Self-confidence

I've had a crush on a girl since middle school, but she doesn't even know I exist.Until high school placement, I happened to be in the class next to her, and I made up my mind to get her attention, even though she wouldn't like me.So, I was very indifferent to all the girls who confessed to me, and every day I dragged Han Yicheng to pretend to pass by their class to go to the bathroom, so that she could see me.But she still doesn't seem to care about me.

Until one day, she became a man.

I don't know what she thinks, but I seem to be the only one who realizes that she has become a man.She was originally pretty and handsome, but she looked even more handsome after becoming a man.My liking for her is not purely for her appearance, so even if she becomes a man, I will still like her.

On the day she became a man, a girl confessed to her.In order not to be awkward, let me change it to him.

I don't know if it was to prevaricate the girl, but he kissed me forcefully.I never thought we'd start our story with a forced kiss.I wiped my mouth shyly, because I never thought that such a shameful thing would happen-being kissed by someone I like in public, not because I like it, but because I am dealing with someone who confesses.

I was both happy and sad, happy that he kissed me, but sad that he didn't kiss me because he liked it.

My family is relatively feudal. I hope I will find a virtuous girl to carry on the family line.So Donna became a ready-made daughter-in-law in their eyes, urging me to build a good relationship with Donna every day and make a marriage contract early, but I was always too old to prevaricate.

That day, Donna told me some inexplicable things again, and I couldn't listen to them at all, because Song Yan's kiss made me uneasy.

Suddenly, Donna stopped her words and started arguing with someone. I turned around and saw it was Song Yan, so I grabbed his wrist and ran away.I didn't want him to know that I had such an awkward relationship with Donna.

Because Song Yan became a man, I was a little apprehensive and didn't dare to tell my parents, so I didn't dare to tell him that I liked him openly.Although he followed me every day, I also felt something different, but with his current gender, I couldn't fall in love with him, so I had to try every means to make him give up.It is enough for me to have a crush on him alone, I don't need him to suffer for me.

I deliberately said some hurtful words, and after seeing him stunned, I pretended to be cool and left.In fact, after returning home, I cried so darkly that I dared not tell anyone.

The next day, when I passed Song Yan's class, I found that he was not there.I heard that he asked for leave because he was not feeling well—did my words hurt him so deeply? . . . . .Although he said he was going to give up, he still felt sorry for him.Pretending to condolences to see him.Can't give him any hope.Don't want to hurt him.Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

But for some reason, my words rekindled his hope.He said he won't give up.I'm glad to hear that, but in the current situation, even if we like each other, we can't be together. My only choice is to pretend to be indifferent.

In the later math competition, I begged a math teacher for a long time before I let Song Yan in.There are many people who are better at mathematics than him, but he doesn't know this, but he doesn't understand it.

I want to go to the same university as Song Yan, this is the only way I can come up with.Even if we can't be together, I want to see him every day.

But he didn't appreciate it, and even found the school beauty as his girlfriend in the end? !

Later, the little girl came to confess again.This time, he just glanced at me and blocked me again.Doesn't that little girl know that he is with Xiaohua?

At night, he also sent me a text message, and I was so excited that I couldn't sleep.But then, he seemed to really give up on me.

Sleepless nights.

The author has something to say: Is it a bit unbearable for the male protagonist who pretends to be 13? hhhhhh roughly write a little bit, and I am too lazy to rewrite it all, so it is very short, hhhhhh