Luoshui Covenant
Chapter 2: Can I always be behind you
The crowd booed themselves, their bones were kicked to the corner of the ring, every inch of their skin was torn to pieces, and their flesh and blood were chewed by the monster's fangs, and put into a stomach that could never be filled.
He can't forget the hurts brought to him by the people who used to be here, how many tears he shed, and made him despair of everything here. If it's just physical pain, he can bear it, but it will completely break his spirit, and step on it. Cracking hard under his feet, he stood on the verge of collapse, he almost committed suicide, he even forgot how he persuaded himself to turn back and cherish this cheap life.
Being able to escape from here, Qiu Shui didn't want to embark on this way back again.Everything was gray and dull, and the laughter of others seemed to enter his ears from a distant cave, and everyone was talking about his shameless deeds.
Cheng Cheng had already opened the co-pilot's door of the taxi, and saw Qiu Shui motionless thoughtfully, carrying the shriveled little bag in his hand.
"Qiu Shui, what's the matter, are you not used to it?" I hired a taxi and asked about the route. I saw Qiu Shui standing there with the wind fluttering the broken hair on his forehead. Looking ahead, what's the matter, why Qiu Shui didn't want to come here in the first place, and now his expression is not right.
"Yeah..." Hearing Cheng Cheng calling him, Qiu Shui walked to the side of the car.
Go directly to the hotel booked in advance, a double room suite.
Cheng Cheng had already opened the door with his key card, walked in, and pulled the suitcase in, but the people behind him were still standing straight outside the door, as if they couldn't see everything, as if they were outside the world, and their spirits and souls were taken by others. As if stealing it, his face was extremely pale.
"Qiu Shui, is something wrong? What's wrong with you? Tell me what happened." Cheng Cheng walked to the door and took the bag in his hand.
Cheng Cheng couldn't figure out his thoughts, but he only knew that something was wrong with him along the way. Although Qiu Shui didn't talk much, the expression on his eyebrows revealed a sense of anxiety.
☆, Memories are painful, Cheng Cheng feels distressed
Qiu Shui couldn't bear it anymore, he really wanted to cry, this shameful thing that even Han Luo didn't know, Qiu Shui didn't want to bring it up again, he couldn't tell right from wrong, it was a thread stuck in his heart forever The steel needle that can't be pulled out is flowing in the blood with rust powder and venom.
"Cheng Cheng..." The moment Qiu Shui raised his head, Cheng Cheng saw tears of despair flowing down the cheeks of this man. It seemed like he would fall to the ground in a second and never get up again.
"What's the matter, what happened?" Cheng Cheng hurriedly helped him in.
The two were sitting on the sofa, Cheng Cheng put his arm around his thin shoulders, a man who was clearly 20 years old, no matter how he looked like a junior high school student, indifferent and frail, the greenness on his face had not receded, like It is complaining that this body bears too much weight.
At this age, he should go to college in school, go to class, play games and have dinner with friends happily, carefree, but what is added to this person, it seems that people in their 40s and [-]s can bear it in middle age It is a life he should not have had to go out to make a living prematurely.
Cheng Cheng reached out and hugged him tightly, he wanted to protect him so much, he wanted to feed him the best, he wanted to give him the best housing, and he wanted to give him the same life as Xia Chen.
Everyone deserves to be taken seriously, no matter how poor and ugly he is, whether he is a prince or princess, or an orphan and a beggar, he has gone through years that you can't see or imagine, and he deserves to meet someone who truly loves him in the second half of his life His people come to take care of him for the rest of his life.
Qiu Shui nestled in his arms, clutching Cheng Cheng's blue shirt, tears flowed from the socket of his left eye along the bridge of his nose to the other eye, filled with tears, separated by a layer of mist, Qiu Shui looked The furnishings in the rooms he arrived were all distorted, like people with fierce faces spitting and footprints falling on his body, laughing at him endlessly.
"Ah! Go away! Go away!" Qiu Shuiku frowned, grabbed Cheng Cheng's clothes more and more, closed his eyes tightly, and burrowed deeper into Cheng Cheng's arms.
Like a desperate poor man being chased by bad guys, standing on the edge of a cliff, he doesn't know whether to jump or fight to the death.
Tears invaded this slap-sized face, Qiu Shui didn't dare to look at what was in front of him, and trembled in Cheng Cheng's arms.
Cheng Cheng touched Qiu Shui's hand, which was icy cold to the bone, his knuckles seemed to be frozen, unable to curl up or stretch out, let Cheng Cheng press and hold it in this big hand.
Qiu Shui just wanted to be in this warm embrace, he didn't want to talk, and let him caress him. The sense of security of being hugged in his embrace allowed him to temporarily forget the city, the people in the city who once treated him with contempt and ridicule, forget that person Ruthlessness and indifference to oneself.
Qiu Shui was afraid of seeing Han Luo again, but also wanted to see him somewhere. This contradiction that was enough to kill him made him restless and wanted to escape. He didn't have the courage to walk out of this door. Seeing this left him scarred city of.
He wanted to compress the unknown time of this business trip into a few hours and pass it quickly, no matter what happened to him, everything would pass.He even distortedly hoped that all the bad luck would come quickly, pouring all over his head at once, and using the most painful second in the world in exchange for enduring all unknown sufferings.
"Can you tell me what's wrong?" Cheng Cheng's voice was deep and soft, coming from his throat, like a cello playing a tone that was neither too long nor too short.
Qiu Shui's tears flowed down his cheeks and fell on the back of Cheng Cheng's hands. He didn't say a word, only the sound of sobbing, and his shoulders couldn't stop shaking.
Cheng Cheng's big hand caressed Qiu Shui's back. This back with no extra meat support made his palms feel a little painful. He stroked the protruding spine in the middle from top to bottom, and both sides were covered with thin cloth. The body of the skin, gently rubbed.
Cheng Cheng didn't know what happened to such a person who didn't respond, so he could only guess secretly and say some comforting words to make this person get better.
"Qiu Shui, sometimes we always encounter such and such things. If you think about the positive side, things can always be solved. It can't be a hurdle that you can't get over in your life."
Cheng Cheng didn't know why Qiu Shui was so sad, what hit the place in his heart that most needed protection, and what he was enduring. Being coerced and passive by life at such a young age, it was difficult for Cheng Cheng to see through his heart .
What should Cheng Cheng do with this person who refuses to say a word?
But there must be something that reminded him of his past, it must be someone or something that restrained him, preventing him from getting out of the predicament that he drew himself into a prison.
"If you always think of this matter as bad, it will never get better. Haven't you ever thought that it will be a blessing in disguise? There is room for change in everything."
Cheng Cheng raised his chin and wiped away the tears on his face with a tissue, "I can't cry anymore, my eyes should be swollen, how can I go to see the client tomorrow?"
Cheng Cheng held up the small face, and kissed it in a mysterious way, without a trace of sexual desire, it was only about comforting this person, it was only a light touch, and he realized what he had just done when he realized what he had just done. The worst thing to do.He didn't know why he chose to kiss this action to let him feel relieved, in this way to relieve this person's claustrophobic heart.
"It's okay, I can't cry anymore." Cheng Cheng looked at the red and swollen eyes seriously, and his heart began to ache.
He can't be sorry for Xia Chen, and he doesn't want Qiu Shui to be hurt, he can only temporarily stabilize this bad situation, drinking poison to quench his thirst is better than letting him watch one of them hurt to the deepest point but can't help at all.
Because he saw him crying, he didn't want this person to be hurt a little bit, why did God keep torturing him like this.
The sharp pain that happened to his body is still eroding him, biting him, no one can feel the pain caused by this personal attack, the tears are exhausted, Qiu Shui has no strength in his body, and he is limp in his body A steady and peaceful breath in my arms.
Qiu Shui didn't want to say it, and Cheng Cheng didn't force it. Asking a person to tell the most painful thing is like cutting a piece of flesh off him.
Help Qiu Shui to sleep on the bed in the inner room, turn on the air conditioner, adjust it to a suitable temperature, and draw the heavy curtains to block the bright light coming in from the outside.
"Qiu Shui, take a good rest today, don't think too much, and sleep peacefully, okay?"
"Okay" Qiu Shui raised the quilt to cover half of his face, he must be ugly now, he doesn't want Cheng Cheng to see it, but isn't he still seen?
"I'm going to see a client tomorrow, I'll prepare some materials, you can sleep peacefully." Cheng Cheng came out and carefully closed the door.
Sinking into the sofa, lighting a cigarette, Cheng Cheng quietly watched it burn, the shredded tobacco burned into black froth, Cheng Cheng flicked it with his finger, the ash fell on the carpet, everything was silent.
Qiu Shui was like the cigarette in his hand. He was swallowed by the flames. If he didn't put out the fire, he would be burnt out one day and his spirit would collapse.
The meeting place was at the other party's company, and the agreed time was nine o'clock. The two were going to have breakfast at the hotel before setting off.
The light vegetable porridge and several exquisite side dishes, Qiu Shui took a few bites slowly and couldn't eat any more.
"Qiu Shui, are you feeling better now? If you don't feel well, I can go by myself." Cheng Cheng looked at Qiu Shui's calm face without any trace of emotion.
"It's okay, I can go." Qiu Shui has no appetite now, and there seems to be a lump in his throat, which prevents him from swallowing anything.
These dishes are very similar to those of Entai. From small to large dishes, there is no taste in the mouth, and they are dry like eating hard steamed buns.
Cheng Cheng is full of curiosity about this place, the breakfast here is quite different from that in Mocheng, Xiaojiabiyu's breakfast is very similar to Qiushui, simple and light.
"The food is very good, Qiu Shui, eat more." Cheng Cheng was full of praise for the vegetable porridge here.
"Well, okay." Qiu Shui picked up a few shredded cold potatoes and put them in his mouth, chewing them lightly.
Along the way, Cheng Cheng kept looking for topics to make Qiu Shui feel better, but seeing every plant and tree here, all the way, Qiu Shui couldn't help thinking of those gloomy days, and Qiu Shui tried hard to restrain himself. Think about other things and concentrate on this business negotiation. After arriving at the client company all the way, Qiu Shui felt that he was almost done. When Cheng Cheng looked at him, he responded with a bright smile and told him that he could do it. Cheng Cheng is always worried about himself.
When I arrived at the other party's company, the magnificent building towered into the sky, and the first to fourth floors were the company's office space.
The beautiful welcome lady at the door, the smooth and clean dark brown floor, the high blue and white porcelain vase, the golden yellow crystal chandelier, Qiu Shui followed Cheng Cheng, holding the contract documents in his hand, and followed him closely, for fear that he would appear A slight error.
Cheng Cheng had seen the big world, and he was nothing more than that about these things. It was the first time for Qiu Shui to really enter such a big company. The boss must be very picky, with harsh conditions and difficult to serve.
The front desk led the two of them to the elevator, and the girl's beautiful eight-toothed smile made people feel a little strange, "Our supervisor has something to do, please wait in the reception room here first."
The two followed the lady at the front desk and walked inside, Qiu Shui followed behind with his head down, a person passed by with a gust of wind, and soon disappeared around the corner without a trace, before Qiu Shui raised his head and said Sorry, the person had already disappeared, and Qiu Shui stopped looking back.
☆, the negotiation went smoothly and met Han Luo
But the breath of this person is so familiar, as if he has lived in this breath for many years, it is not the sticky smell of sweat, it is not the unique charm exuded by mature men, it is a simple fragrance of trees in early spring, it is to let The person gently closed his eyes and couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth.
Qiu Shui felt that it might be because he was too heavy these days, and because he suddenly felt uncomfortable coming here, his body would automatically adjust to deceive himself.
The two walked in, and inside the room were all the honors of the company, highlighting the company's status in the Jiangnan area, which should not be underestimated, as if they were brought here on purpose, as if to give the other party a bad start first.
Qiu Shui was a little nervous and uncomfortable. After all, it was the first time he came out to discuss business with his boss. Even if he didn't want to intervene a few words, the atmosphere had already overwhelmed him, and he was looking for something on the floor.
Cheng Cheng could see Qiu Shui's uneasiness, and quickly comforted him: "Qiu Shui, it's fine, don't be nervous."
"Well, supervisor, their company is very powerful, we..." Qiu Shui nodded and took a sip of water.
"Qiu Shui, don't worry, no matter how good-looking and amazing things are, they are still paper tigers, so don't be nervous." Cheng Cheng gently pressed his shoulder.
The business executive of the other party came late after half an hour. He looked about the same age as Cheng Cheng, and exuded a capable atmosphere. The two parties shook hands and smiled, and introduced each other. Ken concedes, but is still gentle and calm on the surface.
"It is our honor to cooperate with your company this time. We are very willing to sign this contract with you, to conclude this business, and to achieve mutual benefit and win-win results..." Cheng Cheng first exchanged pleasantries to draw the relationship between the two parties closer.
"Your company's reputation is one of the best in the industry, and it is our company's great honor to cooperate with you!" The other party did not give in, full of aura.
Then Cheng Cheng briefly and euphemistically praised the company's ability to act efficiently and rigorously in this business, please rest assured that the other party will never let the other party down.
Cheng Cheng also mentioned the company's position in the market in recent years. It has always handled some high-end business excellently. Since you have entrusted this business to us, it is an affirmation of the company. We will definitely go all out. Doing so that you are absolutely satisfied and making huge profits in the market is what your company cares about, and it is the foundation of a company's survival, so what's the matter with mere small money?
Qiu Shui secretly admired Cheng Cheng's negotiating ability in his heart, which is really one of the best. I haven't found out that Cheng Cheng still has this skill in the company. , and finally the two parties signed the contract at the company's pricing.
This contract was basically a one-year ration for the marketing department. Qiu Shui held the contract tightly and walked out of the reception room, as if holding a cornucopia.
He couldn't believe how Cheng Cheng managed to convince the other party in less than an hour, and finally took the initiative to sign the contract. It was simply unbelievable. Qiu Shui felt that if he did it by himself, he must be submissive. Yes, it's hard to say whether you will be able to take it down at that time, and it is possible to be despised by the other party.
In the corridor, many female employees of this company were staring at him, and all the focus was on this person.
"Director, you're amazing!" Qiu Shui admired Cheng Cheng's eternally confident temperament. He was confident and charming outside, and cared for his younger brother inside.
Qiu Shui felt that this person was slowly approaching his heart, and one day he would completely replace that person, and he would let go of the past and start a new life.
Qiu Shui looked up with a smile like this, foolishly, as if worshiping the god of the exam, and also as admiring and admiring the other half.
Cheng Cheng realized that Qiu Shui's gaze was also on him, so he turned his head and made a face at him. To be honest, he was also very happy that this project was successfully signed.
Because of this business, Cheng Cheng didn't get a good night's sleep. Before, he felt that there was little hope of being able to negotiate, but with Qiu Shui by his side, he felt that the chances of winning were a little higher, so he needed Qiu Shui by his side.
The two walked through the long corridor talking and laughing, and at the end was the elevator, going down from the fourth floor.
At the end is a small corner, probably the bathroom, and the figure walking out of the corner suddenly made Qiu Shui's heart thump, the familiar face, the familiar figure, even the small inconspicuous corner of the mouth of that person and his colleague smiled Dimples are clear.
is it him? !
Is it hallucination? !
This person who made him think about it day and night, this person who made him want to jump up and take a bite, this person who made him love and hate entangled, just appeared inadvertently, and came unexpectedly.
Nothing is ready, not even ready.
The flame is being extinguished bit by bit, leaving only a little source of fire. Seeing that the fire has been extinguished by the wind and snow, it is still holding on, but now someone is coming with the kindling, right?
Qiu Shui's pupils were wide open, and the eye sockets were blurry, as if they were filled with a puddle of water, as if unreal, as if everything was illusory, this person may have planted a seed in her heart, that's why he was born. Feel like a phantom?
Qiu Shui stood there dumbfounded, Cheng Cheng felt that the people behind him hadn't followed, and looked back, he was still standing still, his eyes seemed to be burning with a flame of anger or sadness that he couldn't tell.
Cheng Cheng walked over, took his hand and led him away, sweat broke out from the palm of the touched hand, Cheng Cheng tightened it a little more, fearing that his little hands would slip away.
Han Luo turned his face and saw the person he hadn't seen for a long time. It was heartache, long-term longing, and regret to empty his internal organs. All kinds of emotions defeated him in an instant, and he was defeated immediately. distracted.
Han Luo seemed to be nailed to a cross, his hands, feet, body, and even his soul were imprisoned. The people he saw at this moment made him feel that he could be cut into pieces by a thousand knives. Han Luo felt that he could be shot dead immediately.
The pair of eyes that looked over were still pure, like a piece of uncut jade, with the aura picked up from the mountain just now, fresh and natural, but it seemed to be blocked by something, separated by a layer of water mist, the clarity and innocence were hidden. Jade is hidden inside.
Seeing Qiu Shui being led away by a strange man, Han Luo felt that he was about to lose Qiu Shui for the second time. Although he wasn't sure what kind of love it was, people should not be missing anymore!
He wants to keep him by his side, he needs to sort out his feelings for the child in front of him, he needs to figure it out!
During the days when Qiu Shui was missing, he went to Qiu Shui's school, he saw the poor hanging phone, he saw a series of shallow footprints on the snowy campus, he heard those ugly comments, he I saw Qiu Shui's picture on the school's forum.
It turned out that he was his last bastion, but when he stretched out his hand, it collapsed and broke into an army.
At that time, Han Luocai had a falling out with Qiu Shui, knowing that he was having a room with a boy, Han Luo was already on the verge of collapse. The Qiu Shui he knew was such a well-behaved child. It turned out that he also needed passion to release his desires, but How could it be this way?
He never thought that this matter would be known by everyone. He was bearing a heavier blow than himself. He could no longer settle down in this city, but he still stood by.
He lost his footing at the moment of his confession, and couldn't accept it when he said 'I love you'. Han Luo regretted that he hung up the phone without any response at that time. He didn't know what happened to him.
Now look at everything in front of him, the victim, the person who said he loves him, is being held by someone else, Han Luo seems to have a lump in his chest, which makes his heart ache, what should he do to save himself Such a long miss!
Has Qiu Shui forgotten?Have you forgotten yourself?
Who is this guy?Why is he holding his hand!
Han Luo couldn't stand it!
The elevator door closed slowly and there was only a gap the width of a fist. Han Luo stretched his arm in and pulled him out. The elevator closed abruptly and took Cheng Cheng down.
Lin Yibai had already dragged the people in the office away, and there were only these two people left in the corridor.
Qiu Shui's tears were forced back, the corners of his eyes were wet, and there were crystals hanging from his eyelashes. What should he say? mouth.
The two of them went to the tea area and sat down facing each other. Qiu Shui looked at the person in front of him. He could only feel more comfortable by looking at him quietly. The person who used to be far away in the sky was in front of him, but his heart was separated by a galaxy. , how to go back?
☆, two people chatting Qiu water changes drastically
Han Luo opened his mouth first, "During this time, where have you been? I went to your school, and they said you dropped out of school."
Han Luo spoke slowly, avoiding the important point and saying it lightly. He was afraid that a certain word or word would make this person walk away without a trace, so he chose his words carefully.
"I, there are some things, you know, I need to go." Qiu Shui took a sip of water, the strong emotions were well hidden in the words he said, even though the five-flavored bottle in his heart was smashed, but his face The indifferent and powerful staring eyes shown above moved away to the bathtub that was spewing bubbles diagonally behind Han Luo.
Some things don't need to be taboo anymore, they don't make sense, he will know, maybe he already knows.
"Well, this, I, I did something wrong at that time, I shouldn't, I shouldn't..."
"You're not wrong." Qiu Shui's clear eyes turned around, and he looked carefully at the person in front of him. His hair was fresh and fluffy, and there were blue beard roots on his chin. He was extremely close and strange. He didn't know how to describe himself like this. Feeling as if far away.
"Qiu Shui, when I... treated you like that, do you hate me very much?" Han Luo lowered his head after speaking. He felt that if he didn't ask for his forgiveness in front of Qiu Shui, his whole life would end here. knot.
"no"
"I didn't discriminate against you, it's just that I can't accept this, in the future I..."
"You have the right to hate me, you don't have to change for me." Qiu Shui looked at the cup in his hand, and he had a momentary urge to splash the water in the cup on the face of the person opposite, he had a lot of emotions to vent, He wanted to beat him hard with a sandbag, until his fingers were broken and blood flowed to digest this emotion.
Han Luo seemed to have been bitten by a ferocious beast, unable to use all his strength, his eyes were reddened, and he was dizzy with water mist. Since when Qiu Shui was so tough, he didn't give himself a single leeway.
The two were silent, and the air was filled with a faint lemon fragrance, but it was extremely dull, like a battlefield after a hail of bullets, full of gunpowder smoke and corpses everywhere, even if the two were close, they couldn't see each other's face clearly.
"Qiu Shui, do you want to leave this time?"
"This business has been signed and will go back soon"
"Where are you going back, where are you going, where are you going to work now..." Han Luo suddenly wanted to know all the information about him now, because Han Luo is not in the marketing department, and the signing of this business has nothing to do with the interests of the department. So he didn't know about this contract, this cooperative company, let alone who they would send over.
Cheng Cheng came up, looking left and right, Qiu Shui was dragged away by someone just now, it's not some enemy, is it because of this person that Qiu Shui's mental state is not good recently?Nothing will happen.
He was looked at again in vain by the female colleagues of this company, and after a long detour, Cheng Cheng finally saw Qiu Shui in the tea room.
"Why are you here?" Cheng Cheng came over with a reproachful tone, and complained that the person who took Qiu Shui away was supposed to be an employee of this company. Cheng Cheng looked at Qiu Shui and asked, "This is ?”
Qiu Shui put down the quilt in his hand, stood up and said, "He is Han Luo, an employee here, we knew each other before"
Cheng Cheng let go of the grievances in his heart, seeing this refreshing person, he looked a few years older than Qiu Shui, but he still had a little college student spirit on him, he thought he had just graduated.
"I'm so sorry just now, I haven't seen you for a long time, so I was a little abrupt..."
"It's okay, can we go now?" Cheng Cheng had nothing to say to the stranger, he pulled up Qiu Shui who was standing aside, he seemed to be in a trance, his expression was flustered, and he finally built up his spirit After sitting with this person for a while, it's gone.
Qiu Shui was obediently dragged out of the tea room by Cheng Cheng. Along the way, seeing Qiu Shui lost his soul, Cheng Cheng didn't know what the two men said or what happened to them.
He left in a hurry, but the contract was left on the table inside. By the time he realized it, he had already returned to the hotel, and Cheng Cheng decided to go there the next day to get it.
"Qiu Shui, did something happen between the two of you, did he treat you in any way, did he say anything to you, can you tell me, can I share some of what you can't bear alone?" Cheng Cheng Look into his eyes solemnly, unwaveringly, at least he can do it at this moment.
"fine"
"Qiu Shui! Don't talk about everything, okay! Are you in a bad mood these days because of this person!" Cheng Cheng's suppressed words were finally released.
What he said was like a big bottle of vinegar had been spilled. It wasn't until today that he saw this person that he realized that Qiu Shui would never be upset about an insignificant person, at least he can be sure that it is that person.
"Qiu Shui, can you tell me something? It makes you so sad to keep it in your heart. Isn't it good to say it? If I can reassure you, I can bear half of it for you."
Cheng Cheng scratched his head, there was nothing he could do about the calm-faced person in front of him, he calmed down and lowered his posture, as if begging others to forgive him for something, but he didn't make any mistakes.
"Cheng Cheng..." Qiu Shui's tears fell like a dam burst, and Cheng Cheng felt as if his body was covered by freezing rain, and felt cold and painful.
Cheng Cheng held him tightly in his arms, Qiu Shui didn't know what to do, Cheng Cheng could at least protect himself, even though he hadn't given him all of himself, including his body and the concealment of the past.
Han Luo appeared at this time. The person who had been in his heart for so many years suddenly broke his peace of mind. He appeared when he decided to go on with Cheng Cheng, chasing after the once unattainable but still present. The unattainable fantasy is still safe with Cheng Cheng right now.
Do you want him to forgive Han Luo's indifference, or Han Luo to forgive his own sexuality.
It's hard to tell, there are too many things entangled between these two people, Qiu Shui wants to get rid of everything now, and simply live with Cheng Cheng, at least he won't be indifferent to himself.
But Han Luo was a dream he had since he was a child, a dream he had for many years, and the dream was shattered when he woke up, but this dream happened, so he can no longer turn a blind eye to it.
What he wants is pure and eternal love, and if someone gives it to him, he will be happy enough.
He didn't dare to expect Han Luo to give him the love he wanted, but yes, the love was so loud and blurry, that the person involved was even more confused.
Tears wet a large area of Cheng Cheng's shirt. After crying for so long, Qiu Shui calmed down and didn't want to say anything. The feeling of being valued and loved made him feel better.
He wants to do something, he wants to tell Cheng Cheng that he believes in Cheng Cheng, but there are some things that can only be hidden.
What should he do to tell himself to be firm in the choice at this moment.
Qiu Shui's heart was in a mess, he didn't know who was wrong and who was right at the moment, he wanted to use pain to wake himself up.
A few years ago, when he was recruited by others to do MB, he knew a little about bed affairs. The special learning method made him suffer a lot of humiliation. Today he wants to take the initiative, and he knows what he wants to do.
Qiu Shui looked at him with wandering eyes, and kissed Cheng Cheng's cheek lightly, and his hot breath brushed Cheng Cheng's ear.
He didn't realize that Qiu Shui would take the initiative at all. Cheng Cheng, who has become a lower-body thinking animal after work, tried his best to respond to Qiu Shui at this moment.
Qiu Shui gnawed and sucked on Cheng Cheng's lower lip, with a little shyness being twisted and twisted by Cheng Cheng's tongue.
On the bed is a person nestled in the arms of another person. The clothes dropped on the floor and the tissues on the floor indicate that □Not long ago, the room was full of ambiguity and the sound of desire released a few minutes ago, and now everything is calm.
Qiu Shui was a little shy, her cheeks were pink, and her little ears were burning red.
Cheng Cheng held his hand tightly, resting his chin on Qiu Shui's fluffy hair. The sunlight from outside the window was so gentle that it always made people sleepy.
Qiu Shui closed his eyes slightly, and his chaotic thoughts made him feel a little regretful, regretting that he was too impulsive just now, and he took it for granted.
When the doorbell rang, Cheng Cheng thought it was lunch, so he wrapped himself in a pajamas and got out of bed to open the door to get it.
"Excuse me, you are taking a nap, where is this contract?" Han Luo was immediately displeased when he saw Cheng Cheng's pajamas with his chest exposed, and suppressed his anger.
"Thank you," Cheng Cheng responded lightly.
"Excuse me, is Qiu Shui there? Can I see him?" Han Luo said in an extremely humble tone.
"Do you think he wants to see you?" Cheng Cheng's condescending words made people feel that there was a gap in front of them.
"Qiu Shui! Qiu Shui! Are you in there? I'm Han Luo! Can you come out?" Han Luo's voice passed through the wall and through the air into Qiu Shui's ears. What should I do if I hid under the quilt and held my head in the hustle and bustle!what to do!
Regardless of Cheng Cheng's obstruction, Han Luo entered the room, walked to the door of the inner bedroom, and was stunned. He didn't dare to think about the scattered clothes on the ground and the discarded tissues, so he just said softly: "Qiu Water, I will wait for you in the coffee shop downstairs, and I will always wait for you."
☆, Cheng Cheng left to see Xia Chen
After Han Luo left, Cheng Cheng came in and saw the tears of the people in the bed all over the pillow towel, "Qiu Shui, you, don't go."
Qiu Shui, who was silent without saying a word, picked up the clothes at hand and put them on one by one. Cheng Cheng stood on the balcony, the soot was blowing far away in the wind, would Qiu Shui leave like this?
After a long time, a soft voice said, "Cheng Cheng, I'm going down."
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Cheng Cheng slipped to the floor. Everyone had their own business to settle, and the business between himself and Xia Chen also needed to be settled. The number was dialed again, but still no one answered. The ashes of the cigarette butts stained the slippers, and Cheng Cheng threw the phone under the table not far away.
"Ring Ling Ling..."
It must be something about the company, Cheng Cheng didn't bother to answer it until it rang again, Cheng Cheng dusted the cigarette in his hand and put it in his mouth, and saw a string of strange numbers, it was an international long-distance call!
"Hey, are you Xiaochen?" Cheng Cheng asked gently and concerned after hearing the crying sound.
"Bastard! If you don't make it to Osaka within two hours, Cheng Cheng, you, you, you will never see me again!"
Cheng Cheng panicked. Although two hours is not enough, Cheng Cheng must go.As for Qiu Shui, he couldn't take care of that much anymore. When he saw the two talking quietly downstairs, he felt relieved. At least he wouldn't do anything against Qiu Shui, so he sent him a text message: Qiu Shui, I I'm in a hurry now, so I'm leaving first.
Cheng Cheng couldn't give Qiu Shui a promise, and he never said everlasting words to Qiu Shui.
The moment he got on the plane and turned off his phone, he understood that he loved Xia Chen.
He has always regarded Qiu Shui as Xia Chen's shadow, as Xia Chen's original appearance.
But people will change, oneself will change, and others will also change. Why do others have to develop according to their ideals?He thought that the two of them would follow their ideal route, but things always didn't go according to their wishes.
Cheng Cheng was not sure that Qiu Shui could go on with him, because for a long time, Qiu Shui was a shadow, Xia Chen's shadow, and also a shadow imagined by himself.But he can be sure that Xia Chen can go on with him!He loves himself with all his heart, to the bone marrow, to the blood, to the point where he loves himself so much that he is unwilling to let others keep it.
Possible
He can't forget the hurts brought to him by the people who used to be here, how many tears he shed, and made him despair of everything here. If it's just physical pain, he can bear it, but it will completely break his spirit, and step on it. Cracking hard under his feet, he stood on the verge of collapse, he almost committed suicide, he even forgot how he persuaded himself to turn back and cherish this cheap life.
Being able to escape from here, Qiu Shui didn't want to embark on this way back again.Everything was gray and dull, and the laughter of others seemed to enter his ears from a distant cave, and everyone was talking about his shameless deeds.
Cheng Cheng had already opened the co-pilot's door of the taxi, and saw Qiu Shui motionless thoughtfully, carrying the shriveled little bag in his hand.
"Qiu Shui, what's the matter, are you not used to it?" I hired a taxi and asked about the route. I saw Qiu Shui standing there with the wind fluttering the broken hair on his forehead. Looking ahead, what's the matter, why Qiu Shui didn't want to come here in the first place, and now his expression is not right.
"Yeah..." Hearing Cheng Cheng calling him, Qiu Shui walked to the side of the car.
Go directly to the hotel booked in advance, a double room suite.
Cheng Cheng had already opened the door with his key card, walked in, and pulled the suitcase in, but the people behind him were still standing straight outside the door, as if they couldn't see everything, as if they were outside the world, and their spirits and souls were taken by others. As if stealing it, his face was extremely pale.
"Qiu Shui, is something wrong? What's wrong with you? Tell me what happened." Cheng Cheng walked to the door and took the bag in his hand.
Cheng Cheng couldn't figure out his thoughts, but he only knew that something was wrong with him along the way. Although Qiu Shui didn't talk much, the expression on his eyebrows revealed a sense of anxiety.
☆, Memories are painful, Cheng Cheng feels distressed
Qiu Shui couldn't bear it anymore, he really wanted to cry, this shameful thing that even Han Luo didn't know, Qiu Shui didn't want to bring it up again, he couldn't tell right from wrong, it was a thread stuck in his heart forever The steel needle that can't be pulled out is flowing in the blood with rust powder and venom.
"Cheng Cheng..." The moment Qiu Shui raised his head, Cheng Cheng saw tears of despair flowing down the cheeks of this man. It seemed like he would fall to the ground in a second and never get up again.
"What's the matter, what happened?" Cheng Cheng hurriedly helped him in.
The two were sitting on the sofa, Cheng Cheng put his arm around his thin shoulders, a man who was clearly 20 years old, no matter how he looked like a junior high school student, indifferent and frail, the greenness on his face had not receded, like It is complaining that this body bears too much weight.
At this age, he should go to college in school, go to class, play games and have dinner with friends happily, carefree, but what is added to this person, it seems that people in their 40s and [-]s can bear it in middle age It is a life he should not have had to go out to make a living prematurely.
Cheng Cheng reached out and hugged him tightly, he wanted to protect him so much, he wanted to feed him the best, he wanted to give him the best housing, and he wanted to give him the same life as Xia Chen.
Everyone deserves to be taken seriously, no matter how poor and ugly he is, whether he is a prince or princess, or an orphan and a beggar, he has gone through years that you can't see or imagine, and he deserves to meet someone who truly loves him in the second half of his life His people come to take care of him for the rest of his life.
Qiu Shui nestled in his arms, clutching Cheng Cheng's blue shirt, tears flowed from the socket of his left eye along the bridge of his nose to the other eye, filled with tears, separated by a layer of mist, Qiu Shui looked The furnishings in the rooms he arrived were all distorted, like people with fierce faces spitting and footprints falling on his body, laughing at him endlessly.
"Ah! Go away! Go away!" Qiu Shuiku frowned, grabbed Cheng Cheng's clothes more and more, closed his eyes tightly, and burrowed deeper into Cheng Cheng's arms.
Like a desperate poor man being chased by bad guys, standing on the edge of a cliff, he doesn't know whether to jump or fight to the death.
Tears invaded this slap-sized face, Qiu Shui didn't dare to look at what was in front of him, and trembled in Cheng Cheng's arms.
Cheng Cheng touched Qiu Shui's hand, which was icy cold to the bone, his knuckles seemed to be frozen, unable to curl up or stretch out, let Cheng Cheng press and hold it in this big hand.
Qiu Shui just wanted to be in this warm embrace, he didn't want to talk, and let him caress him. The sense of security of being hugged in his embrace allowed him to temporarily forget the city, the people in the city who once treated him with contempt and ridicule, forget that person Ruthlessness and indifference to oneself.
Qiu Shui was afraid of seeing Han Luo again, but also wanted to see him somewhere. This contradiction that was enough to kill him made him restless and wanted to escape. He didn't have the courage to walk out of this door. Seeing this left him scarred city of.
He wanted to compress the unknown time of this business trip into a few hours and pass it quickly, no matter what happened to him, everything would pass.He even distortedly hoped that all the bad luck would come quickly, pouring all over his head at once, and using the most painful second in the world in exchange for enduring all unknown sufferings.
"Can you tell me what's wrong?" Cheng Cheng's voice was deep and soft, coming from his throat, like a cello playing a tone that was neither too long nor too short.
Qiu Shui's tears flowed down his cheeks and fell on the back of Cheng Cheng's hands. He didn't say a word, only the sound of sobbing, and his shoulders couldn't stop shaking.
Cheng Cheng's big hand caressed Qiu Shui's back. This back with no extra meat support made his palms feel a little painful. He stroked the protruding spine in the middle from top to bottom, and both sides were covered with thin cloth. The body of the skin, gently rubbed.
Cheng Cheng didn't know what happened to such a person who didn't respond, so he could only guess secretly and say some comforting words to make this person get better.
"Qiu Shui, sometimes we always encounter such and such things. If you think about the positive side, things can always be solved. It can't be a hurdle that you can't get over in your life."
Cheng Cheng didn't know why Qiu Shui was so sad, what hit the place in his heart that most needed protection, and what he was enduring. Being coerced and passive by life at such a young age, it was difficult for Cheng Cheng to see through his heart .
What should Cheng Cheng do with this person who refuses to say a word?
But there must be something that reminded him of his past, it must be someone or something that restrained him, preventing him from getting out of the predicament that he drew himself into a prison.
"If you always think of this matter as bad, it will never get better. Haven't you ever thought that it will be a blessing in disguise? There is room for change in everything."
Cheng Cheng raised his chin and wiped away the tears on his face with a tissue, "I can't cry anymore, my eyes should be swollen, how can I go to see the client tomorrow?"
Cheng Cheng held up the small face, and kissed it in a mysterious way, without a trace of sexual desire, it was only about comforting this person, it was only a light touch, and he realized what he had just done when he realized what he had just done. The worst thing to do.He didn't know why he chose to kiss this action to let him feel relieved, in this way to relieve this person's claustrophobic heart.
"It's okay, I can't cry anymore." Cheng Cheng looked at the red and swollen eyes seriously, and his heart began to ache.
He can't be sorry for Xia Chen, and he doesn't want Qiu Shui to be hurt, he can only temporarily stabilize this bad situation, drinking poison to quench his thirst is better than letting him watch one of them hurt to the deepest point but can't help at all.
Because he saw him crying, he didn't want this person to be hurt a little bit, why did God keep torturing him like this.
The sharp pain that happened to his body is still eroding him, biting him, no one can feel the pain caused by this personal attack, the tears are exhausted, Qiu Shui has no strength in his body, and he is limp in his body A steady and peaceful breath in my arms.
Qiu Shui didn't want to say it, and Cheng Cheng didn't force it. Asking a person to tell the most painful thing is like cutting a piece of flesh off him.
Help Qiu Shui to sleep on the bed in the inner room, turn on the air conditioner, adjust it to a suitable temperature, and draw the heavy curtains to block the bright light coming in from the outside.
"Qiu Shui, take a good rest today, don't think too much, and sleep peacefully, okay?"
"Okay" Qiu Shui raised the quilt to cover half of his face, he must be ugly now, he doesn't want Cheng Cheng to see it, but isn't he still seen?
"I'm going to see a client tomorrow, I'll prepare some materials, you can sleep peacefully." Cheng Cheng came out and carefully closed the door.
Sinking into the sofa, lighting a cigarette, Cheng Cheng quietly watched it burn, the shredded tobacco burned into black froth, Cheng Cheng flicked it with his finger, the ash fell on the carpet, everything was silent.
Qiu Shui was like the cigarette in his hand. He was swallowed by the flames. If he didn't put out the fire, he would be burnt out one day and his spirit would collapse.
The meeting place was at the other party's company, and the agreed time was nine o'clock. The two were going to have breakfast at the hotel before setting off.
The light vegetable porridge and several exquisite side dishes, Qiu Shui took a few bites slowly and couldn't eat any more.
"Qiu Shui, are you feeling better now? If you don't feel well, I can go by myself." Cheng Cheng looked at Qiu Shui's calm face without any trace of emotion.
"It's okay, I can go." Qiu Shui has no appetite now, and there seems to be a lump in his throat, which prevents him from swallowing anything.
These dishes are very similar to those of Entai. From small to large dishes, there is no taste in the mouth, and they are dry like eating hard steamed buns.
Cheng Cheng is full of curiosity about this place, the breakfast here is quite different from that in Mocheng, Xiaojiabiyu's breakfast is very similar to Qiushui, simple and light.
"The food is very good, Qiu Shui, eat more." Cheng Cheng was full of praise for the vegetable porridge here.
"Well, okay." Qiu Shui picked up a few shredded cold potatoes and put them in his mouth, chewing them lightly.
Along the way, Cheng Cheng kept looking for topics to make Qiu Shui feel better, but seeing every plant and tree here, all the way, Qiu Shui couldn't help thinking of those gloomy days, and Qiu Shui tried hard to restrain himself. Think about other things and concentrate on this business negotiation. After arriving at the client company all the way, Qiu Shui felt that he was almost done. When Cheng Cheng looked at him, he responded with a bright smile and told him that he could do it. Cheng Cheng is always worried about himself.
When I arrived at the other party's company, the magnificent building towered into the sky, and the first to fourth floors were the company's office space.
The beautiful welcome lady at the door, the smooth and clean dark brown floor, the high blue and white porcelain vase, the golden yellow crystal chandelier, Qiu Shui followed Cheng Cheng, holding the contract documents in his hand, and followed him closely, for fear that he would appear A slight error.
Cheng Cheng had seen the big world, and he was nothing more than that about these things. It was the first time for Qiu Shui to really enter such a big company. The boss must be very picky, with harsh conditions and difficult to serve.
The front desk led the two of them to the elevator, and the girl's beautiful eight-toothed smile made people feel a little strange, "Our supervisor has something to do, please wait in the reception room here first."
The two followed the lady at the front desk and walked inside, Qiu Shui followed behind with his head down, a person passed by with a gust of wind, and soon disappeared around the corner without a trace, before Qiu Shui raised his head and said Sorry, the person had already disappeared, and Qiu Shui stopped looking back.
☆, the negotiation went smoothly and met Han Luo
But the breath of this person is so familiar, as if he has lived in this breath for many years, it is not the sticky smell of sweat, it is not the unique charm exuded by mature men, it is a simple fragrance of trees in early spring, it is to let The person gently closed his eyes and couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth.
Qiu Shui felt that it might be because he was too heavy these days, and because he suddenly felt uncomfortable coming here, his body would automatically adjust to deceive himself.
The two walked in, and inside the room were all the honors of the company, highlighting the company's status in the Jiangnan area, which should not be underestimated, as if they were brought here on purpose, as if to give the other party a bad start first.
Qiu Shui was a little nervous and uncomfortable. After all, it was the first time he came out to discuss business with his boss. Even if he didn't want to intervene a few words, the atmosphere had already overwhelmed him, and he was looking for something on the floor.
Cheng Cheng could see Qiu Shui's uneasiness, and quickly comforted him: "Qiu Shui, it's fine, don't be nervous."
"Well, supervisor, their company is very powerful, we..." Qiu Shui nodded and took a sip of water.
"Qiu Shui, don't worry, no matter how good-looking and amazing things are, they are still paper tigers, so don't be nervous." Cheng Cheng gently pressed his shoulder.
The business executive of the other party came late after half an hour. He looked about the same age as Cheng Cheng, and exuded a capable atmosphere. The two parties shook hands and smiled, and introduced each other. Ken concedes, but is still gentle and calm on the surface.
"It is our honor to cooperate with your company this time. We are very willing to sign this contract with you, to conclude this business, and to achieve mutual benefit and win-win results..." Cheng Cheng first exchanged pleasantries to draw the relationship between the two parties closer.
"Your company's reputation is one of the best in the industry, and it is our company's great honor to cooperate with you!" The other party did not give in, full of aura.
Then Cheng Cheng briefly and euphemistically praised the company's ability to act efficiently and rigorously in this business, please rest assured that the other party will never let the other party down.
Cheng Cheng also mentioned the company's position in the market in recent years. It has always handled some high-end business excellently. Since you have entrusted this business to us, it is an affirmation of the company. We will definitely go all out. Doing so that you are absolutely satisfied and making huge profits in the market is what your company cares about, and it is the foundation of a company's survival, so what's the matter with mere small money?
Qiu Shui secretly admired Cheng Cheng's negotiating ability in his heart, which is really one of the best. I haven't found out that Cheng Cheng still has this skill in the company. , and finally the two parties signed the contract at the company's pricing.
This contract was basically a one-year ration for the marketing department. Qiu Shui held the contract tightly and walked out of the reception room, as if holding a cornucopia.
He couldn't believe how Cheng Cheng managed to convince the other party in less than an hour, and finally took the initiative to sign the contract. It was simply unbelievable. Qiu Shui felt that if he did it by himself, he must be submissive. Yes, it's hard to say whether you will be able to take it down at that time, and it is possible to be despised by the other party.
In the corridor, many female employees of this company were staring at him, and all the focus was on this person.
"Director, you're amazing!" Qiu Shui admired Cheng Cheng's eternally confident temperament. He was confident and charming outside, and cared for his younger brother inside.
Qiu Shui felt that this person was slowly approaching his heart, and one day he would completely replace that person, and he would let go of the past and start a new life.
Qiu Shui looked up with a smile like this, foolishly, as if worshiping the god of the exam, and also as admiring and admiring the other half.
Cheng Cheng realized that Qiu Shui's gaze was also on him, so he turned his head and made a face at him. To be honest, he was also very happy that this project was successfully signed.
Because of this business, Cheng Cheng didn't get a good night's sleep. Before, he felt that there was little hope of being able to negotiate, but with Qiu Shui by his side, he felt that the chances of winning were a little higher, so he needed Qiu Shui by his side.
The two walked through the long corridor talking and laughing, and at the end was the elevator, going down from the fourth floor.
At the end is a small corner, probably the bathroom, and the figure walking out of the corner suddenly made Qiu Shui's heart thump, the familiar face, the familiar figure, even the small inconspicuous corner of the mouth of that person and his colleague smiled Dimples are clear.
is it him? !
Is it hallucination? !
This person who made him think about it day and night, this person who made him want to jump up and take a bite, this person who made him love and hate entangled, just appeared inadvertently, and came unexpectedly.
Nothing is ready, not even ready.
The flame is being extinguished bit by bit, leaving only a little source of fire. Seeing that the fire has been extinguished by the wind and snow, it is still holding on, but now someone is coming with the kindling, right?
Qiu Shui's pupils were wide open, and the eye sockets were blurry, as if they were filled with a puddle of water, as if unreal, as if everything was illusory, this person may have planted a seed in her heart, that's why he was born. Feel like a phantom?
Qiu Shui stood there dumbfounded, Cheng Cheng felt that the people behind him hadn't followed, and looked back, he was still standing still, his eyes seemed to be burning with a flame of anger or sadness that he couldn't tell.
Cheng Cheng walked over, took his hand and led him away, sweat broke out from the palm of the touched hand, Cheng Cheng tightened it a little more, fearing that his little hands would slip away.
Han Luo turned his face and saw the person he hadn't seen for a long time. It was heartache, long-term longing, and regret to empty his internal organs. All kinds of emotions defeated him in an instant, and he was defeated immediately. distracted.
Han Luo seemed to be nailed to a cross, his hands, feet, body, and even his soul were imprisoned. The people he saw at this moment made him feel that he could be cut into pieces by a thousand knives. Han Luo felt that he could be shot dead immediately.
The pair of eyes that looked over were still pure, like a piece of uncut jade, with the aura picked up from the mountain just now, fresh and natural, but it seemed to be blocked by something, separated by a layer of water mist, the clarity and innocence were hidden. Jade is hidden inside.
Seeing Qiu Shui being led away by a strange man, Han Luo felt that he was about to lose Qiu Shui for the second time. Although he wasn't sure what kind of love it was, people should not be missing anymore!
He wants to keep him by his side, he needs to sort out his feelings for the child in front of him, he needs to figure it out!
During the days when Qiu Shui was missing, he went to Qiu Shui's school, he saw the poor hanging phone, he saw a series of shallow footprints on the snowy campus, he heard those ugly comments, he I saw Qiu Shui's picture on the school's forum.
It turned out that he was his last bastion, but when he stretched out his hand, it collapsed and broke into an army.
At that time, Han Luocai had a falling out with Qiu Shui, knowing that he was having a room with a boy, Han Luo was already on the verge of collapse. The Qiu Shui he knew was such a well-behaved child. It turned out that he also needed passion to release his desires, but How could it be this way?
He never thought that this matter would be known by everyone. He was bearing a heavier blow than himself. He could no longer settle down in this city, but he still stood by.
He lost his footing at the moment of his confession, and couldn't accept it when he said 'I love you'. Han Luo regretted that he hung up the phone without any response at that time. He didn't know what happened to him.
Now look at everything in front of him, the victim, the person who said he loves him, is being held by someone else, Han Luo seems to have a lump in his chest, which makes his heart ache, what should he do to save himself Such a long miss!
Has Qiu Shui forgotten?Have you forgotten yourself?
Who is this guy?Why is he holding his hand!
Han Luo couldn't stand it!
The elevator door closed slowly and there was only a gap the width of a fist. Han Luo stretched his arm in and pulled him out. The elevator closed abruptly and took Cheng Cheng down.
Lin Yibai had already dragged the people in the office away, and there were only these two people left in the corridor.
Qiu Shui's tears were forced back, the corners of his eyes were wet, and there were crystals hanging from his eyelashes. What should he say? mouth.
The two of them went to the tea area and sat down facing each other. Qiu Shui looked at the person in front of him. He could only feel more comfortable by looking at him quietly. The person who used to be far away in the sky was in front of him, but his heart was separated by a galaxy. , how to go back?
☆, two people chatting Qiu water changes drastically
Han Luo opened his mouth first, "During this time, where have you been? I went to your school, and they said you dropped out of school."
Han Luo spoke slowly, avoiding the important point and saying it lightly. He was afraid that a certain word or word would make this person walk away without a trace, so he chose his words carefully.
"I, there are some things, you know, I need to go." Qiu Shui took a sip of water, the strong emotions were well hidden in the words he said, even though the five-flavored bottle in his heart was smashed, but his face The indifferent and powerful staring eyes shown above moved away to the bathtub that was spewing bubbles diagonally behind Han Luo.
Some things don't need to be taboo anymore, they don't make sense, he will know, maybe he already knows.
"Well, this, I, I did something wrong at that time, I shouldn't, I shouldn't..."
"You're not wrong." Qiu Shui's clear eyes turned around, and he looked carefully at the person in front of him. His hair was fresh and fluffy, and there were blue beard roots on his chin. He was extremely close and strange. He didn't know how to describe himself like this. Feeling as if far away.
"Qiu Shui, when I... treated you like that, do you hate me very much?" Han Luo lowered his head after speaking. He felt that if he didn't ask for his forgiveness in front of Qiu Shui, his whole life would end here. knot.
"no"
"I didn't discriminate against you, it's just that I can't accept this, in the future I..."
"You have the right to hate me, you don't have to change for me." Qiu Shui looked at the cup in his hand, and he had a momentary urge to splash the water in the cup on the face of the person opposite, he had a lot of emotions to vent, He wanted to beat him hard with a sandbag, until his fingers were broken and blood flowed to digest this emotion.
Han Luo seemed to have been bitten by a ferocious beast, unable to use all his strength, his eyes were reddened, and he was dizzy with water mist. Since when Qiu Shui was so tough, he didn't give himself a single leeway.
The two were silent, and the air was filled with a faint lemon fragrance, but it was extremely dull, like a battlefield after a hail of bullets, full of gunpowder smoke and corpses everywhere, even if the two were close, they couldn't see each other's face clearly.
"Qiu Shui, do you want to leave this time?"
"This business has been signed and will go back soon"
"Where are you going back, where are you going, where are you going to work now..." Han Luo suddenly wanted to know all the information about him now, because Han Luo is not in the marketing department, and the signing of this business has nothing to do with the interests of the department. So he didn't know about this contract, this cooperative company, let alone who they would send over.
Cheng Cheng came up, looking left and right, Qiu Shui was dragged away by someone just now, it's not some enemy, is it because of this person that Qiu Shui's mental state is not good recently?Nothing will happen.
He was looked at again in vain by the female colleagues of this company, and after a long detour, Cheng Cheng finally saw Qiu Shui in the tea room.
"Why are you here?" Cheng Cheng came over with a reproachful tone, and complained that the person who took Qiu Shui away was supposed to be an employee of this company. Cheng Cheng looked at Qiu Shui and asked, "This is ?”
Qiu Shui put down the quilt in his hand, stood up and said, "He is Han Luo, an employee here, we knew each other before"
Cheng Cheng let go of the grievances in his heart, seeing this refreshing person, he looked a few years older than Qiu Shui, but he still had a little college student spirit on him, he thought he had just graduated.
"I'm so sorry just now, I haven't seen you for a long time, so I was a little abrupt..."
"It's okay, can we go now?" Cheng Cheng had nothing to say to the stranger, he pulled up Qiu Shui who was standing aside, he seemed to be in a trance, his expression was flustered, and he finally built up his spirit After sitting with this person for a while, it's gone.
Qiu Shui was obediently dragged out of the tea room by Cheng Cheng. Along the way, seeing Qiu Shui lost his soul, Cheng Cheng didn't know what the two men said or what happened to them.
He left in a hurry, but the contract was left on the table inside. By the time he realized it, he had already returned to the hotel, and Cheng Cheng decided to go there the next day to get it.
"Qiu Shui, did something happen between the two of you, did he treat you in any way, did he say anything to you, can you tell me, can I share some of what you can't bear alone?" Cheng Cheng Look into his eyes solemnly, unwaveringly, at least he can do it at this moment.
"fine"
"Qiu Shui! Don't talk about everything, okay! Are you in a bad mood these days because of this person!" Cheng Cheng's suppressed words were finally released.
What he said was like a big bottle of vinegar had been spilled. It wasn't until today that he saw this person that he realized that Qiu Shui would never be upset about an insignificant person, at least he can be sure that it is that person.
"Qiu Shui, can you tell me something? It makes you so sad to keep it in your heart. Isn't it good to say it? If I can reassure you, I can bear half of it for you."
Cheng Cheng scratched his head, there was nothing he could do about the calm-faced person in front of him, he calmed down and lowered his posture, as if begging others to forgive him for something, but he didn't make any mistakes.
"Cheng Cheng..." Qiu Shui's tears fell like a dam burst, and Cheng Cheng felt as if his body was covered by freezing rain, and felt cold and painful.
Cheng Cheng held him tightly in his arms, Qiu Shui didn't know what to do, Cheng Cheng could at least protect himself, even though he hadn't given him all of himself, including his body and the concealment of the past.
Han Luo appeared at this time. The person who had been in his heart for so many years suddenly broke his peace of mind. He appeared when he decided to go on with Cheng Cheng, chasing after the once unattainable but still present. The unattainable fantasy is still safe with Cheng Cheng right now.
Do you want him to forgive Han Luo's indifference, or Han Luo to forgive his own sexuality.
It's hard to tell, there are too many things entangled between these two people, Qiu Shui wants to get rid of everything now, and simply live with Cheng Cheng, at least he won't be indifferent to himself.
But Han Luo was a dream he had since he was a child, a dream he had for many years, and the dream was shattered when he woke up, but this dream happened, so he can no longer turn a blind eye to it.
What he wants is pure and eternal love, and if someone gives it to him, he will be happy enough.
He didn't dare to expect Han Luo to give him the love he wanted, but yes, the love was so loud and blurry, that the person involved was even more confused.
Tears wet a large area of Cheng Cheng's shirt. After crying for so long, Qiu Shui calmed down and didn't want to say anything. The feeling of being valued and loved made him feel better.
He wants to do something, he wants to tell Cheng Cheng that he believes in Cheng Cheng, but there are some things that can only be hidden.
What should he do to tell himself to be firm in the choice at this moment.
Qiu Shui's heart was in a mess, he didn't know who was wrong and who was right at the moment, he wanted to use pain to wake himself up.
A few years ago, when he was recruited by others to do MB, he knew a little about bed affairs. The special learning method made him suffer a lot of humiliation. Today he wants to take the initiative, and he knows what he wants to do.
Qiu Shui looked at him with wandering eyes, and kissed Cheng Cheng's cheek lightly, and his hot breath brushed Cheng Cheng's ear.
He didn't realize that Qiu Shui would take the initiative at all. Cheng Cheng, who has become a lower-body thinking animal after work, tried his best to respond to Qiu Shui at this moment.
Qiu Shui gnawed and sucked on Cheng Cheng's lower lip, with a little shyness being twisted and twisted by Cheng Cheng's tongue.
On the bed is a person nestled in the arms of another person. The clothes dropped on the floor and the tissues on the floor indicate that □Not long ago, the room was full of ambiguity and the sound of desire released a few minutes ago, and now everything is calm.
Qiu Shui was a little shy, her cheeks were pink, and her little ears were burning red.
Cheng Cheng held his hand tightly, resting his chin on Qiu Shui's fluffy hair. The sunlight from outside the window was so gentle that it always made people sleepy.
Qiu Shui closed his eyes slightly, and his chaotic thoughts made him feel a little regretful, regretting that he was too impulsive just now, and he took it for granted.
When the doorbell rang, Cheng Cheng thought it was lunch, so he wrapped himself in a pajamas and got out of bed to open the door to get it.
"Excuse me, you are taking a nap, where is this contract?" Han Luo was immediately displeased when he saw Cheng Cheng's pajamas with his chest exposed, and suppressed his anger.
"Thank you," Cheng Cheng responded lightly.
"Excuse me, is Qiu Shui there? Can I see him?" Han Luo said in an extremely humble tone.
"Do you think he wants to see you?" Cheng Cheng's condescending words made people feel that there was a gap in front of them.
"Qiu Shui! Qiu Shui! Are you in there? I'm Han Luo! Can you come out?" Han Luo's voice passed through the wall and through the air into Qiu Shui's ears. What should I do if I hid under the quilt and held my head in the hustle and bustle!what to do!
Regardless of Cheng Cheng's obstruction, Han Luo entered the room, walked to the door of the inner bedroom, and was stunned. He didn't dare to think about the scattered clothes on the ground and the discarded tissues, so he just said softly: "Qiu Water, I will wait for you in the coffee shop downstairs, and I will always wait for you."
☆, Cheng Cheng left to see Xia Chen
After Han Luo left, Cheng Cheng came in and saw the tears of the people in the bed all over the pillow towel, "Qiu Shui, you, don't go."
Qiu Shui, who was silent without saying a word, picked up the clothes at hand and put them on one by one. Cheng Cheng stood on the balcony, the soot was blowing far away in the wind, would Qiu Shui leave like this?
After a long time, a soft voice said, "Cheng Cheng, I'm going down."
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Cheng Cheng slipped to the floor. Everyone had their own business to settle, and the business between himself and Xia Chen also needed to be settled. The number was dialed again, but still no one answered. The ashes of the cigarette butts stained the slippers, and Cheng Cheng threw the phone under the table not far away.
"Ring Ling Ling..."
It must be something about the company, Cheng Cheng didn't bother to answer it until it rang again, Cheng Cheng dusted the cigarette in his hand and put it in his mouth, and saw a string of strange numbers, it was an international long-distance call!
"Hey, are you Xiaochen?" Cheng Cheng asked gently and concerned after hearing the crying sound.
"Bastard! If you don't make it to Osaka within two hours, Cheng Cheng, you, you, you will never see me again!"
Cheng Cheng panicked. Although two hours is not enough, Cheng Cheng must go.As for Qiu Shui, he couldn't take care of that much anymore. When he saw the two talking quietly downstairs, he felt relieved. At least he wouldn't do anything against Qiu Shui, so he sent him a text message: Qiu Shui, I I'm in a hurry now, so I'm leaving first.
Cheng Cheng couldn't give Qiu Shui a promise, and he never said everlasting words to Qiu Shui.
The moment he got on the plane and turned off his phone, he understood that he loved Xia Chen.
He has always regarded Qiu Shui as Xia Chen's shadow, as Xia Chen's original appearance.
But people will change, oneself will change, and others will also change. Why do others have to develop according to their ideals?He thought that the two of them would follow their ideal route, but things always didn't go according to their wishes.
Cheng Cheng was not sure that Qiu Shui could go on with him, because for a long time, Qiu Shui was a shadow, Xia Chen's shadow, and also a shadow imagined by himself.But he can be sure that Xia Chen can go on with him!He loves himself with all his heart, to the bone marrow, to the blood, to the point where he loves himself so much that he is unwilling to let others keep it.
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