Yang Yi himself looks to be in his twenties, and he has the same external temperament as Liang Yun. He is fair and not old, and has a bit of a scholarly air. It is hard for Liang Yun to believe that he is 36 years old this year. up.

"It may be hard for you to imagine that I used to be a fitness coach." Yang Yi's smile is like a spring breeze, giving people a warm and trustworthy feeling.

It was difficult for Liang Yun to substitute a fitness trainer with eight-pack abs and a muscular body with this gentle and handsome man in front of him. He always felt a sense of disharmony, but time is a magical hand, and there is nothing that cannot be changed.

Fitness trainer, runway model, these two industries have a certain intersection, not to mention the two professions where GAY is rampant.

Yang Yi's story started as a matter of course. They loved each other wholeheartedly, and maybe promised to be a couple for a lifetime, as if they were destined in the dark, and they recognized each other at the first sight.

"At that time we were still too young and impulsive. If I were at this age, I don't think I would have jumped from the third floor to threaten my parents." He had a calm expression and talked about his painful past. , It seems that it is not so important now, "The dilemma of disability is the result of impulsiveness, which hurt myself and delayed him for so many years."

Originally, according to the words, Liang Yun should speak out out of concern for his friend at this time, but Yang Yi's smile is not sad, but there is a sense of ease and insight into the world, maybe he has really let go.

"Later, I met Brother Yong in the community. He entered our board by invitation by mistake. The China Storage Logistics he works in belongs to a state-owned enterprise. You know, he works in a state-owned enterprise and disagrees with such an alternative sexual orientation as a normal person. All Troubles and desires can only be digested by oneself. The only time he described the situation to me at that time was three years ago, when we were already together, he said, 'Before I met you, I lived like a dog'"

Indeed, Liang Yun could understand the pain and struggle in Brother Yong's words. Without Ji Xiaocheng, his situation at that time would have been worse than that of Brother Yong.

"Do you like Brother Yong?" Liang Yun asked, only to feel that he had asked something stupid impulsively, but he really wanted to know if Yang Yi and Brother Yong were together, did he like something in it, because he was very It is difficult to accept the impurity of a relationship.

Yang Yi smiled gently, and said frankly: "To be honest, I have never talked about whether I like or dislike him when we are together. At first, I was moved, and then I got used to it. After getting used to it, I feel that if we separate from him I'm going to break down, whether it's mentally or in life, I can't do without him."

Liang Yun bowed his head and thought hard about Yang Yi's words, did he like it or not?He couldn't figure it out and couldn't see clearly.

"In other words, Brother Yong can only be unique to me, and I will keep my heart for him. I have given him the rest of my life. Do you think it is necessary to struggle with liking or disliking? ?”

Liang Yun raised his head abruptly, he seemed to have realized a little bit, but there was still a problem with the angle, Yang Yi was in the dominant position in the relationship between him and Brother Yong, this was a position that was naturally formed when they loved each other more than they loved each other, but he himself With Ji Xiaocheng, Ji Xiaocheng is the one who holds the power to kill, so Yang Yi's point of view is still unsatisfactory in his opinion.

If possible, he would like to hear Brother Yong's thoughts.

Yang Yi's eyes seem to be able to see through people's hearts. After spending so many years in the emotional section of the forum, he has seen countless emotional problems. Liang Yun and Ji Xiaocheng's is a typical pseudo-burnout period. It seems that they broke up peacefully after careful consideration. In fact, it is the most fundamental The crux of the problem is - misunderstanding.

He chatted with Ji Xiaocheng, and the other party was a very frank person. From the lines, it can be seen that his machismo is quite serious. In fact, this is not a shortcoming. The key is that his partner is also a man. Ji Xiaocheng may not realize this. .

And Liang Yun is a very delicate person. He has thoughts in his stomach but he will never vomit them out by himself. He hopes that others will find out. It may be because he is born gay, so he can't let it go, and he doesn't have the courage to let go of his own thoughts. The position is right, because of low self-esteem, but want to get rid of this negative state, so in the end it can only erupt in silence.

After all, it is all caused by lack of communication.

"Actually, if you stay with someone for a long time, your habits will naturally change with him. I used to be a very active person, and I couldn't calm down. Later, when I was with Brother Yong, because of his inconvenient legs, he found a lot Show me inspirational books, and when the weather is fine, he will accompany me out for a walk, fishing, he regards taking care of me as a career, and will be as happy as a child for the excellent evaluation on the medical report.”

Yang Yi put down the coffee cup, set the table with both hands, stared at Liang Yun, and asked solemnly: "Don't you think I resemble you a bit? It's not about looks and temperament, but an indescribable feeling, just like not eating. It’s like fireworks in the world, as if living in a vacuum.”

Liang Yun looked at him in astonishment, one reaction was——Little Dragon Girl?

Yang Yi may also feel that what he said is a bit ridiculous, he lowered his head and laughed, and finally finished laughing, took a sip of coffee, and said repeatedly: "I used the wrong adjective, okay, okay, to put it bluntly, it is Goofing off."

It seems to be... Liang Yun tilted his head and thought for a while, it was really interesting.

"He looks down on me, and I'm still rushing to make ends meet!?" Even if he is guilty, he doesn't want to admit that he is really idle in front of outsiders. Besides, it's all Ji Xiaocheng's mother. The fluorescer issue lashed him out, who can stand it?

Yang Yi took a sip of boiled water slowly, pushed the coffee cup away, looked up at the angrily Liang Yun, and said seriously: "When a person is willing to care about your health, it is enough to prove your weight in his heart." .”

At this moment, Liang Yun seemed to see the continuous distant mountains and the boundless sky from Yang Yi's quiet eyes, which was a whole world given to him by Brother Yong.

He also embraces the world completely, and everything belongs to him.

The light and wind and the moon in the world of two people are not reflected in promises and confessions. It exists in the bits and pieces of life, a glass of warm water when you catch a cold, a table of meals when you go home, and even the never-ending toilet roll in the bathroom. The magnificent brocade scroll painted by Ji Xiaocheng himself.

Yanyao returned to City C on August [-]th. Liang Yun did not go to the practice party before he left. He and Yanyao are in the same city, but they just went back one after another. There is nothing worth giving away, but when Yanyao left, Liang Yun Send him to the airport in Ouyang Ge's car.

Liang Yun didn't ask about Ouyang Ge's affairs. At first, he was a bit apprehensive, but he reacted normally at that time. He really didn't take the matter of Ouyang Ge and Qi Xiaofeng to heart, but Ouyang Ge was obviously a little embarrassed. Liang Yun I thought that if he was calm, it would prove that he was really shameless, or that he was not serious about Qi Xiaofeng at all, but in his current state, it was hard to say.

"My mother died early. I was nine years old that year, and I didn't know much about adults. My dad brought back a young aunt, and I didn't feel uncomfortable. She was kind to me, took care of me and my dad, and was beautiful. I thought at the time that there was nothing wrong with recognizing her as my mother. After living together for a year, she left without leaving a single word. Only later did I find out that she was my dad's contract lover with a one-year term. Ouyang Ge shook his head and smiled wryly, "So it's just for money."

Liang Yun didn't know how to comfort him. Ouyang Ge had opinions, thoughts, wisdom and maturity. Liang Yun felt that even if he spoke to comfort him, it would not be of much use. It would be better to be his trash can.

Today, Ouyang Ge felt as if he came here on purpose to confide, friends, they are used as tree holes, especially this kind of half-baked ones, who are easy to let go of themselves.

"I met a senior when I went to college. She is very good. She can study and take the postgraduate entrance examination based on her own ability. I admire her very much, and we got along with each other naturally." Ouyang Ge leaned on the car window with his elbows, and moved his slender fingers back and forth. Rubbing the bridge of her straight nose, she smiled helplessly, "I thought she was such an excellent person living in a poor family, and her self-esteem should be very strong, so I never helped her financially. I would rather work with her and accompany her. She is wearing a flyer with poisonous hair, do you think I am naive?"

If it was placed on Ouyang Ge, it would be very naive. He was either innocent or watched too many Korean dramas at that time.

Liang Yun smiled against his will: "You are young, who doesn't have a daydream that love is more important than everything else, I haven't woken up yet."

Ouyang Ge tapped his forehead with his fingers, and said with a smile, "You are so smooth, you have never experienced a blow."

Liang Yun thought to himself, what blow could be higher than the DPS of a boyfriend who has been in love for nine years and turns out to be a straight man?

He blinked and changed the subject: "What happened next?"

"Later, my dad found out about me and her, and talked to me a few times. He thought that senior sister was a more realistic person. If I couldn't give her any help in her future career, she would definitely abandon me. I didn't believe it at the time. , I quarreled with my dad, I swore that I was more important than everything in her heart, and then my dad went to talk to her, and within a cup of tea, she almost didn't hesitate, and she betrayed me with only 20."

"The beginning of the story is bloody, but the ending is quite different from most bloody stories, but this is the real world." Liang Yun said lightly.

Ouyang Ge nodded approvingly and started the car, "So I don't believe that the truth that seems to be expressed in words is all fake."

"Zhang Fan told me that you tend to take the initiative. Is it because of those things in the past?"

"It's partly because, you know, at my age, I don't have the extra effort to try again, so I will look at the person I like, and if I meet a suitable one, I will take the initiative, saving worry and effort."

Liang Yun felt uncomfortable hearing this, because he had previously treated him as a patient with CT scans from the inside out.

Probably the reason why Ouyang Ge and Qi Xiaofeng broke up at the beginning was not that the other party was a man, but because he suspected that Qi Xiaofeng's motives for approaching him were impure, and it was really like grass and trees, or the same sentence - this person is really tired of living.

"Qi Xiaofeng, he..."

Ouyang Ge abandoned his demeanor for the first time, and interrupted him with a strong tone: "Don't mention him!!!"

Well, leave him alone.

Whoever is serious loses!

August NO.12 Liang Yun went back to City C. Liang’s parents and mother Liang wanted to send him to the airport under the sun. Liang’s mother prepared two special products for him to take back and give them to his colleagues. They babbled along the way Liang Yun is too withdrawn, and won't have trouble with colleagues and leaders.

Liang's father kept shaking his head, and finally couldn't help interrupting Liang's mother: "How can I call it a problem? I think it's enough to be a peaceful person. You women just like to be fake!"

The two elders were arguing with each other at the check-in counter, and it didn't stop until it was time to go through the security check. Yun's nasal cavity was sore, he opened his arms and hugged his parents, unwilling to let go for a long time.

Father Liang patted him on the back: "Go, go, the air ticket is cheap now, and I will visit you when your mother and I are free that day."

At this moment, Liang Yun suddenly remembered Ouyang Ge's suggestion about his job transfer a few days ago.

It took more than an hour to fly to City C. The terminal of the airport bus happened to be not far from home. The journey along the way was smooth, and it was only five o'clock in the afternoon when we arrived home.

When I took the key to open the door, Aunt Du's house next door opened the door when she heard the movement, and Aunt Du came out with half of the iced watermelon.

"Xiao Liang, hurry up, come back on such a hot day, it's too hot."

Liang Yun took the ice watermelon and thanked him repeatedly, and invited Aunt Du into his home. The first thing he did was to turn on the electric switch, and then he was going to find the remote control to turn on the air conditioner, when a white remote control was handed to him unexpectedly.

"A few days ago, your landlord called someone to change the air conditioner. He called Xiao Ji. I happened to have a key, so he opened the door and asked someone to change the air conditioner. No, I kept the remote control and the key together. .”

Liang Yun's heart skipped a beat - did Ji Xiaocheng come over?

"Hey, it's hot, and the house smells bad when no one lives in it for a few days. Xiao Ji didn't leave until eight o'clock in the evening when he came back that day." Aunt Du shrugged her nose, "I think he probably did some cleaning. Opened the windows to get some air.”

The neighbors in this building are all old people who live here. The old people look at the young people with sweet eyes. Liang Yun's muffled voice is really despised. Auntie Du looked him up and down. Well-dressed, alienated, and talented, she always feels that she lacks some vitality. She would never consider this if she had a girl to marry. Xiao Ji is so good, she is kind when she goes out and in, and treats the elders in the neighborhood They are all enthusiastic and quick-hearted. At first glance, they are real men from the Gu family, and they look rich.

Aunt Du said a few words to him but got no response, she shook her head and left.

When Liang Yun first entered the room, he really didn't see the new air conditioner hanging on the wall, nor did he notice the bright window glass and the fresh smell of dish soap.

This meeting is full of traces of Ji Xiaocheng's past visits, and his mind is full of one thought - Ji Xiaocheng has been here.

Shall I call him and thank him?

Or not, ask him to meet directly.

How did you ask him out?

What if he refuses?

In fact, he was only called by the landlord, and maybe he didn't want to come at all.

Let's wait a few days, wait a few days...

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