You are my proper foothold

It gets darker and later as we enter June.

So when Jiang Xin woke up and felt the dim colors around her, she knew in her heart that she must have slept for a long time.

He tried his best to open his eyes, and inadvertently made a sound, and immediately heard Yan Xiaoyou's soft greeting from beside him: "Are you awake?"

Jiang Xin turned her head to look at him, something slipped from her forehead, Hui Xiaoyou reached out and took it away, Jiang Xin saw it was a towel.

"Brother..." Jiang Xin realized that his voice was hoarse as soon as he opened his mouth, but the voice he made with great effort was like a whisper, "What time is it?"

"Eleven o'clock." Hui Xiaoyou looked down at him very worriedly, "How do you feel now?"

"It's much better." Jiang Xin smiled.

Hui Xiaoyou seemed not to believe it, so he touched the temperature of his forehead with his own hands, but because he had been using a cold towel just now, he could hardly feel it was hot to the touch, Hui Xiaoyou thought that he should wait a little longer to find out. Whether he still had a fever or not, he retracted his hand and asked him: "Are you hungry now? I'll go get some food. But... I can only cook porridge and fried rice with eggs, or should I order takeaway? But it's late now Yes, there are fewer options for takeaway..."

Jiang Xin took his hand, "Brother, have you had dinner yet?"

Hui Xiaoyou's body couldn't help but froze when Jiang Xin touched him. He was afraid that Jiang Xin would find out that something was wrong, so he quickly smiled and said, "I just ate a little."

Jiang Xin stared at him for a few seconds, then sighed suddenly, and sat up propped up, "I was wrong, I forgot to settle down before going to bed, you have to eat on time, I'll do it now, you wait a bit."

"Hey, what are you doing!" Hui Xiaoyou hastily held him down, "You are a patient now! If a patient cooks, my character will be ruined - lie down and don't move!"

In order to stop Jiang Xin's attempt to get out of bed again, Hui Xiaoyou gave him a "bed thud" directly, but after successfully stopping him, he suddenly saw Jiang Xin's eyelashes close at hand, and his face turned red instantly.

"Then, what..." Hui Xiaoyou stammered, and suddenly his whole body jumped a few meters away like stepping on a spring. He pressed his back against the wall farthest from the bed and hurriedly said: "In short, you are only three years old now. There are two choices! The first is porridge, the second is fried rice with eggs, and the third is takeaway, choose one!"

Jiang Xin couldn't help laughing seeing him ready to escape at any time, and said in a hoarse voice: "Brother, are you afraid that I will infect you?"

Hui Xiaoyou: "...Hey, do you have a conscience! I've been sitting in front of you all night, if I'm afraid of contagion, I'll leave early!"

"Then why are you hiding so far away?" Jiang Xin waved at him and said with a smile, "Come here, I'll tell you what I want to eat."

Hui Xiaoyou's eyes widened, and he stood still, "Just say what you want, I can hear you."

"But at this distance, I have to speak hard, my throat hurts..." Jiang Xin squeezed her throat as if it was happening, and frowned, although Hui Xiaoyou knew that he was probably pretending Yes, but still couldn't help but asked worriedly: "Does it really hurt?"

Jiang Xin nodded, "Hmm...ahem..."

Yan Xiaoyou: "..."

Oh, you still have a cough, right?It's quite a show, young man!

Hui Xiaoyou felt that he was determined by him, and after sighing, he finally moved his footsteps and walked over, and couldn't help complaining: "I just want to ask you what to eat, so just say it and let it go. Don't mind tossing..."

Jiang Xin waited for him to approach, then pointed to the bed, "Sit down and talk."

"..." Hui Xiaoyou took a deep breath and sat down, "I see what other fools you can do."

Jiang Xin couldn't help laughing, "How dare I be in front of Senior Brother." But after he finished speaking, he suddenly came up and hugged Yan Xiaoyou from the side, resting his chin on his shoulder and said, "Senior Brother, why were you blushing just now?"

Hui Xiaoyou felt goose bumps all over his body at this moment.

He shuddered violently like a hedgehog that had been poked in the belly, his hairs blew up, his muscles tensed, and he blocked the breath in his throat as if blocking the flow of moisture inside and outside the vocal tract, making his voice dry , "You, what are you doing...let go, let go..."

Of course Jiang Xin wouldn't let it go.

It's rare for the "obedient" junior brother to be so obedient. Jiang Xin felt the person in his arms go stiff, but instead tightened his arms and hugged him even harder, half-jokingly said: "Brother, why are you so nervous, everyone usually Isn't it normal to tease each other like this, why do you act like I took advantage of you?"

"Where is it normal?!" Hui Xiaoyou struggled a few more times without breaking free, then raised his eyebrows and stared at him and said, "It's fine for everyone to tease each other, you are different!"

"What's different?" Jiang Xin turned Hui Xiaoyou's body away, and suddenly put away her smile and stared at him very seriously and asked.

But Yan Xiaoyou was stopped by his question, his mouth opened but he couldn't speak.

Jiang Xin looked at him fixedly, and after waiting for almost a minute, he still didn't get an answer, so he asked again seriously: "Brother, to you, how am I different from everyone else?"

"You..." Hui Xiaoyou's heart was beating like a drum. He found that ever since he realized that he liked Jiang Xin, his unsteadiness when facing Jiang Xin had increased exponentially. In a word, A movement or even a simple touch can make his nerves tense to the level of "combat readiness", and the situation is so horrible.

Hui Xiaoyou thought in his heart that I can't tell him that I like him right now...

What if the child is scared?What if he discriminates against or hates homosexuality?Although he didn't have the consciousness in this regard beforehand, but now that he has recognized the facts clearly, he has to think more comprehensively.

If Jiang Xin was his little junior sister, then Hui Xiaoyou reckoned that at this very moment, he must have made a "black hand" to take her as his own.

But the problem is that Jiang Xin is a junior...

No matter how exaggerated the usual jokes are, they are just jokes.

Just like the relationship between two girls can go to the bathroom together, sleep together, touch each other's breasts and make pornographic jokes, two boys can also be close enough to hook shoulders, sleep on the same bed, wear a pair of pants, and occasionally have bad jokes Touch each other's crotch and tease each other, but no one really thinks that these two people should like each other and fall in love.Nor do they have similar expectations of each other.

At least that's usually the case.

It's a pity that Hui Xiaoyou encountered a "normal" situation.

Living dazedly to the age of "beginning three", the heart that is no longer a teenager is actually pregnant for the first time. This should be a joyful and encouraging thing, but the prerequisite is——

He didn't realize that he had quietly bent... words.

Hui Xiaoyou silently lit the wax for the "straight man feelings" that he didn't know whether he had ever had before.

farewell.Don't reincarnate into the wrong baby in your next life.Dad loves you.

……

"Brother."

Jiang Xin's voice cut in just right, and just when Hui Xiaoyou was about to end his daydreams and prepare to face the reality, when he raised his head, he met Jiang Xin's extremely focused eyes.

"Senior brother, you are a professor now, don't tell me you keep people waiting for so long when students ask questions?" Jiang Xin saw Hui Xiaoyou come back to his senses, and smiled playfully at him.

Hui Xiaoyou's face froze, the corners of his mouth twitched twice, and suddenly he raised his hand and pushed hard on Jiang Xin's forehead: "What kind of question are you asking? For some reason, this professor refuses to answer!"

"Uh..." Jiang Xin is actually still a little top-heavy at the moment, but just now, in order not to worry Hui Yue, she forced herself to sit up, and then took the opportunity of hugging him to give her body some support. .

Said Xiaoyou's sudden push caught him off guard, he tilted his head back, and his body fell back on the bed as if he had lost all strength, only feeling his world spinning for a moment.

"...Hello...Jiang Xin?" Hui Yue once saw him fall down and closed his eyes tightly as if in pain, his whole body panicked, and he leaned over to help him, "Jiang Xin? Are you alright?"

"It's okay..." Jiang Xin patted him, his head was still dizzy, but he tried his best to open his eyes and look at Yan Xiaoyou, jokingly said: "Senior brother's magical skills are world-class, I didn't expect to have such an effect with just one success." ..."

"..." Hui Xiaoyou gritted his teeth guiltily, and subconsciously reached out to touch his forehead, "Sorry... I'm too harsh..."

Jiang Xin grabbed his sleeve and smiled, "Senior brother, you just opened up my Ren and Du secondary channel, I need to take this opportunity to exercise my energy and adjust my breath...Can you go and get me something to eat first? I want to eat Egg fried rice..."

There was obvious comfort in Jiang Xin's smile, of course Hui Xiaoyou knew that he didn't want to blame himself, it just so happened that he didn't dare to face him anymore, otherwise he wouldn't know that he would be so weak lying on the bed, What would a person with such a pitiful expression do...

So Hui Xiaoyou stood up quickly, covered Jiang Xin with the quilt, then retreated to the door and said, "I see... I'll do it now, you can rest for a while, I'll call you when it's done."

"Okay, thanks for your hard work, brother." Jiang Xin nodded obediently.

Hui Xiaoyou closed the door for him in the next second, turned around and went to the kitchen, that speed was comparable to running away.

The djembe has been played in my heart, and the little snakes transformed from countless emotions are dancing to the beat of the drum.

Hui Xiaoyou felt that he had never been so awkward, so nervous, and so restless as he is now since he was a child.

Obviously, since he realized his feelings for Jiang Xin, it was no longer possible for him to simply treat him as a junior.

Even the eye contact has become like a thief.

Hui Yue suddenly became frightened.If Jiang Xin can't accept this matter, and he still can't pretend nothing happened, how will the two of them get along in the future?I can't just get closer to him when Jiang Xin gets closer to him, and he'll be surprised like he's taken the wrong medicine...

No, it will definitely not work if it goes on like this.Hui Yue shook his head vigorously as if convulsing.

But at this moment, he suddenly thought of the fiery look in Jiang Xin's eyes when he looked at him before.

just in case……

If Jiang Xin likes him too, wouldn't that be just right? !

But is there such a coincidence?

What if he doesn't like it, what should I do...

Hui Xiaoyou suddenly took a long breath of air-conditioning, feeling like he was on a roller coaster, the ups and downs almost made him vomit.

Fortunately, no matter how scary the roller coaster is, it will reach the end, no matter how anxious Hui Xiaoyou is, he won't really let his reason feed the dog.He tortured himself for a long time, and finally thought of a way to delay the attack when the egg fried rice was about to come out of the pan. Anyway, he first solved the "imminent need" at the moment.

Hui Xiaoyou thought it over, he wanted to find out Jiang Xin's tone first.

As for the result, no matter good or bad, he must be prepared to bear it.