immortal

The platform was very dark, a green leather train stopped quietly, and it started to rain again.

It was already midnight, and the staff on the platform were a little listless. The four of us walked through the rain in silence. The train was very long, and we were soaked when we finally found our compartment.

There are not many people in ordinary hard-sleeper cars. After we settled down, we didn’t drive for a long time, but the rain picked up, crackling on the car windows, and we could vaguely see the maintenance worker in a raincoat.

The fat man stomped his feet and cursed, walked towards the car door, turned back in two steps, and asked, "Do you want to smoke?"

The little brother has been sulking since he sat down, and has been looking out of the window. The blind man is leaning against the partition and poking his phone, with a strange smile on his face, and he waved his hands casually. you go."

The stuffy oil bottle didn't even look back.

There was a distant yellow light coming in from the window on the other side. The fat man pressed the lighter, and the flame danced. I leaned over to light a cigarette and retreated into the darkness.

Mood, how should I put it, I can't really talk about how lost I am.You are probably used to it, people are in the world, in love and desire, in a state of pain and happiness, as long as you live long enough, you can encounter anything.Then you will find that in your long life, there are not many truly happy days.

It's just that when I think about it now, the most comforting moment is when he found me, although I had forgotten him by then.It's just that although I forgot, I still fell in love with him again, without any accident, just like fate.

It's just that no one knows whether what is waiting for us now is a happy ending.

Fatty stood opposite me, uncharacteristically, without saying a word.The train shook for a moment, then moved forward slowly, he came over and patted me on the shoulder and said, "Let's go"

We walked back in the opposite direction of the train, it felt very strange, the carriage shook slightly, it seemed that everything outside the window was whizzing away from me, and the fat and burly figure was right in front of me, suddenly my heart moved.

"Wait a moment……"

He turned his head and looked at me puzzled, I scratched my head, hesitated for a while before asking, "Xiao Hua...how did he say it?"

The fat man cast his eyes aside, smiled unnaturally, and said, "He said, if there's anything wrong, he'll just take you back."

My clenched hands were full of sweat, "But..." I stammered for a long time, and for a moment I didn't know where to start, "It's hard..."

He took a step forward, lowered his voice and said, "But you only have one life."

"..."

I froze in place for a while, and seeing him walking away, I quickly took two steps to catch up. The fat man was staggered by me, "I don't want to live!" I lowered my voice and yelled at him, "If he's okay Well, even if it’s only two days for my birthday! I’d be damn willing! Even if it’s only two days! Even if I die after I’m done! You..."

When he tilted his head, Poker Face was standing a few steps away.I couldn't see his expression clearly, but judging from the way he turned and walked away, I must have heard everything.

The fat man brushed my hand away and sighed.

When we got back to our bunk, the three of them were already lying down. Although there was no one in the middle bunk opposite my brother, I hesitated and climbed onto the top bunk above his head.Tired only after lying down.

The feeling of exhaustion seemed to come out from the cracks in my bones. I thought I would lose sleep. The rain outside the window was heavy. I imagined how the train would pass through the plains and valleys in the heavy rain at night, but it was really slow. fell asleep.

When I woke up, the surroundings were still dark, and one arm was numb. I turned over, peeked down, and Poker bottle put his hands behind his head—he had been in this position from the beginning, and he seemed to have nothing to do. Changed—glanced at me.

I shrink back silently.

After 5 minutes, I took advantage of the darkness to climb onto his bunk. The space was too small. He turned around and faced the wall, and moved me to a place so that I would not lie on top of him all the time.

I hugged him tightly from behind, we had already looked at each other speechlessly, and tears flowed into my heart.

When it was dawn, the train stopped at a relatively large platform, and there were also vendors selling breakfast on the platform. I went down to smoke a cigarette, bought a bag of buns and eggs, and asked the conductor for the time, and was told Under normal circumstances, it will take nearly ten hours to reach Kaili, and the front - as Su Wan said - has indeed collapsed and is trying to get through, so the time is hard to estimate.

The next day was spent in the car. The rain stopped for a while and started to fall again. I took a nap in the lower bunk, sitting in front of me, and the train shook slightly. When I woke up, I heard the blind man and the fat man urging my brother to take off his clothes, wanting to see if the tattoo on his body was rubbed off.

As soon as I moved, he turned around and stuffed me with an orange, which was already warm in his palm.I stretched my head to take a look, and saw that the table was in a mess. The fat man stuffed the contents into his mouth and said, "You slept till now...what did you do last night?"

The blind man laughed loudly, and said again, "So let's check it out!"

I quickly lifted Poker Fing's clothes from behind, and said to the two watching, "Okay, okay." But I didn't take out my hand, and pressed against his back tightly.

He leaned back.