Chen Kaixiang lives in a house not far from the hospital, and it is in the city center, with complete infrastructure, and there is really no chance to drive out for a stroll. This new car is just lying in the garage, and it is worth it. up.
Moyuan is considered part of the municipal planning, a large newly developed park, and some residential buildings and other buildings will be built around it in the future, but the surrounding area is still empty, which makes this garden have a real sense of entering nature. Feeling like.Shao Hang admired the blooming winter jasmine and the budding peonies, his heart suddenly widened, and the breath of spring seemed to penetrate through the skin and into the blood.
Chen Kaixiang took a camera and saw the beautiful scenery behind, and occasionally took a few photos. Of course, out of selfishness, most of the photos had someone in them.
"The feeling here is really good. If there is a chance in the future, I will definitely find a country and buy a house to live in. This kind of life close to nature is really much better than the city." Shao Hang said sincerely to Chen Kaixiang : "This is the most perfect life, in the midst of nature, alone, quietly and leisurely."
"Okay, after I retire, I'll find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers to buy a house, and then I'll live in it with you." Chen Kaixiang said cheerfully, "But in this case, you have to start saving money to buy a house."
Shao Hang obviously didn't expect Chen Kaixiang to say that, and looked at Chen Kaixiang a little at a loss, but Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang relaxedly.
"At that time, I will cook for you or something, otherwise, if I leave you alone, wouldn't you starve to death?"
Shao Hang smiled, and suddenly seemed to see an acquaintance from a distance, Shao Hang immediately changed the topic.
"Brother Kaixiang, do you think that is Jialing's younger brother? Lin Jiaxiang?"
"It seems to be him." Chen Kaixiang looked over, the park was remote and there were few people, and the place where Lin Jiaxiang was standing was even more hidden, with a few stones around, the two of them could barely see half of their bodies from this position.Chen Kaixiang was also wondering why Lin Jiaxiang came to such a remote place alone, when suddenly the figure in the distance moved, tilted slightly, and then revealed another figure—Su Qin.Although it was blocked by a stone, Chen Kaixiang clearly saw two people kissing at the moment they swung past.
Chen Kaixiang looked back at Shao Hang, and sure enough, he saw Shao Hang's expression as if he was frightened.
The author has something to say: Recently I was reading a very interesting book called "Facing Your Inner Fear"
There are many pathological personalities analyzed.
Then I discovered that Shao Hang really had a split personality==+
Strong self-territorial awareness, unwilling to be changed by others, unwilling to communicate with others, always hope to be independent alone, and unwilling to believe in love ==
Looking at brother Kaixiang silently, how does it feel to be fooled every time you make a vow of eternal love? XD
It means that the highlight of this volume is coming soon...
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Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang's surprised eyes, and pulled Shao Hang away in the opposite direction.Shao Hang didn't slow down until he was far away, looked at Chen Kaixiang in surprise, and stammered and asked, "Brother Kaixiang, was that Lin Jiaxiang just now, right? And Su Qin?"
"That's right, it's the two of them." Chen Kaixiang said in a natural tone: "Come on, walk this way."
"What are the two of them doing?" Shao Hang was terrified by the situation: "There they are...that's..."
"It's just a kiss."
Shao Hang almost jumped up again from the fright of Chen Kaixiang's plain tone. He calmed down, forced himself to calm down, and then asked, "Could it be that the two of them are... lovers?" Shao Hang struggled to find a word Seeing Chen Kaixiang nodding, Shao Hang was even more surprised: "Lin Jiaxiang and Su Qin are lovers? How could the two of them—"
"It's nothing strange, the two of them have never concealed this matter." Chen Kaixiang replied indifferently: "What? Why can't the two of them be lovers?"
"Both Lin Jiaxiang and Su Qin... are decent people." Shao Hang struggled to find the right words in his mind: "Especially, they are both very promising people, how can they be like this... and they are still In the park..." Shao Hang frowned even tighter.Chen Kaixiang smoothed Shao Hang's brows, and said: "Don't wrinkle, there will be marks if you wrinkle too much." Chen Kaixiang said: "Shao Hang, you won't discriminate against homosexuals for so long, right?"
"No, it's not discrimination..."
"It's not discrimination. What is that? Look at your expression now, as if it's unacceptable for the two of them to be lovers. Lin Jiaxiang and Su Qin liked each other, and then they got together and fell in love. What's the matter?" Is it abnormal? From what you mean, it seems that just because the two of them are together, they are not serious people. "
"That's not what I mean, but when two people are together, someone always wants to be subdued. They are both masculine men, but they want to act like women... who would be happy?"
"If you say that, those feminists will protest. You are discriminating against women." Chen Kaixiang joked in a good mood. Looking at Shao Hang's tangled face, he knew that he still couldn't get around that corner, so he changed Asked in a different way: "Besides, now that you know that Lin Jiaxiang and Su Qin are together, because of this, you won't want to talk to them the next time you see them, will you treat them as if you don't know each other?"
"Certainly not, they are friends no matter what, how could they break off like this?"
"Then what are you worried about? The two of them together have no influence on you, and Shao Hang, you don't really dislike homosexuality. Why do you always worry about these issues?"
"That's wrong, how can you... show it so openly?" Shao Hang said with difficulty: "In any case, the society does not support homosexuality, how can it be in such a public place, and don't feel at all... ...what's wrong?"
Chen Kaixiang made a helpless expression, and then coaxed like a child: "You have never really experienced it. If you love it, of course you don't feel that you need to be sneaky. Naturally, you also hope that the people around you Acknowledgment and even blessing." Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang's still confused expression, and shook his head helplessly, and the moment he turned his head, Chen Kaixiang suddenly realized a problem:
——Shao Hang really looked like he had no emotion at all. Thinking of Shao Hang's celibacy before, Chen Kaixiang suddenly felt at a loss.
On the way home, Lin Jialing called.
"Hello, Shao Hang? Where are you? Why don't you answer the phone?"
"I didn't answer it, I didn't get a call from the display here." Shao Hang himself was puzzled: "What's wrong?"
"Ms. Xu is crazy looking for you, and all the calls come to me." Lin Jialing said: "He said that you are out of service when calling you, and no one answers the phone at the place where you live, so let me call you. Hurry up and call Teacher Xu, I won't talk nonsense with you, I'm in the hospital now."
"Okay." Shao Hang agreed and hung up the phone.He looked at his mobile phone strangely, and couldn't figure out why the call couldn't be answered, but he decided to call Mr. Xu first and ask what was the matter. .
"Hello? Shao Hang? What's wrong with your phone, can't get through for a long time?"
"Probably the signal is not good. I just went around the suburbs." Shao Hang replied: "Mr. Xu, what's the matter? I just heard Jia Ling say that you are in a hurry."
"Shao Hang, let me ask you, did you do anything during your internship?"
"No." Shao Hang replied inexplicably, "I didn't do anything, I didn't even see the patient, let alone prescribe a prescription, but I wrote the case several times. What's wrong?"
"You come to my place now. The hospital refuses to sign you to work here. Think carefully about what you did during your internship, and I will help you find out."
Shao Hang was taken aback, and quickly agreed, and hung up the phone, still thinking about why the job that was almost settled suddenly changed in his mind.Before, Mr. Xu was smacking his chest to guarantee that it would be fine to go to the hospital. What is going on?
"What's the matter?" Chen Kaixiang saw that Shao Hang hung up the phone, and quickly asked, "What does your teacher want from you?"
"Except for some problems in the work contract, the hospital doesn't seem to want me anymore. The teacher asked me to go to his place first, and he will inquire about it. It seems that there is something wrong with my internship, but I didn't do anything during the internship." Shao Hang said confusedly: "When I was just doing my internship, I had nothing to do and I wondered if I could see two patients. Later, the teacher specially greeted me and asked me not to see patients, but to feel my pulse when it was my turn. , do what you should do when it’s not your turn, and don’t prescribe it. So what can happen?”
"Don't worry, you go over and see the situation first. It doesn't have to be that serious, maybe there is a small mistake in the middle. Besides, if you can't go to that one, you can go to another one. It's okay." Chen Kaixiang comforted, turning the steering wheel, Drive to the place where Teacher Xu lives.
When we arrived at Mr. Xu's house, Chen Kaixiang didn't follow, Shao Hang ran up by himself.
Knock on the door, it was Teacher Xu's wife who opened the door.Seeing Shao Hang nodding, he took Shao Hang to the study and let Shao Hang go in by himself.Shao Hang knocked on the door and went in, seeing that Mr. Xu was on the phone.
"Why? This kid is talented and works hard. He will definitely be promising in the future. I haven't seen such a good kid in so many years. Why don't you let him in? Zhang Yuan, you have to give an explanation, logically It’s wrong to say that if there is no major problem, it’s not right to stop him from entering, you have to explain to me.”
I don't know what was said on the other side of the phone, but Teacher Xu's face turned cold.
"Who is talking nonsense! How can I not know about my own students? I don't know about the rich second generation. I only know that this kid's family is not in city B at all, and he doesn't even have any relatives in city B. Don't be fooled I, am I, Xu Jin, so easy to fool! Are you planning to push someone in to push this kid up? Let me tell you, it’s against your conscience to run a hospital like this! Wait, you want this hospital like this It will be ruined sooner or later!" Teacher Xu yelled into the microphone, and trembled angrily after the yelling.Later, something was said on the phone, and Teacher Xu hung up the phone without saying a word.
"Teacher." Shao Hang walked over quickly, and Teacher Xu was still trembling with anger. Shao Hang picked up the water glass on the table, felt that there was still hot tea in the glass, and rushed to deliver it.Teacher Xu took two sips, and then he calmed down.Looking up and seeing Shao Hang, he stared again.
"What are you doing, you can't even make a phone call!"
"I went to the suburbs with someone else today, maybe the signal on that side is not good." Shao Hang quickly apologized: "Teacher, what happened? Why did the hospital side suddenly change their minds?"
"The hospital said that you had problems during your internship and refused to accept you." Teacher Xu looked at Shao Hang: "I called just now, and they said that you disobeyed discipline during your internship and bypassed the doctor without a medical license. He is proud of his talents when he treats patients under such circumstances. The worst thing is that just now Zhang Yuan was still saying that you are a rich second generation or an official second generation. What's going on?"
Shao Hang looked at Mr. Xu in surprise, and he was also baffled.
"I really don't know. I haven't prescribed a prescription, nor have I presented a treatment plan to others. What I did most during my internship was endorsement. I don't know what's going on..."
At this moment, there was a knock on the study door, and a man in his 30s walked in.This is the doctor Shao Hang practiced with, who used to be Teacher Xu's student.Shao Hang greeted quickly: "Brother Chen."
Chen Jie nodded and greeted Teacher Xu: "Teacher, I just heard that the department doesn't want Shao Hang."
"Chen Jie, you came at the right time." Teacher Xu's anger burst out again: "Tell me what's going on, why did you suddenly want it?"
"I came here for this." Chen Jie sat on the chair and pushed his glasses: "This is because Shao Hang is too young and doesn't know how to measure it." Teacher Xu calmed down, and even Shao Hang looked at it in surprise. With Chen Jie.Chen Jie continued: "During the internship, Shao Hang had the experience of consulting with Teacher Xu. Some patients would inevitably go to ask for their pulse. I can understand Shao Hang's kind heart. If someone asks him, he will touch it. To be honest, although Those patients still registered someone's number to see someone and prescribe prescriptions, but in the eyes of others, it is inevitable that Shao Hang is a bit arrogant, and there are many people who feel uncomfortable. Teacher Xu, you also know about those in the department. Some people can't feel the pulse at all. A few months ago, a patient had an argument with Director Li, but the pulse that Director Li felt was different from that of Shao Hang. You know Director Li's temper, and he was very angry. "
Teacher Xu snorted in dissatisfaction: "That old bastard Li Cuilan has no skills, so he will cut down and climb up."
"Besides, the girl who is going to come in this year is the daughter of someone from the Health Bureau, so she must be given priority." Chen Jie quickly said, "It doesn't matter if she doesn't come in, but she will definitely be suppressed all the time if she comes in. Why don't you go to another place and stay comfortably." After Chen Jie finished speaking, Teacher Xu's anger finally subsided, but he still couldn't hold back his face, and nodded indiscriminately: "Yes, Shao Hang, you submit your resume to Forget it, I also have classmates on that side, and it’s no worse than this side.”
The author has something to say: There was a power outage last night and it lasted until this morning
This is the amount updated last night XD
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Teacher Xu finished venting his dissatisfaction, and waved the two of them away.When Chen Jie and Shao Hang came out, Mrs. Xu still left two people for dinner, but they naturally refused and said goodbye to the old lady together.Halfway down the stairs, Chen Jie suddenly turned his head, looked at Shao Hang from bottom to top, and suddenly spoke.
"There are some things that I can't tell the teacher, but I think I have to tell you." Chen Jie looked at Shao Hang with no expression on his face: "What you did during the internship was really not very beautiful. I know you You are very talented, and the teacher praised you more than once, but you have to know that you are just a student who has only been in contact with Chinese medicine for less than five years, Shao Hang. No matter how hard you study, you are still just a beginner. In any case, he is more experienced and stronger than you."
"It's not necessarily..." Shao Hang muttered.
"Confidence is not a bad thing, but you are wrong. After all, you are just a student who doesn't understand anything. No matter what, you should have the simplest respect. When you encounter different opinions, as an intern, you should respect yourself." You should focus on the diagnosis of other doctors and respect them. Even after work, you should listen to the words of the superior doctor." Chen Jie said: "Think about this carefully, although you will not come to our place, you still have to go to other This is the minimum rule. Also, you are just an intern, so if you arrive late and leave early, don’t think that following an expert for a few days will make you an expert.”
Shao Hang's face turned red for a while and turned pale for a while, he bit his lip and refused to speak.
"I won't say these things to other people. No matter what you say, you are still my junior brother. I have suffered a loss here this time, and it can be regarded as a long memory. It's fine if you don't come here. Director Li is not such an easy-going person, so save yourself If you suffer from it later, go to the new hospital to know yourself." After Chen Jie finished speaking, he continued to walk down.Shao Hang stood there for a long time before going down. He still felt uncomfortable, but he began to think about what Chen Jie said to him just now.
Chen Kaixiang was still waiting in the car, Shao Hang got into Chen Kaixiang's car with a heavy heart, Chen Kaixiang glanced at him and drove home without asking any questions.Shao Hang was so dull until he got home, Chen Kaixiang sighed, made a cup of hot tea and stuffed it for Shao Hang, and let Shao Hang sit on the sofa.
"Tell me, what happened? Is there really a problem with work?"
"Well," Shao Hang nodded: "I can't go to the hospital of traditional Chinese medicine. The teacher asked me to submit my resume to Zhongyan."
"What's going on? Didn't you say before that you will definitely be able to go to the Chinese Medicine Hospital?" Chen Kaixiang frowned: "I made such a decision suddenly, anyway, there must be a reason for it? Do you know the reason?"
"Almost." Shao Hang took a sip of his tea, and told Chen Kaixiang what happened today, but he didn't say anything about Chen Jie.I don't know why, but Shao Hang always felt that Chen Jie's words made him feel a little bit indescribable. It seemed that he was not right when he said something right, but it seemed that he was teaching a lesson when he said something wrong.After Chen Kaixiang finished listening, he was silent for a while, and sighed: "There is nothing wrong with changing another place. Since your teacher said that he would apply for Zhongyan for you, then try hard to get Zhongyan."
"En." Shao Hang responded sullenly, after thinking for a while, he said, "Brother Kaixiang, do you think this is my fault?"
Chen Kaixiang paused and looked at Shao Hang.He opened and closed his mouth there, but he didn't know what to say to Shao Hang.In the end, Chen Kaixiang could only shake his head dryly under Shao Hang's eyes: "I can't say, some things are not necessarily right or wrong, there is no such clear dividing line. This is society, not a simple computer judgment , true is true or false is false. Shao Hang, you have to know that people are not machines, and they will never be able to distinguish everything as clearly as machines. It is not up to you to decide whether the doctor is good or not. Yes, whether you are right or he is right, there is no proof. But the problem is that he has been there for a long time and has more seniority than you. When the two of you compete, he will naturally win. This is the rule of this society. You can’t Say that because of your one-sided remarks, his medical skills are not high enough, let his colleagues and his leaders fire him, and appoint you, a student they don't know at all, do you understand?"
Shao Hang stared at Chen Kaixiang with a pair of big eyes. Chen Kaixiang's heart was cut one after another by a knife, but he had to continue talking.
"Actually, didn't I also encounter this kind of situation when I first came back? Even if I don't want to admit it, people are always animals full of emotions. You can be as simple as a machine-what's wrong, modify the parameters, debug, and then work again Yes. People have to pay attention to face and communication. With these as the basis, there will no longer be complete fairness. This is a very normal thing. Can you understand Shao Hang?" Chen Kaixiang looked at Shao Hang distressedly: "If Yes, I really don’t want you to leave the campus and enter the society. Because what this society can bring you is often harm, but I have no right to make choices for you. So from now on, Shao Hang, you have to learn to follow Get along with others, consider other people's feelings, pretend to be blind, dumb, or even an idiot when appropriate, layman, understand?"
"I don't understand, Brother Kaixiang." Shao Hang said stubbornly: "If it is indeed wrong, should I just watch them continue their mistakes?"
"This is what I want to say. Although you have to learn to be tactful and learn the rules of this society, don't forget your conscience and your medical ethics. You did nothing wrong in this matter. You are worthy of your own medical ethics. It’s great. But when necessary, when it’s harmless, you should learn to be patient. Even in a situation like what you said, you can’t let him lose face in front of the patient.”
"Is that what you did, Brother Kaixiang?" Shao Hang stared at Chen Kaixiang: "At that time you were so... disdainful and angry, and then you have become like this now? Pretend to be crazy and foolish, and you don't want to go Do you care about the patient's life or death?"
"Shao Hang, it's not what you think! Of course the patient's life and death must be taken care of, but in most cases, there is no need to conflict with the superior doctor. You can relax your attitude, and then slowly integrate into their circle, and solve it from the inside You must know that subtle influence is much better than criticism." Chen Kaixiang pulled Shao Hang back: "Sometimes you really need to make a choice, saving lives and healing the wounded, the original intention is good, the problem is when you can't change the status quo at all, or even when your survival is threatened. What should we do? Don’t be so excited, Shao Hang! Sometimes it’s like this, like a straight steel plate, often it’s impossible to achieve the goal, but it’s just the opposite. Didn’t you also say that rigidity is easy to break!”
"But those rights, those things, shouldn't be kept in the hospital!" Shao Hang jumped up and shouted: "Brother Kaixiang, you also know what the consequences of abusing antibiotics are, don't you! Even if they had nothing to do at the time Daya, it’s all about curing diseases, but what kind of harm will it bring to the patients in the future! No matter how much money you make, or how you want power, but no matter what, you should not hit the patient’s head, the patient is the most innocent ! Could it be that you can pretend to be completely ignorant just because the impact is not so obvious? This is unfair to the patient! This is the most... despised way!"
"Shao Hang, calm down. You don't want to do this, but have you ever thought that you may not even be qualified to see a doctor! You abide by your medical ethics, you only care about the patients but no one accepts it, Do you understand? You don't even have a chance to put your ideals into practice. What ideals are you talking about? Do you know what this situation is like now? This is a majority situation, and if you talk and no one else If it's important, how do you let others change it? Don't be naive!"
Shao Hang stood there in a daze, staring at Chen Kaixiang angrily, and Chen Kaixiang also looked at Shao Hang sullenly.
At this moment, Shao Hang's phone rang, Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang were still looking at each other, and the phone kept calling.In the end, Chen Kaixiang looked away first, coughed lightly, and said in a more relaxed tone: "Let's put this question aside for now. You can first see who is looking for you, whether it is your teacher."
Shao Hang also bent down to get the mobile phone on the coffee table, first glanced at the caller ID, and frowned first.Then the answer key was pressed.
"Hello? Jialing? What happened?"
There was a long cry from the other side of the phone, like a scream, but not so loud, followed by Lin Jialing's hoarse voice: "Master...Senior brother...I want to tell you something, I really suffer It's gone."
Shao Hang frowned: "What happened, Jialing? Where are you now?"
"A... small park opposite the first courtyard." Lin Jialing said intermittently.
Shao Hang was really frightened, he felt that Lin Jialing seemed to be crying.He really couldn't think of what happened to that girl who was usually chattering and was extremely happy every day, so he quickly said, "Wait, I'll go find you right away, don't leave, okay?" On the other side, Lin Jialing hummed twice, and Shao Hang quickly hung up the phone.Chen Kaixiang also heard something was wrong from Shao Hang's words on the phone, and quickly asked, "What's wrong with Lin Jialing?"
"I don't know what's wrong with her, she seems to be crying on the phone. I have to go find her." Shao Hang said while going to put on his coat.Chen Kaixiang also quickly put on his coat: "Where is she? I'll take you there."
"A small park opposite the first courtyard."
The author has something to say: I am late again TOT
Let me report to everyone, it can be regarded as a disguised request for leave.
Qiuqiu has been really busy recently. There are two exams on Saturday and Sunday, and then there will be a week of internship next week, and a whole week of exams next week.Qiuqiu's review was indeed very difficult, and now everyone probably knows that there are two pitfalls at hand in the daily update.
Yali is really big, although Qiuqiu also knows that the road is chosen by herself, and she should be responsible for herself.
But there are probably some careful friends who saw that one night when the readers commented back to 2 o'clock in the morning, right?
On the second day after that update, Time MM came to lose her temper with Qiuqiu and told her not to let Qiuqiu go to bed so late.I was very touched, and I really felt that I wasted too much energy, and I couldn't keep up with the tempo TOT
In fact, you probably know that many of the new book reviews discuss the plot of the first volume. Many things have been mentioned repeatedly by readers before, but they are still brought up again and again.Qiuqiu couldn't help it every time, and still wanted to answer these book reviews seriously, but now her energy is really limited, and she can't hold on to that kind of exhaustion anymore.
So in the last two weeks, please allow Qiuqiu to ignore the previous comments a little bit. When updating every day, I will only review the comments of the previous chapter. Is it okay to reply after the summer vacation?
Of course, this doesn't mean that Qiuqiu doesn't care about it at all. In fact, Qiuqiu cherishes every comment and every touch.Qiuqiu remembers every girl who left a comment, is very grateful to every cute girl who left a message, and is very touched that someone buys V immediately after every update.I was so moved that every time I felt ashamed, I felt that my writing was not good enough, not good enough, not enough, not enough.
Therefore, Qiuqiu promises that he is only suspending the reply to some of the comments now, and will make up for it one day.Really.
Everyone throws one =3=
In addition, I wish Qiuqiu exams go well QAQ
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Opposite the No. [-] courtyard was originally a mess of old-style residential buildings. Later, the urban planning moved all the residents on that side, and made urban greening and changed it into a small park.This also provides convenience for patients in the first hospital. Some patients who are not very serious and live in the first hospital always like to sit here in the afternoon.This small park seems to have become a convalescent center for a hospital, but the downside is that there is usually no one here when it gets dark.
When Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang drove to the first courtyard, it was already dark, and they found Lin Jialing curled up on the bench easily in the empty small park.Shao Hang walked two steps faster and patted Lin Jialing on the shoulder.
"Jia Ling, what happened? Why are you here?"
Lin Jialing raised her head, she didn't even have any expression on her face, she just looked at others blankly.Chen Kaixiang was intimidated by Lin Jialing's appearance, "What happened, why is he hiding here alone at night? Are you not afraid of accidents?"
Lin Jialing sniffled, looked at Shao Hang, then at Chen Kaixiang.There was still no expression on his face, he opened his mouth and before he could make a sound, tears fell down first.
Shao Hang sighed, and patted Lin Jialing's shoulder vigorously.
"Brother, Brother Kaixiang." Lin Jialing greeted, bit her lips and hesitated for a long time before continuing: "You guys are really here..."
"What else can we do if we don't come? You are crying like this. Tell me, what wronged you? I remember you said a while ago that you are now an intern in the first hospital. Did you suffer wronged in the hospital?" Chen Kaixiang Also comforting, Lin Jialing wiped away the tears on her face, her eyes were red.After a pause, I slowly said: "Well, I have been doing an internship here for the past two days. I have been transferred to various departments, and I was transferred to the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology last week. I will stay in the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology this week."
Seeing that Lin Jialing was willing to speak, Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang looked at the girl quietly and listened to her quietly.
"In the past two days, a mother came over and said that she suddenly didn't want a baby. She had been pregnant for more than five months, and her belly was so big, but she suddenly didn't want a baby and planned to induce labor. Okay, let us interns go in today." Speaking of this, Lin Jialing paused, took a deep breath and said, "The child who was induced is very healthy, huddled into a small ball, and has already taken shape. If it wasn’t for his mother not wanting him, he would be a healthy little boy in a few months.” Lin Jialing spoke incoherently, tears streaming down slowly: “That child was taken by someone. For the murderer, kill him first, and then lure him out. I... this is murder. A doctor is supposed to save lives and heal the wounded. What right does he have to decide the life and death of others? There is an elderly nurse next to me to comfort me The situation here is much better. After all, it is a big hospital. In some hospitals in small towns, the babies may not be killed before the abortion is induced. Sometimes the induced babies are alive, and they are just waiting there. He died. I don't understand, how can this be..."
Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang looked at each other, and Chen Kaixiang sighed.
"Jialing, you didn't kill that child, his mother didn't want him anymore." Chen Kaixiang said, "It's not your fault."
"A life that was healthy a few hours ago just died because of the medicine injected from the outside. What is this not murder? Even if we didn't do it, we are indirect murder, just like watching the people next to us kill people Go ahead, is this right?" Lin Jialing looked at Chen Kaixiang, "A life, as long as it has its own form and is alive, it already has human rights, right? Even if it is his mother, does it have rights? Did you choose his life and death? And do we have the right to be that mother's accomplices!" Lin Jialing screamed in panic, the stillbirth seemed to have given her a great shock, so that Lin Jialing had completely lost her sense of proportion .But Shao Hang and Chen Kaixiang were speechless by Lin Jialing's words, and they looked at each other, not knowing what to say.
"Jialing, you're so excited. There are some things that can't be helped, and the birth of that child may not be a good thing for him. Maybe the family really has financial problems or something, maybe he will have to suffer when he is born, so It's not bad for him to go away." Chen Kaixiang tried to comfort Lin Jialing from another aspect, but Lin Jialing couldn't listen at all.
"Even if life is difficult, life and death should be in his hands. Even suicide should be decided by him. Life is short, who doesn't have hardship! Brother Kaixiang, as a doctor, can you say anyway? If the patient is rescued, he will be paralyzed, high paraplegia, and will not be able to create value for the society, and will increase the burden on his family, and then he will not be rescued? Or even give him a knife to send him a ride?"
Chen Kaixiang was speechless, and Shao Hang was sitting beside Lin Jialing, not knowing what to say.Under such circumstances, the three young people didn't know what to say, and the depressive atmosphere reverberated.
"Actually, in country M, medical students made an oath when they graduated, refusing to perform abortions for others." Chen Kaixiang said suddenly after an unknown amount of time.The endless words made the atmosphere even more dull, and the three of them lowered their heads. In the end, Lin Jialing forced a little smile: "Then tell me, should I go to study in country M?"
Chen Kaixiang and Shao Hang looked at Lin Jialing, speechless.
Lin Jialing was dull for one night, but was alive and kicking again the next day.Shao Hang also couldn't tell whether this girl was naturally optimistic or she was whitewashing peace, but because only the three of them knew about what happened that night, Lin Jiaxiang, Su Qin, and Su Jin didn't know much about it, and Shao Hang couldn't follow Lin Jialing again. Lin Jialing mentioned that matter again.
On the other hand, Shao Hang had to spend a large part of his thesis preparation time because the work he got fell through.Although the tutor on the Zhongyan side wrote a letter of introduction very generously, he even patted his chest to ensure that there would be no problem.However, after the experience of this failed job, Shao Hang finally got a little memory, and felt that relying on others alone was not enough.So I made a lot of preparations. In fact, when the mid-term research failed, I wouldn’t even have a follow-up job——The tutor is willing to help once or twice
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