Religious Faith

I followed closely behind Li Jinze.We are all from City S, but I have left since junior high school to study in City B in the same province with my parents, so I am very unfamiliar with such a big city.

This is no longer the place where you can travel all over the city with just a few trains.

He seems to be able to adapt to this place very well, and the route planning along the way is well planned.

"where are we going?"

"Find a house."

We changed cars all the way and changed cars, and we walked for a while before we came to a very dilapidated apartment.

"Are we going to live here?" I was speechless.

"No way, it's hard to find a place like this." He looked at me and sighed, "We're staying here for the time being, you just settle in and wait for me to look for a new place to live."

He carries all the heavy luggage, a suitcase and a briefcase, and I only need to carry my schoolbag which weighs only a few catties.He and I entered the door, and there was a dull smell inside, as if it hadn't breathed out for a long time.There are several doors on one side of the wall, and from time to time someone comes out in their pajamas with a washbasin or tooth bowl, and their slippers squeak on the floor.

I frowned and asked, "Where did you find this place?"

"The senior lived here before, but he is going back to his hometown, so if I don't find a good house, I will live here first."

"Why is he leaving?"

"too much stress."

I blinked and asked, "Since Beijing is not good, why do we still come to Beijing..."

He smiled and said nothing.

This kind of apartment is similar to that of Guo Haizao and Mo Xiaobei in "Snail House", the place is narrow, only a bed, a table, chairs and a large wardrobe, and the rest of the things cannot be put in.Each room is less than ten square meters. Obviously, the large room is separated by a baffle, and there is no sound insulation, so we can hear the sound of love next door when we sleep at night.

His senior's room should be the cheapest, because there is no window and no heating, and it is only a few days away from due date.The rent is about three or four hundred a month, and that's it, there are no vacancies in this apartment yet.I think humans are really powerful animals, they can eat, drink and sleep normally in any living environment, and survive tenaciously.

Li Jinze loves cleanliness. As soon as he opened the door of the room, there was a musty smell. He handed over the luggage to me and asked me to wait at the door. He cleaned the room from top to bottom, and then put on clean sheets.

After I came back, I fell on the bed and prepared to have a good sleep, but the bed creaked, and I didn't dare to sleep anymore. I asked him: "Will the bed collapse?"

"No." He said, "You should get a good night's sleep first, and we will discuss the rest in the long run."

I said, "Come here and hug me to sleep."

"why?"

"You smell better than this."

He lay down next to me and I lay on his arm.I said, "Brother, you go to work tomorrow, right?"

"Well, go to work early and earn money to buy delicious food for Chengcheng."

"Hey..." I smirked twice: "You're quite romantic..."

He rubbed my hair and said, "Hey, go to sleep, I'm here..."

"Um……"

Now the temperature in Beijing is higher than that in City B.But it may be that I was tired and surprised, and I started to catch a cold and have a fever in the afternoon.

Except for the cold hands and feet, the rest of the body was hot.

My tonsils were inflamed, my throat was sore and swollen, my head was dizzy, and my mind went blank.Turning the eyeballs hurts the eye muscles, and the lips seem to be covered with a thin layer of skin, which is dry and has no elasticity at all.

He said, "You wait for me, I'll go buy medicine."

I grabbed him in a daze: "Don't..." The voice was hoarse like an old man dying of illness.

"Good." He took my hand off.

After a while I heard the sound of the door opening. He put the thermometer under my arm and boiled water to give me medicine.

38 degrees three.

"My face is hot..." I said.

He soaked his hands in cold water, then held my face with his hands, and gently stroked his eyes with his slender fingers.

"Comfortable……"

There was no heating, and I was so cold that I was shivering.I said, "Brother...it's cold..."

A corner of the quilt was lifted, and a person came in.The smooth and warm body was close to me, and I knew it was him.

I curled up on my side, and he was behind me, in the same position as me, fitting my body.He wrapped his arms around me and gently touched my face with the back of one hand.

After a long time, I started to sweat. He kissed my forehead and said, "It's not hot anymore."

I turned over and saw his chest.He took off all his clothes and warmed me with his body.I chirped lightly and said, "Brother, it's nice to have you here."

He asked, "Are you tired?"

"Ah."

He got up, put on his clothes, and said, "Go to sleep later."

"how about you?"

He also took part-time jobs as online translators, saying that he could earn more money this way. Since then, he has always stayed up until midnight after get off work to catch private work.I never knew he was so good, especially when it comes to work.He has a kind of temperament, which always makes me feel that no matter where he appears, no matter what situation he is in, he will not be said to be down and out.Although we were really not down and out at that time, he had some savings, and he worked so hard that it was difficult to live too badly.Right now it's just getting by.

"Is the salary not enough for us?"

He still smiled, and then said softly, "Go to sleep."

In the middle of the night, I started to have a fever again, which was even worse than in the afternoon, reaching 39 degrees.

No matter how much medicine I take, the fever will not go away.At this time, the sound of making love came from next door, and I said to Li Jinze in a daze, "Let's do it too...it might feel great..."

Li Jinze was silent for a while, and then said, "I'm not that beastly."

"I want..." Maybe I was so confused at that time that I didn't even know what I was talking about.

"Did you have a sperm in your head?" He dressed me, and then stopped the car behind my back to take me to the hospital.

When he told the doctor about the situation, I leaned aside.Later, I felt that the back of my hand was a little cold. I opened my eyes and saw that it was a nurse applying iodine, and then I watched a needle piercing my flesh. I instinctively called: "Li Jinze..."

He looked at me and said, "It's okay."

The nurse said, "Call me if you feel uncomfortable."

"Okay, I'm sorry." Li Jinze nodded to her.

After a while, he asked me, "How do you feel?"

"Hmm...my arm is cold."

He gently held the back of my hand and said, "So?"

"Hmm...it's better." I fell asleep, and he carried it back to me after the injection.

"I'll go by myself."

"Go to sleep, I can move by heart."

Late at night, Beijing is brightly lit with neon lights.The traffic is overwhelming, and the city is always moving so fast that I don't know when it will stop.

He stopped the car, and I slept on his lap in the car, and I let him carry it when I got off the car.He has a slender figure, his back is not very wide, but his muscles are tight, and he looks thin when he wears clothes and takes off his clothes.On his back... very comfortable.

"Li Jinze..."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

The author has something to say: Haha, one of the most powerful words is: I can recite. →_→

Please get ready for the music, "I Do" by Zhang Chongji and Zhang Chongde, and listen to it when watching Chapter 14.