Rogue【ABO】

Lai Yusheng touched his son's head, the child had grown taller, and when he rushed over and jumped on his lap, he almost lost his footing, Lai Zongxian would not treat their child badly, as soon as he entered his arms suddenly, he felt like he was about to hug Can't stop.

The child's face was pressed against him, and he didn't speak for a long time. The hot air from his breath penetrated into his clothes, and his lower abdomen felt warm.

Lai Yusheng was not in a hurry to say anything. The separation of more than a year has different concepts for adults and children. When he just called Yousheng's name, he was afraid that the child would not want to recognize him and come over. Even while he was waiting, he was thinking wildly whether the child would not want to come.

"I miss you so much."

These four words are enough for Lai Yusheng. In the eyes of his son, he may be a cruel parent who has only participated in his son's growth for a few months, so he will not blame his son for any decision, but guilt takes over. After losing most of his emotions, he always felt that he had to do something to make up for it.He knelt down and held the child's face. The child didn't cry, but it was almost crying. His eyes were shining, and his eyelashes were already wet. He said, "I'm sorry, I miss you too."

For more than a year, Lai Yousheng groped and digested a lot of questions and emotions by himself. In fact, every adult avoided his questions, and he stopped asking them after a long time. The adults were busy with their own affairs. No one cared about his thoughts, even the nanny who accompanied him every day kept silent about his mother, so he never said the word "missing" to anyone, and in fact he had no one to tell.

Swallow your grievances into your stomach, wait in the first place, and only after the waiting is over can you put your miss in front.

Now is that time, he finally said it, and the grievances for such a long time also surged from the bottom of his heart.

"I miss you, I miss you so much, why did you leave? Is it my fault?"

The child finally couldn't hide his tears, and they hit the back of his hand one by one, so heavy that Lai Yusheng's heart ached.

"How could it be your fault?"

"Then why don't you come and see me?"

The child asked the key points in every sentence. Lai Yusheng knew that the child would not understand the conflicts between him and his brother, so he could only wipe the tears off his son's face with his fingers and said, "I...I am sick... "

"What disease? Are you cured now?"

The child raised his arm and folded his hand on the back of his hand twice. The need to hide his concern made Lai Yusheng feel a little more guilty. He shook his head and said, "I'm sorry, but I can take time to see you. play with you, okay?"

"What about Dad?"

Lai Yusheng couldn't answer. Wei Qing persuaded him twice before he decided to come back, and what he said was not unreasonable. Since he chose to leave, he had to let go of some things. For this reason, he and his mother had a life-threatening conflict. In his first argument, he said he couldn't leave the child behind like she did.These words were too hurtful, and Lai Yusheng decided to come back to see Yousheng after apologizing.

But he didn't think about how to deal with the conflict with his brother at all, blindly escaping won't solve anything, and when he comes here, he risks being forcibly taken away by his brother at any time.

"Dad...Dad and I had a fight, we can't live together anymore."

"Why? Dad misses you too, can't you go and see him?"

Lai Yusheng was a little overwhelmed, his bent legs began to feel numb when he squatted down, and when he stood up suddenly, his eyes were dark. He took a deep breath and said, "I'll see him when I recover. Today there is only You and me, okay?"

……

In the photo, the younger brother led his son to eat in the restaurant of the shopping mall. It seemed that he had said something funny, and the younger brother was smiling with his eyes squinted.Lai Zongxian sat in the office and stared at it for a long time. Although the city was becoming more and more transparent to him, he could get any photos he wanted, but he had no intention of disturbing it. This was an agreement with his son.

The younger brother seems to have lost some weight. He is wearing a black shirt, so it is hard to see whether the mark on the nape of his neck is still there, but his skin color is whiter, and he is a little sick.

There was no skin sensation when his fingers touched the photo, but as if he had been burned, he threw the photo on the table and pinched the base of his nose.

What I wanted to say to my son this morning was interrupted by the nanny and he couldn’t remember it. The lack of sleep made him a forgetful person. Even when he was staring at his brother’s photo, he was in a trance for a moment. It was as if he had accepted the ending that his younger brother would not come back to him, and he was ready to be alone, and he didn't know what it would be like.

……

The meeting time always passed quickly. Lai Yusheng was about to say goodbye after sending his son to the subway entrance. The child looked at him with tentative eyes, which made him understand at a glance that the child was begging him to go back with him.

He pulled his son to a place with few people to avoid bumping into each other, bent down and said, "I'll come to see you next month, okay? I'll take you to my place when you're on vacation. You can stay as long as you want, I... "

"Can't you and daddy be together?"

Lai Yusheng felt dizzy. Although he tried his best to ignore it, the familiar alpha smell on his son had been tormenting him for a day. The smell filled his nostrils, and even this problem became disgusting. , as if his brother was confronting him with questioning, he felt irritable, and his tone of voice became a little heavy, he frowned unconsciously, and said, "Don't ask, you don't care about these things, do you understand?"

In Lai Yousheng's eyes, it is not a wise choice to make his mother angry now. He is fighting for opportunities for his father, but he also wants to meet his own needs, so he shut up, said sorry, turned around and ran away.

This time the farewell was not pleasant, Lai Yusheng froze in place and wanted to persuade him to stay, but he withdrew his outstretched hand.

He returned to Wei Qing's private house, called Wei Qing who was abroad, and said that he wanted to stay for a few more days and spend more time with Yousheng.

Because of the last dispute, Wei Qing didn't say anything more to stop her this time. She was worried about her son's estrus, and asked: "It will be three weeks since the last time he was in estrus. Is it okay to stay for a few days?"

He made preparations for returning to China for a long time, and after careful calculation, the time was indeed running out, but when he said goodbye, You Sheng said sorry, which made him feel really sorry, and it was obviously himself who should have said those three words.

"should be no problem……"

The answer was obviously hesitant. Wei Qing sighed over there and said, "Don't be brave, I'll go back to China too. I'm too close to Lai Zongxian, so I don't know what will happen." The risk of estrus It is too dangerous to be alone in this city, Wei Qing decided to go back to the country to be with his son.

Lai Yusheng agreed after a short thought. After hanging up the phone, he threw away the phone and nestled on the bed. The smell of Lai Zongxian on his son still lingered in his mind, the long-lost smell, the spirits he had relied on before Pale in comparison, he unconsciously licked his dry lips and closed his eyes drowsily.