reborn lover

Xi Le never let go of her heart, and stayed by the bed.

His father was also guarding there all the time. Unless necessary, the two of them never said a word to each other.

Fortunately, his father didn't drive him away. Xi Le was relieved, but he knew his father's temper. Although he didn't drive him away, he must have resented him in his heart. I won't get sick anymore.

He didn't dare to ask how his mother got such a disease, he didn't dare to make sure, he knew in his heart that all of this must have something to do with him.

From returning to this home to now, his heart has always been full of endless regrets. At this point, in fact, it is not enough to make up for it with a single regret.

The patient woke up for a while that night, but the wake-up time was not very long, and the oxygen mask could not be removed, so he could not speak.The critical period has passed, but I still need to stay in the hospital for observation for a while. If there is no problem, I can be discharged from the hospital.

Xi Le has been guarding in front of the hospital bed all the time. When he came back after walking away, he stood at the door and looked at the two elders holding hands, "Xiu Mei, you have to be well. We will go home when you take care of your health. Don't worry." , the doctor said nothing happened, I'm fine too, don't worry about me, the most important thing is to take good care of your body, I'm here for everything, don't worry." Jun Liang held his old partner's hand, he knew that his old partner could He could hear him say those words to reassure her.

His wife, Chen Xiumei, has been in love with each other for so many years. They had a child shortly after they got married. After so many years, the two of them have never even blushed. In the past so many years, they have been in love for so many years, until they grow old.

If so many things hadn't happened in this family, their old age would have been very happy and stable, but now the two old people don't know how to live their lives.

The matter of the child has always been a pain in their hearts, but in the end, when someone dies, people die like a lamp going out, no matter how much they cry or regret, they can only keep it in their hearts.

Xi Le stood at the door and looked at the two old men, holding hands together, and looked at each other silently. Although they didn't speak, they knew what the other was going to say from each other's eyes.

Some things are still wrong after all...

He went out quietly and called the nurse over. He didn't dare to see his old mother for a while, so he could only stand outside the ward and wait, watching the doctor and nurse go in. After waiting for a while, he came out and asked the doctor, "Hi Doctor, how is the patient's condition?"

"The patient's condition is basically stable now, and he can go home and take the medicine for a period of time. If there is no problem, he can stop it." The doctor said.

"Excuse me, do you have time? Can you tell me the details of the patient?" Xi Le's heart was pounding because of this sentence. He was afraid, but he had to ask.

He will know these things sooner or later, and now that he knows, he should prepare earlier.

The doctor thought for a moment and said, "Come to my office."

Xi Le nodded and followed the other party.

When he came out of the doctor's office, his eyes were always red. In fact, there was no need to ask more about many things. His mother's body was made like this because of him. A person with a good heart, for so many years The mind is too depressed, and the body has too many problems. When a person reaches a certain age, there are too many external stimuli, and it is easy to get these diseases.

Xi Le couldn't remember his past self, why he didn't come back to visit them so cruelly, why he chose that way to deal with these things of himself, he couldn't even figure it out.

After stuffing a red envelope to the doctor, he came out of the doctor's office.

When I walked out, my eyes were red, these things were too heavy, and I suppressed them in my heart. Looking at the sky outside, my heart felt vague, and I didn't know how to go on with my life.

When he returned to the ward, his mother had already fallen asleep.

Walking to his father's side, "Have something to eat. If you want something to eat, I'll go out and bring it to you."

"No need, I can't eat, go and eat something by yourself." Jun Liang also felt very complicated about this child, seeing his well-behaved and pitiful appearance, he couldn't say anything if he wanted him to go.

"I'll go back and cook some porridge. I'll have something to eat when the teacher wakes up later..." Xi Le felt a little uneasy. He didn't know how to address his parents for a while. He wanted to call them Mom and Dad, but This is not yet possible.

For the mother's situation, it is best to arrange for an operation in the past. If possible, he hopes that they can go to Zhongjing, where the medical level is the highest in the country. Although the cost is high, he can still afford it.

"Just go to the canteen of the hospital and buy some. You don't have to go back and cook. It's too troublesome. You can go eat something too. I'll watch over here." Jun Liang looked at his wife on the bed, breathing much more smoothly now , His mood also relaxed.

Birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature, but when you really have to face it, you need a lot of courage.

"Okay." Xi Le nodded and went out.

The canteen of the hospital had meals for patients. Xi Le put some porridge in a thermos and put it for his mother. He bought some other things and brought them up, hoping that his father could also eat some.

Fortunately, when he took it back, his father took it and ate it without saying anything. He was holding a bowl of wonton beside him and ate it too.

At this time, there are not many patients in the ward of the hospital. There are three beds in the ward they are in, but now they are the only patient.

He waited until very late, but no one woke up. Xi Le took a few steps and said to his father, "Go to sleep for a while. I'll come here to see if there's anything I need to call the nurse on duty."

"No need, you go to sleep, I'll come and see." Jun Liang waved his hand and said.

"You go, or you will fall ill in a while, and you will need to take care of the teacher when he wakes up." Xi Le couldn't move him, so he could only move out his mother.

Jun Liang's body moved, and there was a soreness in his shoulder.

People are getting older, and a lot of problems accumulated in the past will slowly emerge. No matter how strong a person is, they can't be stronger than the years. I have to accept the old age and sigh in my heart. Just wake me up, I'll get up and watch."

"Okay." Xi Le nodded, watching his father go to the bed next door to rest, and he sat where his father was sitting, looking at the people who hadn't woken up yet.

He went over and turned off the light, leaving a small lamp on the wall, which gave a little light in the room.

Looking at the child's back, Jun Liang sighed in his heart, thinking of the dead child, his heart was filled with endless sadness.

He still remembered that when the child was young, he always carried it on his shoulders and went out to play. Later, when he grew up and went to school, his grades were always among the top in the school grade. He was always proud of the child.

The small town has a small population, and many people take the college entrance examination every year, but after so many years, it is the first time that he was admitted to Chukyo University, and it was his child who passed the exam. pride.

When a child grows up and goes out, he has his own ideas about his own life. In fact, parents can't force the decision on his life, let alone they are teachers and understand these principles better.

I understand, but when people get to that step, even if they understand, they still hope that their children can go on well according to their own wishes.

Alas, at this point, we can't say who is right and who is wrong, everyone is at fault, and everyone has something wrong.As a family, if everyone gave in at that time, maybe they wouldn't be where they are today.

Saying sorry now is useless.

He looked at the child sitting there, his child was also this old, alas, when he closed his eyes, he was drowsy, and fell asleep after a while.

Xi Le leaned against the bedside table and kept looking at her mother. Turning around, she saw that her father was already asleep. He reached out and pulled the quilt over him.

Fortunately, he slept well the night before, and he slept so late in the morning before getting up, and he was in good spirits.

After staying up all night, I didn't sleep all the time. When it was daybreak, my father woke up and after a while, my mother woke up too.

The mother opened her eyes and saw him, but just looked at him quietly without speaking.

"I've woken up. I'll call the doctor to come and take a look." Xi Le pursed her lips and said.

He looked at his mother all night last night, as if he had made up for what he had lost in the past so many years, and he never closed his eyes.

Doctors and nurses came over, checked that the situation was stable, unplugged the oxygen mask, ordered some things to pay attention to, and left.

"Help me to the toilet." Chen Xiumei just woke up, her voice was still very hoarse.

Jun Liang walked over and carefully helped her to go to the toilet. Xi Le stood aside and watched, feeling that the two old people still rejected him, but he also knew that the relationship between his parents was very close. An outsider cannot get in.

On the same day, his mother said that he was going to be discharged from the hospital. After getting the doctor's approval, they went through the discharge procedures and took her away.