Liu's Pharmacist Hall

4.

On the fifth day, the indicators of Shu Fangqiu continued to improve, the platelets increased, the parameters of the ventilator had been further lowered, and the internal environment was basically stable, but the mind still did not recover, the physical examination showed a light coma state, and the head CT scan was still normal.Liu Xiyan contacted Wu Tingfang the night before and asked him if he could ask Chen Ze to help Shu Fangqiu with fortune-telling.Early in the morning, Wu Yanfang called Liu Xiyan and said, "I sent you WeChat with Chen Ze's comments." Liu Xiyan opened WeChat, and Wu Yitingfang took a picture of Chen Ze's words on a piece of toilet paper. And sent over, four words, none of them understand.

Liu Xiyan had no choice but to call Wu Tingfang, expressing implicitly that he was not good at calligraphy, and hoped that the master could tell him in print.

Wu Tingfang immediately sent a printed text: "Fate hangs on two willows."

After Ye Wenxuan read the comments, he began to talk with Liu Xi about life, ideals, marriage, and family. Finally, when he talked about infertility, he talked about Shu Fangqiu with tears in his eyes.

"I think, no matter what request your brother has refused you, at this time you should let go of all your pride and help A Qiu. I dare to tell you that A Qiu should be fine. There is no other way, but your brother has great powers, right?" Liu Xiyan said, "I'm just going to call him."

"If necessary, you can have a vacation to communicate with him."

Liu Xiyan took out his mobile phone to call Liu Xisheng, but the phone rang, and Liu Xisheng took the initiative to call.Liu Xiyan picked up the phone, before he could say "Brother", Liu Xiyan said, "Lie down in a safe place." "What's the safe way?"

"You won't die directly because of the separation of the bardo."

"...You said that I want to get out of my body?"

"You only have 15 seconds, so to speak."

Liu Xiyan put down the phone, and spoke very quickly to Ye Wenxuan, who was full of expectations: "Leader, put me in bed 2, next to Aqiu, and the ventilator is ready. If I am not breathing, I can be intubated on the machine. My mind is shallow." Deep coma, no matter how brain-dead it looks, don't give up rescue!" "Who are you talking about?" Ye Wenxuan looked blank.

"I!"

In the next second, Liu Xiyan looked down from the sky and saw that his body was in a paralyzed state and fell straight backwards. Fortunately, Marven Ye quickly caught his shoulders with his sharp eyes and laid him flat on the ground.

He saw the leader start to pat him on the shoulder and call his name. After getting no response, he began to touch the carotid artery and check his breathing. It seemed that the breathing and heartbeat were still there, so the leader opened his eyelids to look at the pupils.

Liu Xiyan was worried that he would have to do a full physical examination, when Liu Xisheng slowly descended in front of him from above.This is the first time Liu Xiyan has seen Liu Xisheng's bardo body: it turned out to be wearing long hair and ancient white pajamas—wrong, this outfit is very much like the ancient criminal Qiu Wenzhan.

"Brother, have you time-traveled?"

"Yes, I have seized the house for more than thirty years."

"...if I remember correctly, you just celebrated your 30th birthday."

"You're absolutely right."

"Brother, can you speak Mandarin?"

Before Liu Xi finished speaking, he saw two human-shaped things, one black and one white, walking quickly to his body, the black one hooked with a hook-like thing for a long time to no avail, and the white one made a sound: "Hey, Old Hei, I can’t think of a place where you’ve been planted twice in a row.” Hei urn said softly, “I’d like to see who is so courageous! Go back and watch the surveillance!” Liu Xiyan watched them go away, then turned to ask Liu Xisheng: “ Who is this?"

"Soul hooker."

"I am dead?"

Liu Xisheng shook his head: "No, they have quota tasks every day, and they always violate the law and enforce the law. If they get into trouble with any hospital, they will go to the ICU. They will not check the life and death records." "Hell doesn't care?"

"In the past, there were tens of millions of people, but now there are more than one billion. How can we manage them? Except for the life and death of the key surveillance objects, everyone else is careless." Liu Xiyan suddenly realized: "You said just now that they are fighting with our hospital? Isn't that a coincidence?" There is no cure if you report critical illness?" "They made a self-made scoring table, the key is to look at the number of doctors and the frequency of shifts, as long as they are particularly busy on shifts, they will bully them." Liu Xiyan looked at Liu Xisheng's serious nonsense face, thinking that he was right The profound skepticism of human nature stems from having such an elder brother.But if you want to doubt, you can only trust - otherwise, the experience of being unlucky is too debilitating.

Liu Xiyan silently followed behind Liu Xisheng, ignoring the chaotic ward, feeling the weight loss and the extreme lightness and various senses seemed to return to the sensitive experience of infancy.

At the top of the stairs, Liu Xiyan suddenly thought, since there is no body that cannot survive the fall, he might as well just jump down.

Just as he was about to make a jump, Liu Xisheng turned to him and shook his head, and said, "Follow me, don't jump. Three feet away from me, the soul body will be blown thousands of miles away by the wind when it jumps, and any seductress will come to him " Liu Xiyan stopped jumping, looked at the white coat he was wearing, and suddenly felt quite awkward: "I didn't take off my work clothes." "Do you want to take it off?"

Liu Xiyan thought of He Yi: "I guess there is no way to take it off?"

"There are only two choices: to take off or not to take off."

"..."

Voices are audible, noisier and more subtle than before.The sound of children crying in the consulting room, the sound of adults coaxing.

Liu Xiyan passed through some of the outpatient clinics where he passed his menstruation every day in novelty. Before the autumn typhoon came, a draft was blown in from the door of the outpatient building, blowing through his ears and between his fingers very clearly, but his hair and clothes did not move at all.

Liu Xisheng, who was walking in front, had grown long hair at some point, but it was fluttering in the wind.The thin white jacket was also blown by the wind, and the scene seemed familiar.

"Where are we going?" Liu Xiyan finally came to his senses.

"Go talk to your colleagues."

Liu Xiyan remembered that when he came out, it was still daytime, and after walking with Liu Xisheng for a while, the surroundings began to become dark and unclear, like the feeling of walking in the forest on a foggy morning, unable to see clearly, but heard the animals running and murmuring.

Is this still near the hospital?Or is it already a yin and yang?

But Liu Xisheng's back was extremely clear, as if it was burned on the retina, and when he saw it, it hurt from the fundus of his eyes to his chest.

what is the problem?

After an unknown amount of time, the sound of water began to appear around them.

There are still sounds from animals in the environment, some roaring, some whining, some whispering, and there seems to be laughter.

Liu Xiyan suddenly realized: How can animals laugh?

"Brother, what's the sound?"

"The sound of the wind."

Immediately, Liu Xi's voice stopped, and Liu Xiyan saw a small dim light. Behind the light was a bridge whose length was invisible.Standing by the lamp was an old lady, wearing a gray top and bottom. There was a wooden bucket in front of her, holding a wooden bowl in her hand.There was a man in front of the bridge, wearing a hospital gown on the upper body and naked on the lower body.He lingered, as if he wanted to take the wooden bowl from the old woman's hand.

It took Liu Xiyan a while to recognize that it was Shu Fangqiu.

"A ball!"

Shu Fangqiu turned his head, the endotracheal tube was still inserted in his mouth, and the urinary catheter was connected to his lower body. The surgical scars on his body were fresh and dazzling, and even the electrodes were still attached to his body.

When Shu Fangqiu saw Liu Xiyan, he looked like he saw a ghost.

"Why were you... brought down?"

"I'm coming to get you back."

Shu Fangqiu asked hesitantly, "Can I go back?"

"Why not? You have both breathing and heartbeat, and the respiratory center is fine." Liu Xiyan reached out to pull the Shufang ball, "Your girlfriend is pregnant." Without pulling the Shufang ball, Liu Xiyan's hand just grabbed the air.Liu Xiyan caught again, this time the target was Liu Xisheng, but he still missed.

Visible but intangible, like light and shadow.The lights in front of the bridge became familiar, as if he had passed by here thousands of times, every time he stretched out his hand, but he never touched the person he wanted to touch.Sorrow filled his chest uncontrollably, and he stared blankly at Liu Xisheng who had arrived by his side at some point.

Liu Xisheng also looked at him, standing under the lights in front of the bridge, his expression looked so calm.

"Heavy Lake..."

Memories poured into the brain, broken and messy, the practice field after autumn, blood flowing like rivers, mountains of knives, frying pans, the way of animals, and the way of hungry ghosts.

heavy lake.

However, in the next second, those memories seemed to be swallowed by the crack, and disappeared like a cloud at noon, leaving only confusion and pain behind the breastbone.

That's where the heart is.

"I'm tired. I don't want to go back." Shu Fangqiu's words were all Liu Xiyan heard.

"why?"

"I know that Li Fei is pregnant. If she is pregnant, she will definitely get married, give birth, and raise her. I have studied medicine for so many years, and I don't know anything other than being a doctor. How can I raise them? My parents are also old, and I like this You have to put more burden on them." "How come? Your body just needs time to recover..." Liu Xiyan suddenly stopped talking.

Shu Fangqiu smiled wryly: "Do you think I still have the courage to wear a white coat again?"

"You can change careers..." Liu Xiyan looked at the half of the endotracheal tube, and was at a loss for words.

"It doesn't matter if you don't have a vacation, and it doesn't matter if you are tired from work. In fact, I like being a doctor." Shu Fangqiu murmured, "I can't cure everyone, but I can really help them. Last week in the outpatient clinic, a couple took With a two-month-old baby coming for a physical examination, I ran into me on the way and said to me: Thank you, Dr. Shu. I am happy for a day. Ah Liu, you must know that feeling, right?" "Yeah."

"I studied medicine for ten years and worked as a doctor for five years. I never thought of leaving this profession." Shu Fangqiu said, "That day, I just said: You'd better test the quality of your semen..." Liu Xiyan said: "Don't Think again."

"I have done nothing wrong. I have never been cruel to patients. I have never confiscated a single red envelope. I have never prescribed a large prescription. I have never been there when a patient asked me to eat out of gratitude. I have been working for five years and never took a weekend off. During holidays and holidays, Li Fei and I quarreled over this matter countless times. I am afraid when I think about it, we really have a child, and when he grows up in the future, he will definitely blame me for never having time to accompany him." Shu Fangqiu said "So, maybe it's God's will. Without me, Li Fei can not have this embryo, and can have a different life. I have worked for so many years, and I don't have time to go back to my hometown to see my parents. Having my son is like nothing. I My younger brother and my younger sister are called filial piety, without me, there is no difference with me." Shu Fangqiu said to himself at the end: "In two years, no one will remember me." Liu Xiyan shook his head, but said I can't speak.

Liu Xisheng said: "Shall I let you see them before making a decision?"

Regardless of Shu Fangqiu's willingness or not, a panda appeared in front of him, trying to connect, and a full-screen video soon appeared in front of him.

Ge Lifei and her sister were sitting in front of Shu Fangqiu's hospital bed. Ge Lifei was putting her head on Shu Fangqiu's hand, whispering something.

The elder sister hesitated to speak, the phone rang, the elder sister answered the phone a few times, and said impatiently: "Understood."

After a moment of silence, my sister said, "Mom just called to ask."

Griffey ignored her.

"She asked Ah Qiu how he is now."

"Isn't that the question?" Griffey didn't look up.

My sister sighed.

"You told mom that I was going to be born."

"It's been more than ten days, don't you give up?"

"Give up? He's fine. Director Ye said he doesn't want to wake up for the time being." Griffey said softly, "He'll come back when he's figured it out."

The video began to become blurred, Shu Fangqiu stood there in a daze, watching the scene change to the outside of the ward.

Parents and younger siblings were sitting outside the ward, not talking to each other, just sitting like that.As if the pause button was pressed, no one got up after an unknown period of time.

"Aren't they going to work?" Shu Fangqiu started talking to himself again.

At this time, he became transparent, and finally disappeared. The wooden bowl fell to the ground and turned in a circle.

The old woman left the wooden barrel, picked up the wooden bowl, lowered her head, and said, "Are you here again?"

Liu Xi responded, "Yes."

"Across the bridge?"

"No."