most wanted

It is impossible for a person to live alone, this is what most people think.

But in the past ten years of Xie Wenyi's life, he has been violating the survival rules of most people, because many times, the environment and birth cannot be chosen.

In the dark, all he can feel is survival, and maybe occasionally he can see a little bit of sunlight, even if there is, it is still out of reach.

He wants to leave this dirty, corrupt and disorderly old city. He is a good student, and he belongs to the group of people who study easily but can achieve good results. Perhaps this is his only way.

But the human mind is very strange, easily controlled by others, constrained by the environment, thus constantly doubting oneself.

More often, he would think, is all this really useful?

The sun cannot shine on the already corrupted old city, but people can.

The first ray of sunshine he met was a little gangster named Gu Congsu, who was stupid and foolish to follow a "famous" hooligan in the city, and the result was no different from most people, and he was reduced to an outcast in times of crisis .

On that day, Xie Wenyi only passed by occasionally, and the Dafei group had long been upset with him. Xie Wenyi didn't want to have too much interaction with them unless he had to. He had no intention of becoming a "hero" in the old town.

The man fell to the ground, his black-rimmed glasses were thrown far away, and he held his head in his hands, revealing a red and swollen eye.

Stubborn and persistent, somewhat like myself.

Xie Wenyi made a move that day.

From then on, this man named Gu Congsu moved to his home and became his first family member.

He doesn't know how to cook, and even does things in a daze. Xie Wenyi is very curious about how he has survived here till now.

Gu Congsu touched his head and smiled: "So I followed a boss, and it turned out...you saw it too."

Gu Congsu also asked him back: "Seeing that you look bad, why don't you even have a younger brother?"

Xie Wenyi ignored him.

After a long time, Gu Congsu also understood that he was an outlier in the old city. He could read, fight, refused to admit defeat, good-looking, with a wide range of skills. In short, there are quite a lot of people.

Xie Wenyi is different from everyone he knew before. Gu Congsu's intuition told him that this is his forever family.

Ever since Gu Congsu became a pendant on his leg, Da Fei and his group became more and more annoyed at him. They came to provoke him every five days, and fighting has become a common occurrence.

They are not Xie Wenyi's opponents, but they are more than enough to deal with Gu Congsu. Xie Wenyi is studying and working, and it is impossible to be at home all the time, so there is another kind of "fun" in his life, and he looks for Gu Congsu all over the city.

Sometimes he was locked in a small dark room, and sometimes he was hung on the roof, and there were endless tricks.

Here, no one will take care of them at all, all they have is themselves.

Xie Wenyi has no family members, and all his living expenses come from working by himself, and it is impossible for him to work in broad daylight at his age, he can only work at night.

Li Qing became his second friend. She was a beautiful girl with a good personality and a cheerful personality.Regardless of gender, whether you can be friends or not is sometimes decided at first sight.

Her life is not good either. She has an autistic younger sister, and the burden of the family falls on her alone. Perhaps only people in the same situation can truly understand each other.

Family members are used for encouragement and warmth. It is true to say that birds of a feather flock together and people form groups.

Li Qing would often come over to cook, and she and Gu Congsu also had a good time, and Xie Wenyi would also send her home if the bar work was over too late.

Other than that, there is nothing else, and there can be no other.

Xie Wenyi knew exactly what kind of person he liked.

But such a person, bathed in the warm breath of sunshine, was sent into this dirty and messy place by fate.

Destiny is something that always comes out by surprise.

The first time I saw him, Xie Wenyi leaned against the pillar to hide from Da Fei and his group. The man was standing there in a clean and dazzling blue and white school uniform pushing a bicycle.

The four eyes met, and the appearance of the other party was imprinted in the deepest part of the pupil.

But he was quickly stopped by Da Fei's group. Xie Wenyi saw that he looked like an obedient student and was ready to make a move, but he didn't want to hear that person say "no" and "no."

Simple, direct and wanton and casual, very much like himself.

Xie Wenyi came out and led Da Fei away.

He had thought it was the only intersection of their lives.

However, on the same day a week later, they met again, and this time they teamed up to save a passing high school girl.

Xie Wenyi was a little surprised, his skills were very good, and he couldn't match this face no matter what.

His name was Ren Ran, and he became more interested in him.

The debris on the ground hurt him, and this obedient student unexpectedly took him home to apply medicine. Xie Wenyi was a little bit dumbfounded, but he still agreed because he wanted to understand him.

However, when he saw his beautiful and tidy villa, a good environment for growing up, and caring for his family, Xie Wenyi clearly understood that reality is reality.

He admits to his inferiority complex and withdrawal in that moment.

Ren Ran changed him into a cute Pikachu outfit, and Xie Wenyi looked at himself in the mirror. Although it was a bit funny, he knew in his heart that this was a very beautiful thing.

There are neat textbooks and reference books on the desk, which meet the standards of a good student.

When Ren Ran asked him if he knew that girl, when he answered "no", Xie Wenyi thought Ren Ran's slightly surprised expression was very cute.

A serious, good student and good son, Xie Wenyi's eyes on him wanted to see through his soul, because he felt that Ren Ran was not such a person.

He told Ren Ran that many orders and rules would not work in places like the old city, and Ren Ran also rescued him. This is a human instinct.

In addition to reference books, Ren Ran also has a cabinet of mystery novels.

Xie Wenyi usually doesn't read these things very much, but these are Gu Congsu's hobbies. He took down a copy and saw Tianming.

When leaving, he turned around and looked back at the beautiful villa again.

The irritability and self-ashamedness in his heart disturbed him again. They will not see each other again, not anymore.

After class that day, Xie Wenyi passed by the bookstore and went in to buy a novel that he hadn't finished reading last night. The book was called For N.

Many times, the more you avoid something, the more it disrupts your life beyond speed.

He met Ren Ran again, and together they found Gu Congsu who was locked up. Xie Wenyi even said in his heart that he should not be physically honest and brought him back home.

There is a strong contrast between his own home and his home.

But Ren Ran found it very interesting, and even looked at the blank and dazzling textbook on the table, and concluded that he was a scumbag.

Not long after, Ren Ran's cell phone rang. In such a small room, the loud voice on the other end of the phone could be heard clearly, asking him why he didn't go to cram school.

Xie Wenyi's heart, which was still high just now, sank. When he sent Ren Ran away, Ren Ran asked him where he was studying along the way.

Xie Wenyi especially wanted to tease him, and said with a smile: "You finish the 5-year college entrance examination and 3-year simulation for me, and I will tell you."

At the intersection, Ren Ran turned left, he turned right.

As if destined, Xie Wenyi said: "Don't come here again."

For a whole month, Xie Wenyi didn't see Ren Ran again, he thought he would never appear again.

He sat on the railing of the roof and looked into the distance. The night shrouded the old city, only the outlines were deep and shallow.

"Boss, what are you looking at?" Gu Congsu walked onto the rooftop, as if talking to himself, "Ren Ran hasn't been here for a long time, I think he is a very interesting person, and I want to chat with him again .”

"He won't be coming."

"Why? Because he is not of the same kind as us?" Gu Congsu turned around and leaned against the railing, looking at Xie Wenyi's calm face, he felt unspeakable irony: "Fuck, who stipulates that only people of the same kind can be friends."

Gu Congsu took a deep breath, "Boss, I think Ren Ran gives people a very different feeling, how can I say this..." Gu Congsu grabbed his hair and racked his brains to find adjectives: "He suppressed himself a bit. To be honest, you are all great people. You are not like me. I really can't achieve anything. Be a man, be honest with yourself, and don't be restrained too much. If you look back after many years, you will regret it. That's a fool."

The darkness before dawn gradually faded, and the first ray of morning light climbed into the sky.

Xie Wenyi became active. He wanted to leave here. In the remaining month of summer vacation, he signed up for the provincial mathematics competition. Because of his excellent grades, he was offered an olive branch by another high school in the provincial capital. He agreed without hesitation.

Not only for the future, but also for the clean and pure blue and white school uniform, Ren Ran is also in that school.

He thought he would see him on the first day of school on September [-]st, but he didn't expect to see Ren Ran again in the old city the day before.

They escaped from an old building that was on fire, and then threw off the traffic police in uniform. Every time they met, it was always such a messy scene.

They went back to Xie Wenyi's house, Li Qing also came that day, and cooked for them by the way.

Ren Ran's expression was a bit awkward, Xie Wenyi saw through his thoughts, and only said to him cryptically: "See you tomorrow."

Not surprisingly, on the second day, he saw Ren Ran's shocked and delighted expression.

Xie Wenyi understood that they all had the same thoughts.

He has to work at night and is often late. Ren Ran even made a schedule for him, and even turned it into an alarm clock to wake him up every morning.

Ren Ran came to the old town more often, and they spent a lot of time together, reading books, doing homework, gossiping, and talking about their lofty dreams.

Xie Wenyi suddenly felt that such sunshine should appear in a person's life, and Ren Ran was his sunshine and his last persistence.

Christmas Eve is the most important day for Gu Congsu every year. He defines this day as his birthday. Xie Wenyi guessed that he would invite Ren Ran to come with him, but Da Fei and his group always choose such a good day to cause trouble.

Da Fei provocatively wanted to have a fight with him, but Gu Congsu reminded him that he couldn't do anything, the college entrance examination was going to be next year, and he couldn't make trouble at this time, Xie Wenyi hesitated, he wanted to stay with Ren Ran in the sunny place.

At a critical moment, Ren Ran appeared, Xie Wenyi was a little amused, why every time they met they were in such an uncomfortable situation, and as a good student, Ren Ran was very easy to fight.

"It's not something we provoked. Don't be afraid if you act righteously. Self-defense is always okay." Ren Ran smiled.

Li Qing brought the police, it was the nosy traffic policeman, his name was Wang Jinglun.

Gu Congsu talked about his own life experience, and the tragic things came out of his mouth as if the protagonist was not himself. Xie Wenyi felt that Ren Ran was uncomfortable. People like him always put themselves in other people's shoes and think .

He's nice, really nice.

On Saturday, Xie Wenyi went to his real hometown once. This is the house where his parents used to live. It was in a large area of ​​old Shikumen residences. After he was taken by his grandmother to live together in the old city, he never returned. If it wasn't for the imminent demolition here, he might never come back for the rest of his life.

On that day, Ren Ran also came.

In the small room where he used to live, Xie Wenyi talked about himself.

He rarely talks about his past to others, he doesn't want to be so hypocritical, and he doesn't want to be sympathized with.

Ren Ran gave him a hug suddenly, simple and quiet, but it seemed to give him a heavy blow.

"You are not alone now."

Xie Wenyi didn't take anything away, with Ren Ran, everything here doesn't matter anymore.

The relationship between him and Ren Ran didn't need to be announced, each of them kept it in their hearts, Xie Wenyi thought that it would not be too late after the college entrance examination.

Once when he and Ren Ran were walking on the road, he bumped into Ren Ran's parents, decent and traditional, they looked at him with unwelcoming eyes.

Xie Wenyi should have thought that everything could not be too smooth.

Later, in order to fill in the application form, Ren Ran had trouble with his family again.

It would be a lie to say that Xie Wenyi didn't blame himself, but he felt that he was not good enough, but at this moment he understood that he didn't want to give up either Ren Ran or Dream.

Before the college entrance examination, they met at the playground, and Xie Wenyi put one of his earrings on Ren Ran's right ear.

"Do you know what it means when a man wears an earring in his right ear?"

When Xie Wenyi asked him this way, he knew that Ren Ran must know, because he was the same, and had been waiting for such a person to appear.

With the soft touch of their lips and the real and warm breath of the other party, they saw the truest selves in each other's eyes.

What Xie Wenyi didn't expect was that he had waited so hard for the person, but he lost it in a short period of time, and it was very painful to ask for it.

Ren Yan approached Xie Wenyi once, this was the first time he met Ren Ran's sister, he had a feeling that Ren Yan knew everything, so she returned the earrings with the chain to Xie Wenyi.

"You take it back first, I believe it won't be kept with you for too long." Ren Yan said.

"You..." On the contrary, Xie Wenyi didn't know what to say.

"Why!" Ren Yan raised her eyebrows and asked back, "Give up?"

"without thanks."

The day Ren Ran left was No.20 in May. It was a very ironic day. Not saying goodbye is the best farewell. We will definitely meet again.

Xie Wenyi successfully graduated and engaged in game development. This was Ren Ran's dream, and it was also his dream. As long as all this is still there, no matter where you are, we will always be together.

The confused Gu Congsu also found his goal. He wanted to "be a cow and a horse" for Xie Wenyi for the rest of his life. He was actually very smart and a genius.Li Qing and Li Yin, who is highly skilled in painting, also joined them. The most important thing is that Xie Wenyi convinced Yin Shan, who is well-known in the game industry, that everything is moving in the direction he expected.

Since Xie Wenyi posted on the forum, he has received many replies, and one of them has attracted his attention. His dreams and hobbies remind him of Ren Ran.

is it you?

After five years, at the airport, Xie Wenyi saw the person he kept in his heart all the time. He was mature but still the same as before.

I remember everything all the time, but you forgot.

Ren Ran was accidentally sent to the hospital again in order to chase the person who stole their CD. This time it was quite serious, and he never woke up.

Ren Ran's attending doctor is a mature woman wearing glasses. She said: "The human brain has a very complicated structure. It is difficult to awaken a person's consciousness, but it is by no means impossible. The important memories of important people are always It's all there, you need to find it."

The woman seemed to have guessed their unusual relationship, she helped the frame down, and said: "There must be something unforgettable between you, right. To be honest, Ren Ran is the most serious patient I have ever met. I am competitive. I'm very strong, and I don't want to admit defeat, I will definitely do my best."

Her name is Meng Jing. When Xie Wenyi saw her in the game, he was also very shocked. Fate and accidents are really elusive.

Xie Wenyi wanted to use the game to wake up Ren Ran, but he didn't expect a fatal error in the program, and what made him even more collapsed was that even if he entered the system, he couldn't find Ren Ran, because there was no such player.

Ren Ran changed his game ID to an NPC and a specific background under this identity, and he once again forgot about Xie Wenyi.

The time in the game is different from the time in reality, Xie Wenyi couldn't calculate it.

It took only one month from Ren Ran's second car accident to Xie Wenyi's entry into the game, but it may have been several decades in the system.

Xie Wenyi replaced Ren Ran with an exchange card and became an NPC.

This time I will wait for you instead.

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Everything is back on track.

The program of the game has been reorganized and modified, and the deadliest technology has also reset the magnetic field. It has been more than a month since the game was reopened.

The new office has been decorated, and office supplies have been delivered one after another. Ren Ran and Xie Wenyi have been busy here all afternoon, and the setting sun shines in a large area of ​​golden light through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

"The view is really good." Ren Ran said with a smile.

[That is, there is no doubt about your manly vision. 】

Ren Ran looked at the computer on the table, "Shameless" addressed Xie Wenyi from "my man" to "your man".

Xie Wenyi went to take out the trash, there was no one else in the office except him.

"Miss the most beautiful announcer, I want to ask you a question." Ren Ran said.

[You actually asked the question sincerely, then I will tell you mercifully, just say it. 】

"Why can't anyone remember what happened after entering the game except us?"

[You asked a good question, actually I don't know, I guess it has something to do with the program your man set up on your game ID, wouldn't it be better, after all, you have experienced life and death. 】

"Well, no matter what kind of thing, good or bad, I don't want to forget about him."

"What are you talking about?" Xie Wenyi walked in. There were two earrings hanging from his right ear, one of which was bought by Ren Ran, and the one that belonged to him was now on Ren Ran's right ear.

"I didn't say anything." Ren Ran also remembered an important thing, he looked at Xie Wenyi: "I have always wanted to know whether you are really rich or really poor."

Xie Wenyixin said that he still remembered that he used Gu Congsu's Alipay to pay for the bill in the system, and he was so persistent that he did not give up any details.

"The system is messed up. I'm an NPC. My payment is nothing more than the actual benefits of the system. I was afraid that the system would notice me, so I used Gu Congsu's Alipay." After finishing speaking, he immediately added: "That world This is a copy, and everyone has no loss."

Ren Ran understood, and once again admired the system's incomparable calculations in his heart, they really had a lot of luck in winning.

"At least I demolished two houses. I have a house but no mortgage, and I have a car." Xie Wenyi threw a bunch of keys from his bag to him.

This speed!

"When did you buy it?" Ren Ran was really surprised. The game received rave reviews after it was launched, and they are already preparing for a new game project. Everyone is very busy, and Xie Wenyi has to take care of the new office. , When did he go to buy a house!

"secret."

"what?"

【I know!He used a computer to search for information and pay, Ren Ran, Ren Ran, you return your man to me, and I will tell you. 】

"Forget it, I don't want to know anymore, he is my man is more important than this." Ren Ran raised his eyebrows and smiled.

【…】

The light of the setting sun shines on Xie Wenyi's dark pupils with a strange light.

Ren Ran suddenly felt that this feeling was familiar, Xie Wenyi took his hand and walked out.

"Where are you going? New house?"

"Ah."

"Wait, didn't I invite them to dinner?"

"Let the pigeons go, don't eat them."

"That's okay too?"

"I'm the boss, I have the final say, what can't be done!"

Tsk tsk, this momentum.

"Go back quickly, I have eaten you."

Ren Ran recalled that night in the game, and muttered without fear of death: "Didn't I eat it a long time ago."

Xie Wenyi heard it, and replied: "Don't mention the past, live in the present."

The door closed, and the computer screen flickered unrelentingly,

[Congratulations to the two of you for achieving the following achievements. You have endured hardships and slept with your sweetheart. 】

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