Happiness is a secret love turned into a first love

7.

The weather is getting hotter, and in mid-April, it's time for Luo Wenyuan to go for a second follow-up visit.Luo Wenying still often came back very late, Shen Chenglin sent a text message to Luo Wenying the night before the follow-up consultation, just four words: I will go to the follow-up consultation.

The second follow-up visit went very smoothly. The plaster cast that had been tied to Luo Wenyuan's leg for a month and a half was finally removed. The doctor saw the new film and said that he was recovering very well. He could start rehabilitation training slowly, starting from flexing and stretching his ankle. Start and slowly increase the range and volume of exercise.

Both Luo Wenyuan and Shen Chenglin were obviously very happy with the result. On the way back to the dormitory, Luo Wenyuan couldn't hide his excitement, and was rambling about the rehabilitation plan.He planned with his fingers, slowly flexing and stretching his ankles in the first week, increasing the range in the second week, and should be able to get on the ground in the third week.

Shen Chenglin pushed the wheelchair, and slightly raised the corners of his mouth.

The two discussed and walked to the door of the dormitory, but were stopped by an unexpected person. Shen Chenglin frowned and stopped. Luo Wenyuan didn't know what happened, so he turned his head and asked, "What's wrong?"

Wen Qiaoyin twitched her fingers and walked in front of Shen Chenglin, bowed her head and said, "Shen Chenglin...I...can I borrow a little time from you?"

Luo Wenyuan's smile froze for a moment, but soon returned to normal. He turned his head and smiled in Shen Chenglin's direction: "I'm fine, just wait by the side."

The little smile that Shen Chenglin finally showed disappeared without a trace. He pushed Luo Wenyuan to a cool place under the tree to avoid the sun, and put his mobile phone in his hand and said, "Listen to music when you're bored. good."

Luo Wenyuan hummed, Shen Chenglin turned on the music, returned to Wen Qiaoyin and asked, "What's the matter?"

"Senior, I'm Wen Qiaoyin... I don't know if you still remember, we met before when we were friends..."

"Well, it's about your brother? Didn't you ask Xiao Kuan?" Shen Chenglin frowned.

"Ah... Senior, you still remember me, that's great." Wen Qiaoyin smiled: "I just want to ask, we still want to organize group activities, I wonder if you have any recommended options."

"Don't ask me about this kind of thing, I probably won't go." It's fellowship again, what's wrong with this school?

"Then... that's the case... recently there was a blockbuster movie in the cinema. I heard it was very good. My roommates and the others have watched it... I don't know if you are interested... um..."

Shen Chenglin was a little lost in thought, and remembered Luo Wenyuan's slightly lonely expression when he said that he could no longer watch movies in the taxi that day.

He should also want to watch the movie again, right?

"Senior?" Wen Qiaoyin boldly called out again when there was no response.

"What?" Suddenly, Shen Chenglin forgot what Wen Qiaoyin said just now.

"Ah...I mean," Wen Qiaoyin was forced to repeat again, "I don't know if you want to watch it with me..."

"Oh, I'm not interested." Go to the movies by yourself and leave Luo Wenyuan alone in the dormitory?

"Ah?" Wen Qiaoyin didn't expect Shen Chenglin to refuse so simply, and asked again: "Then what do you want to see? I don't have to watch this one..."

"I said I'm not interested." Shen Chenglin looked back at Luo Wenyuan who was listening to the music quietly, feeling a little impatient in his heart.

Wen Qiaoyin on the opposite side was strongly rejected several times, and she was already on the verge of tears. She wrung her fingers and finally decided to put all her eggs in one basket.

"Actually, I want to say, Shen Chenglin." Wen Qiaoyin looked directly into Shen Chenglin's eyes, and then lowered her head in fright from the cold eyes, "I don't have a younger brother, only a younger sister, and she doesn't want to take the math test in our school." Tie."

"so what?"

"...I actually... fell in love with you at first sight. I don't know if you want to associate with me."

"I was tricked into that friendship." Shen Chenglin finally understood Wen Qiaoyin's true meaning, "I have no interest in friendship or communication."

Wen Qiaoyin opened her eyes wide and wanted to say something again, but was interrupted.

"If there's nothing else, I'm leaving, sorry."

After Shen Chenglin finished speaking, he stopped seeing Wen Qiaoyin about to cry again, and turned around to take Luo Wenyuan back to the dormitory.

After walking a little further, Luo Wenyuan took off his earphones and said with a smile: "I didn't expect you to be so cruel."

"...you didn't listen to the music?"

"That girl's voice is so nice, I became a little more curious, I'm sorry." Luo Wenyuan smiled, "Such a cute girl, she is loyal to you, but you are as cold as winter, and you are not tactful. "

"Euphemism will only hurt her." In the dormitory, Shen Chenglin helped Luo Wenyuan sit on the bed, and helped him move his ankle joints. "I'm not interested in it. Giving her unnecessary hopes and expectations won't do any good."

Luo Wenyuan was very used to Shen Chenglin's taking care of him in every way. He moved his ankle for the first time in a month and a half, and it hurt a little because he couldn't adapt.He leaned back gently on the pillow, thinking about Shen Chenglin's words.

"I'm only as warm as spring to the one I like." Shen Chenglin added in a low voice, his heart pounding.

Luo Wenyuan squinted his eyes, as if he didn't hear.

Shen Chenglin quietly raised his head to observe his appearance, he was relieved and a little disappointed, and continued to concentrate on massaging his ankles.

By May [-]st, Luo Wenyuan was able to stand up and walk slowly, Shen Chenglin contributed a lot to this.

Before May [-]st, Luo Wenyuan received a call from his family. Luo's father and Luo's mother lived in the next city, only a few hours away by train, and wanted to take advantage of the May [-]st holiday to visit him at school.Luo Wenyuan weighed several things, but he still didn't want to make his parents sad, so he politely refused, saying that he would go home to see them during the summer vacation when his legs recovered.Luo Wenying went to university in her first year, but she missed her family very much. After confirming with Shen Chenglin back and forth, she went home to visit her parents with peace of mind.

There were two of them left in the dormitory as usual. After lunch, Shen Chenglin carefully stretched Luo Wenyuan's ankles and asked, "Go for a walk today?"

Luo Wenyuan nodded, stretched out his right hand to support Shen Chenglin's arm.Now that his feet are almost healed, Shen Chenglin doesn't have to half hug him to get up every time. Shen Chenglin stretches out his arms to support Luo Wenyuan, feeling a little secretly regretful.

The weather was fine, Shen Chenglin led Luo Wenyuan to open the door, and walked out. It was the first time in a long time that he set foot on the land outside, and Luo Wenyuan felt as if it had been a lifetime.

Walking so quietly, Shen Chenglin quietly turned his head to look at Luo Wenyuan. Luo Wenyuan's eyes were slightly raised behind the sunglasses, and the corners of his mouth were curved into a beautiful arc. hand, revealing a trace of master's nervousness.

Shen Chenglin turned his head forward and said, "We are now walking along the road in front of the dormitory towards the School of Mathematics. We went there and sat down at the artificial lake next to it."

Luo Wenyuan nodded: "Yes!"

Shen Chenglin looked at him again, contrary to his usual silent style, he opened his mouth again: "The weather is fine today, the sun is very bright."

"The wildflowers in front of the dormitory are all in bloom. There are more purple ones, and there are also red and yellow ones."

"The tree on the right is also blooming, red-pink." He looked at the small sign next to him who didn't know who put it up. "It says it's called Myrtle."

Walking forward again, "We have reached this bronze sculpture, turn right here."

Luo Wenyuan walked on Shen Chenglin's arm, listening to his rambling description, as if he had seen it with his own eyes, he imagined the tree in front of the dormitory, the bronze sculpture at the fork, and him beside him.

"Yo, isn't this our young master Shen?" The two walked, but they met Shen Chenglin's former roommate head-on.

Ou Qiaomu greeted with a grin, saw Luo Wenyuan's hand on Shen Chenglin's arm, and said with a smile, "Oh, I misread it, so it's Xiao Shenzi!"

Shen Chenglin was in a good mood today, so he didn't care about him, he turned his head and said, "There are two men coming to meet you, the two roommates I talked to before are Ou Qiaomu."

Luo Wenyuan remembered the romance between the two that Shen Chenglin had mentioned before, and he understood, and greeted with a smile: "Hi, I'm Luo Wenyuan."

Xiao Kuan stepped forward and grabbed Luo Wenyuan's outstretched hand: "Hi, hello, I'm Xiao Kuan, so you are Luo Wenyuan! Is your leg healed? It's great, I heard Qiao Mu say I heard that you are a top student in the Mathematics Institute. I heard that you are the first in every exam! Are you still in school? I can’t see how to go to school. I thought you had already dropped out of school! But yes, I heard that Young Master Shen has been taking care of you, if you drop out of school, where will he take care of you haha, but speaking of Young Master Shen, you guys now..."

Xiao Kuan opened his mouth like a 'chug', and when he spoke, he was even more unrestrained. Shen Chenglin's complexion became extremely bad, and Ou Qiaomu also had black lines on his face. The moment he realized it, he quickly covered his mouth Pull back.

"Ah, hello, Luo Wenyuan, right? I'm Ou Qiaomu. Xiao Kuan's brain is born with poor quality inspection and is rather stupid. Recently, he needs to return to the factory for repairs. I will definitely teach him a lesson when I go back. Don't take it to heart. You are slow." Take a stroll, the weather is nice, the weather is nice, let's go first." After speaking, he grabbed Xiao Kuan by the collar with one hand, covered his mouth with the other, and left at a faster pace.

Luo Wenyuan was stunned for a moment and did not speak, Shen Chenglin quietly observed his expression, a little worried.

But Luo Wenyuan immediately laughed again and said, "Let's go."

Shen Chenglin carefully looked at his expression, that smile was clearly...somewhat forced.

He hadn't walked for a long time, and he couldn't even keep up with his physical strength. When he sat down on the bench beside the artificial lake, Luo Wenyuan let out a long and comfortable breath.

After walking in the sun for a long time, both of them were a little thirsty, Shen Chenglin settled Luo Wenyuan, and trotted all the way to buy water.

Luo Wenyuan sat on the bench with his face slightly raised, enjoying the breeze.A passing girl saw him, stepped forward and said something, Luo Wenyuan pointed to his sunglasses and shook his head, and answered a few words, the girl looked regretful, turned and left.

Luo Wenyuan returned to the previous posture and waited patiently. The wind gradually picked up, blowing his hair a little messy. At first he reached out to try to tidy it up, but he gave up in the continuous wind and just let it go .

The stronger wind blew through the willow trees by the lake, bringing down countless catkins, and landed on his face. Luo Wenyuan touched his face, tilted his head and wondered what it was, but immediately reacted, smiled slightly, and let it fall. full body.

Holding the bought water in his hand, Shen Chenglin just stood a few meters away, staring at him intently.

The person in front of him overlapped with the half-grown boy he saw nearly two years ago, and hit Shen Chenglin hard deep in his heart. Shen Chenglin raised his empty hand to his chest, feeling his frantic heartbeat.

The second time, for the same silhouette, he couldn't extricate himself.

Luo Wenyuan in the distance hadn't seen Shen Chenglin come back for a long time, and he became a little anxious. While groping around and turning his head to listen to nearby voices, he called out in a low voice: "Shen Chenglin, Shen Chenglin? Have you come back yet?"

Shen Chenglin took a few deep breaths to appease his out-of-control heart, and strode towards Luo Wenyuan.

Shen Chenglin slowly overcame the embarrassment of disappearing in two months, and was fully awakened by this second love at first sight. During dinner, Shen Chenglin couldn't help but keep looking up at Luo Wenyuan, his mind was full of the afternoon on the bench by the lake, that tranquil silhouette.

Luo Wenyuan didn't notice his abnormality, he still ate naturally, and tried to go to the bathroom to wash up by himself, then sat on the bed after coming out, and rubbed his ankle that was a little uncomfortable after walking for a day.

Seeing this, Shen Chenglin hurried forward and said, "I'll do it." Then he skillfully covered Luo Wenyuan's ankle with his big hand, and massaged along the direction of the bone.

Luo Wenyuan asked him to press it obediently, and suddenly said: "Is it time for me to buy a blind stick..."

Shen Chenglin asked casually: "What?"

"Now that my legs are almost good, I can't sit in a wheelchair all the time. If I go out by myself in the future... it's more convenient to have a blind stick."

Luo Wenyuan gestured in the air with his hands, as if he had already held a blind stick in his hand: "I've seen blind people holding a blind stick before, and they walked no slower than ordinary people. I should be able to do it too, but not You know... how does that thing adapt, do you need to memorize the route first?"

"In addition to the blind cane, it seems that I should also start learning Braille. If I don't know how to do it, it will be very difficult in the future."

Shen Chenglin heard a trace of strangeness in his voice, kept moving his hands, and looked up at him.

Luo Wenyuan's eyes were hidden behind the sunglasses, Shen Chenglin couldn't see clearly, and couldn't help but wondered if he was being overwhelmed.

"Actually, these preparations should have started long ago. Before... I was sitting in a wheelchair, accepting your care with peace of mind, and I naturally kept making excuses for myself, always telling myself 'wait for the leg to heal, wait for the leg to heal' Yes, it has been delayed until now. But now it cannot be delayed anymore, and we have to face reality."

"Ben is indeed already blind. I still have to adapt to the life of a blind person as soon as possible. I always take chances and insist on going to school. In the eyes of others, it is just a waste of time and troubles for others."

Shen Chenglin heard it clearly this time, and Luo Wenyuan couldn't hide the choking in his voice.

"Hmm..." Compared to the brain, the body controlled by the pain took action first.

When Shen Chenglin reacted in the next second, something soft had already been stuck to his lips, he jumped back in shock, and hit his head on the bed rail with a 'bang'.

Luo Wenyuan turned his head to the source of the voice with a somewhat surprised blank expression: "What is this...?"

Too bad, I must be hated this time.

Shen Chenglin looked at Luo Wenyuan's face looking at him, and felt remorse in his heart. From the acquaintance two months ago to the day-to-day relationship in the past month, he finally took a big step closer to Luo Wenyuan, and now he has ruined everything.

Will Luo Wenyuan's wholehearted trust and reliance on him recently disappear?

Friends, classmates who face each other in the same dormitory in the morning and evening, even people who change clothes and go to the bathroom together, actually have such thoughts about themselves all the time, no one can accept it, right?

Let alone gay.

"What's wrong with you?" Luo Wenyuan asked again without getting a response.

Shen Chenglin looked at the face that had always been full of trust in him, opened his mouth but couldn't make a sound, his mind went blank, he didn't know how to explain his out-of-control behavior, and finally he said in a tight voice: "You first Go to sleep, I'll go out for a while."

He escaped.

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