What about the humanoid loyal dog?

In fact, it's nothing for same-sex people to look at each other's bodies, and it's even normal for a woman to look at a man's upper body.

There is a saying on the Internet that homosexuality is not homosexuality in the first place, it just happens to fall in love with someone of the same sex.However, I have also tried to date women, but it turns out that I don't have any desire/desire for women.

When I was in junior high school, I knew that I liked Chen Yueming, but I hated myself. The confusion, panic, and fear at that time took care of me at the same time, and caught me off guard.

I dare not tell anyone that I need to disguise myself as a normal person and not let others know that I may be a pervert. Two-thirds of my junior high school was spent panicking and laughing at myself while smiling calmly.

Dazed to be admitted to high school, and worried about myself, almost desperate.

Until I met Xie Qiancheng.

He may be my greatest benefactor, Gu Xiao, in this life. He told and comforted me that the saying that love has nothing to do with gender was like driftwood in deep water to me at that time. Now I can calm down.

What was Chen Yueming doing at that time?

He is also very good to me, maybe he has seen my strangeness but pretends not to know, maybe he regards me as a cat or dog that can be teased, he can be considerate and dote on me while refusing to alienate me.

Maybe I will never be his opponent in this life. He knows how to manipulate people's moods. It's like beating you up, taking you to the doctor, repairing you, and taking good care of you.

Perhaps it is this kind of character that makes people love and hate, which makes me fall. To get close to Chen Yueming, you have to cross the swamp full of roses in front of him. He is licking the corner of his lips and smiling to lure you. However, after you get stuck, he will not reach out and pull you.

I am the one who has been trapped in the swamp for five years. My feelings have changed from being sincere and pure to now, and they have become so complicated that I don’t know what emotions are mostly.

Sighing, I felt that my neck was being tightened, so I couldn't help but regain my senses and reach out to pull.

"You can get out of your body when you walk." Liu Qiao let go of the strength in his hand and said helplessly.

I laughed twice to hide it, and took his hand off my shoulder, "Don't put it on."

Liu Qiao glanced at me and said nothing.

Walking all the way to the classroom in the art building, I packed up the paint pens, stood up and looked at Liu Qiao, who happened to be staring at me, and I was looked at inexplicably, "Have you packed up?"

Liu Qiao walked over, although he was only a few centimeters taller than me, he still felt a sense of oppression, "Ah Xiao, be my model."

I spread my hands, smiling with embarrassment, "This really won't work."

Perhaps Liu Qiao wanted to say something else, but after he opened his mouth, he just took a deep breath, with a disappointed expression on his face, "Okay, I won't force you, let's have dinner together tonight?"

I thought about it, "I'm afraid it won't work at night, I have to go to the hospital."

Liu Qiao was silent for a moment, then smiled and said, "Okay, be careful."

"Got it, got it." I nodded, patted him on the shoulder, and grinned, "With your price, I'm not afraid that you won't be able to find someone to paint for you. It's definitely better than me. I'll go first."

I was rushing to go to the hospital, but I heard a loud "bang" before I stepped out of the classroom.

I hurried back to the classroom and saw Liu Qiao bowed his head. I stepped forward, pulled his shoulders, and looked at him. "It's so loud, isn't it hurt? What's wrong?"

I felt that Liu Qiao's shoulders were stiff for a while, and then slowly relaxed. He raised his head and smiled, "It's okay, I accidentally knocked down the drawing board."

"..." I saw the drawing board flying far away, and I was speechless. Your touch is really strong.

Liu Qiao pushed me, "It's really fine, you go first, I'll clean up."

I hadn't figured out why Liu Qiao lost his temper until I left school.

First took the subway home, put away the painting tools, took a shower and changed clothes before going to the hospital.

Sitting in the taxi, I was still a little excited, and I didn't know what my son was doing, did he miss his father and me.

When he arrived at the door of the ward, he hesitated for a while, then quietly pushed the door open, and looked at the bed through the crack of the door.

Gu Yao was lying flat, the quilt was kicked to the end of the bed, his legs were bent, and the hand that was not injured and did not hang water was moving between his hips and abdomen.

I stared blankly, Gu Yao closed his eyes, his lips parted slightly, his chest rose and fell, and there was a suppressed gasp when he listened carefully.

Damn, this, this kid is...? ? !

I don't know why, but I couldn't move there. I looked straight at Gu Yao, saw his black eyebrows furrowed, his deep and youthful facial features were soaked in sweat, his thin lips were red, and he looked like he hadn't grown up yet. It's sexy.

The color/qi is confusing.

Compared to Chen Yueming, Gu Yao is simply a lot more manly.

I swallowed, looked away, and closed the door. When I sat down on the chair outside the door, I realized that I was already sweating profusely, and the object below was also in a semi-hard state.

I covered my face with my hands and let out a long sigh.

Fuck/Your uncle, what's the matter!

After sitting outside the door for half an hour, guessing that Gu Yao was done, he got up and opened the door to go in.

There was a slight smell in the air, I pretended not to smell it, Gu Yao might be planning to sleep, but the eyes that were originally closed opened suddenly after I came in.

I raised my hand to greet him, "Son, I'm here."

He said "hmm" and closed his eyes again.

Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a pile of white tissues in the trash can, this damn boy!

Looking back, I saw that the mobile phone and the computer were placed on the bed cabinet. I walked over to pick up the mobile phone and looked through it. There were three missed calls, two from Hu Le, and one from Chen Yueming?

My heart couldn't help but contracted severely with these three words, stared at it for a while, and then returned to the screen.

I sat down on the chair next to the hospital bed, looked at Gu Yao on the bed and asked, "Son, do you want some water?"

Oh, I forgot that I didn't buy water or paper cups, and Gu Yao didn't seem to be planning to answer me. After a pause, I asked again: "Do you want to pee? Are you hungry?"

Gu Yao opened his eyes and looked at me, looking at those eyes that were as dark as the night, I scratched my head a little annoyed, "Forget it, call me again if you need something."

As soon as I walked to the other bed and sat down, Gu Yao suddenly said, "Dad, I want to drink water."

My buttocks are still hot, when I heard this sentence, I suddenly raised my head and looked at Gu Yao. He looked at the hanging water bottle with a blank expression, and slightly pursed his lips. If it wasn't for the blush floating on his ears and cheeks, I almost thought it was me. Hearing is hallucination.

In an instant, my upset mood just because I saw Gu Yao's self-consolation and Chen Yueming's phone call was smoothed out in an instant. I didn't move. For a moment, Gu Yao turned his head to the side and frowned and looked at me, "What's wrong with you?"

I grinned, ran to his hospital bed and propped it up and said, "Say that sentence again."

Gu Yao's eyes became sharp immediately, then he turned his head and ignored me.

"Son, Ah Yao, I didn't hear clearly just now, what did you say?"

I saw Gu Yao's chest heaved deeply under the quilt, and then heard him say, "Dad, I..."

"Hey!" I replied immediately before he could finish my words, "Dad will buy it for you right away."

"..."

Ignoring Gu Yao's laser-like eyes behind me, I put aside all my troubles and ran to the supermarket.

Maybe it's because there are too many older sisters in my family, so I may have a special kind of thing that is similar to maternal love or sympathy. I really can't get angry with Gu Yao, and I think of the arrogant and rebellious way in junior high school. Aftertaste makes people feel emotional.

However, what I expect is that my trust in Gu Yao will not let me down.

After buying a cheap porcelain cup and a few bottles of mineral water, he suddenly remembered that he didn't bring the two pairs of underwear he bought for Gu Yao, so he simply bought two more disposable ones by the way.

Thinking of Gu Yao's strong and powerful arms, I couldn't help YYing his figure by the way, and then thought of my painting in an instant.

Before I could think about it, the phone in my pocket vibrated. I took it out and saw that it was Chen Yueming.

I thought about it, except for his marriage, I have nothing to say to him, maybe he called to ask if I would go to his wedding.

However I don't want to.

So he put the phone back in his pocket.

After walking a few steps, I felt someone pat me, and I turned my head.

"!!!"

"How not to answer the phone?"

The person who photographed me was wearing a suit and leather shoes, with a half-loose tie, shiny leather shoes, and the hair on his forehead was combed back. He still had a bit of a ruffian air, but judging from his mature aura, he had a more sinister look.

Thousands of grass and mud horses were running wildly in my heart, and I said awkwardly, "You, why are you here?"

Damn, I didn't do anything wrong. How can this man appear like a ghost? It's too scary!

Chen Yueming's face was not very good, "I just drove by, why didn't you answer my call?"

Don't you ask this knowingly?I laughed dryly, shrugged my shoulders, "I didn't hear that."

Chen Yueming looked at me and frowned, then let go, he smiled, reached out to touch my head, and said, "Long time no see."

I turned my head and dodged it.

I saw that Chen Yueming's face became more serious. He slowly withdrew his hand that was clenched into a fist, and then slowly pulled up his tie. He said in a somewhat blunt tone, "Have you received the invitation?"

I began to feel impatient, but I nodded anyway.

"You, will you come?"

I don't know how else I can get along with Chen Yueming. I almost want to turn around and leave, but Chen Yueming will definitely hold me back. If I can't say it, I feel like I'm still thinking about him, and I can't help ridiculing. Scumbag.

Seeing Chen Yueming's face made me even more impatient, I just wanted to end the topic quickly, and said: "Well, I will go, so what, I'm sorry, I have something to do, I have to go first."

I nodded to Chen Yueming, turned around and left.

"A Xiao."

Chen Yueming stopped me again, and I stopped without turning around.

"A Xiao, I haven't seen you for almost a year, I miss you very much..." His voice is not deep, but with a special magnetism, it can make you soften your heart when he speaks love words.

But at this time, what I was thinking in my heart was, I miss Nima!Don't be hypocritical there, Chen Yueming, I have seen through you these few years, okay, don't try to tie me up again, I don't like you anymore, stop being passionate, go back and marry you!Give birth to your son, scumbag!

I really wanted to scold him back like this, but I still held back, smiled sarcastically, and turned my head, "Chen Yueming, I don't care anymore."

After seeing each other for ten months, when we met again, I was not as uncomfortable as I imagined, but more bored.

Why do I, Gu Xiao, have to be led by the nose by you?Did you say that if you miss me, I have to thank you bitterly, hug you immediately and say that I want to have sex with you?

My son is much more handsome than you, and the bird below will definitely be bigger than you in the future!You count that onion!

Maybe I still overestimated my freedom and ease. When I arrived at the hospital, I didn't go back to the ward. Instead, I sat on the stool at the door of the ward, took out a bottle of water, drank more than half of it in one go, wiped my mouth, and smiled wryly.

Five years of relationship, Chen Yueming, what the hell are you doing, you scumbag!

The author has something to say: Gu Xiao: You, you, you...

Gu Yao: Dad, don't just look, come in and help me with your hands.

Pfft, I just wrote a little bit of self-confidence, and I will be locked