Why don't we talk about love forever

And the secret will be discovered one day.

When Dai Changgui found out that Qi Lei liked him, he didn't look very surprised, what appeared on his face was an expected expression.

So, when Qi Lei said "I like you" to Dai Changgui.

Dai Changgui didn't seem so surprised, so scared, or so incredible.He acted sweet and happy just like the one who was confessed by his favorite among thousands of people.

It was a cloudy afternoon, and the cumulus clouds in the sky were gloomy, as if they were about to collapse at any moment.

Dai Changgui sat alone on the playground, silent.

Qi Lei saw Dai Changgui on the playground and walked towards him.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Qi Lei patted Dai Changgui, but he didn't notice that Dai Changgui seemed to be in a bad mood.

"It's okay, I'll just come out to bask in the sun." Dai Changgui sniffed and said abruptly.

"Bathing in the sun?" Qi Lei felt unbelievable, he couldn't believe his ears. "Are you sure?" He pointed to the sky and said, "It's going to rain soon, where is the sun coming from?"

Dai Changgui ignored him, and Qi Lei realized that Dai Changgui was in a bad mood.Immediately he said, "Well, the weather is really good today. It looks like the sun will come out soon."

Dai Changgui still ignored him.After a long time, Dai Changgui slowly uttered a sentence: "Qi Lei, what does it feel like to like a boy?"

When Qi Lei heard this, his heart tightened.

"I just like a boy, and I'm not wrong." Dai Changgui continued.

"Then... does that boy know that you like him?" Qi Lei tentatively asked.

"How do I know?" Dai Changgui looked at Qi Lei, his eyes seemed to see through Qi Lei's whole body, "How do I know if he likes me or not." Then he turned his head again and looked at the empty space in front of him. A playground without people. "How do I know if he likes boys."

"..."

"Wang Xiaobo once said: 'Habits are so terrible, just like people get used to air, fish get used to water, and I get used to loving you.' I feel like I'm used to his existence, and I can't live without him."

"..."

"Today I came out with my roommates and they scolded me."

As he spoke, Dai Changgui's eyes gradually turned red, but no tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.He seemed to be trying to push himself.

"They say I'm disgusting, but I think I just like someone."

Qi Lei, who was standing on the side, kept silent.

Whether caught off guard or hesitant, at this moment Qi Lei just wanted to listen quietly.

Dai Changgui kept muttering in his mouth that he had been probing and waiting.

He was waiting for Qi Lei's confession to him.

He knew that Qi Lei liked him, and he was ready.But he didn't want to take that step first, he hoped that Qi Lei would take that step first.

"I don't know if a person like me is worthy of the person I like."

"Of course you are worthy." Qi Lei patted Dai Changgui's head, "If you say you are not worthy, it is because the other party is not good enough for you."

"...Really?" Dai Changgui looked at Qi Lei with tears in his eyes.

"Dai Changgui."

"I'm here."

"You said you don't know whether the person you like likes you or not, then let me tell you now, the person you like also likes you. What will happen to you?"

"Of course I'm with him without hesitation."

"Then..." Qi Lei's expression became serious, but the warmth in his eyes seemed to overflow.

"Dai Changgui, I like you." He said softly.

"what……"

"what happened?"

"This is really embarrassing..."

"...Ah, you won't go back on your word. Didn't you say that you have made preparations." When Qi Lei was in a hurry, Dai Changgui gently kissed Qi Lei's cheek.

"This is really embarrassing. I have already prepared to be with you. And you are only expressing your love for me now." After finishing speaking, Dai Changgui patted Qi Lei's forehead, "But it's okay, It’s not too late to confess now.”

The heavy cumulus clouds that day have gradually dissipated since I don't know when.

The world is clear again.

Like all good love stories, two people show that they like each other, and they will be happy together.But often being together is not the end of the story, maybe being together is just the beginning of another story.

Time flies, I forget how long they have been together, but in the blink of an eye, Qi Lei has already entered graduate school, and Dai Changgui is also nearing graduation, worrying about the postgraduate entrance examination.

At that time, it was no longer a winter with heavy snow, nor a spring with a cool breeze, nor a summer with unbearable heat, but an autumn with a cool breeze.

It was a pleasant afternoon in autumn. Dai Changgui sat at his desk very seriously preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination.

At this time, a pair of gentle big hands covered Dai Changgui's eyes.

"Guess who I am?"

"Tsk" Dai Changgui patted those gentle hands. "Don't make trouble, I'm studying."

"Okay." Those gentle hands left Dai Changgui's eyes, and then Qi Lei's face was filled with disappointment.

"You've been studying all the time recently, let's relax occasionally." Qi Lei poured a glass of water and handed it to Dai Changgui.

"There are still a few months before the postgraduate entrance examination, how can I relax." Dai Changgui took the water glass from Qi Lei's hand.

"You study so well, you can definitely get in, so don't worry too much."

"I'm not even sure, how can you be so sure."

"Of course I'm sure." Qi Lei took the book in front of Dai Changgui. "Because you are my wife."

"Get up." Dai Changgui tried to get his book.

Qi Lei frowned.

Dai Changgui, who was focused on studying, did not notice the displeasure on Qi Lei's face.

"Dai Changgui." Qi Lei's tone was devoid of emotion, but Dai Changgui could hear Qi Lei's unhappiness.

"Have you noticed that you have been ignoring my existence during this time?"

"That's because I'm busy studying right now."

"Then let me ask you, is learning more important or me?" Qi Lei asked a very naive question.

——Study is more important or I am more important?

The answer that any fool knows, study hard and make progress every day.Of course, learning is more important.

Dai Changgui just felt that Qi Lei was making trouble for no reason.But he was really stopped by Qi Lei's question.

For a moment, Dai Changgui didn't know how to answer.

After a long time, he said slowly: "Qi Lei, don't be so childish."

When Qi Lei heard this, his eyes were filled with disappointment.

"You have already entered graduate school, but I haven't." Dai Changgui felt helpless.

Sometimes Qi Lei felt that Dai Changgui was too realistic.For example, at this moment, it will make Qi Lei feel strange.

Even though Dai Changgui just wants to become a better version of himself, in order to make himself more worthy of the person he likes.

Wang Xiaobo once wrote in "Loving You Like Loving Life": Let me tell you, you are such a wonderful person. I have traveled all over the world and I can't find it. You are so kind.

Dai Changgui felt that meeting Qi Lei was his luck in this life, and he didn't want to leave Qi Lei.That's why he worked so hard.Or to put it another way, it was the inferiority complex in his heart that was at work, he always felt that he was not good enough, so he always wanted to make himself better, only in this way, he felt that he was more suitable for Qi Lei.

But what he didn't know was that Qi Lei never cared about these things.No matter what Dai Changgui becomes, Qi Lei thinks that as long as it is Dai Changgui, it will be fine.No matter what he becomes, no matter whether he becomes taller or shorter, fatter or thinner, ugly or handsome, he is Dai Changgui.As long as Dai Changgui is still Dai Changgui, it's fine.

Qi Lei approached Dai Changgui's face and kissed him.

"Then study hard and don't be too tired." After that, he didn't bother Dai Changgui anymore.

At this time, Dai Changgui's face was already slightly flushed.

I don't know if it's shyness or guilt.

I don't know if Qi Lei is angry.

Dai Changgui was caught off guard by that inadvertent kiss, he turned his head, saw Qi Lei at the side, and said softly: "That... I was a little too talkative just now... Have you..."

"I'm not angry." Qi Lei smiled, "I'm not that naive." After finishing speaking, he patted Dai Changgui's head.

"Study hard, no matter what happens in the end, you still have me."

When Dai Changgui heard this, his heart began to beat faster.

"Okay, I see." Dai Changgui whispered.

——Qi Lei, you are such a wonderful person, I feel that I have traveled all over the world and I will never find it again, you are really, really wonderful.