You are my proper foothold

Jiang Xin's class was very exciting.

Although he does not have any teaching experience, but because of his understanding and exploration of his own field, he knows all the big and small events that have happened in the domestic financial market in the past ten years. He has classic cases at his fingertips, coupled with his own unique insights And analysis, standing on the podium and talking, so that the students below can listen intently.

Four and ten minutes seemed to pass by in a flash.

When Jiang Xin finished speaking about the last case and bowed to thank everyone, almost everyone felt unfinished, including Yan Xiaoyou.

Amid the enthusiastic applause from the students, Jiang Xin stepped down from the podium to explain to Hui Xiaoyou, Hui Xiaoyou couldn't help but smirked and whispered to him, "Mr.

"Where, senior brother's level is beyond my reach." Jiang Xin replied very modestly.

Hui Xiaoyou resisted the urge to pinch his face, and said with a smile: "You are getting more and more slippery in flattering, you will never learn from it."

"I'm wronged, I only shoot you." Jiang Xin winked at him, "Go up quickly, my Professor Yan."

"Well, it's hard work." Hui Xiaoyou once again grabbed the hand he was about to lift up to touch his head, smiled and walked up.

There are many similarities between foreign financial markets and domestic ones, but at the same time there are great differences, especially in terms of quantitative finance, foreign systems and methods should be more mature and effective.

Therefore, Hui Xiaoyou not only combined his previous work experience, but also compared the contents of Jiang Xin’s speech with each other, so that students can better understand the similarities and differences of the use of quantitative models at home and abroad, and Further emphasizing the core that I have been repeating-financial innovation, let them broaden their thinking and think about ways to solve problems as much as possible.

After all, he is a professional, and Yan Xiaoyou's speech is more systematic and logical than Jiang Xin's, and the knowledge points are interspersed in the middle of the examples just right, so that people will not feel bored when listening to it, but can have a kind of understanding , The feeling of seeing the sun through the clouds.

Jiang Xin stared intently at Hui Xiaoyou from the beginning to the end.

His every move, every word was deeply imprinted in his mind, leaving an indelible mark.

Seeing him like this, Jiang Xin once again recalled the days when she was always chasing after this person.

He recalled the reason for the chase.

Because Hui Xiaoyou was too good, he was afraid that he would be thrown further and further away by him, so he desperately chased after him, tried his best to let himself keep up with his pace, just to be able to walk side by side with him one day.

Ever since they got together, Jiang Xin thought she had achieved this goal until today.

It wasn't until she stood on the podium with him that Jiang Xin suddenly realized that it wasn't enough, he was still behind him.

He is still not self-satisfied, and he can't stop chasing, just for one day to be able to truly stand at the same height as him.

Jiang Xin's gaze slowly settled down, becoming clear and transparent.

Because I love him, I want to work hard to become a better person.There is really nothing wrong with this sentence.

Hui Xiaoyou was engrossed in the lecture, but this did not prevent him from observing the demeanor and actions of everyone under the podium, especially Jiang Xin.

He noticed that Jiang Xin's expression seemed to be changing subtly, so he turned his head and gave him a quick smile, then turned back and continued to face forward.

There was no break in the middle, and he spoke for five to ten minutes in one breath, just in time to finish all the content he had prepared.

Then Hui Xiaoyou gently closed the lesson plan, put it aside, put his hands on the podium, and stared at his group of students steadily.

"That's all there is to talk about today. Now I have some personal words to tell you. If you are willing to listen, then I welcome you to stay. It will take up to fifteen to twenty minutes of your time. If you don't want to listen, then You can go back now, it's not mandatory." Hui Xiaoyou said calmly.

The students below looked at each other in blank dismay, some of them obviously made up their minds to stay, and some who didn't care about it at all had already picked up their schoolbags and left their seats, and the rest of them were hesitant, looking back and forth, discussing, raising their buttocks up and down .

Hui Xiaoyou stood there silently, giving them 3 minutes to make a decision.After waiting for 3 minutes, he tapped the podium lightly with the horn, and said in his own voice: "Please keep quiet, I won't use the horn."

Then, Hui Xiaoyou walked down from the podium, stood in front of the first row of seats, put his hands in his pockets, smiled and said in a very casual manner, as if he was communicating with a friend: "I know, here Many people should have read the post on the school forum, and have already learned about my homosexuality. Here I would like to officially admit to everyone that I am indeed gay. And my lover is the one next to me. "

Hui Xiaoyou turned his head and took a deep look at Jiang Xin, despite the exclamation and sighs in front of him, Jiang Xin smiled and nodded at him.

Hui Xiaoyou's eyes froze on Jiang Xin's face for a few seconds before he retracted his gaze and turned to the students who had already exploded into a pot. He continued, "I can understand your surprise, but the reason why I want to talk about this matter today is The purpose of coming out is also to seek everyone’s understanding.”

Hui Xiaoyou paused, "Homosexuality is not well accepted either in China or in the world. In fact, this phenomenon is very ridiculous to me, but it is also sad because it is inevitable. It only shows our ignorance and powerlessness."

"I don't know how everyone thinks about homosexuality, whether they agree with it or reject it, whether they support it or dislike it, or just don't care about it, and I don't know how you see me at this moment. But I just want to say a few more words, for myself and for all the people who are in the same situation as me."

Hui Xiaoyou suddenly stopped talking when he said this, and his eyes slowly swept around the silent classroom.

After more than ten seconds, he said seriously: "In this world, there are many kinds of people and many kinds of phenomena. Some people and phenomena do not dominate the society, but this does not mean that their existence means that they are not Reasonable means that it should be suppressed or even eliminated. We live in an era of highly developed civilization, and everyone present here has also received a good education, so I sincerely hope that you will not still regard "the minority obeys the majority" as a The only criterion for dealing with others."

"There are some things that you don't need to understand or accept, but I hope you can at least show the most basic respect." Hui Xiaoyou's voice sank slightly.

He paused and said: "The respect I'm talking about here is not to force everyone to be friendly and supportive when facing unacceptable things-such as homosexuality, such as me. I know that feeling is very uncomfortable. Okay, and the consequences of doing that are likely to further arouse the resentment in your hearts. What I am praying for is that everyone can leave some room for these people and things in the space of their own lives, so that they can also be at ease, exist freely."

"It's pretty amazing not to judge, not to point fingers, not to interfere with other people's lifestyles with a sense of superiority."

Having said this, Hui Xiaoyou glanced at Jiang Xin again, and found that he was also staring at him intently and affectionately, his eyes were like a warm current flowing slowly in his heart, clean and clear.

Hui Xiaoyou just looked at him like this, and said in his mouth: "It's a bit far away just now, let's talk about homosexuality now. I personally know how difficult the situation of homosexuality in China is, especially when two men At the same time, the first reaction of the vast majority of people after seeing it is panic and disgust. Even if the 'rotten' culture is very popular among some young people-"

After Hui Xiaoyou finished this sentence, there was a burst of low laughter, he also stopped and smiled, and continued: "But among those who like 'rot' culture, those who really support homosexuality in reality are not The majority. A large number of people's love and understanding of "rot" are only limited to Two-dimensional. They can accept characters in anime or novels and comics getting along like this, but they can't accept real people being together. Just For example, there are so-called "CP fans" among the star chasing crowd. They like to watch two stars of the same sex give benefits and sprinkle sugar together, and even cry bitterly after hearing that one of them has a relationship. If one or both of these two stars are found to be gay, then they may lose their fans. Because deep down in their hearts, they still cannot accept the fact that their favorite idol is gay.”

Some students heard this and began to nod quietly, discussing softly with the people next to them, saying something like "an arrow in the knee".

"But this phenomenon is nothing serious." Hui Xiaoyou looked ahead and suddenly raised his voice, "What's more serious is that there are a small number of fans of this so-called 'rotten' culture, they will use their own understanding and appeal To ask for real homosexuals. They have an unrealistic fantasy and longing for homosexuality in their hearts, and they also have a set of standards and requirements for homosexuals that deviate from the actual situation. Once they find that homosexuality in life cannot satisfy their psychology When appealing, they will unceremoniously use similar insulting words such as 'disgusting', 'sissy', 'ugly', 'grown up like this and being gay' and so on. In my opinion, Such behavior will cause even more harm to homosexuals than those groups that do not support 'rot' and do not accept 'base' at all."

Maybe it was because his expression was extremely serious when he said this, Hui Xiaoyou noticed that after he finished speaking, the students in the first few rows all looked as if they didn't dare to show their air.

He smiled at them again and said: "Of course, I'm not talking about our classmates present here, but I saw some opinions that I don't agree with when I read that post yesterday. I want to refute it."

"Teacher Yan..." At this moment, a girl sitting in the second row raised her hand cautiously, Hui Yue signaled her to speak directly with her eyes, and the girl whispered, "I think what you said is quite right. Yes, you should post these on the Internet and reply to that person... Otherwise, if you say so much here, if he and other people who have read the post can't hear it, then you will be at a disadvantage..."

"How can this be considered a disadvantage?" Hui Xiaoyou smiled at her, "It is enough for my students to hear me. And I have never thought that being a keyboard fighter online is such an honorable act. The Internet gives people As a cover, this also makes many people feel unscrupulous and unscrupulous on the top, and regard it as a place where they can give up their principles, qualities, and even IQ and dignity. This is not a way I agree with. I still like to have something to say to the face , there is no need to hide or cover up, a gentleman is magnanimous, hiding behind an IP address and talking nonsense is not a real skill."

Hui Xiaoyou's voice ended here, but he suddenly winked at the girl again, and added a bit playfully: "Also, if I'm not mistaken, the person who posted the post must be in this classroom right now. "

"it's here??"

"...No way...that's our classmate?"

"Scary... I can't imagine who it would be..."

……

The students started to discuss again, Hui Xiaoyou had no choice but to raise his hands and press down to signal everyone to silence, then he said: "Don't guess who it is, it's actually not a bad thing, it's just a way I don’t quite agree. Now there is one last point I want to tell you, it’s about sexual orientation, which basically has nothing to do with a person’s academic level.”

Hui Xiaoyou had already walked to Jiang Xin's side as he said that, he hugged his shoulder generously and said, "It's like the two of us, we have known each other for 15 years now, he is one level lower than me, he has always been my junior brother, He has won the first and number one prizes a lot more than me, and he became a fund manager at a young age. Anyway, no matter what you think, at least in my heart, he is the most powerful person I have ever met besides my mentor people."

"Brother." Jiang Xin turned her head to look at him, smiling very softly.

Hui Xiaoyou also looked at him and smiled, patted him on the shoulder and said to the students: "As for my resume, everyone probably knows about it, so I won't repeat myself. What I want to say is, if Everyone is concerned about my sexual orientation, so I have nothing to say; but if you are worried about my teaching and professional standards, it is unreasonable. I will never accept any 'Application for persuasion'."

Having said that, it is finally time to enter the final topic of today.

Hui Xiaoyou returned to the center of the podium, asked Pei Ran and Xiao He to stand up, and said to the people below: "Today I will give everyone a chance to make their own decisions. Regarding whether I can continue to be the professor of this course , I would like to launch an anonymous vote now. Please take out a piece of paper and write 'yes' or 'no' on it. 30.00%—that is, 120 tickets, I will apply to the school to change you to a professor.”

The classmates looked at each other, Pei Ran and Xiao He also exchanged glances, but Hui Xiaoyou gently met Jiang Xin's deep gaze.

He smiled faintly at him, and his eyes seemed to say: No matter what the result is, you have me.

Hui Xiaoyou raised the corner of his mouth slightly at him, and mouthed to him: Trust me.

Jiang Xin couldn't help but smiled and nodded seriously.

Of course he believed him.

At the same time, he also believes that these juniors and girls from his alma mater, even though they are immature, already have their own thoughts and can make the right choice.

There is no suspense about the final result.

Excluding those who abstained and those who were not present, Pei Ran and Xiao He collected a total of 320 tickets, of which only 29 were marked "No".

"Looks like I have to continue teaching." Hui Xiaoyou smiled and said to the big "[-]" on the blackboard.

The students below were silent for more than ten seconds, and suddenly they didn't know who was taking the lead, first there was sparse applause, and then the applause became deafening.

Hui Xiaoyou looked at the audience, filled with emotions in his heart, but in the end he just suppressed the thunderous applause and smiled faintly at his students.

"Okay, this is the end of today's class, see you in the next class." He stood under the light of the podium, with a graceful demeanor.

Jiang Xin walked towards him, stretched out her hand in front of all the students, and said with a smile, "Professor Yan, don't answer questions today, and come home with me now, okay?"

Hui Xiaoyou was slightly taken aback, and then, amidst the applause and booing all around him, he gently grabbed his hand, nodded and hummed.

"Okay, let's go home now."

There were people around him who wanted to ask him questions, Hui Yue seriously apologized to them, and set a time to answer the questions, then Jiang Xin led him tightly from a group of people who wanted to "set the magnetic field" " of the students went out.

It wasn't until the air behind him became quiet that Jiang Xin slowed down, let go of his arms and hugged him, and laughed softly.

Hui Yue couldn't help laughing, leaning against his arms out of breath.

There is no doubt that he loved his teaching profession and his students.

But he loves this person who is by his side at this moment even more.

Even if he is said to be selfish and irresponsible, he has to admit that this is the truest thought in his heart.

Career is precious, and students are more expensive. If it is Jiang Xin's reason, both can be thrown away.

Thinking of this, Hui Xiaoyou couldn't help turning around and hugging Jiang Xin tightly, and buried himself in his chest, laughing harder and harder.

I have always been dedicated and will continue to work hard in the future, so...

Let him be willful this time.