i just want to like you

Chapter 49if never meet you

It's the second year of school, and there are quite a lot of classes this semester. However, I heard from my wife that there are very few courses for clothing majors this semester, so don't be too envious.

It's just that these are meaningless to You Si. Anyway, after a summer vacation, what should be forgotten can be almost forgotten.

Sophomore year has a lot of classes and a lot of things to do, even if you don't have any job, but as the only third boy in the class, when a girl needs you, you have to show up right away, so there is no longer anything in Yousi Thoughts you shouldn't have.

In addition, the distance between the two has become very far away, hasn't it?

I thought about having a good relationship with Zhou Yi in such a stable way, but more and more I feel that this relationship is meaningless, maybe it is a common problem of girls, I feel that after being together for a long time, the so-called tenderness and consideration have become a thing of the past, and the desire to control is in Zhou Yi He performed vividly.

As long as he didn't take her with him when he went out, she asked You Si to take photos of the people around him and the surrounding environment and send them to her. They all want to turn their faces and scold people.However, every time he heard Zhou Yi crying there, his heart softened.

However, the more times I softened my heart, the more my heart gradually hardened. On the contrary, I became more disgusted with girls' tears.

The sophomore year was about to pass, and You Si really didn't want to continue this unbearable relationship, so on the night of May [-], he invited Zhou Yi out to the downstairs of the library.

"Zhou Yi, I asked you out today, but I actually want to tell you something..."

"Don't say it." Zhou Yi frowned and interrupted, glaring at each other: "I don't want to hear meaningless things today."

"Zhou Yi..." You Si looked at her helplessly, and it was like this again, with this expression every time. It had been more than a year, and he was really bored.

"I know what you're going to say, but don't think about it, I won't agree."

"Why?" You Si looked at her with some headaches, he really didn't understand what was going on in this girl's heart, since he knew he was going to break up, wouldn't it be good to break up peacefully?

"It's been more than a year, I think I've tried my best, but I still haven't forgotten..."

"You Si, you also know that we have been together for more than a year. During this year, have you really tried to love me? Even to like me. Have you achieved anything?"

"I know, you think I care about you, but have you ever thought about the reason? I didn't say it all the time, just to see if you paid any attention to me. In the end, I was still slapped in the face by myself. "

Zhou Yi smiled wryly, and carefully held the unrestrained face with both hands, and carefully described the face that she had seen for more than a year but never belonged to her. Looking at those eyes full of disgust, tears rolled down her cheeks. fell down.

You Si felt distressed for a moment, but it was only for a moment.

He wanted to comfort her as he was used to, but when he thought of his purpose, he cruelly looked away.

"You Si, I wish your eyes could stay on me for even a second longer, but your eyes will always be like this, floating so far away." Zhou Yi stood on tiptoe, trying to bring herself into You Si's sight However, You Si turned his head aside.

She was very sad, and the tears flowed more fiercely, but silently.

"You Si, give me another chance, please? Please, give me another chance. This time, I won't force you to treat me well, and I won't force you to pay attention to me. As long as you can let me be by your side ,OK?"

Zhou Yi swears that this is the first time she has begged someone so humbly for so many years, but that person has always been so hard-hearted. Her tears and begging have nothing to do with him.

Cold hands covered hers, put her hands aside, and hugged her from behind. The warmth of that embrace made her so nostalgic and made her hopeful, but the words of that person made her whole body cold.

"Zhou Yi, I'm sorry, but I still say that, even if you don't want to hear it, I still say that."

"let's break up!"

Zhou Yi burst into tears, and she never asked him why, because she knew him well, and when he really made a decision, it meant that he would not give himself a chance to regret it.

So, she just held his hand tightly, held it tightly, and then cried wantonly in his arms for the last time.

Seeing Zhou Yi crying so sadly, You Si clenched his lower lip tightly. He hated his heartlessness, but he was also faintly thankful.

After Zhou Yi's mood stabilized, she let go of You Si, turned to face him, looked at that face that showed no emotion, and finally gave up.

"You Si, you will regret it."

"Maybe!"

"I'll make you regret it."

Zhou Yi's stubborn appearance made him faintly amused, he nodded and agreed with her, as if he was as close as ever: "Okay, I'll wait for you to make me regret it."

"Then you have to wait, you have to wait until you regret it before you can find someone else." As soon as the words came out, the corners of You Si's mouth could not help but curl up, and he patted her head habitually: "Okay."

Zhou Yi burst into laughter immediately.

After a while, the familiar tone of the two suddenly changed.

Zhou Yi looked at him fixedly: "You Si, can you take the initiative to kiss me once? Just treat it as a breakup kiss?"

Although Zhou Yi made herself appear calm and strong, You Si could see the pleading in her eyes, recalling every intimate contact, Zhou Yi took the initiative to ask for it, and suddenly felt guilty in his heart.

Slowly lowering his head, he cupped her face and kissed her lightly.

Thinking about it carefully, this was really the first time he kissed her on his own initiative.

However, even if it was the first time, he still kissed her lips lightly, without going any further.

Zhou Yi's tears once again filled her eyes.

However, she didn't cry any more, but said goodbye to You Si with a smile.

You Si looked at her back as she walked away silently, and suddenly slapped himself.

Zhou Yi like this is very similar to herself who was rejected by Zheng Fengtao back then, but people are cheap, and they just like to pursue what they can't get.

Back downstairs in the dormitory, went to buy a few bottles of wine, You Si carried them up to the rooftop, and drank one can after another.

Looking at the twinkling stars in the sky, they are very dazzling, You Si ignores the dirt on the ground, half lying down to enjoy the night view.

He suddenly remembered the future he dreamed of when he was a child. There was a beautiful and gentle girl beside him, lying in his arms, watching the stars quietly with him.

But when he really had a girl by his side, he didn't have the mood to appreciate it.

I often hear a saying that if you don't get drunk, everyone gets drunk.

Seeing such a beautiful night, You Si felt drunk, took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Dong Liang, but somehow dialed Zheng Fengtao's mobile phone.

Hearing the familiar phrase "little servant", You Si laughed and cried.

It seems that after being drunk, all emotions are out of control.

"Can you come and see me? I'm drunk, on the roof..." You Si cried aggrievedly, and Zheng Fengtao was silent for a moment.

"You are waiting for me."

After finishing speaking, Zheng Fengtao hung up the phone, and You Si stared blankly at the phone that had been restored to the desktop, and drank a few more sips of wine while crying.

When Zheng Fengtao arrived, You Si was already drunk and passed out, and he only heard a little about what happened after that from Dong Liang.

Dongliang said that at that time he was crying for Zheng Fengtao to sleep with him, crying for Zheng Fengtao to help him take a bath, crying for Zheng Fengtao to carry him to the supermarket to buy wine.

It's just that Zheng Fengtao didn't agree, he just hugged him to the bed, helped him undress, and left after a while.

But You Si vaguely remembered that he seemed to have kissed him.

But Dong Liang swore no, so he could only remain silent.

Maybe it's just his illusion!After all, what he likes is not a man.

The author has something to say: it's almost over, it's a hard feeling, I hope everyone can still support a lot, thank you.

Although the fake product is not good, but I will try my best to write it well!