reborn lover

The night was getting deeper and deeper, Jun Qing was sitting alone on the deck chair outside the balcony, the wind was blowing with the heat of summer, he looked at the lights outside, it was quiet at night, and he began to feel a little lonely.

At this point, the man in the family has not come back, he is used to waiting for him to come back at home alone, sometimes the man will call back late to tell him that he has made up, he knows that the man has taken over the business of the company The latter has been very busy, and he can understand him.

He made a lot of phone calls, and he also knew that sometimes men were too busy outside, so he found another place to stay for the night, and he would go to bed by himself when he couldn't wait for anyone.

It's just that if one person stays in one house for too long, he will inevitably feel lonely in his heart.

The year Cui Huanyu graduated, they moved here, and he didn't have any objections, this was their home.

So many years have passed in a blink of an eye, and they have been together for seven years.

He has studied in school for so many years, and has been studying for a Ph. D. After passing a strict assessment, he was qualified to stay in school. He is a teacher in school. He also likes to find a job. He thinks that he will always be a teacher in the future. Teacher.

He is also 30 years old this year.

For a man at the age of 30, it means that the man needs to marry a wife, have children, and have a home of his own. A few years ago, his mother also started introducing girls to him, wanting him to get married early.

Jun Qing also knew that his parents were getting old, and they wanted him to settle down.But ever since he was with Cui Huanyu, he never thought that he would marry another woman and have children. This was not just a fraudulent marriage, but he couldn't stand being with women.

Until two years ago, when he came out to his family, his mother couldn't accept it for a while and was sick in the hospital. His mother asked him to find a girl to marry and have children. She pretended nothing had happened, but he really did less than.

His mother beat him, scolded him, told him to let go, but he couldn't let go.

He and Cui Huanyu have been together for so many years, and he has already fallen in love with this man. If it was a trial at the beginning, time has changed a person too much. Their first love was given to each other, and they have been together for so many years , After falling in love for so many years, he couldn't let go.

He was speechless to his father who had loved him for so many years.

Later, her mother personally went to the school to find him. Facing the fucking questioning, he couldn't say a word. His mother slapped him and said sharply, "If you break up with that man, find a woman Get married, just treat me as a mother who never gave birth to your son."

After that time, his mother left sadly.

Jun Qing stood at the end of the corridor, watching his mother go further and further away from a distance, just like the distance between him and that home, getting farther and farther away, what his mother said meant a clean break with him.

Then his mother told him in a decisive way.

After he went home to visit his parents, he was blocked outside the small iron gate of the house. His mother only asked, "Would you like to marry a woman and have children?"

He looked at his mother, and his father who stood silently by the side, his face was so pale that he couldn't say a word. Facing his mother's disappointment, he felt very guilty in his heart. He watched his parents go home and closed the door and ignored him. He lowered his head and stood at the door for a long time before turning around and leaving.

The neighbors lived with other teachers, and they would ask what was wrong when they saw him, but he just smiled palely and said nothing.

Later, Cui Huanyu found out about his relationship with his family, and went back with him personally on the first day of the Chinese New Year. He also wanted his family to accept his choice. He wanted to be with this man for the rest of his life. .

However, it turned out that he was thinking too simply, and his mother never listened to him, except that he promised to marry a woman and have children, let alone mention anything else.

That time his mother took a broom and beat Cui Huanyu directly. Jun Qing was stunned for a moment and hugged Cui Huanyu to block him twice. beated.

"Let's go, and don't come back again." His father said in a hoarse voice.

Jun Qing cried for a long time that time, and the man kept hugging him and comforting him.

After wiping away his tears, he would still go home to visit his parents every year during the winter and summer vacations. Even if he couldn't enter the small house, he would watch from a distance outside, knowing that they were doing well, so he was relieved.

When I think of those things in the past, I always feel that they just happened before my eyes.

"Is it right or wrong for me to choose this way?" He sometimes asks himself this way.

But maybe he didn't even know the final answer so clearly, he just numbly insisted on the original choice, insisting that he made the right choice.

Jun Qing saw the lights of the car on the way back, and stared blankly at the movement of the lights, getting closer and closer to him. Not long after, the sound of a car came from downstairs, and he turned his gaze away.

There was a sound of unlocking the car door, he stood up from the chair, stood at the door of the balcony, looked at the approaching man, swept away the numbness just now, and showed a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, "Ayu, you are back .”

"Well, I'm back. Why haven't I slept so late? Didn't I tell you not to wait for me?" When Cui Huanyu saw the man standing there waiting for him to come back, guilt flashed in his eyes, but he quickly It's been covered up.

"I want to wait for you to come back." Jun Qing looked at the man and said softly.

He wanted to wait for this man to come back. He lay on the bed alone and couldn't fall asleep thinking about it, so he got up.

The lamp in the living room emitted a faint light. He watched the man walk towards him, hugged him, and planted a kiss on his forehead. Jun Qing closed his eyes, hugged the man back, and buried his head in his in the chest.

Jun Qing smelled the faint scent of perfume on the man's body, mixed with the smell of bath liquid, but he didn't say anything except holding the man's hand tightly.

"It's very late, let's go to bed, don't wait for me to come back so late in the future, you should go to bed early, there are a lot of things in the company recently, I sometimes work too late, you go to bed early at home." The two embraced After a while, Cui Huanyu was tired after a busy day, he let go of the person he was holding, and dragged him into the room.

When the two were lying on the bed, Jun Qing just fell asleep in a curled up position. The man next to him had been used to hugging him while sleeping for so many years, and he didn't open his eyes until the man fell asleep.

When a man goes out to have an affair, he always thinks that he is covering it up very well, but often the person who has been with him for many years knows from some subtle points whether the man has other people outside.

When this man came back, he had a different smell on his body. Jun Qing was always so sensitive that he could feel something else, but he never asked, and he forced himself not to think about it, because he was thinking too much.

That night, Jun Qing sighed in his heart, he fell asleep when it was almost dawn, and it was dawn again when he closed his eyes.

When he woke up in the morning with a pale face, he got up.

"Morning." When Cui Huanyu got up, he found the man who was cooking breakfast in the kitchen, hugged him from behind, and said with some distress, "I didn't go to bed so late, next time you don't get up to cook breakfast, let's go out You can also eat outside."

"It's okay, just make breakfast." Jun Qing didn't listen to the movements in his hands, and started to chase people away, "I'm frying two eggs, don't get so close, the oil will splash on you, hurry up and brush your teeth, wash your face and change your clothes , otherwise you, the big boss, will be late for work soon."

It is also a long way for him to go to school from here. Now that he has learned how to drive, it is more convenient to drive there in the morning. Fortunately, the outer ring road here is not so congested, so he can drive there earlier to avoid the rush hour. He is still in the school office. I can take a break.

"Okay, I see, my wife." Cui Huanyu put a kiss on the face of the person in his arms before leaving happily.

The man holding him left, Jun Qing's body relaxed, and he continued to move his hands.

In the morning, the two of them ate breakfast, got into two cars and went out together. When they reached the fork, the two cars separated and went to different places. Jun Qing slowed down the speed of the car and glanced at the rearview mirror.

"morning."

"morning."

Jun Qing went to the office, met his colleagues, and greeted them. He was still a new teacher, and he had to pay attention to many things. In terms of politeness, he always took the initiative to greet others.

There are four consecutive classes in the morning, and he only has two days and eight classes a week. Fortunately, the classes are all transferred together, and it is more convenient for him to attend classes. He may not stay at school for the rest of the time if he has nothing to do, so now, He doesn't have many courses, and he has winter and summer vacations, so he is a person with a lot of time.

In addition to the classes in the school, he also takes jobs outside and works as an interpreter for others in the company. The income is very considerable. When someone invites him to the company, he just smiles and shakes his head and refuses.

It's not that he doesn't want more money, he prefers to find a job in school.

Standing under the three-foot podium to give lectures, there are some young and immature faces below. Junqing likes this place and is looking for a job.

In the spare time, besides reading in the library, he travels around, and the rest of the time is spent in a daze and waiting.