My canary flew away

Guan Cheng's chest heaved violently.He looked at Shang Yu and felt that he had never known him before, and at the same time, he felt that Shang Yu had always been like this.

The tip of the tongue is numb, and there is a faint tingling pain.He stopped talking and his expression became much lighter.Seeing Guan Cheng like this, Shang Yu was at a loss.

He whispered, "Brother Guan."

Guan Cheng looked at him coldly.

Shang Yu's shoulders trembled and he became completely flustered.He looked at the scene in front of him, his mind went blank, and he whispered, "I was wrong, Brother Guan, I was wrong..."

Guan Cheng sneered.

Shang Yu's heart trembled when he heard such a voice.He calmed down, looked at Guan Cheng, and also saw himself in Guan Cheng's eyes.This made the tip of Shang Yu's nose sore, and at this moment, Guan Cheng finally made a move.

He closed his eyes.

Shang Yu stopped breathing.

He was not afraid that Guan Cheng would beat him or scold him, but he was afraid that Guan Cheng would ignore him.

After venting his anger, he realized that he had done something wrong again, pushing the relationship between the two to an even more irreparable point.

but--

Shang Yu thought quietly.

When he heard Guan Cheng's words just now, he felt that his heart was empty and could no longer be filled.

He came here today because he wanted a chance.

But Guan Cheng told him that the so-called "opportunity" was not given to him from the very beginning.

He just happened to appear at that time, and happened to have the same name as the person Guan Cheng was looking for.This caused Fate to mistakenly hand him a gift, and now it's time for that gift to be taken back.

Shang Yu looked at Guan Cheng.He couldn't see Guan Cheng's eyes, but he could see the bridge of his nose, lips, chin... as well as his chest, waist and abdomen.He used to be able to sleep soundly holding this body at night, and give Guan Cheng a good morning kiss when he woke up in the morning.Yesterday he still hated himself for not doing more in the past, and carefully imagined that he could continue the dream of the past in the future.But at this moment, Shang Yu knew sadly that he would never have such an opportunity again.

He finally saw Guan Cheng speak.

Guan Cheng was extremely exhausted.He had a four-hour meeting ahead, his brain was running at high speed, and he was not so tired when dealing with a group of directors and executives who had their own thoughts.But at this moment, he said, "Shang Yu, what were you thinking about the past month?"

Because of this sentence, Shang Yu regained his senses from his half worries.He hurriedly got off Guan Cheng, helped Guan Cheng to sit back on the chair, and then untied the tie on Guan Cheng's hand.

When Shang Yu was doing this, Guan Cheng just looked at him, and didn't say anything from the beginning to the end.

In the end, Shang Yu took a step back in embarrassment.Guan Cheng looked at him with complicated eyes, then turned his gaze to look at the stool Shang Yu sat on just now.He wanted to speak, but Shang Yu stepped forward and said, "Brother Guan, I want to get closer to you."

When he said this, he knew that Guan Cheng might not want to hear it.Sure enough, after the words fell, he saw Guan Cheng slowly raise the corners of his lips, revealing a mocking smile.

Shang Yu took a deep breath, followed by an ugly smile, a little flattering.But this time, Guan Cheng didn't give him another chance to speak.He raised his hand, picked up his phone, and tapped on the screen. Shang Yu didn't know what Guan Cheng had done.He was flustered and heard Guan Cheng say, "I can guess."

This is another new delay.

Shang Yu watched Guan Cheng lower his head, and went to re-button his shirt.Due to the violent action just now, one or two buttons had been broken off, Guan Cheng had no choice but to skip them.During the movement, his wrist was exposed, and Shang Yu saw the thin red on it.

Such a scene made him unbearable, so he took a step back.

Seeing this, Guan Cheng raised his eyebrows with great interest: "Do you regret it now?"

Shang Yu gritted his teeth and remained silent.

Guan Cheng said, "It's a bit quicker than you 'regret' it before."

Shang Yu: "Brother Guan."

Guan Cheng looked at him and said, "It seems that no matter how I remind you, it's useless. Well, it's just a title, and I don't need to waste my words."

Shang Yu was dumbfounded.

Such words made Shang Yu more sad than another blunt sentence that he didn't want to hear him call himself that.

But he also knew that he had no right to be sad.

Guan Cheng said: "We've been 'together' for two years, and for the entire two years, you felt that you couldn't refuse me, because I was bullying others. Now, you think that something will happen to me and Shang Yu. Shang Yu, you always do this , to consider me from the worst point of view, then why do you have anything to do with such a 'bad' person like me?"

Shang Yu's cheeks twitched slightly.

He is still handsome.

When Guan Cheng looked at him, he had to admit this.He saw the shallow groove in the middle of Shang Yu's chin, and knew that many people would still be moved by this face.But at this moment, compared with the agitated emotions he had when he saw Shang Yu dancing on the electronic screen in Birmingham, Guan Cheng himself was surprised that he was so calm.

It was as if he had really let go.

Shang Yu was still struggling weakly, and said: "Brother Guan, if I knew you at that time. No, if I could drive at that time, I knew that someone was going through danger, and I would go to save you. I have done many similar things before. Things. I caught a psycho who was harassing other people at the Mod Festival, you know that."

He said "you know" repeatedly.

It seems that as long as this is done, Guan Cheng can make him believe in himself.

Guan Cheng really said happily: "Yes, I know, I believe what you said now. But Shang Yu, haven't you figured it out yet? If someone saves me once, I will 'promise with my body'," he even I think this is funny, "Is this ancient times? Then if the person who saved me is not very good-looking, should I still say, 'I wish to be a cow or a horse in the next life, and repay my kindness'?"

When Shang Yu heard this, he looked at him in confusion.

Guan Cheng was seen having a headache.

He rubbed the space between his brows, knowing that he must look quite embarrassed at the moment.Fortunately, Shang Yu's condition was even worse, and now he was stunned by himself again, comparing the two parties, he had the upper hand again.

He even said: "I don't dare to say anything more to you, if it happens again, I... Hiss," the tongue hurts, "How many more mouths can you bite?"

It took Shang Yu some time to realize that this was a joke.

And the more jokes are made at this time, the more it shows how much Guan Cheng doesn't care.

He was cold.

Guan Cheng: "You misunderstood me a lot at the time, and I couldn't say whether to 'forgive' you or not. Shang Yu, you must know that if someone who has been with you for two years suddenly tells you this If you have a bad temper, you may still be lying in the hospital now."

Shang Yu bitterly said, "I know, Brother Guan, you are very good to me."

Guan Cheng laughed and kneaded his wrist: "Very good?"

Shang Yu was speechless.

At this moment, he had a strong thought, thinking in a daze, maybe I really don't deserve to be with Guan Cheng.

But when he saw Guan Cheng again, he could still feel a strong impulse.He traced Guan Cheng's facial features with his eyes, and thought to himself, I want to sleep and wake up with this person every day.I want to kiss him in the morning so he can't say much more.I want him to sink in my arms, and I want to hear him call my name when he is in a trance.I have to re-experience all the things that I have missed in the past two years.

However, Shang Yu thought of the facts before his eyes.

Opportunities never belonged to him.

He was in pain and despair.

Guan Cheng touched on the previous topic and said, "What about you? From the time I handed you my business card to the time you promised to be 'together' with me, what have you done in the past two months?"

Shang Yu looked at him blankly.

Guan Cheng sighed and said, "Do you not remember, or have you never thought about it? I haven't been with a person in the past 30 years. I want to find someone who treats each other like my parents. Shang Yu, I I have waited for many years, and I don't mind waiting for many more years. I don't want to settle down, so even if it takes another ten or 20 years, I can wait.

"But you showed up. We had dinner together for the first time. You looked at me like that, looking nervous and nervous. When I took the napkin, I touched your hand. You seemed to have been electrocuted, so embarrassed. I thought it was an accident at first, but in the end, there were so many 'accidents', it was 'inevitable', and I began to think about it seriously."

Shang Yu's eyes widened slightly.

He watched Guan Cheng smile in front of him.Different from every smile in this meeting, this time, Guan Cheng really felt that this was an interesting past event.It's just that this smile comes quickly, goes faster, and disappears quickly.

Guan Cheng: "What am I thinking about? Oh, do you like me?"

Shang Yu was struck by lightning.

He said, "No, you said it was 'love at first sight' for me."

He was like a drowning man, grabbing at the last straw.

Guan Cheng looked at him and didn't speak.After a while, Shang Yu remembered what Guan Cheng said later: he just wanted to be friends, and he didn't want to develop a relationship later on.

He stopped talking.

Guan Cheng glanced at his watch and continued: "It seems that you remembered? Okay. I was actually quite nervous after having this conjecture. At that time, whether it was a misunderstanding or not, you were very special to me. You are eight years younger than me, and your living environment is completely different from mine, and your parents are still there. If there is anything to do with you, it is not just between the two of us, there are always many things to face Reality."

Following Guan Cheng's words, Shang Yu recalled the past little by little.

Guan Cheng said, "For a while, I asked you many things."

He made indirect remarks, trying to figure out whether he had misunderstood.He asked Shang Yu if he had a girlfriend in college, and asked Shang Yu's parents what attitude they had towards their peers.Of course, the latter question was much more tactful. It was Guan Cheng who picked out a movie and watched it with Shang Yu, seemingly unintentionally asking what Shang Yu's family would think.

He got a not-so-good answer, and because of this, in the next seven hundred days, he kept the thoughtfulness of "hiding this relationship from Shang Yu's parents".

"Thinking about it now," Guan Cheng said, "Did you think that this was all 'harassment'? But to me, it was affirmation of my guess. Next, I didn't ask you out for a week. You Will I be relieved? But during that time, I was thinking about what my attitude was."

He didn't need Shang Yu to answer, but Shang Yu replied silently in his heart, yes, he was indeed relieved, and prayed that Guan Cheng would not come to him again in the future.

After that, expectations fell through, and he had a lot of negative emotions.

Guan Cheng: "I don't have any plans to report for 'repayment' and pay myself back. So that week, whenever I have time, I just watch your game video. While watching, I ask myself, could it be this person? Is he mentally prepared to spend the next few years and decades of his life together?"

Shang Yu felt a kind of sweetness mixed with sadness.

At least in the past, Guan Cheng really liked him.

Guan Cheng paused for a moment, omitting the next words.He moved on to the next question, saying: "In the end, I gave myself a 'yes' answer."

Shang Yu didn't know how to speak.

He knew intellectually that what Guan Cheng said was true.

But the more this made him realize, the more he couldn't accept it.

What did he do? !

All suffering is created by His own hands.

At this time, looking at the red on Guan Cheng's wrist, Shang Yu was speechless for a long time.

After Guan Cheng recalled it, he also seemed a little disappointed, "It's a bit too boring to say this now, and it seems to be preoccupied. Shang Yu, you are still an artist of Shirong Entertainment, and you may not find a more tolerant boss than me in the world. If someone else did what I just did, I will definitely call the police. But for you, I don't want any damage to the value of my 'commodity'."

Following these words, Shang Yu heard the sound of the door opening.

He had a premonition, and when he turned around, he saw the figure of the security guard.

Guan Cheng said: "In any case, in the past two years, I've 'invested' in you a lot, and I have to recover the cost. It's just that the cost is not enough, and there must be enough profit. In the final analysis, between you and me, there is still a relationship between you and me. It's just a relationship like that, isn't it?"

Shang Yu was speechless.

Guan Cheng said, "Please, Mr. Shang, save yourself the last bit of dignity."

The author has something to say: A little angel (@思思) commented that Shang Xiaoyu regarded himself as a commodity, so how could one expect Mr. Guan to treat him as a "person".

Now, Feng Shui turns _(:з」∠)_

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