i just want to like you

2014, December 5, sunny.

I still called you, but unfortunately, we broke up in the end.

I knew I shouldn't have done this! ! !

Why can't my current self-control work in front of you?

Do you know how disappointed I am when you say that your mobile phone has been set to factory settings, and you can’t even recognize my number or hear my voice?But at the same time, I'm feeling lucky, I don't know who I am, can I chat again?

However, the reality is also telling me not to do any useless work.No chance is no chance.You can't possibly like me, nothing else, just unfamiliarity.

Unfamiliar!

What a funny word.

Also, how long have we known each other, how can we be considered familiar!My knowledge of you is just superficial!

do you know?How jealous I was when I heard your tone of voice when you called your daughter-in-law! !I'm really jealous you know?Your tone to him is so gentle, and what you say is so tacit. You can see the familiarity between you when talking and laughing.And what about me?An indifferent greeting, an indifferent tone, between the lines, are all unfamiliar to us.In the past, we were obviously familiar with each other, but now...

why treat me like this? ZFT!

Could it be that after the confession, is it really impossible to be friends again?Are you so taboo to be liked by me?I know that it is impossible for us, no matter who you like, it cannot be me, but I am still daydreaming foolishly, hoping that one day, it can really be like the one depicted in novels or TV dramas— —The two protagonists can always live happily together in the end.

I fantasize so much that I laugh at myself all the time, so stupid.Just like today, like that time period, like such a meaningful number, what is it to you?

5201314.

I managed to call you during this time period, which clearly hinted at your feelings for me, but I don't know if you were pretending to be stupid, or if you really didn't care about this time period, I just think, I am very Powerless...

I like it, so tired...

Forget it, forget it, I know that what I do is useless, if you don’t like it, you don’t like it, no matter how I hint, you won’t know.

As soon as Yousi logged on to QQ, he chatted with various happy people in several groups.Don't look at how pure and ignorant You Si is on the surface, in fact he knows everything, such as the lower limit of morality, and has long since been molested by various girls.

Yayi Pavilion——

[Foretelling] Xia Lumeng: "La la la, I'm in Hangzhou!!"

[Sacred Fortune] Wan Ge: "Mengmeng, you are finally online!! I miss you so much [kiss]"

[Sacred Fortune] Huang Banxian: "Mengmeng, you've arrived in Hangzhou! Come on, tell me the address, I'll go and play with you [very happy]"

[Magic calculation] Xia Lumeng: "I can't tell you the exact address, but it's near the lower city anyway."

[Sacred Fortune] Huang Banxian: "The downtown area is a bit far away from me, otherwise we can face each other [hahaha]"

[Magic calculation] Wan Ge: "Well, I'm still in Jiaxing [Fingers to fingers] Take me with you!"

[Magic calculation] Xia Lumeng: "Actually, I came with my classmate and I want to live in his house, so it may be a bit difficult to face the base. 【Grievance】"

[SCI] Bai Chi: "[Crying] Mengmeng is going to have sex?"

[Foretelling] Xia Lumeng: "[Black Line]"

【Foretelling】Wango: "【Black Line】"

【Foretelling】Huang Banxian: "【Black Line】"

[SCI] Bai Chi: "[To finger] What, did I say something wrong?"

"Wow——" the sliding door was opened, and Zheng Fengtao came out dragging some wet flip flops.

You Si had just sent out: "What do you think? [Black Line]", when he saw Zheng Fengtao with his upper body exposed, wearing a pair of loose linen trousers, walking towards him.

Quickly added another "I have something to do now, we will talk later", and closed the window.

Zheng Fengtao just wanted to blow his hair in front of the half-length mirror on the balcony. His hair that looked like a killer was wet and lumped together, which made You Si really feel disgusted when he saw it.

Tsk, I really don't understand their mentality of killing Matt, you will die if you get some refreshing hairstyles?His face, which was originally quite serious, felt like a delinquent boy after this hairstyle.

Since it was just to blow hair, then You Si was not afraid of anything, opened the window again, chatted, just opened it, and found that everyone had already started swiping the screen.

[God's Fortune] Wan Ge: "Well, since Mengmeng is down, I'll be down first too, and I'm going to do a part-time job!"

【SCI】Bai Chi: "Wan Wan 88"

【Foretelling】Huang Banxian: "Many 88"

[Cheating] Bai Yutang: "What? I ran away as soon as I came up!"

[God's Fortune] Huang Banxian: "Yutang~~"

[Deception] Bai Yutang: "Immortal~~ Where's your Situ? Long time no see."

【Foretelling】Huang Banxian: "Situ is too busy giving birth to a child【Grievance】"

【SCI】Bai Chi: "Fifth Master Bai~~"

[Deception] Bai Yutang: "Little Chi Chi [Funny]"

[SCI] Bai Chi: "Fifth Lord, Mengmeng is going to have sex [very happy]"

[Deception] Bai Yutang: "[Surprised] Mengmeng is really on the road of no return?"

Uh, what are you all talking about! ! !I don't want to be gay! ! !

[God's Fortune] Xia Lumeng: "[Unhappy] I didn't engage in sex =="

[Deceitful behavior] Bai Yutang: "Mengmeng, come from the truth [funny]"

[Foretelling] Xia Lumeng: "Fifth Master, don't listen to Chi Chi's nonsense [Scary] I'm a pure straight man, okay [Cold]"

【Foretelling】Huang Banxian: "Tsk tsk, Mengmeng became angry from embarrassment [funny]"

【Foretelling】Xia Lumeng: "[Hematemesis]...I'm just borrowing, borrowing!!!"

[Magic calculation] Huang Banxian: "Ah, borrowing something, it's the best way to develop a romantic relationship [very happy]"

[Foretelling] Xia Lumeng: "We are all very straight straight men, okay? [Black Line]"

[Deception] Bai Yutang: "All men say they are straight until they meet the man they really love [pick nose]"

Seeing this sentence, You Si was stunned for a moment, and secretly glanced at Zheng Fengtao who was blowing his hair, that bare back, narrow waist... the nose suddenly felt a little itchy——

Probably, no way!

Is it really abnormal after being in the rotten circle?

It's not right, I still react to beautiful girls! ! !

Xiaoye really has no tendency to bend! !Absolutely not! !The young master still likes soft girls! !Yes, the young master is not interested in tough guys, no! ! !

After a hard blast in his heart, You Si started bombing in the group again.

After Zheng Fengtao finished blowing his head, he watched You Si face the computer indignantly, and looked over curiously, only to find that he was in a group chat.

Zheng Fengtao wasn't very interested either, so he took a look and walked to the bed, lay down and turned on the TV to watch.

Listening to the commotion, You Si stopped chatting, glanced at Zheng Fengtao, and turned his head back inexplicably guilty.

The diary was opened again, and the sad words couldn't help but surfaced on the diary.

ZFT, do you have to hurt me like this?

I know it's impossible for us, but do you have to destroy my liking for you like this?

It's only been two months, I thought I could wait until the 120 days when I like you...

Why, today must be the day to destroy all of my...

Love, hate, there is only a thin line...

I hate it, I hate myself for having no qualifications! !

I love, love, so humble.

Why on earth did I fall in love with you...