reborn lover

The cold wind was blowing outside, and the room was warm, as if it was isolated from the world, quiet and beautiful, and the desk lamp by the bedside released a soft light, enveloping the young man inside, like an illusion, like a dream, so beautiful that it was unreal.

Xi Le put down a collection of pure English short stories in his hand, took a deep breath, his mind was so messed up that he didn't know what he was thinking, he couldn't read anything in the book, he had to read the book before going to bed I originally thought about reading a book for a while before going to bed, but after thinking about it or forgetting it, I stopped reading.

Ever since he received the invitation letter, he was a little out of his mind, and he didn't know what he was thinking, but his heart couldn't calm down. He would think about those people and things, the past or how to get away now, he was thinking about it, He is thinking about whether they are compatible or not.

Leaning against the bed, he took the mobile phone on the table, and slid his index finger across the screen. This mobile phone did not leave any messages, except for a few numbers with call records on the mobile phone, there was no text message.

Sometimes he thinks that he is Xi Le, and wants to live his life in such an ordinary way, but...he is not this young man, not him, he just came alive in this body, a person who should have died long ago...

It's just that I'm not reconciled!

"Hehe..." Xi Le closed his eyes and leaned against the bed wearily. The person he always wanted to forget became clearer and clearer in his mind. He tried his best to forget that person and live his life again, but, It is really difficult to erase his past of more than 30 years.

The more I want to forget, the more I can't forget.

hate it?Hate...hate...really hate...

The regret in his heart swallowed him up in an instant.

"Why?" Xi Le gritted his teeth, and this sentence seemed to be gritted from between his teeth.

Why?He wanted to ask that person: Why!Why!Why! ! !

Opening his eyes suddenly, Xi Le's eyes were bright red, and the mobile phone in his hand was vibrating. He looked at the familiar number, frowned, and subconsciously refused to answer the call. For a number without a name, I threw the phone on the table, turned the phone to silent, and let it ring.

Go to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face, go back to the bed and cover him with the quilt. He has been curled up in the bed and read a book just now. It will still be warm, and it will not prevent him from having a good sleep at all.

Xu was so tired that he fell asleep after a while.

As soon as I closed my eyes, I started to have nightmares. I kept running on the road, chasing that person, always when I was about to catch his hand, he walked away again, and finally caught up, and the person turned his head , he looked up at that person...

The person he loved for ten years, ten years, not one day, one year, three to five years, but a whole ten years, from his 23 years old to 33 years old, he gave that person the best ten years of his life.

When I woke up at night sweating, the clear face of that person was still in my mind, Xi Le opened his eyes and looked at the roof, he was still out of breath, his chest heaved up and down, and a sneer curled up on the corner of his mouth, "Yu, how could I getting over You!"

How can I forget you!I can't dig you out of my soul, how can I forget you?