Yangchun Tune
Chapter 16 --- Sorrow and Joy
So, I ask, is Qingzi the child entrusted to the proprietress by your lover?I don't know what he said next.
Yes, she knew full well that what I did would never settle down, that I was incapable of protecting a child.I used to feel that I was incompetent, unable to protect my family, and then I was still so incompetent, unable to give my wife and children a complete home.Now Qingzi is doing well here, but I still can't find her.
It's not your fault, there are very few things in this world that we can control.I said, but I am an outsider and can only be a listener. Now I heard that the ending of this story is also happy. I hope you will watch it as soon as possible, and don't blame yourself.
A person's life has too much content, but we often choose to remain silent and accept, because we have never been understood.But accepting too much will make you sick.It just so happened today, at this time, this place, and the people here, that I suddenly wanted to speak, so I said, if you want to get a moment, you only need to speak, and you don’t need to understand.
After Zhongjiu finished speaking, he smiled, and there were too many things mixed in this smile.When everyone first came to this world, they all looked innocent, but the trust in the world was worn away by the various catastrophes of the years, and it became complicated.The most terrible catastrophe in this world is not the pain of the skin, but a 'feeling'.
Who can escape?
Maybe each of us is looking forward to, looking forward to a wonderful world, a peaceful time to give ourselves a happy ending, but our whole life is full of regrets.Those who love are always not loved, and those who want to meet are not met. The so-called wishing lovers will eventually get married must be the best blessing.
A blessing is a blessing after all, not a reality.Because you can't get it, you expect it, and because you expect it, you will have blessings.
No wonder Zhongjiu blamed himself.Not afraid of hunting, not afraid of sharp swords, not afraid of bloody wounds, but he is afraid of not being able to find his lover, he has no choice but to listen to his child say, dad.
I suddenly realized that I was actually a moaning person. I always thought I was miserable and felt that my pain could not be understood by others.But at this time, I realized that everyone has their own stories to tell. We don’t understand others, and others can’t understand me, because what we have experienced are different sufferings, but they are all suffering and difficult.
The person I love is so different from me, he is the sky, I am the earth, and we will never be together.
All the tenderness you gave me gave me the illusion that we were lovers.In fact, I am your plaything, you are my everything, we are not lovers.
During this time, I seldom have free time.It should be said that I am very idle, but my mind is not idle so that I don't have the heart-piercing pain of leaving you.
Some things are all based on emotions, and some things cannot be thought about carefully.
I can also have myself when I don't think about it. This time, the parting is no longer the same as when the first I left the palace.I seldom talk to people, and this is the first time I have heard other people's stories so clearly.Only then did I realize that it wasn't just me who was troubled by love, and my heart was inexplicably relieved.
Man, what a revenge on society.
It turns out that I can also live so easily, this is the first time I feel like this.If I hadn't heard Zhongjiu tell his story, I don't think I would have thought of you.If you don't think about you, you won't be sad. If you think about it, everything becomes as big as the sky.
It turns out that my sorrows and joys are all in my own hands.
I feel like a prisoner released from prison who has found his own freedom. What has been imprisoning me is not my longing for you, but my unwillingness to give myself a way out.
Everyone can love, and if there is love, there will be hatred, and then there will be other feelings.It's not that you can't live without love, it's not the only thing in life.
I think back then I burst into tears, curled up in the corner thinking about your face, and said softly, my life is only ignited and beautiful for you.Perhaps, it was just my youth and frivolity at the time, because I was young so I dared to open my mouth and keep my mouth shut for a lifetime, a lifetime, a lifetime.
Who said missing can't be free, who said I must sink into pain.Thoughts can also be free.
I immediately smiled, thank you, Zhongjiu.
Zhongjiu is inexplicable, thank me?
Thanks for making me think about something.
Zhongjiu was stunned for a moment, he was touched by listening to my story, could it be that you are annoyed by emotional matters?
I don't want to mention you again, I shook my head with a smile.
Zhongjiu doesn't bother with this issue either, since you're here, I'll treat you to a drink.
I suddenly had an urge.I said, okay, if you invite me to drink, then I will invite you to listen to me play the pipa.
When I came to the backyard again holding the pipa, Zhongjiu was...
Digging?
I smiled and said, Zhongjiu, what are you doing?
Zhongjiu said, this good wine is always buried in the soil.After speaking, he took out a jug of wine, took out two cups from nowhere, tore off the wine seal, and the sealed wine exuded fragrance.
They drank it straight away when they were not hungry.After drinking sake, I feel in a good mood. I haven't had such a good drink for a long time. I can't help but ask, are you afraid that the proprietress will get angry if you steal wine like this?
Zhongjiu wiped his mouth, I'm afraid of shit, I have plenty of money.
I chuckled, I can't help it, I just like Mr. Kuo to tie a piece together.The sound of the pipa poured out, accompanied by the brisk sound of the river, there was a kind of gentle harmony.
Zhongjiu drank a lot, but I only drank two cups while I was only focusing on picking and stroking the strings.Zhongjiu smiled and said, fortunately you drink less than me, otherwise I will lose money.
I got angry, took a sip immediately, and looked at him provocatively.
Zhongjiu stared, and then added wine to himself. There is a beautiful view, a breeze, and music. This is a joy in life!
I also agree.
Zhongjiu went on to say, there are shade trees, fine wine, and beauties...
I picked the string heavily, can't you stop your mouth with wine!
Zhongjiu just smiled and took a sip.
My sorrows and joys are all in my own hands.People will always grow, I think I will never be the same as before, I can't live without one person.I have my own life, and I can finally embrace the legendary new life.
☆, beheaded for public display
"There is an emotion that you don't think is as strong as love. You don't think it's as plain and tasteful as family affection. You think about whether it's friendship but hesitate. But when you lose it, the fear of extinction is the only one. Let me tell you, it is very important to you."
I played all over the backyard, teasing Qingzi, playing the pipa, and reading books.If you say this is leisure, it is better to say that you are eating and waiting to die.This person is really weird, crying when he is busy, and killing people when he is idle, he took two cents and went out for a stroll to get some fresh air.
Xiaoyi Town is crowded with people today, gathering under the scorching sun with a kind of morbid excitement.All the people gathered at the entrance of the vegetable market, standing on tiptoe, they could only see the back of the head of the person in front.
It is true that Xiaoyi Town is lively, but this kind of situation is rare.I grabbed one and asked, what the hell happened here?
The man's eyes widened in disbelief, the young master doesn't know about this?Everyone in the city knows that the emperor wants to execute his younger brother.
I haven't heard anyone mention you for a long time, I was startled and asked, why is the emperor like this?
The man shook his head with an expectant look on his face, hey, what could it be, don't usurp the throne.
Seeing this posture is about to beheaded for public display, I don't want to see these bloody things want to turn around and leave.Of course, if someone wants to take your position, it is natural that death will not be punished.
People were rushing in one direction, but I did the opposite and rubbed shoulders with countless people.Human nature is so terrible, how many people gloat, how many people watch the excitement, how many people look forward to seeing the moment when the blood erupts, fortunately this person deserves to die, and it is not wronged to die like this.
It was cooler after leaving the most crowded crowd. I stopped my progress and suddenly wanted to see who was so bold.
I turned around and saw a familiar figure.
I can see it clearly when I am far away. I can recognize this person at a glance, no matter how far away you are.
He sat motionless in the prison van, with iron chains binding his hands and feet.Those eyes that should have been full of smiles were now dim and empty.His dirty face was covered by loose hair, and the visible flesh on his body were wounds and congealed blood.
I didn't know what I was thinking for a moment, I just felt like my heart was hanging in the air, I was pushed to the edge of a cliff, and I was about to fall to pieces in the next second.I rushed into the crowd again, the bustling crowd blocked my way, pushed aside the crowd, ran with my fastest speed, and ran towards the person in the cage.I heard myself calling his name over and over again, but was overwhelmed by the crowd and was about to drown.
Get a little closer to the crowd.
Everything was ready, the executioner was wiping the knife, and a bowl of spirits was placed beside him.
I pushed hard to push away the person who blocked me, and the curses were left behind.
A little closer.
The onlookers yelled and yelled accusing and unsavory words, and threw fruits and sundries at him.
One step closer.
He dragged the heavy iron chain onto the beheading platform, and knelt beside the executioner.There was a burst of cheers from the audience.
A burst of fear climbed into my heart, I yelled, Chenliang!Chenliang!He seemed to look at me and smiled.
closer.
I finally rushed to the edge of the stage and shouted loudly, wait a minute!Everyone looked towards the source of the sound. Who is this person who ran out out of nowhere?
I said out of breath, it wasn't him!Listen to me, there is a misunderstanding in this!
I looked up at Chen Liang, it turned out that he was not smiling, the corner of his mouth was born like this, a smile.There was nothing in his eyes, no surprise, no sadness, just a pool of stagnant water, without a trace of waves.
People ignored me when they saw that I was just an insignificant grassroots person, and some people laughed and said that I was his accomplice, and it was all an opening speech before the big show, a short warm-up performance.I didn't respond to anything, and shouted at Chenliang with the loudest voice, you tell them there is a misunderstanding!Say it!Say something!
My yelling was swallowed up by the crowd's cursing and booing. I don't know if he heard it. I just know that he didn't explain or speak.
I was afraid of going crazy, I was going crazy, desperate to climb up to the beheading platform, but there was a hand tightly grabbing my wrist.I couldn't get rid of it no matter how hard I tried, but when I saw that the person who came was an acquaintance, I shouted anxiously, let me go!
He shook his head, as if it wasn't him who grabbed my wrist, I heard my crying voice, I beg you, let me go, please?
He turned a blind eye.
The gong sounds, the hour has come!Execution!
The booing around reached its peak in an instant.The jerk held up the long knife in his hand, reflecting the dazzling light under the scorching sun. Chen Liang sat there quietly, with his head bowed, silent and motionless.
The knife rises and the knife falls.
No muddy, clean and tidy, cheers.
It's all over.
I was stunned for a moment, all senses were blocked, only the sound of wind blowing, but I knew that it was not the sound of wind, but the sound of blood spurting from the cavity.
The wrist is released.He said, people have left, go back.
I watched him raise his hand, and the next second he slapped him firmly across the face.I said, Zhongjiu, why are you stopping me!
He took the slap firmly, and five red marks appeared on his face immediately. I slapped it with all my strength, but my palm was still painful and numb.
Zhongjiu said, so what if you go up?
I was startled, as if the wound had been opened, I don't want to hear him say that, shut up!You shut up!Shut up! If you didn't stop me, I...
So what?He said lightly.
I felt a suffocation in my chest, and a fishy sweetness came out of my mouth. I punched him, and he grabbed my hand.This reminded me of how he stopped me from going to Chenliang, I screamed as if I touched something dirty, let me go!Zhongjiu you bastard!I hate you!
He frowned, couldn't stop my waving hands, and slapped my neck, and the next second his eyes were dark.
☆, a barren
"Hope has filled the world for thousands of years, but only I know that hope ignores you, forgets you, you hold only a desolation, and mourn with a little remaining warmth.
A gust of wind and dust blows from an unknown distance, scratches your face, and gives you a heart riddled with holes. He tells you with a smile that the name of this gust is despair, and it is also called nothingness. "
"If it's hell to wake up, I'd rather never wake up."
I remember the last time I said this was about a year ago in that winter, I tried my best to enter the palace to meet you.A few days before entering the prison, what awaited me when I woke up was whipping, so I didn't want to wake up.This time, too, I never want to wake up, I don't want to face it, I don't want to know.But I still opened my eyes.
Looking at the ceiling, I knew who was next to me without looking.He knew that I would not speak when I woke up, we were silent for a long time, I sighed deeply, and I couldn't escape.
Zhongjiu.
I called his name.
The quilt under my hand was crumpled into a ball by me.In fact, even if you didn't stop me, Chenliang... I swallowed hard...he would do the same, I was too excited at the time, so I am very sorry.
As soon as I said this, I felt my heart ache like a quilt I was rubbing.Facing the pain is really too painful.
He said, I know.
Chenliang is the emperor's younger brother, right?I smiled wryly, and said softly, after leaving Pianyang, I thought I had finally left this dilapidated stall, but in the end, the person I could trust the most was his younger brother.
But ah, the emperor executed his younger brother who tried to rebel, what can I, a commoner, do?
That day, under the morbid scorching sun, all the excited faces stared at him, staring at your brother.But in the end his head was cut off by a sharp knife with the sound of the wind, and a young life ended.
There is no time to wither, just disappear.
I don't know if anyone is sad for Chenliang's death, I don't know if anyone shed tears for him, even if there is that person, it will no longer be me.
For what is the use of crying?
He will never come back.
You two brothers are so cruel, one gave me three years of happiness, and taught me what love is, what is sex, what is longing, and the nights of tossing and turning for love in the poems are all true.It gave me a follower without hesitation, and a determination to see death as home, but in the end, he gave up on me like throwing garbage.
The other met me when I was at the lowest point in my life, gave me hope, sunshine, and warmth.I was very happy. When I turned around and looked back, he instantly turned into bones and disappeared.I couldn't even bury him, he didn't even have a whole body left.
I am young, I have experienced very few things, and I know very few people, but there are three most important people in my 20 years of life.
One is my mother, a beautiful and gentle woman.I don't know why she lives in such an unbearable place. If she doesn't tell me, I won't ask.She taught me to play the pipa, she taught me to write and read, and I couldn't get out of the house she lived in. At that time, I thought I would live there all my life.
That time, I saw an ugly man moving on her body, two bodies intertwined, and I clearly saw something from her eyes.It was very much like a terrible destruction, slowly fading away.
I fled.That scene replayed in my mind, and I threw up for a long, long time.
One day, a room full of women screamed at the feet above their heads, and their dangling bodies crashed into their eyes.They trembled sadly, perhaps, whoever would be her next.
In that beautiful cold winter, I welcomed the death of a beautiful woman.
The second person is you.
I have said too much about you, I am very tired, I am so tired that I don't want to say it at all, but it is still entrenched in my heart, I let it go, it doesn't go, it stays here.It's just that a humble person met the most honorable person in the world, and he told me that he would treat me very well.I believe it.
It's all my fault, I should have thought how could I be worthy?How can you be devoted to one person?Who are you, you are the most prosperous existence and the most admired existence.We met, knew each other, then I thought we were in love, and finally I was forced to leave your life.Everything seems to have taken my whole life to go through.
How long has it been?
I do not know.
what do i want to say
I do not know.
I don't want to do anything.
I used to cry, but I don't want to cry anymore.
I actually don't know if I want to cry or not, but the tears don't flow anymore.Maybe I want to cry, but I have no more tears.Suddenly, I forgot how to cry, completely forgotten.
The third one is Chenliang.
He's the one I've known for the shortest time among the three.
But he was the one who showed up when I needed it the most.He smiled, beautifully, better than the sun, the brightest sun.
If the love you gave me had a moss-like damp and dark smell that made me nostalgic, then what he gave me was the purest hope and vitality.
Our short time together, like his short life, is gone forever, never to return.He froze into the most youthful appearance in my life, smiling brightly.But you must kill him, you must let him die, you say he has no right to usurp the throne, no matter whether he has...
I think, I will hate you.
Although whether I hate you or not is not important to you.No matter what happened before, I never hated you, but this time I really hate you.He is your own brother, how can you do it?
You killed not only your younger brother, but also my best friend.
Ridiculous, right?
It's none of my business that the emperor wants to kill his brother?
None of my business?
None of my business.
It's really none of my business.
My abilities are so weak, I can't do anything, I can't stop anything.Who cares how I feel?What does this kind of national affairs matter to me?No one knows the story between me and you, no one knows that Chenliang once lit a lamp in my dark life, making it suddenly brightly lit.
You go, he goes.
There's nothing left.
In the future, there will be no farewell to life and death, and there will be no more sad parting.
It's all gone.
Only a piece of barrenness remained.
☆, change of dynasty
"I have waited for seven years, prepared for seven years, and these silent and frightening years have urged me and tortured me little by little. From the moment she left me, every day of my existence is to make her Pulled off the top seat. I don't like who he is, don't want to be who he is, but I have to, for those eyes."
During this period of time, I don't know how I got here, I just know how to eat and sleep, but it's still the same as before, there is no difference.No longer crying bitterly like before, no longer heart-piercing, just a vague feeling that something is missing, like a full room suddenly emptied, and turned into a blank in an instant.Maybe this is my growth, glass heart, no future.
Well, in fact, I don’t want the future, I don’t want freedom, I don’t want anything, I’m just a person who has no pursuit, because the only person I want to pursue is that I will never have the chance to meet.
Chen Liang has already left, even if I don't care about food and clothing, I have to pay attention, I can't live in Qiyun Pavilion all my life, I still have to rely on myself, when the money Chen Liang paid before is due, then I will Are you homeless?
I am so busy every day, I go up the mountain to rebuild a bamboo house during the day, but my body is not what it used to be. Sometimes I feel that I am a dying person when I am doing work. , but still works.
Besides eating, sleeping and building a house, the only thing I can do is play the pipa, but I have never played Yangchun tune.
Qingzi listened to it several times, master master, you play really well!
what do you call me
She widened her eyes in disbelief, aren't you my master?
I am even more baffled, when did I become your master?
She is still confident, you are my master!You want to teach me the pipa!
I think this kid is very funny. She wants someone to teach her but calls someone else's master before they agree. This is clearly not giving others room to refuse.
But I said, Qingzi, I neither accept nor teach.
Qing Zi backed away slowly, got it, master.
I:……?
The days passed slowly, and autumn came in a blink of an eye. The withered and yellow leaves were blown off one by one by the wind, and circles were drawn on the ground.Time flies, time flies like an arrow, and the sun and the moon fly like a shuttle.Although this sentence is a bit corny, I really can't think of any other better words.
I didn't expect Xia Tian to pass so quickly, Zhong Jiu said.
But winter isn't here yet, I said.
I gotta go.
where you go?
Go where I need to go.
However, I didn't realize that it was the so-called calm before the storm.I thought I would spend the rest of the time quietly and lightly, but I didn't know that a conspiracy that had been brewing for a long time was slowly showing its face in a place that I couldn't see.No, it's not just me, but the whole country is going to undergo a sea-shaking change.
The lights were quietly extinguished by the autumn wind, and all the brilliance was dimmed.Putting on the armor silently, holding the long sword in the hand, the extremely sharp arrows, and the sturdy shield, they stood side by side, waiting for the final order.
Tonight may be the last night of their lives, dying in the endless night, becoming a martyr, becoming an example of ridicule by others; perhaps someone will survive to witness the sunrise the next day.What they have to do today is to turn over the original pages of this country and rewrite a new dynasty. This is the mission they have to complete with the last sliver of their lives.Everything is ready, the only thing they need to do is to rush desperately.
The plan that has evolved countless times in my heart has been carefully considered every detail, every last detail, to ensure that it is lost to the extreme.He has waited too long, and he is ready.He has imagined success countless times, and also thought about the ending of failure, but he is not afraid at all.The team outside was full of enthusiasm and excitement, but he was abnormally silent, feeling that he couldn't wait.He really couldn't sit still anymore, even if he might fail, even if he took this life into it, he still had to give it a try.
Too much resentment, too much helplessness, too much sorrow, will all be settled today.Closing her eyes, she remembered the eyes she hadn't closed at the last moment of her life, and the feeling of helplessness that was still fresh in her memory.He took a deep breath, and when he opened his eyes, there was only determination left, either you die or I die today.
Young master, everyone is here, he is here.
lets go.
The palace at night is still brightly lit.
In the palace, there are singing and dancing, and the sound is overwhelming.A little bit of wine flowing out of the flagon exudes a clear fragrance.The delicate jug was picked up by a slender hand and brought to his mouth, while above it was a pair of indifferent eyes watching the dancing woman.
Breaking through layer by layer, all the way was smooth, some people ignored it because they knew the ending long ago, and some people persisted in their loyalty and blood, fought hard and finally fell to the ground, staining the long stairs red.Some people were still unwilling to give in, he pulled out his sword and looked at the blood on his body in disgust.Those who have been in collusion for a long time can save their lives, and those who are still facing the former king, the so-called loyal bones and blood can only be loyal in hell.
The soft singing voice is faint, the sleeves are flicked, the dance is spinning, the soft waist, the slender wrists, the seductive eyes are half-closed, the eyes are raised and smiled, and the room is full of flowers.But he didn't even look at it, and just whispered a few words to the bodyguard.
Humans stop killing people, Buddhas stop killing Buddhas.
They are vigorous and mighty, they are the ghosts sent by King Yama to claim their lives, and they are the fire that smashes through the bloody long night.The gates of the city were broken open one after another. There were people who screamed, those who resisted fiercely, and those who were bribed in advance.Some of the guards who were killed by their colleagues still had incredible expressions on their faces.
As it gets deeper and deeper, the team grows stronger.They all know that this is like going through a cutscene, those who have been threatened, bought, and persuaded to surrender bit by bit, neatly let them enter the center.
The singing stopped suddenly, and after a burst of panic screams, everything turned into silence, and the orderly retreat was going on quietly. Only one dance was still going on, and only one lamp was burning.
He didn't know it, the corners of his mouth curled up, finally he was not far from victory, he couldn't wait any longer, he couldn't wait any longer.
The last door was broken open, only a woman in pink continued to dance, and the person she was really looking for disappeared without a trace.
Looks like he had the foresight to get away before he got in.He immediately chased, searched, and searched.But what kind of person is he?Hard to catch as long as he gets away.
Not too many manpower was lost, the front was well paved, and it felt relaxed when the net was drawn in. Those people were celebrating, and a new flag was hung on the high wall.Only he frowned, he was absolutely worried if he didn't see his dead body with his own eyes, but he still won the victory, he knew what kind of person he was, his heart was still not completely relaxed, and there was no chance for him to come back , Only when he is dead can he rest assured.
The woman in pink was still dancing, and some men were staring at the graceful figure, and someone scolded, what are you still dancing here!Wanted to kill her with a knife.He stopped him, he didn't understand why she didn't go when everyone else was running away.
He asked, why don't you run away?
In fact, he knew that her existence was just to cover up the emperor's escape, but it was rare for a dancer to be so fearless in the face of danger.
The guard standing aside seemed to suddenly remember that this woman was not an ordinary dancer, she was a good concubine.
The woman turned a blind eye to her, and her dancing steps became faster and faster, and the fluffy clothes flew like a blooming flower, dazzling, dazzling but extremely beautiful.
The dance is over.
The corner of her mouth was bleeding slowly, and she fell down little by little. She watched him and said slowly, her voice had already started to be vain. throne
Without saying a word, he watched her fall to the ground and be dragged out.
The long bloody night finally faded, and it was dawn.
☆, seek power and usurp the throne
"The lights are on and off, day and night. In the darkness, your face is gradually blurred and your figure is getting farther and farther away. What are you looking for, what are you waiting for, what are you suffering from? You say you can't understand all kinds of things in this world, and you become more and more confused. Life and death exist forever in silence, hope disappears in eternal existence, and the attachments of this life are all destroyed in an instant."
Overnight, the world was turned upside down.
Just one night, so much happened.Maybe it's not an instant change, but an explosion that has been accumulated for a long time.
Chenliang was beheaded, Zhongjiu blocked... I began to have some guesses, a terrible idea appeared in my brain...
impossible!
I pushed away the crowd crowded in front of the notice, looked at the soldiers around me, my guess slowly took root, and I started to run wildly, crazily.
I don't know how long I've been running, but I know exactly where I'm going.
When I stopped, my heart was beating wildly, and I squatted down and coughed violently, as if my lungs were about to be coughed out.Where are you?where are you?
There were many more guards in front of the city gate than in the past, and many people gathered at the gate. All of this happened so suddenly.Although the original emperor was not so considerate of the people, although any serious offenders were beheaded for public display, the criminal law was brutal, and the laws were strict, but at least the country's most basic non-war was guaranteed.For the common people, changing the emperor should be more or less auspicious, and the new official takes office three fires, and life in the future will definitely be difficult.
Someone should have scolded this behavior of seeking power at the door, but the original emperor was not a soft-hearted character, and he was eliminated in one night, which means that the person sitting on the throne is a very powerful person, so I dare not Some people make mistakes, so we can only wait with the fear of the unknown.People, you can only go with the flow.
Those were other people's reactions, and what I felt was an unspeakable panic, anger, and I couldn't stop exhaling, and something rushed to my brain and tore my nerves!
I rushed out of the crowd and shouted at the door full of guards: "Liu Chenliang! You are a fucking dog!"
"Bold! How dare you speak wild words!"
The people around were stunned, who was so desperate?He also looked at the guy who was dying with some interest.
Seeing me scolding like this, the guard twisted my arm as soon as he came up.A new king always needs to be an example to others when he takes office. There are always some people who will become victims. If I just die like this, I will naturally not be reconciled.But at that time, I was already dizzy with anger. I ignored the long knife resting on my neck and kept yelling. I have been gentle all my life, and I never thought that such a day would come.
Just when everyone thought I was going to die here soon.A voice came over: "Stop!"
I looked over and saw a familiar figure.really!
I really really want to guess wrong, but the reality is so cruel.I sneered, Zhongjiu, aren't you afraid of being struck by lightning?
Zhongjiu ignored me, and continued to talk to the man, let him go.
The man showed embarrassment on his face, but he...
I say let go.
The man withdrew the knife angrily, I got up from the ground, looked up at Zhongjiu in front of me, I really wanted to slap him.
He said, your face is so ugly, did you come here?
I said, I want to hit you.
He said, are you here to find the emperor?Then follow me.
I really want to tell him that there is only one emperor, and it can only be you, no one else, no one else.But I endured it, I really want to see what Liu Chenliang, the bastard bastard, wants!
I didn't expect to go back to the palace again, but this time everyone changed, many things were moved out, even the most important person was changed.
I saw Chen Liang sitting in your place with peace of mind. At that moment, I was so angry that I wanted to kill him, but I knew I couldn't. It wasn't that I didn't want to, but that I couldn't.He looked lazy and comfortable, but I only had despair and sadness.
He said, Jianlan, you really have everything written on your face.
I said, why are you doing this?
He nonchalantly picked up the teacup and scraped the floating tea leaves with the lid of the cup, you won't understand, just like I don't understand why you are so obsessed with him.
Because he is better than you.
But in the end I won.
I feel chilling, but Chen Liang, do you know that this is a plot to usurp the throne!It's the behavior of a villain!I always thought you were not that kind of person!
That's just what you think.
A certain part of my heart is trembling, he is your brother after all.
So why can he kill me, but I can't take his throne!I was the prince back then!He took my seat, now I just got my stuff back!Chen Liang yelled at me, I have never seen such an ugly side of him.
That's right, I really don't understand you guys, I don't understand why Chenliang treats you like this, just like I didn't understand why you beheaded him to show the public.Is the relationship between the royal family so cold?
I asked, what about others?
Chenliang looked very happy and died.
I know he won't tell me where you are, maybe you've escaped, to a safe place, away from this strife.Maybe you didn't escape at all, but went to another world.I don't believe that you are dead, because you are so powerful, even if Chen Liang takes your place now, it is only temporary, I believe I will see you sitting here again.
Chenliang smiled and said, what?Are you sad that he died?
I also smiled and said, will I believe you when you say he is dead?
He said you changed
Yes, she knew full well that what I did would never settle down, that I was incapable of protecting a child.I used to feel that I was incompetent, unable to protect my family, and then I was still so incompetent, unable to give my wife and children a complete home.Now Qingzi is doing well here, but I still can't find her.
It's not your fault, there are very few things in this world that we can control.I said, but I am an outsider and can only be a listener. Now I heard that the ending of this story is also happy. I hope you will watch it as soon as possible, and don't blame yourself.
A person's life has too much content, but we often choose to remain silent and accept, because we have never been understood.But accepting too much will make you sick.It just so happened today, at this time, this place, and the people here, that I suddenly wanted to speak, so I said, if you want to get a moment, you only need to speak, and you don’t need to understand.
After Zhongjiu finished speaking, he smiled, and there were too many things mixed in this smile.When everyone first came to this world, they all looked innocent, but the trust in the world was worn away by the various catastrophes of the years, and it became complicated.The most terrible catastrophe in this world is not the pain of the skin, but a 'feeling'.
Who can escape?
Maybe each of us is looking forward to, looking forward to a wonderful world, a peaceful time to give ourselves a happy ending, but our whole life is full of regrets.Those who love are always not loved, and those who want to meet are not met. The so-called wishing lovers will eventually get married must be the best blessing.
A blessing is a blessing after all, not a reality.Because you can't get it, you expect it, and because you expect it, you will have blessings.
No wonder Zhongjiu blamed himself.Not afraid of hunting, not afraid of sharp swords, not afraid of bloody wounds, but he is afraid of not being able to find his lover, he has no choice but to listen to his child say, dad.
I suddenly realized that I was actually a moaning person. I always thought I was miserable and felt that my pain could not be understood by others.But at this time, I realized that everyone has their own stories to tell. We don’t understand others, and others can’t understand me, because what we have experienced are different sufferings, but they are all suffering and difficult.
The person I love is so different from me, he is the sky, I am the earth, and we will never be together.
All the tenderness you gave me gave me the illusion that we were lovers.In fact, I am your plaything, you are my everything, we are not lovers.
During this time, I seldom have free time.It should be said that I am very idle, but my mind is not idle so that I don't have the heart-piercing pain of leaving you.
Some things are all based on emotions, and some things cannot be thought about carefully.
I can also have myself when I don't think about it. This time, the parting is no longer the same as when the first I left the palace.I seldom talk to people, and this is the first time I have heard other people's stories so clearly.Only then did I realize that it wasn't just me who was troubled by love, and my heart was inexplicably relieved.
Man, what a revenge on society.
It turns out that I can also live so easily, this is the first time I feel like this.If I hadn't heard Zhongjiu tell his story, I don't think I would have thought of you.If you don't think about you, you won't be sad. If you think about it, everything becomes as big as the sky.
It turns out that my sorrows and joys are all in my own hands.
I feel like a prisoner released from prison who has found his own freedom. What has been imprisoning me is not my longing for you, but my unwillingness to give myself a way out.
Everyone can love, and if there is love, there will be hatred, and then there will be other feelings.It's not that you can't live without love, it's not the only thing in life.
I think back then I burst into tears, curled up in the corner thinking about your face, and said softly, my life is only ignited and beautiful for you.Perhaps, it was just my youth and frivolity at the time, because I was young so I dared to open my mouth and keep my mouth shut for a lifetime, a lifetime, a lifetime.
Who said missing can't be free, who said I must sink into pain.Thoughts can also be free.
I immediately smiled, thank you, Zhongjiu.
Zhongjiu is inexplicable, thank me?
Thanks for making me think about something.
Zhongjiu was stunned for a moment, he was touched by listening to my story, could it be that you are annoyed by emotional matters?
I don't want to mention you again, I shook my head with a smile.
Zhongjiu doesn't bother with this issue either, since you're here, I'll treat you to a drink.
I suddenly had an urge.I said, okay, if you invite me to drink, then I will invite you to listen to me play the pipa.
When I came to the backyard again holding the pipa, Zhongjiu was...
Digging?
I smiled and said, Zhongjiu, what are you doing?
Zhongjiu said, this good wine is always buried in the soil.After speaking, he took out a jug of wine, took out two cups from nowhere, tore off the wine seal, and the sealed wine exuded fragrance.
They drank it straight away when they were not hungry.After drinking sake, I feel in a good mood. I haven't had such a good drink for a long time. I can't help but ask, are you afraid that the proprietress will get angry if you steal wine like this?
Zhongjiu wiped his mouth, I'm afraid of shit, I have plenty of money.
I chuckled, I can't help it, I just like Mr. Kuo to tie a piece together.The sound of the pipa poured out, accompanied by the brisk sound of the river, there was a kind of gentle harmony.
Zhongjiu drank a lot, but I only drank two cups while I was only focusing on picking and stroking the strings.Zhongjiu smiled and said, fortunately you drink less than me, otherwise I will lose money.
I got angry, took a sip immediately, and looked at him provocatively.
Zhongjiu stared, and then added wine to himself. There is a beautiful view, a breeze, and music. This is a joy in life!
I also agree.
Zhongjiu went on to say, there are shade trees, fine wine, and beauties...
I picked the string heavily, can't you stop your mouth with wine!
Zhongjiu just smiled and took a sip.
My sorrows and joys are all in my own hands.People will always grow, I think I will never be the same as before, I can't live without one person.I have my own life, and I can finally embrace the legendary new life.
☆, beheaded for public display
"There is an emotion that you don't think is as strong as love. You don't think it's as plain and tasteful as family affection. You think about whether it's friendship but hesitate. But when you lose it, the fear of extinction is the only one. Let me tell you, it is very important to you."
I played all over the backyard, teasing Qingzi, playing the pipa, and reading books.If you say this is leisure, it is better to say that you are eating and waiting to die.This person is really weird, crying when he is busy, and killing people when he is idle, he took two cents and went out for a stroll to get some fresh air.
Xiaoyi Town is crowded with people today, gathering under the scorching sun with a kind of morbid excitement.All the people gathered at the entrance of the vegetable market, standing on tiptoe, they could only see the back of the head of the person in front.
It is true that Xiaoyi Town is lively, but this kind of situation is rare.I grabbed one and asked, what the hell happened here?
The man's eyes widened in disbelief, the young master doesn't know about this?Everyone in the city knows that the emperor wants to execute his younger brother.
I haven't heard anyone mention you for a long time, I was startled and asked, why is the emperor like this?
The man shook his head with an expectant look on his face, hey, what could it be, don't usurp the throne.
Seeing this posture is about to beheaded for public display, I don't want to see these bloody things want to turn around and leave.Of course, if someone wants to take your position, it is natural that death will not be punished.
People were rushing in one direction, but I did the opposite and rubbed shoulders with countless people.Human nature is so terrible, how many people gloat, how many people watch the excitement, how many people look forward to seeing the moment when the blood erupts, fortunately this person deserves to die, and it is not wronged to die like this.
It was cooler after leaving the most crowded crowd. I stopped my progress and suddenly wanted to see who was so bold.
I turned around and saw a familiar figure.
I can see it clearly when I am far away. I can recognize this person at a glance, no matter how far away you are.
He sat motionless in the prison van, with iron chains binding his hands and feet.Those eyes that should have been full of smiles were now dim and empty.His dirty face was covered by loose hair, and the visible flesh on his body were wounds and congealed blood.
I didn't know what I was thinking for a moment, I just felt like my heart was hanging in the air, I was pushed to the edge of a cliff, and I was about to fall to pieces in the next second.I rushed into the crowd again, the bustling crowd blocked my way, pushed aside the crowd, ran with my fastest speed, and ran towards the person in the cage.I heard myself calling his name over and over again, but was overwhelmed by the crowd and was about to drown.
Get a little closer to the crowd.
Everything was ready, the executioner was wiping the knife, and a bowl of spirits was placed beside him.
I pushed hard to push away the person who blocked me, and the curses were left behind.
A little closer.
The onlookers yelled and yelled accusing and unsavory words, and threw fruits and sundries at him.
One step closer.
He dragged the heavy iron chain onto the beheading platform, and knelt beside the executioner.There was a burst of cheers from the audience.
A burst of fear climbed into my heart, I yelled, Chenliang!Chenliang!He seemed to look at me and smiled.
closer.
I finally rushed to the edge of the stage and shouted loudly, wait a minute!Everyone looked towards the source of the sound. Who is this person who ran out out of nowhere?
I said out of breath, it wasn't him!Listen to me, there is a misunderstanding in this!
I looked up at Chen Liang, it turned out that he was not smiling, the corner of his mouth was born like this, a smile.There was nothing in his eyes, no surprise, no sadness, just a pool of stagnant water, without a trace of waves.
People ignored me when they saw that I was just an insignificant grassroots person, and some people laughed and said that I was his accomplice, and it was all an opening speech before the big show, a short warm-up performance.I didn't respond to anything, and shouted at Chenliang with the loudest voice, you tell them there is a misunderstanding!Say it!Say something!
My yelling was swallowed up by the crowd's cursing and booing. I don't know if he heard it. I just know that he didn't explain or speak.
I was afraid of going crazy, I was going crazy, desperate to climb up to the beheading platform, but there was a hand tightly grabbing my wrist.I couldn't get rid of it no matter how hard I tried, but when I saw that the person who came was an acquaintance, I shouted anxiously, let me go!
He shook his head, as if it wasn't him who grabbed my wrist, I heard my crying voice, I beg you, let me go, please?
He turned a blind eye.
The gong sounds, the hour has come!Execution!
The booing around reached its peak in an instant.The jerk held up the long knife in his hand, reflecting the dazzling light under the scorching sun. Chen Liang sat there quietly, with his head bowed, silent and motionless.
The knife rises and the knife falls.
No muddy, clean and tidy, cheers.
It's all over.
I was stunned for a moment, all senses were blocked, only the sound of wind blowing, but I knew that it was not the sound of wind, but the sound of blood spurting from the cavity.
The wrist is released.He said, people have left, go back.
I watched him raise his hand, and the next second he slapped him firmly across the face.I said, Zhongjiu, why are you stopping me!
He took the slap firmly, and five red marks appeared on his face immediately. I slapped it with all my strength, but my palm was still painful and numb.
Zhongjiu said, so what if you go up?
I was startled, as if the wound had been opened, I don't want to hear him say that, shut up!You shut up!Shut up! If you didn't stop me, I...
So what?He said lightly.
I felt a suffocation in my chest, and a fishy sweetness came out of my mouth. I punched him, and he grabbed my hand.This reminded me of how he stopped me from going to Chenliang, I screamed as if I touched something dirty, let me go!Zhongjiu you bastard!I hate you!
He frowned, couldn't stop my waving hands, and slapped my neck, and the next second his eyes were dark.
☆, a barren
"Hope has filled the world for thousands of years, but only I know that hope ignores you, forgets you, you hold only a desolation, and mourn with a little remaining warmth.
A gust of wind and dust blows from an unknown distance, scratches your face, and gives you a heart riddled with holes. He tells you with a smile that the name of this gust is despair, and it is also called nothingness. "
"If it's hell to wake up, I'd rather never wake up."
I remember the last time I said this was about a year ago in that winter, I tried my best to enter the palace to meet you.A few days before entering the prison, what awaited me when I woke up was whipping, so I didn't want to wake up.This time, too, I never want to wake up, I don't want to face it, I don't want to know.But I still opened my eyes.
Looking at the ceiling, I knew who was next to me without looking.He knew that I would not speak when I woke up, we were silent for a long time, I sighed deeply, and I couldn't escape.
Zhongjiu.
I called his name.
The quilt under my hand was crumpled into a ball by me.In fact, even if you didn't stop me, Chenliang... I swallowed hard...he would do the same, I was too excited at the time, so I am very sorry.
As soon as I said this, I felt my heart ache like a quilt I was rubbing.Facing the pain is really too painful.
He said, I know.
Chenliang is the emperor's younger brother, right?I smiled wryly, and said softly, after leaving Pianyang, I thought I had finally left this dilapidated stall, but in the end, the person I could trust the most was his younger brother.
But ah, the emperor executed his younger brother who tried to rebel, what can I, a commoner, do?
That day, under the morbid scorching sun, all the excited faces stared at him, staring at your brother.But in the end his head was cut off by a sharp knife with the sound of the wind, and a young life ended.
There is no time to wither, just disappear.
I don't know if anyone is sad for Chenliang's death, I don't know if anyone shed tears for him, even if there is that person, it will no longer be me.
For what is the use of crying?
He will never come back.
You two brothers are so cruel, one gave me three years of happiness, and taught me what love is, what is sex, what is longing, and the nights of tossing and turning for love in the poems are all true.It gave me a follower without hesitation, and a determination to see death as home, but in the end, he gave up on me like throwing garbage.
The other met me when I was at the lowest point in my life, gave me hope, sunshine, and warmth.I was very happy. When I turned around and looked back, he instantly turned into bones and disappeared.I couldn't even bury him, he didn't even have a whole body left.
I am young, I have experienced very few things, and I know very few people, but there are three most important people in my 20 years of life.
One is my mother, a beautiful and gentle woman.I don't know why she lives in such an unbearable place. If she doesn't tell me, I won't ask.She taught me to play the pipa, she taught me to write and read, and I couldn't get out of the house she lived in. At that time, I thought I would live there all my life.
That time, I saw an ugly man moving on her body, two bodies intertwined, and I clearly saw something from her eyes.It was very much like a terrible destruction, slowly fading away.
I fled.That scene replayed in my mind, and I threw up for a long, long time.
One day, a room full of women screamed at the feet above their heads, and their dangling bodies crashed into their eyes.They trembled sadly, perhaps, whoever would be her next.
In that beautiful cold winter, I welcomed the death of a beautiful woman.
The second person is you.
I have said too much about you, I am very tired, I am so tired that I don't want to say it at all, but it is still entrenched in my heart, I let it go, it doesn't go, it stays here.It's just that a humble person met the most honorable person in the world, and he told me that he would treat me very well.I believe it.
It's all my fault, I should have thought how could I be worthy?How can you be devoted to one person?Who are you, you are the most prosperous existence and the most admired existence.We met, knew each other, then I thought we were in love, and finally I was forced to leave your life.Everything seems to have taken my whole life to go through.
How long has it been?
I do not know.
what do i want to say
I do not know.
I don't want to do anything.
I used to cry, but I don't want to cry anymore.
I actually don't know if I want to cry or not, but the tears don't flow anymore.Maybe I want to cry, but I have no more tears.Suddenly, I forgot how to cry, completely forgotten.
The third one is Chenliang.
He's the one I've known for the shortest time among the three.
But he was the one who showed up when I needed it the most.He smiled, beautifully, better than the sun, the brightest sun.
If the love you gave me had a moss-like damp and dark smell that made me nostalgic, then what he gave me was the purest hope and vitality.
Our short time together, like his short life, is gone forever, never to return.He froze into the most youthful appearance in my life, smiling brightly.But you must kill him, you must let him die, you say he has no right to usurp the throne, no matter whether he has...
I think, I will hate you.
Although whether I hate you or not is not important to you.No matter what happened before, I never hated you, but this time I really hate you.He is your own brother, how can you do it?
You killed not only your younger brother, but also my best friend.
Ridiculous, right?
It's none of my business that the emperor wants to kill his brother?
None of my business?
None of my business.
It's really none of my business.
My abilities are so weak, I can't do anything, I can't stop anything.Who cares how I feel?What does this kind of national affairs matter to me?No one knows the story between me and you, no one knows that Chenliang once lit a lamp in my dark life, making it suddenly brightly lit.
You go, he goes.
There's nothing left.
In the future, there will be no farewell to life and death, and there will be no more sad parting.
It's all gone.
Only a piece of barrenness remained.
☆, change of dynasty
"I have waited for seven years, prepared for seven years, and these silent and frightening years have urged me and tortured me little by little. From the moment she left me, every day of my existence is to make her Pulled off the top seat. I don't like who he is, don't want to be who he is, but I have to, for those eyes."
During this period of time, I don't know how I got here, I just know how to eat and sleep, but it's still the same as before, there is no difference.No longer crying bitterly like before, no longer heart-piercing, just a vague feeling that something is missing, like a full room suddenly emptied, and turned into a blank in an instant.Maybe this is my growth, glass heart, no future.
Well, in fact, I don’t want the future, I don’t want freedom, I don’t want anything, I’m just a person who has no pursuit, because the only person I want to pursue is that I will never have the chance to meet.
Chen Liang has already left, even if I don't care about food and clothing, I have to pay attention, I can't live in Qiyun Pavilion all my life, I still have to rely on myself, when the money Chen Liang paid before is due, then I will Are you homeless?
I am so busy every day, I go up the mountain to rebuild a bamboo house during the day, but my body is not what it used to be. Sometimes I feel that I am a dying person when I am doing work. , but still works.
Besides eating, sleeping and building a house, the only thing I can do is play the pipa, but I have never played Yangchun tune.
Qingzi listened to it several times, master master, you play really well!
what do you call me
She widened her eyes in disbelief, aren't you my master?
I am even more baffled, when did I become your master?
She is still confident, you are my master!You want to teach me the pipa!
I think this kid is very funny. She wants someone to teach her but calls someone else's master before they agree. This is clearly not giving others room to refuse.
But I said, Qingzi, I neither accept nor teach.
Qing Zi backed away slowly, got it, master.
I:……?
The days passed slowly, and autumn came in a blink of an eye. The withered and yellow leaves were blown off one by one by the wind, and circles were drawn on the ground.Time flies, time flies like an arrow, and the sun and the moon fly like a shuttle.Although this sentence is a bit corny, I really can't think of any other better words.
I didn't expect Xia Tian to pass so quickly, Zhong Jiu said.
But winter isn't here yet, I said.
I gotta go.
where you go?
Go where I need to go.
However, I didn't realize that it was the so-called calm before the storm.I thought I would spend the rest of the time quietly and lightly, but I didn't know that a conspiracy that had been brewing for a long time was slowly showing its face in a place that I couldn't see.No, it's not just me, but the whole country is going to undergo a sea-shaking change.
The lights were quietly extinguished by the autumn wind, and all the brilliance was dimmed.Putting on the armor silently, holding the long sword in the hand, the extremely sharp arrows, and the sturdy shield, they stood side by side, waiting for the final order.
Tonight may be the last night of their lives, dying in the endless night, becoming a martyr, becoming an example of ridicule by others; perhaps someone will survive to witness the sunrise the next day.What they have to do today is to turn over the original pages of this country and rewrite a new dynasty. This is the mission they have to complete with the last sliver of their lives.Everything is ready, the only thing they need to do is to rush desperately.
The plan that has evolved countless times in my heart has been carefully considered every detail, every last detail, to ensure that it is lost to the extreme.He has waited too long, and he is ready.He has imagined success countless times, and also thought about the ending of failure, but he is not afraid at all.The team outside was full of enthusiasm and excitement, but he was abnormally silent, feeling that he couldn't wait.He really couldn't sit still anymore, even if he might fail, even if he took this life into it, he still had to give it a try.
Too much resentment, too much helplessness, too much sorrow, will all be settled today.Closing her eyes, she remembered the eyes she hadn't closed at the last moment of her life, and the feeling of helplessness that was still fresh in her memory.He took a deep breath, and when he opened his eyes, there was only determination left, either you die or I die today.
Young master, everyone is here, he is here.
lets go.
The palace at night is still brightly lit.
In the palace, there are singing and dancing, and the sound is overwhelming.A little bit of wine flowing out of the flagon exudes a clear fragrance.The delicate jug was picked up by a slender hand and brought to his mouth, while above it was a pair of indifferent eyes watching the dancing woman.
Breaking through layer by layer, all the way was smooth, some people ignored it because they knew the ending long ago, and some people persisted in their loyalty and blood, fought hard and finally fell to the ground, staining the long stairs red.Some people were still unwilling to give in, he pulled out his sword and looked at the blood on his body in disgust.Those who have been in collusion for a long time can save their lives, and those who are still facing the former king, the so-called loyal bones and blood can only be loyal in hell.
The soft singing voice is faint, the sleeves are flicked, the dance is spinning, the soft waist, the slender wrists, the seductive eyes are half-closed, the eyes are raised and smiled, and the room is full of flowers.But he didn't even look at it, and just whispered a few words to the bodyguard.
Humans stop killing people, Buddhas stop killing Buddhas.
They are vigorous and mighty, they are the ghosts sent by King Yama to claim their lives, and they are the fire that smashes through the bloody long night.The gates of the city were broken open one after another. There were people who screamed, those who resisted fiercely, and those who were bribed in advance.Some of the guards who were killed by their colleagues still had incredible expressions on their faces.
As it gets deeper and deeper, the team grows stronger.They all know that this is like going through a cutscene, those who have been threatened, bought, and persuaded to surrender bit by bit, neatly let them enter the center.
The singing stopped suddenly, and after a burst of panic screams, everything turned into silence, and the orderly retreat was going on quietly. Only one dance was still going on, and only one lamp was burning.
He didn't know it, the corners of his mouth curled up, finally he was not far from victory, he couldn't wait any longer, he couldn't wait any longer.
The last door was broken open, only a woman in pink continued to dance, and the person she was really looking for disappeared without a trace.
Looks like he had the foresight to get away before he got in.He immediately chased, searched, and searched.But what kind of person is he?Hard to catch as long as he gets away.
Not too many manpower was lost, the front was well paved, and it felt relaxed when the net was drawn in. Those people were celebrating, and a new flag was hung on the high wall.Only he frowned, he was absolutely worried if he didn't see his dead body with his own eyes, but he still won the victory, he knew what kind of person he was, his heart was still not completely relaxed, and there was no chance for him to come back , Only when he is dead can he rest assured.
The woman in pink was still dancing, and some men were staring at the graceful figure, and someone scolded, what are you still dancing here!Wanted to kill her with a knife.He stopped him, he didn't understand why she didn't go when everyone else was running away.
He asked, why don't you run away?
In fact, he knew that her existence was just to cover up the emperor's escape, but it was rare for a dancer to be so fearless in the face of danger.
The guard standing aside seemed to suddenly remember that this woman was not an ordinary dancer, she was a good concubine.
The woman turned a blind eye to her, and her dancing steps became faster and faster, and the fluffy clothes flew like a blooming flower, dazzling, dazzling but extremely beautiful.
The dance is over.
The corner of her mouth was bleeding slowly, and she fell down little by little. She watched him and said slowly, her voice had already started to be vain. throne
Without saying a word, he watched her fall to the ground and be dragged out.
The long bloody night finally faded, and it was dawn.
☆, seek power and usurp the throne
"The lights are on and off, day and night. In the darkness, your face is gradually blurred and your figure is getting farther and farther away. What are you looking for, what are you waiting for, what are you suffering from? You say you can't understand all kinds of things in this world, and you become more and more confused. Life and death exist forever in silence, hope disappears in eternal existence, and the attachments of this life are all destroyed in an instant."
Overnight, the world was turned upside down.
Just one night, so much happened.Maybe it's not an instant change, but an explosion that has been accumulated for a long time.
Chenliang was beheaded, Zhongjiu blocked... I began to have some guesses, a terrible idea appeared in my brain...
impossible!
I pushed away the crowd crowded in front of the notice, looked at the soldiers around me, my guess slowly took root, and I started to run wildly, crazily.
I don't know how long I've been running, but I know exactly where I'm going.
When I stopped, my heart was beating wildly, and I squatted down and coughed violently, as if my lungs were about to be coughed out.Where are you?where are you?
There were many more guards in front of the city gate than in the past, and many people gathered at the gate. All of this happened so suddenly.Although the original emperor was not so considerate of the people, although any serious offenders were beheaded for public display, the criminal law was brutal, and the laws were strict, but at least the country's most basic non-war was guaranteed.For the common people, changing the emperor should be more or less auspicious, and the new official takes office three fires, and life in the future will definitely be difficult.
Someone should have scolded this behavior of seeking power at the door, but the original emperor was not a soft-hearted character, and he was eliminated in one night, which means that the person sitting on the throne is a very powerful person, so I dare not Some people make mistakes, so we can only wait with the fear of the unknown.People, you can only go with the flow.
Those were other people's reactions, and what I felt was an unspeakable panic, anger, and I couldn't stop exhaling, and something rushed to my brain and tore my nerves!
I rushed out of the crowd and shouted at the door full of guards: "Liu Chenliang! You are a fucking dog!"
"Bold! How dare you speak wild words!"
The people around were stunned, who was so desperate?He also looked at the guy who was dying with some interest.
Seeing me scolding like this, the guard twisted my arm as soon as he came up.A new king always needs to be an example to others when he takes office. There are always some people who will become victims. If I just die like this, I will naturally not be reconciled.But at that time, I was already dizzy with anger. I ignored the long knife resting on my neck and kept yelling. I have been gentle all my life, and I never thought that such a day would come.
Just when everyone thought I was going to die here soon.A voice came over: "Stop!"
I looked over and saw a familiar figure.really!
I really really want to guess wrong, but the reality is so cruel.I sneered, Zhongjiu, aren't you afraid of being struck by lightning?
Zhongjiu ignored me, and continued to talk to the man, let him go.
The man showed embarrassment on his face, but he...
I say let go.
The man withdrew the knife angrily, I got up from the ground, looked up at Zhongjiu in front of me, I really wanted to slap him.
He said, your face is so ugly, did you come here?
I said, I want to hit you.
He said, are you here to find the emperor?Then follow me.
I really want to tell him that there is only one emperor, and it can only be you, no one else, no one else.But I endured it, I really want to see what Liu Chenliang, the bastard bastard, wants!
I didn't expect to go back to the palace again, but this time everyone changed, many things were moved out, even the most important person was changed.
I saw Chen Liang sitting in your place with peace of mind. At that moment, I was so angry that I wanted to kill him, but I knew I couldn't. It wasn't that I didn't want to, but that I couldn't.He looked lazy and comfortable, but I only had despair and sadness.
He said, Jianlan, you really have everything written on your face.
I said, why are you doing this?
He nonchalantly picked up the teacup and scraped the floating tea leaves with the lid of the cup, you won't understand, just like I don't understand why you are so obsessed with him.
Because he is better than you.
But in the end I won.
I feel chilling, but Chen Liang, do you know that this is a plot to usurp the throne!It's the behavior of a villain!I always thought you were not that kind of person!
That's just what you think.
A certain part of my heart is trembling, he is your brother after all.
So why can he kill me, but I can't take his throne!I was the prince back then!He took my seat, now I just got my stuff back!Chen Liang yelled at me, I have never seen such an ugly side of him.
That's right, I really don't understand you guys, I don't understand why Chenliang treats you like this, just like I didn't understand why you beheaded him to show the public.Is the relationship between the royal family so cold?
I asked, what about others?
Chenliang looked very happy and died.
I know he won't tell me where you are, maybe you've escaped, to a safe place, away from this strife.Maybe you didn't escape at all, but went to another world.I don't believe that you are dead, because you are so powerful, even if Chen Liang takes your place now, it is only temporary, I believe I will see you sitting here again.
Chenliang smiled and said, what?Are you sad that he died?
I also smiled and said, will I believe you when you say he is dead?
He said you changed
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