Religious Faith

When we got outside Lao Dao's house, someone asked, "Brother Wen, knock on the door now?"

"Yeah." I nodded to him.

The little brother was at the door by himself, and the rest of the people stepped aside, lest Lao Dao would be alert and not open the door when he saw so many people outside through the peephole.

Hearing the sound of his knock on the door, I felt a little nervous. I clenched my fists lightly. My palms were sweaty and my heart was pounding. The sound seemed abrupt here.Everyone looked at me, and I smiled at them and shook my head, indicating that they were all right.

It's time for revenge... I gently closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and told myself not to get too excited.

"Is anyone there?" The younger brother was still knocking on the door, but no one answered.

Time passed by, and still no one responded.The fifth child said to me: "Brother, maybe there is really no one today, why don't we go back first and come tomorrow."

I shook my head and said, "They are all here, maybe they are having a good time and don't have time to pay attention to someone knocking on the door."

"Success, then let's remove the door." Just as Lao Wu was about to give instructions, I stopped him and said, "Fifth brother, why are you so busy doing everything?"

"What are you afraid of!"

"It's not about whether you're afraid or not. Eldest brother is busy recently, so there's no need to make any noise and bother him because of my affairs."

He glanced at me and said, "You are really different from others..."

I smiled lightly, yes, if it was someone else, they would have relied on some reliance to be lawless, but this kind of death is also very fast, I don't want to die so early.I asked them, "Which of you can pick a lock?"

"Xiao Liu met, but he didn't come."

"Bullshit..." Lao Wu scolded.

"Then which one of you has thin wire?"

A young man handed me a slightly bent wire, and I tried it, and it was fine and hard.

The fifth child asked, "Where did it come from?"

"I picked it up at my feet." On the side of his body, I saw some fake flower branches, plastic pipes, broom sticks and so on.

My hand holding the wire froze for a moment, petrified for a moment.Most of these young people are idle and have never done any housework, but I know that this is clearly something used to clear the toilet.

……It doesn't matter.I comforted myself, it's not like I haven't touched these excrements, I've played more SIMs...

But the more I think about it, the more disgusting I feel, forget it, don't think about it.

I turned around silently, and then opened this old lock three times, five times and two times.

The fifth brother and all the younger brothers looked at me in surprise, and I sighed secretly in my heart. I have admitted that I have made crooked thoughts for money, and this kind of lock is so easy to open, why worry about it?But in the end I still didn’t choose the path of theft. I was just forced to be cornered and confused for a while, but in the end I thought about it clearly. Why should I pay the debt for me with an innocent person in this matter?

I said: "This is the first time to practice, and I can't come with advanced locks." Having said that, the lock opened with a "click".

I went in and they followed.The walls of this house are bare, dirty and messy, the floor is full of rubbish, a strange smell blows over us, we can't help but cover our noses and frowned.

There was no one in the living room, and a room with a closed door caught our attention. I stretched out my hand, and the younger brother behind handed me a stick. I walked forward and gently pushed the door open.

This is a bedroom, and there are three people in the bedroom, they are: A Fen, Lao Dao, and Xiao Long.

The three of them were all naked, Lao Dao and A Fen were having sex on the bed, while Xiao Long was lying on the ground, his whole body limp and satisfied.It seems that they are playing a three-person game, and Xiaolong is exhausted, so he quits first.

There was an overturned "curling" on the ground, and the water in it spilled all over the ground. It seemed that they had slipped past it not long ago.

Because of taking the medicine and investing in it, Lao Dao and A Fen didn't notice us coming in, and Xiaolong closed his eyes and didn't hear anyone coming.

"One or all?" Old Five asked me.

I spit out two words: "All..."

In the next second, the fifth person rushed forward, picked up Lao Dao and A Fen, and threw them to the ground fiercely. Only then did the three notice that there was an uninvited guest.Old Dao Mi stared blankly, stuck out his tongue and asked, "Who are you...?"

I didn't say anything, just took a plastic bottle and walked to the bathroom. I was almost suffocated by the musty smell, and I don't know how long they haven't cleaned the toilet.But since you want to take revenge, then do it thoroughly.I first squeezed out some air from the bottle, then reached into the toilet, let go of my hand, let the water be sucked into the bottle, and finally I took the bottle to Lao Dao and poured it on his face with a blank expression. on the head.

A younger brother said in surprise: "Brother Wen..."

"Brother Wen...you're awesome..."

Even if the rest don’t speak, they have other opinions about me. They will no longer think that I am just a person who relies on my hard work in bed to please others. They will think that I am cruel and black-bellied.But what does it matter to me?So don't care what they think.

This water is not ordinary water. Judging by the color, it can be seen that they have not flushed their excrement for at least two days. It is brown and yellow, and it smells very strong.As soon as this move was made, everyone around took a few steps back, only I didn't care.Now that I have sold everything, am I still afraid of these things?I'm already on the rocks, I have nothing to be afraid of, I'm not afraid of losing myself, this life is already as light as dust, but I must be good now, because Jinze hasn't woken up yet, he can't live without me.

I have resigned myself to depravity, and I will degenerate to the end.

And I have become like this now... No, it is us who have become like this. Although I am responsible, Lao Dao and the others are absolutely inseparable!Can my fault be used as a reason for their violence? !Because of my fault, they can treat our lives like ants? !They get away with hurting us because of my fault? !

Since the morals of the world cannot find justice for us...then I will find it myself.

I knelt down and asked him quietly, "Do you still remember who I am?"

He was being choked up, and he didn't answer in time when he heard my question.

I kicked him in the face and said sharply, "Didn't you hear me?!!!"

While vomiting acid water, he tried to open his eyes to look at me. After a while, he asked, "Who are you..."

who I am……

I laughed at myself, how much has changed?

it seems to be like this……

I used to have black hair, sportswear, black and white eyes, very bright.Likes skipping classes, likes to watch Li Jinze, likes to put octopus and brown candies on his body, likes to ride horses, doesn't like to read books, has dreamed of being a star, is full of weird things in his head, and yells all day long to be with him He eloped... At that time, my father would ask me to hang lanterns with him during Chinese New Year... Our community is also very good in the city, so the balconies of every household are also very spacious and beautiful.The building of the community is European-style, but he wants to hang two big lanterns on it. I thought it was a bit rustic before. He said: "How conspicuous is this? Save yourself a silly child who hasn't come back for so long, and you can't find a home when you go out." gone."

……

But now, my hair is dyed burgundy, and I only buy expensive clothes. Now I open my wardrobe, most of them are clothes of first-line brands, and even the price of a scarf is the living expenses of an ordinary college student for a year; a bottle of perfume is used as toilet water. Use it, spray it in the air and walk over there yourself, it's my favorite thing to do.I seldom read books. If I do, I read some trendy magazines—this way I can have a common language with the female guests, and I won’t be ridiculed by them for being rustic.Every day after get off work, I go home and take a shower, then I fall asleep, and I sleep until noon before I go to see Li Jinze. If I still have some time, I go shopping and buy clothes, and when it's almost time, I go to work.I can't act like a baby to him anymore, I can't even hug him now.I don't have the energy to think about those strange things anymore, because I have to remember the preferences of each guest, remember their characteristics, analyze their personalities, and prescribe the right medicine for them.I still need to deal with these relationships and weave a network of contacts for myself. Networks will play a big role one day—especially on the day you have an accident, maybe someone will come to rescue you.I want everything under the bed to be exquisite, and the bed is unstoppable. I smoke, drink, and have sex until the early hours of the morning... My eyes are no longer clear, and I am no longer carefree.I suddenly remembered that my father said that the lantern was hanging for fear that I would not be able to find my way home... But what if the lantern is still hanging there now?Now, I can't go home anymore...

Yes, I have changed.

I asked them: "Which one of you can wake them up? Just torture them like this, I'm afraid I'll be tired if they don't have fear." I want them to wake up and watch me torture them, just like they did to us that night Same.If you don't return these doubles to them and make them empathize, how can this be called revenge?

"This kind of thing can't be rushed, we can only wait for the medicine to pass." A younger brother told me.

I nodded, then took out a mobile phone from Xiaolong's jacket pocket, flipped through the address book, and found a note in it that said "Liu Qiaoxiang". After thinking about it, I sent a text message, which read, "Ah fragrant".

After a while, there was a reply, "Why".

Sure enough, it was her. It turned out that her name was Liu Qiaoxiang.I asked her again, "Where are you now?"

"STALR bar."

In fact, it should be "STALL Bar", but Ah Xiang misspelled a letter.I continued to ask, "Which box?"

"Not in the private room, but having fun with Dazhi in the venue."

"Let's come out and meet, I got a good batch."

"It's a while, I still have something to do now."

"Okay, see you at the QZ bar on DJ Road at seven o'clock in the evening. If you don't come, I will break up with Lao Dao and the others."

"Understood, it will definitely be here! Save some for us!"

After reading the text message, I kicked Xiaolong over and inserted the phone into his back acupoint.He couldn't help the pain and couldn't help crying out.When I did this, I didn't have any expression on my face, but someone next to me scolded me.I looked up at him, and he hurriedly apologized: "Brother Wen, I didn't mean that..."

"You think I'm cruel, don't you?" I turned around and went to the bathroom to wash my hands without looking at his expression, and said to them while washing: "It's hard work today, brothers, and it's still two hours before seven o'clock, let's go eat first Have a meal, and then go to work." At the end, I gently shook the water on my hand, and said: "You can eat wherever you want, you are welcome."

They ordered a mid-to-high-end restaurant, I smiled and said: "It's okay, I happened to have eaten there a few times, and I can recommend some delicious dishes. But you can order whatever you want, don't polite."

As for the three of them, Lao Wu decided to leave the two younger brothers to watch them.

When I went downstairs, a younger brother handed me a pack of wet wipes, which seemed to be specially bought for me just now.I said thank you to him, and then wiped my fingers as I walked, very carefully.There are ten wet wipes in a pack, and I used up all of them, and the skin on my hands became firm and shiny.

I looked at the sunset in the sky, it was so beautiful.Perhaps, all the grudges will end tonight, and the next day we will continue our life trajectory.

But wouldn't it be nice that some things could turn the page?

It turns out... At that time, I was already so afraid of facing the past...

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