My canary flew away

There was silence.

The window was open, and there was the occasional sound of a car passing by, which quickly disappeared.

Guan Cheng looked at the words on the notebook in front of him, turned his gaze away, and saw the faintly bulging veins on the back of Shang Yu's hand.

Guan Cheng said slowly, "'Give up'—is that what I think it means?"

While speaking, he changed his sitting position.

It turned out that the body was leaning forward slightly, with a hint of worry in his eyes, which almost gave Shang Yu a feeling that "Guan Ge also wants to get close to me".But now, the fake appearance is broken, and Guan Cheng is far away from him again.

Shang Yu pinched the corner of the notebook, rolled his Adam's apple, and nodded.

He saw that Guan Cheng leaned back in his chair, folded his legs, looking elegant and calm, and he was at the helm of that economic giant.

It's already June, so it's summer.But it was raining all the time, and the weather was a little cooler because of it.

During the day there was a board of directors, Guan Cheng was wearing a full suit and was armed in place to decide the outcome of the war that had been fought without gunpowder for more than half a year.

Now, the coat button is not buttoned, Shang Yu can see the fourth button of the shirt in front of him, and the black vest pressed on the shirt.

Guan Cheng wore a dark blue tie with silver patterns on it, which seemed to be made of silk, and tied a Pratt knot.

The warm yellow light from the wall lamp sprinkled on the man's neck, poured into the neckline, and then it was hard to find the trace.

The vest is single-breasted, simple and steady.The edges were blurred under the suit jacket, and Guan Cheng's waistline could not be distinguished.

Further down, the trousers are well cut to outline the slender legs.

Seeing this, Shang Yu finally found out what he was doing.

He seemed to be scalded, and hurriedly looked away.

At the same time, Guan Cheng's leather shoes nodded in the air, his previous gentle concern faded from his expression, and his tone was flat, he said, "I'm a little...surprised. After all, the way you looked before really doesn't look like you're going to 'give up' '."

He didn't tell the whole story, but Shang Yu knew that the other party was talking about how he followed him all the way to the hotel.

Shang Yu's eyelids trembled.

He wrote: I'm sorry.

Guan Cheng looked at these four words and said, "Coincidentally, I also heard other people say these words just now."

Shang Yu was startled, and looked up at Guan Cheng.

Guan Cheng looked at him, "You saved me, Shang Yu. With this incident, you don't need to apologize for anything before."

As Shang Yu listened, he felt that he had been lying in the ICU for a week, and even his thoughts slowed down.

He didn't understand what Guan Cheng meant, it seemed to be a forgiveness, turning over everything in the past, but it also seemed to be a kind of tolerance only for certain specific things.

Shang Yu couldn't figure it out, so he didn't know how to deal with it.

Finally, he thought of Guan Cheng's previous sentence and wrote: Have you seen my parents?

Before Guan Cheng came, Shang Yu heard his parents say "I'm sorry" a lot.It is said that in February, the two of them should not have done the thing of going to Haicheng on impulse.What's more, in the next few months, they should be hard-hearted and hang up all Shang Yu's calls, as if they want to sever ties with him.

Shang Yu's mind was wandering, thinking about these things.But Guan Cheng looked at the extra words on the paper, and after a while, he said: "Yes, Mr. Shang and Ms. Gong also told me a lot about your childhood - what did I just say? "

In the middle of his speech, Shang Yu picked up his pen again.

Shang Yu's heart skipped a beat, fortunately, it was difficult for him to make a sound at the moment.If not, he might have already said the phrase "I'm sorry, they went to disturb you again".

But when Guan Cheng said this, he clearly didn't want to see him say such things again.

From Shang Yu's point of view, this is probably one of the few moments in his future life where he and Guan Cheng meet in a private capacity.He said it was true to give up, but in the limited time, he still wanted to get along with Guan Cheng peacefully.

With a thought in his mind, he simply wrote: I heard you tell Dongdong the other day that you were going to buy a ring.

Shang Yu still doesn't know Wang Dongdong's name.

He hesitated and added: I wish you happiness.

When the pen was lifted from the paper, Shang Yu's eyes were sore.He didn't want to look at Guan Cheng's expression, he was worried that he could see the joy from these words on Guan Cheng's face.With his head down like this, and his fingers pressing on the notebook, Guan Cheng could see his eyelashes trembling.

A little restlessness suddenly rose in Guan Cheng's heart.

This was different from the feeling when he was stuck in traffic when he came here, it was also in a bad mood, but at that time, Guan Cheng clearly knew that it was because of the slow traffic outside, because of the bad weather, and because Shang Yu didn't know how far he could recover from the injury.

But now, seeing that Shang Yu misunderstood, and then sent such a "blessing", the emotions that followed had no reason.

He stared into Shang Yu's eyes for a moment, until Shang Yu had to look up at himself, showing a forced smile.

Guan Cheng said word by word, "I have nothing to do with Wang Dongdong."

Shang Yu's expression turned confused.

Guan Cheng said indifferently: "Old Feng, that's my driver, introduced me to a private detective, and Wang Dongdong is from there."

Shang Yu curled up his fingers, looking embarrassed, but he didn't seem particularly happy.

Guan Cheng asked: "Shang Yu, you said you 'give up' because you think I'm with Wang Dongdong?"

Shang Yu hesitated, and wrote: That night, I heard noises outside, and actually went to your room first.Then I walked in a hurry, and I accidentally kicked over the trash can.

Then I saw the used condom inside.

Although it was a hasty conversation, even with a marker pen, Shang Yu's handwriting was still sharp and strict.

Guan Cheng suddenly said, "Oh, you saw it."

Shang Yu felt sore and nodded.

Guan Cheng explained: "I asked him to do it himself. Otherwise, the kidnappers came and the house was clean, wouldn't it be too fake."

While he was speaking, he carefully looked at Shang Yu's expression.

Guan Cheng originally thought that Shang Yu should show a little joy after hearing what he said.But from now on, Shang Yu was just in a daze, turned around, and wrote again.

Guan Cheng's eyes fell on Shang Yu's hand.

Shang Yu's hands are actually pretty.At first glance, it looks like it is playing a musical instrument. The fingers are long and slender, the bony knots are not too thick, and there are thin calluses on some parts.

But the same hands left Guan Cheng with some very bad memories.

The book is not very thick, before Guan Cheng came, it only used a few pages.So far, it has been halfway through.

Shang Yu wrote: So it is.

He wrote again: Not all because of this.

Guan Cheng thought about it and said, "If you have any doubts about the VAM agreement, Shirong's legal team can be used by you—it should be, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't even have to think about going to court."

His voice was still flat, but when Shang Yu heard this, he showed Guan Cheng's first sincere smile after he entered the room.

He whispered, "Brother Guan, you are really fine."

Guan Cheng thought: Yes, you saved me, even if I would not consider such absurd thing as "promising with your body", at least I should express my gratitude in other ways.

Shang Yu put down the pen and paper, and wanted to speak again.

Guan Cheng looked at it and frowned, but he didn't make a sound to stop it.

Shang Yu spoke very slowly, still hoarse and unpleasant, not at all the voice of nature in the talent show.

Such a voice was very, very strange to Guan Cheng.

But what is even stranger is Shang Yu's attitude at the moment.

Shang Yu said: "Although you and Wang Dongdong are just acting, but Brother Guan, you were very happy when you talked at dinner that day."

Guan Cheng remained silent.

He had long forgotten what he had said to Wang Dongdong that day.When Shang Yu mentioned it, he could barely think of Wang Dongdong talking about "tall people".Of course, there's the matter of rings.

Guan Cheng was once again thankful that he didn't ask for anything other than the brooch last August.If not, things will arrive in the future, which will only add to the annoyance.

Shang Yu said: "Although I didn't see your expression, I haven't heard your voice so happy for a long time. I was so shocked that I didn't fall asleep in the middle of the night, and I wanted to listen to your movement again. "

Having said that, Shang Yu saw Guan Cheng's lips move.

Shang Yu covered his throat, feeling the pain, but he continued.

Shang Yu: "It's quite perverted. I won't do this kind of thing in the future. Brother Guan, when I was in the ICU, I kept thinking that this fire may have been told to me by the heavens, so don't embarrass you anymore."

Guan Cheng interrupted him, saying, "You better stop talking."

Shang Yu saw a familiar look in Guan Cheng's eyes.

He wanted to say "no", but then realized that what he was doing now was hurting himself in front of Guan Cheng again.

But he didn't have the idea of ​​subjecting himself to more training to see if Guan Cheng softened his heart.

Shang Yu's cheeks twitched, and he wrote again.

He wrote: I am not the right person for you.You are suitable for someone who is positive and enthusiastic, making you relaxed and happy.

And then: And I'm only going to annoy you.

As Shang Yu wrote these, he felt more and more relaxed.He felt more and more firmly that Guan Cheng was very good, that's great, but now he was destined not to be the one standing by Guan Cheng's side.

Shang Yu felt sad about this, but he also understood that giving up is the best choice.

Guan Cheng watched him put a full stop after a sentence.

He looked at the words "positive" and "enthusiasm", and all the things he heard in the lounge before came to his mind.

Guan Cheng suddenly felt very ironic.

Shang Yu went through a catastrophe and was willing to let go.He told Guan Cheng what kind of person Guan Cheng should find for the rest of his life, but that person would not be him, Shang Yu.

It won't be the "today" Shang Yu.

It just happened to be the appearance of Shang Yu a few years ago.Cheerful, a big boy who can make everyone around him sincerely happy. Wherever he is, there is always laughter.

Such thoughts became more and more intense, so that Guan Cheng asked in a strange way, "Do you have any wishes that you want to realize?"

Shang Yu looked at him.

Seeing that Guan Cheng's expression softened, as if he was relieved by his words, he was tolerant and willing to give the prisoner a hearty meal.

Guan Cheng's voice was soft, and under such light, in the silent ward, it seemed that he wanted to weave a dream for Shang Yu that he could not wake up from.

He told Shang Yu: "Within my ability, I can do anything."

He saw that Shang Yu was dazed, hesitant, and wanted to "give up" as he said before, but he didn't want to make Guan Cheng unhappy because of his "ignorance of good and bad", and he didn't want to miss this last chance to get along.

Guan Cheng thought: What request will he make?

If it's getting back together, or something simpler and rougher, I want a kiss, a night.

Guan Cheng looked calm, but his fingers trembled slightly.

He felt that he was in a dangerous place, but he rarely acted like this.All the accusations against Shang Yu in the past seemed to appear on him twice as much on this day.

Guan Cheng even felt that he needed Shang Yu to make an excessive request, and then he could leave happily, leaving only one sentence, "What I said in the car that day was indeed true, you really haven't made any progress at all."

He looked at Shang Yu's lips, and thought again, a kiss might not be considered "excessive", but in Shang Yu's current state, it probably wasn't a comfortable thing.

But when Shang Yu really bowed his head to write, what appeared on the page was: I think——

Guan Cheng braced himself to watch.

Shang Yu wrote: I want to make you a breakfast.

The author has something to say: the second watch time is uncertain.

感谢在2020-10-0211:59:11~2020-10-0301:48:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Qiao Yuruo, Tianqing Yileng 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of clear and easy cold; 1 bottle of successful graduation;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!