Yangchun Tune

Book Title: Yangchun Tune

Author: Dalu

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Some people's lives are as gorgeous as flowers, and some people seem to exist to set off the splendor of others.

而我就是你漫长生命中一只渺小的蝼蚁，如烟花般短暂却不能给你烟花般的触动与惊艳。只如一阵微风拂过，轻轻带起你的衣角，随即又恢复平静。

There will be countless winds like this in your life, but what is special about me to you?

You turned around gracefully without any nostalgia, and your back was as suave as when you first saw it.I was in a trance for a moment, wanting to keep your back, wanting to hug you tightly, but I know I can't, and I won't be able to again.

You forget me when you turn around, but you don't know that as soon as you leave my life, my life will be bleak, making it impossible to imagine that it was so colorful.

Perhaps... it was born to light only for you.

请听我说一位弹琵琶的人与九五之尊的故事。

it's short

Like a short and beautiful dream branded in Jianlan's heart,

And this poignant fragment of life has become the theme of Jianlan's life,

But it was just a fleeting shadow in his life.

Content tags: karma encounter broken mirror reunion

Search keywords: Protagonists: Jianlan, Liu Pianyang┃Supporting roles: Wuqingzi, Chenliang, Zhongjiu, the boss of Qiyun Pavilion┃Others: short stories, dog serum water

☆, deep in the bamboo forest

The bamboo forest is deep, and the moonlight pours down.

I remember very clearly that was the first time I saw you.

You stand in the moonlight and look at me, even a low-key black dress can't stop the nobility exuding from the inside out.I turned a blind eye to this stranger, and continued to play the pipa in my hand, with my fingertips flying on the strings. I looked at you from the corner of my eye, thinking that this man was so strange why he looked at others without moving.

You just listened to the song quietly, turned and left without saying a word, leaving a back view that makes people think.

The next day I came here again and played this piece again, but I didn't know that you came again. Like last time, you left after listening to me play.The smile on the corner of your mouth shines into my heart like spring sunshine, and unconsciously I start to look forward to you listening to me playing music in the bamboo forest under the moonlight.

Day after day, I felt that this was not going to work, so I changed a tune once.You also listened quietly, and then said, why did you change the song today?

Your voice is completely different from your smile, beautiful and calm, like a winter song.I shook my head and replied, don't you like it?

You smiled slightly, with the corners of your eyes raised, and there seemed to be stars twinkling in your eyes. I like it, but I prefer the Yangchun tune you played earlier.

I am a little puzzled, why?Don't you think it's too bleak?

You slowly approached me, I smelled the cool breath on your body, you said, but it was beautiful.

Later, you sometimes invited me to the tea house and tavern, and found a side room for me to play for you.The one I go to most often is Qiyun Pavilion, but you rarely come here, but I am willing to wait for you.

Once you asked me why I learned the pipa.Looking into your eyes, feeling that I can tell you my whole world, I smiled helplessly: "I was born in a humble family, and my mother is known as a talented woman of fireworks, and I learned the pipa from my mother."

After I finished speaking, I realized that you were looking at me fixedly. I tilted my head and said, "What's wrong?" You smiled and said, your mother must be beautiful.I feel inexplicable, why do you say it all of a sudden?

"Because you must be a lot like your mother."

Suddenly you threw me down after you finished speaking, covering me like a dark night, surrounded by your breath, your eyes looking at me like eagles, I felt like a prey in the eyes of a hunter, which made me a little Uncomfortable, I dodged a little, trying to keep a normal distance from you: "You today... um!"

What I'm going to say next gets eaten, you eat, you put your lips in my mouth.I widened my eyes in horror and wanted to push you away, but you held me even tighter.

Your tongue licked my teeth, I know you want me to loosen my teeth, but I clenched my teeth to maintain my last line of defense.

But in the end you still won, all my defense lines collapsed against you little by little, and my city was crushed by your attack.Your tongue deftly swept over my gums and then slowly entangled with mine, playing with it.I wanted to avoid it, but it seemed to cater to you instead. You were excited and grabbed the air in my mouth even harder. I struggled desperately, and you finally let go of me, and the smile in your eyes became more and more obvious.

You extinguished the candlelight with a wave of your sleeve, leaving only the sound of our breathing in the room, but the same frequency indicated the existence of two people.I want to refuse but I am greedy for this feeling, and I can't bear to let go.

We were honest with each other that night, the sound of messy breathing, we seemed to be one person, so close.The violent impact shattered my soul again and again, I was like a drowned person, holding on to your hand, you are my only life-saving straw.

After all this happened you asked me if I would go with you.I just talked about it and replied: I am just an idler who can play the pipa, and there is nothing worth going with you.You smiled softly, put your hand on my face and said, whether you follow me or not, you are mine since yesterday.

Xiayun quietly climbed up to her ear, looked at the slender and articulate hand on her face, recalled the expression you had quietly listening to me playing the pipa, the soft smile in your eyes, and the corners of your mouth curled up intentionally or unintentionally, your love for me All said and done, and that night that shouldn't be.

I thought about it, I was always wandering alone in the past, and I couldn't even stay in Yangliu Garden after my mother died, maybe I really need to find a place to stay.

I look at you, maybe you are the end of my wanderings.So I held your hand without hesitation and said, okay.

☆, deep palace and high walls

When I went through a bumpy road, I realized that your identity is not simple.When I walked into this magnificent palace step by step with my most beloved pipa on my back, I realized that the name you told me was false, and everything you told me was false.

You are not a son of a noble family, you turn your hands into clouds, and you turn your hands into rain. You are the real dragon emperor respected by thousands of people, the ninety-five respected.All people must surrender at your feet, and so do I.

You looked at my surprised expression, smiled and asked me what's wrong, don't you like your identity?I looked at your chic figure in the dragon robe and shook my head.

You happily told me that you will protect me from now on, let me treat this palace as my home, and you will ensure that I will have no worries about food and clothing in the future, and live a comfortable and comfortable life here.

I didn't expect you to come to such a place when you asked me to go with you.I'm even a little unbelievable that I never doubted what you said, believed it unconditionally, and followed you without hesitation. Although you brought me to a place I don't want to come, as long as you are here, I am willing.You still treat me the same as before, but some things have slowly begun to change.

The palace is a place where once you enter, you cannot get out.

After entering the palace, you will arrange me in Dongyuan, and come and listen to me playing a song if you have anything to do.Although you are still listening as before, but I look around the gorgeous room, the life of rich clothes and fine food, and someone can order and serve, but I still can't help but start to miss the secluded bamboo forest, the freedom under the moonlight, the The kind of wandering where everything is unknown.

I have also euphemistically said to you that I want to go back to me and want to go out, but you always refuse in every possible way, and then I gradually stopped mentioning it.Since you won't let me go, I won't go, at least you are worthy of my nostalgia for this ruthless palace wall.

I know that you are the master of this world, the huge palace is yours, and the whole world is yours.I really like to see the feeling of you controlling everything, I like to see you dominate everything with arrogance and decisiveness.Although I can't leave the palace, you treated me very well, not only fulfilled your promise, but also came to me right away.

But I can't give you anything except a cup of tea and a piece of music, but you say it's okay, and you like to sneak in my busy schedule.

You tell me that you are very moved and I am willing to leave the bamboo forest to follow you. You know that I miss the bamboo forest, but you are not willing to let me go back.

I said that although I miss the bamboo forest very much, I came with you voluntarily.You always feel sorry for me, locked my pipa sound in the palace, and played it only for you, so that it would not see the light of day.You smiled gently, and the words you uttered were as firm as a rock: Since I am reluctant to let you go, then I will build you a bamboo forest.

Soon you ordered people to plant green bamboos in Dongyuan. Watching the gardeners come to take care of the planting every day, Dongyuan was soon shrouded in the shade of bamboos.

In the end, you specifically asked them to plant a magnolia tree. I asked you why you planted a magnolia tree?

You said, because you think of me when you see Magnolia, and Magnolia is very similar to me.Although I don't know what it looks like, I still like this tree very much, and I like everything you have given me in general.

In this way, the heat outside has nothing to do with me, but it's hard for me not to know about the gossip.

There are many people in the palace, people often accuse me of being an idler with nothing to do in the palace, and some people are jealous that I can get close to you every day.

But you ignore their gossip, and let me spend many lingering or busy nights with you, looking at your face illuminated by lights, your earnest appearance, or the expression of you listening to my performance, I sincerely told myself to stay here, everything is worth it.

☆, a glass of poisoned wine

I naively thought that this light life would last forever, and I would stay with you forever like this.But the gossip and rumors in the palace became more and more difficult to hear, and it became more and more difficult to talk about it, and it somehow spread to the empress dowager and ministers.Everyone advised you to drive me away quickly, saying that my purpose was not pure, and some even suggested that I should be executed immediately.

People are chewing their tongues. A man from a humble background won the king's heart with a melody of the pipa. How many people have worked hard to flatter and flatter him, but he can't get the favor of the king. How much dirtyness is behind this? , something shady.

Your mother told you that you can no longer indulge in me, you must be worthy of the three thousand beauties in the harem, the queen official and the princesses of other nationalities, even if it is for the relationship between the two parties, you have to go there often, until now you have no children, and as the emperor, you can't Do whatever you want, and you have more responsibilities on your body, and you must continue the blood of the royal family.

Although you call the wind and call the rain, there is only one person you will obey her words, and that is your mother, the queen mother.That day, you had a rare fight with your mother and told her that you wanted to keep me, you would not let me go, and you liked me very much.Your mother was very angry after hearing this, and walked away angrily, and you were not to be outdone and ignored her.

When I heard these rumors, my hands trembled, and the hot tea was spilled on my hands, but I didn’t feel it was hot. I stared blankly at the big trees swaying in the wind at the door, dragonflies flying over the eaves, the air was extremely oppressive, and the clouds were oppressive. It was so low that it was breathless, and it looked like a heavy rain was coming soon.

That night, I didn't wait for your arrival. Another man came, and I knew he belonged to the Queen Mother.I suppressed the uneasiness in my heart and asked him why he was here.He smiled sullenly, and said in a low voice: "By order of the Queen Mother, I will send you on your way."

I felt a dangerous atmosphere, and asked tentatively: "Which way to go?" He told me as expected that he would send me to Huangquan Road.Then he took out a jug of wine, took out one of my glasses and poured out the wine, and immediately the aroma of the wine overflowed the room.

I looked at a little clear liquid in the cup, and my face was vaguely printed inside, and my face was full of determination and despair.

I know that I cannot escape death today, how can I disobey the Queen Mother's orders.I tried my best to control the trembling hands to pick up the cup, and swallowed hard. I felt unwilling, and couldn't help asking: "Where is the emperor?"

那人轻蔑一笑，对我这个将死之人也不隐瞒：“去找良妃娘娘了，怕是今夜不能来你这儿了，你就安心的走吧。”

我轻笑了一声。也对，我的生命如同蝼蚁，我的命运不在我的手里，要我死我便不能活，你们这些主宰者只要轻轻捏一下手指我就会死无葬身之地。

Resigned to my fate, I brought the wine to my lips, remembering the first time I met you, and the three years I spent with you in the palace.Every day, my expectation is to wait for you to come. The music that was played for heaven and earth before is still played for heaven and earth, but now you are my heaven and earth.Every moment I spend with you, your expression and tone are imprinted on my heart.

I have no complaints or regrets when I met you, but the only thing I can't let go of is that I'm leaving soon. Such a good time can only last for three years.

I raised my head and poured the wine in, and I, who didn't like drinking, was choked so much that I coughed out tears, the man said: "The Empress Dowager also sympathizes with you for having received divine grace, and gave you a decent way to die, please thank you soon. "

The effect of the medicine was immediate, and I felt severe abdominal pain, but I knelt down enduring the pain and said, "Thank you for the gift of the Queen Mother." The voice was faint and weak, and I thought I should be relieved soon.The man finished his task and walked away with ease.

The surrounding was extremely quiet, only the rustling sound of the wind blowing the leaves came from outside. I watched the man leave and finally fell to the ground slowly, feeling that thousands of insects were biting my body.For a while, I feel my limbs are as cold as my real body, and for a while, I feel my whole body is scalding hot like being burned by a raging fire.

My consciousness is getting more and more blurred, and I feel that my mind is getting farther and farther away, as if flying out of the high city wall, as if flying out of the palace, as if flying back into the bamboo forest, you are still listening to me playing a piece of your favorite Yangchun tune , There are only two of us in the vast world.

I said that I can meet you, I have no complaints or regrets, I am willing, although the time with you is short, the days waiting for you are long and boring, but as long as I see you, everything is fine.

My only extravagant wish now is to see you one last time before I die, but I can no longer...

In a trance, I felt endless warmth, familiar warmth, I forcefully opened my eyes, saw your worried expression, and felt a little distressed in my heart.You saw me slightly opened my eyes, and told me anxiously: "Jianlan, I'll be there soon, hold on for a while."

You are all wet, big raindrops hit us, and your wet hair sticks to my face, as if we were so intimate on the first night together.You told me loudly to hold on, please don't make you suffer.

Don't feel bad, okay?

It is impossible for me to survive today, poisoned wine enters the intestines but does not turn into tears of lovesickness, because I can die in your arms, I can see you at the last moment of my life, see you worrying about me, worrying about me, I am so important to you, at least knowing that is enough for me to leave.

I listened to your loud roar and shook my shoulders vigorously.I closed my eyes contentedly, only to realize at the last moment that it was raining so hard.

☆、Three louvers

When I woke up again, I felt pain in every joint of my body. I didn't know how I survived. Looking at the familiar ceiling, I knew that I was still alive and still in the palace.

Since you are not dead, then live well.I straightened up and found that there was no place in my body that was not painful, so I decided to lie down for a while.

"How long are you going to sleep?"

I opened my eyes and saw you standing at the door and asked, "I survived?" You came over and sat beside me and nodded, and I asked how you saved me.

You frowned and seemed reluctant to mention it, but you still told me seeing that I was waiting.It rained heavily that night, and you came back late to find me lying unconscious on the ground.You told me that you were uncomfortable and scared, never felt so scared, you were afraid that I would leave.

I smiled lightly: Didn't I survive now?

You hold my hand tightly and say that you know that I drank the queen mother's poisoned wine and carried me to the queen mother's palace.This poisonous wine actually has an antidote, but only the Queen Mother has it, called Baiye Sangen.

Sangen louver became extinct a long time ago.Later, the queen mother invited the best florist in the capital to plant them, and through unremitting efforts, the three roots of louver finally reappeared in the world.However, this kind of three vegetative roots still has defects after all. Although people can detoxify after eating it, they will become weak from now on.

But you said that you couldn't control so much at that time and you must get that kind of medicine, but no matter how much you begged the Queen Mother, you still refused to give the antidote.

In the end, you knelt down to the queen mother in desperation, and the queen mother choked in her heart and cursed how he had such a useless son like you, how could our country have such a stupid king like you!A man has gold under his knees, and you are the king of a country, how can you kneel so easily!

You shook your head and told her that you would never get up unless you handed over the antidote.The Empress Dowager is also a formidable character, she will not be moved by this.

You watched the blood on my face fade away little by little, the bluishness climbed up my cheeks, and the heartbeat became weaker and weaker. You felt that you couldn't wait any longer, and told the queen mother that if she saved me today, she would drive me out of the palace, never Come back again.

My eyes widened suddenly when I heard this, and my voice became louder: What!You want to drive me away!You can't do this!

You just looked at me quietly, without saying a word, watching me go crazy alone.I saw your calm look burning with anger in your heart, and you sat up all of a sudden, but I didn't expect this body to be so weak now, I coughed violently, as if my lungs were about to be coughed out.

You patted me on the back and asked me if I was okay. I shook your hand and told you that I was okay, of course I was!I say loudly to you, it was you who asked me if I wanted to come back with you, and now it is you who asked me to go, what do you think I am!

You've never seen me so out of control, and I've never been this crazy except when my mother died.You hugged me as hard as you could, controlled my wildly waving hands, patted my shoulder and softly persuaded me that this was a last resort, you were also forced, and wanted me to stay.

After you finished speaking, I was taken aback, and I reflected from your bright eyes that my expression was almost ferocious and terrifying.You kissed my eyelashes lightly, like treating a fragile treasure, licked the tears off my face and told me not to cry anymore, because crying is useless, get ready and leave the palace tomorrow.

After all, I stood up and wanted to leave, I held onto the corner of your clothes unwillingly, and begged you to ask if you could not drive me away, I really just want to stay by your side, isn't that all right?

Expressionlessly, you broke away my knuckle-white fingers that were holding the corners of your clothes, one by one, mercilessly, then turned around and left with a hard shake.

I know that you have made up your mind, you want to fulfill your promise to the Queen Mother, and I know that you want to save my life.But do you know, ever since I met you, I have given up my freedom to follow you. Who do you think likes this deep palace and high walls, who do you think likes to be talked about, and why?Just to be with you, just to be with you!Don't you know, I really don't want anything, I really want to be with you.

You are the king of a country, and I am a grassroots person. Meeting you by accident is the luckiest thing in my life.As long as I walk out of this palace wall, I will never have the chance to see you again.I looked at the back of you leaving, and I couldn't help the tears rolling in my eyes, but none of them flowed down, because crying is useless.

☆, leave the palace

I have very few things. I only carried a pipa when I came, and I only carried a pipa when I left.I brought nothing with me when I came, and I took nothing with me when I left.

When I first came here, I hated it a bit, saying that these high walls are so high that the sunlight from outside cannot come in, like a huge cage.But when I really leave, I don't want to go at all, even if it is the eighteenth floor of hell, as long as you are there, I will follow.

But you let me leave you in order to save me, and you haven't been here since I woke up.I don't believe in evil, I have been here day after day, but you still haven't come.

It's just that when the maid pruned the branches, she said that the emperor loved Concubine Liang very much recently, and if Concubine Liang gave birth to a son for the emperor, it would be considered as a real stand.

My heart twitched when I heard it. It turns out that you don't need me anymore.Thinking about it, the women in the entire harem are looking forward to your coming every day, waiting for you to come, and begging you to come, but I can't do anything.What those people said is true, I am an idler, and we have done a lot of dirty things when we stayed by your side.You drove me away and I have no reason to stay here.If you don't come to see me, the palace will be meaningless.

I finally carried the pipa on my back and walked home. I stayed in this place for three years.These three years are the most brilliant time in my life, and I can definitely say that is the pinnacle of my life, because you are my life's belief.

I began to think that if I hadn't met you, if you hadn't walked into the bamboo forest on that moonlit night, if I hadn't been there playing the pipa that day, we wouldn't have met, and I wouldn't have the heartache I have today, if I hadn't met, I wouldn't have met parting.I can't blame you for driving me away, but I can blame fate for letting us meet in the first place.

The last time I looked back at the bustling imperial palace, I was not from here, but you were born to guard this high wall, control the fate of all people, and control the chess game in the world.We are not from the same way, you are destined not to be mine, you are the king of a country, and I am just the most ordinary person in the vast world.Maybe it was God's gift to me that allowed me to have these three years of completely different years, but when I really wanted to separate, I was still very unwilling and reluctant, as if I had been abandoned.

I can't help but touch my lips, there seems to be your warmth there, and your voice seems to be in my ears, but I know that feeling will never happen again.This crazy dependence and nostalgia will be cut off, and this crazy love will end here.

But no matter how sad you are, you still have to live. Anyway, this life is what you have worked so hard to get.I have nowhere to go, I can only pray that my bamboo house in the bamboo forest is still there.

Fortunately, it was hidden and no one found it, and I was very lucky that it was not blown down by any strong wind and rain. It seems that the fruits of my labor were quite successful back then.

Opening the door of the bamboo house, the inside is dirty and messy, the furniture is unsightly eaten by unknown insects, the daily necessities are lying on the ground and no one cares about it, dust is everywhere, just four words: dilapidated.

Seeing that the place where I used to live has become like this, I suddenly realized that I have been away for so long, and naturally I need to tidy up before I can live.But I can only say that the body is so weak now that it cannot be carried by shoulders or hands.Although you said that the three roots of the louver will make the body weak, but you didn't expect it to be so serious.

I'm only twenty but I'm already in my waning years. My whole body is sore after doing some work.I put down the bucket and rubbed my shoulders, the reflection in the bucket showed a sickly white face with no blood on the lips, only the corners of the eyes were red, huh?Crying maybe?Probably not, you won't come back no matter how much you cry.

All in all, in the middle of the night, I built a board and slept casually. Only then did I realize that I was no longer the self-reliant person who lived alone in the deep mountains and old forests three years ago.I'm used to sleeping on the soft bed in the palace, and I'm used to sleeping on this hard wooden bed under the brocade quilt, I feel uncomfortable.

I secretly scolded myself in my heart for why I have become so precious and hypocritical now.You once said you would keep me safe and well fed, but you only did it for three years, and you threw me away when you spoiled me.Thinking of me, I laughed at myself again, as soon as an emperor can look at you, he will snicker, you still expect so much.

I am used to your tenderness, and I am not used to the original way of living alone.The past in the palace is like a colorful dream, Zhuang Zhou's beautiful butterfly, Huang Liang's dream.When I woke up, the dream was shattered all over the floor. I hurriedly searched and longed for this ridiculous dream to come again.Obviously knowing that it doesn't belong to me, I still want it, but I can't get it anyway.

These things are always in my mind, beating my reason over and over again in my dreams, I miss you, I miss you, I want you, but I don’t even have the qualifications to stand in front of you.

此刻唯有对月弹一首阳春调解千愁，你什么都没留给我，只是清晰的记得在我弹的那么多曲子中你最爱的是它。

Whenever I bounce I feel as if you're still by my side.But after I really finished playing, I realized that there was no one around me, and I couldn't see your gentle watery eyes looking at me.

My whole body is like a walking dead. I only now know how important you are to me. If I leave you, I will die immediately, like a fish out of water struggling painfully in dry air.

And my soul has already left the body, I feel it gently floated to the Chang'an Palace, floated to your side, peeking at your sleeping face, drawing your eyebrows, whispering soft words of love in your ear.

And you don't know it.How much I miss you.

☆、Magnolia tree

Walking slowly on the lively street, crowds, stalls, all kinds of scents and sounds.There is also a beam of sunshine, very warm light.

It's been a long time since I went down the mountain, and the long-lost sunshine is a bit dazzling, but I think I have to go down the mountain. I will get sick sooner or later if I shut myself up on the mountain every day.

But I don't know where to go.

I used to think there was no freedom, but now I have freedom but I miss the past. I have restored the original appearance and enjoyed the best time before I suddenly realized what is loneliness and why is freedom. It turns out that freedom is an enlarged version of loneliness.

Walking aimlessly in the bustling street, my eyes suddenly stopped on a teahouse with three big words on it: Qiyun Pavilion.There was a man sitting on the table at the door, holding a book in his hand, hiding in the shade of a tree with a cup of tea and peanuts, humming an unknown tune, so leisurely.

The person in front of me was a little familiar, he also saw me, he was taken aback for a moment, and then he smiled: "Young Master, why are you here alone today?"

This is a regular customer of the teahouse, and I have seen it several times when I came with you before, but I think maybe you don't remember it.

Hearing this, I smiled helplessly: "There is no way, I will only be alone in the future."

The man didn't ask any more questions, and said, "Do you want to talk to me?"

I said, "I have no money."

He said, "I invite you."

"What's your name?" He took me into the teahouse, found a table and ordered a pot of tea.I sat down politely and said my name was Jianlan.

"Good name, just call me Chen Liang." He swallowed a sip of tea and said, "Actually, I want to buy you a cup of tea, but I'm afraid that something will happen to you if no one talks to you again."

I felt a little funny in my heart. Whenever I came up, I said that something would happen to others, but something was wrong with me.I don't know how I could answer that: something is wrong with me.

Chen Liang poured me a cup of tea: "Look, people in teahouses always have the keenest intuition. I never thought that I would meet you three years later, it would be considered fate. No matter what, we are still acquaintances. Tell me, what's wrong with you."

I didn't move the tea in front of me, it's not that I don't believe this person, it's just that I was asked to say it suddenly, and I couldn't say it if I had a chance to say it.

He nodded and saw that I didn't move, and said: "I can understand, you must have had an adventure with your bitter and bitter look. Hey~ It's okay, who doesn't have two things in life?"

Chen Liang saw that I was drinking tea and reading a book by myself without any reaction, and I sat opposite him and looked at him.After a long time, I noticed that he put down his book and raised his eyebrows: "Am I that good-looking?"

I looked at him quietly, and slowly spit out a few words: "You can't understand."

He was taken aback by the inappropriate words, and it took him a while to realize that I was responding to what he said not long ago.

After drinking the tea he poured for me, it was already cold, revealing the bitterness of the conversation, I put down the teacup and asked: "What will you do if you never see the person you love again?"

Chen Liang was a little surprised when he heard this, he said: "I thought that a person as immortal as you would not dispute about emotional matters." He chuckled and continued: "It's just human nature, who doesn't do that."

When I heard this, I couldn't help asking: "Does everyone have to suffer for love?"

Chen Liang nodded: "That's right, but there is only one kind of person who can escape from this fate..." He pretended to smile mysteriously, which also aroused my curiosity, and he leaned forward unconsciously, and then I heard him say, "Eunuch."

I resisted the urge to scold him, but in the end I just rolled my eyes politely.In fact, I thought he was going to talk about people who see through the world of mortals, but I didn't expect that he was joking with me, but no matter what I said, it made me feel better.

He straightened his expression before carefully recalling my question, and asked: "You will never see your lover again?"

I nodded.He did not continue to ask but said: "Once a person loves, he will be happy, happy, and happy. But where is there such a good thing in this world? Everything has two sides. Since it has its beauty, it is also natural. There will be its bitterness, and they are directly proportional, as much pain as happiness." He paused and sighed: "If you really never see it again, forget it."

I suddenly realized that Chenliang thought I was dead when I said that I would never see him again, but I didn't know why but I just didn't want to explain.

I frowned: "You must forget to be free?"

Chen Liang said: "I don't really want to forget, how many people live and die for love, in fact, there are many unknown possibilities and wonderful things in life. You don't need to forget, keep it in your heart, and also cherish it in your heart." Have a good day."

I think Chen Liang said that I have something to do when he saw me, did I really act so obviously?I pointed to my face and asked him, "How do I look?"

"Are you talking about the expression?" He looked at my face again: "Like I owe you 200 million."

In fact, if I think carefully about Chen Liang's words, can I really just keep you in my heart and not forget to live a better life?Can I really not live in your world?Can I really embrace a new life?

But I think it's so difficult, maybe, I really can't do it.

我沉思了一会儿，突然说：“没有。“

Chenliang let out an "Ah", not knowing what I was talking about, I added: You are not that good-looking, so I can't stop staring at you.Chen Liang laughed out loud.

In fact, I really think that no one is prettier than you, no one is better than you, and only you will let me see that you are the best person in the world.I will remember your appearance as long as it has passed, even if I can't embrace a new life, I will always remember your appearance.

At the door, I could faintly hear the rustling sound of the leaves being blown by the wind. I looked at it with my eyes, and I didn’t need to confirm it. I knew what kind of tree it was when I saw its leaves.

I asked Chenliang when this tree came into existence.

Chenliang obviously didn't care too much about my problem, and said that after I left, someone gave the proprietress a lot of money and asked her to plant such a tree in Qiyun Pavilion.

I looked outside the door quietly. The tree grew very vigorously, and it must have been well taken care of. It has experienced wind and rain, and experienced years and years.

☆, one night blizzard

The sudden cold weather is the prelude to the coming of winter. I couldn't help adding a few more clothes, but my hands and feet were still cold.Unknowingly, the sky was covered with white catkins, the snow was flying, and the cold wind was blowing through. The heavy snow came quickly and fell hard.

Knowing the heavy snow at night, I heard the sound of folding bamboo.

It's a pity that I have such a beautiful bamboo forest. I sighed silently in my heart, it has been a long time since I have seen such a big snow.Leaning against the window, I felt the chill hit me. I held a cup of hot tea in my hand and tried to warm my cold hands with it, but it was of no avail. I looked out the window at the vast whiteness, nothing.

In fact, there is nothing. There is a black spot running quickly in the white snow. Who is still going up the mountain in the middle of the night?I will be there looking at the people who are getting closer and closer, feeling that I am